Watch THIS If You Might Be Trans

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Жыл бұрын

How I came to terms with myself :)
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TaesungTao after 3 years on testosterone explains how he realized he was trans, gender dysphoria, gender euphoria, testosterone effects, transgender queer spaces, used to identify as a lesbian, then gay trans man and then t4t bisexual now. LGBTQ content and coming out stories.

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@pentheminer609 Жыл бұрын

So I've been making friends outside of my class and they asked for my name and I just stood there until someone introduced me as Kai. That was very awkward

@sourlemon2792 Жыл бұрын

the way I came out to my mom was really weird we were driving home from school and she just randomly asked me “are you trans?”. I was shocked because I was always feminine presenting and I thought she had no idea

@rosa_the_folfster6778 Жыл бұрын

How’s she know?

@sourlemon2792 Жыл бұрын

@@rosa_the_folfster6778 I still have no clue

@theharshtruthoutthere Жыл бұрын

@@sourlemon2792 Dear soul, TIME IS TICKING away, There is a choosing all of us (humans) must make: GOD OR MAMMON? LIFE OR DEATH? Deuteronomy 30:19chapter context similar meaning copy save I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: Joshua 24:15chapter context similar meaning copy save And if it seem evil unto you to serve the LORD, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the LORD.

@johnniekayr6418 Жыл бұрын

@@theharshtruthoutthere god loves trans ppl and God is gay

@stanmarshspetcat 4 ай бұрын

@@theharshtruthouttherewhat

@eestrm Жыл бұрын

I remember being 14 and getting called a boy after cutting my hair and nothing will ever beat the joy I felt. I of course pretended I hated it and claimed I was a masculine girl. Then went home and cried because I wasn´t a boy. And now 5 years later I´m actually presenting as a boy in public

@unknown_Fe Жыл бұрын

I also used to pray I was trans! I remember vividly being 12 praying before I went to sleep for God to make me trans. I used to worry wanting to be meant I wasn't, but I don't think people who aren't think about it nonstop for 5 years lol Thank you for this video

@RIPmercury Жыл бұрын

youre such a positive force :) keep going dude, so proud to be your friend

@BbyInnie Жыл бұрын

I remember my mum asking my gender and I sat there and went “Uhhh f-female” and then a few weeks after I came out as Trans. (It didn’t go well)

@lunarlino Жыл бұрын

I have a lot of friends that are under the non-bianary umbrella and as such, the trans umbrella as well. I really love and appreciate your content!! Your videos help me understand the people around me THANK YOU

@BbyInnie Жыл бұрын

HI STAY

@Ashlerfinnstro Жыл бұрын

I feel like every person who wants to look masculine get excited when called handsome. I’m a trans man and been sense summer of last year and been out sense August of this year,and I still get excited when I get called handsome.

@marsurbeloved5775 Жыл бұрын

I actually need help:') I feel like it's super hard to figure out who am I, because all my life I have been like the others around me, like if my friends liked princesses then I played princesses with them and if they liked animals I liked animals too... I know that at first I loved playing with cars and hated all the girly things. Only in recent years have I started to think about "who I am." Ever since I understood what transgender means there's been a weird feeling inside of me saying "This is the real you". I've always hated my real name, but not because it's ugly it just never felt like my name and nowdays I hate people calling me by my name. I've also realised that every time I think about myself in the future, in my mind I can see a boy, I always see myself as a boy in the future and I can't help it. This whole situation is scary and kinda makes me feel anxious, because I know that coming out as a transgender would be a next level shit show... I don't know if this made any sense and if this (almost vent) comment makes you feel uncomfortable just delete this:) I just feel like I need someone with "experience" to tell me what to do...

@v.depaolisvincenzoni9541 Жыл бұрын

Even after more than five years spent trying to figure myself out I’m still unsure whether I’m actually male or just a very confused girl, so trust me when I tell you that this process never ends, even after starting hormones you may keep questioning yourself and that’s fine. The important thing though is to not make the wrong choice, so please, take all the time that you need and if you have doubts express them right away. Also, what you liked as a child doesn’t mean anything, and neither does what you currently like, I mean gender isn’t dictated by what you like, but by what you feel on the inside. Transitioning is a serious matter, I mean it’s like putting your life into hard mode, so before taking any serious actions you should really experiment with pronouns and clothing and see how that makes you feel, and if you realise that there’s is really no future for you besides being trans than that’s your cue to start transitioning. The fact that you can only picture your future self as male could be a sign that you are, but I’m no real expert on the matter. Whenever I had doubts I always went on r/ftm on Reddit looking for answers and that helped a lot, so maybe that could be a good place to start. I don’t know if this was useful, but I hope I was able to give you a bit more insight on the matter, and it’s normal to be confused at first but sooner or later I’m sure you’ll find your answer✨

@marsurbeloved5775 Жыл бұрын

@@v.depaolisvincenzoni9541 Thank you

@h.a.l.e.y2369 Жыл бұрын

your content makes me happy rn im dealing with major homophobia and transphobia on tiktok from the same person for example on ome vid i said i was a told everyone that im a demiromantic gender fluid lesbian and ive been getting comments saying stuff like i identify as a normal person

@elliot1873 Жыл бұрын

i too want to be james from team rocket and may or may not have cried over not being him at least once

@onyxbeanie Жыл бұрын

Wow this video is great. I only recently figured out i was trans because I had seen your videos and questioned myself and started being called Onyx (as you and your twitch named me) and experimented using he/him pronouns. I still havent came out as trans but yeah thank you for helping me figure out i was trans it really makes my day every time i think about it

@elizabethcarr4975 Жыл бұрын

For me, it took AWHILE to find out I was genderfluid. At first, I thought I was non-binary, but sometimes it just felt wrong. Sometimes I felt really masculine and it scared me, because I didn’t know what my parents stance on gay people was. We just never talked about it. And if I was trans masc it would be a whole big process (at least at that time, that’s what I thought it was. I thought I had to go on t or hormone blockers and wear a binder) and I wasn’t ready for that. But then sometimes, I felt feminine which was really hard to admit to myself because I thought it invalidated me being trans. I remember texting a good friend of mine who was my first look at people being genderfluid, and I told them my struggles and they said ‘are you sure your not genderfluid’ and I was like idk 🤷. It took a long time before I felt comfortable, but eventually I came out to my mom, mostly because my younger sister came out at bi, and my older sister was outed as a lesbian so she didn’t seem to care, but in all honestly I wasn’t ready to do that. Still, she supported me, but we didn’t get to have a deep convo. Present day, I found out that she is actually pan sexual and has dated women!!! Which’s as a big shocker but we all love each other. My dad is a big ally. :)

@ToxicYaoii Жыл бұрын

Ur content always makes my day :D

@livylepotato Жыл бұрын

This video actually helped me a lot, so thank you so much 😭 I've been having a hard time accepting the realizations I've made recently, still kind of in denial about it, to be honest. But like I said, watching this video helped immensely. I related to a lot of things, and in a way I'm glad that I'm not the only who's been through some of those things- I've recently started using pronouns I prefer now too and when I tell you it has made me sm happier- I apologize I'm not too good with words, just again, thank you sm!

@frog2085 Жыл бұрын

I came out as trans to select friends about a year and a half ago but in the last 6 months or so I’ve been really struggling with internalized transphobia pretty bad and even thinking about socially detransitining to try and please my parents. I guess I’m just really scared that if I come out to them they’ll disown me and I’ll have no support whatsoever. I don’t know what to do and I’m scared but your videos give a lot of hope right now so thanks.

@tuesjay Жыл бұрын

Hey Tae just wanted to say: I’ve been watching your content for about a year now and really started doing so more consistently the last 2-3 minths (twitch aswell) and so far it has really helped me with coming to term with the fact I might not be cis. Still got lots to figure out abt gender and I’m more focused on finding the right pronouns (which I’m experimenting with lots atm) more than gender identity but I think I definitely wouldn’t be where I am if it wasn’t for you. So thank you lots^^

@renthebird7340 Жыл бұрын

I love the look of the room

@BaconPlayz03 Жыл бұрын

Tae your experiences made me relate to them a lot so thank you. Idk if you’ll ever see this but how did the whole coming out parents go for you personally. Im Asian and my dad is very close minded and parent therapy didn’t change anything for him. So I was wondering how your parents grew to be more accepting. I also think it would be cool to hear from them as maybe that would help my dad relate more. It’s okay if you are uncomfortable with sharing that as it’s personal but thank you. You’ve helped me a lot

@taskfailedsuccessfully4046 Жыл бұрын

just found out you had a youtube channel!

@dum_ada Жыл бұрын

I could stop laughing when you kept looking to your right at the script

@blackjack90631 Жыл бұрын

Majority of my time is spent watching MTF videos, so it’s so fantastic to see and listen to an FTM trans video where it’s literally the same feelings, but just reversed

@Urmother-hw2zm 10 ай бұрын

My mother says that dysphoria isn't a thing, and that everyone else feels uncomfortable at puberty too, but the thing is, some trans people feel and extreme discomfort, like a lot worse than cis people going through puberty, like yeah nobody likes it, and I've seen so many stories about how their dysphoria was somehow mistaken for mood swings, just because someone is going through puberty, it doesn't mean that every intense emotion they have are caused by mood swings.

@Green.and.gay. Жыл бұрын

I wanted to join choir but i had to wear a dress, total deal breaker lol

@shadesofcallum Жыл бұрын

thanks to this video, it is officially set in stone that i am transgender. 🏳️‍⚧️

@atlas606 Жыл бұрын

omg ahaha i used to always use google hangouts 😭

@mangomehu6402 Жыл бұрын

ily man

@lazerpie101 5 ай бұрын

Is there a definitive way of knowing if you're trans? I'm unsure of myself, and I feel like my thoughts may be biased based on the groups I frequent.

@eestrm Жыл бұрын

As a kid I wished I was a boy. I wanted to play football and do karate like my brother. I also loved to wear dresses and play with barbies. When I was 8 I begged my mom to buy me a halloween costume princess dress which I wore to school on a completely normal school day. I didn´t always know. But I know now.

@Funeral953 Жыл бұрын

Was there a moment where are you wished that you didn’t come out as trans? I’m experiencing that rn and I wanted to see if you experienced that.

@emilywein8956 Жыл бұрын

Me an elder trans. I should watch this to determine if I’m trans.

@heyjestie Жыл бұрын

I am cinsgegner and watched this what happens now

@caeneuss Жыл бұрын

cinsgegner?

@TaesungTao Жыл бұрын

cinsgegner

@heyjestie Жыл бұрын

@@caeneuss yes

@hearts_4me295 Жыл бұрын

cinsgegner

@heyjestie Жыл бұрын

@@hearts_4me295 stop bullying me!!!

@jettube6788 Жыл бұрын

What sort of approvals did you have to get before starting testosterone?

@BAJA_BLAST_HOE Жыл бұрын

Im watching your videos because I keep getting transphobic republicans on my recommended, trans rights 🏳️‍⚧️

@Doodaaaa123 Жыл бұрын

oh brother

@kaeyasnumberonefanboy Жыл бұрын

Yup! Hes a man!

@Robyn2208 Жыл бұрын

I want to be a girl but I don’t feel like a girl so I doubt I’d be happy with transitioning

@Valentino016 Жыл бұрын

I identify as non binary. I thought I was trans at first.

@huntermitchell6846 Жыл бұрын

NO BC I THOUGHT THE SAME I THOUGHT TRANS PPL JUST GREW THE RIGHT BODY

@Amir_avi Жыл бұрын

9th

@lmfaonate3243 Жыл бұрын

I clicked on this video just to make KZfaq understand I never want recommended this type of content again

@pyramidcultures4811 Жыл бұрын

Really cool bro. I was looking for other people who also got this video in there feed. Keep posting this super interesting content(the right fap to it ;)) and youtube will push it to the front of the line.

@vervesbehz Жыл бұрын

no ur not

@kaeyasnumberonefanboy Жыл бұрын

shut up

@star_plant Жыл бұрын

And who r yiu

@vervesbehz Жыл бұрын

@@star_plant walter hartwell white

@jeongyeons Жыл бұрын

i realised i was trans because i had a friend who came out as ftm and i remember being upset because i wanted to be trans too and also come out but still ended up identifying as a cis woman for another year after that ?? now that i have come to terms with being trans im rly happy and love my identity but i cant come out irl so im only living a male facade online 🥲