2009 :pillow were used to sleep 2022 :pillow were used to hide tears and pains

a big hug for people who are experiencing depression right now, let's not lose against ourselves for our loved ones

I’ve been struggling to find songs that I relate to, thank you for making music like this it helps. ❤️

She had the most unique vibrato. Haunting

'why do I exist?' that's the question i ask to myself everyday i wake up in the morning-

Hurts when your only escape is work and school. I just wish that when i come home i’ll be greater with hugs and love and they ask how my day is. Instead of not talking to me unless they need me to clean or cook. I’m not a slave i’m your daughter, your sister. I have a record of running away, being in the hospital due to the things i do to myself. Can you guys not see that i need help? This song is just. Ugh. Hits deep.

I've just found Zevia and her songs really hit my soul.

Hi everyone! For all of you who are going through suicidal thoughts and are thinking about existence, please don't give up trying to find a way out of the darkness. I've been there and I know how it feels like, how exhausting, desperate and hopeless, sometimes probably nothing makes sense, but please consider that believing in God can actually be a solution. I don't want to sound cliché, but I can say for sure that, at least, faith can provide all the answers of our questions. Depression is a hard battle but faith definitely helps a lot to handle it in an easier way. You are not alone! Think of God always being there with you, for you, for all of us. God entrusts the toughest battles to His strongest soldiers. You are in here for a reason. The world needs you. We need you, beautiful soul. Don't waste your life. Get up and find yourself something that makes you happy. Personally, Islamic religion helped me find and understand the meaning of life. Realize your worth. You are not alone. I feel you. I heart you. We can do this! 💪💪💪

Hey there beautiful souls ☺️ It's okay.. You'll be okay. Maybe not now but one day you will. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're doing your best already. Maybe you're feeling so overwhelmed and exhausted. Maybe you feel like giving up everything all at once because you just had enough.. But you're stronger than this. I believe in you.

Wow fr i cried this song is saying how i feel and my lifes some days as a teen thxs sm for this good music

Nothing hurts more than not liking yourself… 💔

Awesome how she tells the sad story in such a lovely song ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

If ur reading this just know that you are needed each day. This song is awesome an Kool with courage to stand firm with positive vibes.

Not wanting to die but not wanting to be forgotten.....

I don't want to exist anymore. I just want to curl up and fade away from existence.

My CBSE 10th results was declared in 12 may...I was so scared to tell my parents about the results but still from the inside hoping that they will understand they make me cheerup...but when I tell them about the results they didn't respond at all...their reaction was like I know you're a loser and always be a loser.. They demotivating me questioning myself why I still exists in this cruel world and finally I found this song 😭

Too numb to cry 😢

Why do I exist I lost everything my friends, happiness, myself, family and only my pillow knows how much I cry alone😔😔😔😔😔

I feel so depressed and I just want to say thanks for doing this song 😭😭

never in a day of my life had i heard this song yet i sang this like i knew it sense the day i was born

Wow. High school. Failing all my classes even when I told the teachers so many time that i'm special ed. And now i'm being yelled at and my exams are soon. I just don't know anymore

Your voice and songs are my comfort :3

To find a song that walks in your shoes EVERYDAY.❤️

I have had depression for three years now.i dropped out of school due to a panic disorder.was an outpatient at a mental hospital for seven months. The medication was having many side effects so i stopped. My girlfriend broke up with me as wellshe was the only onewho understood . Right now i use this music to feel less alone.

If I died I know no one would care, if they even noticed at all. It’s a small comfort to know I’m not the only forgotten ghost

This is so underrated

First thing I think when I wake up in the morning „ why do I exist?“

The thing that hurts the most is when you try and look out for that one person and it falls back into your face. My escape is work and school that it’s all of those lyrics are my life

Tears

I finally found the song that I can relate to

That's a tough one but we all need to know, Our pains all of them! Do exist to make us stronger think about this, if not for some of your hardships, pains, anxieties you wouldn't be this stronger than before . Also remember ( There is always a purpose why everything happens and the solution is to pray 💯!)

I just need to be loved. I’m tired of being ignored, tired of being abused, tired of being neglected, tired of wondering why I should continue living, tired of cutting, tired of burning, tired of waiting for someone, anyone to see me, understand me. Is that so damn hard?! I don’t want to wake up every morning and ask myself „why do I exist? Why shouldn’t I just die?“ If I could just hear the words „ i love you“ maybe I would not have the scars. Of course I cut. If u don’t have a voice u need a way to scream

Why do we grew up and learn what pain really means. I wish I could stay innocent and not minding everything that's happening around me.

gorgeous voice this ones!😍

Simply lovely

Wish I can make all this pains go away

The voice is so great good wonderfull!

Right in the feels 💔

Perfect last song. Thank you

Anyone deep down hearing this? Really consoling. Thank You!

Beautiful.

Who isn't afraid to die but afraid of what would happen if you survive..

Beautiful 😍

Great song

Beautiful 💓

Why do we even exist just to forever suffer for a Little drops of happiness.?

Its already painful to suffer from depression..how much if ur only parents don't know and u have too keep pretending that ur ok..😔😔😔💔

Home has to at least be some one's Joy.. buh the thought of it makes me 😭😭😭😭😭 it's so sad how I grew to be a loner even with my family around.. shunning down any little source of joy I could have.. I keep on asking God to just save me from the pain and take me 😭😭😭.. jus 19yrs😢

awww i really loves your voice!Keep going on

"why do I exist" I always ask this in my school every day

The song literally kicks in me😅

Not happy not sad just empty inside, dead inside

Lovely dude!

It doesn't matter a bit that people don't love us. Most are incapable of relating to others not aiming at using them, be it for pleasure or fame. Most people are bad, worse than we can see. As long as you care, it is a waste of potential. It is absurd to seek approval of people who have no merit whatsoever: their lives are centered on themselves. The pain we sometimes feel is caused by the very ones to shun us later on.

This is what lm experience right now😭😭😭😭

The song asks me as to why I exists?? The only thing I can say is I exist because God has a plan and purpose for my life. No matter what me or the person reading this feels know that there's always a sunlight after a storm. And also after the storms the earth becomes evergreen meaning life . May God be with everyone 😊🙏

It's deep.......! Hitting the realisations 👣

Young me listen song to enjoy Now me listening songs to get some comfort and relief;)

I cry everyday for the one who does not know and does not care ... Why??

Too numb to live, can't cry anymore the eye are dry

💓🥺

im cryin now... i feel im alone .. huhuhu i always wanted te see my mother... im so depressed...

Me too💕😭🙏🏾

It’s funny how my own flesh and blood never noticed I needed help even when i started running away and skinning my own arm. Then they threw into foster care like I was an old rag. Thanks mom thanks dad parents of the year! And the worst part is that everyone else has someone and I have almost no one the people I did have threw me on the streets.

Why do I exist Why am I even born I have no one

2012: crying because a baby 2024: crying because of depression

beautiful & poetic lyrics, but its also a depressing song😢

I Don't want to live ds darkest life more... Day by day m going in a dark way... My humble request to god plz take my soul.. Free from ds world.... I never want to born again here... 😔😭😭😭plz plz plz god take me take me..

God loves u

damn.

Idk but this song pretty nice

I don't think I have depression, I just have really bad anxiety (attacks). When my anxiety gets really bad I tend to breath faster (hyperventilate) and I can't speak right

I think I can relate

Keep strong. Jesus cares. ❤

Do good be good care for every one

And the voice

I don’t know if I can take this life anymore 😭

I feel so dead inside my soul is fucking tired Zevia thank you

1:42 … people you love can hurt you the most…

At this point i dont even know why i still exist and till this day and forever on i wish i wasn't ever born my existence dosent matter i have given up... I have given up

They said let's be thankful we receive a new day means a new life to fight on, but can't I really leave? Can I please stop existing now?💔

I just feel like if i die no one will ever search for me and it will take weeks until someone does, i feel so invisible...

I feel like this some days

❣️❣️❣️

Are we sure this isn’t Billie Eilish?? She has full control over her vibrato and it’s incredible

I exist for a better future

Mylife now😢.

Hate how much I relate😭

Ahhh, after a long time I'm listening this song and feels the same pain Btw I'm feeling better....

I been struggling I this song

Ik I'ma guy but I fw you you gotta beautiful voice

Bc. U the original God only makes just one of u. So he would want u to be special and happy

This is just reality

I want my parent's hug and hold my hand but that's just in my dream.. they don't want me to be apart for their family.. 😀😀😊😊

I’m losing it

Its very hard to beleiving i'm okay.. How many years passes away....but in my eyes said she never gona far away

I feel like i dont belong in this world 😢

I get it

Why do I exist