I have a very close loved one who has gone through and is currently going through this, I just want to be the best family member I can and help them feel better anyway I can. Your videos are very educational for me and give me a better understanding of what they are going through. Thank you for sharing all that you do.

I’m watching your videos now and it resonates with everything I’m going through right now. I haven’t been diagnosed or anything, I’m not on meds yet, but I’m constantly on this paranoid state believing everybody is conspiring against me, someone is going to break into my house and m*rder me and my two baby daughters, someone is going to kidnap them and do horrible things, like r*pe and m*rder or kidnap me, or s*ab me, I’m absolutely horrified about 🔪. I’ve mentioned this to my friend s and family and they all say I’m crazy, none of that is real. It feels very real to me though. I’m constantly thinking of how I’m going to defend myself when my attacker comes. I’m looking into buying guns and other self defence stuff which sounds completely nuts to my friends. I feel like I’m losing myself, I’m constantly living in fear. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist next week. Let’s see how it gets. Thank you so much for sharing your personal experience 🙏🏻

Thank you for sharing 💖I am sorry for the experiences you have gone through and what you have to go through daily. You're a very strong human being. 💕

Very similar to taking a huge amount of acid or various research chemicals. A lot of shamans have similar experiences as well to what you are talking about

I’ve had psychosis induced by weed edibles. That sounds a bit silly. I had delusions and tried to convince others they were true. So hard to explain. Mine lasted only hours. The thought of going through it for days, months, years makes me shutter.

When you say you lived these things, were you visually seeing and feeling these movies playing out to you specifically?

Literally hell

Excellent video!

I had psychosis 8yrs ago and my delusions were of thinking i had all these illnesses it was like an extreme form of hypocondria kinda i was obsessed at googling symptoms of whatever popped in my head i went down a deep rabbit hole, i kept writing out lists of things wrong with me and writing down most of my thoughts of the time i thought i was contaminating everyone by everything i touched i took an od not being able to cope with feeling like i did and it git worse when i was in regular hospital so the crisis team came to assess me and i got admitted to a psych hospital where i stayed for 4months at the time i got diagnosed with bpd thank god i did as ik i had it i just had to be validated that i was right it really was a waking nightmare i remember parts of it some of the stuff i said and did sounds so mental when i get told by family about it i just remember feeling mega stressed and paranoid i do feel traumatisec by it and i still get some of the feelings bavk like the intrusive thoughts and feeling that noone took me seriously its all a but if a mixed up blur i just kinda came out of it naturally but i got put on anti psychotics that im still on

How do you wake someone out of terrfying delusions that they believe are coming in the future and no matter how many times you try to show them they will not see. How do you wake up and know it's a delusion?

I'm sorry you had to suffer all that demonic stuff. I have a PL that waits for you in my account. Good luck.

HellRaisers was a quite advance movie.

My voices told me to stop reading a book I just bought at the library. I reluctantly let it go though I really liked it and picked up another book. I did what my imagination said and it worked for many years but I regret losing that book. I don't need the guidance of my imagination anymore. He tells me to leave town and I've experience of wandering before. He is no longer double natured, he is all bad now. But still I have some hope of integrating my dark side. Cotards syndrome was always an abstract concept for me. Consciousness diminishment, brain disease.