My experience is also very similar to you and i feel it’s something related to ancestral memory,tbh we all Hindus are fooled by brahminvaadi propaganda, Buddhism is real sanatan dharm of India and all of our ancestors were buddhist, i get learn about buddhism only during my higher education and what I understood that all this stories about very old Hindu dharma is mere propaganda, the oldest Sanskrit inscription is Ayodhya inscription which belongs to 1BC and lord Vishnu is first mentioned around same time, the oldest temple belongs to later gupta period and most brahmin text were conpiled in same period, even though Buddhism is mentioned in various purana and vedic text none of old Buddhist text mentioned anything about Hinduism or ritual related to it, none of foreign travellers Megasthenize, Fa-Hien, Hen-Tsang written anything about Hinduism or Vedic culture, the society of India mentioned by them was completely different and buddhist in religion, even there is not a single archaeological evidence of well famous brahmin scholar Chanakya. In entire Indian history there is no archaeological proof of any Hindu God or Goddess before Buddhist period but brahmin academician used their influence to teach about Vedic period without any archaeological support, most of Hindu Diety we worship appeared only after Adi Shankaracharya and it became wide spread after destruction of Buddhism after Muslim invasion and destruction of all buddhist monasteries by Muslim

@@max-cs9ko I don't want to hurt any religion every religion is great in its own glory .

@@max-cs9ko it is also said that Nalanda university was destroyed by (B. Khilji) but the plan and propaganda is set by brahmans.

@@jigmetskalzang462 one more thing you find when you study Indian history Minutely, brahmin was only community which was exempted by Jajiya Tax(tax on Non-Muslim) during most part of Islamic rule of Medieval period which helped them to increase their influence, inspite of all evidence how we can deny collusion of Brahmin and Muslim against Buddhism

On a different note to what these people are talking about, do you know the benefits of Mahakala Bernagchen? I am quite connected to him, I think you need initiation to practice, but I can't find what aspects of the mind he is associated with, or what the benefits of his practice are. It would be great if you knew this, thanks

Female Buddha.