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Toxic Tears

Toxic Tears

2 жыл бұрын

Jake and I have broken up, and my current living situation is not good. I'm sorry I'm coming back under these circumstances.
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@ToxicTears
@ToxicTears 2 жыл бұрын
Hey guys - I'm really overwhelmed trying to catch up with all the comments, and all my other messages and such are blowing up to from people who didn't know yet so I'm a bit frazzled, but I really appreciate all the support I've seen so far. A few people have asked about forms of support other than Patreon - It is the main thing I use right now but since people asked about Kofi and Paypal - I've set up a Kofi here - Hopefully it works, its hard to focus tonight 😅 My paypal is just x.toxictears@hotmail.co.uk But please don't feel obligated to use these, I'm just putting it here for the people who have been asking, thank you so much for all the kind words x
@lumpyspacegoblin6498
@lumpyspacegoblin6498 2 жыл бұрын
Hey i really don’t want to overwhelm you with even more input buuut… if you need anything you could make an amazon wishlist. I’m sure people could help you out. I wish you all the best 🖤
@brideyshepherd9680
@brideyshepherd9680 2 жыл бұрын
@@lumpyspacegoblin6498 she has one! Look in her description :)
@pixieinthemoshpit4876
@pixieinthemoshpit4876 2 жыл бұрын
I'm going to make a playlist of all your videos and have it going on loop while I'm at work it may not be much but I hope it helps at least a few bucks or something I really hope things look up for you
@thejesusfreaks7419
@thejesusfreaks7419 2 жыл бұрын
I am so very very sorry that this had to happen to you this should not have happened to anyone you do not deserve this I do hope that you're living situation gets better I'm sending lots of prayers and hugs I don't know if you saw Jake's video but he's completely moved on. to be honest he acted like a real big jerk but that's just my opinion. I'm deeply sorry I will definitely be praying for you!🖤🥺🦇🥀
@jamiebalthis4580
@jamiebalthis4580 2 жыл бұрын
I love you to the Moon and Back🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜 Seeing you in your videos. I fall more in love with your absolute gorgeous soul. Every time I see you. I look up to you very very much love. Your a bad ass female whom I adore💜🖤💜🖤💜💜💜
@Endiemanee
@Endiemanee 2 жыл бұрын
When she said " I wanna go home but there is no home" I felt that in my soul dude. I'm so sorry honey. Love you ❤
@nyx8927
@nyx8927 2 жыл бұрын
Seriously, I felt so much of this
@natnat8393
@natnat8393 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah that was painful to hear for me too :(
@CoralineMoth
@CoralineMoth 2 жыл бұрын
Same 😢
@maneskinnnnn7190
@maneskinnnnn7190 2 жыл бұрын
stay strong, one day you will have a home. Home is where your cats are :)
@savannahsmith8616
@savannahsmith8616 2 жыл бұрын
Same.
@lazarusdesanguine7502
@lazarusdesanguine7502 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya, just remember that every person who leaves a like on this video is giving you a hug. We all hope you can feel better soon
@HoneyBakedHamlet
@HoneyBakedHamlet 2 жыл бұрын
You know what? You're getting a hug too. *×squeeze×* :3
@jamiebalthis4580
@jamiebalthis4580 2 жыл бұрын
A 💯%🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜
@amyyy___
@amyyy___ 2 жыл бұрын
yes!!! i was just commenting 4.4k people love her and wish her the best and thats pretty awesome!
@CatnipWillow
@CatnipWillow 2 жыл бұрын
THIS! Big HUGS! Also. What you give us is what you give us. That's all up to you.
@L1GLIVE
@L1GLIVE 2 жыл бұрын
THIS.
@BecxyBoo
@BecxyBoo 2 жыл бұрын
Jake deleted his video due to backlash but basically a summary of his video is " Yeah, we broke up, but I'm doing great, I'm going to tour with my band, I live in this big fancy house and because I am such a great guy I am paying for Kaya to stay in a tiny studio where she isn't actually allowed to be staying in and doesn't even have running water". He was smiling the entire time too you could tell he'd already completely moved on from Kaya even after being together for over a decade. I feel like his ego has gone to his head. Because he uploads more frequently he has passed Kaya in followers and views even though his videos are complete garbage of him reacting and making fun of baby bats on tiktok. He also has a tour coming up which has probably made him feel like he is somehow above Kaya all of a sudden. You can tell all he cares about anymore is his own career and becoming rich and famous.
@m3t4l.h34d
@m3t4l.h34d 2 жыл бұрын
and he was like ‘it was consensual, she knew it was happening’
@WOLFGANG634
@WOLFGANG634 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving a synopsis bc I haven’t been keeping up with Jake’s channel and happened to see his insta stories with that Kat lady-So, I was confused about where Kaya was… I’m disgusted that I removed everything of Jake’s and Subbed to Kaya. Bless her! I hope she gets everything she deserves.
@rockdaniels3721
@rockdaniels3721 2 жыл бұрын
I remember I saw his video and from what I heard on his video, it seemed like the two of them broke up willingly because the both of them decided it was the best idea, at least that's the idea I got. A while later I saw his streams and I saw that only members of his channel were able to leave comments on the livestream. And I saw his stream right now and after the stream was over, I saw vids mentioning things about Jake and then I saw this video by toxic tears and... I'm just disappointed and confused. I hope toxic tears is doing much better now. I hope she found a place to stay, I hope she has better living sercomstances. If someone could explain to me what the hell happened it would be appreciated. I don't want like details or gossiping, I'm just confused.
@marsha4253
@marsha4253 2 жыл бұрын
Bro fr
@shaneheckler1183
@shaneheckler1183 2 жыл бұрын
You also have to realize that KZfaq is both of there jobs and a lot of guys move on faster and hide more emotion
@ravenmadison7761
@ravenmadison7761 2 жыл бұрын
11 years. 11 years of kayas life was spent with jake. she went into the relationship practically a kid. he was almost all she knew. she spent her days with him. and nights. coming home to him for 11 years. being able to run to him for 11 years. now she has no one, at least to the extent she had jake. it’s a different feeling when your s/o is no longer your partner and you can no longer pick up the phone and call them, or lay next to them in bed. it’s a very lonely feeling. i can feel her heart is truly broke. i hope things will look up soon. but i will admit, it’s a lengthy process. but it will be worth it. and you won’t even remember it in years to come.
@jordanrayne4779
@jordanrayne4779 2 жыл бұрын
Its painful to say, but its been 6 years and i still haven't gotten completely over my ex. I got over it enough to be with someone else, but I've always had this feeling like its not the same with this person. Sometimes the process can be very lengthy, especially if its hard to let important things that formed your life experience go.
@barbarahren5208
@barbarahren5208 2 жыл бұрын
It would be much easier if she would have hot water, kitchen, etc. You know those little things without wich you losing your mind.
@justinejustice_league1857
@justinejustice_league1857 2 жыл бұрын
11 years of girlfriendom... Being a girlfriend benefits the man as he gets the luxury of having a woman who loves him without having to sacrifice anything himself. When he gets ready to walk he feels comfort in knowing he has no obligations in making sure you're alright. He experiences no consequences in pulling the rug from underneath her and abandoning someone after more than a decade of loyalty. Maybe she didn't want to be his wife, but I don't see many women out here who put in that much time not excepting something concrete, especially when she's become dependent on him. It's sad and even if they aren't romantic anymore... as a long-term friend and human being he should atleast make sure she's safe.
@SamuelBlack84
@SamuelBlack84 2 жыл бұрын
It's been ten years since the woman I was engaged to and loved more than life itself diverted from my life and forged ahead alone until she married someone else and I still find myself thinking about her out of nowhere. What might have been? What if I had lived a life like everyone else, playing house? It's such an alien concept with me which is a shame because being with someone brings out the best version of myself. I've always been isolated and alone in one way or another and despite how lonely I often get I feel privileged that I can quite contently live alone and have absolutely nobody in my life. There's literally nobody I could talk to, anywhere. But, at the same time it feels suitable to me like something I was created for. I'm no good dealing with people anyway, they're like a different species to me. I've been single for quite a number of years and I'm used to it,the idea of dating someone honestly terrifies me
@Bbydoll90
@Bbydoll90 2 жыл бұрын
This comment made me really sad. More than than the video 😢
@emilybooboo
@emilybooboo 2 жыл бұрын
Sending you all the love in the world! I'm a bit far and live in a shyte town but I have a spare room if you need it. You got this! Xxx
@Romanticism-666
@Romanticism-666 2 жыл бұрын
AWE, I need this collab ASAP~
@jogaminggirly1086
@jogaminggirly1086 2 жыл бұрын
Ahh your so lovely and kind Emily boo. 😊
@antisocial-elly6978
@antisocial-elly6978 2 жыл бұрын
I love you Emily 😍
@DawnYarnDoll
@DawnYarnDoll 2 жыл бұрын
Yass, this 🖤💚
@Itsdarkmoons
@Itsdarkmoons 2 жыл бұрын
If this isn't love....I don't know what is. 🖤
@RolyWestYT
@RolyWestYT 2 жыл бұрын
Sending all the love in the world to you!! Always here for you if you ever need someone and I know I’ve said this already but you’re always welcome to come stay with me and cal for a while if you need to get away xxx
@ToxicTears
@ToxicTears 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!😭 Missing you like crazy, I’d definitely like to come visit soon ❤️
@jessicahontz9985
@jessicahontz9985 2 жыл бұрын
Roly, you are amazing! I just want to give u guys a big hug. I would like to help too
@DawnYarnDoll
@DawnYarnDoll 2 жыл бұрын
You're such a sweetheart ❤
@NadineMiller1974
@NadineMiller1974 2 жыл бұрын
@Roly I remember finding you through Kaya and love you both.
@nickpenny5497
@nickpenny5497 2 жыл бұрын
Roly, that is so kind. Having being in a bad place a few years ago, good friends are needed. Especially at this time of year.
@kirstymoss9810
@kirstymoss9810 2 жыл бұрын
From my perspective, you made Jake, you supported him, you helped make him what he is , he's an absolute unparalleled jerk , I absolutely have no respect for him , none whatsoever. Ive unsubscribed from him on every platform. He does not deserve any support .
@deatheducationdaily5830
@deatheducationdaily5830 2 жыл бұрын
I remember one of her videos a couple of years ago when she said he couldn't hold down a job and she had to financially support them both while he looked for work. I followed him for ages until there was a clickbait video about how he hates his mom and their issues etc. The other thing that's SUPER concerning is that on insta all his followers seem to be teenage girls and young women.
@RipStoned
@RipStoned 2 жыл бұрын
Jake Munro is literally the Jake Paul of the online goth community. Youre better off without him love. 🖤
@___Bexx___
@___Bexx___ 2 жыл бұрын
I seen someone call him the onision of the goth Community, and tbh, Im calling him gothnision.
@SpookiCooki
@SpookiCooki 2 жыл бұрын
Onision suits him better. I think Jake Paul would have a little bit more human decency.
@SaucyJack88
@SaucyJack88 2 жыл бұрын
That Jake guy isn't even goth. To be goth you have to actually listen to goth music, for starters. Even his fashion isn't goth, it's supposed to be visual kei, which is a Japanese rocker thing.
@satanswife2546
@satanswife2546 2 жыл бұрын
@@SaucyJack88 we try not to be gatekeepers but Munro is a bit of a cheat
@SpookiCooki
@SpookiCooki 2 жыл бұрын
@@satanswife2546 He's also gatekeeping anyway so I'd say it's alright to metaphorically punch him. Besides, everything can't be goth and I would put him in that box. He's a clown and nothing else.
@mayrac8543
@mayrac8543 2 жыл бұрын
It's not "a pathetic pity party" it's your life and your emotions are valid my love.
@stuffdealwithit
@stuffdealwithit 2 жыл бұрын
Important note: in order for Kaya to get some revenue from their videos, we have to watch the ads to their completion. It’s more important that ever to watch the ads on her videos right now so she can start getting back on their feet ❤️❤️ sending many strong hugs your way, Kaya 💪😤❤️
@veronica9532
@veronica9532 2 жыл бұрын
The dude always rubbed me the wrong way, he has a better than you narcassitic attitude and i noticed after he got slightly famous it got worse
@spook8412
@spook8412 2 жыл бұрын
The way Jake deleted his video because he KNEW damn well he was lying to everyone about what’s really happening. I hope the process of finding peace and healing is quick for you, Kaya. When the time comes, speak your truth. Only when you feel comfortable/safe enough to of course.
@___Bexx___
@___Bexx___ 2 жыл бұрын
he's lost nearly 10k subscribers, it's damage control at this point😅 here's to him losing more, not in a petty way but if he's deleted the video, just shows what kind of person he really is. I mean only a short section of it was dedicated to telling the story anyway, the rest was him just gloating.
@DifferentKindofGlam
@DifferentKindofGlam 2 жыл бұрын
What did he say in the video?
@___Bexx___
@___Bexx___ 2 жыл бұрын
@@DifferentKindofGlamthe thumbnail and title of the video was him explaining the situation. he spent a tiny amount of time speaking about kayas situation, how he's paying her full rent (for the freezing studio with no bathroom) and that it's perfect to live in (it's not even legal, she literally has a curfew because of the building's rules) covering his back basically and then spent the other 90% of the video gloating about his motorbike, travelling plans and video plans, scummy.
@spook8412
@spook8412 2 жыл бұрын
@@tanyeeberryland53 From my understanding, they had broken up a couple months prior to this video being posted. I could be wrong though. As far as I know, yes he did, with a mutual of theirs who’s already married. Just when he couldn’t get even more scummy, he runs an OnlyFans now.
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
@@tanyeeberryland53 yeah he did cheat on her and there’s a ton of evidence of it on reddit if u look it up :( terrible situation
@AlfredSoul
@AlfredSoul 2 жыл бұрын
For everyone reading this: This is the best time to watch all her older videos on a loop, even if you're not actively watching. You know, leaving it on when you leave the computer, etc. Get her some free AdSense.
@clcguk90
@clcguk90 2 жыл бұрын
Hey how does that work? Just keep playing her videos on my phone while watching TV? Sorry technology is not my strong point.
@We_Are_All_Vultures
@We_Are_All_Vultures 2 жыл бұрын
Or you could just send a few dollars...
@AlfredSoul
@AlfredSoul 2 жыл бұрын
@@We_Are_All_Vultures Also that, obviously. One doesn't conflict with the other.
@AlfredSoul
@AlfredSoul 2 жыл бұрын
@@clcguk90 Yeah, exactly. It's not going to do too much, but since it's literally free to do, why not.
@BeautyandtheBeeze
@BeautyandtheBeeze 2 жыл бұрын
@@We_Are_All_Vultures for the people that don't have the dollars to send her, it's a free-to-viewers suggestion, that roundabout helps her.
@dandarcy2539
@dandarcy2539 2 жыл бұрын
a breakup after that long of a relationship is hard enough, let alone doing it in the public eye and on top of everything else youre dealing with right now. know that you arent alone, you have all of us who deeply care about and love you💕💕💕
@jamiebalthis4580
@jamiebalthis4580 2 жыл бұрын
I could not have said it any better myself. Your truly a 1000 time over loved by all of us🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤💜
@tabi0neko
@tabi0neko 2 жыл бұрын
Same! 🖤 🖤🖤
@deatheyes973
@deatheyes973 2 жыл бұрын
Took the words right out of my mouth.
@laceymartin463
@laceymartin463 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly! Perfectly said! Whatever you need to do for yourself to get to a better place, do it and take the time you need. We’ll all be waiting here for you when you’re back!! 🖤
@jesseenns5573
@jesseenns5573 2 жыл бұрын
No bull 🐂 💩
@saintssinner5806
@saintssinner5806 2 жыл бұрын
The vibes from yours and Jake’s are so different. He seems calmer, already seeming to be over it. He said it was a mutual decision and now after watching this, I don’t feel that way. I think I found the both of you at the same time, so it’s been weird for me to see you guys not together anymore.
@rebeccaprater8814
@rebeccaprater8814 2 жыл бұрын
I'm wondering why jake just ended and seeming chill
@rebeccaprater8814
@rebeccaprater8814 2 жыл бұрын
Especially after 12 years
@adriennegonzales2636
@adriennegonzales2636 2 жыл бұрын
You nailed it. It's definitely not.
@blackbell7528
@blackbell7528 2 жыл бұрын
i feel the same. :/
@gothgammy666
@gothgammy666 2 жыл бұрын
Because it wasn't mutual, yeah thy are just youtubers but they are playing the celebrity game here even when it's an obvious lie.
@user-qy2zf4fs6g
@user-qy2zf4fs6g 2 жыл бұрын
I found you through Jake… but after seeing him change and watching you still be the same and your awesome humble self, I Unsubbed from him. You’re amazing! I’m so happy that you have the opportunity to start a life of your own, good things ahead 💜
@saraalarid1265
@saraalarid1265 2 жыл бұрын
🥺🥺🥺 I've been a patron on Jake's patreon for a long time because I knew it was helping the both of you out, but I will be changing it to yours. Good luck Kaya! 🖤
@jadegremlin3878
@jadegremlin3878 2 жыл бұрын
You are so sweet 🥺
@Laura_Crawfield_Valo
@Laura_Crawfield_Valo 2 жыл бұрын
Doing the same thing!
@krissyanderson4792
@krissyanderson4792 2 жыл бұрын
Same!!
@OniEvie
@OniEvie 2 жыл бұрын
Did the same thing. I'm honestly fairly bothered my money hasn't been going to Kaya as well since October. Absolutely no one is obligated to talk about a breakup immediately, but when we're under the assumption an income is supporting two people but that changes without telling anyone, it's... I don't want to say shady, but it's definitely questionable. Insanely happy to start supporting Kaya now though, since Jake doesn't seem to need the subscription anymore
@dakotasmummy31
@dakotasmummy31 2 жыл бұрын
@@OniEvie gonna be honest, I loved Jake when I first started watching him but it became apparent to me shortly after that he's quite egotistical, loves the sound of his own voice and seems really ungrateful, I mean, he says thanks for all these donations on his lives, but he sounds far from sincere.
@livijean1
@livijean1 2 жыл бұрын
Also, no one will blame you if you monetize the situation. Videos like “changing my hair color post-breakup” or “sorting through my 12 year relationship” where you go through and find photos of just you. Just off the top of my head.
@paperhearts3984
@paperhearts3984 2 жыл бұрын
Me and my boyfriend just broke up and he is already with another girl. It's crazy how some people can throw away a 3 year relationship and put so much time & effort into another girl but couldn't do it for me...Sorry that was my little rant but in the end this video made me feel better to know I'm not the only one going through this. We've got your back. xoxo
@meagannicole5262
@meagannicole5262 2 жыл бұрын
Been there! Spent 3 years with someone from 2015-2018 and he wanted to take a 2 week break from each other and in that time he asked for it, he had just met someone from his college. To this day, he's still with her and although he stated he didn't cheat, I believe he did especially knowing that he's living with her now and was flirting with her while with me. 2019, I got with my current boyfriend and everyday it gets more exciting The most dedicated man will love on his girl. Boys will just play you and everyone who crosses their path
@xtraterrestriiial-love
@xtraterrestriiial-love 2 жыл бұрын
@@LoveJesus515 y‘all even know what love is?😂 bruh you can for sure love someone while having to keep your distance because they’re just no good.
@hostilewerewolf405
@hostilewerewolf405 2 жыл бұрын
i was in a similar situation. was with a person for 4 years, but throughout those 4 years, was cheated on, without knowing. yes, several times, with several people. i found out the first time, because the first person came to me asking who i was. the second person was someone through the internet and the third was through a different city. i understand how difficult it is, and to see them move on quickly. but we got through it, and here we are. we have proven to ourselves that we’ve survived the depths of pain. i’m proud of you.
@jaydinelee7181
@jaydinelee7181 2 жыл бұрын
@@xtraterrestriiial-love absolutely. These people are ridic.
@weeaboo_weirdo
@weeaboo_weirdo 2 жыл бұрын
not a sustainable relationship, but you will find it ❤
@Xx_Gore.dolli_xX
@Xx_Gore.dolli_xX 2 жыл бұрын
Suddenly, I'm not a big fan of Jake, finding it difficult to look at his video and feel like he's genuine Edit I just finished his video and holy shit, he sounds extremely selfish, "I'm over it" as if it wasn't 11 years long and as if he didn't kick his partner out of the house they were in. He's selfish. You deserve better
@zoe-5957
@zoe-5957 2 жыл бұрын
He’s also lying in his comments trying to claim that kaya is spreading some misinformation that he basically can’t be bothered to disprove, like ok that’s probably because he knows what he’s done and doing and it’s so sick. I hope she heals
@minicat8701
@minicat8701 2 жыл бұрын
I always had a fishy feeling about jake, and yes jake is selfish a hole
@anamerida2618
@anamerida2618 2 жыл бұрын
What’s his channel name
@zoe-5957
@zoe-5957 2 жыл бұрын
@@anamerida2618 he deleted the video now which is sus but if you look at kayas old videos you’ll discover it
@joeypinkpants5203
@joeypinkpants5203 2 жыл бұрын
As said above, the video has been deleted on his end... make of that what you will, but his channel name is his first name... and then Munro just pop it into the search and it'll come up 🖤
@christina2411
@christina2411 2 жыл бұрын
I just came from Jake's video under the impression that it was mutual and that you were doing OK. But it does seem like it hit you out of nowhere. I'm sorry things are so shit for you. But everything will get better. You'll make it through all this, stay strong.
@camillej4223
@camillej4223 2 жыл бұрын
I thought the same, watched Jake's vid first.. and gotta say, I lost quite a bit of respect for Jake after seeing Kaia's video... He could've maybe picked a better time, where she wasn't so financially unstable 🙄
@w0lfsbxn3
@w0lfsbxn3 2 жыл бұрын
@@camillej4223 wouldn't it be easier though if doing it now, so she can deal with it all at once, then wait for her to get better and deal with everything and then feel like shit again? I get where your coming from, but if jake isn't happy either, it's a bit unfair for him to just keep being unhappy and be someone's emotional support when he isn't ready for that or as he said in his video, he has so many tours to do and stuff to do himself. It's a hard one I see both sides of the party.
@abikristina1124
@abikristina1124 2 жыл бұрын
It was rhe whole " My plans for 2022 💅 " part of his video and the clickbaity thumbnail. Never really liked him but that just left a fkin sour tasre
@camillej4223
@camillej4223 2 жыл бұрын
@@w0lfsbxn3 I don't think that he should stay in a relationship that he's unhappy in, but the timing could've been better, it seems very selfish of him to throw her out like that especially after so many years together, and he seemed so unbothered by everything in his vid, and kept talking about all the great things going on for him and that he's gonna get tattooed all over Europe... while she's lost everything. He owes her a good ending IMO.. she's basically homeless right now, and living in a freezing cold place... idk, if it was me I would've insisted on helping her, especially when you know that Jake has a pretty good income..
@camillej4223
@camillej4223 2 жыл бұрын
@@abikristina1124 agree... sadly I had so much respect for him before this, but that changed real quick after that video
@iceshade2291
@iceshade2291 2 жыл бұрын
I was in a relationship with someone for 15 years and they blindsided me by ending things out of nowhere. It happened at the beginning of the pandemic. I know how you feel . Sending you love and healing vibes .
@FlorenceIsOnFire
@FlorenceIsOnFire 2 жыл бұрын
Sending love to you.
@MeanGreen1345
@MeanGreen1345 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry, saying that's awful doesn't even begin to cover it
@iceshade2291
@iceshade2291 2 жыл бұрын
@@FlorenceIsOnFire thanks so much hun. I hope you have a happy holidays 🥰
@iceshade2291
@iceshade2291 2 жыл бұрын
@@MeanGreen1345 it's ok. I'm slowly rebuilding myself from the ground up . It's taking baby steps. It's been hard but hopefully things will get better.
@aannadangelo
@aannadangelo 2 жыл бұрын
Sending you all the love! You got this!
@stopbeingana-hole4151
@stopbeingana-hole4151 2 жыл бұрын
I always got a narcissistic vibe from Jake. To be fair, I genuinely won’t think his “band” will take off. I hope Conner walks away from him. Conner seems like a genuinely nice person, but who knows ya know. Sending love, healing, peace, and happiness. You do what you need to heal. ❤️ Edit: I stopped supporting him completely.
@55Ignis
@55Ignis 2 жыл бұрын
I would say there's nothing wrong with having goals and ambitions. At this point you can guess he put his career at the forefront of everything in his life, forgetting what was right in front of him the whole time. That said he's not at fault forending something he himself wasn't feeling anymore. He'd be lying otherwise. Understandable.
@gothiccentral1027
@gothiccentral1027 2 жыл бұрын
what would you feel like if they made up and this comment hurt kaya ps, i like his music and it there business not any of ours say
@krystalynkersey
@krystalynkersey 2 жыл бұрын
@@55Ignis those “goals and ambitions” were between her “friends” legs.. 🙄
@krystalynkersey
@krystalynkersey 2 жыл бұрын
@@gothiccentral1027 hoping that won't happen since he cheated on her.. ya know....
@55Ignis
@55Ignis 2 жыл бұрын
@@krystalynkersey wasn't aware that that was the case.
@jaybirdbrown4597
@jaybirdbrown4597 2 жыл бұрын
I found this poem for my baby bird, but I also dedicate it to everyone who reached out because they were/are also struggling with stuff. If the mountain seems too big today, Then climb a hill instead. If the morning brings you sadness, It’s OK to stay in bed. If the day ahead weighs heavy And your plans feel like a curse, There’s no shame in re-arranging, Don’t make yourself feel worse. If a shower stings like needles And a bath feels like you’ll drown, If you haven’t washed your hair for days Don’t throw away your crown! A day is not a lifetime, A rest is not defeat. Don’t think of it as failure, Just a quiet, kind retreat. It’s okay to take a moment From an anxious, fractured mind. The world will not stop turning While you get realigned. The mountain will still be there When you want to try again, So climb it in your own time … and love yourself ’til then.
@agoogleuser2764
@agoogleuser2764 2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely love this
@jaybirdbrown4597
@jaybirdbrown4597 2 жыл бұрын
@@agoogleuser2764 Same!
@J3llyForMyB3lly
@J3llyForMyB3lly 2 жыл бұрын
That's so beautiful...I'll share it with my partner who struggles with depression and anxiety for years now. I hope it makes her day, even if it is just one. THX
@jaybirdbrown4597
@jaybirdbrown4597 2 жыл бұрын
@@J3llyForMyB3lly Oh, I really hope so! - that would be amazing, even if it only helps a wee bit... I truly hope she gets some comfort from it and knows she's not alone. And at least she's lucky to have a caring guy thinking of her.
@J3llyForMyB3lly
@J3llyForMyB3lly 2 жыл бұрын
@@jaybirdbrown4597 That's very sweet of you. Thanks again for sharing
@ArooDoggo
@ArooDoggo 2 жыл бұрын
Maaaan the stark differences between yours and his “break up” videos is heartbreaking. My heart is literally breaking for you right now, I really wish I could afford to be a patreon for you, your situation right now seems so shit :( I sincerely hope something turns good for you soon Kaya x
@nicolebearrow243
@nicolebearrow243 2 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing about the massive difference in their videos.
@jennlynn212
@jennlynn212 2 жыл бұрын
@@nicolebearrow243 well he said he’s moved on and she hasn’t, it definitely came through in their videos
@rowandawn6794
@rowandawn6794 2 жыл бұрын
Right?? She was there for him when his channel was smaller (and much more "real") and now he's doing well he breaks up with her?? Sounds typical!
@R_L_A_G
@R_L_A_G 2 жыл бұрын
People take things differently, people also sometimes move on faster, people always have different circumstances, not everyone is good at preparing themselves for the worst emotionally or financially.
@forgetsin
@forgetsin 2 жыл бұрын
@@jennlynn212 yeah, imagine that. He had probably been planing to dump her for a while. No wonder he moved on. Wonder if he will pick you. good luck. lol
@legendaryfails7529
@legendaryfails7529 2 жыл бұрын
Sad? Yes. Hidden opportunity? Definitely. You don't need him. Get back to your core self, being an artist. Get creative. Your DIYs were always helpful to young goths. Or reinvent your self. I know getting back up on your feet is hard, especially when someone has been there, absently at your side, but really take this time for some self love and care. Eat at the fancy place you've always wanted to go to. Buy yourself a few cocktails at that one bar you've eyed a few times. Go listen to live music with friends or yourself. Take care of yourself. Read a good book. Paint your heart out. Take a trip. But still be mindful of the pandemic. Don't go in too crowded places, y'know. Find Kaya. You seem to have electricity. Buy yourself a space heater for your studio apartment. Something just for now. Buy yourself one of those big cozy oversized blanket hoodies. Get a coffee maker. Buy a hot water heater for tea. A microwave. Etc. Stuff you'll need to make a decent meal. I lived off ramen noodles for 4 years in college. It gave me gastro issues, but mostly cause I wasn't getting enough fruits and veggies. So if you're going to live frugally, keep that in mind. I'd sell art. Anything. Drawings, paintings, customs, etc. Sell whatever you have and don't need.
@vinamax
@vinamax 2 жыл бұрын
It's a studio space, not a studio apartment -- no bathroom or kitchen facilities.
@YoMama9021
@YoMama9021 2 жыл бұрын
And now she’s kicking ass and all that pain and suffering just made her stronger! Please don’t ever get back with his punk self. He’s definitely now just apart of the past.
@atr0phaneura726
@atr0phaneura726 2 жыл бұрын
Girl, I hated that dude. You're far better off without him. Also, it gets on my nerves that he calls himself goth when he is just a poser clown. He forgot about the pillar of goth: music. Also, his massive ego shows. I hope you're doing better now
@KTpeckham
@KTpeckham 2 жыл бұрын
Don’t ever feel obligated to be faux happy for viewers. I can’t speak for everyone, but I’m here for any content you want to make happy/sad/emotional. I completely understand, been there
@TheEnchantedBesom
@TheEnchantedBesom 2 жыл бұрын
this! emotions are human. It's real. People are here for you Kaya, no matter how you're doing. If you need to do a video just to do a mental check in, I think so many of us will be right there checking in with you.
@seniorenyore
@seniorenyore 2 жыл бұрын
It's so difficult to see the stark differences between your video and his. It's hard to see someone who is thriving and excited about their future while you see the other party suffering. I'm so sorry :(
@seniorenyore
@seniorenyore 2 жыл бұрын
@@DJrosevalentine Absolutely!
@emmyBsims
@emmyBsims 2 жыл бұрын
Sadly that’s always the case is a break up. Generally one is hurt and it sucks.
@seniorenyore
@seniorenyore 2 жыл бұрын
@@emmyBsims very true!
@Nanoniii
@Nanoniii 2 жыл бұрын
As an “overly emotional” person myself, it makes me sad to hear someone going through what’s clear to me is an incredibly difficult and painful situation say that they don’t want to seem overly emotional. I’m sorry if anyone made you feel like those emotions aren’t valid because they are and you’re allowed to feel them in their full capacity if you need.
@xo1793
@xo1793 2 жыл бұрын
Girl I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but you dodged the BIGGEST bullet! He used you for relevancy and now thinks he's bigger and better than you now he has it. When his time expires, which it will, he will feel so empty and really regret his decision. And by then you will have moved on and you will be living your best life!! I wish you all the best, you seem like such a lovely and genuine girl and I hope things fall into place for you soon. Xx
@Bbydoll90
@Bbydoll90 2 жыл бұрын
Let’s not assume please, I seriously doubt he “used her for relevancy” she mentioned they were together for 12 years! That is a long time!! I’m sure he did love her and things were great for many years and then well..shit happens😕
@xo1793
@xo1793 2 жыл бұрын
@@Bbydoll90 I've been following Kaya since she started KZfaq, as far as I remember they met on some kind of social media website (maybe Vampire Freaks?) where Kaya had a large following which Jake seemed to comment on a lot. I'm not saying he never loved her, but he also seems pretty transparent and enjoyed the clout. The reality is that he probably would have ended things sooner if it wasnt for the fact he wanted a career as a content creator and Kaya had more relevancy. Proper narcissist and I am glad our gal is free of it now after 12 years!
@Bbydoll90
@Bbydoll90 2 жыл бұрын
@@xo1793 ok I didn’t know all the facts. That makes sense. Also I did notice he has uploaded videos lately and seems perfectly fine and happy and hasn’t addressed anything. While she looks so devastated and can’t even look at the camera. I thought that was F&*%d up! It’s ok, he’ll get his karma.
@SpookiCooki
@SpookiCooki 2 жыл бұрын
@@Bbydoll90 He did upload a video, but it was like 5% about the breakup and the rest about his music and tattoos and shit. He added a comment that was full of misinformation to make himself look better. But people didn't buy it. He has lost over 10K subs since he uploaded that video so I believe he deleted it because of the backlash.
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
@@SpookiCooki yeah wtff and to add that he did in fact cheat on her with a mutual friend of theirs and there’s a ton of evidence on reddit to prove it :(
@AnimeBae370
@AnimeBae370 2 жыл бұрын
It feels fucked up to me that he have you move into a new house with him then all of the sudden let you be almost homeless.. I'm so sorry.
@jaydinelee7181
@jaydinelee7181 2 жыл бұрын
@@mariahsmith2427 sounds like he was lying
@jaydinelee7181
@jaydinelee7181 2 жыл бұрын
@@mariahsmith2427 seems like we might never know the entire truth.
@xylophone3919
@xylophone3919 2 жыл бұрын
@@mariahsmith2427 he did. She is staying in her recording studio. It's essentially an office, not a home. No shower or kitchen to cook meals in. I don't know why he has in his comments that he is paying for a "studio apartment" (my guess is he knows it's messed up) but she makes it clear in some replies to comments that it is in fact NOT a living space.
@whitama2
@whitama2 2 жыл бұрын
He could have at least given her a few month notice to get her life in order on her own!
@ashlynbulluck1667
@ashlynbulluck1667 2 жыл бұрын
@@xylophone3919 actually he says otherwise in his video.
@blackmagicwomanrj2857
@blackmagicwomanrj2857 2 жыл бұрын
I watched both your videos and immediately unsubscribed him. The way he seems so unbothered after ending a relationship of 11 years is scary. He seems so narcissistic and toxic. Kaya trust me, you may understand this now, but you're better off without him. I hope you find someone who truly appreciates you for who you are.
@TheWolfman932
@TheWolfman932 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya is a great girl. I totally agree with what you're saying. She's definitely better off.
@blackmagicwomanrj2857
@blackmagicwomanrj2857 2 жыл бұрын
@@TheWolfman932 Yeah right
@jaundicejoplin3903
@jaundicejoplin3903 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve always thought Jake was a cocky douche even though he had absolutely no reason to be. I seriously feel like he cheated Kaya and I’m so sorry girl. Many of us did not care for him we were just there to support you. You are not alone and we are here for you. Take one second, one moment, one day at a time. We are rooting for you, lots of love 🖤🖤🖤
@whitama2
@whitama2 2 жыл бұрын
“Sad, scared, alone, trapped, isolated, panicked..” I am so sorry! Please reach out when you feel the need. Yes, things WILL get better, but you are currently going through a lot and shouldn’t feel you need to deal with it alone. You’re not alone!! 💕
@yucLucy
@yucLucy 2 жыл бұрын
Anyone struggling and "afraid" to reach out to your friends: Ask yourself if you'd be annoyed with them if the situations were reversed and they'd reach out - probably not. Friends want to be there, it's a part of being a friend. You deserve love and care and sympathy, even if it's basically the same talk over and over at 3am. Sometimes you just have to get the love and reassurance and thats just fine.
@memequeen9945
@memequeen9945 2 жыл бұрын
Anyone else noticed that Jake might've deleted his break up video?
@OneFreeButterfly
@OneFreeButterfly 2 жыл бұрын
He admitted he did lol he's losing subs that's why lol
@motionlesscindy9452
@motionlesscindy9452 2 жыл бұрын
Yes!!!!
@sannanas9994
@sannanas9994 2 жыл бұрын
Because of the vieuws, his video was full of Lies...
@motionlesscindy9452
@motionlesscindy9452 2 жыл бұрын
The good thing I never subscribe to him anyways Lmfaoooo
@RachaeltheOmenWitch
@RachaeltheOmenWitch 2 жыл бұрын
I’m SICKENED that Jake wielded his financial privilege as a weapon and made you homeless! That’s deplorable behaviour! I’m so deeply sorry! You don’t deserve this. My heart breaks 💔
@sailorswashbucklingsavvy94
@sailorswashbucklingsavvy94 2 жыл бұрын
It's the fact that he's now super "active" on onlyfans is the sicking part for me
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
@@sailorswashbucklingsavvy94 it’s SO disgusting honestly especially when he is the one who CHEATED on her with a mutual friend :( there’s tons of evidence on reddit to show
@XxXEMOXxXish
@XxXEMOXxXish Жыл бұрын
''homeless''
@XxXEMOXxXish
@XxXEMOXxXish Жыл бұрын
@@greciat7664 cheated huh, you have real proof of that?
@evasmojang
@evasmojang Жыл бұрын
@@greciat7664 proof?
@DramaticMac
@DramaticMac 2 жыл бұрын
My heart is broken for you right now. Please let me know if I can do anything. Even if you need someone to talk to or to offload on I am here. Don’t feel alone. I know what it’s like having a long term relationship end and then going back to KZfaq it’s so confusing and painful filming when you honestly can’t get up some days. You will find an inner strength I promise. With time your heart will heal (I remember people saying it to me and I thought I’d be heartbroken forever but I did heal! ). Reach out to friends you are not an inconvenience they love you and want to help & talking is great medicine. Things will get better sooner than you think, sending you all my love ❤️❤️❤️ xxx
@norwichninja5601
@norwichninja5601 2 жыл бұрын
He would be nothing without you. He would have no KZfaq or "tours" without you. I hope you can find your strength and use this to fuel your career comeback. Post break up make up, outfits, grwm, date nights, finding a new place, vlogs, online dating. Turn this into a positive
@LawrenceConn
@LawrenceConn 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly! so true 👏🏻🖤
@HotPenny82
@HotPenny82 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed. Literally.
@beautyindarkness
@beautyindarkness 2 жыл бұрын
100%
@lailasweetest9246
@lailasweetest9246 2 жыл бұрын
💯
@Krigsfilosofi
@Krigsfilosofi 2 жыл бұрын
This comment definitely needs more attention.
@afrac7877
@afrac7877 2 жыл бұрын
After seeing your video, it seems like Jake wasn't completely honest in his. I'm really sorry about what happened and the situation you are in. I'm not in the position to help you financially, but I'm rooting for you and please know that you have all of us thinking about you and hoping you get better soon. You don't have to pretend that you are okay. Nobody in this position would be okay. We are here and we are sending our love.
@dudleyrosa20
@dudleyrosa20 2 жыл бұрын
I got the same vibes. He's unbothered and she's broken. I hope everything works out....
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
@@dudleyrosa20 there’s tons of evidence on reddit that he did in fact cheat on her :( he’s so despicable
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
he cheated and then treated her like this :,( and out in the open for people to know that he did it too, theres pics on reddit
@dudleyrosa20
@dudleyrosa20 2 жыл бұрын
@@greciat7664 I dont have or use reddit im sorry...🥺
@ldgmua3519
@ldgmua3519 2 жыл бұрын
Girl, he was made famous because of u! U put him in your videos and then, and only then, did he start to take off! It was all u! Honestly, in your videos together, I always got this vibe, u were just way too good for him! U r a power house, u r gorgeous, successful, and a kind heart. Cry all u need right now, when the time comes to rise from the ashes u will and it will be epic and he will be left in your dust. He will always regret this and be miserable, but u will eventually heal and thrive! This will just be a snippet of sorrow in your life when u look back and u will be glad u got off that sinking ship! Best wishes and prayers for u! U r gonna kick this bad time in the a--!
@oxosongbirdoxo
@oxosongbirdoxo 2 жыл бұрын
I dont want to contribute to you feelong awful or attacking him. But after watching his video first and seeing the absolute stark contrast of his video I am so mad you've been left in this situation. I believe that some others have suggested taking this further legally and i dont know if that would be feasible but... this being unfair just doesnt even seem to cover it.
@Sharkenite
@Sharkenite 2 жыл бұрын
In my 12 years of watching KZfaq, I have never ever joined a Patreon nor did I ever think of becoming anyone's Patreon in my lifetime. This will be the first time I will be joining a Patreon. I am more than happy to help in anyway I can.
@PipocaVape
@PipocaVape 2 жыл бұрын
Same!
@ialicat9074
@ialicat9074 2 жыл бұрын
@@PipocaVape also me
@haleighhellfire321
@haleighhellfire321 2 жыл бұрын
He said it was mutual but it feels like you just respect his wishes more than he respects your decency to a comfortable living situation after spending nearly 12 years with you. I've been watching you for years and hated his deathcore wanna be Ariana grande video that got him more relevancy a few years ago. "Like a phoenix, I rose from the ashes." You got this girl. We're all here for you.
@sarahthomas4831
@sarahthomas4831 2 жыл бұрын
Just came back from jakes video and now i see who the real problem is im so sorry u don't deserve this he is takeing it all so weirdly well
@PuddleDrops
@PuddleDrops 2 жыл бұрын
It seems kinda like he lost it all a while ago.
@sarahthomas4831
@sarahthomas4831 2 жыл бұрын
@@PuddleDrops ikr i honestly feel that the fame went to his head like to just not be in love with someone u been with for 11 years and already be over then in like 2 months ia not normal at all her pain is very real the way she is acting is how one should him on the other hand is not in anyway normal
@Terrorific_tray
@Terrorific_tray 2 жыл бұрын
Talking to people isn't a bother. That is what friends and family are for. I'm sure they don't want to see you so broken. My heart goes out to you.
@C4TC4T
@C4TC4T 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly, that’s when you find out who really are your friends and family (the ones who will support and listen to you)
@NaveedNaheedMusic
@NaveedNaheedMusic 2 жыл бұрын
Sweetheart, I’m so sorry. Giving you a massive hug.
@Casper219219
@Casper219219 2 жыл бұрын
You’re not annoying and you’re not throwing a pitty party. You will go further then you think after this. You also you very beautiful in this video. Your face has been missed.
@lunanotte9202
@lunanotte9202 2 жыл бұрын
I was in a 9 year relationship, straight out school too, when me and my ex broke up. I always thought I was a pretty independent person, but my first week living on my own was rough. I realized I wasn't as independent as I thought. It takes time but it does get easier and better. I'm glad my ex broke up with me. It gave me a chance to grow and discover more about myself, that I probably would have never knew if we had stayed together.
@s.elizabeth1753
@s.elizabeth1753 2 жыл бұрын
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@HousewifeO
@HousewifeO 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I've watch you for years, and Jake sometimes, but I will say that watching his video seemed kind of odd. I won't pry into your privacy, the only thing that bothered me was how his video seemed very materialistic and un-bothered. That's all I have to say for the sake of your request for privacy. However, I really hope that you're ok. I am so sorry that you have to deal with this, and know that no one thinks this was "cringe", or that you are being "too depressing". We all care for you and hope for the best. Sending lots of love and hugs
@elizabetharrowood4015
@elizabetharrowood4015 2 жыл бұрын
I just joined your patreon because of this video. I just got out of a 12 year marriage, my husband left me, a little over a year ago. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. But I’ve just bought a house of my own, on my own, and things are looking up. I wish you all the best, and that you glow and grow and end up on the other side of this a happier and more fulfilled person. You deserve so much.
@amybishop666
@amybishop666 2 жыл бұрын
Hey baby, do me a small favor plz? Do NOT say he left you. He FREED you. ask yourself why things are looking up now that he's gone? I hope its made you realise how much you're worth, your beauty, and that you deserve to be happy and loved. 💜💜
@janesweeney9644
@janesweeney9644 Жыл бұрын
My dear sweetheart. I feel your pain completely and have been in your same situation. I thought my life was over and that I would never recover. I will keep you in my thoughts and send you positive energy. You will get through this pain and be happy and whole again!!
@mandalahorse
@mandalahorse 2 жыл бұрын
I mean like ending a relationship is one thing, but kicking her out immediately - really? That's just so rude... I was a fan of him but now he's just kinda a selfish idiot to me, who's screaming for attention on his instagram. Stay strong love - we're here for you.
@cinemaspin
@cinemaspin 2 жыл бұрын
Not even "kinda", he's a piece of shit for that. really
@WitchOvEndor
@WitchOvEndor 2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry Kaya. Jake finally starts to get some success after you been supporting him & he bails… Wow, my heart breaks for you. He’s super disappointing…. Please take care of yourself…
@silkcatgirl3597
@silkcatgirl3597 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly this, and big vibes from his video on the matter compared to Kaya's
@freakishuproar1168
@freakishuproar1168 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry you're going through this Kaya. I also watched Jake's video about this and (not to invalidate however you're feeling right now about him and this awful situation) I honestly think you'll be better off without him in your life. He seems pretty _laissez faire_ about the whole thing, not to mention the utterly embarrassing clickbaity thumbnail he attached to a video where he spent most of the runtime talking about his bike, tour dates and generally being a gatekeeping old man. You're better than that and you deserve better.
@sarahxfollers
@sarahxfollers 2 жыл бұрын
💯
@SapphireDragonDX
@SapphireDragonDX 2 жыл бұрын
Doesn't help that he can say all of that comfortably in an actual house and not a studio that lacks heat. The fact that Jake gave Kaya the boot instead of just having her sleep in a different room in the same place while she tries to figure out where to find a good new place to live is... really, really shitty. Kaya deserves better treatment than that.
@mia-yf3ip
@mia-yf3ip 2 жыл бұрын
Facts
@sydney5887
@sydney5887 2 жыл бұрын
💯💯💯
@Ratsoftheswamp
@Ratsoftheswamp 2 жыл бұрын
The moment I started watching her (years and years ago) I always got horrible vibes from him and really disliked him so I'm not surprised that he ended up hating cats and doing this to such a lovely person. She is so sweet and he really seems cold and heartless and judgmental.
@summer2112
@summer2112 2 жыл бұрын
It’s been 27 years since I felt someone threw me away after many moons together. It still hurts. I ended up doing a tour of psychiatric wards. Please take extra care of yourself and take time to heal. Get any help you can. You will get to a better place and life will bloom again and you along with it. But mourning the loss and healing from the pain are necessary to get there. I wish you all the luck in the world xx
@Bbydoll90
@Bbydoll90 2 жыл бұрын
Wow I’m sorry you went through that!😢 why did you end up in a psychiatric ward? If you don’t mind me asking
@wendyfleming-smith369
@wendyfleming-smith369 2 жыл бұрын
@@Bbydoll90 I got so low after the abusive ending ( including violence and sexual violence) that I tried to end my life. So I was out in hospital for my own safety for a few months several times.
@Laineyish89
@Laineyish89 2 жыл бұрын
I honestly have always felt Jake was a bit toxic and narcissistic...but still I'm sorry that youre in a bad way :( sending hugs and love
@yoshi4721
@yoshi4721 2 жыл бұрын
Well at least Jake admits he’s narcissistic and a douchebag
@emmelineliajames2177
@emmelineliajames2177 2 жыл бұрын
I agree.
@CobaltLobo
@CobaltLobo 2 жыл бұрын
He's gonna lose a lot of subscribers cause of this
@junniejj
@junniejj 2 жыл бұрын
@@CobaltLobo no he's not, his fanbase is mostly thirsty woman who love calling him "daddy". meh.
@CobaltLobo
@CobaltLobo 2 жыл бұрын
@@junniejj unfortunate that people overlook his egotistical behavior and keep following him after this shit. I always could tell he was cocky but this is a whole new level. Not cool for him to leave her like this. I think his fame really took over his life and he ended up pushing Kaya aside cause of it. You have such a bright future ahead of you Kaya, you don't need someone shallow like Jake. He'll have to live with his mistakes and that's his loss, not yours. The universe did you a favor by ridding a toxic person from your life. He's a very negative human being even if he doesn't come off that way to his viewers. Now is your time to embrace your singleness. BTW this is coming from someone who is dealing with a fairly fresh break up as well. Things WILL get better
@vampiresiren2
@vampiresiren2 2 жыл бұрын
Not to bombard you Kaya but accept the help. If you are offered a room to get back on your feet take it. If you are offered a few days with friends take it. If people are willing to help grab that help with both hands ok. I 100% understand how hard this hits and as someone who went through it please please DO NOT doubt yourself. Damn girl I'm only a subby but if you are stuck reach out. None of us want you living like that
@phoebeblack7636
@phoebeblack7636 2 жыл бұрын
11 years... I can’t imagine how hard it must be for both of you. I really hope you’re both doing okay, sending my best to both of you 🖤
@katerinajessicacarter
@katerinajessicacarter 2 жыл бұрын
You don't need to be cheery and entertaining just be you. I'm so sorry 😞 I didn't but did know and only found this video today. I hope and trust that your life feels better and know that you are loved 💖 -X-
@rebeccaprater8814
@rebeccaprater8814 2 жыл бұрын
If jake gets with another "girl" then we all know why he abruptly ended it so the least we can do is cancel him if it happens 😂🤙🏼
@imuy31yumi13
@imuy31yumi13 2 жыл бұрын
Yesss!!!!
@wolvie1618
@wolvie1618 2 жыл бұрын
Well turns out he was in fact cheating on her, has a video of himself with the other woman. And she was a married woman too from what I heard. Disgusting.
@rainbeaurashkis9711
@rainbeaurashkis9711 2 жыл бұрын
It happened, commence the cancelling😂
@kayaharris929
@kayaharris929 2 жыл бұрын
Surely Kaya would be owed something legally after such a long relationship!? Especially with the house assuming it was in both their name's? Jake said this was a long time coming in his video so why did he not do it before they moved out? I just can't believe he would wait until he got settled in the new house to do it, he must've known how much you were wanting a new place. My heart breaks for you, I'm so sorry, Kaya.
@LadyFlarik
@LadyFlarik 2 жыл бұрын
Actually there’s pretty much nothing she can do since they weren’t married 😥 but I see it the same way. He could have at least let her stay until she finds something new.
@kayaharris929
@kayaharris929 2 жыл бұрын
@@LadyFlarik that sucks. Not sure what the laws are over there but in my country, I imagine she would be
@melaniemurphyofficial
@melaniemurphyofficial 2 жыл бұрын
I love you so much and want to be there for you as much as I can…it was really lovely to see you last week and I’m going to visit up north as often as I can ❤️ Really proud of you for finding the strength to make this video xxx
@ToxicTears
@ToxicTears 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much 😭 It was so good to see you, I always miss you so much ❤️ It was really good to get everything that’s going on out. Can’t wait for next time.
@DawnYarnDoll
@DawnYarnDoll 2 жыл бұрын
@cassieokirk
@cassieokirk 2 жыл бұрын
@@mariahsmith2427 She didn't say that either.
@mmc1086
@mmc1086 2 жыл бұрын
@@cassieokirk yes you’re right she does mention he’s funding the studio and car for now but just as a temporary measure.
@khristinerojas6990
@khristinerojas6990 2 жыл бұрын
For several years I kept thinking to myself "is it just me or does this guy seem like an asshole? She deserves a lot more than him." I may not know him or the nature of your relationship but you definitely deserve a lot hun! Stay strong and keep your head up. Don't forget what an amazing person you are. Opportunity is around every corner.
@EmoFags-il8lt
@EmoFags-il8lt 2 жыл бұрын
I’m not going on a jake hate train, but I’ve felt the same. Just his demeanor and the way he talks about others, always kinda made me think he was a jerk. I used to love his content until he started watching TikTok’s and bashing everyone on it, he showed his true colors.
@cattbutt7758
@cattbutt7758 2 жыл бұрын
@@EmoFags-il8lt I've felt the same for years and just stayed silent because obviously who am i? Why would my opinion on him matter? As long as she was happy and they were happy. But its really eye opening to see others acknowledging what I've seen and felt in the past.
@MsWitchHazel666
@MsWitchHazel666 2 жыл бұрын
@@EmoFags-il8lt you couldn't have said it better I kind of noticed a shift in his demeanor or whatever you want to call it when he started doing the mass-produced Tik-Tok bashing videos like I understand he's trying to make money and make a living but it's such a difference between what he used to do and what he does now I used to be a fan of his and then slowly just became turned off by him I really feel bad for her I hope she's okay and I hope she figures everything out 11 years is a long time
@jessicaslife9176
@jessicaslife9176 2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely, something off about him...
@jessicaslife9176
@jessicaslife9176 2 жыл бұрын
@@EmoFags-il8lt absolutely I watched some of his videos bashing people too and it was really unsettling. He seems to act like he's better than everyone else but I never said anything because I'm not going to be that way to someone I truly don't know but it's crazy how so many people are saying the same thing about him. He seems ingenuine and a little bit selfish.
@milly-moo9056
@milly-moo9056 2 жыл бұрын
I just found out the real reason of what happened ... I can honestly say you are a strong woman! I won't say on here what I found out, but I really feel for you. I hope you are okay... if I lived nearer you, I would let you live at my place for free until you felt ready xx sending you love
@Mrs.McFarland
@Mrs.McFarland 2 жыл бұрын
I just want to say Jake made it seem like it was mutual and I am deeply saddened that that wasn’t the case it seems like you were blindsided and that’s really not fair… I’m deeply sorry you are going through this ! I hope you find a comfortable place for you and your cat ! I’m happy he is helping you in some way but I’m still a little disappointed that you couldn’t prepare in any way because it was out of the blue
@kettlecorn2197
@kettlecorn2197 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@CheerUp2
@CheerUp2 2 жыл бұрын
I was shocked too! I could also be in his head he felt it was mutual like "oh she must also be feeling this way and things are working anymore" and just the communication wasnt there and he assumed it was time to ends things but for her she very much wanted to continue forward. Regardless its upsetting :((
@rachelmazza4079
@rachelmazza4079 2 жыл бұрын
…it makes me feel weird inside that in his video he’s talking about how great his life is and talking about his merch and tattoos in the same video about talking about a long term relationship breaking up but I guess people cope in different ways…
@zzemen
@zzemen 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah I was thinking the same...
@CutiePie232
@CutiePie232 2 жыл бұрын
Yes broke my heart
@elenacoww
@elenacoww 2 жыл бұрын
it's a life update video, though. he didn't post it to just talk about the breakup that they both clearly don't want to share with the internet. everyone has their reasons for ending a relationship and no one's obligated to feel a certain way after doing so. all there is to do is for both of them to progress with their lives and it would be so much simpler for them if people understood what boundaries are. my heart goes out for kaya as well, but life doesn't stop here. She'll find the strength in herself.
@colapea6048
@colapea6048 2 жыл бұрын
Yes! His video was so cold. When he started saying something along the lines of “ I sound like this because I already went through getting over the break up ” I was thinking he was going to say the break up happened a long time ago. When he said the end of Oct I thought damn he’s heartless. After 11 years?? That’s all the emotion you got??
@cadavher
@cadavher 2 жыл бұрын
She helped him get on YT and with his band and now that he has all the little fan girls chomping at his bits, it's the attention he never got in his 20s driving his ego up. It's OK to not love someone anymore, it's not OK to completely blindside someone that you've been with for 12yrs. My brother let his ex live in his house for months after they broke up till she found a new place and they wee only together for a year. He paid all the bills, helped her get a new car, and gave her $20g to start new. And my brother isn't making the money Jake makes. So selfish of him, especially after Kaya supported them for a long long time.
@briannabarreto7146
@briannabarreto7146 2 жыл бұрын
I wish I could give you a big long hug. Im so sorry and I hope things get better. 🖤
@r0semary17
@r0semary17 2 жыл бұрын
Im truly sorry. Your feelings are valid. Give yourself grace and kindness. I’ve been through breakups and a divorce and they are crap. I also hope things improve in other areas of your life.
@orionova
@orionova 2 жыл бұрын
Sweetheart, I'm old enough to be your mum, and I just want you to know that I and all your fans are here for you. I understand what you are going through. And I promise you, it will get better. I won't lie to you and say it's going to be fine in a week or a month or a year from now. But the bad days will become fewer and the good days will increase. We love you.
@tabi0neko
@tabi0neko 2 жыл бұрын
I love this 🖤
@user-ux2dd9pp8x
@user-ux2dd9pp8x 2 жыл бұрын
Don't worry about KZfaq, Your Mental Health matters more focus on yourself. I'm sure a lot of your subcribers will still be here for when/if you do return and if you choose not to continue with KZfaq I'm sure we'll understand.
@xPrettyBones
@xPrettyBones 2 жыл бұрын
I've been stewing over this the past few days and I'm honestly so pissed and heartbroken for you. I saw his video first and was so put off by how dismissive and nonchalant he was. As soon as I watched your video, I was shocked by the contradictory story. It broke my heart to watch you cry, while on the other hand, I couldn't even make it through his video. It seemed so ingenuine. Although I understand that people grow apart and that relationships end, the fact that you two have been together so long, and he has behaved in such a disrespectful manner is deplorable in my eyes. When my relationships have ended while we were still living together, I have always let the person stay until they were financially independent and were on solid ground. Even when relationships have ended romantically, there should still be a sense of friendship and caring. The video he made and the situation he put you in don't reflect any of that. You're beautiful, intelligent, kind, and authentic, Kaya. I love watching your videos and I've also had them all playing on repeat and muted in the background for the past six days. I know you'll come out of this stronger and I pray that this chapter in your life passes quickly. Sending you lots of love.
@mewmew8631
@mewmew8631 2 жыл бұрын
He was talking about ‘ it’s was months leading up to this point ‘ ‘she’s on understanding and it was an agreement ‘ and I immediately came to her page because his vibe was just.. off and here I found out he’s practically kicked her out and she’s homeless!!!
@xPrettyBones
@xPrettyBones 2 жыл бұрын
@@mewmew8631 Exactly! I was blown away completely. I felt, for a lack of word, betrayed? I was a big fan of Jake but this is straight up inexcusable. Everything in his video was a outright lie or a half "truth". It made me ill watching his video.
@madidezirae
@madidezirae 2 жыл бұрын
I agree too. I watched Kaya's video first, then Jake's. Though it is none of our business and it isn't our relationship, and no one knows the full story- I will say. The way Jake acted about it was much more nonchalant. His body language and wording showed that. Seeing Kaya so upset broke my heart, and hearing her struggle irks me. I love them both as creators, and to me they were such a power couple. But I dunno. We don't know the full story. But do I like how Jake handled talking about it? No. He treated talking about the break up more like she was a fling instead of someone he was with for 11 years.. And it really, really bothered me.
@NinjaKittyMew
@NinjaKittyMew 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly as someone who came out of a 10year relationship. It never ended as bad as this. I wasn't homeless or kicked out I left when I was on my feet myself. This is heartbreaking.
@KittyRoyalty777
@KittyRoyalty777 2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same. The difference between their videos makes me sick. I don't know the full story nor is it my place to seek the full story. All I know is I do not like the vibes I'm getting from Jake's part. It just doesn't sit right with me at all. Kaya disserves better treatment.
@ninachan8920
@ninachan8920 2 жыл бұрын
You're so insanely beautiful, even though you're hurting you're still so mindful, articulate, and honest about what you're going through. I resonated with a lot of what you said certain things absolutely struck a chord with me just like many others watching this I'm sure. Life is so full of insanity and when you have no place to call home, or your actual home doesn't feel like home it hurts. Home is a person, or people it's not a place at least that's how I've come to realize it to be. You deserve an incredible, and safe home lovely the sooner the better I say❤️ Do things at a comfortable pace for you and try to find the joy in it so it doesn't feel so overwhelming for you I know that's easier said then done but us annoyingly emotional human beings have to try a little harder than others just to do normal human things which some people just dismiss like it's not true or not genuinely hard to overcome the hoops poor mental health makes you jump through but plenty of us out there understand everything you're going through. At the very least there's plenty of good empathetic people rallying for you. Good luck to you sending all the positive vibes your way.
@emmahhil
@emmahhil 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya, when you said "I really can't take anymore" - I felt like I have been where you are right now emotionally. It is so fucking hard and I'm sending you all my best wishes, heated blankets and everything you need right now ❤️ when I was in that place it took me a long time to feel okay again, to feel stabile again. But it did happen. I hope it happens for you soon, sending you all my strength in these tough times ❤️
@CrypticJasmine
@CrypticJasmine 2 жыл бұрын
Same! 💖💖💖
@wretchelttv
@wretchelttv 2 жыл бұрын
Wouldn't have crossed Jake's content if I hadn't found you. Honestly feel like you were a huge part of how all of that happened. Stopped following him a while ago because of other things, but remained following your content. Happy to have you back, thick or thin. Looking forward to new content, and hoping I can support you in the future with it. 🖤🖤🖤 Lots of love and ghostly support.
@theflowerhead
@theflowerhead 2 жыл бұрын
Very sweet. I hear you.
@xylophone3919
@xylophone3919 2 жыл бұрын
I stopped following him too a while back. His content just...yeah. Was no longer for me.
@theflowerhead
@theflowerhead 2 жыл бұрын
@@xylophone3919 What happened? If you don't mind me asking.
@aestheticnamehere4150
@aestheticnamehere4150 2 жыл бұрын
@@theflowerhead not trying to speak for others but a lot of alt people stopped watching Jake because of the way he talked about others alt genres/alt teens on tiktok and the way he acts about cringe culture (essentially just perpetuating the whole thing of certain ways of existing being so cringy and bad) ((and about two years ago(?) some of his content led a lot of people to think something predatory was happening))
@colddarkness1798
@colddarkness1798 2 жыл бұрын
Jake is king he dropped his vampire crown! He picked it up and start going on.
@jewelzkitkat1312
@jewelzkitkat1312 2 жыл бұрын
Awe, I’m sorry you’re going through all of this around the already dreaded holidays! I am sending you all the love girl!
@calliopebuttons123
@calliopebuttons123 2 жыл бұрын
It was such a rollercoaster of emotions when I saw this on my feed- excitement that you were back, followed by being plunged into sadness seeing the title. I’m sending you all the positive energy! I know it seems impossible now but things will get better. Sending you a big hug -and signing up on your patreon now ❤️❤️
@lpv2292
@lpv2292 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, please remember that even if you feel like you "bother" people, remember that they are your friends for a reason. Don't let go of help in a moment of need for the sake of being scared of bothering others. You are as important as others and deserve good stuff!
@GeekyC
@GeekyC 2 жыл бұрын
I always say to people “your bothering me by not bothering me” 🤣
@wannabekingpin
@wannabekingpin 2 жыл бұрын
nobody's upset with you for being gone, Kaya. You'll get through this. We're all still here for you.
@yuka3215
@yuka3215 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya has always been so kind and caring to animals even though they can't repay her, so i hope that she receives the same love she gives so selflessly. 💜
@20GaugeSX4
@20GaugeSX4 2 жыл бұрын
You're going to get through this and flourish. I can feel it.
@krysk6111
@krysk6111 2 жыл бұрын
I watched both of your videos and I am just going to say it....one day you will be more than ok without him. You will look back on this as being that really shitty fucking thing that ended up changing your life for the better. I'm really happy to see you back ❤
@katielouwho888
@katielouwho888 2 жыл бұрын
I watched Jake's video first, so I was surprised to see how upset and struggling you are. It made me angry that he left you a bit high and dry. I think after such a long relationship he owed you a bit of time to get settled some place new.
@Sheytopia
@Sheytopia 2 жыл бұрын
same...
@djungelskog2230
@djungelskog2230 2 жыл бұрын
Yea I kinda feel the same tbh…and yes I’d feel the same the other way around lol. Either way it would still be pretty shitty. Considering they JUST moved house and they hadn’t even fully moved in and now it’s just his… ://
@lunaphonehome
@lunaphonehome 2 жыл бұрын
The difference in their videos speaks volumes.
@dubkustomz85
@dubkustomz85 2 жыл бұрын
@@lunaphonehome Was just about to say this. The difference is shocking. It's really changed my opinion on Jake... don't know if I want to keep following him at this point.
@goshdarnmorti5106
@goshdarnmorti5106 2 жыл бұрын
@@lunaphonehome Yeah... using the title and thumbnail as clickbait to shill merch and self promo, and talk about wonderful adventures with other people? Tasteless.
@hasturprynne
@hasturprynne 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry. I also lost my partner of almost 12 years a few months ago (his choice as well), so I definitely know a lot about what you’re going through. It fucking sucks and no amount if “oh I hope you feel better soon” helps, but please know that you’re not alone. I just wish I could give you a big hug. Don’t worry about KZfaq right now, take as much time as you need to for yourself. 💜
@sv9491
@sv9491 2 жыл бұрын
This is fucked up to say but I am so relieved you're not with him anymore. He has always given me bad vibes. The way he holds himself in his videos and the way I've seen him talk to you (or over you) was very uncomfortable. Obviously, I don't know shit cause we only see a tiny tiny bit of your lives but my instinct always felt off with him. Things are gonna get better. Slowly, and in ways that seem foreign but they will. Focus on you. On healing. This time next year will be better. You have thousands of strangers who will support you if only you ask. Wishing you peace and love. You aren't too much. Crying and emotions are okay and good!
@disneyfan101rocks
@disneyfan101rocks 2 жыл бұрын
The response videos from both ends are so drastically different. Repect the privacy but lowkey dissapointed in Jake just putting 5 minutes into a video about a long ass relationship and the rest is just about tattoo and tour and tik tok. Like reeeallly that couldnt of been for a separate video??? Like not saying it needed to have been long but he could of at least separated the videos. It felt more like news update video (and then and in other news etc if you know what i mean) rather than a life update. Either way im sorry for you and im hoping the best and that you can find balance in your life again! I feel that pain too and feel lost right now too. I wish the best for you Kaya and that you can make videos with you actually happy again!
@MariaScotland
@MariaScotland 2 жыл бұрын
I’m old enough to be your mum and wouldn’t usually leave a comment but I feel so overwhelmed seeing you so down and want to send you love and warmth. I will send you something using your link in the hope you can find a place to live and get warm. Much love xxx
@lavenderlight03
@lavenderlight03 Жыл бұрын
I started watching your channel back when I was in middle school (about 6 years ago) and I'm just now seeing this. I have always and still do believe that you deserve the best. I really hate that life has been horrible but I believe that you will get through this! You have always been so strong. I wish you the best and lots of love coming your way. You deserve the best lovely! Stay strong
@louleigh
@louleigh 2 жыл бұрын
For the longest time I've felt the biggest bad vibes from jake...you are so so much better off without it. It may be hard to see right now but you will show him what he's missing when you are back on top! ❤️
@GRA2itous
@GRA2itous 2 жыл бұрын
Seeing this video after Jake's makes me feel like he wasn't honest about the situation, like at all. And that honestly hurts because I'm a big fan of his. My heart breaks for you Kaya. For a decade long relationship to just end in this fashion is inexcusable. Stay strong you beautiful woman, you WILL overcome this.
@greciat7664
@greciat7664 2 жыл бұрын
amen
@xylophone3919
@xylophone3919 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I was totally disgusted by his video and the following comment when he tries to make himself seem less shitty.
@loveydovey9733
@loveydovey9733 2 жыл бұрын
I felt 0 remorse considering his entire video was, "Yeah we broke up BUT GUESS WHAT I'M GONNA DO?! Travel the world with someone." He's planned this move for awhile and it shows. She's devastated and living in a studio feeling unsafe when he's saying otherwise.
@melgmomma6700
@melgmomma6700 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed whole heartedly he was like yep slaps.hands all done meanwhile her heart is breaking
@marzipanmango
@marzipanmango 2 жыл бұрын
@Brigite Vitali Yeah like I would never leave my boyfriend in the lurch, even if my feelings disappeared. I'd give him at least a month or two to figure out where to live :/
@brodie3492
@brodie3492 2 жыл бұрын
kinda cant look at jake the same now ngl
@PipocaVape
@PipocaVape 2 жыл бұрын
Already unsubscribed him
@carolyn8200
@carolyn8200 2 жыл бұрын
Same I've unsubcribed
@brodie3492
@brodie3492 2 жыл бұрын
@@PipocaVape me tooo
@GuadalupeValentine
@GuadalupeValentine 2 жыл бұрын
You guys are jumping into conclusions
@PipocaVape
@PipocaVape 2 жыл бұрын
@@GuadalupeValentine honestly, i dont think so.. jake is revealing himself as a cold narcissistic person and its not on this video but it started awhile ago. He was funny until the day he started to say he cant hear any songs because music sucks and he only likes what he creates because he is a musician.. so.. i think that sums it up a lot..
@genuinedelusionsmusic
@genuinedelusionsmusic 2 жыл бұрын
You didn't deserve that type to be dropped like that! Paying for your stuff is helpful but feels condescending. Its the attitude about the situation that bothers me. Clearly you deserve someone much better! I've been through it with my first love, also a musician. Well, he died! And he had a bad attitude. He cared about himself, and that was pretty much it. A shame! Its time to find yourself again. Please be patient and kind to yourself while you grieve. I can imagine it might feel like a piece of you is gone but really you are arriving into a new chapter. Things are worde before they're better. Much love.
@amberellis4459
@amberellis4459 2 жыл бұрын
From his video he made it seem like it was a mutual thing and it clearly was not. I wish I could just give her a hug.
@Naomi-fm5fy
@Naomi-fm5fy 2 жыл бұрын
@@ArianaBananaNZ i think he deleted his video too.
@abigaillong692
@abigaillong692 2 жыл бұрын
They guy wishes he was Manson he's like what happens if you order Manson from wish
@sophiahess7013
@sophiahess7013 2 жыл бұрын
Seeing this after seeing Jake’s video makes me feel a bit unsettled. He really made it seem like it was a mutual decision and you were both doing great alone. I’m so awfully sorry that you are going through this. Hopefully you will be able to land on your feet soon 🖤
@jimpickens4067
@jimpickens4067 2 жыл бұрын
He is clearly a narcissist
@emvuosku4219
@emvuosku4219 2 жыл бұрын
@@jimpickens4067 diagnosing someone with a personality disorder, let alone online, is a bit much don't you think?
@mirnahollis
@mirnahollis 2 жыл бұрын
he was very clear about the fact that he ended the relationship and explained why. he also said that he helps her financially, what else is he supposed to do?
@morgannegreen8599
@morgannegreen8599 2 жыл бұрын
My thoughts exactly
@PunkieTheGreat
@PunkieTheGreat 2 жыл бұрын
@@mirnahollis if he was helping her financially enough, would she be making this video asking for help, and saying she was not ready for him to decide the breakup ? It's sketchy regardless. But I'll stop there. Cause I don't want her to feel even worse.
@audreyw9784
@audreyw9784 2 жыл бұрын
Don't apologize for being "cold." The way he presents the break up is much colder, acting like it was a mutual decision when it's clearly not. Keep your chin up, and take things one day at a time. And please contact your friends when you're struggling! I'm bad at this myself, but isolating yourself will only make you feel worse 💜💜💜
@morgueann12
@morgueann12 2 жыл бұрын
I had the same thought, Audrey. I felt that his video was dismissive and nonchalant. Thinking of you, Kaya ❤ I can only imagine how you're feeling and I hope you'll find peace soon.
@meowkitty2956
@meowkitty2956 2 жыл бұрын
Ngl I had to come off his video it cos he went from talking about the break to mostly talking about his tour like I honestly did not understand that and thought it was disrespectful and now seeing Kaya's it's really not putting him in the best light, espically if thats how he felt then he could've told her or something instead of just ending, honestly idk like I'm not trying to be judgemental cos I'm still young and haven't been a relationship to fully understand this situation but I feel like it's kinda a weak reason and his attitude towards it was just off putting, Kaya I'm wishing you all the best and hoping you heal from this❤❤❤❤
@Jill4ChrisRedfeild
@Jill4ChrisRedfeild 2 жыл бұрын
@@meowkitty2956 its come after his tour too :/ It seems like the bigger he got, the more..self centred he became? I've unsubbed from him a whiiiile ago because he's changed. He used to be very sweet, but I think not being able to go to Spain and Covid happening has made something in him snap. Sometimes people fall out of love, they fall apart.. but it's sad the way he's dealt with this. Youd think with 10+years with someone you'd ask them to go to therapy or counselling with you, or if a break up is needed they'd help you move out or get resources to help you, not throw you out to the streets :(
@Witchcraftaltar
@Witchcraftaltar 2 жыл бұрын
@@Jill4ChrisRedfeild I've always said he's a narcissist. For years. He's always had an odd vibe to me.
@julialunsford7071
@julialunsford7071 2 жыл бұрын
people grieve differently. We don’t know anything about their lives and trying to come up with these strings of thoughts - viewing his behavior as narcissistic - is incredibly rude and unnecessary. They broke up in October and they both have stated that he is taking care of her financially. Neither of them appreciate this type of drama you guys are trying to push. It’s incredibly immature and the last thing that Kaya needs right now
@melissawinner6975
@melissawinner6975 2 жыл бұрын
I usually watch Jake's channel and love when you're in the videos. For some reason this was recommended to me, and I'm so sorry you're going through this.. I see the hurt in your eyes and that hurts me too.. I hope things get better for you soon. Sending good thoughts your way.
@mariasalcido5673
@mariasalcido5673 2 жыл бұрын
You’re not alone . Please stay strong. Eventually you will be in a better situation even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.
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