a day in my life | what I eat in a day | my 5am school routine

a day in my life | what I eat in a day | my 5am school routine | weigh day & camhs meeting

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3 жыл бұрын

this is a crazy combination of my 5am school day routine (yep im one of those people), what I eat in a day & my weigh day/ camhs meeting! I hope you enjoy!! also, sorry about the negativity at the end of the video... im doing so much better now, and feeling stronger than ever in my recovery xxx
like with any what I eat in a day style video, please don't compare yourself to me... im not longer experiencing extreme hunger as severely, but when I was I was eating a LOT more than this! every body is different, we all require different amounts of food, and we all have a different 'happy weight'
~hi! my name is millie, im 15 years old and in recovery from anorexia. thankyou so much for following along with my journey! my instagram and tiktok are linked further down~
if you dont like what I upload, please dont upset yourself by watching it! lets keep the comment section a safe, positive, motivating, NON-TRIGGERING place it's cool to be kind
let me know any questions you have, or any future videos you'd like to see- im planning on uploading every Monday because Mondays are gross and at least this will be one thing to look forward to!
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@heatherflorence124 3 жыл бұрын

i’m so glad i found your accounts- you seem to reassure all my insecurities about not feeling sick enough. you and Ro are inspiring me to recover so much and i’m so grateful for that!!! :))

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou so much xxx

@tillybolton6546 3 жыл бұрын

*wakes up at 5am* *is still late for school*

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

i- yeahhh

@anmusic5851 3 жыл бұрын

I am too. Always

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

@@anmusic5851 glad im not alone!!

@katiepeterson2306 3 жыл бұрын

When I was in the depths of my ED, I wouldn't eat after 5, which meant that I never had dinner with my family, and that was so hard because my family is so close! I'm so glad that I got over that. You are so intelligent for your age, and it's amazing!

@alicehart7209 3 жыл бұрын

*talks about how you shouldn’t diss food combos* *proceeds to diss Linda’s scone and apple combo* 😂😂❤️

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

NOOO IM SUCH A HYPOCRITE IM SORRY

@sashar7273 3 жыл бұрын

This is a really small thing but I really like how you showed your bloating - I get a lot of bloating and it causes me to feel insecure and like I've eaten too much. It's so nice to get a reminder that it's normal and nothing to be ashamed of, and shouldn't stop me eating the amount I need to!

@beckylinton4104 3 жыл бұрын

For 15 years old you are doing absolutely amazing, I’m so proud of you❤️

@liv8811 3 жыл бұрын

I am so impressed that someone of your age is able to articulate their feelings so clearly, and be so strong in recovery. So proud of you!

@evieball1745 3 жыл бұрын

Glad to know it’s not just my school that tortures us with Hegarty maths😂

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

ahahah nope "its mr Hegarty here"

@brooklynburns1861 3 жыл бұрын

my biggest motivations in my anorexia recovery are being able to go back to school, going on vacation this summer, being able to enjoy holidays and birthdays, and being able to see my friends and basically just enjoying things again

@palomomaiko3041 3 жыл бұрын

I am currently experiencing ED. I just don't know how to be as strong as you are. Thank you for sharing your recovery, it is so inspiring. Thank You❣️ I pray for your fast recovery, and I know you can do it!! You are beautiful and smart. Do not let the opinions of other people ruin your life!! You're such a great person☺️❤️

@gymnastxx6026 3 жыл бұрын

You are such an inspiration! You explaining about being blind weighed honestly made me so emotional for some reason as I stress so much each time I’m going to be weighed and obsess over the number and the concept of being blind weighed is just amazing!! Also you’ve inspired me to get up at 5am tomorrow as 9am is an early morning for me😂😂xx

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

aww, talk to your team about it! xxx

@sumaiyah4292 3 жыл бұрын

Haters always feel like they need to say something which frustrates me. Honestly, you are such a beautiful, brave and the most inspiring person. You don't need to be "sick" or "sad" enough to have an eating disorder and this is what people don't understand. But you continue to be you because you come through such an amazing journey. It takes so much courage to be honest and open about an eating disorder. You are literally helping other people by sharing your own story and journey it can change individual people's lives. I also have ED and know how it feels 🥺💖

@rakchauhan6462 3 жыл бұрын

i've never had any ed's or problems with my eating but your channel has really helped me stay on track and keep my relationship with food intuitive and its helped me not sink into a bad place with food during hard mental health periods - so thank you much !!! :)

@sophiejaycolt4374 3 жыл бұрын

“Remember, food only has two jobs. To taste good, and to fuel your body” *thank you* 😔✋

@angieruangsorn7 2 жыл бұрын

please make more "what i eat in a day" millie! because of you, i ate peanut butter (not measured & without looking at the ingredients) for the first time in YEARS! xx

@laurenfay6381 3 жыл бұрын

completely agree w your pronunciation ! as a scottish person, i say scON when it comes to scones 💕💕

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

yessssss

@gaslightgatekeepgirlboss7997 3 жыл бұрын

you give off such good vibes it's very comforting

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou so much xx

@maeve8668 3 жыл бұрын

we need a hair routine because your hair is gorgeous-

@katie1546 3 жыл бұрын

i love your voice, it’s so comforting😂💗

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

awww thankyou xx

@skyangelina1693 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your inspirational. ;) And girl, look at where you started and now 5 videos in you’ve already got yourself 3k followers! Congratulations.

@vibeswithhelena5759 3 жыл бұрын

i actually love this channel so much u don’t even understand it’s so helpful :,) i might not be as far in my recovery as u are, but u motivate me to try my best

@hiaralace6622 3 жыл бұрын

I'm so happy i found you, you're so genuine, it helps a lot so thanks x

@lauraanouk2484 3 жыл бұрын

You are such a lovely and kind person! I just discovered your channel and you are so inspiring and helpful to so many people please keep going you are doing great!

@rubygrace8841 3 жыл бұрын

I love your youtube, it’s so helpful and comforting, thank youuu💕

@natalia-ps7ru 3 жыл бұрын

u are such a queen :) every time i feel kinda down or sad, i watch ur videos and they really help me. Thanks :)

@aleksandraw8768 3 жыл бұрын

You're very strong, girl! You're doing so amazing. I suffer from an ED too and watching your content makes me motivated to recover. Thank you for that

@erin_0328 3 жыл бұрын

You inspire me so much, I feel like I’m talking to my best friend 🥰 I feel less alone when I’m watching you, keep fighting girl xx

@epicone4159 3 жыл бұрын

this is really heart-warming to watch, i am so so glad you are finding the strength to recover - it is a tricky path but it is one that is so worth it. i help care for a loved one with a very severe eating disorder and i genuinely feel so proud of you for getting this far and being in this mindset. it is incredibly comforting to be reminded that people do get themselves back and do get better. thank you for this. you are so deserving of living a lovely and normal life. sending so much love!!!! keeping doing what you are doing :)

@katie1546 3 жыл бұрын

your vibes are immaculate✨

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou gorgeous xx

@barbiedoll44 2 жыл бұрын

you are a light💗💗 this inspires me so much. i am not ready yet but this inspires me so much and gives me a glimpse into how beautiful recovery can be. thank you for sharing this with us, you are an angel

@caitlynhaponik2887 3 жыл бұрын

You are incredible and you inspire me and so many others to listen to our bodies! Thank you and so many of us love you! I know it is hard but try to listen to us celebrating you instead of other people who are trying to be hateful❤️

@bissyconstance697 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for making your KZfaq 💞🥺 it’s such a safe space and really helps me. When I’m having a downer of struggling to eat a meal, i just watch one of your videos and feel better 🥰💘

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

aww thankyou so much xx

@thegaminggalore6924 3 жыл бұрын

There’s always gunna be the negative people out there, don’t worry about them, you have always got the positives aswell, you have helpd me so much with that, and a lot of others, keep being yourself Mille, loving the content ☺️

@heathermahoney8910 3 жыл бұрын

Just discovered your channel and I find you so similar to me (journey wise and personality) and its so comforting for me to have someone who is at a similar or slightly further stage than me. I'm finding my restrictions on exercise so hard and every day I feel like I'm getting worse with my body image but in the end recovery is not a choice but yh hope you're doing well x I've realised you are a lot further than me now watching further into the video (: you're glowing seriously

@user-mc1um7uq4y 6 ай бұрын

i rewatch these videos over and over again, I have an entire playlist just for your videos and its called "comfort". Love you Lots! please keep going!

@leanygaard3505 2 жыл бұрын

You are so strong and inspiring. I am so proud of you for knowing those comments are completely wrong and lies and not allowing them to lure you into a relapse. You have helped me so much!

@CherryBlossom-tv4bf 3 жыл бұрын

Omg I never noticed how cute your room is, I love it!!

@kennethworthington4204 3 жыл бұрын

You‘re so strong - don’t let yourself be pulled down by people not brave enough to face you. They will always be there and have their opinions. Keep being you and stay strong, it’s worth it

@aj5650 3 жыл бұрын

Dear Millie, you are doing fantastically well! You always have a right to trust YOURSELF regardless of what other inconsiderate and ignorant people will think and say... and you are learning to do that, even though it is a difficult task. Your progress and story are inspiring!

@marieburkhead5272 3 жыл бұрын

People who comment about others have issues with themselves; SO proud of you for staying strong!! 💕

@ninaroos6954 3 жыл бұрын

You’re gorgeous! Stay strong. So proud of you❤️

@harmonyhope1709 3 жыл бұрын

DON'T READ THE ONLINE COMMENTS ❤️ you're doing amazingly. Don't let it set you backwards xx

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

I wont!xxx

@harmonyhope1709 3 жыл бұрын

@@__therealrapunzel ❤️❤️❤️

@naiaradosanjos3001 3 жыл бұрын

I looove this channel, is the only one that is not triggering for me❤️

@silaylmaz4829 3 жыл бұрын

When I was anorexia, almost all of my hair was lost, and that was really terrible. I'm really glad the same thing didn't happen to you. Almost 4 years have passed since my recovery and now I am COMPLETELY okay !! I wanted to say this because I want you to know that you will heal like me. You are doing very well, keep going like this 💖💖

@neliakjellgren5536 3 жыл бұрын

You inspire me so much, thank you for sharing your story so authentically! Hope you’re doing well and looking after yourself 🥰💗🌸

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou so much xx

@lic60 4 ай бұрын

I really love your videos. I feel safe on your channel, so I can eat in a peace with less ed thoughts, so thank you ❤️ You really cool & I’m proud of you!!

@nenaverberdt9150 3 жыл бұрын

Yes Yes! Why do I always look forwards to your video's so much, I had to grab a snack first but here I am 💓 Im doubting so much to go all in myself

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou so much, im proud of you xx

@edi165 3 жыл бұрын

I am about to go make those biscoff baked oats because YUM!! Especially keen for that melt in the centre... never stop being you! you are making such a positive impact

@katieg2309 3 жыл бұрын

yess i live for my 5am starts i get so much done now i am excited to wake up again

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

same!!xx

@gajba1702 3 жыл бұрын

You're my inspiration! Stay strong xx

@nefixen7675 3 жыл бұрын

3:35 Me remembering I didn’t take my vitamins today and running to the kitchen to get them 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

@smileyourebeautiful9613 3 жыл бұрын

you truly deserve eternal happiness 💓💓

@amyhall774 3 жыл бұрын

I loved this so much. I love you and you are helping me so so much. I love your personality and you are adorable. Thank you for the delicious oats recipe. I cannot wait for your next video.

@jasmine.15x 3 жыл бұрын

Just found your account today and watched all your videos!! you are so amazing and inspirational 💞

@elizashippam4915 3 жыл бұрын

You are soo pretty and doing amazingly well! Also give off the best vibes :) keep going Xx

@adelinejeffreys2642 3 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry that people say things like that. I followed you on tik tok for a while and now on youtube and you are amazing and wise and so so strong💞

@maddywaddy457 2 жыл бұрын

Such an inspiration in my recovery!!🥰💪🏼

@libbyt2581 3 жыл бұрын

You should genuinely start an ASMR channel, your videos really relax me. On a different note, you're doing fabulously well with your recovery. I know how hard it is and how gross it can feel sometimes. Thanks for sharing your journey with us❤

@lillslife3597 3 жыл бұрын

You are so strong and beautiful!!! Don’t let’s those horrible comments get to you don’t let anyone dull your sparkle!!!!🥰✨

@capristirling3358 3 жыл бұрын

Don’t let the haters affect you. I support you. You only need to prove recovery to yourself 💕💯

@ileanafletcher8307 3 жыл бұрын

Your videos make me so happy

@zephyr4648 3 жыл бұрын

so sorry people are being terrible on the internet, you are so strong and you are doing amazing in recovery!

@sammysam8753 3 жыл бұрын

I hope you know you're saving lives, Millie ❤

@bex4398 3 жыл бұрын

these vids help me so much thank youuuuuu

@x.lili.x4699 3 жыл бұрын

You seem like such a wonderful person🌹.Thank you so so much for sharing your journey🌟💖 P.S. hello from Switzerland🥰✨

@lucyhesford4238 3 жыл бұрын

love these videos!!

@chilicarlos4072 3 жыл бұрын

Aaaaa u seem SO SWEET!! Cant wait for more vids

@Valentina-xo8su 3 жыл бұрын

love your vibes ^^

@sarahfowler6475 2 жыл бұрын

i just found your account and your videos are so comforting thank you

@Rhiluvesyou1 3 жыл бұрын

you are so inspirational ❤️

@deyaniraramos1396 3 жыл бұрын

Omg!!! Loved this...sooo cool. When you mentioned who your fav youtuber influencers were atm I was sooo happy and excited because those are some of my few favorites too...I don't follow Linda Sun but I've heard good stuff from her but there's also feedtoglow, Hanne Arts, Jax Fanucii, Recovery.chii, Megsy recovery, Jessica Kaity, hanrecovered, Letsdothiselle... Molly.ella.jones...omg soo much more...but those are a few...glad you are at this place where you can identify your struggles/triggers/how to cope/what you like..etc..It's awesome and sooo inspiring. Yes, no comparing, every body is different and we should appreciate our own, take better care of it and nurture it tehehe...loved the vid. You deserve the best of what the world has to offer. Love yah Millie🖤🖤🖤🥊🕊️🤸🌄👍🌰🥣☺️☕🎶😊

@nourab3514 3 жыл бұрын

Her accent is so cute😍😍 Ily❤️❤️

@fay-qp7cn 3 жыл бұрын

you make me happy thank you i wish i can have that relationship with food one day :)

@louiseahlund3191 3 жыл бұрын

Love your vids! Lots of love sent to you❤️😘🥰

@zoeanna6446 3 жыл бұрын

you're so amazing💙

@katie1546 3 жыл бұрын

waking up at 5am >>>>

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

YESSSS

@lisin4444 3 жыл бұрын

:0 I'm also 15 and wow ur so put together!! I'm jealous lol

@chilicarlos4072 3 жыл бұрын

I love u so much uve rly helped me and i hope u know that :(

@pidetods5880 3 жыл бұрын

I haven’t been able to do a 5 am morning routine since I graduated ahaha I think it’s very admirable though of course.

@candiceyoung8244 3 жыл бұрын

Hi,new sub. I saw ur comment on Elzanis last video, and it moved me so much I subbed right away. I've been following elzani since the beginning of her channel, and ro Mitchell too. Yes,u can get better,and enjoy life. I'm much older than u girls, old enough to be ur moms,I'm 53,but I share many things with you guys, severe anxiety, depression from Young childhood, ocd,and ptsd from an abusive marriage. 6 years ago I found out I had stage 4 larynx cancer, I was told I would not live out the year 2015,I had to have a few surgeries, and they had to remove everything in my throat, so I can no longer speak,and there's alot of residual issues, but for some reason, I feel I was brought through that for a reason. Its completely changed me in every possible way. I say all that to say,,lifes so precious, and so short,,enjoy it,in every way. I know that's easier said than done, but it seems ur on the right path. I look forward seeing more videos from you. And thank you for sharing your journey, I know it will help others. 💕

@halcyc2245 3 жыл бұрын

im glad youre still kicking, all the best for you lovely

@hollytoft6937 3 жыл бұрын

Hi, love the video. Weird question but where did you get the bee oven gloves from? They’re so cute 🥰

@jonnelenobel6622 18 күн бұрын

Thank you for this amazing Video.❤

@apan8783 3 жыл бұрын

Youre this close 👌👌 to making me email all grocery stores in Sweden to try n convince them to import biscoff😩 I swear it looks so good

@fckdupBillie 3 жыл бұрын

Ohh you can go back to school in the uk? In Germany they’re closed since December haha it’s soo annoying. Btw. I love your hair, it’s absolutely gorgeous ^^

@paulamasclans1834 3 жыл бұрын

such an inspiration👏🏿👏🏿🙌🙌

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

thankyou!xx

@Asa2345e 10 ай бұрын

Girl we need a room tour!❤❤

@larakeenan6281 3 жыл бұрын

I love this channel

@abbyb8803 3 жыл бұрын

I love you Millie!

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

I love you too xxxx

@lolapesskin4927 3 жыл бұрын

i also just had a cahms appointment.. they be hard but i be trying ah it's so hard to feel like i'm doing the right thing

@sunflower.3040 3 жыл бұрын

you're absolutely doing the right thing!! dont let your brain convince you otherwise 💕 hope you're well

@thebabyhater 3 жыл бұрын

Yesss Biscoff and raspberries >>>

@kageyamasvains8606 3 жыл бұрын

first time finding u; just 1 min into ur vid n already in luv w u girlll. btw im 14 (turning 15 in 2 weeks) n there r like soo many similarities between us. I (think) I struggle w ed (not medically diagnosed since im too scared to talk to any1 abt it), so hearing ur words comforted me. n yes im a morning person too, it feels so much better getting the work don in the morning. also I just wanted to ask since ur in the uk, r u in yr10 or yr11? ur doin amazing btw, keep staying strong

@__therealrapunzel 3 жыл бұрын

awww hey lovely!! im in year 11 :)xx

@kageyamasvains8606 3 жыл бұрын

@@__therealrapunzel ohhh I’m in yr10 but it’s fine we can stil b friends :D

@pidetods5880 3 жыл бұрын

I also watch elzani and linda sun, you could check out helena rose and merryrose howley if you’re interested in any other recovery youtubers. I really like how both of them have recovery content, but not all their videos are about food, which I think is really important that someone who has or had an ED knows they are much more than the illness. I’m sure these content creators know that by now, but sometimes us fans that maybe found them while we were struggling need to be reminded sometimes.