you’re a hopeless romantic dreaming about love [ dark academia playlist ]

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@alamademexico 5 ай бұрын

"The most Painful Thing in Life isn't a Cut or a Burn. It's Seeing People You have made Memories with turn into Memories."

@SimranSingh-bi3pn 5 ай бұрын

I'm going through that rn🤧

@217madonna 5 ай бұрын

それなすぎてやばい

@welshbrxnches 4 ай бұрын

@@SimranSingh-bi3pndon't despair and don't be forlorn 😊

@TylerJ12345 4 ай бұрын

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@user-gw8mv6jc2v 4 ай бұрын

Woke up in the wakening of another's dream being vacuumed sealed at the first wake I see myself tirelessly feeling forgotten until im walking out on the first thought that takes me to that place that brings me where I can finally rest and feel all I am come to life that's the time I have to share slowly closing my eyes while ontop of you feeling of being begotten beloved while we are being in love making love happen in each other these dream that wasn't mine became a nightmare after the days go by that energy gave me a headache sheets on my body I feel more comforted laying in a dream cloud just to help me find myself inside the nightmare I'm looking forward too focus on the positives letting go of the worst of me seeking for peace letting go of my courage that's the part I'm talking about what takes me into the darkest time in that moment I'm wanting but found with a guilty conscious I couldnt bare what she did to me just because I let my dreams sit where I laid covered in the love story we made come to life without sense I broke my own heart before the dream was over I walked by the action which helped me see it all for the way it was as it is what she did to me took me I obviously had every opportunity to find out for myself where she was going with this not seeing the place she was in because of me not seeing I put all I have into her and the sec is good just doesn't work for the finishing start I'm a challenger I like to broom do it all so I put it up like whatever you need I got this let me help you out by picking it up where you left me at is this the stupidity or level of cleverness she has in her she picks at times borrowed sometimes she just wants and I have to take her from the feeling of beinf taken by beauty and showing her for who she is at the end of each day what sentence she leaves you off at usually takes me into myself before I take myself into my life just to she wants to take ahold of my life not my penis I'm a genius but she just wants what life would of wanted for me to see but me being stuck in her not seeinf she's going thrue a cleansing and I'm stuck left up at nights dreaming of her spirit just walking into my life to show me out just what the past does to us the submission to your body not your head looking into your eyes for who you are but seeing all that you are by that voice I am lead by the way you talk it takes me makes me want to need to have to see you for everything you are but I got God so I have all the time in the world my patience is borrowed but I own all the love that you can't help to give because I own what you can only pick on just to hold yourself down. Thats why I'm up at night.

@user-ly7mt5kz7k 4 ай бұрын

The worst thing about being a hopeless romantic is that you are in love with the idea of love, never a real person. You never really love a person, just the romanticized idea of them, a shadow that doesn't exist, and it never works. You can therefore never have the one thing you desire, true love.

@user-gw8mv6jc2v 4 ай бұрын

If you are romantic. You must be strong not a coward towards harm. Getting to know pain through hard times to develope with fear. You may be in control of your body yet people can make you do things if you think about love as something to worship instead of viewing your past along with the times we made ourselves a victim at the same time an accomplice maybe what puts a stage up to set we on top of others just by the roller coaster we see in time maybe become who we see in life as time moves we see through it just to not stay focused on everything all the time but replace our desires with our life to keep in our memories we reason with thoughts which is why smart people question everything, smart people know fear and see life for the eay it is. Maybe love is magic.

@nafa7113 4 ай бұрын

Why, oh why does that hurt so much.

@1293ngir 3 ай бұрын

@@user-gw8mv6jc2vthis is so beautiful

@svenja27esprie 3 ай бұрын

I think it's even worse if you're romantic and you don't know if you're disappointed with the person because they don't suit you or because you're looking for an ideal person.

@svenja27esprie 3 ай бұрын

Yes, it hurts. It's so tragically melancholic.

@crAnkycats4l1f3 4 ай бұрын

The most miserable thing about being a romantic, isn’t the idea of never finding love but always dreaming of it, it’s the idea of never loving yourself the way you do others. Because, while you praise others for the lovely woven pattern of detail they have, you despise everything about yourself.

@CheomaNozomi 4 ай бұрын

Literally me...

@user-gw8mv6jc2v 4 ай бұрын

I like what you've written.

@Alvis-DxNami 4 ай бұрын

I think professional help is needed here

@byersxxkarate5177 4 ай бұрын

You've captured my exact feelings, if only I could be with another in the way I think of love in my head. I would shine the world for him, but for now. Since I have failed to execute this task properly, I will continue to live in my own shallow world of darkness. Waiting, longing, hoping one day I'll find him. Though I cannot control time as much as I wish I could, I can try to love myself. Even for just a little bit, the idea makes me so hostile sometimes. But I am trying to negotiate. But I can't wait, cause if I am lucky enough, he will have everything, and I will be everything I've always wanted to be for him. But for now, if I am meant to die alone, so be it. At least I can say I dreamt of love a thousand times, each time never outgrowing the last. I wish you luck.

@ItsElloCaitt 2 ай бұрын

For real tho…Like i could see others be loved by there partner and always wishing i had someone that cares for me like that….It hurts

@darkaca 5 ай бұрын

This music is the perfect reminder that life is worth living. I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you

@kaushiksunapu5657 4 ай бұрын

love you too, keep going!

@svinkuk2652 4 ай бұрын

@irinakadalina2182 4 ай бұрын

I wish i knew people like you in real life. If i had friends like you id be the happiest person and never let them go 🤍

@robynobeng8518 4 ай бұрын

🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

@maybeyesss2848 4 ай бұрын

I love you too❤

@Dualpersonalities617 3 ай бұрын

When your alone and you see couples smiling in love and togetherness, check your phone no missed calls, just the ride home and stay up late staring at the stars, wondering if someone else out there was thinking about love the way you do.

@fatematuzzohorasunny1622 3 ай бұрын

Don't know how but I also feel every night same way

@Beecosplays 4 ай бұрын

“I want to suffer so that I may love” -fyodor Dostoyevsky

@tutsybassista 3 ай бұрын

The worst part about love is giving it to the person you thought you knew. Then, you find out that they never loved you; they loved the fact that you loved them....

@pikni4827 4 ай бұрын

Everybody talking about the worst things for a hopeless romantic to be. But... being a hopeless romantic can make you try to love yorself a little better everyday, learn you to accept the fate as it is and dance in the twist of time... we are only getting older from now on, and being sad from time to time is an experience of life itself for there cannot be light without a shadow. I believe life is only a point of view. Be sad if you feel like it, accept it. Be happy if you feel like it, accept it. Be whatever you want to be, accept it. Do not push against it. Embrace the way you feel and think and then work on it. Take one day at a time. Don't rush. ❤️ You got this!! 😊

@fatematuzzohorasunny1622 3 ай бұрын

❤

@captainteeko4579 2 ай бұрын

I’m nearing 30 and I’ve still never been kissed, gone on a date or been intimate with someone, no one’s ever asked me out and the ppl I ask out always reject me or never answer so I’m ngl, this made me cry profusely. I have family and friends of course, but not being able to share what one would with a romantic love in life, I’m ngl it stings a lot. I cry about it sometimes at night and then I realize how pathetic that can be so then I just end up hating myself. At the same time, occasionally I’ll remember to love myself more bc of it. It’s this weird unbalanced dance of self worth vs self hatred

@foulmoodcentral2830 2 ай бұрын

You're far from alone.. its a struggle to find the worth to either yourself or the use behind what your doing on some days... all you can do is be brave enough to keep trying.. but love yourself first, how hard it can be at times to even manage liking yourself or your situation... If you take control of your life, little by little. the weight of it becomes less.

@artbyot 14 күн бұрын

you are not alone friend, good things take time, & i just wanted to let you know that you are loved by Jesus & that you are here for a reason!💗“this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.” ‭‭John‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬ 🌸

@m.e.a.n.y 13 күн бұрын

Remember to ask yourself if these people are even worthy of you. Best wishes ❤️

@TheShortGirl666 4 ай бұрын

The most painful form of love is when it's for someone you will never actually get to meet in your life.

@yugenalgiz 4 ай бұрын

Here are the timestamps! Do let me know if something's not right. 0:00 Sand Between Our Fingers - Comet Blue 2:48 Deepest Woods - Kiara Leonard 5:38 You in the Rain - Sherwood Roberts 9:15 Stream - Johannes Bornlöf 11:30 Vivaldi Variation (arr. for piano from Concerto for Strings) - Julie Hanney 13:59 Toska - Alina Yanovna 16:06 Theben - Oskar Schuster 18:46 The Unspoken - Jef Martens 21:40 Trois Gymnopédies: Deuxième Gymnopédie - Daniel Varsano 24:24 The Red Balloon - Jim Perkins 25:51 Spring/The Promise - Anna Yarbrough 27:56 Sonder - Niall Byrne 30:18 Arabesque No. 1 in E major, L.66 - Claude Debussy (played here by Rik, but I can’t find them anywhere on YT; I do recommend Ricker Choi though!) 35:11 Oceans Apart - Ben Crosland 36:29 Magnolia - Snow in April 38:58 L’Eau de Source - Tom Merrall & Antonin Fourrier 41:30 Heart of the River of the Sun - Lama House 44:02 Forget Me Not - Daniel Li 45:11 Breath In - Yehezkel Raz 46:21 Ballade L.70 - Claude Debussy (I think? This version seems way longer than any other one I could find, but the melody is the same?) 53:21 Before You Left - Yehezkel Raz

@keleku2639 4 ай бұрын

i literally love you

@yugenalgiz 4 ай бұрын

@@keleku2639 🥲🫂

@siflerche9233 3 ай бұрын

Thank youuuu

@angeladmytrenko4464 3 ай бұрын

I love you

@yugenalgiz 3 ай бұрын

@@angeladmytrenko4464 🫂💙

@sveadomoto7677 4 ай бұрын

Dancing alone in big halls dreaming of having someone to plainly dance with. No love, no hope, just someone to dance with

@ForthcomingRenownedWriter Ай бұрын

not exactly the same, but your comment prompted this: "the ballroom hall was dim, with few lit candles still glowing after the evening dances. Empty was the hall, except for two... his eyes dancing like a shining sun amidst the darkness that night brings. His gentle smile, made my heart break in romantic aches. For how I can not wait to dance this night away, one last time, with him.." thoughts? 🥺

@sveadomoto7677 Ай бұрын

@@ForthcomingRenownedWriter super super cute wanna read more haha

@ForthcomingRenownedWriter Ай бұрын

@@sveadomoto7677 aww that means a lot! 💛

@sveadomoto7677 Ай бұрын

@@ForthcomingRenownedWriter of u do write a book let me know i will read it ❤️

@ForthcomingRenownedWriter Ай бұрын

@@sveadomoto7677 Yess TY! I'm throwing around some ideas for a fiction book series - Until then, short stories for now

@juliazevakova4139 4 ай бұрын

I have been dreaming about that kind of love since I was 15 or 16. Now I am 25 and I am crying while listening to this playlist as I've almost lost any hope to have it. I had a few relationships, those were serious but superficial. Always the poet, never the poem (never dated another poet actually). And the worst thing is that I am getting too old and too cynical myself to keep this faith and this desire. I believe maybe in another lifetime💔

@keleku2639 4 ай бұрын

I feel you so much, we’re the same age .. i too lost hope but something in me keeps telling me that someday i might find someone who loves as deeply as me, if not, i will give my love to those around me. don’t let your love go to waste 🤍

@IsabelRodriguez-gb7tu 3 ай бұрын

I feel so identified by your words... I am currently 26, and same... "Always the poet, never the poem" really describes it. It's painful yet, there's something in my soul that doesn't let me loose hope completely... And I've only been in a couple of relationships, but that was way back in my teens, and it never got o feel as the idea I have of love.

@Bfd-cf5pq 3 ай бұрын

Never give up hope!! Love comes at the most unexpected times. Trust me, focus on bettering yourself and when the time is right they will find you❤️

@Chevy-jordan 3 ай бұрын

25 “getting too old” 🤣 You have time young one. Focus on yourself. I have found that lovers I admire, also admire me. So ensure you yourself are interesting. Love is a two-way street. Edit: Oh, I assumed you were a male. Ok I agree, it’s much more difficult for women to find love. Especially if you’re a romantic.

@Drekromancer 3 ай бұрын

I feel this sentiment as well, at 27 - but I know that we are still young. Life is long, and there is still so much love to find. Temper your expectations, but do not lose hope. We are not the only ones searching - so there must be others like us out there, waiting to be found. All we have to do is remain patient, hold out hope through the lonely nights, and keep searching - until we find who we're looking for. ❤

@That.drama.bitch_ 2 ай бұрын

When the moon is risen I look to the sky and all I can see in the starts is your eyes, and when the sun shines bright and the wind blows strong, I can hear your voice in the breeze like a song. And when I sleep at night and fall to a dream, I can feel your arms wrapped around me. And when I sit at your grave, sad and afraid, the beat of your heart lingers in my brain.

@katewalker3015 4 ай бұрын

I've always considered myself a hopeless romantic. The idea that I might never find my true love has always upset me. But recently a curious thought came to my mind: if I finally find this true love, won't it be hard for me to say goodbye to my old image of self, this beautiful talented and yet such a lonely girl who is in constant search of someone special? I have to admit that deep at heart I like the idea of being that lonely person looking for true love and never finding it or almost finding it. Maybe, I subconsciously believe that when I find my true love, my story as the main character will be over?

@giasemihaniotiko 4 ай бұрын

wow that describes my feelings so well

@saskueify 4 ай бұрын

I am someone who found true love... I saw a vision of her the night before I met her. Perfect, everything in my imagination that I saw when the image of her penetrated my mind. I met her the next day. But Even in the image I saw, when I saw true love. It was scary. More than fear...I was terrified, and I even told her this. I was scared. I could literally hear my heart say "Run!" and I ran. Even when I tried to resist it, I ran away. I caused the problems because I wanted to run away. Sabotaged it myself, even as I knew I was doing it! It is my ultimate tragedy.

@rodneishaayers7972 3 ай бұрын

Your comment made my soul cry😢 I met this man who my soul knew to be a good man, it was like like love at first sight. The way he looked at me, the way our tongues would get tied trying to speak to one another. It felt like electricity would flow through our bodies if we were too close. Our chemistry was so magnetic, pure...your words sounds like the exact verbiage he would use verbatim. I was really sad for awhile when he ran but I am very happy to have met him.❤

@svenja27esprie 3 ай бұрын

Very interesting thought. Really!

@Drekromancer 3 ай бұрын

Strangely, this idea doesn't scare me like it seems to scare others. I don't think I'll stop being the main character when I find love; I'll just be reaching the end of this arc in my story. When I settle down with the woman I love, my days of pining and searching will be at an end. There's something to mourn in that, but also something to celebrate. I will be born anew as a man who holds true love in his heart every day. And I won't stop living my life as an adventure; I'll just continue my quest with a party of two. To be honest, there's nothing I wouldn't give up in order to live as that man. My hopeless days may end, but that change will also usher in a much brighter era. So I will honor the memory of what came before, but I feel no need to linger. Not when leaving it behind will bring me into the light.

@akidmariam9072 4 ай бұрын

To anyone who's listening to this masterpiece I just want you to know that you must not change for someone ever .being yourself is so attractive because simply your details are just mesmerizing the way they are (To dear future me too)

@luzestherviscarra2018 4 ай бұрын

Gracias por el consejo ❤

@Fuentesico 3 ай бұрын

I was going to try to convince you that you’re wrong. But I realized this is a “hopeless” romantic playlist… if you never change in life then you truly are hopeless.

@pmdarts01 4 ай бұрын

When the stars find us I pray their touch is soft and their words are liquid gold

@Drekromancer 3 ай бұрын

This might be the most beautiful prayer I've ever heard. I will write it down and keep it close to my heart. Thank you. ❤

@SilentMiracles2013 4 ай бұрын

I hate that I'm a hopeless romantic. I seek and desire true love but I don't think it actually exist in our world. The reality is harsh. A lovely dream will always be a dream. After my current lover ends, I have decided my destiny is to be alone. Discover myself and learn to accept that true love is not real. It'll be a tough journey but I shall not desire love and fall into desperation because in the end my expectations only hurt me. I could love someone but I don't think I am meant to be with them. I'll just slowly drift away.

@Bfd-cf5pq 3 ай бұрын

Aww 🥺, trust me true love is very much real❤️ my family is a product of it! My parents are high school sweet hearts and couldn’t imagine a world without the other. Your true love just isn’t ready yet, or maybe you’re the one who isn’t ready..? Just some food for thought! God bless❤️😊

@anabean1101 4 ай бұрын

I want to at least experience falling in love.. for them to also love me. I want the passion, the feeling you get before skydiving. to stare at them and be wildly in love. To sit in silence after a long day and not say anything. I wish to find someone who would accept me as I am, without requiring me to change myself just to get their attention. I want to be able to tell my friends about him without any doubts. Is it wrong to desire a relationship that others are jealous of? I want us to have intense arguments too. Perfection isn't necessary as we'll build off each other. To be surrounded by people, yet feel their eyes on me from afar. See the thing is it doesn't have to last forever, realistically first loves aren't always going to last. for my heartbreak to be worth it and have no regrets. for years to go by and still feel forever young. "Like a moth to a flame."

@pablokalincausky8359 4 ай бұрын

The day I leave this world I won't take anything with me, then I began to value real life and music is part of it...

@Didkngify 4 ай бұрын

What good is the company of half the world if you are not in it? What good are warm and affectionate greetings to me if you are not the one who smiles at me? What good are melodies if they don't carry reminiscences of you? What good are so many shapes and colors if no disposition is yours? What good is the storm if it doesn't bring your aroma? What good are hundreds of lakes if your face is not reflected in any of them? What good is so much future to me if you won't be in any present? Only the animal can console me. Just tell me in what deep sleep I can find you.

@Jigoku4 4 ай бұрын

For our days to pass from ash to glass, For every heart broken, a shattered glass, For every winter, snow and ice, till our hearts go numb and our temperature rise.

@Drekromancer 3 ай бұрын

Amen. ❤

@Jigoku4 3 ай бұрын

@@Drekromancer by the way that is not a prayer . But thank you may your days shine like stars.

@nope2184 3 ай бұрын

Well, here you go, readers… ________________________________ “You know, I once told the stars about you.” The gentle glow of the moon cascades over my ivory skin, the shadows of the willows dancing in the wind. My eyes gaze up at the dark, endless night sky, “Do you want to know what they told me?” A humorless smile creeps over my face as I tilt my head to the headstone, “That no matter what,” my voice comes to a gentle whisper, “They can never bring you back to me.”

@shar3859 4 ай бұрын

This is the most beautiful dark academia playlist I've seen Every song is so sorrowful with a note of whimsy, and each note is so pleasant to listen to

@its_me_daedalus 4 ай бұрын

a heart so big yet a life so devoid of love, prolonging a mind so incapable of revolution

@khosatuya 4 ай бұрын

❤

@insertcreativenamehere-jj3bu 4 ай бұрын

I gulp up the cold winter night’s air staring at a sky of forgotten stars, tears streaming down my wind bitten face. I think she's one of those stars. Shining down on the earth basking in the darkness. “Some say Jupiter was meant to be a star, but couldn't. They said that Jupiter was a failure.” Her words echo and ring in my ears like she's standing right next to me. “But I say Jupiter isn't a failure, Jupiter could never be a star because the sun took all the resources necessary in order for Jupiter to become a star, but Jupiter found something better, it became something better.” She lets that thought sit, she lets it marinate in the silence growing between us. I don't want to say anything, I'm afraid if I speak or look where I can hear her voice she'll slip away and disappear. “Stars stay in the sky for billions and billions of years but they're never given more than the occasional once over before wandering eyes move on to a different, bigger, brighter, better star. But a planet?” She laughs half-heartedly “Everyone notices a planet, they keep their eyes on it and ignore every star in the sky. Jupiter isn't a representation of failure, it's a representation of lost hope, of setting out for something and finding something even better.” She pauses and voice barely above a whisper says "You will find something better." I break my stare off of the stars to look at her and she's gone, no trace left of her in sight.

@alinanymus6830 4 ай бұрын

The comments under those type of videos never disppoint

@uhhh-cw5ig 4 ай бұрын

While i listen to this beautiful playlist, i just want to jot down what im thinking, to love without bounds is the most excruciating curse one can endure. you wander the earth your whole life feeling detached from the rest of society because youre unable to revel in the superficiality that brings them together. It is because you’re unable to love with anything less than your whole heart that you become so isolated. you dont know how to love with half your will. You dont know how to show those around you one face while you conceal another. You are as you are. And it makes you undoubtedly hopeless. Because theres no hope for someone like me. I chose not to love at all because I was tired of loving too much, loving the way I do became the reason for my heart being perpetually shattered. However, I remain weak and hopeless. Because I met him. Someone who challenged everything I thought I knew about myself and the world. I have to say, everything and everyone is standing in our way. Despite this, since he looked at me that way and smiled at me that way and I heard how he spoke about me, how his face changes when he sees me, i changed. I am utterly hopeless for him. He is so different to everyone else, but only when you look close enough to notice. One might think him a little awkward, or shy. But it takes alot of courage to do the things he does. To look at the girl who locked her heart and encased it with stone and smile at her so that the stone might crack a little. Day by day. Month by month. And you haven’t left my mind since. If I dont have you, I might not recover this time. I might finally lose the hopelessness. Twenty one days until I see you again.

@alinanymus6830 4 ай бұрын

Damn. I really hope it works out for you guys

@BrendaOrtiz-cp7st 3 ай бұрын

Hey are you okay ?

@uhhh-cw5ig 3 ай бұрын

@@BrendaOrtiz-cp7st yeah haha im okay. this is much less depressing than it sounds

@ju-vo5px 3 ай бұрын

It's been three weeks pookie! did you get to see him???

@Ellie-jz6yu Ай бұрын

love found me when i wasnt searching for it. and it came in many forms, many people, many animals, many sunny days and joyful playlists, i know true love exist because i truly love. It came to me in form of a boy too, i love him. i love you.

@AestheticMusic124 8 ай бұрын

the playlist is awesome...I feel that is touching my soul

@helderboutens 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much ❤️

@katherinebarnes4091 3 ай бұрын

I think it's great to be a romantic. I have loved many many people and it doesn't fade for me much over time. Not really. When the association ends, it is always exquisitely painful, which only makes the contrast to the next one all the sweeter. Yes, they mostly all end. But better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all. The experience and memories are all wonderful. I don't internalize the bad times. I would take any/all of these people back in a heartbeat if they wanted me back. I still love them all.

@aly283 4 ай бұрын

I pray for him every night, though I have not met him. I hope I get to tell him that in the future.

@janaesanz6744 2 ай бұрын

He dreamt of writing books, possibly becoming a publisher, she wanted to focus on work, both different mindsets, yet they still loved each other, or at least that's what *he* thought. He would write poems, scriptures, biographies of her, of her life of how she spent her time. He was in awe of her, of her beauty, her grace, yet he was so blind in love he couldn't see the selfishness she held in her bitter heart. She promised, she promised she would never do such a thing, he was left. abandoned with nothing but a vacant heart, an aching sorrowful spirit. He was alone, he hated it he missed her, regardless of what she did. days, weeks, months pass and he flourished while she began to feel dejected from her cruel actions, thinking she'd be happier seeing another and leaving the only man who had ever loved her, she searched for him, by the time she did he was with another. she exceeded all she was, her aura, her kindness, her love was incomparable. she adored him the way he deserved, and she was too late and now she was the one who was left with the vacant heart.

@PRSpecial3172 Ай бұрын

astounding...honestly

@laurasgarden2039 3 ай бұрын

Riding through motherhood alone at the age of 30 years old… this music speaks to my postpartum depression heart more like my soul. Motherhood is beautiful and lonely at the same time ♠️

@Cha-wo4yx 3 ай бұрын

my friend found the person she want to marry last year, they really love each other and even if they’re not perfect like my idea of love that i want,i’m so jealous , how did she find someone? i feel like i’ll never be able to love a person… i’m still young but i really want to be in love, how does it feels? it’s like this the only thing i could never get and i don’t even like myself how can anyone love me then ? i want to have a relationship were if i marry him , it would last till our death but i feel like i would never find someone.

@DaB0ssIsIn 3 ай бұрын

That person is out there, somewhere. You have time, you'll find them. Just keep searching. They're looking for you too, after all.

@mariammeliksetian7916 5 ай бұрын

Fell asleep listening to this last night and it might be one of my favorite pieces -- listening to it now as I do some homework.

@WhFAMjm Ай бұрын

I feel like people should realize that it isn't always about being especially cool and like this stereotypical bad boy or girl. People should realize that being soft, tender and gentle feels good. It feels like a soft cozy bed. Being kind doesn't hurt, it never does, being gentle doesn't burn, it never does but being unkind and harsh does. It burns, like hell. Feel your muscles loosen, relax your eyesbrows, your jaw, everything that has been tense. I hope you get to feel soft and tender love in your life, wether it comes from yourself or another one. Edit: For anyone who experienced situations where their kindness was taken advantage of, don't forget that kindness begins within yourself, it starts with being gentle to yourself. So why don't you start today? Do yourself a favor, treat yourself nicely.

@MangoMonster34 3 ай бұрын

This music is pure understanding of my complex and beautiful emotions

@meganvandoren1196 3 ай бұрын

I believe hopeless romantics can be very inspirational, creative people. It's amazing when they channel their soul to create something unique and beautiful. ❤Keep dreaming and hoping❤

@ZauDoi-xc6jr 4 ай бұрын

I read some comments and I learn about people to know anything; like romantic, love, and suffering🙃

@OliviaMadison_26 4 ай бұрын

In the refined streets of a dimly lit city, he lived as a silent observer of the romantic tapestry that unfolded around him. A man of sensitivity and respect, his heart resonated with the tender strains of love that wafted through the elegant parlors and cobblestone streets. In the hushed corridors of his study, he found solace among the leather-bound books and the flickering glow of candlelight. His gaze, fixated on the parchment that held the delicate ink strokes of poetic verses, traced the lines of love letters exchanged between hearts entangled in the dance of courtship. With a reverence for the written word, he strolled through the town square, his heart attuned to the unspoken emotions that lingered between glances. Faces in the crowd became characters in the romantic novel he imagined, and every interaction held the potential for a story that unfolded with the grace and charm of a bygone era. In the quaint bookstore that exuded the scent of aged paper, he perused volumes of classic literature that spoke to the nuances of love and chivalry. His fingertips brushed over the embossed covers, and as he lost himself in tales of courtly love, he envisioned a world where respect and sensitivity were the pillars of romantic pursuits. Under the soft glow of gas lamps, he often wandered through the manicured gardens, his soul attuned to the celestial dance of stars. The beauty of the night sky mirrored the delicate intricacies of his own sentiments, and he pondered the constellations as if deciphering the coded language of love. As the seasons changed, his heart, imbued with a deep sense of honor, danced between the echoes of longing and the desire for a connection that transcended the superficial. His gaze, directed at the gentle sway of a woman's silhouette across the ballroom, held a silent promise of admiration rather than conquest. In the ballrooms filled with the soft rustle of silk gowns and the lilting melodies of a waltz, he moved with a grace that reflected his sensitive nature. The respectful manner in which he offered his hand for a dance conveyed not just a desire for companionship but a deep appreciation for the souls entwined in the elegant figures of the evening. He sat and watched, observed, and studied them. Watching as each man and woman, moved in harmony. Yes.... this is what he dreamed of. This is what consumed his thoughts in the lonesome parts of his day. The thing he wanted more than anything.... Love.

@alinanymus6830 4 ай бұрын

Beautiful

@OliviaMadison_26 4 ай бұрын

omg thank you!!

@yarafreiremartins6396 3 ай бұрын

I need you to do something for me. I need you to let me go, you have to let me let you go. In another life, maybe it was you and me. Maybe there we loved each other right, and we were happy together. Maybe in that life we did all of the things we said we would. But we got this one instead. You are my friend, my love, and now a stranger. But you will always be my favourite memory, in this life, and the next. Being a hopeless romantic is an amazing lonely experience that lets me feel so much emotion for love. But at the same time we can also feel in such dispair and sadness the moment we know we’ll never get to find the true love we always wanted.

@Fatima-hl2qg 3 ай бұрын

I read a book called "Smoke and Key" while listening to this playlist most of the time and it fits the mood of the book so much. I absolutely loved the book; I gave it 5 stars and everything.

@Iced_coffee.1310 Ай бұрын

Your comment inspired me to start reading smoke and key and I love it so much, yet I’m only on chapter three. You’re right though, the playlist matches the mood of the book so well!

@boots3372 3 ай бұрын

This reminds me when I'm making dippy eggs and the eggs are perfect, the toast has popped, perfectly browned and I have no margarine...

@dilaraIale 4 ай бұрын

i am crying about can't finding "the one" right now. i was searching a song for being calm. and i saw this, what a coincidence...

@NGPEnTERPRISALL 3 ай бұрын

Your beauty inspires me to make myself worthy of my own judgment and care

@DikshaSingh-mnb67 5 ай бұрын

Music that heals the soul.

@baydaissi2702 3 ай бұрын

I should of been born in the romantic era ✨✨

@iamallanevans 3 ай бұрын

A truth about love, Is simply that, It will hide the moment it becomes observed. As fearful of it that you are, It is of you, Do not become skeptical or unnerved. If it was to be dreamt of, Or only desired, Leading belief of it merely yearned. It didn't wish to be caught, Or casually defined, It insists on being learned.

@annadventurewithme Ай бұрын

I found your channel a few days ago, and for the first time in months I felt myself crying. Please keep making these beautiful playlists, I (and I know many others) really appreciate them.

@helderboutens Ай бұрын

Thank you so much, I definitely will!!

@daryljoseph2530 3 ай бұрын

Hearing this at this moment feels magical

@MachikoS. 5 ай бұрын

幸せな気分です🥰ありがとう

@alinanymus6830 4 ай бұрын

I went on a date. And there he was… seeing me and the other man having a date. My first thought, a forbidden thought… unfair and gruesome - “I wish I was here with YOU right now.” But I didn’t say anything.. he talked to my date and went on with his day. I saw him. He crossed the street and I did too. He smiled at me but kept walking. I smiled back. No talking. I saw him. He was sitting in the tram. He smiled at me and I did too. No talking. I saw him. Christmas market.. staying besides me in a group full of people we both knew. He smiled at me and I did too. Talking! He started talking to me… out of the blue. No forewarning. He asked if we want to go get some food. I said yes. Talking! We went on and split from the group. Unexpected but like in a fairy tale… Christmas market, lights shining, smell of cinnamon and apples. Walking. I text him. He texts me back and I did so too. Talking… Talking for hours and hours, day for day. Talking… Nothing. I didn’t see him. He didn’t text me. Nothing. He texts me… out of the blue. No forewarning. He asked if we want to meet so he could explain. We meet. I see him. He smiled at me and I did so too. Hoping! He says “an old friend texted me… we had a date and things went great.” Silence. I looked at him, he looked at me. Our ways parted. Nothing. Nothing except pain for me and happiness for him. Silence.

@zhitian20 4 ай бұрын

Like a slithering snake he came and pass by And Everything's same Except for me. Here I lie Just to be found Or Be profound of self Tbh it's a beautiful playlist ❤

@keleku2639 4 ай бұрын

did you write this? if yes you’re amazing

@keleku2639 4 ай бұрын

even if you didn’t you’re amazing regardless

@zhitian20 4 ай бұрын

Aww Thankyou , i wrote it❤❤

@rileyponpon6778 3 ай бұрын

The song around minute 8 is SO gorgeous.

@yellow_cucumber 3 ай бұрын

хочу задать вопрос. Любовь ли это, когда ты смотришь на человека, видишь его улыбку, и всё твоё сознание переворачивается с ног на голову, и ты улыбаешься ему в ответ. Когда при малейшем касании, тебя обдаёт жаром и твои уши краснеют, а сердце бьётся быстрее. Когда ты смотришь в его карие глаза, которые смотрят в твои, и чувствуешь счастье и спокойствие? Когда помимо него никто тебя не волнует. Когда он снится тебе ночами, и ты просыпаешься от каждого шороха, проверяя, написал он тебе или нет? Когда тебя расстраивает тот факт, что он не относится к тебе точно так же, не чувствует того же тепла и спокойствия. Когда ты плачешь от того, что его любовь принадлежит другому человеку. Это ли любовь? Надеюсь, что это не так

@amenehmayedzadeh3220 8 ай бұрын

Congrats on the 1000 subs❤

@helderboutens 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much!!

@FocusSomething 8 ай бұрын

I love your music very much. makes me feel more comfortable

@helderboutens 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for the kind words❤️

@ChmuraZMontBlanc 27 күн бұрын

i love this painting

@SINCERELYXHER Ай бұрын

I could listen to that first song for days straight😭❤️

@reenahrune5992 4 ай бұрын

I need a list of all these songs 😭

@ElementPachamama 4 ай бұрын

Remember your strength of your heart, not of your hands ✨

@asdfhjklacew 8 ай бұрын

Thank you :)

@helderboutens 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for supporting ❤️

@Leelullu Ай бұрын

this playlist is perfect.

@helderboutens Ай бұрын

Thank you!!

@albertofara561 5 ай бұрын

Amazing playlist😢

@helderboutens 5 ай бұрын

Thank you!!

@lanacain 5 ай бұрын

This song and painting reminds me of the movie Pride and Prejudice 🎉

@helderboutens 5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, I really love that movie as well!

@user-wo9gs4md3m 5 ай бұрын

Very nice. ❤

@kamilledavies3488 4 ай бұрын

KZfaq must be in my head.. couldn't be just my watch history, knowing my mood and ish.. melancholy

@hayopka3602 2 ай бұрын

This channel really know me the best the title is literally me

@helderboutens 2 ай бұрын

Thank you! 😌

@gamesevolve3806 Ай бұрын

I had the chance of embracing myself and healing my wounds of an unrequited love towards someone whom I became friends later on. I wanted that friendship to last as long as possible. But my bad, the Universe and destiny forced me to get that away for some reason, for the well being of both of us. I could have stayed long as friends, but my heart lost it when she preferred someone else over me. I could have been a distant friend, but I couldn't accept that fact easily. I had the trouble of letting it go compared to other friendships I had in my life, and it was hard to let go especially during that difficult times of my life, where I longed for her friendship and compassion. What happened had happened. But I have treasured the good times I had with her, which even she can't take that away from me.

@neurospicypisces 3 ай бұрын

Love love. May I ask the name of this painting? I love it

@davidphillips5762 Ай бұрын

A hopeless romantic maybe viewed. As a pathetic soul. Or, could they be viewed. As a very gracious and, kind individual. Who is eternally hopeful? Time can be kind/unkind. Yet time, is the greatest truth. The eyes, don't see love. Only the heart, can see love❤.

@davidphillips5762 Ай бұрын

Thank you. I'm happy, my opinion resonated with you.

@acr4715 25 күн бұрын

Someone once told me a story. When he was in his late teens, he met this young waitress. They locked eyes, sparked chemistry, and had a short amusing convo. He said she was the nicest woman he’d ever interacted with; but due to his shyness, he didn’t ask for her number. Today he is in his late 60’s and still regrets the fact that he made no attempt to ask her out. It’s incredible how love can give so much hope and at the same time be so cruel.

@RULE_34- 20 күн бұрын

I am a lover of love without love. I dance tireless hours with my own shadow. Sitting in the park I wait, I wait for someone to take my hand and let's go have fun as if we were children again. May the moon surprise us with laughter and caresses. But while I wait alone and time passes I see friends, couples, families. As I wait alone fading my hope that someone can love this monster

@GabrielAnnMarina Ай бұрын

-Melhor de tudo-

@vildanertugrul8272 3 ай бұрын

Bu melodiler geçmişte yaşamak istemememe neden oluyor. Her zaman romantik bir ilişki hayal etmiştim.. Birbirimize mektuplar yazdığımız ay ışığı altında şiirler okuduğumuz ve tatlı küçük kaçamaklar yaptığımız.. Günümüze bakınca kafamda oluşturduğum romantik evrende yaşamak güvenli hissetmeme neden oluyor. Kafamda kurduğum hayaller ve küçük oyunlar ile bu listeleri dinlerken mutluyum. Bu çalma listesini oluşturduğunuz için teşekkürler.

@little_W0nder 5 ай бұрын

Прекрасное название, буквально описывает меня. Прекрасная музыка.

@lanacain 5 ай бұрын

No it doesn't 🎉

@mauretaniafan1133 3 ай бұрын

wow it's so realistic

@The6Eternal6Dark6Lord 3 ай бұрын

I stayed friends with my best friends ex, I know that may not be good but it just happened, we really connected so much, I felt like we are one, we like the same things in everything, she is the first person that really understands me, and I got really attached cause she was the girl of my dreams that I always imagined and we both felt butterflies when we where next to each other and we both had feelings and we said to each other that we wish we met before but now we know we can't be together cause she's my best friends ex, she tried to move on and focused on another guy she likes but I can't move on and I miss her and I cry every night. She's now dating this other guy and she feels happy but I am still in pain, I tried not to care and went out with them and a group of friends but I couldn't take the pain when I saw her huggin this guy all night and Holding his hand and flirting and I'm there alone in pain I had to leave, and she noticed and came to me and told me what's wrong and I told her how I feel about her. Then when I was at home i told her on chat if she still has any feelings for me and she said no but she doesn't want to lose me as a friend, it really hurts and I want to die, I go through hell for her 😢

@ReynaldoParker-mt6ud Ай бұрын

She's like the wind

@hajji1509 3 ай бұрын

I once said to my love..'at least i have felt the deepest most beautiful feelings of love even though you have caused me so much pain. You will never know that exquisite feeling'. Better to have loved and lost etc.....❤❤

@theblackbrazillian76 3 ай бұрын

You don't have to dream or feel hopeless when you have true love......

@entelferidun1698 5 ай бұрын

Dear ophelia ❤

@lanacain 5 ай бұрын

True 🎉

@jelly_beanch1216 8 ай бұрын

new video ♥♥

@helderboutens 8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for supporting ❤️

@riyaravi5196 4 ай бұрын

As long as you love me i shall give you anything you want, even the world. Would that be enough of a trade?

@Kaylasbestworld005x Ай бұрын

I never really knew what hopeless romantic meant. I'm not sure if I am one. I just use to spend my time craving a new person after the last one failed, I emotionally needed a new losing game to attach myself with; and although it never did me any good, I was so in love with the beauty of that. And I'm such a hypoctirical liar when it came to partners, always saying I wanna take time while rushing because of how desperate I was. Honestly sometimes being in so many relationships because of loving love, makes you realize that the addiction to loving someone/something to your fullest amount doesnt really feel so full. It's like theres an extra percentage that you can overlove them with, but something is blocking it. Overthinking is the side of it, but trying to keep up with the love itself separated from you loving that love, is so so unbearably different. It is so so different and it is painful. I've stopped dating since last year in august. I'm not really feeling any fond feelings of romance or attraction anymore lately...and I'm not sure how or what I am anymore.

@athena3613 22 күн бұрын

This is a warning to the Hopeless Romantic: when you fall in love with the idea of love, you are deceitful. You have to see people for what they are, rather who they are meant to be. Only then can you accept those around you; but, most critically, accept yourself. You do not have an alternative, you have to change.

@natasha_0951 5 күн бұрын

I fell first then fell harder, got hurt by falling got back up but got dragged don't wn again by him falling

@boopsiecat Ай бұрын

Falling in love; whether that be romantic or platonic, is like adventuring a forest I've never been to before. Each person's forest is different, unique to the character they are. In the beginning, some are dark and enveloped in a blanket of smoke and mystery. While others are filled with moss growing within the cracks of a long abandoned path surrounded by a meadow of vibrant wild flowers. As I venture through each one's forest, I find myself becoming more mesmerized in the beauty of that person. For each forest hides secrets along the way, new treasures I discover. Sometimes dark forests hide little openings of pure soft green grass for me to rest and explore, while the seemingly peaceful forests have secret caves full of sharp stones and jagged edges that make it difficult to venture too far. Sometimes I succeed, sometimes I don't. Each forest different, an adventure I'm always keen to face. On the incredibly rare times we fall out of touch; it's like I'm seemingly pulled out of a forest by a large, fast invisible hand. Yanking me from the depths of where I was, and placing me right back where I started. It is a bitter thing when people grow apart, but it's up to you both, if you take that chance of exploring their forests again or admit your defeat and slowly travel far from the home you'd known.

@mar.eeeeee Күн бұрын

I LOVE THIS

@georgiaspeer-remes3669 3 ай бұрын

What if I can't stop dreaming of a love that is just out of reach, with someone right in front of me, that may never take my hand.

@Anna-RainSounds-mie9 18 күн бұрын

Hey there! Amidst the lively cascade of comments, my little note might seem like a drop in the ocean. But if you're reading this, it's definitely not by accident. Cheer up, because there's a special message tucked away right here just for you. In the face of life's ups and downs, remember to tap into your inner well of strength and bounce-back-ability. You've got this!