This girl is being brutally honest and this breaks my heart.💔 something NEEDS to happen to help everyone! SHARE THIS VIDEO PLEASE!!

I love this woman. She is smart and kind.

It’s so sad because I BELIEVE HER. I know she doesn’t wanna do drugs I know she wants to be sober she’s just scared, and once the reality of being an adult and the guilt of all your mistakes in life sets in all you wanna do is run back to the drugs... it’s insanity it really is. I pray God heals you girl.

Addicts or not, she is still a human being. I feel for her... for all of them...

When this girl started to cry, it broke my heart because I could truly feel what she was feeling and I feel so helpless right now to help her! I will remember her in my prayers! I believe she has a beautiful soul and that she is definitely a victim! May God Rest his comforting hands upon her and if it is his will to bring her to Total healing because nothing is impossible for God I love you Christine..... and I will not forget you!!

6 years ago I was afraid to be sick. Just gave up my daughter and was terrified of the guilt. But it is possible. Fight harder than you’ve been fighting to keep feeding the addiction. You can recover. Ppl will forgive you, it’s just they need to see the track record change. But first forgive yourself, get up and try try try again.

I admire her honesty. She doesn't try to dance around any bullshit like most do... you can tell by the hurt in her voice that she does want to stop using. She just doesn't know how. My heart goes out to Christine... & thank YOU, Malcolm... for giving her a chance to voice herself and be heard. I can only hope her family or a loved one sees this video and sees the hurt in her.... help her get her life and family back. 💙 ~ "We out There"

God give her strength to overcome her adiction. 🙏🏻

Well on her fb as of last month she's been 30 days clean which is great and I hope she continues to keep fighting this battle and not give up. She deserves so much more then being out in the streets of Kensington. You got this girl!! Best of luck 🙏🙏 and blessings for our other brothers and sisters out there struggling with this disease. One day at a time.

“The nightmare I wake up to everyday” that was so powerful Christine. My heart breaks for her. You can feel her pain and it runs deep. Praying she can get some help and detox.

Christine please try to get help before its to late. Those feelings of despair will eventually go. From a ex Heroin addict for nearly 30 yrs of addictions. Advice take a year out of your addiction and get your head down and concentrate on you first and get help professionally to help you and things will slowly fall back into place. Its got to be better than how you are now. Your worth it. 1 year.

She has such beautifull eyes! I hope those eyes can see her children grow up asap!

It's hard to find people in this world who are honest about things that are seen as shameful and embarrassing but Christine is honest to the core... Christine i wish I could tell you how beautiful, strong and brave you are!!!! I'm praying for all my people in this struggle and their family and friends in it with them.... 🤗🙏💗

Christine PLEASE call out the name of Jesus! I dont care if you repeatedly call out his name over and over all day! He WILL hear you. Strength and power will come to you to leave this hell your choices have led you to... He NEVER intended this for you! Let him begin to heal your hurts, no drug can do it. Start to say “praise you Jesus” ask him to save you and bring you Out of this life and he will. He waits for our surrender but will NOT force you. ❤️

This is my cousin and this breaks my heart! I think that they should also do a video of someone or people in recovery to give these people hopefully some hope to see that it is possible for us addicts to live a better way

These are better than my NA meetings.

Powerful testimony this needs to be shown in schools prisons every where rehabs work places the more it’s shown the less the chance somebody will use

The most honest and heartbreaking interview of all , Christine my heart is literally shattered watching you suffering so much . I hope to god you can be free of this horrendous torment of addiction 😢 .

I have people close to me who have struggled and I just want to say thank you for helping me (and others) understand this disease.

She’s so frail God help her please 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

She mentions a lot of drug addicts are talented people, I wouldn't doubt that for a minute. Artists are very sensitive people and can easily go a bad path when experiencing trauma or other stuff because we tend to have a lot of depression.

The sadness never left your eyes Christine. I am pulling for you. I am hoping you can find a way to kick this and get some joy back in your life.

I have 8 years and some change clean... after 14 years of addiction. it’s so crazy how fast you forget where you came from... so crazy. I hope she gets clean...

Such a lovely lady, who has fallen on hard times. I send you my best from across the 'pond' in England. You can beat this, just one step at a time. Never easy, but focus on the 'goal' of becoming free of addiction. You are intelligent (and careful), and if you reduce slowly day by day, you will BEAT THIS. Your children love you and will welcome you back in their lives, your twin and your mum too. People (like me), who you don't know ,and live thousands of miles away CARE! Thanks Mal for allowing us the meet this special lady online.

My heart goes out to these people and as a recovering alcoholic I understand addiction and cravings, it’s more scary when you see these one to one interviews because this woman comes across as very normal human being just addicted to hard drugs. I know from my own experience that you have to really want to be sober for rehab to work and when or if you get sober then you get to see how beautiful life is also how simple everything is when you don’t have a raging addiction to feed. I hope this woman finds peace one day❤️

This woman is so sweet so honest!! How grateful she was for her bag of things touched my heart. She said thank you several times. You can tell she was very grateful. I've noticed you Mal having to say thank you for the person before they finally remember their manners. I don't think it's on purpose I think it's because their on shock that they are receiving a gift with no strings attached. I really liked this woman and I like your new interview questions. Keeping it real always . God bless you Mal.

Raw & brutally honest! Great interview. I love people who share their true story without being a victim! Without manipulating! Real tears. Thank You Michelle 💜 for ur transparency! May you be blessed with strength & opportunities to get sober. Sending you love from NYC.

Christine please know you are loved and you can beat this.

Christine….it’s not too late for you! I’m praying for you sweetheart. I hope you feel that fire within and reach out. I believe in you! I’ve been there and I understand. ❤️ To MAL - thank you for giving Christine and all of the people in Kensington a voice. Seems like this is one of the first times that someone has asked her about herself, with no judgment. Thank you. What size shoes did she say she needs? I caught that the ones she’s wearing are way too small. If I can get a size, I’ll send her some. Much love to you @AML Films ❤️🙏

WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP HER?!? POOR THING😥😭breaking my heart....

Congrats on the 90k subscribers Mal !!! Spreading the word and helping others understand ... She's so brutally honest, I hope she can find the strength too get help ♥️♥️💯🙏

I pray for a miracle for this precious beautiful soul! 💓🙏

It’s really sad how the full truths weren’t told in this video. Christine is my brothers girlfriend. My family took Christine in and treated her just as equally as we did my brother. Loved her with every ounce of our being this past year. Unfortunately, you cannot help someone who doesn’t want help at the moment. Her and, my brother. I pray that she, along with my brother get the help they both need and deserve. Edit: I am not saying she wasn’t being completely honest about the things she was saying. I’m just saying that the full truth was not being told about a few things. Christine is a GREAT person. The drugs just have such a tight grip on her and I hope that she finds her way in this life.

Thank you Mal. I think she has potential and I feel like she is brutally honest. I can tell she loves her kids, I hope she decides to get clean soon. Love you Mal. ❤💯🤟🏾

My stepmother was a drug addict. She was murdered. Stabbed 52 times. Decapitated and mutilated. She was the nicest person I have ever met. She did take good care of me before she became addicted. She was so kind and gentle. She was better to me than my own mother. I loved her and wish I was old enough to take care of her when she became addicted. My grandmother didn't like me because I was the wrong color. My sister and brother had green eyes and light skin. So you can say I was really the black sheep of the family. I was disowned because I married out of my race. Oh well I turned out ok. My kids are all professionals. I left NY to get away from the mess.

She’s incredibly sensible to test samples or bags of dope first if she doesn’t know where they come from. It must be incredibly hard being an addict to try and restrain yourself once you’ve got your drugs from doing the entire lot in one go. I think she’s got real potential. She pretty damn smart. It’s frustrating when the experts think they know better than the actual users who know themselves the best

Thanks AML! I’m following you all the way from Switzerland and I really love what you are doing m. You are such an amazing person. You are able to show the souls of people and it teaches us so much as well for our kids; to be understanding and to be able to get away from those temptation. Thanks a lot for your hard word and for your commitment, you’re a unique, companionate and in radicle person 😘

This is heartbreaking, I just want to reach out & hug you Christine 😔. Wishing for so much better then this for you 🙏x

This is what it means when your brain and soul have been hijacked by opioids. I pray you get clean. Its only the addiction telling you it’s too late. Don’t listen to the lies it tells you.

Hi Christine do it for you dear.One step at a time you can do it.Please go into a good rehab as soon as you can.That Fentanyl is poison and killing folks there.Praying for you hun.😘🙏❤✝️j

I love your channel. Been with you from the beginning! I love the updates you have down to the intro. A lot of people try to capture Kensington; but no one captures it like you!

Reaching out with a huge hug 🤗. I will keep you in my prayers. Never quit the fight. You are worth it

My heart hurts for this poor girl. I just want to hug her ❤️

Lord God I pray for salvation, and chains f bondage be broken from drugs, alcohol in Jesus name. Amen.

Don’t say your family doesn’t care that you’re homeless. YOU don’t care that you’re homeless. They can only care as much as you care, respectfully. You can’t expect them to do all the heavy lifting especially when you’ve shown them you’re going to do what you want to do no matter what. A support system only works as back up support. It starts with you. Take the first step. Please get yourself some help. I’m sure once they see you doing your own work they’d love to jump in with you. Do it for you and your kids. Blessings

I have a bunch of clothes size small that I can donate to her and anyone else is need. Praying for you!

You are beautiful girl, you're gonna be in my prayers. You are so so smart. I pray that you get clean and turn your life around. I feel like after us addicts get our lives together we should help others struggling. Flip this around and use our experience strength and hope to help others that we relate with. Don't let what the devil has done to us have happened in vain. Maybe this could be the only reason we make it through is to help the helpless, love the unlovable, we need each other. No one should ever feel like they're alone. God bless you, be safe out there.

Super captivating interview! It’s amazing how quickly you put others at ease and allow them the space to tell their stories!

This video broke my heart. She is the perfect example of what drugs steal from you. I can’t imagine how hard it is to come off this shit I feel for her. It’s so easy for people to say “ just stop doing drugs and take care of your kids.” But if you’ve never struggled with addiction you don’t know shit about it and you are just ignorant. I pray this girl somehow can find her way ❤️

God loves you and you can do this! Put this life behind you before it’s to late! Your children need you and would love to have you at home with them. Prayers go out to you and pray you get help soon! ❤️🙏✝️

I don't like when they start crying cuz I know deep inside they don't want to live like that,and a lot of ppl don't understand that 🙁

This video really hit home... Christine, you are a BEAUTIFUL SOUL and I hope more than anything you find peace, whatever that looks like to you❤️ the pain and hurt in her is insane, it’s so sad and heartbreaking

What an honest person. She has a big heart. I truely wish her all the best xx please make sure you see her again Mal to do another interview to see how she is travelling. Big hugs to her.

The pain in her voice killed me... I feel her pain. 🙏

I’ve heard several ppl on this channel say they have a heart of gold bc they’ve given up their last bag to someone who is sick. That’s interesting... perspective is everything.

Such piercing eyes! Her eyes are like windows to her heart of gold! I wish you the best Christine! You deserve to enjoy all the wonderful things life has to offer! I pray you gain the strength to start a new life free from drugs. You can do it! :)

I pray for her and anyone still sick and suffering. I am sober off heroin/fent. One day it just clicked and the pain got so great that I made that choice to put it down. When people are struggling with addiction it is a living hell for them. I wish people would break the stigma against ppl with drug addictions. I can’t stand the stigma it is something I get so angry about.

This women is stuck in a hell on earth . God bless her and you Mal for all you do . And I lobe you Mal . Your like a one man army out there fighting the devil but I and many others I am sure keep you prayed up.

This woman displays and explains the real rawness of drug addiction and what it really turns you into. I feel like this video would be a great teaching tool for young people in school.

Mel fantastic questions and a great interview. I hope that Christine can get past this but your questions were so insightful and very informative. Well done!!

WE OUT THERE ❤️ Sending prayers for a better life and a better way!!! #Addictsarepeopletoo

It's sad how lost she is. She is so honest and full of potential. I wish she could get her life together. I used to struggle with h and it ain't easy to quit and move on. I pray for her 🙏 and hope she finds peace ☮️

Christine, thank you for been 💯% truthful , I feel your pain and struggle. I'm sure you're remorseful for your failures as a parent, even if it's painful don't kill yourself over it; you've made some bad decisions but that wasn't you, that was your addiction making you behave that way. Unfortunately an addict can not function without heroin, it feels you can't even breeze, you can't walk, you can't talk, you can't think straight, it's like been in a body that isn't yours and its rejecting you. I hope, to give an idea, to ones who don't know, So everythings else became secondary. These people (I was one) needs help, telling them to stop isn't help, they know that. Help is convincing them to get into treatment, but not in two weeks, 3 weeks they need help as soon as they decide to receive it. Making the decision to give uo the only thing you live for isn't easy, so help must be available right then. I understand the system is under funded, but that's the only hope. MAL I love the new line of questioning, and it's done tastefully, Well done. You never let us down. "We are out there" , specially you my friend. 🙏💯🇮🇹💖 Blessings from. Italy. I had to edit it when I see You still managed to make her smile, with some gifts, after her sad story. You've got it in you my man, nobody can deny it.

Anybody who judges someone in active addiction, shouldn’t! It could happen to any one of us, due to circumstances. Nobody goes out and decides to live this life.

She’s such a sweetheart!! Very wise and beautifull person❤️ addiction is no joke.. respect for all the people who struggle with it, we see you❤️❤️

Oh darling girl. Know this. I have love for you. I see a beautiful kind soul who desperately wants a better life for herself. Hugs to you my dear girl.

It's hard, I know I beat alcoholism, part of my mother's family, I still drink, not gonna lie, but I know my limits now, please don't give up

Chris, I know you my entire life. You have always been a fighter! You can get over this!

We are rooting for your sobriety Christine. Sending you so much love and prayers. 🙏🏼❤️

Christine is so bright and compassionate. I pray that she gets in to recovery.

Man , your the man we need to get these stories told ! Thank you , you are a hero to the people out there ! Ef that Hollywood phonies ! why wont they put you on the fake news ? bless you man ! Hope to meet you some day to shake your hand ! May be i can help ? i live in AZ but who knows ? thanks again my brother !

Thank you for all the raw interviews Mal! This girl is the truth. Absolutely relatable

We are rooting for you Christine!! U can do it!! Reach deep down inside your soul and pull what strength you have left out! It will be worth it. We love you and you are worthy!! My friend was a bad heroin addict now she’s a drug counselor helping others! U can do it too!

Good interview, Mal. Godspeed, Christine.

She's such a sweet soul. I can't relate so much and she keeps it real. I hope she is able to get the help she needs. No one deserves this kind of life. She's so beautiful.

We Out There 🤙 another great job you have a gift with ppl/addicts , love the photography

She seems so sweet. I wish her the best & hope she can be in her children's life again.

Wow! The first 40 seconds, were heart breaking! I truly hope that she finds the help that she needs, and soon! Its so easy to get lost in the haze, and the constant chase, of addiction. Its sad that so many people are in so much pain, and see no other way to help it, than blatant self-destruction.

Love the fact you ask "where do you believe you will go when you die?" Gets people thinking.

This is so heartbreaking,she is so fragile emotionally and physically. She's caught in a vicious cycle she can't change although she wants to.I do have sympathy for her mother too though watching her daughter deteriorate before her eyes and bringing up her grandchildren having already raised her own 3. Bless you Christine,so many care and are praying for you.Please keep trying you deserve to be well.Lovefrom New Zealand 💓❤

Lord have mercy, if she can't stand , just kneel and god will help

God bless you!!!!! Please have hope that you are loved and protected. You can ALWAYS turn your life around. I almost lost everything on Percocet’s. By the Grace of God I survived and you can too!!!!! A truly bad parent doesn’t even think of their kids! You have the power to change, please seek out some help. You are in my prayers 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 please be safe and I pray you receive the help you deserve!!!!! 💜💜💜💜

Really feel for her, I hope she comes out the other side, I’m an addict myself so I know the struggles when the drugs get a grip of you

Oh Mal so heartbreaking💔 Christine you are one of the most honest people I have ever seen, I'm so sorry your family don't keep in contact with you, that must be so hard..praying for you 💜 I truly hope that one day they will find a genetic link or chromosone or something and may be able to prevent addiction issues🙏

I wish I could hug all these souls...wish they could see the way God sees them....as his precious beautiful children who deserve to love themselves more. We all feel less than at times but that’s the devil’s lie. 🙏🙏💕💕

I have now watched a few of these. I have the greatest admiration for your ability to carry on day after day listening to these stories, seeing people go on and off these drugs. What you do clearly has a positive result as people get informed and contribute. It is so tough. Bless you Mal straight to heaven some day.

She broke my heart, she is so humble and honest ! I'm so glad she is taking steps towards recovery.

Take your time girl.. You are a good person, you can see quite clearly your heart is broke.. Drugs are chemical warfare you are a victim in that sense.. Now that you know this. Pick a day and start making better choices from that day forward, you can have a life after this.. Your children will understand too one day.. Im sending strength and a lotta love prayers for you. ❤️💛💚

Been there, done that. Still, I hate to see the suffering one goes through. Prayers to ya little sister. Godspeed.

Mal I feel in love with this format. Beautiful interview. 💕 wish you only the best Christine

She breaks my heart. I pray for her and hope she's still in treatment and makes it. She's so brutally honest and can tell she's one of the nicest sincere people.

Just wanna give her a hug. I hope she finds sobriety. 💜

Scientists can create vaccines against pandemics, etc. I wish they can create a vaccine for addicts.

Just sent a prayer up for her

Such beautiful eyes so full of sadness and pain. You can tell from the bottom of her heart that she loves her babies and family. I hope & pray that she can find her way back home to those that love her. Life is so darn hard,thank you Mal for your precious caring heart💝

Christine, your a beautiful person and you are worth fighting for your sobriety! In my daily Rosary 📿, everyone here are always in my daily prayers! ❤️😊🙏✝️

This is the saddest of your interviews that I have seen. Her little heart is broken ❣️

This is my cousins ex girlfriend (her kids baby dad) Christine if you see this there are people who love you and want to help you. Me and my mom will help you find a rehab. I will personally give you clothes, food anything you need to help. I know we were never that close, but I love you and I really hope you find the help I know you want. There are people who will have your back when you chose to get clean ❤️

This woman is proof that drug addiction does not necessarily make someone a bad person. Just that they've made bad choices.

I'm praying hard for you Christine. I Love you and care.