🤷🏻‍♀️ to quit or not to quit. That is the question. 🥲 On this video, I’m sharing a week in my life being on leave from work to improve my mental health and deciding on whether or not to quit my job.
This took longer to edit because it was emotionally & mentally difficult - but therapeutic. I hope that for people who are suffering from mental health illnesses, you also get to seek help. Also, maybe be cautious about watching that part of my video. Timestamps are below.
**The reason I put the trigger warning is because although seeing the way other people be really vulnerable and see how they also get uncomfortable to heal - I know that for some people, seeing themselves in other people (like my anxiety tics) may be triggering.
Or maybe you’ve never experienced anxiety so you may not understand. Basically, it’s how you see me go from a certain place to another place, my posture being uncomfortable, the way I talk without breathing properly or trying to find my breath, repeating myself because I keep forgetting, putting it in different frame sizes, and many more that I may not realise but are actually from anxiety.
#actuallyautistic #neurodivergent
timestamps:
0:00 - life
1:14 - Hugo time
2:25 - Vol.1 / Pine74 shopping & eating at Jollibee with mum
3:00 - quiet time, journalling & re-reading because whattt?
3:22 - going outsideee
3:36 - Agara Ramen date
4:53 - McDo and K being funny
5:26 - cat
5:30 - “embracing technology”
5:59 - Choco/Chimken’s delivery from Baguio to Manila
10:05 - JoyRide to the terminal & heading back to Baguio
10:48 - home
10:55 - Hugo’s food time
13:46 - it’s Christmassss!!
14:03 - deciding whether or not to quit my job & talking about anxiety
🧁 Hi, I'm gravy /grace / cey / c.
I've always loved documenting (journalling, vlogging/filming, art, photography, etc) but right now, processing it through talking to a vlog.... (and stepping out of my comfort zone by finally showing my face because I also am curious about what will happen and would love to rewatch the ups and downs through my vlogs) I hope to treat myself as a friend as I make new friends.
📘 Disclaimers:
**If I posted a video, despite my tendency to overthink and not put it out immediately until everything's perfect, please note that I am a healing perfectionist so... calm down if you're here to be all "that's just whack." 😂 I'll do better but blz, patience & be kind.
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