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You are amazing and wonderful. You are loved because of who you are, and that will never change. Please know that!

You don't find yourself, you create yourself.

You don’t need to explain what happened to you. We all know relapse is a part of recovery - what is interesting is to see what you are thinking about doing differently this time! That’s what can help people - learning about the exciting new path ❤

Fiona!! We are your Ride or Die Posse! We love you. We will not give up on you.

The most sensible thing to do is live your life with family and friends in the real world...instead of having 'pressure' of 'letting everyone down" and needing validating comments from strangers on the Internet. Validation within is what you need, not on here, for real lasting recovery You have been on all forums for over 10 years yet 'with respect' you are a revolving door patient. Take yourself away from the expectations and pressure of social media. Your ed is too enmeshed with it. Authentic healing will begin away from an 'audience' xx

Omg you're here again! This morning couldn't start better.

Keep strong, we are all here to support and love you, never put yourself down, and do not listen to negativity. Big hugs 🤗

Hi Fi! I don't think I've commented before to any of your videos but I just wanted to let you know that you've been (and are!!) such an inspiration to me, how you fight for what you want to accomplish and for how you want to feel, and also for how honest you are about how things are going. I think so much beauty lies in showing the ups AND downs of the path because it very rarely is just ups on the way out(/up), even though many people online make it seem that way. Which in turn makes me question myself so much because apparently I can't do what all those people seem to be able to do, making me feel like there is something wrong with me. When you share your struggles, I (and I'm sure many others with me) can relate to you and your struggles, making me feel so much less alone. Your videos have been such a comfort to watch, especially in the times I attempted recovery and felt so lost and desperate. I am so proud of you for how far you've come and for how you're keeping on trying to fight your way out/through 💜🌈 wishing you the best (:

I’m so glad you are back and sharing. You always make me feel not so alone.

It's nice to see you again Fi. You're never judged and you've not let us down. We're all here for you. You've got this. 😘😘

You're welcome! So happy people here are kind and are helping you! And Fi, only do what you need that you know will help you moving forward, whether that be feeling like you need to be accountable to others or yourself only or whatever it is. You have the tools and know how to use them. You got this! Side note, I love how your dog calmed down and went sleepy as you spoke, you are a kind, gentle human. ❤

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Your dog 🐕 is so cute glad he's keeping you company also I'm so proud of you for moving on and making a change.x

I am glad you are back. You are such a kind person.

Keep fighting Fi,you ARE an inspiration to so many with how hard you're working to try and get better and never feel like you owe anyone an explanation or that you've let someone down,please be kind to yourself sweet lady.

So happy to see you back. We love you and have missed you. Xx

Darlin I know im not disappointed with you as im sure the majority of your followers aren’t. We’re here to support you thru your journey. That includes ups and downs. Im sending you a frosty hug from northern Alberta 🇨🇦! (cause it’s cold here right now) ❤️

❤️ I wish you well on whatever path you may be on. Lovely to see that you're doing well and always great to see that smile 🤗 Coming all the way to you from Louisville KY in the US🫶

It makes sense that when you go through a hard time you’d fall back into coping mechanisms that have helped before - this is part and parcel and it’s an honest representation of a journey that many go through - you’ve not let anyone down and showing resilience and picking yourself up and trying to form new coping mechanisms is all helpful :) I’d personally much rather someone be honest than paint a picture that isn’t 💛

Fiona, we love you! We are all here for you ❤

Fi, we love you no matter what. Everyday is a journey. We are with you. No judgement ❤❤

We love Hugo he’s amazing

Fi,so good to see you 💜As an older person who struggled for 20+ years with An.& Autism. Please know...REALLY KNOW..that it's okay to just 'be'.No matter the struggle, you only obligation is to show up for yourself. From a long time follower in Australia; sending you love& hoping each day brings you closer to peace of mind/ body & spirit 🌻🩷

Your so welcome your a super star ⭐️

I always feel so happy when you post either on here or instagram. Fi you haven’t got anyone down, you don’t need to apologize or explain yourself. I feel so ashamed of myself for being near relapse and barely holding on right now. I am in a moving process so it’s so difficult because of the changes and lack of routines, which makes me so vulnerable to relapse but I feel like a failure for it and that I may relapse. I convince myself that I need to be fine because I just got my autism diagnosis and should be fine because of that. Because I’m starting to get the right support, but I’m not there yet and struggling to hold on. Fi you are always amazing and you deserve love and support and respect equally now from the recovery community as before your relapse. You are doing the best you can and that’s enough. Much love to you, I appreciate you so much. 💌

Please be kind to yourself. You deserve all the love and support in the world! You are enough! We love you!

It’s your choice lovely. You still inspire so many but you choose to speak about what you want. We can all learn from you but you only need share what you can. It’s great that your recovery is taking a different slant this time xxx

I’m sending you love and healing❤❤❤

Dear Fi, disappointment is not at all what I personally feel about where you currently are. Empathy, hope, and gratefulness are there instead. I would very much like to hear more from you about how your autism and your eating disorder overlap and influence eachother. It is obvious how deeply you have thought about this and about yourself in general and you are so articulate, even when you think/say you are rambling - it's a joy listening to you and getting that insight, both into you but, admittedly, partly also into myself. I'm very much looking forward to seeing your next video, and I wish you well 💚

Fi, you’re doing amazing. You’re such an inspiration & I’ve always known you had it in you to come through whatever it was you were going through. I understand that it’s still a work in progress & you are still fighting your way through some tough things that come your way. But you never give up. You don’t have to explain anything. You say as much as you want to say & feel comfortable saying. We can all see how much you have been struggling. And I really admire your courage & strength by allowing us into your world good & bad. It takes courage to open up & the fact that you done that by sharing the raw side of things shows just how strong you really are. I can actually hear one negative point though & thats you saying that you feel you’ve let people down & you’re constantly apologising. Well, you haven’t let anyone down & you certainly don’t need to keep apologising because you’ve nothing to apologise for. And you certainly haven’t let anybody down. You’re a fighter Fi, never doubt yourself. Keep going & just breathe. Sending you so much love, 😘xxx

Hi Fi!! Im so glad youre back!!! I really missed you!!! No need to explain anything that has been going on. Ive done the same thing, we are in this together! Lots of love,Loren🥰🥰

You have nothing to be ashamed off,you se YOU and thats enough 💝,lots of love from Sara

You never need to explain yourself to anyone! You are navigating your life with its own unique challenges no one has lived your life through your eyes but you so no on can judge your responses! We're all here to watch you succeed in navigating those hurdles

Fi!!! Just keep going!! I believe in you!!! ❤❤

Hiya Fi you’ve not upset anyone sweet,these things happen don’t beat yourself up about it honestly sweetheart! It’s lovely to see you back to making videos and that’s made my day 😊😊

I have asked a question but I don’t know if it’s gone through. I was saying how your snack bars look so yummy & I love the way you rate them out of 10. I was wondering if there’s a reason that all your snack bars are high protein. I just wanted to ask if there’s a reason for that. I also said that if it’s not something you’re comfortable with then just let me know. There’s no pressure on you to explain anything if it’s something you’d rather keep private. Keep rating your bars out of 10, it’s always been helpful. I also wondered where you get your cookie dough from 😋. I had to add this on another separate comment as I didn’t have anymore space to continue messaging 😂. I probably ramble too much 🤐. Sorry about that. Like I said at the beginning of this comment, you don’t need to explain anything you’re uncomfortable with. So just comment that it’s too uncomfortable to share. Sorry for rambling on 🤐. ❤xxx

Fi is there a way I can message you personally?

Did you not want to bring Fi back last year? Everyone’s going through shit.

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