When I was 7mos pregnant with my 3rd, my uterus ruptured. I felt a sharp pain on 1 side and it was enough to make me scream. Then the pain suddenly faded away and I got a warm sensation throughout my pelvis, and then nothing..no pain or anything, but, it scared me so I went into Kaiser and they did an ultrasound and nonstress test and the nonstress test was normal, but the ultrasound showed something, which the.dr concluded was just “scar tissue” from my previous c sections. And they sent me home. Then about a week later I was doing laundry and that pain I got in the side of my pelvis a week prior, happened again suddenly but this time the pain seared through my entire pelvis and all the way around my back and down both legs, and a cold rush went through my body and I fell to my knees and the pain didn’t subside, in fact it got more severe. I called 911 and they brought me to the hospital. So I get back to the hospital and they do more tests and my ultrasound showed an even larger mass around my lower pelvis. They concluded that it was probably my “scar tissue and inflammation” which made no sense. So for the next 2 days they monitored me,and at that point my lower abdomen was in extreme pain.they had a dr come in and take a long needle and inject lidocaine into my c section scar. Since I wasn’t due yet my dr was on vacation, she had to call the hospital and advocate on my behalf. I finally talked to her on the phone and told her I knew for a fact something was terribly wrong and she had to fight with the doctors to do something. So they ordered an amniocentesis for the following morning. I was still I severe pain.so the following morning my husband had to work so his mom came to stay with me when I got the amnio. She’s super proper and I’ve never said anything remotely bad around her. As soon as they put that needle in my stomach, I screamed at the top of my lungs and was cursing and crying. She looked terrified when I did that. It was one of the most intense pains I’ve ever felt. When they withdrew the amniotic fluid, it was all bloody. So they immediately get on the phones and there is a lot of commotion and they wheel me in to an emergency c section. We called my husband and he almost didn’t make it there in time. When they did the csection it was very quite. The dr and staff were kinda whispering.I heard my baby cry and I was relieved and they took him away to give him oxygen and I noticed the c section was taking a lot longer than usual. I had had 2 previous csections before. Then I hear the words “uterine rupture”. Then I see this blue stuff in an iv bag and running through me..turns out that not only was my uterus completely ruptured but they accidentally cut my bladder. So that was fun 😒 so I get transferred to the ICU because I had so much blood loss and my vitals were extremely low. So ffwd to the following day and I get transferred to postpartum and finally get to see my baby. The nurse comes in and calls us the miracle baby and mom. My dr calls me and tells me my uterus and bladder ruptured, and the “scar tissue” they said they saw on ultrasound was actually blood from me slowly internally bleeding.. the only thing that was keeping me and my baby alive was his amniotic sac acting like a cork, sealing the majority of my rupture shut. But I was still leaking blood. They said if my water would have broke, we both would have died within a couple minutes. I’m not gonna lie, The recovery of a uterine/bladder ruptured was rough, but it started to slowly get better overtime. The drs saved my uterus but said the damage was so extensive that I would either never get pregnant again or if I did by some miracle I would likely lose it, and that i should never have another baby. That was tough. So I was terrified and went on birth control right off the bat. I went about my life and remained on birth control and then 5 years later, I found out I was pregnant..and I was completely in shock and terrified. I was monitored closely and had to go on bed rest at 5mos. I spotted and sometimes bled like a period through my whole pregnancy, but every time they monitored my son, he was always fine. Strong heartbeat, etc.. for safely reasons and because of my uterine rupture history, they delivered him early. Today he’s 7 years old and the goofiest cutest smartest little boy❤️ ......and I still have my uterus, although I did get my tubes tied after him.

I don’t understand how no one suspects a rupture uterus with all the red flags, in a TOLAC!! The rupture itself might have happened regardless of a previous CS given your description of the site (not at the original scar) , could also be related to adhesions from the initial CS, but regardless should have been on top of the team’s mind. As a physician , who is also pregnant and hoping for a VBAC (and a big supporter of it), this is terribly negligent. Very sorry hearing what you went through but happy you and baby survived.

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18 🙏🏻

i had no idea this was a thing that could happen during delivery. thank you for sharing this. im sorry you have to go through this. youre an incredibly strong woman, those babies got a warrior of a momma.

You are so strong and I’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through, mamma. I cannot even imagine... I wish you the absolute best going forward with the situation you are in! Much love!!!♥️♥️♥️

I cried with you.. praise the Lord your sweet baby made it here safely and you are alive. You’re an amazing mama. I hope you are doing better physically now.

My goodness Marina I cannot begin to imagine what you are going through. It seems incredible that no one picked up your problems at birth. I hope that after your surgery that you have a speedy recovery and that you can have some semblance of normality in your life. I am truly sorry that you had to endure this but God speed your recovery and remember we are all here to support you.

Thank you for sharing your very personal and emotional experience! You have laid something to rest for me. I’ve had 2 C-sections and would like more children but didn’t want another C-section but not realize trying for a VBAC may not be worth the risk. I pray for a healthy recovery for you!

Omg I teared up watching this. My prayers are with you. I’m so glad that the second OB recommended a specialist. I’m sorry you experienced this. Thank you for sharing because this truly informs and will help others.

The things we as women go thru to bring life into this world is actually pretty scary. thanks so much for sharing your story

“At least you have two healthy babies” does not diminish the pain in your heart. I hated when people said that after my unplanned cesarean because it almost dismisses the hurt and tells you to just move on. My heart goes out to you, mama. ❤️

Your story is sooo heartbreaking, and I'm so sorry!! My heart goes out to you and I pray for a miracle!

My heart goes out to you! You are so brave and so strong to share your story. So many others will be helped just from you sharing your story. Praying for you and the future ahead of you.

Thank you so much for sharing your story, beautifully delivered, but my heart goes out to you, wishing you to be fully healed x

I'm so sorry this happened to you. ❤ I had a traumatic birth in January 2019 and it makes me so angry that there are so many of us not being treated properly and such carelessness happening. Sending you a giant internet hug. ❤

I'm really sorry for the negative comments you're receiving. Thank you for having the courage to share your story.

Oh my goodness! First, I would like to commend you for being brave enough to share your story. I’m so sorry you went through such a terrible experience and I hope you are recovering well. It really sucks that you have been robbed of the choice of having another child. I can’t believe how negligent and clueless those specialists were. It really make me angry. I do hope your subsequent surgeries go smoothly and I wish you all the best!

I literally cannot believe you are still alive! There are so many red flags the first hospital missed. God Bless you! I'm so happy you're here with your family!

Sending all the positivity your way. I hope you’re feeling much better now. I’m so sorry for what you had to go through. ❤️

Marina, I'm so very, very sorry that you had to go through all of this. I applaud your courage in sharing your story, many women will approach VBAC, with their eyes open thanks to your strength. I hope the negligent staff were held to account. I notice mention of some people leaving hurtful comments - Oh my goodness that is so shocking, I can't even begin to understand how anyone could do that. Your story tore at my heart, and I can't really comprehend how anyone could react otherwise. May the love, prayers and support of all the genuine posts help you to heal a little, and may God's love flow over your whole family.

God bless you ! I’m a labor and delivery RN , so happy you and your baby are here and ok ! 💕

Wow thanks the universe for that last o.b that looked out further for you and your family. I hope your recovery has been going better and you are feeling better everyday. You have been through alot damn girl. Strong mama!

Honestly this is heartbreaking and for anyone to be mean to you about it is ridiculous.

I'm so sorry that you had to go through that! I hope you are physically and mentally recovering well. Thank God your baby girl was born healthy! So happy that at least you have a beautiful girl to love on after such a traumatic birth. I will pray for continued healing for you. Also, I found your channel through this video and am now a new subscriber. I am excited to follow along in your journey! Keep up the good content!

I saw the empty crib & felt an immediate pain in my heart... Thank God you & your baby are both here & ok! I was so happy to see your little one in your arms 💖

I’m so sorry you went through so much, glad you and your baby are safe 😭 prayers are with you 🤍

I’m pregnant with my second researching vbac stories and hearing your story broke my heart I am so sorry all of that happened to you, prayers to you and your beautiful family and hope you guys are happy and doing very well today❤️

"I was the one in two hundred" That right there has solidified in my mind that a repeat c section is right for me. I've been considering a VBAC for two weeks (currently 19 weeks pregnant) and watching videos of successful VBACs. But I think all those "Successful VBAC raw and emotional" videos make us think that it's the way to go. That you should want to, that it's safe if you just believe you can do it. I've always wanted to experience birth; it's incredible. I tried. It was a traumatic birth that ended FOUR days later with a uterine infection, a stressed baby, a fever of 103, stalled labor, and an emergency c section. Thank you for sharing your story. I hope that you know you that you are HELPING many of us out there who feel the pressure to do a VBAC. I've never said this in a comment, but I wish I could reach through and give you a hug. I hope you recover well and quickly.

Sweetheart.. I’m dealing with infertility and recurrent miscarriages and you have every right to cry and feel the way you feel because what you had to go through is traumatic! God bless your soul

I listened to your story with tears in my eyes I am so sorry this happened to you. Having babies is scary as you never know what can happen. But I pray for your speedy recovery and I hope that all goes well.

So sorry you’ve had to go through all this. Playing the waiting game and the unknown is very trying!! My prayers are with you and your family that everything will turn out for the best!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

May God bless you for your courage and strength. Thank you for sharing your story. I was just told a few days ago by a midwife that she thinks a scheduled c-section would be the best thing for me, because of a rupture with my 2nd. I was devastated, but God brought me here to your video. I will be praying for your heart, as a woman and mother I know a brokenheart can't be stitched back together, except by His Hand. God bless you and your family.

Thanks for sharing your experience. It’s so important that people know the signs of uterine rupture. Often it is the mother saying “something feels wrong” that is the first sign and doctors need to pay attention that. I hope everyone seeing this video and deciding between a VBAC and RCS will look into the risks of both. Birth is NEVER without risk. We all have to make the best decisions we can with the information available to us(and unfortunately that information is not always given to us by our providers).

Thank you for telling your story. I attempted a VBAC in May and experienced a uterine tear and had an emergency c-section due to my babies unstable heart rate. I am so thankful for the doctors who were there and knew what was going on and acted fast. I labored at home for 12 hours in excruciating pain, assuming it was normal contractions.

Watching birth vlogs as I prepare for my 4th and maybe final baby, and I’m so thankful I found yours! You are so strong and beautiful and I’m so so sorry this happened to you! God does things for reasons we will never know and I hope you trust him instead of hate him, because you are one of his strongest. I will never take my birthing experiences for granted again. God bless you!

Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m so glad this video was recommended to me. I was considering a vbac in a few weeks but not once have the OB explained that this is what a uterine rupture can result in. I have completely changed my mind now. I’m so sorry you went through this. This is such a horrific story. I can only imagine how traumatic it has been. 😥

Thank you for sharing this video, you don't know how much you've helped me to make a decision... I wish you the fastest recovery...

Sending you so much love 🤍 I have been considering a VBACC and I'm so glad that you made this video because I need to know the risks of trying. God bless you and thank you for sharing your story.

Marina, I can so relate. I had a uterine rupture discovered at c-section and was told straight after birth not to have any more children. It was all very traumatic and I am grateful I survived and my baby too. A few hours later it could have ended differently. My baby is miraculously healthy despite initial breathing difficulties due to meconium and three days on the NICU. I am still in mourning that I cannot have more babies despite having two healthy children that I am so grateful for.

I’m sorry you had to go through this 😭🙏🏼 thank you for sharing your journey as hard times with us❤️ !!!!!

Thank you for sharing this! I'm so sorry this happened to you but so glad you're both alive and well! I'm 35 weeks pregnant and my hospital is pushing me to have a VBAC rather than the elective c-section I want because I'm aware of risks like you've had. You've helped me solidify the decision my instincts were telling me to make, so again thank you so much for sharing your story. Wishing you a speedy recovery.

I remember when I was young my mom had developed cysts in her uterus that caused her untold pain and, eventually, she had to have her entire uterus removed. I didn’t understand it then but it was a really emotional and painful thing she had to endure. As a mom myself now, going for a VBAC, I can really appreciate your experience and perspective. My OB told me she wouldn’t administer pitocin because it could be too harsh on my previously scarred uterus and if it came down to it she would insist that I would go through with a csection. I didn’t completely understand her concern until I came across your story. Not saying that’s what caused everything to happen for you in the first place! It’s just something that finally clicked for me I guess... because I’ve been so against another csection. Now, I think this has really helped me overcome a lesser fear. Thanks for the change in my perspective❤️

Thank you for sharing this. I just recently had twin girls and even though I was expecting a cesarean, I was hoping to give naturally. It was not in the cards and was a scary experience. I appreciate you sharing your story and look forward to more of your content. There are so many things that can happen during birth and you have strength for sharing your story.

Just found your channel and I’m having my third baby this month and wanted to try for a vbac soooo bad after two c sections. I begged my doctors and cried and they were not on board. Watching this video, Thank god they were not on board. Having my third c section and I’m at peace with it. Thank you so much for sharing your story and I’m so sorry.

Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I think so many times we are not informed by doctors of the risks involved...By sharing your story you could be helping someone else out there avoid a similar fate.

You are going to have to learn your "new" self and what the future holds. I hope you are surrounded by love and feel peace while you and your family are walking thru this. Thank you for sharing your experience. Unfortunately the realities of life isn't always Rose's and we need to speak more about the thorns that are also there, the share so we are not so alone

You have every right to mourn what has been lost. Healing begins with tears. I remember how it was for me after my emergency c section. Cry all you need to.

Hope you get better soon! I remember when it happend to my mom her bladder was rupture and they also took her uterus out and ovaries. I was very young but I still remember when she will cry and had a hard time. I really hope this passes soon and you’ll be better in no time. 💕

This is devastating. I can't even begin to imagine the pain and grief you are experiencing, no less having to do it all freshly postpartum, with a newborn to care for, AND a toddler. Even being done having kids, I would be absolutely devastated to be told I couldn't have more and, as you said, have that decision taken away from me without any choice. I am so terribly sorry you are having to walk this path. There are a few other mommies here on YT who have experienced what you did - I'm not sure if you follow Raising the Barrs, but you might find guidance and support if you reach out to her as she went through a very similar rupture of the bladder and uterus. My heart breaks for you, I wish I had better words to share :( Sending up a prayer for you and your continued recovery

I'm so sorry for everything youve been through. It's horrifying. Thank you for making this video. I'm going to choose a repeat c-section because of everything you've educated me about. Good luck with your surgery, I hope you're feeling much better soon!

You definitely are a light for those whom are unaware to VBAC’s. If you are religious my prayers are with your mental and physical health, I pray that you are able to recover and know that God had an Angel by your side during those terrible days until you found out that horrible news! Your feelings are valid, you take as much time as you need to cope and recover and most definitely know that you are supported in the virtual world, we are not related by blood by we’re KZfaq Family and just know you are loved!! 🤗

I am so sorry you had to go through this. Thank you so much for making this video, I can't imagine how hard it was to film and talk about. But thanks to your video I now know what decision to make. I am currently 38 weeks pregnant and have been debating between getting a c-section again or doing a vbac. Hearing your story has definitely pushed me to getting the c-section. I will now go and see your other videos to see how you are doing, hope all is well

I definitely want to drop a comment especially after watching this entire. You definitely deserve feedback. First and foremost thank you for being so brave and sharing your raw experience. You didn’t have to do all this but you did, and this video gives women such as myself an insight on what could happen during and after a vbac. Really really thank you 🙏🏽 Second of all god bless you. I know you have gone through so much but definitely am so happy you are here in this world with your 2 beautiful babies I don’t know who you are but you sure nough went through so much and I want you to know I am certainly moved by this video and I feel for you as a women honestly if you ever want to talk to someone about your feelings you may inbox me on any platform. Im sorry that you went through all that and I hope that when you read this message you are already feeling better or atleast alittle better. It’s crazy to know at that point when your babies heart rate was dropping after blood in the catheter was noticed not one doctor or nurse decided to do something different. They just kept going. :/ I’m just really happy that you are here,again. I will keep you in my positive thoughts and I might follow you on Instagram if you have one...

I cannot even imagine the pain you're in. I'm so sorry the signs of a rupture were ignored; that is unacceptable. Your story is sad and you are absolutely right that others cannot understand unless they're experiencing your situation. I'm praying for you to have all of the physical pain/surgery behind you. I know you said you many not be able to have more children, and I'm so very sorry for that..hugs & prayers. Lisa xoxo

I am so sorry to hear about your recent birth experience! But I am really happy to hear that your sweet little baby was born safely & in perfect health! As traumatizing as something so life altering can be, you really appear to be handling “everything” better than one would expect! I understand some of the shock, fear & anger that can creep into your mind, especially as you watch your body suddenly cease functioning in ways that seem essential to freedom, independence, & a life without pain. I live with a rare disease & I understand (some of) the ongoing pain, trauma & suffering you are experiencing. My personal experiences have shown me that the ONLY thing we can control in this life is HOW we respond to our ever changing circumstances! I will be praying for you & your family & for all of your upcoming appt’s/surgeries! God Bless 🌺

Your story is heartbreaking. VBACs are usually very safe, but it is vital that the medical team look out for negative symptoms, and your medical team were BEYOND negligent. As a birth specialist in the UK we are not a litigation culture, but you should sue them to within an inch of their lives. Your labour, delivery and postpartum were handled with such negligence, they should have their medical licenses revoked. My heart goes out to you.

I had a c-section in 1995 where I nearly bled to death because of my uterus not contracting after delivery. The contractions after delivery stops you from hemorrhage. I had several VBACS after but my OB/GYN explained to me the risk in detail. I even had to even sign a risk waiver before theyd agree to allow it and the DR agreed to take care of me. This shouldve all been explained to you and Im sorry they were negligent. It couldve cost your life. And having your right to have more children stripped from you at 27 is devastating no matter if you have 1 child or 4 if you wanted more in the future. I hope you're doing well and recovered physically. Unfortunately the mental and emotional issues may take longer. God bless

Wow I’m so sorry to hear everything you went through. I found your video because I’m currently pregnant due in December. I had a c-section exactly a year ago and my new Ob asked me “if I was considering having a vaginal delivery with this pregnancy?” I didn’t even know that was possible for me. I got excited thinking “yay I can give birth without having a doctor cut me open.” So I started doing my research but after seeing your video it definitely gave me something to think about. Now I’m not so sure. Even if someone doesn’t want anymore children going through all that pain physically and emotionally is hard. No one should go through it. I hope you’re recovering well. Stay strong and congratulations on your baby girl. Thank you for sharing your story! ❤️

I am so sorry you had to go through this. You are so brave and strong. I wish you all the best on your future journey.

I’m so sorry this happened to you, Marina. Your story is devastating. I’m so heartbroken for you and your family. Your medical team completely failed you in every way. Thank you for sharing your story. ❤ I had an unplanned c-section 8 months ago and I’m researching VBAC for next one. This video definitely helped me understand the other side of things. 💕 I hope you are doing well today.

Thank you for sharing your story. I am going for a VBAC after extensive research. After my first horrible induction that ended in a C section I’ve always said I would never be induced again. So if any point I need to be induced I will tell them to just take me straight to the OR. Keeping in mind that repeat C sections also do come with risks that no one talks about. I will only do it if I naturally go into labor. So sorry this happened to you. Thank you for sharing this very personal story and making us aware of things to look out for. That hospital is extremely negligent and I hope you sued them!

I’m so sorry that you had to go through this.🙏🏼 Thank you for sharing your story. Prayers to you and your recovery and just to keep your family safe and healthy❤️

Thank you for sharing your story. You are such a brave mom! It's incredible what you have been through and I hope you can adjust over time and heal. Im so sorry this happened to you. Sending you and your babes love

I love you. Your story has struck me like lightening! And you are definitely right! How can someone know or understand what you’ve gone through unless they’ve been through it themselves? You are not alone. I know & understand you & your story very well. Your story has touched me deeply. We share a bond & connection. I’m so sorry that this horrible thing happened to a gorgeous, precious, sweet, & wonderful young woman like yourself. My name is Jessica Alexis Harold & I reside in Houston, TX. I am super happy, lucky, blessed, relieved, shocked, joyful, & grateful to have come across your videos. I can very much relate to your story. Like I previously stated~ you are not alone.

I am a nursing student who is currently learning about uterine rupture, and I just want to say thank you SO much for sharing your story. It’s truly amazing that you and your baby survived all of this trauma and are still healthy and alive.

A couple hours after I had my third csection I started hemorrhaging which caused me to have to have a hysterectomy. I did decide to have my tubes removed during the csection. Afterwards I was really glad that I did. If I had had to have the hysterectomy hoping to have more babies I would’ve been crushed. It’s a hard thing to go through when you’re not expecting it.

My heart goes out to you. I’m glad God spared your life and your daughter’s life. There’s no words to undo what happened or ease the emotional and physical pain. God will have to do that too. Lean on Him. I pray everything turned out the best it could. Sending you love, healing and hope 🙏🏾💖

This is Heartbreaking. I am so sorry you went threw this! Thank God you and your baby made it 🙏 . I thought once you have had a c-section with a pregnancy you could not have a natural delivery. Prays sent your way. 🙏 🙏

Awww sweetheart you did a great job explaining everything that happened to you. I’m praying for you that everything changes for the best for you. How true that the male does go through it with you. Such beautiful man you have. Yes I read that one of being greatful for two children. People need to read what they put then adjust it so not to upset who you are writing to and about. Keep up your vlogs this is the first time I’ve seen you so I am going to look back on your vlogs to get to know you. Xxxxxx from Australia.

Honey you need to sue! Even if there’s no financial restitution make those WORTHLESS EXCUSES FOR DOCTORS think again next time!

Marina, my heart truly goes out to you. Thank you so much for sharing your story❤️. May God’s Grace continue to cover you!

I'm so sorry for your experience. But I honestly say thank God that you survived and that your baby came out strong and healthy. God definately had his hands on u and I pray for your recovery and well being and a woman and a mother. I type this while holding my new born after a feed and I just imagine going through this. Your a strong person for sharing your story and I applaud u. I wish u all the best, a successful and speedy recovery and I will keep u and ur family in my prayers. God bless you mommy. 🙏🏽❤️

this is WILD. I'm just sitting here checking all the boxes for uterine rupture in my head. I know that hindsight is 20/20 but cmon. Dizziness with standing, nausea, intense shooting pain, scant urine... cmon. I am so sorry this happened to you and I'm glad you're doing well now.

Sweetheart, make sure you get help for PPD. You've been through more than most. I hope things have gotten better since you've made this video.

I'm so sorry. This is incredibly sad. I cannot imagine how you must be feeling. ❤️

I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this. Sending lots of prayers and positive energy your way 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Induction is never a good idea when dealing with VBACS. This was 100% their fault. I’m so sorry the people you should’ve been able to trust failed you. Thank you Lord that you and baby are okay ❤️

Whoa you’re so lucky to be alive momma! Definitely negligence on the entire birth team you had! I would be contacting a lawyer asap momma! As a EMT there’s even red flags I noticed that if it had occurred in my ambulance would have us saying rupture right away! I’m so sorry you went through this nightmare!

I am sorry you went through this. It sounds so painful physically and emotionally. My best to you and your family.

So sorry you had to go through that. I'll be praying for you, and your family ♥️.

I am so sorry Marina. I was crying with you throughout this video. I can’t even imagine what you went through and what you’re currently going through. I think you should keep posting updates, if you’re comfortable, you never know who these videos might reach and who might have gone through or could be going through something similar. Congratulations on your beautiful baby girl! I am praying for and your family, and praying for a successful surgery. When I am struggling I always try to tell myself it won’t be like this forever. Whatever I’m going through, whatever pain I’m feeling, it’s not permanent and things will always get better. 💗

My heart aches for you sweetie. Lots of love sent your way. 💔

Oh wow you dear girl!! I am so sorry this happened to you yet so happy that your daughter is safe. I can’t imagine having a catheter for that long. You are incredibly strong!! You are in my prayers !!

Thank you so much for sharing this. I am scheduled for a c-section in three days, but I wanted VBAC. I know I came across this for a reason! I am so grateful to strong women like you sharing real life stories! You have made my decision easy. Thank you so much! 💗🙏🏿💗 This was do hard to hear so I can only imagine how you feel, I am so sorry! We are the same age heart hurts for you.

God performed a miracle in saving you and your baby on your delivery day. It's so sad that you had to experience this. They need to be held accountable. I can't imagine how many women may have experienced negligence at that hospital. Also, your struggles should not be minimized because you have healthy babies. People just don't know what to say and just need to be quiet. You're allowed to feel sad and express your emotions. You've experienced trauma..

Your feelings are completely VALID!

I am so sorry this all happened to you. I would have been devastated if I could only have two children. I pray you are healing from all the trauma & will find joy in your life. Thank you for sharing such a deeply personal, devastating story. ❤️

I know this is 4years later and you may not see this but Thank you so much for this video! Thank God and Bless you and your family! There are not too many videos on this subject from real ppl with experiences and you have answered so many questions and concerns that my OB and PCP did not tell me. I’m currently pregnant with our rainbow baby. I have two previous c-sections due to breeched babies and I am pushing so hard for a VBAC this time. My OB just look at me like no, why, just do a C section but not telling me why!! You are a blessing to all women and men that have had this experience or that maybe hoping for a VBAC! Thank you for your story, your honesty, and your strength to tell the world!! You are incredible!!

I am so sorry you went through this! Thankfully, God was looking out for you and baby, because that doctor was certainly not! So many things wrong here. It was clear from the beginning that this doctor wasn't on the brightest side when he did an induction following a csection. He certainly wasn't on the lookout for any warning signs after that. I am going to have my 6th csection and I wish sometimes that I had done a vbac. I keep reminding myself that this could have happened, though, had I have gone that route. I had my first child vaginally, but then my second changed positions during delivery and it was an emergency csection and csections from then on. You and your baby are a miracle! I read the other day that there is so much blood going to the uterus that if it were to rupture, you could bleed out in 10 minutes. Prayers for wherever you are at in your recovery now.

Geez, they almost sent you home. So scary. So happy you are your baby are OK.

I'm so sorry to hear that you went through that. Setting some positive healing energy to you much love 💜🙏

Thanks for sharing! what the mess with this doctors at the hospital ignoring all of the signs, it's ridiculous that you had to go through that. I am so sorry.

Thanks that helps me a lot i was planing to have vbac but now i want to think twice before act i pray for you and your family quickly recovery God is label to do things beyond doctor knowledge bless you

I'm so sorry this happened to you. Thank you for sharing your story.

You are a strong woman and I pray everything goes well for you in your surgery. God is with you. God doesn't give you more than your can handle. Good bless your two beautiful babies. Let them be your light at the end of the tunnel. This to shall pass. Your are in my prayers.

Poor sweet young lady!! I'm so sorry you are going through this. My heart goes out to you, because I am a mom, and if you were my daughter, I would just be so concerned. So I"m concerned. I hope since this time you are doing better. I'll follow the story. God bless you, sweetheart.

Thank you for your story and sharing your emotions. I’m due in August with baby number 3. I’m 39 and hoping for a VBa2C. We have had several losses and many struggles but I have 2 healthy children and currently growing another healthy baby. The decision to go the less risky route of repeat cesarean is looming, with 2 kids and a newborn I’d much rather avoid the surgery but I just don’t know. Nobody thinks they’ll be the one in 200 but it’s important to know the risks.

Darling am so sorry for this. I had a c section this January and this made me so concerned. Please be strong and take care of yourself and the little one.

God bless you ... just because your both ok and doesn't mean your ok hun .. what you went through in labour is traumatizing ... by you making this video will empower other women who have been though awful births to have a voice... you did so fantastic ... your going to feel let down and it's going to make you exhausted but your doing so well... rest as much as u can ... thinking of u x

you are so strong the power of our bodies are phenomenal thank you for sharing your story thank you for being authentic with your pain your tears mean everything emotionally and mentally you are a mom no matter the number things happen unexpectedly and you are a survivor keep your head up in all things💗