How can I be a better person?

What’s wrong with me, I used to be a sunshine 😔

0:27 what’s the name of this actor? Can you write it down?

I got called fat today while explaining that i used to have an ed. I guess the one time I’m willing to open up it backfires and so now I’m spiraling again

This thing called life, don't know anymore. I've fight but the whole thing seems not working. Tired😢

I wish I could disappear, that's all. Nothing more. 🤧😔

Lucifer is the king of self-hate.

0:26 whats this from?

Tôi có lẽ là kẻ đáng chết vì đến chỗ thiêng liêng như thế này. Tôi chỉ là một tên khốn không chịu cố gắng.😅

I don't like being alive dude

Of course she ended things. I dont deserve love. I deserve to be this alone. Why does it hurt so much? I should be used to this already. I wish I'd never actually bothered to build myself up again. The last 8 years have amounted to nothing. What's the point of fighting and trying again when I know this is what's going to happen anyway as soon as someone actually gets to know me and sees the disgusting filth that I truly am?

I fucking hate myself I can't take it anymore I'm struggling IM STRUGGLING WHAT IS IT WITH THIS SHITHOLE WHYTADCVGXV

i hate my life i help everyone but none of my friends ever ask how i am and it kills me inside and out all the time 😔 Thats my life i help but know one caers about me

Everything seems so lie rn, nothing can help a hopeless saddess person. Its so hurtful when u want to do those hard things to be the better version of yourself. But wtf i m doing idk too tired of everything and everyone. I don't wanna die too i wanna live happily like others live. I don't wanna be sad anymore. It hurts and i m weak. Fucking weak

I wish I could leave this world to rest, because I have a complex problem that you cannot solve. No one loves me or cares about me. 😔😓

The world is a filthy place because of people like me...

I hate myself cause i'm good for nothing

I'm sorry to say, I can't make it. I'm sorry, I can't struggle anymore. Please forgive me for what I'll do to myself. I can't live like this. Goodbye

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I wake up every morning thinking of reasons why i shouldn't kill myself today...Maybe i dont want to give my family the satisfaction

You know youre in trouble when you come back to these videos

a small useless “vent” i am literally on the verge of dying. there is literally only one person whos keeping me alive atm, and thats my crush. whos also kind of my best friend. im in a friend group of 6, (including her) and someone recently joined last year, and surprise surprise. they like the same person. they haven’t confessed, but its obvious. they always whisper to her, pick her, and is always touchy. every little good thing in my life always has to be stripped away from me. its nothing new to me, but its sad that the only person i truly loved is now gone. i hate myself. its partially probably my fault for not keeping contact with her other than in school. like going to partys and places. but i have anxiety, and im a “introvert” so its hard for me to go outside. i dont really know what to do, i have relapsed, i’ve attempted and i think i might just end it. i might just be overreacting but idk. it seems like the only way out loll

Why do I feel like i cause more problems, than fix them? I'm so broken, and the fact no one sees that, hurts more than anything

I’m lost 😞

9:15 song name?

Just can't forgive myself for losing her. Been 2 years and I still hate myself as much as I did on day 1. She is getting married now and I don't plan on being around on this Earth for that day.

I feel very they're create a community for people like us, 😢Cuz they're tired of having us around 🥺

Maybe in another world or universe we are who we wanted or wished to be in this world .

i used to love myself so much, i used to be obsessed with myself, i used to think i was so pretty and kind and smart, yet somehow between now and then from loving to take pictures of myself to refusing to even look at my own reflection, from smiling wide to covering my mouth every time i talk, from not caring how my legs look to always checking how big my legs are, from smiling naturally to forcing a smile and not liking how it looks, from eating everything i wanted to not eating anything at all, i dont know what happened but at one point everything went wrong

I just want to go to sleep forever.

I hate myself what happened to my sister and brother what I did so wrong that why I drink I hate myself I did someone made me do it he is prison

I dont deserve this :(

I don't deserve the life I have...

4:46❤ 6:08 6:54

I'm not a person any more ,I'm a problem.

I truly fucking hate myself… ive ruined so many lives not even meaning to or even knowing i did until it was to late. Rip brother… ill always love you. This shit dosent seem real, it shouldve been me in that car and not you! My hearts broken and cannot be fixed, i just hope someday i can pursue my dream of creating beautiful music 🎵 like you wouldve wanted…. FUCK I MISS YOU BRO…..

Whenever i feel really bad i come back to these type of videos and all i can think about is everything thats wrong in my life and i hate myself for it everytime, i just wish that something would work to fix me because im so tired of being the way i am

How's this supposed to help again?

I really thought I was passed all of this, but here I am. "Why is it still raining? I did what I was supposed to.. that's not fair"

I want just to go sleep and never awake

I’m a bad friend, I’m the worst daughter I hate myself so much I’m egotistic, bad bad person I just can’t stand myself anymore I’m tired not to sleep at night and feel emptiness and pain I want to not feel anything please I just feel like I really can’t anymore It just got worse everyday I feel so sorry for my mom I’m so sorry I’m so bad to her

I’m sorry but ever since the medicine has done it’s job I just realized how severely unattractive this kind of thought process makes a person. I used to be this way but now that I look back on it, it makes me cringe hard. (Yes I have depression, I just didn’t recognize how bad it was from a new perspective)

its gotten/been so bad that ive watched things like these or at least a month or two now :( somebody help me

Have you ever cried so hard that you physically feel the pain in your chest

Anyone else here because of homophobic friend

Why everyone feels that all the problems in their life is cuz of only me ... y ppl makes me feel that I am worst and a problem for everyone??? Why? Am I really gud for nothing

Was i that much bad?

I want to watch this without crying!

My mom in high school: Val Victorian, star athlete, musician, and popular pretty girl. Dad: Star athlete, super popular, smart, and a good kid. My brother: star athlete, good looking, super popular, and gets amazing grades. Me: Can’t get to class on time, can’t stop losing my homework, can’t run fast enough, can’t control my emotions or behavior, and gets in trouble a lot.

so real , lucifer said it all , nothing else to say