What is the future going to be ? 16 All Scripture is inspired of God+ and beneficial for teaching,+ for reproving, for setting things straight,+ for disciplining in righteousness,+ 17

me too!!!! i cant believe theyd choose to live with it if they had a choice. I would do anything to get rid of it. It ruins my life, my education, my relationships and my time in my early 20s. It steals everything i have!

Have you tried ayahuasca medicine? This was an ultimate cure for me.

kzfaq.info/get/bejne/ba2qgtSmta2-kpc.html

Going down that same road rn. All this had to happen in order for me and others to have more clarity that this is a mental illness issue.

a different mental health journey is a different opinion, not a wrong one.

Sam Julia I know.

It might just be me but all the xanax ive seen and took has been white

zombiegunner 3arc there’s different types of Benzos which is the main ingredient for the high Xanax gives

zombiegunner 3arc the one in the thumbnail is 1mg Xanax

Ptguy0618 actually it’s not, it’s a tranquilizer..

I'm going through mushroom infusion therapy, and I can confirm that it does change your life.

Enhanced spiritual connection many users report feeling a deeper connection to nature, the universe, and themselves.

where do you get from ?

ᴰᵒᶜ.ᶠᵉˡᶜʰˢʰʳᵒᵒᵐˢ

𝕴𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒

Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here.

YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

Yes he's Dr.alishrooms.Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe trips all.

💯

@@truAPEeth i do not believe believe this though. The clip is evidence enough

Yea that's for sure. I know I have some kind of mental illness, but I can't get my self together to tell my doctor. I am also diabetic so I speak with him often. Last time he asked if I was feeling lonely or something? And I was just like na man am fine! That's the got damn last thing I am:(

Yes and yews

💯

I totally get that. You're not invisible. I promise.

Something about brain cell membranes they know what's going on now more

I totally feel this I feel extremely lazy or unsuccessful because of my mental health

You aren’t the only one, I really hope you get through it. I’m trying but nothing helps.

Hello nafisha

Yes you are absolutely right! A lot of people don't care to understand or just can't handle it because we're so destructive sometimes & than we're so depressed & low sometimes & they just truly can't handle the extremes & the inconsistency! But some people are willing to look past all of that & see the real you & know okay that's not her/him that's their mental illness & will actually stick with you through it all! Very few & far between, in my life anyway, so I am truly grateful for anyone who has a friend in your life like him! It feels good to know that someone out there actually sees you, the real you & not just your mental illness & defines you by it!! Thank you for saying something about this because not enough people realize or truly appreciate someone like him in their lives & not all of us have someone like him in our lives either!! Kudos to you for being an amazing human being & friend! You're both lucky to have each other in your life ❣️💯💜💚☯️👋

For real. I wish I had friends.

I agree.

Soccer boring gay and pathetic.

Yes I thought what a kind and thoughtful friend to have not many people are like that.

Yes exactly. It’s exhausting

On a Hamster 🐹🐹 Wheel constantly, it just flips and points in a different direction. It's absolutely exhausting

I agree with some of this, but the idea that you’ll always go between two extremes is only partially correct. Study Jung regarding enantiodromia and learn why it affects people. The only way through anything is known as the 3rd thing (transcendent function). Basically what this means is that the mind finds balance in realizing that the truth is a blend of the conscious and unconscious mind. The West has no idea about the unconscious mind and so it is demonized, and the result is mental illness.

@@eyeexaggerate7687 u seem like u mean well, but that's not how mental illness works. Also, I'm not from the west. Literally asian.

@@yeet7043 I’m on the other side of the desk, and had to go from unassembled to assembled to get there. Thanks, I’m 20 years into the study of depth psychology and have been part of research and so on. I haven’t even scratched the surface here about what mental illness is. Good luck to you.

@@MaZeR98765 stay strong it takes so much time n trials

So when you say blowing through entire bank account does that mean you get the urge to spend money or that you feel like you have to spend money or something bad will happen?

@@deepanshumolasi7151 the urge to spend money sounds like mania. The thoughts that something bad would happen if money isn't spent sounds more like schizophrenia

@@nativechique7589 so when a person in mania spends money does he know he is overspending or wasting the money or does he realise it only after his mania is over?

@@deepanshumolasi7151 that I do not know. When u find out let me know cuz I'll probably forget to ask my dr. And gotta remember there's bipolar 1 and 2. 2 has hypomania. Good questions.

I'm sorry Maar, I only have my ex in my life. I hate when people say they don't have friend's though and they do...when I say I don't have friend's I only have one and it's my ex and I don't really see him as a friend. Sorry you don't have any friend's though that's just an awful feeling no one believe it either.

Well said! 💗

True. I've been on manic episode the last 4 days. I was giving money to strangers and buying people food and drinks. I was also sleeping outside and now the depression has kicked in. After the mania the lows are the worse.

@@FacelessProphet1 how are you doing buddy? Hope you are doing alright :-)

I really wish the mother of my children understood this

@@roadrunnadon9573 discussion, forward a video, forward a link. Anything to help expose her to knowledge about it.

Same here dude oof

Try to find a therapist that has a virtual option ❤️

I'm sorry to hear that. I think this pandemic has exasperated everyone's anxiety that much more, even created anxiety for people that never had it to begin with. Please be calm, we will get through this. I've found that writing in a diary has helped. Also meditation through music and artwork. I still try to maintain a schedule even though I don't know when I will be going back to work. But it helps me feel that much more sane.

I'm going through something similar. And you're not alone. I'm doing everything in my power to stay sane.

Exacerbating *

Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episodeenough to start working on my mental health

Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Spain. Really need

Dr.burkeshroom is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know

YES very sure of Dr.Burkeshroom. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

100% agree I used to have Psychosis and paranoid thoughts like "people thinking about me talking about me etc. Very odd behavior after getting off Adderall from 7-16. Antidepressants at 18-29. 31 now. I took way to much, but took about 20g of Gold caps (Psilocybin containing mushroom) I analyzed my entire life. The emotions that came out helped me understand behavior etc more. Wont ever need to do it again because I'm happy and contempt forever, but I wish more people did this to alter their perception of reality. Would help with healing much trauma

I have bpd and ptsd as well as anxiety and depression

I have bpd and ptsd.. and yea it is tough ride.

@@shawngaming5683 same and it can be a living hell

I think they were inferring that traumatic incidences can set off bipolar in people who otherwise didn't no they had it or hadn't been displaying as many symptoms but they don't really elaborate on that so who knows

Bpd means borderline personality disorder

man i hear you. life is tough enough without these ailments. GOD bless you ! hang in there.

I feel you😉

i worry about this too, constantly. over the years my limits have gotten better, but my family's insistence that i always try harder and push myself more frighten me because im always worried one day it will be too much and i'll push myself too far and lose everything that i've worked so hard for in the process. its a definite struggle.

I've been a manic state the past 4 days and now I'm in the deep dark lows which is worse the mania. But the mania will destroy everything including your life. I was buying strangers food, drinks and giving them money. Now depression has me in it's grips.

LMAOOO same

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this .

yeah like my mentality is that its cool that its part of my past that has forged me into who I am today... but it doesnt need to forge me into who i am tomorrow. i already learned what i needed to learn and grew from it- the rest is just suffering lol. also like, yeah it made me stronger but also its emotionally difficult and at times traumatic for friends and family to watch you go through something so painful, not knowing if you'll be ok. if i could remove that pain and worry for them, i would.

@@Asbestoslover666 Heard! i agree 100%

I Celebrate your stability!! Yeah I agree, the medication, though it keeps me very stable, lowers my quality of life pretty heavily. Since that’s not possible, I truly hope in can inspire others suffering that they can make it. God will restored seven fold what the enemy has robbed (paraphrased, I’m a Christian)

Interesting. So much of personality is me being bipolar, I wouldn't have anything unique about me if it was suppressed.

Jesus came to set the captives free. He can set you free. Your past does not have to define your future. There is alot God has planned for you that the devil does not want you to accomplish Ephesians 2:10

Manatee J, same here, bipolar 2. with long history of misdiagnosis. finally I know what is it, so I tried almost everything. everybody is different. Finally I feel OK with Trintelix, Diazepam and Pregabalin and if something changes (+ or -) I surch on the net and in my memories and go to see my GP if it is serious and take something for a short period of time. BUT these 3 meds are the basic and for me made miracles after 20 years of useless meds with horrible side effects. I had a long very deep depressive episode so I almost didn't leave the 🏠 max twice a month. I didn't feel the covid 19 lockdowns ( there were 2 here in Ireland). But with those 3 combo I am able to work. but friends. oh God, it was always so difficult to keep m friends. I have only 1 bf ( ms sister) and the others are only a long term performance, I simple studied and watched others' behaviour. So I absolutely understand you.

i’m going to the doctors on the 22nd of next month to hopefully get a diagnosis! at this point i’m hoping i’m bipolar so it gives a reason as to why i act the way i do and so i can finally get the help i need. currently my 2 best friends of over 10 years do not associate with me anymore due to my behavior the last 3 months. and i’ve always found it hard to text people/call people back and i can’t explain why and no one understands why and gets really upset with me for it.

@@ClareSw thank you for the comment. I’m glad you have found the meds that work for you. After 5 years, I’m still trying to find the right meds. I hope your mental health stays stable!

@@marystier6194 keeping friendships is very hard. I hope you find good treatment !

@@GreenAndTheToe Thank you and appreciate your kindness. I'm Ok, like a rollercoaster. On Monday 😅 happy energetic and organize my meet ups with friends but the next day I am deep down so I switch off my phone and hide But try my best, dear. you made my day today :-)

Fordham LC Alumni here. I’ve had so many friends including myself dealing with mental illness. Everyone graduated is at a good place rn. We got this.

I would also run for miles at night. So blessed that I’ve been stable for years, hope you are too. ❤️🙏

you might have adhd as well, it is very possible

I was misdiagnosed bipolar disorder type 2..It was a sleep disorder UARS due to mouth breathing and retractive orthodontics in childhood.

@Smirks how stupid and worthless...but this arrived early...yesterday... its good that i don't have a baseball bat.

Not entirely true, we're out there

Anyone that has any type of mental health problems has been through it is generally like that. I used to be arrogant asf about it too. Then life stood up and backhand bitch slapped me for 4 years straight. Developed a slight case of general anxiety due to extreme stress, extreme sleep deprivation and insane caffeine drinking. There were signs, but I ignored it. Well the anxiety has persisted. Now I have issue with being in anything enclosed with tons of people. Planes, gyms etc....I dont even know why. My condition may be small but I'll just say this...people that fight a debilitating mental health disease that they need to be medicated for are fuckin warriors. Stronger than I ever could be.

CountChocula30 ORRRRR not and I can learn from it since I’m self-aware, something you seem to lack. Good luck though! ☺️🤍

I would love to have both of them as friends. Such kind souls. It's really hard to find such connections. I'm so lucky to have a similar friend, it really is worth more than anything in this world.

Not really. You just prefer to date assholes.

Has anyone tested you for neurotoxins? I.E., heavy metals (lead, mercury,...etc), mold mycotoxins, organics (...pesticides)??? I am virtually symptom-free and pharmaceutical/nutraceutical-free after being treated for the toxins.

@@abond1007i i am fairly certain that if you had lead or mercury poisoning, mood swings would be the least of your problems.

@*Shrek* well unfortunately you're wrong. These toxic exposures are rampant in an industrialized society. Do you drink tap water? Do you eat food/seafood and breathe air? ...if so, you're at risk. Also, do you have a PhD, too? Do you have ANY objective data to base your opinion off of? Have you done any scholarly research in this area? Have you read AND understood the peer-reviewed publications on these subjects? If not, I would start there before dismissing the research. Also, keep in mind poisoning >>> toxicity. Poisoning sends you to the hospital with something life-threatening. Toxicity just ruins your life slowly but surely with some low-grade chronic malaise that's blown off as "normal".

Yup okay just one question, how did you clear your body of lead and mercury? (also lol @ dismissing the research, what research was provided lmaoo, your own comment?)

@*Shrek* heavy metals are most readily removed via chelation drugs (DMSA, EDTA, DMPS), but as a fair warning they're most effective when injected, which adds cost. The added cost makes the treatment cost-prohibitive for most, thereby preventing the treatment from becoming main stream. Regarding the research, there's too much to say here for a KZfaq comment, but a good place to start is the laboratories that are actually doing the work testing people (i.e., Doctor's Data & Great Plains Laboratories), as well as the doctors that treat the associated diseases. The American Academy of Environmental Medicine is a great reference. Outside of Environmental Medicine, you can also turn to Functional, Regenerative, and/or Integrative medicine physicians -- which usually (on the average) are competent at testing for and treating diseases originating from toxic environmental exposures. I should add that mold mycotoxins also do not get the attention they deserve, as the probability of getting exposed to the mold mycotoxins from a water-damaged building is VERY HIGH considering that we (generally) make our building out of mold food, and roof/plumbing leaks that are not properly remediated are all too common.

Tyler Z The True Cause of Bipolar Disorder A common theory for an answer for bipolar disorder is a chemical imbalance in the brain. The truth is, however, that it is impossible for the body to naturally disrupt its own chemicals and cause an imbalance when there are no outside factors. There is an actual tangible substance that is disrupting the brain and its mental functioning. The answer is toxic heavy metals. Research and medicine stay away from the discussion on toxic heavy metals. There is little to no conversation about them in medical communities, let alone in relation to how they cause mental disorders. There is so much controversy surrounding heavy metals that scientists do their best to neglect them altogether. As a result, medical communities are completely unaware of just how many illnesses toxic heavy metals play a role in. Toxic heavy metals are present in petroleum, plastics, antibiotics, and countless other drugs so it is no wonder science and research ignore them. The idea that the very things doctors are prescribing for healing and managing diseases contain ingredients which are harmful would be damaging to the pharmaceutical industry. Toxic heavy metals are also in our water supply, falling out of the sky, and found in a multitude of other places. If you could examine the heavy metals in the brains of those who have bipolar disorder, you would begin to see why this disease manifests itself so differently in each individual. Heavy metals of all kinds, including copper, mercury, lead, and aluminum, find their way into the body either at conception, during pregnancy, at birth, or afterwards. People can also get heavy metals later in life from pesticides, which contain heavy metals, the metals in kitchenware, old copper pipes, and many other sources. Heavy metals are passed down generationally, which is one reason why children can have heavy metals in their systems when they are so young. This truth is still unknown to medical communities and science and research. It’s critical to understand how these toxic heavy metals can impact you and your loved ones and be contributing to chronic illnesses. From the Medical Medium book series.

Tyler Z actually it’s like running a race a million times and winning every single time. Until the one time you dont. The one time you dint win will send you into the deepest depression, and it will take some people days, weeks, months, to stop being down. The manic episodes are the best, cause I can get A LOT OF STUFF DONE.

I feel like God nerfed me because I would have become too powerful

@@kennyg5235 "there is no research or evidence of heavy metals so here's my take on why it's dangerous"

Christoffer Skoog People that choose to be ignorant do not heal from mental illness.

He’s so cute!l they make each other so happy 😍

Awhh i wasn't the only one I got so sad and cried there friendship made me so happy

Must be demon possessed. Pray.

Hello bro I am from India I am bipolar bro my life is useless my relations with my family and friends and girlfriend r destroy I am broke please can u talk to me I am alone please 🥺🙏

Hey CJ I have both too!

I get the text thing . I find it overwhelming too at times . Especially when you try and tell people you’re not too good they know you’ve got bp yet they ask why !

​@@sweet2sourr well u don't just stop using oil salt sugar ❤

You’re not alone 💙

Stop making up excuses for your inability to grow up. im sure you are lazy

@collide One of the contributors to this being a life threatening illness is that on top of the immense suffering, the person often does realize that they have in fact hurt so many people that actually cared about them. Surely this contributes to the high suicide rate amongst those inflicted with the illness.

@collide well, like everyone else, I'm always trying to be a better person and be good to those around me. A big part of why I sought treatment in the first place was to take the burden off of others. A hard realization everyone has to go through is that the only person responsible for your wellbeing is you. Also, @collide, comments like yours are why people with mental illness feel too ashamed to seek help. Would you say the same to someone with a physical illness? Bipolar disorder is a serious medical condition and you don't get to choose if you have or not, and you're stuck with it for life.

Sarah Shaw - my family and myself are pretty sure my little brother suffers from bipolar 2 but he refuses to see a doctor and get treatment. It’s breaks my heart because I have depression/anxiety and struggle with addiction so I know how hopeless and lost he must feel but I also know how much treatment can help

The fact that you are on medications shows me that you are proactive. Don't give a shite what others say. You are doing things for yourself and your own mental health. I know many people who are supposedly normal, but should be locked in a rubber room! Take care.

I am bi polar as well. If people have a problem with it I honestly just have no time for them. If someone criticizes how I do work, if I lose something, or if I have a ton of energy and have to pace I just tell them it's to damn bad and they aren't telling me how to function. Can't help it anyways. Just get rid of the normies. I honestly don't want their understanding. I want them gone. Gone as in away from me! I take meds but that's for my own comfort. The swings are very intense. I also have to take welbutrin cause I start getting a bit schizo and it helps make my thoughts less strange and anxious.

I feel this. My mom has severe bipolar as well, her manic episodes being the worst. It’s hard dealing with it as a bystander, I’m sorry you have to go through the struggles as well.

its rough to be witness your father submitting to full on depression episode.

@@harietam3194 Yes, being a bystander must be hard... but then again being the actual one with the illness🙄 Your a bystander that can't leave

Seek jesus christ

This is why im not considering having a kid 😭 I'm diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and this kind of scenario scares me..

Hello mam i hav

Vante 92 if that aint the truth. It helps relieve stress to help others

Sometimes it backfires tho. You feel good doing it but if you help too many people and get stretched thin, or care more for others than u do yourself, or get hurt because u would kill or die for someone who wouldn't give u a sodapop, then your just consumed with pain and overwhelmed, as well as feeling helpless, without a sense of purpose or feeling like u can't do anything right. But yes I agree with you, it feels so good in that moment to help other's, especially if u did it in private, but other times it also feels great when they give u credit in public. Bipolar Disorder is so unpredictable and confusing and draining in every way and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

Same for you bro. Stay safe and healthy.

@J C did you just spell atleast @least ? I no longer have the will to go on, please tell my loved ones that I am sorry. Good bye forever cruel world!

You got excuses

Being mentally strong is not a delusion, and you’re not screwed. Idk what happened to that other guy to make him think that, but he’s wrong. You can overcome anything if you keep pushing forward, which it sounds like you know already. You’re awesome and we’re all so glad you’re here!!!

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this .

You can do it! I’ll pray for your success.

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

I've come acrossed that clozapine is helpful for schizophrenics to stop voices and help with addictions. Also, ketogenic diet along with NAC, vit D3 (to reduce inflammation in the body ie brain) Omega 3, B vitamins etc can help. I'd get my son to do this but he won't listen.

I know that bi polar is scary when it happens, just remember to breath and understand that not everything that we think is correct sometimes our negative thoughts are so powerful that we let them control us. I think that understanding that living your life knowing that emotions come and go, it can actually reduce the constant overwhelming thoughts that come into our minds.

Maybe you aren’t bipolar because even when a bipolar person is sober they will still have symptoms of bipolar and difficulty maybe you had substance abuse disorder which was the cause for most of your symptoms considering you saying being sober got rid of your symptoms lol. A lot of ppl get misdiagnosed and their behavior is actually due to their addictions. With bipolar your symptoms don’t go away just because you’re sober that’s the difference. A lot of addicts display behaviors of bipolar or ASPD but once they get sober all of those behaviors and symptoms they had from the drugs or alcohol go away so it’s more linked to drugs and alcohol. Bipolar doesn’t get better just because you’re sober both times i went into psychosis I was sober. Smoking Weed actually helps me avoid mania.

@@user-xs8ou5od6m they’re on bipolar meds, if that’s working then I’d say they’re bipolar and found a good med combo

@@user-xs8ou5od6mmaybe bipolar disorder shows up different in everyone and saying maybe you aren’t is invalidating and apathetic

@@user-xs8ou5od6mbut the OP did mention medications. I assume it’s the combination of being sober and medications that is allowing him an improvement in life

I cut alcohol and smoking a couple months ago, just because I've been noticing patterns of what's been effecting me negatively the most. I get way to into them and drink too much or smoke too much and too frequently, and it's not good. I'm actually getting help for the first time ever cause I've been raised to not feel comfortable with help. This comment section has been insane for me. It's nice not feeling so alone for once

It's all trauma related not an illness to begin with, thats unfortunately the medication. Long term use is early death but the DSM will tell the opposite because it's biased by design in a medical model.

My sister also was recently diagnosed.

@@skii7602 I'm sorry to hear that things got to a point that she ended up with a label. It's incredible just how easy it can be to treat trauma but not want to talk about what really happened in her life to the degree that a well informed psychotherapist dose. Please have a look into eCPR it's becoming worldwide and helps many to share their experiences without diagnostic labels. it's proven to help.

Chris bipolar is real and isn’t always odd trauma

@@oozly9291 trust me every disorder is made up. There is no scientific evidence Watch the origins of the DSM and how pathologizing people has got out of hand. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/bLCAmtOS2M3ZlYU.html Without trying to tell you for hrs on end you'll have to explore the real truth. Start from the beginning. Also no one is known to have any predisposition, it all fabricated.

It's rare to have family support

It’s hard I have struggled with mental illness for years now as well and have lots of family who don’t “believe” in mental illness and have a really bad mindset about it so when struggling it’s hard because the support isn’t there but there are so many great places to find it because as much as you want them to be there you know they won’t and it’s hard and saddening but you can’t change them and all you can do is focus on you and you know yourself better than anyone so don’t feel like you need their validation on your feelings and health. You matter and you are important and you deserve to get any help you need. I hope this helps and I hope you get whatever help and support you need!!

@@hopemccubbin8661 It shouldn't be

I literally just told my BFF the same thing. I sent him and others this video. I want them to understand but maybe our Families aren't the ones to talk to.... unfortunately. I'm sorry that you have experienced this Friend. I pray for you and all others and myself that we find the proper outlets and support. 🙏🏾🧡

Ouch that’s the worst when parents don’t get it. My mom didn’t realize the importance of medication and tried to send me to a rehab that would force me to go without (and I didn’t even have a drug problem!!) but thank God my dad did get it. Praying you get good support and understanding from somewhere

Been there, good luck!

Do you need any help? (Am genuinely asking)

You are a good kid. Be proud of what you are doing for your mother. Good luck.

Might i suggest talking to the school counselor about seeking advice or more support or help? My nephew is 13 and he has a school counselor who greatly helps him.

Same bruh same age nd all

This hurts me so much. I haven't been diagnosed but I feel like some days I have to constantly reach out for attention, make people laugh, let out all my intrusive thoughts, etc. everyone thinks I'm happy all the time but deep inside I'm always hurting and when the depression kicks in I realize how bad I'm destroying my body and social standards w what I consume and what I say.

When you've experienced psilocybin,the visions,the feeling that others feel become relatable and real,but when you haven't they could sound weird

Please does anyone know where I can get them? I put so much on my plate and it really affects my stress and anxiety level .I would love to try to shrooms.

​@@tessymitchYes, myco_louiis

​​@@hazeemakhan5301reat! how do I find him? Is he on inSta?

I'm glad myco_louiis is mentioned... I've been having severe depression for years now but I had to hit him up and got some of his product..they work like magic.

It's the other way around for me. I've only ever heard of type 2 and I didn't even know type 1 existed until my psychiatrist brought it up.

bipolar 2 representttt

💯

Yes i dont find much people with 2 type... I have it, i think iam handed it okay, i have 2-3 months of mania and like 5-7 months of depression and other time that is left i am okay.

same

skull top if I don’t ride my bike everyday I get withdrawals

I feel the same, nice to know others feel like that too ^^

HOLY shit you too?? you go on really fast bike rides????

That’s so therapeutic

I hope you are doing well

Thanks for sharing. I have seen many people who are misdiagnosed as bipolar and it was actually drug use or a personality disorder.

I agree with you, I wish Dr's weren't so quick to put everyone on meds. Deal with the trauma first then see if they still need to be on meds? I am not a Dr, I just don't like those psych meds

@@katherinequesada7382 meds are an extremely important tool in the psychiatry toolbox, but should never be used without other treatment approaches. The reason that doctors go to them fairly quickly is because they are low risk compared to going untreated. If you can get off them that’s obviously the ideal, but they are very important to a lot of people.

Thank you for sharing this. I fear nowadays that im bipolar. Maybe i just need a lover

We see this very commonly in the local homeless outreach clinic. It's hard enough to manage existing psychiatric disorders, and throwing drugs into the mix just complicates the matter for all involved, and makes it even more difficult for people to get the help and treatment they need. I hope you are doing better now.

What did you love about her? And we're those things apparent regardless of mood ?

Should’ve tried acceptance of her instead

@@TheLemon420 Bipolar is hard for both people. Acceptance only goes so far if the other person isn’t accepting their condition.

God bless you I have it and it’s not easy

Same weed just puts me one mood always used that

The antipsychotic meds make u wop loads of weight on !!

Same. I took lexapro ONE TIME.. I sat in my mirror touching my face then the mirror like I couldn't grasp I was me. My husband was so scared. After that I tried trazodone to sleep days later. I had a pain in my brain. Like deep in it for days. I said fuck this. Went back to smoking weed heavily an I paint to release my anger, anxiety and stress. Fuck some meds.

Side effects can be bad but it's important to add that weed can trigger mania and psychosis for a large amount of people with bipolar so it's important to know what works for you personally

bruh this is true. Smoking regularly sent me into a full psychotic episode

Don't cheat yourself out of loving someone else. I found a wonderful man and he has dealt with alot of stuff with me, but he loves me and we have been married 26 years. He had never heard of Bi polar disorder but you can bet he knows now. Lol. Please be kind to yourself.

@@christinecrow1410 you’re so sweet!! Thank you for your kind words ☺️ I’m happy for you and I’m sure -😉- your husband loves you dearly. I hope I’ll be as lucky as you are!

@@topo7130 you are very welcome.

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this ….

Avoid oil salt sugar ❤completely

Question: have you found a med combo that works for you? My teen has the same thing as you.

@@allisonb.8492 I take off brands of Effexor, Intuniv, and Abilify. For anxiety (as needed) Inderal. They work well for me, but I also have to balance hormones. Everyone is differwnt

🌻☀️

@Renee Speece I'm sorry Renee I didn't attack you.

@Renee Speece stop putting your frustration onto him and bipolar people, they didn't do shit, that specific person did. You're not helping anybody and definitely not helping yourself.

@Renee Speece I'm not bipolar but I know bipolar people and they haven't attacked anybody, you're not dealing with your frustration well. That person who attacked you is to blame not me or anybody else. You're clearly in pain and I'm sorry for that but don't cause even more pain lashing out to people who haven't done anything to you.

ROME RUSH Have you ever tried calling out God, accepting JESUS CHRIST in your life & seeking HIM for help?? I mean what do you have to lose? Nothing...to gain Mental freedom & Eternal life! Give it a try. God bless

I know all those atheists at vice are gonna hate to see my comment btw😂😂

Yes man i can understand.Having your mom bipolar and that too unmedicated is so damaging to one's mental health

Honestly kinda lit 🔥

Yes! My diagnosis had me crying tears of joy and relief. It’s so good to know that, first: you are not alone, you have something with a name and a community who goes through the same thing; and, second: there’s a treatment, maybe the results doesn’t not show as quickly as we would want to, but we will definitely get better and stabilized.

Roughly about 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - meaning they can see and/or hear spirits. To those who can hear/see spirits - you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the spirits are REAL ! I've had this for more than 25 years now. At first I went to the usual therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself and found the ROOT CAUSE - SPIRITS. Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! Since then I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. I'm OK now and live a normal life. The spirits hardly bother me now. The Truth will set you FREE. Our physical and spirit world exists in parallel dimensions - separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, while we can't see/hear them .. NORMALLY. But anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, embitters your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your spiritual aura/force field and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or by experiencing traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Any Traumatic Psychological Event. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and forests. Places of Torment and Death. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses. Spirits communicate by telepathy - mind to mind, that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. Spirits can also DISTORT speech. For example if your friend is talking to you nicely as usual, you'll instead hear him/her MOCKING you, so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you paranoid & anti-social. They want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY !! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people) they desire. They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS and/or VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Dont give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) thats causing this. Fight them. If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.

@@napoleonaquino9347 nope, not in the right comment section. This is dissinformation. I'm reporting you and hoping youtube does something

Im happy to hear you found something that’s helps you 🙏🏽

I get this too. Only within the last year. I think I’m so angry with myself. It sucks

Cannabis induces psychosis for me so I stay away from cannabis and alcohol and take my medications.

Same❤

Yes hello I have it to what medications do you take if I may ask I'm taking Xanax 2 mg but I don't think it's for that

seriously the sweetest thing

Friend goals. :)

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this .

I m going through this all I need a friend like this who understand it feels like going through hell but I try keep going

Thats a solid friend for sho

Was like that for a big chunk of my life. I just had to force myself to exercise and soon I found myself relying on the endorphin release after working out everyday. Feel good everyday first. It's pivotal for improving mental health in the long run and gaining self confidence too. Your mind doesn't like the body at a vegetative state so naturally sends strong impulses manifesting as self esteem issues, in my experience atleast. Third party factors do exist obviously (like entitled mouth breathers who judge you) but atleast you'll have a stable mind to deal with unforseen situations and keep your wits about you, since you start loving yourself and managing expectations with social interaction.

I know what you're going through. My depression was drug induced. It wasn't until I got on new meds and got sober that I started enjoying life and being somewhat content. I still struggle with relapses, but I don't want to die anymore. I encourage you to ask for help. Easier said than done, of course. But I asked for help, got sent to 2 rehabs, went to 5 outpatients, hundreds of meetings - it took a FUCK TON of work to get to this place. Sadly, nothing will change if nothing changes.

Same i was suffering from and lost 4 jobs ..My age is 26 and i am suffering through this cycles since last 9 yrs .. But one thing i have observed if we stop workout is get worse

Preach

STEM Scientist me 2. I haven’t been out since December.

Hey reach out to the name on my channel 👆🏼 fast he helped me recover from bipolar

If someone feels uncomfortable they should go away or confront. Either situation has pros and cons.

Chuck Norris The True Cause of Bipolar Disorder A common theory for an answer for bipolar disorder is a chemical imbalance in the brain. The truth is, however, that it is impossible for the body to naturally disrupt its own chemicals and cause an imbalance when there are no outside factors. There is an actual tangible substance that is disrupting the brain and its mental functioning. The answer is toxic heavy metals. Research and medicine stay away from the discussion on toxic heavy metals. There is little to no conversation about them in medical communities, let alone in relation to how they cause mental disorders. There is so much controversy surrounding heavy metals that scientists do their best to neglect them altogether. As a result, medical communities are completely unaware of just how many illnesses toxic heavy metals play a role in. Toxic heavy metals are present in petroleum, plastics, antibiotics, and countless other drugs so it is no wonder science and research ignore them. The idea that the very things doctors are prescribing for healing and managing diseases contain ingredients which are harmful would be damaging to the pharmaceutical industry. Toxic heavy metals are also in our water supply, falling out of the sky, and found in a multitude of other places. If you could examine the heavy metals in the brains of those who have bipolar disorder, you would begin to see why this disease manifests itself so differently in each individual. Heavy metals of all kinds, including copper, mercury, lead, and aluminum, find their way into the body either at conception, during pregnancy, at birth, or afterwards. People can also get heavy metals later in life from pesticides, which contain heavy metals, the metals in kitchenware, old copper pipes, and many other sources. Heavy metals are passed down generationally, which is one reason why children can have heavy metals in their systems when they are so young. This truth is still unknown to medical communities and science and research. It’s critical to understand how these toxic heavy metals can impact you and your loved ones and be contributing to chronic illnesses. The good news is you can heal this condition with the right information. From the Medical Medium book series.

people come and go. Some people walk with you only a part of the way on the walk of life, some longer than others. Then there are maybe even some people that will go all the way with you If they don’t love and understand you for the person you are or only like one version of you they’re simply not worth spending your time with anymore. It was okay to walk with them for a certain time and it maybe were really fun times but sometimes it’s necessary for you to let them go when you notice that they’re not good for you anymore. You’ll always meet new people that will go with you, that understand and love you♥️ focus on that and the few people that you currently have in your life rather than on what is in the past, cut all toxic people from your life and it will make you realize your self worth, that you are worth it being understood and loved just like anybody else and that it doesn’t have to be different for you and that you don’t need to be happier with less just because you have a disease have a nice day❤

So nicely said @mrsfahrenheit. It’s just that, there are certain periods, when you are left with no one. Absolutely no one… whom you can trust. That’s what makes it tough.

Same

I recommend you hit up this legit plug they're very reliable ship to any location they've got dmt,lsd,spores,microdose and other psychedelic stuffs

trippy_psyche1

They're on Instagram .....

Best username ever,☝️

We treat them well?

Rebecca A we do not

Washington County Oregon has more severely psychotic patients in the county jail than in the local hospitals. Mental illness is treated as a crime, and the county mental health, who calls the police on them, police, attorneys , DAs and judges are having to keep hiring to keep up with the arrests and convictions. They are even asking for more public safety money in the election to keep this torture going.

yeah or how some people deny there even is any.

Im 14 and this is deep

Winter Texan lives matter

Renae it’s a meme and reddit dumbass

Health. mind and body are connected as one. feel good you think good. breath to movement sequences will accomplish anything.

@@TA-vr5gx just make sure if you suffer from BPD that pills aren't your only solution! Absolute last resort in my opinion! I've been prescribed meds that have destroyed my life!

LaurenKellieFitness huh?

Worship 3hrs in day

kzfaq.info/get/bejne/rK6AYJSbqqfRk3U.html

i never comment on videos or anything but i loved reading this because i’m only 16 and i’ve been on 50mg of lamatical for about 2 months or so and ofc i’m young so i really don’t think i need much more medication. my psychiatrist has mentioned therapy and she says that i should probably go but when i went before i was officially diagnosed correctly i hated it. i was on sertraline for about a month and it had complete reverse effects because my psychiatrist diagnosed me as depression until i started having fits of rage that we’re so bad i had basically no control no matter how hard i tried and it rly takes a toll on me. especially as a 16 year old girl it’s difficult to explain or understand because i’ve only been showing symptoms i guess for about a year i guess and i still have so many questions that are left unanswered by my doctors and parents (who really i expect to know just as much as i do bc all they know is wat the drs say)

juliette s wait did you say you don’t like having a therapist?

BPD is borderline personality disorder I think

bpd and bipolar disorder are different things.

@@parkerthiede9751 cult of personailty

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this .

Bad MoFo 😢Limit contact with your parents unfortunately. These attitudes just makes you feel worse.

That's horrible. If you need someone to talk to I'd be glad to help.

That was my experience and I distanced myself from them. I’m much healthier now.

I hope things have gotten better for you and things with your parents have changed. You're not alone. Feel free to reach out, I talk to many people about mental health, mine and theirs, it's a win win. ♥️🌹

😂

slimunique84 he has toxic metal poisoning. Look into medical medium books for healthy truth.

I’m sorry to hear that ! They always have the biggest hearts. It broke my heart witnessing my brother go through scary episodes. To me it seems like a living night terror. These memories still affect me every single day. I hope to one day we can cure it. Stay strong 💪

@@kennyg5235 Don't make comments of such ignorance about serious organic illnesses - it's disrespectful to the sufferer and trivializes the disease. You clearly know little about this. Schizophrenia is a very serious illness. To think that a simple detox would reverse a complicated neurological disorder is laughable. So his brother should just do a detox with some vitamins and maybe a Lavender bath too to calm his anxiety. Then the schizophrenia would surely dissipate. This is so laughable. Alot of that holistic medicine bullshit is great for a good strong placebo effect for people who are basically healthy and lacking any serious illness. I have Bi Polar II

John Kostadinov Mercury poisoning.

@@kennyg5235 I feel bad for you. To have all the sources to get more knowledge yet ignoring all that and cancelling a whole ass disease- I hope you can get from under your rock one day.

We r on the same boat and I want out

does medication work well? can uh tell me the name of the medication?

How r u doing with the opiates?

Shyla Saunders I think that quote is more toward bipolar individuals because many of them like the way they feel when they are manic (feel like they are on top of the world.) feeling like depression or panic defines you is really disheartening and unproductive so I wouldn’t expect someone to embrace their anxiety/depression, but rather accept that it is a passenger that will show up in their Uber of life every once in a while, then leave 😊

Manic might be ok when you are young but as you age and have other health issues it would be horrible It, may even lead to early on set diseases and other things of that nature.

me too! medication is expensive and i honestly dont wanna take meds for the rest of my life! but i cant ! id go crazy! this mental illness have taken almost everything i had and ruin my life! i refused to say its part of me because it isnt. Im not that toxic its my mental illness that makes me acting like one and i hate it!

@@ValentineWan I don't think anyone means it when they say they wouldn't change it. I think it's just something people say because they know they can't change it.

I mean i think when we talk about disorders like bipolar, its a chronic condition that usually people are dealing with for their whole life. It kindve is a part of them in a sense, but depression and anxiety can be more short term acute issues rather than a core part of someone. Or for example a personality disorder is quite literally a part of someone’s personality and it very much defines them. Personally i have cptsd and i would never choose it, but it is also a part of my history and made me how i am today, even if i didnt want it to define me in some ways or another it does.

Same story, I wish you well❤️

That must have been hard for you. I’m sorry to hear that.

Roughly about 10% of the worlds population have a third eye/ear - meaning they can see and/or hear spirits. To those who can hear/see spirits - you are NOT crazy, your brain is NOT acting up, the spirits are REAL ! I've had this for more than 25 years now. At first I went to the usual therapy sessions and medications just like you. But then the problem kept coming back - meaning the treatment addressed only the EFFECTS and not the CAUSE. So I researched this meticulously myself and found the ROOT CAUSE - SPIRITS. Once I knew the REAL reason, I was set FREE ! Since then I've been meds free for the last 16 years now. I'm OK now and live a normal life. The spirits hardly bother me now. The Truth will set you FREE. Our physical and spirit world exists in parallel dimensions - separated by force fields. The spirits can see/hear us, while we can't see/hear them .. NORMALLY. But anything that seriously WEAKENS your body, embitters your soul, and affects your FAITH in God, also WEAKENS your spiritual aura/force field and allows the evil spirits to communicate with you. You can get schizophrenia from various reasons like a serious head injury, use of illegal drugs, practice of black magic, or by experiencing traumatic events like rape, bullying, rejection, death of a loved one or near-death experience. Any Traumatic Psychological Event. You can pick RANDOM evil spirits from morgue, cemeteries, hospitals, asylums, jails, dungeons, and abandoned houses and forests. Places of Torment and Death. Evil spirits are like BULLIES - they choose their victims well ! They can smell fear, bitterness and doubt - key soul weaknesses. Spirits communicate by telepathy - mind to mind, that's why ONLY you can see or hear them. Spirits can also DISTORT speech. For example if your friend is talking to you nicely as usual, you'll instead hear him/her MOCKING you, so you'll get ANGRY. That's how spirits make you paranoid & anti-social. They want to isolate you socially. You're their TOY !! Spirits can also SHAPE SHIFT - appear in ANY form (animal or people) they desire. They can IMITATE other peoples LOOKS and/or VOICES and pretend like real people. Spirits can also produce SOUNDS like knocking on doors, footsteps, crying or screaming people, scratching on walls, police sirens, barking dogs etc. Their plan is to ISOLATE you socially .. for themselves. Make people think you're CRAZY .. even if you re NOT. Resist them, Dont give up .. or you're really gonna end up crazy. Remember this, its NOT you but THEM (spirits) thats causing this. Fight them. If the problem is spiritual, the solution is also spiritual ! Get close to GOD. I also found out listening to Worship Praise Songs (via earphones) helps block the voices, even drives them away ! BTW this is NOT a substitute for NOT taking your meds. Take them if you need them. Good luck, Stay Safe and God Bless.

If someone has worked at a place for 16 years and needs a 3 week break or even longer, I wouldn't blame them!!

doll parts amen. Thank you. We will get through this !

The app headspace , helps alot

@@unpluckables yes we will! Stay safe and lots of self care. Sending you love and healing in this scary time. 🙏💪💚

@@z3ro7o yes it does! Good call! I also LOVE the app "Insight Timer." It's free for most of the meditations. And they have a 7 day free trial to unlock all courses right now which I'm trying. My favourite mindfulness/meditation app so far! Thank you and hope you are staying safe and healthy! 💪🙏💚

doll parts thank you. I didn’t know about that app. I gonna download it right away , stay save love from amsterdam 🥰

Drchala1 from west Africa who I find here on KZfaq channel I’m Convinced he can help you with this

Oh noooo😿

Poor thing

mhm mhm A bit more manageable now that I’m older but still very much a nightmare

Members Only blessings to you 🙏🏼

Prayers for strength Brother 🙏 You are not alone in this journey

that's the problem. you feel a lot of need for validation and excuses

Jerm Indy Gent. Have you tried any marijuana?

Natasha T Thank u for asking. Right before the quarantine I was for a few months (off the street so I never new the strain) . It did help but I kept increasing my use . I stopped last week. Just because like everyone else I’m not working(cosmetologist). My appetite just came back and I lost a lot of weight. Idk addictive nature.

My wife and 1 dr. knows. The last medication sucked. It's a real struggle. When I was in my teens and twenties, I never understood why people did themselves when they were almost done at age 60 or 70. I get it now. It doesnt stop. It beats you down over the years.

@@hansmueller3029 let that sink in

I feel you my dad died when I was 7 Definitely triggered my mental illness and mother had cancer etc I’m so sorry and I hope you’re doing better