if you are struggling with your mental health, you are not alone. we are all on this silly little planet together and we are more alike than you might think. i hope you know how much we need you here. *10% of this songs earnings will go to mental charities*

I love this song so much, cause I relate to it a lot. I struggle with mental health and I like to fight it alone cause it’s hard to ask for help when I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I’ve been fighting in the dark for years but I’m slowly asking for help and it’s really hard, and for anyone reading this, I’m proud of you! You go this, keep fighting even when the fight gets hard. :D

Lyrics I know you don't love yourself Like you did when you were twelve You're missing a piece of you It hurts worse than it used to I know that you hate it when You have to make brand new friends 'Cause you'll get to wondering If they'll ever let you in You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I know you don't like to talk About all of your dark thoughts You don't like to ask for help You carry it by yourself You think that if you're too seen The people you love might leave You feel like you bring them down You say that it's your fault how? You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I hope you know how much I miss you I hope you know how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here

Fun fact #5: Vaulboy never makes a bad song :)

you saved me. your music saved me. i’m forever grateful for you.

This song... I'm out of words, it's just so beautiful 😭

Someone's always cutting onions everytime this song plays😭 Beautiful song Vaultboy💙

This made me cry so hard, like i said before, reminding yourself that you matter and that you love yourself is important, but giving someone the gift of hearing it from someone else is the best thing anyone can ask for❤️

Ur music helped me see a light during my darkest days.

As someone who was diagnosed and went through severe depression for 6 years, I can say it does get better. You'll still struggle with it like I do still. Some days will be a bit more rough. But with the right help, you'll realize that you are greater than you think. You are more valuable than you think. You are more loved than you think. I think this song captures that idea perfectly! Vaultboy always creates amazing songs. Thank you for so much thought and meaning behind the songs you make.

I received an Instagram ad with your music suggested. I am so glad I saw the ad and discovered your music. I absolutely love this song; the message is great and your voice and the music is so powerful. This song means a lot to me being someone who struggles with depression.

We always need more songs like this, thank you for this 🖤

The first time I heard this song I broke out in tears, I was going through such a hard time in my life and things at home were not great, and my mental health was really suffering, and just hearing this made me realize that there is someone out there who needs me. Anytime I feel low or just need a reminder that I am not alone, I immediately turn this song on and just listen to it on replay. To anyone struggling with their mental health always remember that There is someone out there somewhere who is so happy you were born. Whether you realize it or not. You are loved and I wish you the best. Thank you Vaultboy for this amazing heartwarming song. ❤

LOUDER FOR THOSE IN THE BACK!! WE NEED YOU HERE!! Also, I feel that this music video actually adds quite a bit more depth to the song. It makes it feel more personal, more dark, but also more liberating in some twisted way. I've been pretty fortunate not to have as many down days as my peers, and even the love of my life struggles more than I could ever comprehend. And I feel that trying to dive headfirst into other people's problems is how I try to compensate for that. It's not exactly healthy, but it does give me a better perspective at the very least. Though it's upsetting when someone's struggling so bad and you don't know how to help.

How is this guy not #1 in the charts. Dude knows how to write a killer song

I want an open verse challenge for this so bad

This is my song 🥺💙 This song means so much to me, more than you know. I’ve struggled with mental illness since 2018, 2019 being my absolute darkest time but I pulled through with love from myself. Thank you for writing such a beautiful & personal song. Soo many people in the world need to hear those words. I cried during the Chicago concert bc it touched my soul & I told you when I met you how beautiful the song was & I was so excited for it to come out & now it’s finally here!! Side note: My birthday appears in your video 4/18 & it’s always been symbolic to me. Sending love💕🫶🏼♥️

it is sooo beautiful, feel like its bringing back a lot of memories to you, hope you're alright, we're so proud 💗💗

Who else listened to this and found tears just streaming down your face at 12:57 AM ? 🙋🏻‍♀️🥺😭💔 Thank you Vaultboy, this song means so much to me at this point in my life❤

i can tell this music vid is gonna make me cry even more than the song does

I'm balling my eyes out and I'm only halfway through this song. I've struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts since 2008 when I was 11. I'm 25 now and still struggle every day. 3 suicide attempts later, multiple times overdosing on pills, years of self harm off and on, and years of therapy later, I'm still struggling every day just to not have ANOTHER breakdown crying in a corner. I never understood why my depression would show up randomly out of nowhere without cause. I thought for years I was possibly bipolar but my family would constantly say "with all the doctors you've seen since you were a kid, if you were bipolar, someone would've noticed." but nobody did. I wasn't diagnosed with bipolar 2 until earlier this year, and it all made sense immediately. Being autistic also doesn't help. I've driven away so many amazing friends I had due to me constantly being depressed and not wanting to live anymore. Losing these friends over and over again makes me feel like a failure, a pathetic waste of a human that can't do anything right. This song feels like it was written for me. I've heard lots of songs about depression/suicidal thoughts from various decades, from metal, to the 90s grunge music, etc. I almost exclusively listen to sad music, cause it gives me something to relate to, even if it only helps a little. NONE of those songs have hit me as deep as this one, none of them have made me ball my eyes out halfway through. None have felt THIS relatable. I had never heard of vault boy before I saw an ad for this song about 20 minutes ago, and even though I know he'll likely never see this comment, I just wanna say thank you for writing this amazing song. a lot of my family and friends don't understand why I'm depressed at all, they've said as much to my face, even saying I shouldn't be depressed. I never know how to explain to them what I deal with in my head on a daily basis, and this helps a lot.

Its premiering on my birthday 😁😁

Thank you so much for lightning my day again . This song is so comforting, thanks for this wonderful song. I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU

I went through the darkest time last year and it was hard to even wake up in the morning, everything felt overwhelming.. it was terrible. I fortunately managed to escape and am good now. I am a big fan of your music, it's my only playlist thesedays. As soon as I heard this song I felt the need to put some videos together, similar to what you did here and remind myself of that beautiful person I don't want to hurt so I can watch it again when I need to. It's a really powerful message. It's already the second video I make for your music, thank you, deeply and sincerely!❤

This is so beautiful! The song and the video both! Your music is always amazing, love you vaultboy!!

I wish you knew how much this song helped me. being afraid of what you feel is a thing i grew up with. maybe it's time to ask for some help.

This makes the song 10x more beautiful. Wow

Your voice make me 😭 i love your voice ever!

I take it as a song for my old self or even my ideal self. I just think that most if not all of us are a different person from our own kid self. I actually made a whole different person out of what I really am. And it hurts to see and realize how much we've grown into, how much hurt we've been keeping in ourselves compared to most of our lives before reaching 12. And I know it's a different story for everyone. It's a sad yet comforting song and that's what i really love from vaultboy

This song and video are amazing! Thank you for creating it. 💙

the first song i relate to so much :/ writes my whole life in one beautiful written song. thank you so much , i owe you alot

your songs speak to me so much, & you’re singing and lyrics are so genuine and beautiful. so grateful and feel so lucky to have found your music. thank you for sharing this with us 🖤

CAN’T WAIT ! 😭🙏🏻❤️‍🔥

I accidentally hear this song through an Instagram reel, and quickly search this on KZfaq coz it's so damn good. The lyrics just unbelievably relatable. 2 years ago I felt so unloved, unmotivated and hate the thought of being alive. But my family and friends love and kind words kept me alive till now. Having someone to remind you that you are loved and have someone to rely on is the greatest help you can get. This song serves that purpose. Thank you for this🖤

Absolutely beautiful song, and the music video fits so well! I love seeing the home videos, they just make it so personal. This song hits deep, thank you so much for sharing it with the world. ❤️

At first I thought about my ex cause they were suicidal then when I thought back about myself and how I really miss myself, the old me before the self hate. It really made me cry. Thank you for making this song. I really do miss the old me and how I wish I can just hug little me and say "I really love you"

I wish you knew how I need to hear this rn. Life is painfully numb and I can't calm myself down at all. I have a suicide planned this November, right when I turn 20. I decided I don't want to tell my psychiatrist about it and just go with the plan but I came over your song at tiktok and I was crying for the first time ever since I could remember. Though I don't know you, the song reach me. I can 'feel' when I hear your song, the way you sing, everything. I will try to fight a little longer. Thank you.

That you're not liking it on earth* anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world* I cry to this part every single time

When I was 12 my entire world was flipped on its head by one of the most traumatic things I’ve ever been through and I haven’t been the same. This song speaks directly to me and I am forever thankful for the person that sent it to me. Thank you Vaultboy for speaking directly to my soul with this one.

Just had to say goodbye to someone I loved relationship didn’t work out but this describes him 😢 it helps bc I feel like I have him through listening to this thank you

thank you for this song 🥹🫶

That bridge .. ugh.. its sound so amazing. I can feel all of the emotion in every lyric. Daammnn

This song is so good, I'm crying😭😭😭😭

MAN I’M CRYING SO BAD this is just amazing, i can’t 😭😭😭😭

I can relate to these songs

This song still brings tears to my eyes, your lyrics got me through one of the toughest years last year. I can’t wait to see what’s to come for 2024. Thank you for your raw lyrics and beautiful voice 💕

this feeling doesn't only go for losing someone. someone dying and someone leaving your life by their decision. It doesn't hurt the exact same. but it's still dreadful grief and it tears you down. I miss so many people. those who have died and those who are still with us but just became strangers again. it hurts. It is the worst pain I've ever felt. because it doesn't stop. it comes every day. at least when you break an arm it heals and stops hurting. but that loss. That loss never stops hurting. It will never leave.

I really can't wait🥺🥺🥺

- Ahh eu amo essa, feliz demais que ganhou vídeo 😍💙

gosh, literally in tears while typing this. we went from screaming your unreleased songs together to me sitting in the dark thinking of him while listening to you alone. time goes by so damn fast..

this song just described my life. Thank you so much!!!

this is real talent y'all 💪IM IN LOVE WITH HIS MUSIC 😭😭😭 pls reply 🙇

Struggling with mental health hasn't been easy and this song just made me feel better and gave me strength to face tomorrow and continue living

This hit home, I listened to it on repeat for far to long. Thank you for sharing this with the world! ❤️

Omg idk why this popped up in my suggested but I love this!!! Just recently got into therapy after a major depressive episode the past year. Wasn't bathing or getting out of bed, my voice was hoarse all the time from lack of usage and I was ready to end it all...then I forced myself to take a shower and go to a psychiatric walk in clinic. And now I'm enrolled in college for the spring, setting up doctors appointments, applying for jobs and I'm getting my life back on track. If anyone else has a similar situation right now, you can do this. Just take that first step and the Boulder you're carrying on your shoulders right now will fall off and the next steps get so much easier! This song is just incredible, you got a new subscriber here! Really touched me in a profound way

I love this song so much especially at 3:01 literal goosebumps it’s insane. It will always be a personal favorite that’s close to my heart. Thank you for the amazing song ❤

All your songs are beautiful. I hope you continue. We support you. And we love you 😍

This song is soooo helpful honestly thank you so much!

Always love your songs brother💜

While having a reall bad day, ur fav singer had released a song for making yu realise that yu are not alone in this world..Haaa! This is it man,this is my day!..

I was just strolling through the songs here on KZfaq and thought I give this song a quick listen but stayed for the whole song because it hits home I struggle with depression daily and I got a family and don't show my feelings because I always tell my kids to be strong and this song is making me break down much love

This song had me in floods of tears the first time I heard it... it came into my life right when I needed it to :) Thank you so much for writing such meaningful music and sharing it with us all 💜xx

this is a hella good song it describes my life so well thank you so much for this ❤ sending so much love to anyone struggling

I cried so hard to this song it is literally how I feel everyday, I have never cried for so hard because of this song I know I am not alone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

There is always a special place in my heart for your songs 💙

Omg I was crying at this when I watched it ,wat a amazing video for this song and so many good memories of u when ur younger with all ur family this is really amazing vaultboy I loved it 💙💙❤️❤️

Thank you soo soo much for this wonderful song!! It's so beautiful that it can't explain it in words. Thanks.

So beautiful thank you for your music ❤️

Im OBSESSED

The very first sentence got me choked and the chorus sent me. Bawling. 😭 love this. Thank you VaultBoy

So relatable for so many. Thank you for making this.

This song hits hard! love it. Thanks for this wonderful song!!

This is mine and so many others song. I struggle with depression and it’s really hard. This song found me and I adore your talent. Thank you for making a song for us people who struggle 🩷

Hi, I hope you know that I'm a big fan of you and your musics. And this one in particular makes me feel embraced and understood, you are very talented, I hope you know this. You deserve all the success in the world, I love your songs.❤️ (The video was so cute)

This song gives me goosebumps every time I listen

Such a beautiful song. Thank you ♥️

Beautiful...thank you ❤️😭

I relate to this song because I struggled a lot in the past especially in 2022 and I feel like he is singing this song to me and everyone who is struggling or has struggled mentally and I'm pretty happy now but I still have my bad days and my anxiety has been pretty bad recently

I can't believe I barely found your music I am so in love. Thank you so much for this.

found this song at the perfect time, so incredible, such a beautiful song

The BEST

Mom, I miss you. I wish you knew how much we loved you before you were taken away...

i think my heart is going to explode 😞😢💔

I literally cried This song is so beautiful

Kind of song that i really need rn. Thank u so much vaultboy 😇 another song to add on favourite list 😍

I can't ever listen to this song without crying, VB your music speaks to me so much. Thank you 💜

Thank you. Your music has slowly begun to be something i find comfort in

i cant believe how underrated you are. your song just like understand the deepest things in my heart

I love this song sm it's so inspiring and good TY SM Vaultboy

I needed this song I've been struggling bad lately I know it'll get better I know I'm not alone thank you for this song I love your music

Straight up goosebumps bro. killed it again.

That bridge absolutely SOARS! The production on this is unreal.

This song hits hard. Thank you vaultboy for bringing me such emotions 🥺

This song is packed with words I need to hear rn. Thank you! ♡

This song hit me so hard... 2022 really a rollercoaster ride for me...Thank You so much for putting this into words...

Goosebumps. I hate you for making me cry but also thankful? Ugh

Love it and I'm too struggle with my negative things and kinda negative these days and thank you for your masterpieces of songs it helps me

I know this song is about oneself, but the chorus just perfectly describes my thoughts and feelings upon losing my dad..

I love this song and relate to it to much

3:03 makes me cry every time