I've felt similarly for a long time, since my husband and I sold a house I didn't really want to sell, to live to a place I didn't really want to live bc it's what my husband wanted. I told him I wanted what he wanted and now I'm stuck in a place I don't want to be.

You are an awesome speaker. My situation I was forced to go on disability pension due to mental illness. I am nearly 50yo. I can pay my rent but am not allowed to drive. I hope you can see our differences as similarities. I feel im in the wrong place too. I just get on with it. I pray for a better life where I am free.