So it has been 8 yrs since you posted the last video. Not sure what happened to you. Let's hope you are in a better condition now nevertheless.

I love your video. Thank you so much for sharing! I love the music too - especially in the first part when it was darker. It was so calming. You are such a sweetheart for sharing with how you feel. It makes me feel not alone - especially since you are so beautiful and lovely and look so “normal” that it makes me feel like life will be ok, even if we do struggle with some things. If I may say this prayer for all of us, I pray to God that He completely heals us and everyone affected by OCD in Jesus’s Holy Name, Amen! 🙏💖

Thank you for sharing your experience.❤ This helped me, knowing that I'm not alone in my OCD struggle.

It’s not your fault 3:54, OCD also seems to be an isolator. Don’t blame yourself❤️‍🩹hope you find friends that truly understand what you go through and give you your space but also welcome you back with open arms

Thank you so much for sharing this! Your insight is impressive, and I relate to a lot of what you said. I’ve had OCD since early childhood and I’m now in my 50s. Much of my life is now a blur to me.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your helping other people.

Tries to erase the memories when you were so stressed

I developed OCD when I had an eating disorder. It’s ruined my life in ways i didn’t notice until recently. I hope I can beat this.

You have one you are not alone in this.

You have ALWAYS spiritual friends,who are FROM GOD'S KINGDOM,my Holy child...🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

The NATURAL POSITIVE CONTROLING OCD is the GENETICAL UNIQUE NEUTRAL BLESSING for all People who are BIOLOGICAL OPSESIVE FREE ADDICTED FROM THE TRAUMATIC COMPULSIVE RISKS in their PERFECT IDEAL UNIQUE CONFORT LIFE!!!🤗🤗🤗

I'd love to be your friend you seem awesome!! I have ocd as well your really kind!💗

Hi Zhenya, I would like to suggest you research a therapy for OCD: "Inference Based Approach". It helped me, maybe it will help you. Thanks.

My worst period for OCD that ruined me was in 2017 but I didn’t know I had it, if only I watched this video then, maybe I wouldn’t have ruined it :((

Very insightful. My sister triple checks her house doors, stove, and car doors. She says these things make her late all the time. Feel for her and her kids.

You should make videos again

Great video, very relatable. I have to say you resemble the actress Naomi Watts

Same here! I never had any friends, I've always hated when people treated me different and treated me like trash for no reason. I'm a nobody.

I'm still waiting my time with ocd 😔😔

Please keep making videos during this time! I’d love to see some! I can relate to you and I love your energy! And I have a crush on you haha jkjk😅😅

THANK YOU. I so needed it. I love singing and I’ve been questioning my ability to do so because of my doubts and self loathing. It sucks. You are literally an angel. 💖😭

I have ocd and depression, I don't have friends because it's hard to find a true friend

my ocd make me wanna lose my memory

everything you said is relatable i always go m.i.a with no sign , i want friends but i isolate myself a little too much :3

I soo feel your pain.. You're not alone.

Where are u now ??

I hate when people on KZfaq make videos about having no friends, when they actually have friends. It’s like they don’t get what it means to really have no friends at all. For this I disliked this video...

All people that have Ocd have friends. We are an ocdfamily of weird but fun people.

Did you abandon youtube because Colleen and Josh divorced? lol

OCD is anxiety disorder. I have been suffering from it for over 10 years. I know that feel

My ocd comes and goes. I had it when I was 12, and I suffered a lot, which was empowered by my moms declining health etc. It got better when I was 13/14 but it still had ups and downs, still I pulled through and hang out with friends, had fun, I had really happy times because I refused to let some "noise" in my brain ruin my life! When I was 15 the nightmare began again, it got better when I was 17 but in my late 18s it got back argh! Now I'm still 18 and having ups and downs, but I guess I find happy moments now and then, I really do, I go out with friends and I never give up, I have lots of fun and I'm always smiling even if I'm dying on the inside!!!

I have no friends, no girl friend, I cope through out the day but It really affects me at night. Im always wishing I could go to sleep on FaceTime with someone. If anyone is going thru what I’m going thru and wants to be my friend. (Follow me on Instagram @richieroq)

Where are you now where did you go

I have ocd, been alone since 2008 but finally I found contemporary friends.

3:27 There is no scientific evidence that a chemical imbalance exists. Well educated doctors such as Kelly brogan and Peter Breggin who went to top schools even say so. The chemical imbalance idea was created as a marketing scheme by the drug company Eli Lilly

If ur successful u have more friend Specifically fake Friends lol

I have ocd

Hey Zhenya,I think you are brave enough to even discuss mental illness. I have OCD.I struggle with it,but otherwise I m fine.

I don't have friends because it's hard to trust people tgese days

You have to try your best to change your life for real, myself with OCD, entire my family had to go through so much difficult times because of me. I did not know I even had one for a long years. I was killing myself almost. Now only thing I have left with me is bunch of medicines. I am going to be 50 soon, i am not young like you anymore. You can change your life.

I don't have friends because I find it hard to make them

yes years are wasted, and they are not going by without the pain involved with OCD, but yet you probably have become a far better person then most human beings, and you'r ocd brought you to this, even though in some cases it doesn't worth it, it open our eyes to something that people never notice in their lifes, and that indifference, which is probably the main reasons to every major evil this days, the movie "Experimenter" that featuring stanley milgram social experiment in order to understand how human beings could have done what they did in nazi germany and still live an ordinary lives with families, "The agentic personality", which basicly comes also for social behavior that can cause indifference, you don't seem to be that person since you are trying to help people, trying to be supportive and understanding, and I bet you know right or wrong better then most when you see it or feel it, I know it doesn't seem like much, but at least it's some form comfort, that what I remind myself when I think of everything I've lost, and when I see people who were in school with me and are far more successful but then I see how they behave with themselves and other human beings and how the agnetic personality is probably deep within them even though it's just mean their normal because sadly this days the common person is probably not the good person for so many reasons that have been researched in social psychology and in alot ethical questions, he is the person who work and does things for his own benefit and pleasure without asking the questions that needed to be asked and just ignoring stuff that he is doing that are wrong just because asking himself "is what i'm doing right from an objective prespective?" give him an headache and he really don't care since he is not the one who is going to lose something in the matter in question, taking the easy path for his own benefit and the hell with the rest "don't ask me any complicated questions and leave me be" , the person who chase after more and more luxuries and that's all he care about when someone sign his paycheck, and when I see it in other human beings successful or not, I say thank you god that i'm not that person, even though relatively he is not an "evil person", just normal, stay strong and most importently stay good Zhenya.

I have short term memory loss and I was depress and felt rejection so I overdosed on sleeping pills and I had a near death experience and after that I can't remember how and what I did and I still can't remember

Yes. I have OCD too and it ruined my early life. I couldn't stop organizing things including the files on my computer! I stress about school and couldn't get homework done because I was too anxious. I am glad to see many others like us who are here to share thoughts. I hope everyone can overcome OCD. Keep on with our efforts.

No one understand through what a mentally ill person going except the other one who is passing through. It has ruined my whole life

Happing with me as well my mom is also have ocd washing his hand 😭😭😭

This is so relatable 😢😢😢

Hi there it is raymond l dont have any real friends and l loved your video l have had girlfriends but it never lasted and l look rather way out and not many people like that l am from melbourne Australia

Great video