mattxXx13 How did you know my pronouns? A jest.

Amazing explanation.

Alucard...?

that seems to be a good explanation for what he called the Voluntary ego death, seems super scary but awesome

Ego death is when you see deceased family members and you realize.that are body will die and spirit is only left then you cry 😭 because you thought your body was everything and now it’s gone.you find out you were created to be eaten by bacteria and insects .your not the top of the food chain.time travel from being born .to how death comes to us all.seeing revelations that are in the Bible.

Hollywood has a crap ton of values portrayed in their movies, a lot of them clashing with each other. Good thing Peterson already has a sturdy set of values that may have been tried-and-tested across time and backed with psychological "why"'s and "how it works"'s.

Tarik360 zs

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commented by accident but wish there was more insight on this topic

Well, internet is full of stuff and it gets distracting. it's k.

Yes, well said. It's terribly sad when heads of families act in a contemptible manner. Their selfishness often reverberates onto the generations beneath them, acting as a catalyst for pain and turmoil. Oh, well, chalk up another argument in-favor of governmental controlled birthing policies (j/k.)

Wow... That is eerily similar to something I posted on Facebook awhile back. However, you've (rather profoundly) extrapolated a positive affect which stems from being curious, thoughtful, and mindful. (Wherein as I just cynically/humorously questioned the worth/validity of possessing those aforementioned qualities.) After all, on the surface it would seem those who have NO regard for "deeper-thought" appear to be happier in comparison to their counterparts. (At least this has been the case in MY life-experience.) But, perhaps you've hit the nail on the head; meaning, maybe the road traveled to understanding "why" leads to a place of strength, enlightenment, and a higher potential. Great comment.

Of course! Thank you for posting! :)

I felt emotional pain reading this; followed by pride and happiness that you were able to reflect on your life and turn things around for the better. You have a really great outlook Marc and I wish you the best. Thanks for sharing.

Thank you. :) I wish you the best as well.

It answered the question so so deeply. Could have stopped the video there, I was sold immediately.

@@JaredFromSubway88 yes ❤

This description fits what happened to me ......and it damn near destroyed me. It took almost a year for me to rebuild. Spiritual growth was inevitable ..... without god I had nothing to ground me

@Wuffaj00 🤣

You need help!! Stop worshipping false prophets.

I agree.

Nice quote and 100%

Honestly it hurts and it’s not an easy path but at the end , you feel the change

How did you get over it? I just had an accidentally one with psychedelics (a ketamine infusion for anxiety at what was supposed to be a very low dose and it still happened!!) And I feel so much terror, existential dread, and feel like i don't know who I am. My personality is so altered. Now I don't really know what I should want, or care about. It feels like I can't have an emotional connection to things and I feel blunted. I am grieving for myself hard. How did you get back your sense of identity? How did you start caring about things again? Just looking for some help because this is the lowest point in my life and I can't stop comparing to before and wishing I had my old life back, with all its problems.

Hearing this helps thanks

⁠@@Wind3Warriorhow are you now? You can't really go back, you have to build. The old can take back over for some people but it feels like a betrayal.

Gold

The story is correct. To embellish a bit, as a matter of fact the older scientist had been pursuing that field of study for decades. In a moment it was dashed buy a much younger scientist who pulled apart his theory piece by piece.

I just hope that the young researcher didn't turned into an egotistical person after that.

This is a story related to humility (ego-lessness), but it isn't about the psycho-spiritual ego death Peterson's talking about. A scientist's loyalty is to the scientific method itself; meaning that a scientist champions something bigger than himself from the outset. Thus, the older scientist was thanking the younger one for advancing scientific understanding and in this way felt growth - and in no part of himself death. Admittedly, this takes humility, although scientific circles are very accustomed to the notion of new theories supplanting prior ones. (Meaning, the older scientist as well as the audience were already prepared for the occurrence.) In contrast, psycho-spiritual death is the total disintegration of one's constituent notion of self and of one's identity. It's what can turn a nobleman into a wandering babbling mystic, and the pivotal event that can turn a musician into a serial killer, or a serial killer into a priest.

Sounds like the story of Lord kelvin

Actually it shows you how big you are.

@@IRapOnTypeBeats That too

Ego death doesn’t have to be scary, it can be very enlightening, depends on the person

@@NickGroves-iv7mx terror is also another word for presence of anticipation.

@@RyokoInk then say that, because that’s a bit misleading

Emilio Assisi does that mean I'm a real boy somewhere lol. Fuck me..what is happening lmao

@@_00_36 Calm down i thought the comment was funny

And almost went 2 years without someone commenting about Pinocchio. Pinooooocchioooooooooooooooo!

same!!

Jacob George Yes’ new song

Same

Same 😅

Same here, but I still can't wrap my head around it hahah

Chris Ducat Betrayal, in the form of deliberate and embraced rejection, is thought of as the most detrimental thing or in the christian mindset the unforgivable sin. It really does kill or wound the self in manner of core identity, as well as kill the ego built up around validated expectations. Is there anything more devastating than an ego-death?

Yes, yes, yes! Feeling it right now pretty heavily on accord of all the things you mentioned.

Wow, that comment is me. Never thought about my ego was built around the idea of endless love. My life was full of love from everywhere before my ex-girlfriend betrayed me. Since that moment (5 years ago) I lost my mind, my soul, my ego, myself and have not felt love from anyone else again. The love that filled me from everywhere and that I was giving effortlessly around me disappeared and I feel like I have no real friend right now. Everything was so easy and now I struggle to even find a real friend or a real girlfriend. Again, this comment resonnate so much with me and my life .. thanks for posting it !

To get a bit abstract and metaphysical: Now that I understand and accept JP's narrative, I relate ego-death to Maslow's pyramid or hierarchy of needs: A person enters my life and engages in social and emotional 'commerce', becoming a friend or a lover or a confidant or a mentor or a co-worker (I like the Russian 'comrade' in its original context for this) or any combination thereof, and I start getting needs met through this person. It's not a selfish, one-sided relationship, nothing 'tips me off' that this person might not geninuinely like and care about me, And then they hurt me. As Loki, Tom Hiddleston put it artfully: "... Deeply. Intimately. In every way [they] know you fear." And my inner life, my concept of self and your place and function in society, unravels and disintegrates into a heap, and things that once seemed simple and effortlessly volitional become so emotionally complex or hard as to be draining, impractical, or even impossible for a time. This is because the betrayal has prompted a disassembling and reevaluation of so much mental framework, that even the colossal thinking machine that the subconscious is, takes a lot of time to work through it all, especially when dealing with day-to-day life issues, and meanwhile I feel about as capable as an amputee, because so much grey matter is 'under construction - off limits' that I can no longer be the person I once was. I have to create new structures, perhaps with less material than before because the contaminated threads and pieces have to be discarded, and learn to be someone who doesn't have that particular high-intimacy &/ high-trust relationship anymore.

@@HuntingTarg I don't necessarily think that you're supposed to restructure as less-trusting but rather as more self-loving. I have a feeling that if we're whole, bad things cannot affect us that much anymore.

Deimos $200 for an hour session.. Prepare beforehand

More extra ego worship. Not helpful

Mehn!!! People like you humble me whenever am about to complain about trivial stuff

God bless

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@@itsnotatoober 🤔

I like this. I like what W.H. Although some of Freud's comments seem like nonsense, I love how W.H. Auden summed him up: "in a world he changed simply by looking back with no false regrets, all he did was to remember like the old and be honest like children."

Ultimately, it may not matter how one got there. I may have experienced 2., and am responsible for putting myself in the position. Events led me to have the vulnerability. Now, I must be honest with myself. It can create the opening for rebirth. I am hopeful for a resurgence.

So jungian ego death is cognitive dissonance?

My ego has made a comeback. The reason it has been amusing to have a love life with cognitive dissonance as a defining feature is that my sights were set on being single. I have changed and set my sights higher. I hope we will remain distant friends.

I'm currently experiencing an involuntary ego death. Just like Peterson mentioned a family member betraying your trust is pretty devastating and warps your reality as you see it. I'm still struggling and have been acting out in strange and unpredictable ways out of boredom but mainly to fill and void and ignore the hurt.

Bro same ! Lmao

Sameeee

Lmao, me too chile

Same 😂

same

Such a good song and I don’t listen to mainstream stuff

@@oliverswales5604 I'm pretty good thanks, my experiences were spiked after the incident; the world was very fluid and strange, at times magical. After two years I now live pretty much fully grounded in the real world again which to my surprise I often find very boring hahahaha. I should probably just be grateful I still have a functioning mind in hindsight

​@@alexpalmer9897good.luck to you

For better or worse.

@@Gallowglass7 better. I believe it can only be worse if you don’t understand it or just purely don’t want to believe it bc of fear

What is the easiest way to liberate yourself from the ego

@@christiansamaroo meditating, or take a psychedelic trip

@@fmone7878 thanks for the tips.

How's it going, Sailor?

Not an ego death

Congrats for going through it like a champ! Thanks for sharing this with us

@@HondaFit-ot5ws Pleasure. . Thank you. . :-)

I died and became a furry, then the furry died and gained clothes.

Sonali Barman How are you getting on today???

Bro i felt every single word of this. I feel crazy all the time. Its like people dont realize just how meaningless everything is.

I hope you don't carry around resentment and hatred for your wife. While it's not a "nice" thing to do, leaving a person who has become sick, it's important to take into consideration that we are all human, we have one single life on this earth. You can be mean once, and go start again. or you can tough it out and spend your finite years with someone that is now impaired or ""damaged"" (not in an insulting way, but rather an objective analysis of their state) While I sympathize with you and your health issues, I wouldn't see it as fair to judge a person for choosing to avoid the path which may lead them to being unhappy or miserable for the rest of their life. In my culture, if a man or woman becomes handicapped or unable to perform their duties in life, then THEY will offer to leave their spouse, so that they can separate on good terms, without judgement from others.

@@TheFatPunisher I let it go a long time ago once I realized what kind of decisions she was making. She alienated much of her family and went off to a crooked path. I'm just fine with how it worked out and even better in life right now. Took work but I feel like I avoided some truly worse things.

@@27GX76R hmm seems like you feel vindicated that she might have a "Worse" life, as punishment for leaving you. unfortunate the kinds of situations we put others in.

@@TheFatPunisher no not for leaving me for making strings of bad choices before and after that were antithesis to everything prior. I leave the fault at me for making the bad choice to marry in this day and age. It's extremely risky.

@@TheFatPunisher as in whenever I start feeling exactly how you mentioned, I say "hey buddy, it was your choice, chose wiser"

I feel that so much man

Same boat

I have probably experinced ego death unvoluntarily long ago. Man I can tell you it makes you very insecure. Only now I am reaching the abyss and beginning to plan how to rebuild myself. Probaly I'll take a pilgrimage.

That's an excellent explanation. Just yesterday I happened to use the same analogy of ego being the necessary scaffolding around a statue until the true self develops sufficiently.

You have a great profile pic

Vodkacannon I dread that, but no one that I know of has ever loved me. There was a girl I knew when I was a kid, but she died when she was a teenager. I was disappointed, but still young enough to think I would find another girl as fine as she was. So although it was tragic, it wasn't betrayal.

That line was like out of a movie

Timothy Kuring be thankful! Love has ruined my life! It’s such a horrible, painful, mind altering parasite

When i find out my gf betraying me it was like collapsing in that moment I felt like i am a building and i am collapsing I don't know it was ego death or sth ... :)

COLD AF

Ya

Pragmatic Entertainment Sorry that I seemed to ignore your comment. Several times before, I saw it in my notifications and got lost trying to find it here. My Android isn't as fully functional as a computer, and it doesn't take me directly to the notice I'm trying to answer. Some of these comment sections are like an explosion in a noodle factory, and I can get distracted enough to start commenting on other comments. I'm not a psychologist. I'm a dish washer. It's the only job I've been able to get in the past couple of years. After 14 years of running every aspect of the business in a used bookstore, I can't even get an interview in any bookstore. I've also driven a semi, worked in construction, farming, landscaping, carpentry, and other kinds of labor, but I can't get interviews in any of those either. I've been blacklisted and black balled, and in almost every other way, treated like a black man, without the benefit of affirmative action. In fact, most black people treat me almost like one of their own. They have generally been much more friendly and welcoming to me than white people. Even since I was a small child. I don't believe any of the rotten propaganda about them. I believe the evidence of my eyes and ears.

Pragmatic Entertainment Nah. It's complicated, I suppose. I was an outcast in the upper middle class neighborhood I grew up in, so I ranged further than most kids to find someone to play with. The kids in black neighborhoods didn't know If was an outcast, so they acted more like normal kids. None of them had ever met a white kid before, so they considered me a sort of novelty. They would make fun of me, but in a good natured way, not in the mean spirited way that kids in my neighborhood did. They were generally friendly and they would take me to their homes where their mothers would feed me lunch along with them. I didn't adopt black culture, but back in the 60s and 70s, there wasn't much of a difference. We all knew the same music and television shows. We went fishing, and played the same way kids had always played. These days, in the ghetto, I am generally welcomed, but I get along best with old black men and women who remember the way it was. I see the young people looking at me with suspicion. But the small kids usually like me as they do everywhere. For instance, there was a little boy who came over to talk to me, and his mother eventually came over looking for him. She seemed surprised that her little boy wanted to talk to a white man. It's kind of sad.

jamie Russel This is the title of an album by the Flatbush Zombies, D.R.U.G.S. stands for "Death and Reincarnation Under Gods Supervision". What the quote speaks of is realizing you are not finite matter, man which you have thought and thus perceived Infinite Existence through this lens. Hence the death of the Illusion that you are finite form and the realization that you are an Infinite Soul hence you are "born" again. And you will never be free of reincarnation into the 4 lowers Planes of Duality until you realize you are an Infinite Soul connected and One with All through the Essence of All. And you will not see the Soul Plane the 5th Plane the first plane of Nonduality made of Pure Spirit and is a Glorious place filled with the shining light of many Souls. This plane is the first True Heaven. Many heavenly sights may be seen in the lower Planes of Duality however these are traps designed this way to put you in awe, you must have the desire deep within your Soul to go back to the heavenly Planes all the way to the Creator of All or you will not find your way.

What is the true self? Here is the Truth, heed to the wisdom it is an Eternal blessing for you to know this for all born on Earth are born with amnesia not knowing this which was known once before. I am and you are an Infinite Soul that is Eternal, Timeless, and made of pure light/spirit of the Creator of All the Primordial Source of All things. Us as Souls are currently incarnated into a human body which is a divine vehicle that allows us to experience the Physical Plane. Human default programming is so you believe you are finite matter. The form you see before your eyes. Not the formless that gives birth to the form. Learn to see with thy Eye and you will see the form is truly formless. Thus the terms Maya, Illusion, Matrix. We chose to come here before we incarnated in the physical plane on Planet Earth to experience and learn, the Souls Journey. We have lived countless lifetimes and you may see them all played before you as a 360 degree video if you learn to go out of body and travel to the past the Astral Plane the next plane that still contains Duality and M.E.S.T. Matter, Energy, Space and Time that is above the physical plane onto the Causal Plane which contains the Akashic Records where all things on Earth are record in 360 degree "video" and you may see all you past lives. The Soul Plane the 5th the is the first plane of pure Spirit and Nonduality. Here the Soul Records are contained and give a more thorough view of all that you have done in your existence thus far as an Infinite Soul! How are Souls created you may wonder? Not by the Creator of All, but by 1 to 5 Gods they are known as your Divine Parents. God is a title. Given to beings who have evolved to a very high degree. And there are the primordial Gods that were the first beings birthed by the Creator of All. And there are many Souls who have incarnated on this Earth you walk on who have become Gods and this is the reason we are here aswell. To become something the unrealized "asleep" to their true nature human being which is the majority here on Earth now, could not fathom. Here is an amazing video The True Self VS the Little Ego self kzfaq.info/get/bejne/f7yTesihscvDeas.html Now to quote beloved Lord Thoth who is a God and has been helping All on Earth Evolve for thousands of years. These words are timeless and will assist All Souls that have the blessing to come across them in their Journey for 2018. These words are from the Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean for they were written when he was incarnated on Atlantis which was his first incarnation on Earth. "I, Thoth, the Atlantean, give of my wisdom, give of my knowledge, give of my power. Freely I give to the children of men. Give that they, too, might have wisdom to shine through the world from the veil of the night. Wisdom is power and power is wisdom, one with each other, perfecting the whole. Be thou not proud, O man, in thy wisdom. Discourse with the ignorant as well as the wise. If one comes to thee full of knowledge, listen and heed, for wisdom is all. Keep thou not silent when evil is spoken for truth like the sunlight shines above all. He who over-steppeth the Law shall be punished, for only through the Law comes the freedom of men. Cause thou not fear for fear is a bondage, a fetter that binds the darkness to men. Follow thine heart during thy lifetime. Do thou more than is commanded of thee. When thou hast gained riches, follow thou thine heart, for all these are of no avail if thine heart be weary. Diminish thou not the time of following thine heart. It is abhorred of the soul. They that are guided go not astray, but they that are lost cannot find a straight path. If thou go among men, make for thyself, Love, the beginning and end of the heart." "All eyes do not see with the same vision, for to one an object appears of one form and color and to a different eye of another. So also the infinite fire, changing color to color, is never the same from day to day. Thus, speak I, THOTH, of my wisdom, for a man is a fire burning bright through the night; never is quenched in the veil of the darkness, never us quenched by the veil of the night. Into Men's hearts, I looked by my wisdom, found them not free from the bondage of strife. Free from the toils, thy fire, O my brother, lest it be buried in the shadow of the night! Hark ye, O man, and list to this wisdom: where do name and form cease? Only in consciousness, invisible, and infinite force of radiance bright. The forms that ye create by brightening thy vision are truly effects that follow thy cause. Man is a star bound to a body, until in the end, he is freed through his strife. Only by struggle and toiling thy utmost shall the star within thee bloom out in new life. He who knows the commencement of all things, free is his star from the realm of the night." "Know ye, man, ye are the ultimate of all things. Only the knowledge of this is forgotten, lost when man was cast into bondage, bound and fettered by the chains of darkness. Long, long ago, I cast off my body. Wandered I free through the vastness of ether, circled the angles that hold man in bondage. Know ye, O man, ye are only a spirit. The body is nothing. The Soul is ALL. Let not your body be a fetter. Cast of the darkness and travel in Light. Cast of your body, O man, and be free, truly a Light that is ONE with the Light." "Man, ye think that ye liveth, but know it is life within death. For as sure as ye are bound to your body, for you no life exists. Only the Soul is space-free, has life that is really a life. All else is only a bondage, a fetter from which to be free." This quote resonates very deeply within me for my path is to become a Master of Out of Body Soul Travel so I may guide Souls back to the planes of nonduality and Pure spirit all the way to the heart of the Creator of All and beyond for creation is Infinite. When you reach the Soul Plane you no longer are stuck in the wheel of 84 which keeps you incarnating into the lower planes of duality and M.E.S.T. (Matter.Energy.Space.Time.) with corresponding bodies. Astral bodies are bodies and they have an expiration date just like these physical bodies and many Souls are lost due to this Illusion when their physical body expires thinking that the Astral Plane is the highest heavenly plane when it is not even the first true heaven the Soul Plane where Soul exists with no bodies covering it's glory. This is experienced as a 360 degree viewpoint and the traits of the Soul of BEING SEEING AND KNOWING! "Seek not the kingdom of shadows, for evil will surely appear. For only the master of brightness shall conquer the shadow of fear. Know ye, O my brother, that fear is an obstacle great. Be master of all in the brightness, the shadow will soon disappear. Hear ye and heed my wisdom, the voice of LIGHT is clear. Seek not the valley of the shadow, and LIGHT will only appear." "O LIGHT, all pervading, One with All and All with One, flow thou to me through the channel. Enter thou so that I may be free. Make me One with the ALL-SOUL, shining from the blackness of night. Free let me be of all space-time, free from the Veil of the night. I, a child of LIGHT command: Free from darkness to be. Formless am I to the Light-Soul, formless yet shining with light. Know I the bonds of the darkness must shatter and fall before light. Now give I this wisdom. Free may ye be, O man, living in light and in brightness. Turn not thy face from the Light. Thy soul dwells in the realms of brightness. Ye are a child of the Light. Turn thy thoughts inward not outward. Find thou the Light-Soul within. Know that thou are the MASTER. All else is brought from within. Grow thou to realms of brightness. Hold though thy thought on the Light. Know thou art on with the Cosmos, a flame and Child of the Light." "Think not that man is earth-born, though come from the earth he may be. Man is light-born spirit. But without knowing, he can never be free. Darkness surrounds the light-born. Darkness fetters the Soul. Only the one who is seeking may ever hope to be free." To preface what I am going to quote next Hu is an ancient name for God. Hu-man "Now ye assemble, my children, waiting to hear the Secret of Secrets which shall give ye power to unfold the God-man, give ye the way to Eternal Life. Plainly shall I speak of the Unveiled Mysteries. No dark sayings shall I give unto thee. Open thine ears now, my children. Hear and obey the words that I give. First I shall speak of the fetters of darkness which bind ye in chains to the sphere of the Earth. Darkness and light are both of one nature, different only in seeming, for each arose from the source of all. Darkness is disorder. Light is Order. Darkness transmuted is light of the Light. This, my children, is your purpose in being; transmutation of darkness to light." The rest of this part of the Secret of Secrets is amazing, see for your Self! "Forget not, O man, with all of thy seeking that Light is the goal ye shall seek to attain. Search ye for the Light on thy pathway and ever for thee the goal shall endure. Let not thine heart turn ever to darkness. Light let shine Soul be, a Sun on the way. Know ye that eternal brightness, ye shall ever find thy Soul hid in Light, never fettered by bondage or darkness, ever it shines forth a Sun of the Light. Aye, know, though hidden in darkness, your Soul, a spark of the true flame, exists. Be ye One with the greatest of all Lights. Find at the SOURCE, the END of thy goal." www.crystalinks.com/emerald.html kzfaq.info/get/bejne/nchlncidx5qsqGw.html -"Audiobook"

"How did we all come to be? Before the beginning began, our Creator designed your spirit and gave it a name. Then a subdivision of that spirit, along with the help of certain gods, created the engine of your soul. Now a fraction of your soul is locked into your physical body. Prior to your birth your soul, which is an immortal entity, reviewed the expanse of this galaxy. Based on the light, your soul wanted to experience an upcoming adventure called life on Earth. You chose this planet to host a long cycle of birth, death, and rebirth in order to give your soul an education of being in duality. Your soul also chose the parents it would like to come through based on certain DNA and energetic inherency within. You chose the number of years you’d be here as well as when you would die. You received permission from your parents, ‘the gods’, to come here. What you did not know is that you would have to deal with the density and darkness down here. Your ancestors are the members of your family no longer in embodiment. Most of them are in the spirit world living a life similar to this. They are awaiting your requests for help as well as your supplication. A large portion of your beloved ancestors’ unresolved karma is left behind and it can be affecting you. Did you know that financial debt follows you into the beyond and must be balanced as well as dark deeds? Our ancestors ask of us to do certain rituals, which I teach, so that they can help us more in our dimension to achieve our goals, dreams, and true hearts desires. After all, your greatest passion is what your soul called your body into being to experience, yes? Over the thousands of conversations with hundreds of people I’ve had about esoterica, I began to realize that some of what would come out of my mouth was not from my brain or human side. Slowly, like putting the pieces of a jigsaw puzzle together, I realized that I have a level of mediumship that takes over. St. Germaine and my spirit guide actually made me aware of this last year. I also had a very clear conversation with my “I Am”, that told me that this is one of the many reasons why I am here. I actually hid this stealthy mission deep within my being to unfold ever so ephemerally at a predestined time. That time has begun. The preparation of this mission to bring spiritual consciousness to the populace has been in action all my life. In April of 2013, I received a series of prompts from the spirit world to put together a series of lectures called May Miracles. The dates I selected were May 5th, 12th & 26th. These dates are power days: Cinco de Mayo, Mother’s Day and Memorial Day. The proceeds from the first six tickets I sold to the series along with what little I had in the bank came out to $444.07. The series was being held at 444 Atlantic Avenue and on the 7th day, Sunday. This was definitely one sign amongst the many to come that the spirit world wanted this series to happen and they supported it 100%. Every single soul in this world has come to Earth to play an important role. The problem is that many don’t know what that role is. Even more don’t know that we are divine beings who are temporarily experiencing a brief stay here on earth. We exist on many different dimensions simultaneously. We are here to combine those other parts of ourselves and effect change here for the better, on earth. We are to evolve beyond the limits of what have been mistaught from birth. The meaning and purpose of life is far greater than we can possibly fathom. In the words of Dr. Anthony T. Browder; “The things we know that we know fit into a thimble. You empty that into an 8oz glass and that represents the things we know that we don’t know. You empty that into the expanse of the ocean, and that represents the things we don’t even know that we don’t know”. Fortunately, I teach some of what those missing links are. I have had the very good fortune of meeting the 3 gods that created the engine of my soul ,so that i may express my mission here on earth with their help. They are my cosmic parents. SHANGO, SRI LAKSHMI & BALDR. They are from 3 different pantheons, and that gives me a wide range of knowledge to draw from as well as advanced enriching teachings. It was my Divine Mother Lakshmi who revealed to me that my highest form is the Lord Ganesha. She told me directly that I AM a human embodiment of him.The Gods know things we could never know in the fractal earthling human template." -Sri Master Gano Grills

+Pragmatic Entertainment [ignoring the two walls of text in play]: Yeshua of Nazareth.

No, some ppl are good. Don't listen to cult leader that call themselves God and king and make you die before they can accept you. Those are called assholes

I felt a vacuum at my core, sucking the logic of existence straight out of reality, pieced together by the ideas and probably recorded calculations of randomness.

What the fuck thats exactly what happened to me! Like I had to really focus to snap back to reality. Everything seemed so meaningless

He explained Carl Jung's perspective on ego death....

Ever been a ball of light?

learrus mate, i have! First time i tried dmt. An actual ball of light, like a lightbulb with fingers closing around, but beams of light still escaping between the fingers. What the actual fuck though... How can you ever identify as something so detached from personal experience. Bizarre. Next few times on dmt, never happened again.. one was really awful actually. But no me, just a ball of light Bizarre, i honestly find it impossible to integrate it logically- but it was transcendental too

this came from my heart.

what kind of situation did you got through?

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