why do i hate myself so much? | sad multifandom

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4 жыл бұрын

free audio from - marielle jørgensen
reach out & talk to someone if you’re struggling!! remember that you are loved and people care about you even if it doesn’t feel like it. 💗
shows/movies used:
1. girl meets world
2. skam
3. teen wolf
4. 13 reasons why
5. scream
6. the end of the fucking world
7. the vampire diaries
8. pretty little liars
9. the vampire diaries
10. pretty little liars
11. the 100
12. teen wolf
13. the vampire diaries
14. one tree hill
15. teen wolf
16. the 100
17. jane the virgin
18. anne with an e
19. instant family
20. the originals
21. stranger things
22. shameless
23. breaking bad
24. teen wolf
25. pretty little liars
socials 🖤
wattpad ; cosmicxvenus
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@valariewasson6108
@valariewasson6108 4 жыл бұрын
YOU ARE LOVED YOU ARE PRICELESS :) THERE IS ONLY ONE OF YOU KEEP ON GOING IT'S WORTH IT EVEN IF YOU DON'T SEE IT YET
@drfrowney6268
@drfrowney6268 4 жыл бұрын
No
@valariewasson6108
@valariewasson6108 4 жыл бұрын
@@drfrowney6268 yes you are
@alyciah2540
@alyciah2540 4 жыл бұрын
No
@ultimatechaos9231
@ultimatechaos9231 4 жыл бұрын
No
@valariewasson6108
@valariewasson6108 4 жыл бұрын
​@@ultimatechaos9231 yes you are
@irtikabashir8132
@irtikabashir8132 4 жыл бұрын
I am not a person anymore i am a problem.
@NotMsawyer00M
@NotMsawyer00M 4 жыл бұрын
Irtika bashir you’re not at all. You’re not a problem. I’m here for you if you need to talk or anything.
@couchcatpotatomeme8778
@couchcatpotatomeme8778 4 жыл бұрын
Ur not a problem ❤
@kyleighpriest6636
@kyleighpriest6636 4 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel.
@andulkachoc
@andulkachoc 4 жыл бұрын
To the bone 💞
@sydneytilden2341
@sydneytilden2341 4 жыл бұрын
You are not a problem you have problems but there is a possibility that to one person you are the solution
@insanealien4856
@insanealien4856 3 жыл бұрын
*You know you got it bad when your watching these again.*
@KMAR2132
@KMAR2132 3 жыл бұрын
Thats so true like in 4 years clean and now im struggel to make it 5 but inside i know it wont take away the pain
@hotcheetos9369
@hotcheetos9369 3 жыл бұрын
Fr :(
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Leave me alone
@drgamerstat66
@drgamerstat66 3 жыл бұрын
For real... it's getting worse
@fatematuljannat3444
@fatematuljannat3444 3 жыл бұрын
0:26 movie name?
@shadabdullah1141
@shadabdullah1141 4 жыл бұрын
Let’s just be honest, we’re all here because we’re too lonely and we relate so much:(
@ughicanteven5896
@ughicanteven5896 4 жыл бұрын
Nope, I just like seeing these scenes.
@ifelldownahole2853
@ifelldownahole2853 4 жыл бұрын
Can’t forget suicidal too🙃
@tenze3998
@tenze3998 4 жыл бұрын
Everyday over and over and over and over the pain comes back and im tired of living .
@donraheem9209
@donraheem9209 3 жыл бұрын
@@tenze3998 😢😢😢😢😢😢 Triggered emotions 😭
@winkwink7318
@winkwink7318 3 жыл бұрын
Haha I just came here randomly
@aubreyadkins214
@aubreyadkins214 4 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or do just feel like leaving my house is scary because, people always look at me or even going to school it makes me feel so ugly:/
@sara.923
@sara.923 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@Nixie_536
@Nixie_536 4 жыл бұрын
💜
@tammiiimeierbach7561
@tammiiimeierbach7561 4 жыл бұрын
I am at a point where I don’t want to leave my house, my room or even my bed... I don’t want to go out because than people will have to see me they will look at me and I just can’t stand this thought, I apologize to everyone ho has to look at me.. even I dont want to see myself
@ughicanteven5896
@ughicanteven5896 4 жыл бұрын
People looking at you is scary. Huh. I wish people looked at me more. Well no matter what people will look at you. It's not something you can stop or blame yourself for. Also a lot of the time people arent judging you.
@alroyloh9135
@alroyloh9135 4 жыл бұрын
Aubrey Adkins same
@dillpickle6630
@dillpickle6630 3 жыл бұрын
i don’t understand how i can forgive other people over and over, yet i haven’t forgiven myself once
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Cause you’re naïve
@brokenandcraked
@brokenandcraked 2 жыл бұрын
Because you can't control their actions, but you can control your own.
@WhatsUp36726
@WhatsUp36726 2 жыл бұрын
@@brokenandcraked Wow, that's deep.
@stardust942
@stardust942 2 жыл бұрын
I can relate. I am only harsh on myself and i always forgive others
@shaywinterspell6290
@shaywinterspell6290 Жыл бұрын
@@brokenandcraked I can relate to his on a level that's too deep to express any further... perfect self control might be the most evolved form of anxiety there is...
@lilywritesss
@lilywritesss 4 жыл бұрын
I just don't understand. why me? I did everything and I tried so hard to be the perfect friend/ daughter/ student and all get is emptiness. no selflove no happiness just black empty nothing.
@netflixmania8576
@netflixmania8576 4 жыл бұрын
I relate. Why is it that trying counts for nothing. And people who don’t try get it all. It’s so unfair.
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
Don’t try to be perfect for anyone. You seem like a very caring person with a big heart and I hope you find inner peace. No one is perfect and try to be better for yourself and only for yourself not for anyone else ❤️. YOU ARE amazing and YOU ARE worth everything I’m here if you need someone to listen to you ❤️
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
netflix mania it’s sad that you relate if you can then you too have big beautiful heart. You may give everyone all your love and expect the same in return but Yk sometimes it’s not how it works. Like I told her be better for yourself and no one else because YOU CAN ❤️ you are also amazing and even tho I don’t know your situation you voice is heard & I’m here to listen to you ❤️
@ridicle
@ridicle 4 жыл бұрын
The only thing that's impossible is being perfect
@sarahavey7145
@sarahavey7145 4 жыл бұрын
Happison stops after awhile. You feel nothing you fake happiness so you don’t hurt others. It works, but they always end up hurting you.
@rachelheld5718
@rachelheld5718 4 жыл бұрын
When his voice cracked while asking why he hates himself made it feel so real. 0:27
@Nixie_536
@Nixie_536 4 жыл бұрын
@laso8608
@laso8608 3 жыл бұрын
Tom Ellis is a brilliant actor
@arachi4868
@arachi4868 3 жыл бұрын
You should watch the movie
@sebi2421
@sebi2421 3 жыл бұрын
@@arachi4868 the what
@janellepetragallo7223
@janellepetragallo7223 3 жыл бұрын
@@arachi4868 it’s a show😂
@elijahh_v
@elijahh_v 4 жыл бұрын
'are you okay?' no. im sick of everything. i hate everything and everyone including myself. i feel lost. im stuck in a really really dark place. i feel trapped. i need help. i dont want to be sad anymore. 'yeah, im just tired.
@elisaumana2992
@elisaumana2992 3 жыл бұрын
that feeling when you desperately want and need help but can’t ask for it because you’re too scared and embarrassed of yourself.
@ashleysangurima9422
@ashleysangurima9422 3 жыл бұрын
im sorry
@ashishsankhyan1369
@ashishsankhyan1369 3 жыл бұрын
😔😔😔😔😔😔same
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@lostgirl2652
@lostgirl2652 3 жыл бұрын
hey im here
@rubyrose8283
@rubyrose8283 4 жыл бұрын
Last night I relapsed. I was 3 years clean from self harm. But this morning, I felt the need to do it, I could not stop. I didn’t think I would come to this point in my life again.
@aleenasusanchacko7764
@aleenasusanchacko7764 3 жыл бұрын
Shitty things happen that's life but don't give up. You already proved you are strong. You can overcome this.
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Doesn’t ever truly help does it, the pain doesn’t just ooz out of you and go away, it’s not in your blood
@vmalik235
@vmalik235 3 жыл бұрын
Me too I was so proud to be 4 years clean and now I hate myself even more
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Ariana Diaz it’s ok
@KennediDiy
@KennediDiy 3 жыл бұрын
Dm me so we can talk...snap or insta?
@karenstearns7455
@karenstearns7455 4 жыл бұрын
The 11 people who disliked don’t know how depression feels
@sydneytilden2341
@sydneytilden2341 4 жыл бұрын
Karen S or maybe they are in denial and this mae them realise how much they hate themselves because realising you have the pain feels a thousand times worse even though it is the best way to overcome it
@Alex-rx2cm
@Alex-rx2cm 3 жыл бұрын
im sure there's other reasons
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Or they know more then you can understand
@ralphjrcrayton2001
@ralphjrcrayton2001 Жыл бұрын
Fr I thought the same thing
@cas5422
@cas5422 4 жыл бұрын
I have stopped crying. It's getting worse
@couchcatpotatomeme8778
@couchcatpotatomeme8778 4 жыл бұрын
If this continues the only thing u can do is get help...
@theofficialvicky7620
@theofficialvicky7620 4 жыл бұрын
AndyPotato wanna talk about it
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
It may seem like it’s getting worse and you may feel helpless but I’m here to listen to you and make you feel better ❤️. Please for me and everyone who cares about you dont give up KEEP FIGHTING your negative thoughts because your life is worth so much more than you think. You are loved by me and plenty of others. YOU ARE STRONG ! and the fact that you’re still here shows how brave you are :)
@oxycotine
@oxycotine 4 жыл бұрын
@@Liz-dn9ze ur amazing 😢
@oxycotine
@oxycotine 4 жыл бұрын
@@Liz-dn9ze ♥️♥️♥️
@kolumbus1754
@kolumbus1754 4 жыл бұрын
I feel like it's just bottling up more and more and there is no way of releasing it. This constant frustration, this furious anger and all you can try and do is ignore it
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
One day you won’t be able to
@allexah8551
@allexah8551 3 жыл бұрын
Because if i don't ignore it, all I do is get panicked and pain comes through my entire body and that's when I feel like I am going g to faint Or my brain just.. explode
@Tam-ym7le
@Tam-ym7le 4 жыл бұрын
“I’m drowning doctor and I can’t stop asking myself why do I hate myself so much” That hit hard Edit: this a a year later and somehow I still feel the exact same way...I kinda thought things would be better...
@mikewhittington144
@mikewhittington144 4 жыл бұрын
Why is it why do I feel this way everyone hates me I hate me
@riyamanohur1214
@riyamanohur1214 4 жыл бұрын
@@mikewhittington144 no it is just a Feeling🥺💔i feel you
@rabibiwolf
@rabibiwolf 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly what i feel everytime... This video was... Amazing. Thanks for sharing this with us. Bravo de la🇨🇵
@chrysalism7375
@chrysalism7375 4 жыл бұрын
Mike Whittington right
@actb2965
@actb2965 4 жыл бұрын
What movie/serie?
@Bear-zc8bk
@Bear-zc8bk 4 жыл бұрын
Everyday I tell myself the same things Everyone loves me No one hates me My body is perfect My life is perfect I love myself My friends are real ..the same lies everyday...
@ughicanteven5896
@ughicanteven5896 4 жыл бұрын
Then stop lying to yourself and fix what's wrong. It's all in your control. You're the one choosing to lie to yourself.
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Fake it till you make it is just a fairytale
@kabiin3190
@kabiin3190 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@vortex3987
@vortex3987 3 жыл бұрын
@YEET how did you learn to do this? i can’t do it
@philsomeoneup6228
@philsomeoneup6228 3 жыл бұрын
@@ughicanteven5896 yep i will just stop lying to my body that kills me every day every lost love hurt feeling that just blends in to the void that is now my soul the fact is nothing will get better its all down hill take the only comfort in that today could be my last
@camm9709
@camm9709 3 жыл бұрын
you know when you are numb when you can’t cry to these anymore.
@Mayriooo
@Mayriooo 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly Im way passed crying anymore I'm still the depressed way but I don't cry to it alot
@timilehinsolanke1567
@timilehinsolanke1567 2 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@returnoftheromans6726
@returnoftheromans6726 2 жыл бұрын
Wish I could. But not now.
@mohammednizam5961
@mohammednizam5961 2 жыл бұрын
Bruhh true I keep watching these but I just can't shed a tear, so I just scroll through the comments with a blank heart and a mind
@aaronfunkhouser7318
@aaronfunkhouser7318 4 жыл бұрын
I just want to feel accepted. It's like I have to change for everyone but everyone else is perfect. I hate not having anyone that cares about me and me only
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
We can’t always get what we want
@jkthedestroyer4062
@jkthedestroyer4062 2 жыл бұрын
Nobody’s perfect remember that
@blueifyy
@blueifyy 3 жыл бұрын
The real reason why i am still alive is- that im too afraid to die
@Mayriooo
@Mayriooo 2 жыл бұрын
I'm not afraid of death... "You start in the womb and end in the tomb"
@tymills8160
@tymills8160 2 жыл бұрын
Samee
@e.c2891
@e.c2891 3 жыл бұрын
"Because everything I touch I ruin" got me bad...
@Mayriooo
@Mayriooo 2 жыл бұрын
It hits...
@kaib_0798
@kaib_0798 3 жыл бұрын
"why do i hate myself so much?" that hit a lot harder then i thought it would....
@charliemorningstar7251
@charliemorningstar7251 3 жыл бұрын
"Why do I hate myself so much?" Because when I look at myself, I see myself so messed up, I can't see anything else.
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 3 жыл бұрын
Hey, I don't want to bother you or something, but I just wanted to tell you something. Maybe you've heard these things too many times, but I'll tell it anyway. You are perfect just the way you are, yes you are perfect with all of your flaws! Don't ever hate yourself or the person you are, because trust me you are fine. Maybe it doesn't look like that or you don't want to look like that, but remember that you are perfect just the way you are!
@charliemorningstar7251
@charliemorningstar7251 3 жыл бұрын
@@supravietuitoriblog547 its not just my looks... it's because I'm transgender and gay, and I'm used to getting hate, don't get me wrong... but when someone tells you certain things long enough, you start to believe it, and somewhere along the way, you forget feeling any different. You know?
@charliemorningstar7251
@charliemorningstar7251 3 жыл бұрын
@Naeem Khan I'd like that. 💜
@jaygatsby6369
@jaygatsby6369 Жыл бұрын
@@supravietuitoriblog547 if i’m so “perfect”, why do i never get girls? Why does nobody like me? Why are my friends so toxic? Why is everybody so over and in sensitive? Why are people rude? Why do I hate myself…?
@kaybull1945
@kaybull1945 4 жыл бұрын
I keep watching this video over and over again just think on why do I hate myself so much? And I know why I do. I’m a loser, nobody, ugly and so much more. I’m the quiet girl at school nobody really knows what my name is. I just hate who i am and how I look. I wish I could be the pretty girl who had all the friends and had all the boys crushing on her. I’m a fucking nobody. I’m just tired of feeling this way. I’m lonely all my friends have more important ppl then me so I’m always left out and it sucks very bad.
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
YOU ARE NOT A LOSER ! you are an amazing human being ❤️ and you are heard. I can assure you 100% that you are beautiful to don’t need guys to be chasing after you cause most of them don’t really care for other girls feelings. I know how it feels to be left out, the feeling is veryyyyyyy unpleasant and is live to be your friend. You remind me of my middle school self I don’t want this to be about me so I won’t get into it but there’s nothing wrong with you ❤️. The quiet girls are the best TBH their personalities are always great ! If others don’t see how much of a bright girl you are then leave them ! Fuck them you are amazing and BEAUTIFUL, and smart. And you don’t need anyone’s validation to feel pretty because as long as you believe it you are ❤️ I’d love to listen to you vent and help you. Because a girl like you deserves the world and so much more ❤️
@feriswheel9955
@feriswheel9955 4 жыл бұрын
You don't deserve them. YOU ARE AMAZING. you are not a nobody.
@tshimongmothei442
@tshimongmothei442 3 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel, tht how I feel most of the time, it's like I have a great family bt outside of tht I'm Jst by myself, no one knows me they way I want to be known. I have friends bt their jst friends at school it feels like I always seem to fade away sometimes and I just want to be noticed and loved without having to share the same blood
@ashlice9849
@ashlice9849 3 жыл бұрын
i feel you girl
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
This is all I know
@ROD31000
@ROD31000 3 жыл бұрын
I hate myself because I'm always left behind; everytime I think I have a connection with someone, they go away, have plans for their lives and find love, they move on, while I'm forgotten and try to keep in touch with people who barely remember me. Everyday I'm remembered I'm just an acquaitance to everybody else, there's not a single person I left a stong impression, and no matter what I achieve in life, I'm always behind everyone else.
@returnoftheromans6726
@returnoftheromans6726 2 жыл бұрын
I felt this.
@iamyournightmare2263
@iamyournightmare2263 11 ай бұрын
It's like 2 yrs late but damn dude never related so much to a comment . It's like I am insignificant . Why do the ppl we care about do genuinely never think of us as somebody atleast of some importance?
@evamurray5489
@evamurray5489 4 жыл бұрын
you know it hits hard when you can physcially feel the words in your chest
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
You feel words? That’s cool I feel a hollow pain that lasts day in and day out with no rest
@avishii__________
@avishii__________ 2 жыл бұрын
yes.
@charlesk4443
@charlesk4443 4 жыл бұрын
Dear God.......i felt this video so much....wven after I stopped self harming and am trying to get better and no longer have suicidal thoughts....i still struggle with trying to not sabotage it all to not hate myself god I hate my brain so much my body my anxiety my depression my overthinking........
@mr.brainturnn8202
@mr.brainturnn8202 4 жыл бұрын
Im in the same position as u....n fck it hurts....but like just thinking about nothing like literally keep Ing ur brain blank sometimes work ...so basically wht im saying is just be empty..which i know is a terrible advice ..
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
You are not alone ❤️ overthinking can be such a bad thing especially when there’s nothing to distract the mind. You’re very strong for stopping ! I’m happy that you stopped ❤️ Ik it can be a struggle with the temptation of the blade and the suicidal thoughts and I want to help you❤️ you can vent to me and just Yk have someone to distract your mind and let yourself just vent ❤️ I admire you for being so strong and please don’t hate yourself you are not the monster okay ❤️
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
seventeen forever allow yourself to be vulnerable and just let everything out either with a scream or crying or just anything that once you’re done you just take a deep breathe of fresh air just feel satisfaction ❤️. I’m here you for you too and you can always vent to me about anything, your thoughts I want to help you too ❤️
@jugglekittenxz4865
@jugglekittenxz4865 3 жыл бұрын
I understand where you are coming from....
@Alex-rx2cm
@Alex-rx2cm 3 жыл бұрын
god aint here
@sydneywilcox872
@sydneywilcox872 4 жыл бұрын
I didn’t need that personal attack when the screen went dark at the end and I had to look at myself
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Maybe you did then
@chlamydia_cw1835
@chlamydia_cw1835 3 жыл бұрын
I hate going to sleep in the dark, because I’m scared of what thoughts will come up in my head and what it will do to me. It makes me feel lonely and so frightened.
@sunflowerariee
@sunflowerariee 3 жыл бұрын
I will never hate something or someone the way I hate myself. I have always hated myself and I always will.
@jordangreen9905
@jordangreen9905 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t feel like I have anything to live for anymore I’m so messed up I push every one away that I love
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah same, no one is left to block no one is left to see, and sleep becomes your only means of existence
@Mayriooo
@Mayriooo 2 жыл бұрын
I don't wanna live either because of that to...
@tessathorpe316
@tessathorpe316 4 жыл бұрын
I'm drowning everyone and I can't stop asking myself why I hate myself so much I can't stop asking myself that every day I try to figure out why I'm so ugly and worthless to most people 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@slaideur7745
@slaideur7745 4 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry I'm in the situation too and I know what it's feels like
@JC-uw7xg
@JC-uw7xg 4 жыл бұрын
You are not ugly. You are worthy. Please don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You are strong and you can fight this no matter what
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
You are worth a lot trust me ❤️ and you are beautiful I don’t need a picture of yourself to figure that out.
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
Suicidal Tendency I’m here if you need someone to vent to ❤️ and you are worth a lot too so much more than you believe and if I could show you I would.
@Liz-dn9ze
@Liz-dn9ze 4 жыл бұрын
J C you are worth a lot too and you are strong as well. Seeing that you are in this video shows that you too feel some type of way you can correct me if I’m wrong. You a worthy too and very strong ❤️ I’m here if you want to vent to someone
@lisawerwolf2039
@lisawerwolf2039 4 жыл бұрын
evry time i go somewhere even at school evryone jjst looks at me and the teacher i have hate me to for no reason amd im slowly giving up on life
@theofficialvicky7620
@theofficialvicky7620 4 жыл бұрын
lisa werwolf wanna talk about it
@disgurstingshaat404
@disgurstingshaat404 4 жыл бұрын
I already gave up man , i am dead inside
@jsensei327
@jsensei327 3 жыл бұрын
Sad, They look disgusted to you right? I know that feeling•́ ‿ ,•̀
@monicpasi6037
@monicpasi6037 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate... I get that look everywhere I go, thats why I don't like going anywhere.
@kabiin3190
@kabiin3190 3 жыл бұрын
@@monicpasi6037 me too
@Agnes_Shaggi
@Agnes_Shaggi 2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that the world is a shitty place and most of you have been hurt and betrayed by the people who you call friends and family just know that you are here for a reason..You are loved and needed here ..just keep holding on everything will make sense one day
@dorotkaczajkowska9484
@dorotkaczajkowska9484 3 жыл бұрын
you know what’s scary af? watching those types of videos, because that’s the only thing that helps you feel somethin’
@leyanayefremenkov
@leyanayefremenkov 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like I appoligize too much because I’m scared to upset someone or I think I’m a problem
@niyareaction1685
@niyareaction1685 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@gracel2375
@gracel2375 2 жыл бұрын
I hated myself so much. It's so hard to love this kind of person 🙃
@alexandradapi3906
@alexandradapi3906 4 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to music and feel now I just sit in the shower with no music or in the car completely silent I don’t feel anything
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Even that is a feeling
@sg2170
@sg2170 2 жыл бұрын
I don't hate anything or blame anything that happens in my life, I actually appreciate my surroundings and the people around me. But I just hate myself so much to the point that I feel like I can't live with myself. I can just never have the feeling of loving myself and it hurts.
@Heroticly
@Heroticly 3 жыл бұрын
When you learn to much about the world, you become depressed and often times suicidal. When your brain learns to much, it ends itself. Stupidity is happiness.
@BooksAndChocolate
@BooksAndChocolate 2 жыл бұрын
Ignorance is bliss indeed
@Sinas_sins
@Sinas_sins 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly.. When I learnt about depressive realism.. it all made sense
@returnoftheromans6726
@returnoftheromans6726 2 жыл бұрын
We love self-destruction. Like a moth to the flame.
@rubaalqhtani8964
@rubaalqhtani8964 3 жыл бұрын
I don’t hate the people around me, I hate myself , and I think that’s worse
@corvusxephan6484
@corvusxephan6484 3 жыл бұрын
This feeling of emptiness I have inside of me is just ridiculous, I feel like I’m watching the world from a ghosts perspective and that I cannot do a dam thing about it either because nobody could hear me, it hurts so much and at times makes me wish I wasn’t around no more tbh, I’m just so lost and hopeless it sucks...
@localfish339
@localfish339 3 жыл бұрын
For anyone struggling out there, it will get better. The time will pass, you aren’t stuck. It’s not going to be like this forever. Work on yourself, it takes time. Don’t give up, you’ll miss out. It’s so hard, but that’s not the end of it. Keep going, please.
@sierraphillips108
@sierraphillips108 4 жыл бұрын
i’ve just recently got addicted to lucifer, and i watch this edit and boom his voice, woww i love it,
@kennedyjenkins2627
@kennedyjenkins2627 Жыл бұрын
You know it’s bad when the only way you feel is by watching these again
@femkevanderleeuw9544
@femkevanderleeuw9544 4 жыл бұрын
The people who dislike this have no heart Great job😢😘
@oxycotine
@oxycotine 4 жыл бұрын
Just Ignore them. 😔
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Exactly, that’s something you’ll understand too one day
@allexah8551
@allexah8551 3 жыл бұрын
:(( why won't people understand that they don't understand and have no freaking proof and that they don't know what "those" people are going through? Like and dislike is normal. It's a freedom of speech, of opinion. I hope people would understand that..
@zara_945
@zara_945 4 жыл бұрын
I hate myself, And there's nothing you can do about it, Thanks for helping others tho.
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@animem.v1585
@animem.v1585 3 жыл бұрын
Ik😂 I just know it doesn't help when they say don't be sad.....🙂
@mezna07
@mezna07 3 жыл бұрын
i cannot understand why am i not perfect just like my family/friends , why am i not normal just like them ... i tried so hard to be perfect .... it fail
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 3 жыл бұрын
Hi, I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're perfect just the way you are. Maybe you don't see that now, but you will see it. What does 'perfect' mean to you? I describe perfect like a person who has flaws, because our flaws make us different and special. We are human beings and we have to be different and that doesn't mean that some of us are not good, or perfect for this world or society. You are perfect!
@mezna07
@mezna07 3 жыл бұрын
@@supravietuitoriblog547 this is the sweetest thing someone have ever told me, thank you so much for telling me this, I feel so much confident now! Thank you again!!! You’re the sweetest
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 3 жыл бұрын
@@mezna07 I'm glad
@niyareaction1685
@niyareaction1685 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@asmrtok689
@asmrtok689 3 жыл бұрын
Nobody can hate me more than I hate myself
@sunvibes5755
@sunvibes5755 4 жыл бұрын
When the one person you love and kept you going stops talking to you.
@akimenkoliza3887
@akimenkoliza3887 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it’s so difficult, I have a good family and friends, but I think that I’m awful. I do not fill this world with joy and something valuable. I only oppress people around. sometimes in the evenings I think about death, although I know that it is a sin and that my relatives will suffer.
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Learn to be greatful
@AriaFray
@AriaFray 3 жыл бұрын
Everything is temporary so if you keep your hope, one day you'll be perhaps happy. I think we all are important and we all matter. You matter and are important so if you ever feel so so sad... Just wait, if you do, you are opening the chance of experience the feeling of being so so happy one day. Keep strong, the world also needs you, joy without bad moments, doesn't exist. All of u, take care.
@basagitaku
@basagitaku 2 жыл бұрын
I dont have anyone, including myself
@xumixu
@xumixu 4 жыл бұрын
I thought a relationship could fix me ..It didn't
@reyz7923
@reyz7923 4 жыл бұрын
Relationships are good for a while, but they all have an end, and after it it hurts a lot, but u realize that person wasn't worth it, u only need urself and urself ...
@moonjaelac5218
@moonjaelac5218 3 жыл бұрын
that is true.
@lupeamour6114
@lupeamour6114 3 жыл бұрын
currently going through this how could I expect someone else to love me when I don’t even love myself
@kabiin3190
@kabiin3190 3 жыл бұрын
@@lupeamour6114 feel you
@beckjaq2859
@beckjaq2859 3 жыл бұрын
I thought having a family who hated me was ok cause at least I could go out and find someone who loved me. WRONG AGAIN!
@sydneytilden2341
@sydneytilden2341 3 жыл бұрын
There is a point where you just break, the desire to die and hurt stops and then you feel nothing, and in some ways that is worse
@Dreissen
@Dreissen 3 жыл бұрын
“Everything I touch I ruin” that hit deep
@returnoftheromans6726
@returnoftheromans6726 2 жыл бұрын
When you are a veteran at watching these, and you feel the pain deep down, but can only smile with bitter sadness. And no tears are shed, though you want to cry.
@bree546
@bree546 2 жыл бұрын
I can't forgive myself... It hurts so bad
@car_insurance221
@car_insurance221 2 жыл бұрын
Hate how I have to feel like I need to change for everyone else But what makes it worse is that I feel I need to change for myself too to make myself like me
@nightfox3189
@nightfox3189 3 жыл бұрын
I've watched many multifandom today....I'm exhausted....I can't live anymore.... thanks to the multifandoms.....I don't know .. please God take my life away I don't need it
@jekyllfekyll4652
@jekyllfekyll4652 3 жыл бұрын
It's like... I simply can't stop hating myself. It gets worse and worse until you're simply drowning under it all and then... everything goes still. You go into this veil that makes it where you don't actually exist anymore and it hurts. It hurts so bad. But once you reach that point you can't cry, you can't feel, you're only stuck in that state with no way to express just how horrible you're feeling.
@gloriasenpai8980
@gloriasenpai8980 3 жыл бұрын
same.sister I hate myself so so much
@shinobiworld1235
@shinobiworld1235 2 жыл бұрын
I'm scared. Even though I get bouts of sadness and emptiness I usually push through to study before exams because the anxiety drives me to do it. But recently... that hasn't been kicking in. It's like I don't care anymore. In any sense. I've stopped worrying about wearing makeup to school. Stopped caring about waking up. Stopped caring about everything.
@albertdvorak3633
@albertdvorak3633 2 жыл бұрын
Wanna talk about it on Instagram? Write me there if you are interested
@barcafan1760
@barcafan1760 2 жыл бұрын
@@albertdvorak3633 Iam having the exact same problem, am I depressed? I guess Iam
@albertdvorak3633
@albertdvorak3633 2 жыл бұрын
@@barcafan1760 I have the same name on my IG as on YT, add me btw if you want :)
@mo_7199
@mo_7199 3 жыл бұрын
I just can't love myself? Like it's taken a long time to be ok with how I look, but damn, being ok with who I am inside is so much harder
@user-gy2xt1ct3n
@user-gy2xt1ct3n 4 жыл бұрын
No one will probably see this (Since this comment is late) but still, people will probably think I am stupid because I don't want to live or may not believe me but I guess it's easier to pretend. Even if I am always alone, or people talk behind my back, I act so calm when in reality, inside I feel like breaking like... why? I just want to fit in but I can't. I act really cheerful but when I do cry and break down inside, people comfort me but never mean it. Even if I'm smart or try my best, if no one acknowledges it then what is the point? Now the only solution is poring my heart out online. More people like me are all over and I feel relieved. I am just stressed because of all the responsibilities poured into me and the longer I keep it in, the more it hurts, but then again, the more it heals because of the support I get from social media. I am ugly, fat, no one likes me, I can't do simple things, I am a coward, an ignored person, a person who doesn't speak to others too much, a loner, Many people don't know I exist and I overall hate myself and feel like I am alone in the world. Now, I am sleep deprived but even so, at least I can find people like me and have a reason for living.
@fairylights4199
@fairylights4199 3 жыл бұрын
I watched so many edits and this one is still my favorite and i keep coming back multiple times a day
@masterjonathan12416
@masterjonathan12416 2 жыл бұрын
the fact that youve watched it. you need a hug.
@JW-gw1qy
@JW-gw1qy 2 жыл бұрын
that's my biggest dream right now. being hugged by someone. I've never experienced it and I probably never will.
@elaine0212
@elaine0212 3 жыл бұрын
Why do we hate ourselves so much? Well, it’s simple, really. We unfairly expect perfection only from ourselves. We’re constantly observing and measuring our worth, and inevitably we will not meet perfection, causing us to believe that we need fixing. But EVERY SINGLE ONE of us is not perfect. Why do WE have to carry this weight? We don’t. We NEED to be ourselves, which means we have to let go of expecting something unobtainable from ourselves (perfection), or maybe we have to get away from someone who is toxic, because that is the only way to find more constant internal happiness. From one sad b, to another 😉
@nuriznisofea6785
@nuriznisofea6785 3 жыл бұрын
Lucifer’s confession always feels real and make me cry everytime I hear it because I can also feel the pressure he’s having 🙂
@kemryz9791
@kemryz9791 3 жыл бұрын
It’s at that point again where there’s no tears coming down
@abralily7721
@abralily7721 2 жыл бұрын
i tried, i tried and i tried. in the end, i'll never be enough for someone.
@dennisedahmer6681
@dennisedahmer6681 3 жыл бұрын
I hate myself because I "have good grades, a family, and I'm always happy" and my friends parents compare them to me saying they should be like me. they dont know what's going on behind doors a fake face on someone is very powerful to hide everything in one person's life.
@jamievictoryprevo8203
@jamievictoryprevo8203 2 жыл бұрын
Very well spoken. If they all knew the constant sense of nobody understanding
@kovaler7820
@kovaler7820 2 жыл бұрын
“You need to forgive yourself” “I can’t….” “ I don’t know, how to…” “ I don’t even know, where to begin…” I relate to that, way harder than I would’ve wanted to
@theofficialvicky7620
@theofficialvicky7620 4 жыл бұрын
People look at the comments and try to help people when their just suffering from the same problem. Two depress people aren’t good for each other
@ughicanteven5896
@ughicanteven5896 4 жыл бұрын
So you're saying that if you have problems then you shouldn't try to help someone? Maybe bring them down more then since you say if someone feels hurt they shouldn't help someone else? And yes two depressed people aren't good but that's in terms of relationships. If you're just saying something to a stranger it's fine.
@ughicanteven5896
@ughicanteven5896 4 жыл бұрын
Plus idk what comment section you're on because I haven't yet found a comment and a reply with the same problem. Each problem is different in some way. But in the end, you a horrible person for saying it's bad for a depressed person to help another depressed person online.
@theofficialvicky7620
@theofficialvicky7620 4 жыл бұрын
Manic Queen there just carrying the other person weigh by trying to help so know your facts
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
2? There’s no person on earth not depressed, so no one is good for anyone
@taleoftwowolves74
@taleoftwowolves74 2 жыл бұрын
The terrifying realisation that the world isn't whats wrong The people around you aren't the problem You are.....that feeling that makes your heart sink to the depths of the darkest ocean When there's nobody and nothing left to blame but myself
@lifesucks2890
@lifesucks2890 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes i just wonder what i did to deserve so much horrible things to happen to me, i always get the shit end of the stick.
@stephaniegarcia5206
@stephaniegarcia5206 2 жыл бұрын
I still live with this regret even after getting reminded that one time but was reassured that It wasn’t my fault. I was young but even then. I hate myself for how I treated someone I loved the most. Told myself I was the problem. Maybe I am but I’m still trying to fill in those bad moments with good one. I just hope it works out.
@hannah-gm4bl
@hannah-gm4bl 3 жыл бұрын
Tom Ellis is absolutely brilliant. His skills in the acting department are stunning, he displays emotion so goddamn well. Everything he does is just amazing and I can truly feel the emotion with every word and movement.
@ussanavy1913
@ussanavy1913 Жыл бұрын
I’m glad we think alike. I hope to see tom Ellis in more in the future.
@jxstified7558
@jxstified7558 2 жыл бұрын
People say it gets better but I've felt like this for years and it doesnt get better. Bunch of liars.
@madelyn5855
@madelyn5855 3 жыл бұрын
I can't stop asking myself, why I hate myself so damn much. I always come up empty.. Just why?
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Think deeper
@turtlesaversksksksk3776
@turtlesaversksksksk3776 4 жыл бұрын
I don't want to say that I have realy hard life cause I don't have life, I just want it to end, everything I just want to end it all. I read these comments and I can see I'm not the only one but I still fell like I am. Pain isn't stoping I really just want it to stop.
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 3 жыл бұрын
Hi, I don't want to upset you or something, but I wanted to tell that life is worth living and you are told this by a person who wanted to end life 9 times. You are living in a darkness that will end, I promise you. I know it's hard and it's torturing you, but trust me the feeling that you succed being alive is the best feeling ever. And remember that you have me, if you want to talk to someoane who understands you.
@ale_shorty16
@ale_shorty16 4 жыл бұрын
Lucifer! I love so much Tom Ellis ❤️💔😭
@coco-dy8fp
@coco-dy8fp 4 жыл бұрын
Lucifer Morningstar i love him too, he’s such a good actor! 🥺
@joziermaster3269
@joziermaster3269 2 жыл бұрын
Love how yu gave us the end part with no video so we could have those remaining seconds of introspection....first time seeing and it was SUPER.
@cesartarango9991
@cesartarango9991 2 жыл бұрын
I hate myself for everything life has been so ruf lately and It hurts me knowing that I can't help myself anymore
@user-wr5pt6fd4e
@user-wr5pt6fd4e 3 жыл бұрын
Him: "I hate myself" Namjoon: It's okay son, everybody sometimes hate themself if they can't handle something hard or to let go of someone, but just remember, the most Important thing is to love yourself, you were born to be real, not to be perfect.
@jjj-qj8lu
@jjj-qj8lu 2 жыл бұрын
No offense but isn't it ironic when someone from an industry that forces idols to be perfect says all these?
@applepie6572
@applepie6572 3 жыл бұрын
I don't care if someone hates me, cuz I hate myself too so it's fine. I totally get it
@ccigarettez.bixtch
@ccigarettez.bixtch 2 жыл бұрын
that hits hard when u feel like that is u💔
@rohangaikwad7933
@rohangaikwad7933 2 жыл бұрын
I just need a hug 😭
@tylerchaulk8337
@tylerchaulk8337 3 жыл бұрын
I tell people I'm okay, but I'm not. I haven't been okay in years. When it first started I started to smoke weed to feel better. I was 13 and didn't know what to do, so I chose the first thing that made me feel far away from anything that feels normal. But eventually it stopped helping and I started taking drugs and drinking so I feel better, but it only makes me feel happy while on them. Whenever I sober up, or even just get a glimpse of what my life's really come too, it kills me. I just want to be okay, but not matter what I try to do, nothing works, and it doesn't seem like anythings going to change anyway...
@K.e.a.r.a.
@K.e.a.r.a. 3 жыл бұрын
TVD scenes and the scene of Billy from Stranger Things hit hard
@ilovegames6487
@ilovegames6487 2 жыл бұрын
"The world is a filthy place" no true happiness here...
@ace-4634
@ace-4634 3 жыл бұрын
Nobody’s ever hurt me in any way and nobody’s ever had expectations for me. So why am I putting so much pressure on myself? It hurts even more when I realize that I am the problem and that I did this to myself.
@m1garand478
@m1garand478 4 жыл бұрын
I mean no disrespect but this is some form of beauty
@iceysunflower8936
@iceysunflower8936 3 жыл бұрын
I remember watching lucifer talking to linda about his self hatred and i never related to lucifer more.
@lloyd7183
@lloyd7183 Жыл бұрын
Every week, I go to the big swimming pool complex near me that I used to go to all the time as a kid. I spend most of my time there just underwater screaming and crying, as it’s somewhere where I can do just that but no one has to hear me and my misery, it’s a busy enough place where I can just let everything out without having to ostracise and bring a shit ton of attention to myself as the weird person having a mental breakdown in the middle of the room as everyone else just stares at me in confusion and disgust.
@mottavisuals
@mottavisuals 3 жыл бұрын
I accidentally clicked on this video and it was very cathartic. Thank you for doing this, I needed it more then I realized
@iwish3917
@iwish3917 3 жыл бұрын
Im slowly going back to the place i fought so hard to get out
@carmilleedaman1169
@carmilleedaman1169 4 жыл бұрын
I know I know my life is awful to but if u kill ur self u can’t come back cause u only live once to ur life
@EastScythe
@EastScythe 3 жыл бұрын
Some people have no interest in coming back
@mellow7033
@mellow7033 10 ай бұрын
i used to love myself so much, i used to be obsessed with myself, i used to think i was so pretty and kind and smart, yet somehow between now and then from loving to take pictures of myself to refusing to even look at my own reflection, from smiling wide to covering my mouth every time i talk, from not caring how my legs look to always checking how big my legs are, from smiling naturally to forcing a smile and not liking how it looks, from eating everything i wanted to not eating anything at all, i dont know what happened but at one point everything went wrong
@souchan4260
@souchan4260 2 жыл бұрын
those positive words doesn't help me anymore
@vorttevorvor4775
@vorttevorvor4775 2 жыл бұрын
😥💜 *hug*
@mylifeinaburger9556
@mylifeinaburger9556 4 жыл бұрын
I knew it was Lucifer from the title damn😭😭😭
@malayaahh3
@malayaahh3 4 жыл бұрын
I love Lucifer the show
@coco-dy8fp
@coco-dy8fp 4 жыл бұрын
Malayah Ortiz it’s really good! 🥰
@Tam-ym7le
@Tam-ym7le 4 жыл бұрын
Do you recommend it
@malayaahh3
@malayaahh3 4 жыл бұрын
@@Tam-ym7le if u are fine with profanity and violence
@jupitersworld1674
@jupitersworld1674 4 жыл бұрын
Lia yes it has so many meanings to it
@reddiereddie6012
@reddiereddie6012 3 жыл бұрын
I love this because they have added people that I have never seen in edits like this🥺 like Anne....
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