Dude, this is such a good video!! I only have a handful of memories from ages 0 to 9, but just a couple weeks ago I had a traumatizing phone call with my mom and afterwards was finally able to cry for the first time in a long time, and as I lay in bed, suddenly memories from my childhood I didn't know I had started popping up out of nowhere. I thought I started the healing journey when I was 17 but I'm 24 now and realized even though I've worked really hard on myself over the years, I'm still just barely scratching the surface of things my body & mind need to heal from. I'm scared trauma is a battle I'm going to have to fight till the day I die, and I think I'm grieving the person I could've been without all of it, but maybe something will end up right in the end if I keep going. I hope everyone has a good day, and I hope your channel grows!! <3

Gaze into my trauma lol

If you are in an exploitative situation. Leave it, don’t wait for the zombie apocalypse to start living your life. That is the fundamental message of the show, and anyone who just wants to sit and complain is no better than the assholes who had a “100 things to do before I become a zombie” list.

Hope everyone doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️

Hope ya doing good and staying safe. If you need to talk to someone or need help, there are people who care. Sending support and hearts. ❤️❤️❤️

i had a similar experience, my memories came crashing when i was like 15. The body keeps the score was a book that opened my perspective on trauma and healing. Wishing you all the best!

Found you entertaining and decided to sub 🙏🔥

I've been going to therapy for about 3 years and im still at a point where stuff like that will suddenly hit me out of no where. I have child hood memories but i dont know if they're real either, its nuts! Im also always blindsided by when people (also my therapist) says "you're doing so well". Life is weird lol but still mostly fun!

If you gain a skill truly valuable to society capitalism will reward you everyone complains about it but the truth of the matter is the more valuable your skill set is the better you will do in a capitalist society burger flippers are a dime a dozen but doctors get boat loads of cash it’s not cause one works harder it’s that anyone can flip a burger but not anyone can be a doctor

Ewwww, a communist trans

And you think it's capitalism 😂. You're a very dull boy.

Good video. idk what else to say but didn't expect this level of video from a channel with 133 (now 134) subs. Will definitely try to stick around.

What is this idiocy doing on my screen? Damn Second Thought I watched like 3 of your stupid videos for science I don't wanna see your victims 💀

>lists all his emotional and psychological problems >blames them all on "capitalism" It's not your company's fault you listen to the same playlists on repeat or that you don't talk to your friends. If you don’t have enough time for your hobbies, then stop making youtube videos where you complain about your life, and do something useful instead. You could have spent that time in a much better way

I quite like capitalism. I started out with nothing and now I'm doing pretty good. I think you're just mad cuz ur bad lmao

Ngl im sick of working 😂 i worked for two years and never saw a benefit come back to me !! Im trying to survive without working atleast until august l, so that i can apply to my college study-work program.

I like the vibe :-)

Step 1: Born with capital.

This... has nothing to do with capitalism? This is just anti-work... I approve :)

you can allways go to China if Capitalist america is so bad. but to remeber its past march 19....

You don't even have 1 k yet?? Craaazy I subbed immediately tf L❤VE IT

Going through step 3 and it’s exactly how you’re describing it it’s insane

Fuck! This shit is dope! I also feel the crushing weight of reality under capitalism scrape and strip every part of me that was human, every part of me that ever knew how to love and be if not happy than at least content :3 Hope your channel does well, being a youtuber is also soul crushing for sure, but at least you get to be crushed by expectations about your art instead of a shelf of froyo at a 7/11.

Cool vid, gonna boost for the algo

Capitalism is the only system that has worked and will work!

Awesome video!! Hope your stuff reaches more people!

Six minutes of a fat, entitled pseudosocialist thinking socialism (the real one that has never been tried before!) will somehow enable his laziness and solve all his problems. The video has no message, no thought behind it - just whining about how hard it is to live in a first-world country. "Oh no, I have to look for muh job and work whole 8 HOURS!" - you literally have it better than 90% of Earth's population. And what would you do anyway, if you had no need to work? Probably sit on your couch all day and complain about how evil straight people are or some equally dumb crap. But can you really expect more from a guy with a groomer flag on his desk?

I can't hear anything 😢

Really clever editing!! Keep at it

If your useless the first thing you would want to do is to destroy the system that puts a value on what you create

How to survive communism? You don't. It's not up to you. Nothing's up to you.

If only we could make, I dunno, a COMMUNE that organizes labour on basis of Needs 1st so that we don't end up slaving away in an exploitative work environment that is built not only for Profit but also on the unachievable myth of INFINITELY GROWING PROFITS. But that's gotta be wrong. Afterall it must have "Failed everytime it was tried " right? My favorite Billionaires said so. Surely he won't lie to preserve his status as the exploiter , right? Surely he won't rally mercenaries to sanction and starve and assassinate any people that attempt to make a need based economy only to then turn around and say "See, It failed every time." He won't do that for sure.

This video is neat, cuts and effects are cool, topic also, but the audio is horrible pal. Gets yourself pls a cheap lav mic and match the levels, the effects are often 3 dB louder then the voice. Besides that, this is a very 'murican focused perspective on the topic, which is fine tho, but as a european, I am still gonna complaint lol Keep the good work up

Oooh! Its like you've lived in my head or actually we all live in the same world and it kinda sucks but its nice that we can share these feelings somewhere. I work 4 days a week and I'm still exhausted. How do people find the time to have any consistency to do the stuff they wanna share online. I make comics but I wanna stream and I wanna youtube videos that look/sound good. Its all so hard! I hope you keep going with the things that make you happy

i cant wait for u to listen to rafayel's secret times audios, prayers 😭

i wanna explore more! where can I find people talking about mulan as trans femme? to me it seems that if people are seeing a trans lens in mulan it's obviously trans masc. but you were saying that you see a lot of people saying they it as trans femme? how? who? where?

been waiting for someone to talk about this for so long omg 😭 it just reeks of misogyny and homophobia. like why do sm people get ''icks'' from any hint of femininity in a man??

I would just like to say this is me at my truest form

HELP?? WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY

Thank you for making this video it’s such an important topic, honestly I’m glad to learn more about especially from someone who worked with autistic children as well

That's so interesting because being the friend always on the side when I was younger I was kinda forced to be tactical when interacting to people (average autistic child lmao), but now having learned all the tips and psychological facts behind social interaction it's literally become one of my special interests and it's ridiculous how much I find going up to someone to start a conversation extremely entertaining. It's become a really fun game to me basically, the best sim :p

as somone who grew up watching czech "top 5" videos, the ending offends me and i think you should be cancelled /j

I've wanted to talk about this for soo long I relate so much to this video. I've played multiple otome games and definitely am using that script when I interact with others. When I got into my first romantic relationship, the only gauge I had for a healthy relationship came from otome so I was pretty much copying the steps from that (and I mean, it worked, we're still together and we make jokes about how I copied otome games). Honestly, I do not know how I would have coped as an undiagnosed autistic person without dating sims, they were my sole resource for how to interact with people. Also I put like 800 hours into the sims in middle school and still kind of think of my needs as 'bars' to be filled, I need to remind myself to eat somehow I suppose.

this is so real i remember reading and watching gay love stories and thinking "hmm why am i so invested in this..?" LMAOOO

oh my god im obsessed with the sims

100 percent agree there should be relationship bars irl

I loved the video! I was a kid who was obsessed with the sims and I definitely think part of it was because I was autistic- it was so confusing because I did empathize a lot with my sims to the point of dreaming about them or crying when they died (or even when my cousins killed random sims for fun) yet I was told I "didn't seem to care about my friends" and things like that (which I did I was just never good at masking). Another thing that I really empathized with (unrelated to the games) was having early signs of autism passed off as funny childhood stories. One of my parent's favorites was how I just stopped talking to them and when I talked at home I was just repeating things my dolls said, like how did nobody said "this kid might be autistic"??????

this video got my immediate interest and this entire video explained how ive felt my entire life especially in my childhood. since i was like six or younger whatever, ive been obsessed with the sims with how much control and order there was to it. i still very much am, especially with the lore and how i can customize a character ive always LOVED customization. then otome games i got exposed to in fifth grade and that really changed a lot, it was something i always turned to not only because i did not have friends but because it would help me figure out how to speak to people. im undiagnosed and have been wondering for a long while if i have autism and it would explain a lot fjearoif sorry this isnt well typed out but i just wanted to say i really appreciate this video for bringing me to realize even more a lot of my behaviour and symptoms

Honestly Obey me really helped me with talking to other people. I've been obsessed with otome games for a long time but Obey me actually felt like how friends would actually talk. Especially the text messages helped me realize how I should be texting people too. It's kinda embarrassing but it literally helped me through college. I have the most friends I've ever had and I'm very happy with my social skills. It's still hard but kinda having a formula has helped

I used to play dating sims all the time, but I’d always cheat and look up a video or playlist someone made to get the correct answers so I could always get the boy I wanted to like me 😭😭 It was always the sweet outcast that everyone else thought was an asshole too! 😂