Was Taking Xanax Worth It?

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6 ай бұрын

In todays video, I take a look back at my past xanax addiction and ask myself; was it worth it?
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@TheGBLN 6 ай бұрын

Thank you all for watching! This video, along with all future videos, is in 4K 60 fps. 2024 baby! CHECK OUT MY NEW BRAND ONLYGAS - hoo.be/goblin

@user-ci1eq9tt5n 6 ай бұрын

Goblin keep the bangers coming

@cameronhulsey3748 6 ай бұрын

Love your content.

@user-em3vv8uz6e 6 ай бұрын

I eat feet

@Wdbz 6 ай бұрын

Fucking OG, love you bro

@SHADOW999ONI 6 ай бұрын

I was actually thinking about using xannex to try and numb my pain and help me forget my depression and suicidal ideation but if it’s thats bad do you have any better recommendations

@alexandero9936 6 ай бұрын

Man, in all honesty, you did more to prevent me from taking drugs than all my teachers and my parents ever did. stay strong bro.

@nothikikai 6 ай бұрын

Litterally

@noahmiller8643 6 ай бұрын

Bro is our lil guinea pig 🤣

@Notmyrealname69420 6 ай бұрын

His videos are super relatable as an ex(ish) addict trying to clean up

@rowanc1ty358 6 ай бұрын

Yea nah it made me do more bro 😭 I ain’t gon lie but it’s all love for gobby ♥️

@GalaxyNewsRadio_ 5 ай бұрын

@eurixer 6 ай бұрын

This video is probably one of goblin’s best. To anyone watching who hasn’t done this kinda shit he’s 100% right with everything he says.

@ash411 6 ай бұрын

agreed.

@xaviervanzyl9299 6 ай бұрын

0:37 me when i see the neighbors dog

@bummbrotha1065 6 ай бұрын

He ain't wrong though. I've done most hard drugs, and benzos are the most addictive. I also used to pop Flualp presses. Stole months of my life.

@michalsakaluk637 6 ай бұрын

he definitely is not a 100 percent right lmao he once said triple cs only have dxm in them

@-Zperco 6 ай бұрын

Xans are good IF (big if there) you need them

@iZoneoTT 6 ай бұрын

My best friend no longer on this planet was a Bartard. It was our biggest divide and ultimately what got him killed after I chose to do nothing outside of bud. I miss you Kevin, you were supposed to thrive with me now homie.

@iZoneoTT 6 ай бұрын

To be clear he overdosed on heroin. Why? Too barred up to remember the amount he was taking.

@Swipernoswiping88 6 ай бұрын

Rest in peace Kevin 🕊️

@lijpet4670 6 ай бұрын

Rest in peace kevin❤

@impulces3204 6 ай бұрын

rip 😢

@JonDoe-yw7qu 6 ай бұрын

Rest up kev 🙏🏼

@Jennifer-bw7ku 2 ай бұрын

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

@jeffsmith2447 2 ай бұрын

I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

@AnjeloValeriano 2 ай бұрын

Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.

@elizabethwilliams6651 2 ай бұрын

Can Dr. sporessss send to me in UK?

@baltic8558 2 ай бұрын

@morseemily dr.whatever railled me behind the maccies, do not recommend

@demonsrisegaming4067 2 ай бұрын

PLUG DRY? Ceeme has it comin to your door all states damn

@landanbullock9650 6 ай бұрын

I did Xanax and forgot me putting up the christmas tree with my family. Stuff is not worth losing key moments with your loved ones

@bobbydigital42069 5 ай бұрын

🤣 damn how did u cope after that g

@landanbullock9650 5 ай бұрын

@@bobbydigital42069 I woke up and went to go take a piss and looked to my right and boom a christmas tree so I started laughing my ass off lmao

@bazjr86 5 ай бұрын

😂😂😂

@djaytv1621 4 ай бұрын

@@bobbydigital42069shit happens tf lol I had a few bdays I black out on n only got pics, youre askin how he coped I mean you’re on a XAN vid tf 😂

@danielkleberc6978 3 ай бұрын

damnn

@devinjacksun5681 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for dropping the harm reduction homie I've had multiple friends turn into completely terrible people because of Benzo Abuse

@sm33sh90 6 ай бұрын

Technically not a benzo a opiate

@bignig7223 6 ай бұрын

Xanax is literally a benzodiazepine lol not a opiates maybe your thinking of tramadol which is a opiate and SSRI @@sm33sh90

@michaelkmiec5842 6 ай бұрын

@@sm33sh90nah it’s a benzodiazepine. You are incorrect

@sigmamale4147 6 ай бұрын

@@sm33sh90 xanax is a benzo dude tf you on 😂

@aarnigronberg734 6 ай бұрын

@@sigmamale4147 he prolly on benzos rn so it's understandable

@semperinumbra 6 ай бұрын

I relate hard to this, haven't done hard drugs or taken bars/ladders in about a decade and I still think of how great xans used to feel

@lucidvijay 6 ай бұрын

Congratulations on keeping it together 10 years is amazing ❤

@AdamDevlin-ge5hs 6 ай бұрын

I ain't even remember how xans feel 😂😂😂😂

@eyephpmyadmin6988 6 ай бұрын

@@AdamDevlin-ge5hsive only ever not blacked out twice. And thats from finding an extra bar the day after a blackout. I got 45 .5mg bars and took em all, why, i have no clue but i heard i just dupped the bag in my mouth and started chewing. Hate xans bc i always overdo it

@420moby 6 ай бұрын

Same I miss ts I love xanax

@TAPATIOPLEASE 6 ай бұрын

I miss being able to black out when things got too hard

@joobjabrez792 6 ай бұрын

I was heavily addicted to xans and got sober around the same time as you gob. That’s what drew me in and it felt like I had a homie to get off with. Been here for years now. Either I’m not fucked up enough, or I’m completely blacked out. There’s no in between on the xans.

@joobjabrez792 6 ай бұрын

Low key have no idea what I did for like a year of my life.

@Skateandcreate9 6 ай бұрын

Felt like i had a homie to get off with *PAUSE*

@colemorrison8957 6 ай бұрын

@@Skateandcreate9😐

@mattyicee 6 ай бұрын

@@joobjabrez792 It’s literally the worst. I also lost like 2 years of my life too, literally no memory of it. Wrecked several cars and was an absolute garbage person in general. Xanax makes people awful. And then the seizures coming off the shit. Absolutely the worst drug.

@nasu5854 6 ай бұрын

for real i wouldn’t stop popping little blue ones and drinking beer until i could barely walk/form a sentence i wouldn’t stop until i would just eventually pass out or couldn’t move

@Dtg617 6 ай бұрын

I’m a raging coke head but it’s done no where near as much damage as my kpin script and experimentation with benzos over the past 4 years. Thank you for emphasizing that it’s pretty much a path to death. Happy new year man 🎉

@NarLyNaRdi 6 ай бұрын

Benzos are a path to death but being a raging coke head isn’t? Xanax if taken as prescribed, are not a path to death. Some people actually need them to be able to live a normal life and some people need them to control seizures.

@dillonchilders 6 ай бұрын

That coke always catches up bro, remember that. Bars suck and are the worst withdrawal. Combine them both and you got a situation on your hand.

@thepunish3r735 6 ай бұрын

We need to be friends !! 😂

@93Nfinite 6 ай бұрын

@@thepunish3r735y’all need to stay far tf away from each other 💀

@Thecorrectcontractor 6 ай бұрын

Don’t surpass a gram a day or ur in 2 deep already

@CoffinQT 6 ай бұрын

crazy how xans really mess w ur head too, i’ll sit here and listen to this whole video and still be like wow id love to pop a xan rn

@willmorrison5341 6 ай бұрын

fiending rn…

@CoffinQT 6 ай бұрын

stay strong soldier @@willmorrison5341

@CoffinQT 5 ай бұрын

be safe king@@serpentrain

@KillaZilla99 5 ай бұрын

yep… no matter what anyone says ab it you still want it

@ytbb105 6 ай бұрын

Goblin I had your channel blocked for like 2-3 years because i was quitting xans at the time and your videos always talked about them in a positive manner. Glad we're both straight and still breathing

@manialord1699 6 ай бұрын

W putting yourself first

@FAKEAXIS 6 ай бұрын

@@manialord1699 facts

@TheCrazyJakeAZ 5 ай бұрын

Good on ya, bud.

@coldcloakmusic6630 6 ай бұрын

Yes. As someone with severe anxiety Xanax saved my life. My anxiety was so bad it I couldn’t even think straight or plan ahead. Then again I don’t abuse it, when used appropriately it can help people.

@dogworld3485 6 ай бұрын

@Desmutted 6 ай бұрын

Yeah because you forget about your anxiety. However the real problem is getting off this sh!t it's hard as hell . Seen other people take it and I have taken it twice. However the people that have taken it which were my siblings. They were prescribed and took them for 2 years BCS stupid doctors shove this shit down patients throats just for a quick fix . My siblings took 2 years for their life's to get back to normal. And the damage has been worse if they hadn't taken it . Getting of this stuff is crazy hard .

@jt3963 5 ай бұрын

Benzos are good medicines when used properly. Here in Finland it is nearly impossible to get script to them and many end up bying them from dealers or onions. I have never had problem with benzos. I have panick attacks so prescription would help me. I only took them when i start to feel anxious. Not every day thing but its only thing that helps. And i tried everything else too.

@alexweschler9470 4 ай бұрын

Do you take them as-needed or on a regular schedule? It’s very safe as-needed, but can be problematic with long-term use. BUT that doesn’t mean it can’t work for a lot of ppl when used regularly. I’m honestly happy for the ppl out there where a daily benzo script consistently works as a treatment for crippling anxiety. Bc life with that level of anxiety is brutal. It’s a hard life to want to live, and anything that can fix it is worth having as a tool. Benzos just require a serious degree of caution

@dialga236 4 ай бұрын

it is, at the end of the day, a medicine. but the overperscription of xanax has caused irreversable damage.

@price6331 6 ай бұрын

True harm reduction right here. Still entertaining yet doesn't sugarcoat anything and says it how it truly is, another banger as always gob.

@Paul_Michael 6 ай бұрын

I started doing drugs since my teenage. Got addicted to Xanax for years. Xanax addiction actually destroyed my life. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

@DassHibionada 6 ай бұрын

Amen God bless people. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without Xanax, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health.

@DonnHowes 6 ай бұрын

Hey! Yes Dr.benshrooms.

@NicoleCtirad 6 ай бұрын

I'm really happy for you that your wife decided to help you...I hear about alot of family members or so called friends shutting an addict out of their life, which since most addicts do it to mask emotions to me is the worse thing someone can do to an addict.

@Wimruther-hk4zn 6 ай бұрын

How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

@Bastianbishops 6 ай бұрын

I was horrifically depressed since childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.

@earthfa333 6 ай бұрын

This one was real, goblin. Thank you for your honesty and always genuinely advocating to keep your audience safe.

@seven6two_ 6 ай бұрын

my homie just got off xans because of probation and he tells me it’s the best time he’s had in his life in a long time. Thanks for spreading the awareness gob goat🔥

@Beetheee 6 ай бұрын

Goblin just drops consistent bangers at the right times. What a gentlemen.

@magilem8075 6 ай бұрын

Consistent?

@user-qh3hv4qw6i 6 ай бұрын

Definitely not consistent

@RustyB22 6 ай бұрын

Last 2 were 💤 ers

@outdoorgrower05 6 ай бұрын

@@user-qh3hv4qw6iwe can tell who’s new here 😂😂

@alexpivniouk8421 6 ай бұрын

@@outdoorgrower05I'd say the commenter is correct. Goblin is *consistently* posting at the most random times (but it bangs)

@zer0deception706 6 ай бұрын

also gobby, as a user of different substances, your videos have always been relevant, they make me want to be more sober and do less every time you drop a good video, i think you actually do a lot more than anyone realizes for the sobriety of the community

@artirony410 6 ай бұрын

14:06 this reminds me of that recent Katt Williams interview where he talks about being homeless at 13 and talking to older homeless people who mainly were homeless due to being addicted to hard drugs. He said that experience is what kept him from ever trying them because after talking to so many of them, he realized none of them ever said 1 positive thing that doing meth, heroin, or crack ever actually did for their lives.

@EldritchEntityWithASmartphone Ай бұрын

Often times, people hate the substance that's destroying their life. Our bodies are always adapating, mentally and physically. People form maladaptive coping mechanisms as a result of a harsh environment. Cards fall in the wrong place, and now you're physically addicted to hard drugs, and can't stop without risking potentially fatal withdrawals.

@vibin7396 6 ай бұрын

goblin this is the 1000th comment so know that it is special. You are the only reason I haven't tried the fucked drugs cuz you explain it in a human way. you dont pretend the feeling isnt great you show people what the drugs do. Thank you for keeping me safe from the bad shit. I love your videos homie you make the world a better place.

@zzzxanny 6 ай бұрын

Xanax is definitely a tricky one, love/hate relationship kinda thing.

@FullBODYARMORofGODSsON210 6 ай бұрын

Love the Profile name 😁♥️😊

@altingashi3927 2 ай бұрын

@@FullBODYARMORofGODSsON210she doesn’t want you bro

@1g. 6 ай бұрын

you have no idea how well timed this upload is; for the past 5 days or so i've been battling almost constant thoughts about buying xanax after a week of on and off valium use. thank you.

@Ethan-kf5kt 6 ай бұрын

Stay strong brother man

@DarrellCasteel 4 күн бұрын

If u buy a Xanax it's not a Xanax it's pressed it's fentanyl and probably has enough to kill ten or fifteen ppl in it so don't do it. Your wasting your money. Nobody will sell Xanax they take their Xanax script. I'm glad I only snorted a small amount of the pressed Xanax I bought from my nephew I knew it was pressed i watched them press them but I snorted it so I could see for myself. No sweet taste. It was just diphenhydramine hydrochloride fentanyl and a small amount of alprazolam. Such a small amount u couldn't even taste the sweetness of it. Klonopin is the only benzo I've been able to aquire, legit benzo, or get from a DR. I used a DR in Tulsa for almost ten years that wouldn't prescribe me Xanax. Only Klonopin with my Subutex, Adderall and gabapentin. But he only gave me 1 per day tho. Benzos are very hard to get prescribed to u. Now days u cannot trust ppl everyone has these pressed pills. They will kill u big homie. Don't do it. I'm your conscious don't do it.

@alexisaguirre6349 6 ай бұрын

I can hear the sincerity in your voice bro. Thanks for making this video for the youth. God bless. 🙏

@SorryForSinning 6 ай бұрын

I really appreciate this video honestly and your openness. I quit Xanax recently and I was a goblin on those mfs I would mix them with Kpins & liquor and going through recovery withdrawals was a blessing in disguise.

@EihyaFN 6 ай бұрын

i always relate to your stories goblin, i feel like we went to the same school. the amount of rappers pushing xan culture was crazy

@dannyduncan66 6 ай бұрын

As a former bar tard this is as accurate as it gets.

@SunBrother98 6 ай бұрын

This is probably the realest video you’ve ever made man. I’m glad you’re in a better spot now.

@owenfinnerty2992 6 ай бұрын

Been watching your vids for like 6 years now. Going from videos way back to now videos like this shows some pretty crazy maturing. I’ve gotten to make a lot of connections growing between all these things. Videos like this, with some one speaking from experience, are 100x more effective then listening to random people who don’t give a shit.

@StizzyFresh 6 ай бұрын

Im happy your talking about this Ive been struggling with Xanax addiction for over a decade already. Everything you said I completely relate.

@true116 6 ай бұрын

Love you gobby, been watching for years. I had two seizures and crashed my wheel off xans when I was younger. Almost 6 months clean off em 💪🏽

@alexleyva6797 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for being so real and vulnerable during this video.

@yadenlambert3581 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for making this video Goblin, recently i’ve been genuinely considering relapsing on xans like as soon as i found the plug for them, but this video makes me realized that it has ruined my life several times and it is my favorite drug but it is not worth reliving

@jessesmith1292 6 ай бұрын

Goblin dropping bangers at the best times like always 🫡

@a88pockets 6 ай бұрын

saturday night when druggy teens are likely home getting fucked up rather than going out and living life?

@jessesmith1292 6 ай бұрын

@@a88pockets bro shut the fuck up. describe living life ?

@yungbladee5570 6 ай бұрын

⁠@@a88pocketsnot everyone is watching this video in US timezone

@sniper55237 6 ай бұрын

Been seeing a lot of synchronization about the right place at the right time here soon. Been trying to spread the info and the positivity

@a88pockets 6 ай бұрын

true, im just trying to razz who I presume to be Goblin's main demographic. North American teenagers that like to get fucked up. I was one one of them 18 years ago and cool smoke weed and get high on whatever else with some obvious limits, just don't make it your personality and your reason to be. You don't want to be in your thirties looking back at that time of your life thinking wow I really was a loser, popular in some circles, but overall a loser. @@yungbladee5570

@ramagon2761 6 ай бұрын

My best friend just had his first drug scare last week off the xans. He never really did them except when he was young for anxiety. But recently he got ahold of some and immediately was fiending for more. He traded his brother's ps4 for 30 crushed up xans and took 15mg throughout 2 days. That was the first time I really saw someone lose themselves off a drug. We did mushrooms on the day after that long binge and now hes slowly sobering up. I just- I cant believe this shit is so easy to get. That fact is scary. It's dangerous and as addictive as cocaine, and I feel like a lot of people dont see it like that. It is literally the beginning of heroin use like gob said.

@m.h.4144 6 ай бұрын

It’s more addictive as Cocaine I would say definitely the worst withdrawals next to Phenibute, Alcohol and GBL/GHB

@m.h.4144 6 ай бұрын

Especially because not everyone can function on Cocaine on Benzos it’s easy af.

@parzival016 6 ай бұрын

this was a while back, roughly 4 and a half years ago, but my best friend and his older brother ended up getting some one day and popped a few, loved the high, so they ended up finishing what they had. then they were fiending for more. they both ended up getting addicted to them and there was an insane behavior change from my homie when he was on them. he was even putting them in his blunts and smoking them. i tried them once and just passed the fuck out and woke up with the most brain fog i’ve ever had. glad his addiction to em was very short lived and he didn’t get any with fent.

@a88pockets 6 ай бұрын

your homie is lucky those crushed xans weren't fent and he's not dead. Also your homie will have more scares in the future cause guess what he's an addict.

@ramagon2761 6 ай бұрын

@a88pockets yes I'm aware he is. He's had an addictive personality his whole life the xans just brought the beast out in him. For God's sake he's the one who got me into smoking and trying like 10 other drugs now. Drugs are like his thing. It's scary not cuz he's my best friend but just from the perspective of someone his age, it sucks seeing him on this path. I hope he can slowly fix it though.

@csicskabanghead 6 ай бұрын

An another hoot&holler Gob! Love to hear this story! Xanax Its not the worst drug or anything, just never get addicted to it. Only use it as a panic/stress med or to sleep. Peace and love to ya bud and everyone!✌️💚

@chvrliebrowwn 6 ай бұрын

I’ve been on Xanax for exactly 2 years this month. Recently I’ve been considering getting off of it because of my lifestyle and the way I handle things in life etc. I’ve had quite a couple interventions but hearing you talk about this is a good wake up call, I needed to hear this and it’s not talked about enough bro. Thank you Goblin

@stehenbranton5447 6 ай бұрын

Just a heads up bro if you've been using for 2 years straight than your withdrawals will be 6-12 months.

@chvrliebrowwn 6 ай бұрын

@@stehenbranton5447 good looks bro yah that’s kinda what I assumed from what I’ve read. I’m going to slowly taper off the best I can soon

@MigStopCalling 5 ай бұрын

currently a user of about 3 years and am 18 can confirm this is accurate thinking about quitting recently been watching gobln since i was about 15 this video had just popped up after me considering quitting because my father had died due to cocaine 3 days after i met him shit fucked me up and spiraled me down a deep hole snorted heroin ounce even because idk best thing i can blame it on is laced bars i bought off the internet i would never wish a heavy benzo addiction on anyone one of my worst decisions was ever taking a xan

@toolbox6228 Ай бұрын

How is your withdrawal going? Hope you're good m8

@jacoborick4533 6 ай бұрын

Xanax is my least fav drug

@brayanhernandez6772 6 ай бұрын

My fav here 😎

@preston999_ 6 ай бұрын

It's my absolute favorite

@tooprivate6775 6 ай бұрын

@@preston999_braindead

@DadHey-zs1le 6 ай бұрын

Agreed, Just makes me stupid and I never remember

@m.h.4144 6 ай бұрын

Xanax are absolutely amazing. But the withdrawals are so fucking bad but them mfs is cheap af anyways. Acid and Opioids definitely are nr. 1 tho

@jackharris3641 6 ай бұрын

perfect timing bro i really needed this. Like a month ago i went through 70 xans within a few weeks, the withdrawls are still fucking with me but im more motivated everyday to get fully clean.

@MotoWithJaden 6 ай бұрын

Thank you sm for this bro. I hope ppl will take it more seriously hearing it from you. I know I did

@cptkman 6 ай бұрын

Xans almost ended me multiple times, truly the devil of all drugs. Lost many friends including my best friend to an overdose from him combing bars and percs, please be safe guys 🤘🏼 it’s not worth it

@HADEAD32 6 ай бұрын

I used to take 3 to 5 xans every day for 3 months, that’s when I had seizures for the first time but I was so in love with ‘em that I didn’t even care about it and never stopped taking Xanax until my seizures were worsening every time Now it’s been like a year and a half since I don’t pop any pill no more and I still dream about xanies, I still loving them but I can’t be around them anymore

@n0mahh 6 ай бұрын

I just wanted to come here and say thank you for giving me insight on how bad Xan's are, I've never taken them or any other kind of hard drug; but I think all of us sometimes ask ourselves what doing a certain drug would feel like taking, and from there it can spiral for a lot of us. Seeing this type of video randomly pop up just gives me the reminder that no matter how down I am, no matter what situation I am in, they will never be worth it. Thank you dawg, and thank you for existing

@BascTechnology 6 ай бұрын

You did very good on this video in particular, the way you brought the story in to ending it. You made it the point clear

@imjxstthtguyftw1016 6 ай бұрын

Yo gob we love you man always making us smile man❤️ thank you from us all

@a-jey5406 6 ай бұрын

KZfaq asked for feedback on your comment, selected the excellent option

@thelocalhoodrat2881 6 ай бұрын

So after watching 4 minutes of this video I have to shout out Goblin for ranking Xanax so low on his drug tier lists year after year if this is how he really feels about them. Bro does not want people to abuse Xans bc he knows how much he loves how they feel, & how dangerous that is.

@jacksondickery509 6 ай бұрын

Best video I’ve ever watched of yours . Was expecting to laugh but stayed for the wholesome honesty

@cpkvidz6096 6 ай бұрын

Gob hitting the sweet spot with this one. The xan fantasies are real asf. Going thru the benzo debacle myself rn.

@xDirmeyerNFL 6 ай бұрын

More videos like this please. Never done Xans before, always thought about it. Now I'm set straight.

@UltimateEnd0 6 ай бұрын

Yeah, I don't think people are warned about Xanax enough. It's prescription so people think "oh well it can't be that bad b/c they're sold by the pharmacy."

@maxs6511 6 ай бұрын

xans killed my cousin, fuck that drug

@peir5074 6 ай бұрын

Thanks for this video Gob, honestly. I just started taking xans here and there and I've been trying to figure out how to manage my drug use recently. this is my call to never do them again!

@lagc04 6 ай бұрын

About to get some myself what do they make you feel the first time?

@kumkumisthebestrapper 6 ай бұрын

@@lagc04do not get some. could not be more serious

@KillaZilla99 6 ай бұрын

@@lagc04they make you feel nothing, extremely dangerous

@txs.evannn 6 ай бұрын

@@lagc04ur gonna wait n wait tryna feel something and not realize ur barred n that everybody around u is looking at u weirdly, but it feels like a warm blanket of comfort that's constantly tryna push u to sleep

@txs.evannn 6 ай бұрын

@@lagc04most the time u pop bars u won't even remember falling asleep so u could wake up with a lot of new issues to that u got no idea about

@Huntersmells 6 ай бұрын

Wow a very reflective and good message for some people going through similar shit

@Xnxvil69 5 ай бұрын

Goblin is genuinely the realest person on this site. And deserves greatness

@ryancc06 6 ай бұрын

rest in peace ashton 😕

@InTxPredator 6 ай бұрын

Drugs: 1year - this is so much fun 2yr - I have a problem 3yr - I regret everything.

@emilianoyaboi5911 Ай бұрын

No fucking doubt

@user-ol4dl9ks2o 29 күн бұрын

Say that to nicotine, people smoke it for 40+ years and don't regret it until they have lung cancer or something

@skippyuber6072 6 ай бұрын

I really love your videos. It's been like a harm reduction life line. My friends like to live on the edge and your content has never felt glamorizing but not patronizing. Like having a druggie big bro to help you honestly

@Creason1 6 ай бұрын

gob been watching you for about a year and a half and i just watch your old vids but i love you dude my family isnt to fond of weed especially my mom and just being able to watch such a relatable guy is awesome and helps through my hard times i was seriously depressed middle of 2023 and your my medication. ❤❤

@UncleJahBb 6 ай бұрын

I always love the amazing content and thank you for keeping your videos interesting

@jaype7085 5 ай бұрын

i really like your "normal" vids where you talk about your past and drugging up with the homies having a good time but man this might be one of your best videos. I hope the people understand that when you as a former full time drugger say that Xanax is the worst they should believe you (and it think you can transfer this to any other strong opioid like heroin or fenty)

@Zellswitchem4600 6 ай бұрын

We need more videos like this man, I’m coming out my xan phase and watching this was a vibe fasho😂😂💯

@The_main_Character. 6 ай бұрын

Edit: this one made me sad- I promise on everything I won’t touch pills I know it doesn’t matter much to you in the long run but to me I don’t ever wanna touch em man and thank you for this

@smoove.15 6 ай бұрын

classic real goblin 💯

@scoopduna 6 ай бұрын

This is an incredible video. I wish more people would speak out on specific drugs to stay away from rather than acting like all drugs are bad.

@TrustInGod_777 6 ай бұрын

The kids need to hear this, good work Bro.

@Ogblitz 6 ай бұрын

Haha reminds me of the good old high school days me & my friends would pop a whole lot of xans everyday in school, at home or together & a whole lot of lean to wash em down with. next day we’d all link up having different parts of stories matching into 1 whole stories & that’s how we’d remember how the day went 😂 glad we all kicked that habit & just enjoy making money & smoking weed now 🙌🏽 WE LOVE YOU GOBBY SHOUTOUT FRM TORONTO

@tdclips1213 6 ай бұрын

3:53 NOT THE DOG 😭

@NikkiCarwan-lh5ud 6 ай бұрын

I’m so glad your making this video!

@TorinMizenko 6 ай бұрын

Excellent video Gob, thank you. This was really informative, especially for someone who has considered trying this drug. I’m glad you spit facts. It was good to hear your view. Cheers. Honestly, this may be the best video you have ever made. I needed to hear this, as someone who struggles with anxiety. Thank you man. I appreciate you. I used to blackout drink, quit it, but have recently considered benzo to medicate. Thank you for telling me how it was for you. I’m afraid to drink again, and it sounds like Xanax would be so much worse. Anyway thanks man, I really felt your emotion in this vid. This is excellent.

@beezuskneezus3229 6 ай бұрын

I found Ativan (lorazepam) after 8 years the hardest thing to quit still struggling but tapering off diazepam. Props to you for bettering yourself. Its taken me a big kick in the ass to wake up

@TjallieBrrr 6 ай бұрын

You can do it bro, life gets so much better and more colorful without the benzos

@Fartula7 4 ай бұрын

Ativan is sadly what got me into benzos as well

@RedGr33nBlue 6 ай бұрын

nice timing bro ❤

@abrahamramirez7239 3 ай бұрын

A lot of people say Xanax isint all that but man for people with anxiety it’s a godsend ! I got addicted to them because when I would take a half I could be myself, no stuttering no overthinking just speaking my mind and being “free”. My heart goes out to anyone struggling with this addiction 🙌🏼

@PhoenixsWorldVideos 6 ай бұрын

perfect timing as always + i'm wearing my goblin carnival hootnaholler shirt fresh out the mail

@alexandrehetu7466 6 ай бұрын

As someone who recently took 5.5 bars in one night, don't do it. I felt like my brain went on autopilot for hours because to me the night never happened, only my friends know how I was. When you black out on alcohol, you remember living the night. When I woke up (at my friends) I thought I was still at home, I had forgotten I had taken Xans and I thought I fell asleep at like 7pm. Also, I had lost my bag with all my weed and concentrates in it. To recap, it's awful.

@milosz1977 6 ай бұрын

someone stole that shit

@mattyicee 6 ай бұрын

When you’re abusing xans, It’s either you don’t feel high at all or you’re blacked out. No inbetween.

@yungfrogleg 6 ай бұрын

Stick 2 the herbs bro nothing good comes out of thay chemical shit

@dogworld3485 6 ай бұрын

You know Xanax is exactly like alcohol?.. and if you have REAL PANIC ATTACKS AND REAL ANXIEXY YOU WILL NOT HAVE THOSE THINGS YOUR TALKING ABOUT UNLESS YOU TAKE MORE THEN PRESCRIBED. Seriously i know what your saying i had my bartard faze and when i took my dosage amount it just stops my anxiety and I'm normal. Its very helpful for people that cant take anti depressants and these addicts and rappers are ruining the medical patients!! they cant get pain pills for chronic pain they cant get benzos for pain or bad panic attacks its so hard to get treated now a days. So everyone is taking fake stuff off the street.. but tbh opioids and benzos can be taken safely if prescribed corrected and your actually diagnosed with serious panic attacks or chronic pain.. Xanax is exactly like alcohol btw and if you abuse them or your addicted to everything you take this will happen to any drug.. and if you dont have anxiety or panic attacks then yes it is powerful but if you have them its not bad unless your abuse them.TAKE MORE THEN PRESCRIBED. Seriously i know what your saying i had my bartard faze and when i took my dosage amount it just stops my anxiety and I'm normal. Its very helpful for people that cant take anti depressants and these addicts and rappers are ruining the medical patients!! they cant get pain pills for chronic pain they cant get benzos for pain or bad panic attacks its so hard to get treated now a days. So everyone is taking fake stuff off the street.. but tbh opioids and benzos can be taken safely if prescribed corrected and your actually diagnosed with serious panic attacks or chronic pain.. Xanax is exactly like alcohol btw and if you abuse them or your addicted to everything you take this will happen to any drug.. and if you dont have anxiety or panic attacks then yes it is powerful but if you have them its not bad unless your abuse them.

@th00perman_ 6 ай бұрын

I took xanax every day for 13 years (ages 15-28), I'm so glad I finally got off it. My memory is absolutely DESTROYED. I was barred out all day, every day with a huge script. Can't recall anything really. 😅

@1ogpurrp 6 ай бұрын

Same here since like 14-15 I got some prescribed finally 30 pills a month then the dumb ass doctor took. It down to 12 pills 😡😡😡😡 sucks ass what did u say to you're doctor to get them ?

@itzdrae 6 ай бұрын

@@keithcarter7244 make sure yo plug got em from the pharmacy lil bro and if they didnt then dont take em

@lstaxxx6484 6 ай бұрын

@@keithcarter7244 you can get a sprite and if the xan go to the bottom and fizzes up it’s real if it floats and just turnt to bits in pieces it’s fake

@Dreamzofficially 6 ай бұрын

no@@keithcarter7244

@djaytv1621 6 ай бұрын

@@keithcarter7244yeah fentanyl test strips my guy it don’t take that much

@Joy-op3je 6 ай бұрын

Thanks blue for this educational video, hopefully it stops a lot of high schoolers from doing this shit.

@kasimishaq Ай бұрын

I am 853 days sober today.... I am still struggling to this day with urges. your video was great, I really felt everything you said in this video. I almost died, many times. My friends did die. I still suffer from side effects. Much love from chicago man, stay sober !

@Ghffgjjfxc 6 ай бұрын

Nah deadass my homie overdosed on a whole bunch of xans, we all used to take them and i used to always have a boat on me (100 pack of bars) RIP STEVEN, SCHULTZ LOVE YOU BRO. Destroyed alot of my people i know they truly are the best feeling and hardest to quit. For any who doesnt understand its like a dry drunk that makes you feel more confident.stay safe boys🍻

@joewhoson 6 ай бұрын

Boats a thouxan

@will_ta5571 6 ай бұрын

You can’t od on just real xannax . Just have to take like 2000 2 mill pills

@emilianoyaboi5911 Ай бұрын

RIP LONGLIVE ❤️❤️

@MisterNoRng1 6 ай бұрын

I've been taking Xanax for 2 years every day now, 0.5mg a day. Never taken more (except for like 3 times 1mg), but I have the thought of taking more every now and then. This video is def a good reminder again that I should never take more and if anything I should stop doing it. It's prescribed because of my mental issues, but I still feel bad taking it...

@KingKickBack 6 ай бұрын

Same bro I try not to take a full bar

@veryrare3300 6 ай бұрын

Please do not take more than your presceibed, I missused clonazepam (known as k-pins in the states)im from europe) anyways I abused that shit and the withdrawl is the worst out of all drugs, trust me. And your memory will sometimes never recover from that shit. Hope you find peace without the pills man ✌🏼

@RolandDuke 6 ай бұрын

Of you’re on .5 a day you’ll be able to taper off easily, it’s tough to do, but you can do it man!! Just cut to 1/2 then 1/2 of a half then skip days then just stop altogether, do 1/2 a few weeks then 1/2 of a half for a week or two then every other day for another week or 2 then just stop.

@futurehistory2110 5 ай бұрын

All the best. 0.5 isn't a lot. Only thing I will say is that there may be better options for you if taking daily. Obviously, Idk the nature and extent of your mental health challenges - but other anti-anxiety medications exist (unfortunately some can have side-effects) and then if you have a specific condition too. I'm no expert but just my two cents.

@harry.flashman 3 ай бұрын

Bro you just gave me a wake up call I needed. Thank you.

@implosion1476 6 ай бұрын

Barrr'd off my head ATM ang as per usual GOBY drops a hoot & holler Lessgo Bois❤️

@Kai-xi8ot 6 ай бұрын

Thanks goblin, I was at a party recently and was offered Xanax, I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to eat something more in my life but I turned it down, kinda beat myself up about it but now I really think i was right.

@jsail5508 6 ай бұрын

You won't find me turning down Anything.

@aiaiaiaiaiaiaiaia-1 6 ай бұрын

@@jsail5508fr even if I was offered heroin or fentanyl I’m not turning that offer down

@yungmentalproblems 6 ай бұрын

You missed out bro

@Skateandcreate9 6 ай бұрын

Doing some randos pills these days is equal to literally playing russian roulette. Does russian roulette sound worth it to you?

@amenacetosociety1 6 ай бұрын

Yo fuck what the first 2 guys talking about, there’s a reason why you turned it down

@user-cl5bv9dq8v 6 ай бұрын

A true banger

@succsquad7645 6 ай бұрын

This is a important video goblin big ups

@Xxdirtygranny420xX 6 ай бұрын

another hoot right on time goblin never dissapoints

@nuclear7622 6 ай бұрын

3:53 wtf what the dog do

@ngc1569mayonnaise Ай бұрын

i searched for this comment lol

@Travluminatii 6 ай бұрын

Xanax is the only medication I’ve ever taken for years without having any side effects

@MacSoSteezy 6 ай бұрын

Fake Xanax

@MacSoSteezy 6 ай бұрын

No way you took benzodiazepines like that and didn’t feel that recoil

@YouMeAtSix0123 6 ай бұрын

U just dont recognize the side effects yet or u lying

@coldcloakmusic6630 6 ай бұрын

@@MacSoSteezyit’s all about dose. If someone is taking a medicinal dosage usually someone can be fine. Taking .25mg as needed isn’t going to result in severe withdrawals, if any at all

@kugga8561 6 ай бұрын

I like this video it goes very in depth and doesnt just say DRUG BAD it gives great detail for the viewer to make there own decison thank you

@finlong7994 6 ай бұрын

Never touched xans but had hella plans to but hearing the goblin himself tell me not to has stopped me. Dk if this will effect my life at all but happy to have seen this vid

@Tyler-mb8dy 6 ай бұрын

You streaming tonight?

@user-xh6hb7lj2c 6 ай бұрын

I hate doing this b it first

@unfortunatecookie754 6 ай бұрын

Was watching this on my TV and had to pull out my phone to pull this channel and this dude up because from my experience what @goblin describes is word for word true. Take his word for it. Very dangerous

@LilChippiGBC 6 ай бұрын

We love growth over here my boy!!

@Openyoureyesman220 6 ай бұрын

i love you

@Kammyhaa 6 ай бұрын

Hay gob

@Kammyhaa 6 ай бұрын

Your xanax explenation is my opinion on flats

@grandmasmagic3415 5 ай бұрын

Perfect timing bro cuz I was seriously thinkin about it

@zatchiel 2 ай бұрын

This thing fucked up my sleep so bad I ended up basically collapsing with fatigue at the gas station with my sister, and remembered none of it of course. My excuse to her was it was just my mattress. She ordered me a new one within a week. 3 years clean off that shit with no regrets. Wish I could say the same for some of my friends.