"Being loved is the same as being in pain"
CODE : [phobia], Chapter 2
・Vocal : Hatsune Miku
・Music & Words : rhythmy
・Vocal Edit : bibi
・Guitar : Halco
・Bass : H.J.Freaks
・Piano : Shini Isogu
・Vocal Mixing : Michibata Nora
・Character Design : Azarashi
・3DCG & Composit : Asaya
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Lyrics
(I am fed up with my life
I don't know what to do?
I am fed up with my life
I don't know....)
I turned down your heart
What color is inside your head?
You tricked me into abandoning you
Look, close off my heart
The result of continuous love
No one helped me when I drowned in that love
Believe and be betrayed over and over again
I knew it, but I couldn't do it
These scars are a thing of the past
I was being talked down to
There were only bad endings
I don't trust anyone anymore
I'm just too scared to go on
I felt like if I believed it, it would happen again
Surely the next one will be the same?
So this is fine
My heart is screaming
And all those words sound like lies
I threw it out myself
A chance to change
I didn't want tomorrow
Like a shell to protect itself
I give myself over to the devil who deceives me
My true feelings and delusions are mixed
You have no idea, do you? lol
Hurt myself repeatedly
I didn't even know what the right answer was
I can't live dexterously, so they get away with appropriate deception
A life of instability all the way
I'm sick of being like that
I've regretted it for sometime
Life choices that kept getting wrong
It's like I can't go back
I can't breathe
Discontent was always at the bottom
I hated myself. I couldn't help it
"However..." I made that excuse and closed my eyes
With this rotten thinking, everything is negative
The courage to step out is not in the cards
"Being loved is the same as being in pain"
Regretful, pessimistic
Breathe like that today
Neither this fate nor the possibility of...
Wish it, but hated it
I had lost track of myself
I found myself at the door, muttering, "I want to change."
I'm going to live with this scar from now on
#VOCALOID #HatsuneMiku #Philophobia