Hang in there buddy! Tbh I could relate very well with the motivation crash part! It's amazing that you still managed to finish the roadmap! Also, it takes a lot of courage to talk about your issues like this, so the fact that you did it, is another thing to be proud about! And the way I see it, it's a video that'll stay relevant for years to come, so it doesn't really matter if it's a few months late...

I was really searching for you, between 4 months to check if the roadmap is uploaded, but it's okay everybody has personal issues. take care of yourself.

We really appreciate your effort, even though you've faced motivation crash, you keep the project alive no matter what. I hope it will come out as soon as it could, and your mental health will be fine. Take care.

As someone who experienced one of the worst times of my life this semester and has started taking antidepressants, I can understand your pain. Stay strong Colin.

Really happy to see you back in the groove Colin. Takes real courage to discuss your challenges in life. I am really happy you fought through it and came back stronger. We love you and appreciate the good work you are doing for the community. I really loved your noob to expert series especially the combinatorics one. Learned a ton. Your efforts do make a difference so keep fighting and remember your love and blessings.

Hey... Its totally okay to not get any work done sometimes..it happens with everyone.. just take care of yourself, that's much much more important.. we all love you, you've done a lot to help the community! ❤️

Really appreciate the effort you put in just for the sake of helping others, all of it while going through such hardships. I really am thankful to you!!! and please do take care of yourself.

Welcome back Colin, happy that you are back stronger, and thanks for the roadmap i really appreciate you efforts 👍

I'm eagerly waiting for the roadmap Thank you so much for this Colin 😄

Don't worry my good friend, great to know you're picking yourself up back together! Hope you can continue to help more new programmers ;) ;)

Thanks Man. Good things take time👍 I hope you are fully back.

I've had a chronic cough as well. It was constantly on my mind and driving me nuts. I fixed it by getting plenty of sun (vitamin d), drinking water, and making it a point to exercise and stretch regularly. That cleared up the post nasal drip I had and I much prefer living a healthy lifestyle to that chronic cough anxiety. It took a while for it to clear things up (about a month) and it will occasionally come back if I slack off.

It is very bad for you when you are depressed and have no one around you to share your thoughts and emotions. I hope you have someone beside you. Also you have this channel and you have us with best wishes and words. God bless you brother.

welcome back man. glad to see you back. i hope you get the strength to overcome all of your problems. and its totally okay to not get your work done. you have to think about yourself more not other. and thanks a ton for the video. i really appreciate it man

Thanks for sharing man. I really hope you are doing better !

Man I’ve been waiting for this guide for so long. Love that I can finally get it. I have constant issues with motivation as well, how did you defeat it? Would love to know

Constructing the roadmap and organizing the concepts need huge amount of energy and time, appreciate you finally build the map. Burnout is an energy black hole.

Yay you're back! You've inspired me a lot and I didn't realize until you left. Guess you don't know what you have until it's gone.. Take care, and don't feel bad about letting us down because it's not your fault :)

Np man! ups and downs are a part of life, I'm glad you're back!! eagerly waiting for the roadmap vid!!!

Glad to hear you're doing much better now! Always remember to put yourself first, we will always be there to support you when you're back. I can't wait to speedrun to LGM once the roadmap is done

Hope you're doing better now Colin. You're really a godsend to the community.

Wait is over finally !!! I am glad you are fine❤ Cheers to life ❤

Good to see you Colin. Cheers.!!

Take care man!!! God bless u.

Taking care of yourself is much much more important than anything else!! Stay Strong Colin!

Love your topic streams playlist colin keep it up

Good to see that you are okay. Thank god you are okay. you have a big life ahead of you. Wish you a colorful life filled with Magic! If it doesn't come your way, then please create it.

Thank you soo much galen ❤️❤️

Glad you are back, Colin !

glad to have u back c:

Thank god, you are finally back. I was done with cursing the light theme everyday hoping that you would reply to the bait lol. Also, more power to you colin and best of luck for the future

Glad to have you back.

damn, i have issues with motivation as well. i slouch on things at which i want to be good at and it really hurts sometimes T_T

YES, good to see you back, hope you been doing well

Good to hear you are back

BROOOOO NOOOOOOOOOO anti depressants are so bad bro. Have you tried getting more sunlight (without sunscreen), going for a reasonably distanced walk? Lifting weights? Eating healthy? Being around your own species?(socializing) Just saying I've been there, my best friend and I were both on a slurry of anti anxiety/depression/adhd meds. Then one day he showed me a post from some anon about how every single school sh**ter was prescribed SSRIs or some variant, super convincing, though God knows the validity of those statements. Anyways, From that day forward we both quit taking all of our anti depressants and just started working out, getting sun, eating mad steak and vegetables and, after the most debilitating withdrawals EVER. my brain started healing. Been off for like 8 years after being on since I was a toddler pretty much. You have an amazing brain, don't poison yourself and let yourself be dulled down by subjecting yourself to these mind altering substances!! Seriously!! I URGE YOU TO STRONGLY CONSIDER!

It's good to see you again :)

Good to see u're back.

So you have depression issues? Me too. Can I suggest something other than antidepressants? Like Yoga. Any physical activity works really. But I feel Yoga to be specially effective at fighting depression. Namaste 🙏 😁

Stay strong

love to see you again.

stay strong

i really waited for ur videos man...waiting for ur streams dude..........i only like ur videos for learning CP, so with ur crash came mine too a lil bit.....

Whoa

Welcome back sir

Dude, start doing some sports, like running or swimming or even pumping iron. as a programmer it gave me some motivation and made me concentrate a long time ago when I had these problems. this all would probably also work for you if you are diligent and don't skip trainings. take this as an advice. although I should say that you need to consult your therapist if have any medical conditions.

I was also checking daily .

Welcome back!!!

woah man you're back

Sooooo how's college?

welcome back

This will pass. Cheer up bro

Like your hair ❤️

I was afraid and thought you were dead. Because you've been inactive in cf for a long time too.

man a advise don't rely too much on antidepressent they will make your worse , Try yoga and stay away from medicine and eat healthy and I am there if you ever need to talk to someone

I missed u so much buddy 💔

looks younger

I thought only in india people call it wisdom tooth😂

omg hi

second !!!!

Maybe ADHD

first

ok but why do u have the voice of a boy??