ALCOHOL WITHDRAWAL IS AN EXPERIENCE FROM HELL

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Here is a link to the video I mentioned: • Alcohol withdrawal at ...
Alcoholism is exceptionally dangerous, especially when you start drinking hard liqueur on a regular basis. Not only is alcohol dependence dangerous, alcohol is also one of the most dangerous drugs with withdraw from. If you are an alcoholic you need to seek professional medical attention prior to abruptly quitting. Sometimes a taper is the safest method but you should be supervised by a doctor. A medical Dr can prescribe effective drugs to make the withdrawals much safer. Recovery from alcoholism is a long journey but it can be done. Thousands of people are doing it on a daily basis and I believe you can as well. In this video I discuss one of my experiences with alcohol induced hallucinations both visual and tactile. I discuss alcohol induced psychosis, de-realization, & de-personalization.

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@stevesanderson524 2 ай бұрын

You know how long it is going to take. THat is the hell. You've done it before and you know that no matter what you do it is going to be 2-3 days of hell and you did it to yourself. Throwing up acid and bile every 15 minutes- making yourself throw up for a measure of relief. Drink water knowing it will barely warm up before you throw it back up. Cant lay down cant sit down and dont want to walk around. Cant tell anyone what is going on because you feel like a disaster. FInally you can keep some water down and you lose 2-3 hours of passed out sleep and you know you wont die this time- but you might next time.

@clayryan1196 2 жыл бұрын

I went thru the exact same thing. Pacing and terrible thoughts and sweating in bed for days. And this happened to me 5 times in two years. I finally had enough and suffered thru it. Over 2 weeks sober now.

@brlwa6354 2 ай бұрын

I've quit drinking after having been on binges before but this time it was different. Scared the hell out of me! I just wanted to stay under the covers and hide from the world. I don't want to ever experience that feeling again! 😳

@frankiepoindexter445 2 жыл бұрын

I've experienced severe extreme delirium tremens 4 or more times, twice hospitalized. I heard my neighbor plot to kill me and try to kick the door down, but when I checked there was nobody there. I saw my carpet come to life. My best friend appeared beside me and vanished more than once. I could see font and images in my vision for 3 days. My inner monologue reinvented itself into an evil alter ego that said everybody hates me and wouldn't stop talking to me for days. I stayed alone with the air conditioning on full blast, paced in agony until I recovered. I've been sober for a long time now and I'll never go back. The human mind going through withdrawal is a very surreal and frightening experience. I hope you're doing well. God bless

@user-gn9vu7wn7t 2 ай бұрын

Keep strong, seek good friends a lots of help to never relapse ever again! You said something very telling, you heard your neighbor plotting to kill you and try to kick down your door. See, in those circumstances delirium can also lead to go and kill that neighbor, frightening as it is those things can and do happen. Please, never drink again, blessing to you my dear friend life is tooooo short to waste it in self destruction. God bless you and me too I need help too.

@user-gn9vu7wn7t 2 ай бұрын

Do you realize something? This could be a plot of an Edgar Allan Poe tale or an horro movie that would sell for millions of dollars! Again, when you are tempted to relapse bring to the fore all those horrible experiences you've had to not do it again.

@SteMcgarry-xy5gb Ай бұрын

I was a few weeks away from death and I did not know how to stop. I got on my knees and looked at the ceiling and begged God for help. I did not know if i had believed in God or not but i wanted him to exist so much. I was heared and God stepped in and took over my addiction. I am sober 3 years and a few months and i am so grateful. God saved my life when i could not. It hasn't been a walk in the park but its been a lot easier than I thought. I wish anyone who's going to try all the love in the world xx If i can do it, anyone can. God bless x

@marknewton6984 Ай бұрын

I quit drinking cold turkey. Drank every day. Not as hard as I thought. It was time.

@Justiinarete 3 жыл бұрын

I'm 11 months sober. Started watching your videos right before I got help. So glad I found your early videos on alcoholism.

@chicofromph33nix64 3 жыл бұрын

I've met guys in prison that never been in trouble ever,but got behind the wheel killing someone after drinking.. I was in for a DUI,my second time in prison, it was an eye opener for me.. im proud to say,I've put that bottle down and don't ever touch it..

@grifyn882 Ай бұрын

your such a mess...you could have killed innocent family

@tunafish8769 2 ай бұрын

I damn near died drinking beer. It's not just the "hard stuff ".

@lynnepaquette4124 2 күн бұрын

That's what destroyed my liver.

@iMatia69 3 жыл бұрын

Alcohol = AL-KUHL or AL-GAWL - Arabic term meaning "Body eating spirit." Another reason why its called "spirits" or "boo-ze" and 'Gin and tonic' / "Jinn" and tonic.

@janed5197 3 жыл бұрын

Jinn and tonic lol make mine a large one 🤭

@janed5197 3 жыл бұрын

@Roc Towerhug It absolutely can ruin lives and whole families ..

@scottjohnson2401 9 ай бұрын

That's crazy thank u for helping me never drinking again I hate demons

@Protogorius 9 ай бұрын

@@scottjohnson2401beer is best friend 😂🎉

@anthonylewis1980 4 ай бұрын

I just looked that shit up that's wild. I believe it tho . I did an ibogaine treatment for opiates I definitely experienced the spirit world

@fredo3161 Ай бұрын

My oldest brother almost died from it. Stayed up all night with him and watched over him with my other brother in the hospital. Watching him suffer was terrible. Sadly wasn't the last time he went through it, but after the next time he went to rehab and has been sober almost two years. Remarkable.

@freddyw4555 2 ай бұрын

I quit overnight and immediately felt better. Never going back

@marknewton6984 Ай бұрын

Same here. 😎

@mariadavis3832 Ай бұрын

I always said that alcohol is the worst of the worst. Here in South Carolina we can't smoke weed but can buy gallons of liquor.

@Bizarrebarbie 3 жыл бұрын

I still go back to your old alcohol series a lot to remind myself why I stopped. They’ve helped me so much, I really didn’t know I was the only one who went thru DTs and had these supernatural evil experiences. I’m spiritually sensitive so it makes sense, but the feeling of alcohol withdrawal it feels like you died and went to hell. The feeling is so dark it feels like it’s eating my soul and it’s a feeling so pure helplessness. It’s unexplainable. And I’m around alcohol all the time, I go to these videos to remember even tho I’ve seen all the old videos over and over. I have to ground myself sometimes and remind myself the dark side of this demonic horrific addiction. I don’t drink anymore, but I still have that little part of my Brian that is diseased. So thank you for continuing to make these videos as reminders

@Froostyyy420 8 ай бұрын

I bought liquor with Pennie’s a few times lol, so embarrassing.

@SacredSerpent 7 ай бұрын

Ive been there too.

@jasonmorgan1543 Жыл бұрын

100% and thank you for sharing your story. I’m 4 years sober from alcohol and it was a living hell to get through and get where I’m at now. It’s an experience I never want or will experience again.

@janed5197 3 жыл бұрын

Self medicating is a normal response to trauma ... It's not mystical it's medical .. I really appreciate you talking about your experience

@maltezz 8 ай бұрын

i had a dream where a demon with wierd skeletal arms with part flesh still on them, came out from behind me where i slept and started grapping me, i could literally feel myself getting pushed into the bad and i kept trying to see what it was, wasnt able to. the hands just kept almost groping me while i screamed. i woke up so scared that i had to call my mom at 3 am (im a 32 year old male ) mostly to make sure that it was actually a dream and not a hallucination. dont tell me that, that isnt demonic.

@edgar5598 21 күн бұрын

Had something similar happen to me about 11 years ago. A demon manifested behind my bed and tried crushing my chest. I was able to lift my left arm but soon after the entity zapped my arm. I was in another realm. I heard what sounded like thousands or maybe even millions of souls yelling and crying. When all of a sudden a voice came to my right ear and said "Cry out to Jesus!" And I exclaimed "JESUS CHRIST!" and everything immediately stopped. I got up and turned on the lights and just sat there in disbelief. I couldn't sleep in the dark for 2 years after that.

@kwh8c 2 жыл бұрын

I’m on day 5 withdrawal. Thanks for this video. I really needed to hear someone with solidarity tell me to knock it the fuc off. I can only watch vids of people who know what I’m talking about. God bless the companies trying to get clients/help people but I can’t stand hearing about it from a clinical perspective. I need just what you gave. If I want to live I’ve got to knock this sh*t off. Thank you.

@TraumfresserBMofficial 3 ай бұрын

How you doing?

@shotzburynative4384 Жыл бұрын

i got chills listening to your video because I'm going through the same thing... Hearing demonic voices and seeing a million random images going through my vision whether my eyes are shit or open... i feel like I'm about to die

@DZORGOFFICIAL 3 ай бұрын

Nailed it. Nothin worse than the second you close your eyes, get the most absolutly insane racing visuals. Crazy times lol.

@really_rebecca 2 ай бұрын

I remember this. My eyes were open and all the colours would move in front of me like a watercolour. My eyes would be wide open and I would also see nothing (like being blind). I also thought there were other people in the room partying with me but I was all alone, going through psychosis. The nightmares were unreal. And the night sweats and palpitations. Good advice, get advice if detoxing! It can kill you. Over one year sober now! Never going back. It’s the best thing I’ve ever done.

@YlvaBjarnson 3 жыл бұрын

My husband did die of alcohol poisoning at the age of 60 after being an alcoholic on beer since he was a teenager. His brain was gone years before he died and he was a violent vicious dangerous drunk 6 feet 5 in + 275 lbs all muscle

@maltezz 3 жыл бұрын

i have experienced the closed eye visuals too. very scary, i could see vivid images of stuff i almost had no control over, often violent or sexual in nature. only with closed eyes. Worst part of withdrawel for me is the nightmares though, absolutely insane. the most scare part about my nightmares is that they are always happening just where i sleep, in my bed, so there is this confusion about if im actually awake or sleeping.

@DanSarbz 2 жыл бұрын

Shit scared me so bad

@uPSIDEdOWN577 2 жыл бұрын

While withdrawing I had a nightmare that I was watching my brothers baby and I took my eye of him for just a second. Somehow he had gotten to the balcony and I caught his leg as he was falling off. This tiny baby seemed to weigh a ton and He’s dangling off this very high balcony. I’m screaming my lungs out for help.I look back and my brother, his dad is just watching with zero emotion. Just staring at me blankly as his child slips from my grasp. I woke up in sweats. The nightmares are one of the worst parts of withdrawal and they are EXTREMELY vivid.

@maltezz 2 жыл бұрын

@@uPSIDEdOWN577 i totally get what you saw, with your dad with no emotions. i had a similar dream once, very demonic.

@archangel_josh 3 ай бұрын

I would have music in my head SO LOUD that it was like I had headphones in my ears, but instead of the full song it would be maybe 1 verse and a chorus on loop. It was torture. And I would shut my eyes and see as plain as you sit and watch TV, movies and images behind my eyes. Like you, very violent or sexual images.

@EricTaylor-cn4zq 2 ай бұрын

@@uPSIDEdOWN577Damn that’s crazy at least the baby didn’t fall!

@scottbrown7071 3 ай бұрын

Sounds like you are lucky to be alive. Thank you for sharing your story, and also for strongly advising folks to seek medical advice when coming off of alcohol or drugs. ❤️ 🙏

@alexdewuk 2 ай бұрын

I don't think alcohol wants to kill me, it just wants to torture me for a seeming eternity.... GREAT Video!!!! LOVED IT gonna watch again! I've been through this torture you describe TOTAL PANIC, hearing music in the distance, the blackness is literally moving, wanna sleep but gasping for air, heart pounding like it's gonna explode as it's made of hot lava... and initially could just start with a socially acceptable "Fun" bottle of beer on a whim.... BANG!!! your back in the madness! :)

@visam28 3 жыл бұрын

Thanks for the video. I am still struggling with it. Years ago when I took mushrooms and I tried to drink a glass of liquor I couldn't get the glass past my lips. The mushrooms told me it is "pure molten evil" Those are not words I would normally use.

@shadrach6299 Ай бұрын

A patient described the “DT’s” to me. It’s horrifying.

@davelanni-wz9xe 3 күн бұрын

I was in ICU with DT’s. I was hallucinating at the rehab center and was rushed to the ER. The Ammonia levels in my body was 5 times the normal amount. They almost put me in the psych ward. I’m now 3 years sober. Been to hell and back. 36 years drinking.

@mattmcdonald26911 3 жыл бұрын

Always appreciate your videos. I have to agree, going through DT's was the scariest thing I've ever experienced in my life and I have done some pretty crazy doses of psychedelics. I literally thought I was going to die. Just wanted to thank you for your words and your videos...I literally watched your channel nonstop while I was detoxing for the last time. They really helped me so much I cannot thank you enough. Still sober and embracing life at my full potential. Thank you brother! Much love.

@_BatCountry 2 ай бұрын

Oh wow I have a video exactly like this - our experiences are so similar that I even hit a lot of the same beats in mine. I wish I'd seen this earlier. Nice work.

@Thomas-qz8rq 3 ай бұрын

Hit the nail on the head!! Alcohol withdrawal is no joke! Scary as hell! Thank you for sharing

@cockyhemi-123 2 ай бұрын

After my 2nd DUI back in 1997 I didn’t quit drinking. Not by a long shot. But I did (for the most part) not drive after I had been drinking. So I had some discipline there. But I final just quit completely last August after over 30 years of mainly beer. Best decision I’ve ever made. It’s never too late…..until you’re six feet under.

@mattbrick1246 2 жыл бұрын

Brandon I’ve come back to these videos many times in my struggles with alcohol as well

@kateroth7154 7 ай бұрын

Matt, How are you doing? Are you sober? Hang in there!

@mattbrick1246 7 ай бұрын

@@kateroth7154 unfortunately, no

@Bizarrebarbie 3 жыл бұрын

I also want to say that your alcohol DT story really made me cry when I came across it, it was the first video that got me hooked on your channel, after years of being horrified at what I’d seen in my 6 day delirium tremens at only 21 years old, I finally felt like someone understood and it was a weight off my shoulders. I’ve never connected with a channel so much in my entire life, on every topic, everything I thought my whole life pretty much and thought was “crazy” or delusional was being covered by you and I then knew I wasn’t crazy the world around me was crazy and I then could accept and relax

@Oldschoolsoundz 2 жыл бұрын

I watched that video you linked a lot when this came out and some of your videos multiple times too. I was definitely one of the people also watched this. I watched lots of videos on dts and withdrawls because it interested me but also helped me. videos on sobriety aswell. I'll be 6 months sober in 3 days. longest I've even been.

@DuBmonkey4 3 жыл бұрын

Loving the beard brother

@Healingandchoices 2 ай бұрын

My son was nearly killed by a drunk driver nearly two years ago and STILL she hasn't been charged.

@kateroth7154 7 ай бұрын

I can see in the background that you keep your home tidy. Very nice!

@timdumoulin2576 9 ай бұрын

10.00 sounds like your first panic attack. Alcohol puts your mind in hell.

@Noblesse101 3 жыл бұрын

Great video! And nice to see you on the video. I hope you'll make more live videos from now on

@user-tt6hb3vf2m 11 күн бұрын

You are my Doppelganger homie. I spent 13 days In the Hell of ICU Cardiac Renal Unit. Barely made it back

@user-tt6hb3vf2m 11 күн бұрын

I've had multiple "near death experiences" but you explained it correctly I really appreciate that Man

@user-tt6hb3vf2m 11 күн бұрын

I've had multiple "near death experiences" but you explained it correctly I really appreciate that Man

@tightlondon Жыл бұрын

Great video man you should definitely do more videos on the subject of alcohol and I know that feeling being at the local shop at 6am the second they open feeling like a alcoholic, tho when you're an alcoholic all you want is that bottle so you can relax and sleep for a few hours just to wake up and carry on with the vodka

@marcusjknight 3 жыл бұрын

Sounding and looking well brother. Great share.

@Sleezy.Design Жыл бұрын

Those feelings you described when you first experienced your WD symptoms were EXACTLY the same for me! You just caused a flashback within me lol. I love the way you describe it, trapped between two realities. I was laying in bed, hungover, and I felt really weird. I felt tingling in my entire body. And whenever I stopped moving my entire body started to go numb. I thought I screwed up my central nervous system. But at the same time I thought these are WD symtoms. And whenever I felt my body go numb I got intense panick attacks, heart started beating fast, I got insanely hot, I jumped out of bed fearing I was dying, walked back and forth or ran out of the house like a maniac...and it got worse day by day, at some point I could be completely drunk and still experience this hell. I always had withdrawal symptoms no matter how drunk I was. I was shaking and had panick attacks all the time. Alcohol is no joke, and I was only drinking for a little more than a year. But it escalated extremely fast to the point where I was basically blackout drunk from waking up till passing out for weeks on end

@archangel_josh 3 ай бұрын

Hell is real isn't it? That horrible restlessness, the panic, knowing there's no escape and that we have no hope and we're just stuck in that feeling for hours/days.

@TraumfresserBMofficial 3 ай бұрын

I’ve been there before. Everything you say I’ve experienced it.

@watsinhorde 3 жыл бұрын

Amazing video. I quit drinking one year ago, and I can relate with a lot of what you said.

@WellTransformedSoul 3 жыл бұрын

powerful share thank you, yes you are right they don't call alcohol spirits for nothing, when you drink you open the door and invite them into your body where they take over hence forming an addiction. Addictions are entities that have a hold on your body. most of the souls have had crazy supernatural experiences. please if you have more supernatural experiences would love to hear them

@juliestrom412 3 жыл бұрын

I so agree about this too. I was going through sheer hell. Demons are real.

@ashleyriosrizo Ай бұрын

Thank you for your story. Definitely an eye opener. I have been drinking very consistently lately and I have been conserned about it.

@bombholenathbabajaishivash2269 3 жыл бұрын

yea, its ike the withdrawls are the reality/responsibility creeping in that we we're attempting to escape with the substance all along.

@maire-annemccormack2883 3 жыл бұрын

Needed this… thanks

@SacredSerpent 3 жыл бұрын

You’re welcome 😊

@janed5197 3 жыл бұрын

Anyone still here knows it ... Best wishes to everyone struggling

@nikilithamgidi8156 13 күн бұрын

Actually witnessed the same withdrawals, where i just have multiple dreams at once and it feels like I’m in the dream and when you wake up you realise how scared you are. It feels like someone is calling from and isn’t the case. All of this is so scary, I literally told myself I am dying. Alcohol has made me do a lot of stupid things and I’ve lost everything from relationships as well as some valuables. I do believe that now is the right time to be some I’m just tired of going through the same cycle and just being a disappointment. Five years from now I will look back to this comment with a smile

@itsdericka302 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you I needed this

@lynnepaquette4124 3 күн бұрын

Thanks for sharing your story.

@JosedeJezeus 2 ай бұрын

This story is so crazy good.

@n8steez832 3 ай бұрын

New job almost lead me to relapse after a year sober. I refuse. So looking to God to keep this clarity n remember these days of my life. It gets worse when the insomnia hits. But that's when I see I'm triggered deeply. Learn your triggers and know your resets.

@sebbenforte 4 ай бұрын

This happened to me. I know these two demons. I was laying in the hospital, dying. My mother was there with me and I kid you not-- these two demons were not allowed to talk about her in their plot to drive me insane. They would try, and test their boundaries, but when they crossed the line a third voice would scold them. But this will really cook your noodle. I believe I'm alive today because I revealed them. The voice I heard was the voice of a hispanic girl I knew who spoke both beautiful English and beautiful Spanish. She was doing a "bit" in her tormenting where she was reading everything that I was reading to prove that she was inside my head. When she got to the Spanish poster, her voice was clearly not any human language. I was like "hold up lol, go back?" and me and the other demon were like "lmao he figured you out, NERD" like I had just figured out a hilarious hole in her planning by only knowing Spanish as well as i do-- not as well as the person she appears to be. After that point we had a hilarious time together. We looked at reddit on my phone and made fun of the headlines. Check my history I'm just a normal-ass dude lol. No fucking shot this is unrelated.

@BrainWasherAttendent 3 жыл бұрын

I had a habit of drinking a couple drinks a night and that is enough to hold you back. I had to stop.

@jdmbeats Жыл бұрын

This needs 1M views!! Wow, so many people have no idea about the aftermath caused by alcoHELL.

@SacredSerpent Жыл бұрын

Agreed !

@W5nmwh50 Ай бұрын

One thing I learned was never run out of money. At least if you can get Amazon to deliver you can let yourself down easy. Well it wasn't easy but I managed to wean myself off and have stayed off ever since. This was after a 2 week bender with at least a litre plus of whisky a day.

@shoebox3965 3 жыл бұрын

I found you from your detox videos because I went through my alcoholism withdrawal, relapse, and eventual recovery and your videos helped me when I was not doing so well. I want to be specific about this, but you can't just quit cold turkey. I went through rehab and what's going to happen is that you're going to puke up your guts. The approach is typically is using Librium and Zofran which help to stop drinking and stop throwing up. I hate to say it but it will be unpleasant for a couple of days. I hated all of it and couldn't eat other than crackers and water, sweating constantly when I wanted to sleep, so on and so on. Just fix yourself before you can't fix it because cirrhosis and kidney problems are serious.

@Dsinkz Ай бұрын

We actually live in an insane world

@YlvaBjarnson 3 жыл бұрын

In Utah you cannot buy hard alcohol at grocery stores. The only thing you can buy is low alcohol content beer. If people want regular beer with the regular alcohol content they have to drive to Wyoming to get it. Thus, Utah has a lower alcoholic rate than other state and a lower divorce rate than other states

@sphenoidjjj 3 ай бұрын

It sounds like Utah has come up with a good idea there, a step in the right direction.

@michaelsiengo1 2 ай бұрын

Utah sucks irregardless

@gardendormouse6479 Ай бұрын

Isn't that due to the Mormons?

@gwidonpopielski2885 14 күн бұрын

@@michaelsiengo1 Yoo too, looser.

@Nectarine333 8 ай бұрын

Excellent video!!

@SacredSerpent 7 ай бұрын

Glad you liked it!

@archangel_josh 3 ай бұрын

If you are a daily or heavy drinker and want to quit GO TO HOSPITAL or YOUR DOCTOR and explain what's been happening and that you want to quit. If you just stop cold turkey the withdrawals can kill you. My wife and I are both a year and a half sober and only ever drank on weekends for years but in the year before we quit she was drinking 3 bottles of vodka Friday night - Sunday night and I was drinking from Friday night through to Sunday morning, no sleep, no food, no water. We decided to quit after a holiday away and the next day she had an alcohol withdrawal seizure, it was terrifying. She went to hospital in an ambulance and was discharged a few hours later and for the next few days she was like a zombie - had no idea what happened, didn't know that she was at home, kept forgetting things. She had hallucinations one night, in our sleep she heard chanting outside, saw spiders, shadow people. It was horrible to witness, she was terrified and we both knew it was alcohol withdrawal and it wasn't 'real' but it still didn't make it any less terrifying. A few days later she was 100% normal, had all of her memory and was her normal self again. She could have died at age 37. Stay strong everyone, alcohol KILLS.

@meaghansoria3336 3 жыл бұрын

Wow thank you for sharing. I had no idea it could get that crazy. I've been drinking every single night before bed for the last 2 months . 3 or 4 beers nightly just to try and sleep peacefully. I'm going through a divorce and it's been hard. Anyway this is definitely an alarm for me to find healthier coping mechanisms. Thanks for sharing🙏

@meaghansoria3336 3 жыл бұрын

I was wondering if that experience of alcohol withdrawal was before or after your Kundalini awakening. I have been trying the last 4 years to achieve a real Kundalini awakening. I've kind of given up. I have had Kundalini activations, but it wasn't the full blown experience. And when I say giving up, it's not really that, it's just accepting that I don't get to chose when and if it happens and letting go. I hope I do get to experience it one day, I am ready and have done so much inner work

@lisapoole5420 3 жыл бұрын

I'm so pissed about a few years that I can't account for. Thank you for this, this reminder was well timed. 🧡

@DraGon-ge6po 14 күн бұрын

In one experience I saw my own cursive handwriting on my wardrobe door, a single black spider centipede hybrid looking bug crawling up my wall, shadows at the windows & thought I was gonna get arrested or someone was about to bang down my door. Running the gamut of symptoms over 3-5 days & the recovery time after that is like taking a holiday in hell. The fear of going to sleep & sinking into the bed, the disembodied voices, couldn't close my eyes because of the rapidly flashing images. Kept seeing my phone alert that someone was calling me when I wasn't even looking at my phone. Total paranoia that terrible things were about to happen. Doctors were not much help, the only things that's helped me in these times is constant distraction & talking to other people in recovery.

@WildStyleStayWild 3 жыл бұрын

Love this black and white video. I can see how it’s addictive.

@damianlopez7630 Ай бұрын

Yes. Everything you said is exactly how I was feeling!!! A few differences here and there but pretty much exactly the same nightmare!!! Correction. Your experience was way more insane and psychedelic. I could hear chanting voices behind the airconditioner but they sounded distant. Almost like if they were in another dimension. But your experience was much worse and surreal.

@bradley-224 29 күн бұрын

So true man. The devil uses alcohol as a door to hell. And that's terrifying. I would hear "Brad!!" "Hey!..Brad!" And my heart would race. I would wash my bedding three times a week because of me sweating from detox. Thought I was having a heart attack and couldn't catch my breath. Telling myself "I'm okay....I'm okay....I'm okay! " Called 911 and they helped me. Love paramedics! But....It's staying sober when you fell better.

@Skoopyghost 18 күн бұрын

Alcohol was my substance at first, but my last substances were benzos, weed, and gambling. I drank when I could somewhat control my alcoholism(I couldn't today), but the benzo withdrawls is the worst thing I have gone through.

@Phumos 2 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing.

@SacredSerpent 2 жыл бұрын

My pleasure.

@grifyn882 Ай бұрын

i drink from 20 years, every days...i have stopped totally since one week, and i have 0 withdrawal, no delirium tremens, any suffering...iam depressed, but that's normal for me i have always been depressed since i was a child...i thought it would be horrible and i would suffer...but no...its maybe because i take benzo (i have read it helps to cope alcohol withdrawal, but not stop it totally) so i don't know, maybe i was no so alcoholic i thought...i never drank the morning, but every evening, i can't remember only one day in 20 years i didn't drink alcohol...i must be lucky...

@tinaehrob384 Ай бұрын

You are so intelligent

@genuinsanity Ай бұрын

Not easy being human ...thanks for sharing .

@6lu5ky86 20 сағат бұрын

I'm about to be at 24 hours after binging the last week and I'm certainly worried as well as feeling really weird. I became an alcoholic in 2019 during the pandemic. I lost two great jobs back-to-back for drinking. I never thought that I'd be in this position. If you pray consider giving me a second of consideration. I'm scared I might not be here in a few days but. I'm remaining optimistic but withdrawal symptoms are like a twisted abnormal freak show.

@payne02000 2 ай бұрын

So similar to my withdrawals,, absolutely terrifying experience, this is why when your a heavy drinker its so fucking hard to stop

@uPSIDEdOWN577 2 жыл бұрын

The same goes for beer too if you drink enough of it regularly for long periods of time. When I went through alcohol withdrawals it was some of the most terrifying shit I’ve ever experienced. I mean horror movie shit. Let’s just say Now I know why they call it “spirits”. Alcohol is by far the worst drug to withdraw from.

@lukewarmwater5320 4 ай бұрын

I had withdrawals from pounding whiskey everyday for months on end in Daly city in South San Francisco and after hundreds of 10ft tall creatures with death in the black pools of hate they had for eyes started coming out of the ground next to a potter's field of all places I blacked out and had a grand mall seizure and almost chewed my tongue off, boy did that suck! Do you think it made me stop? Not a goddamned chance, I didn't stop till I was almost dead, I been clean and sober now 25 years, no AA or anything just didn't wanna die the way my mother did...my heart goes out for real to anyone suffering in the throes of addiction...

@Fartman3000 Ай бұрын

Thanks bro well done x

@almostatistic 2 жыл бұрын

God thanks for this video. I can relate completely

@Rick_Cleland 6 күн бұрын

I'm coming off alcohol and opiates all at the same time right now.

@ianmallows660 8 ай бұрын

I’ve had some very dangerous home alone detox allways get help

@markj5054 3 жыл бұрын

Hey I've been through something similar to this coming off alcohol years ago. I remember seeing my mums face morph into a demon and thought she plotting to kill me..

@ShadesOClarity 2 ай бұрын

You are lucky you didn't die from mixing Klonopin with a ton of wine. I am glad you survived.

@HaydenPettit-dx8dv 27 күн бұрын

Always go to the ER or A&E (UK) if you run out of cash and feel trapped. People will always be willing to help. They can give you Valium or similar gaba drugs.

@crankfotton Жыл бұрын

It is complete hell as uncomfortable as the seizures sweating contortion feeling is the nightmares is what made it the worst for me

@vipersniper843 9 ай бұрын

Holy . That was Deep man .I believe the demon parts 100%

@crunchinberry2172 7 ай бұрын

Man, how i am not missing that😅.... Now its kind of a funny, but its not. That kind of experiance i had after not sleeping for 3 days, having halucinations hearing voice and thankfully my doctor prescribed me sleeping piills. Yeah i needed to hear this to remember what kind of hell i also went through.... You know what, being sober plus sorting your life..... Its the greatest alcohol you need... Great Job..... It is possible! 😊

@kingstalker 7 ай бұрын

i had delrium tremours before i heard shit from my past that i forgotten i heard voices from m family shit i done when was like 3 years old that was insane its the scariest thing ever i saw shit on the wall spiders all over the place i felt like jmping off the balcony and everting i was so scared to be alone it was so bad i was so scared i was shaking i felt like i was dying i heard voices in my head the more you think of something the more you hear a voice talk to you and it doesint go away it just get worst i was so scared to sleep i stayed awake for 5 days i went to the hospital and gave me some benzo diazapam it got even worst but after a few hours i finally felt asleep and after that it al went away sleep is the only thing that works but it the most difficult thing to do when you have withdrawals dont drink 25 days straight one day and stop for a week or so is what i do now i would not go through that again sometimes i wil do a friday and saterday

@lovejoy9508 3 жыл бұрын

Alcohol is addictive AF!

@dougpage1132 Жыл бұрын

Did you drink water when you were having this sweating espisode?

@donzouan9687 3 жыл бұрын

Does your dp dr when away?how long are you sober?did you expirience other sumptombs like burning skin and brain fog?

@mongogojjo5944 2 жыл бұрын

Came off of a 8 year long drinking habit AND a 3 year long oxycontin addiction at the same time. Torture to say the least. I was crying and puking in bed for days on end, hallucinations from literal hell. Similar thing with phenibut I was on 5 grams for almost a year straight, damn near identical to alcohol withdrawal only phen catches up to you much quicker as do the benzos.

@SacredSerpent 2 жыл бұрын

Did you cold turkey the phenibut or do a taper ?

@mongogojjo5944 2 жыл бұрын

@@SacredSerpent unfortunately I relapsed on it along with alcohol not long ago I've been on these videos again because they've always helped me get introspective about demons and they aren't generic AA bogus. I have cold turkeyed phenibut many times, it is the only thing that can compare to alcohol withdrawals in my experience...very similar anxiety, shakiness, intense Insomnia, impending doom and worst of all hallucinations that don't align with this world at all in my opinion. I love your vids man I can't tell you how many times I come back and revisit, I'm a chronic relapser. Luckily no more Opiates in a very long time, but I'd honestly rather deal with that than this alcoholism trash again and especially this phenibut trash again. I go long periods sober and then go back, have for years now unfortunately. But videos like this is what helps me get out of this bogus, along with substituting some of this trash with things like Kava and ashwaganda when I get real out of hand those 2 herbs help me a lot. I'm big on herbs to my man, and if anything it seems like I go more into my Herbal regimens and healthy lifestyle in general once I kick booze. Booze bring out the worst inner loser ever in me and I get to the point where I don't care about anyone and anything.

@AlainaLara Ай бұрын

This is spot on the ugly, demonic feeling when detoxing bad. I have suffered many seizures during detox. First the weirdest visions so real then what is known as the Aura just before full seizure. BEST ADVICE is go to the hospital for withdrawal. It's very dangerous like in this vid.

@Nenko_Music 2 ай бұрын

good that you shared your experience. But there are no types of alcohols when it comes to addiction and disasters they create, and belive me i was at 4, 5 liters of 11%beer and 2 botlles of wine per day for more than 15 years. My life was so fucked up, and once iwas in the countryside with buddies , far from everything, couldnt get alcohol in time, withdrawl started i had hallucination i was burning ina fire ... so no there is no difference between hard liquors vs soft. maybe it is less potent on the organs im not sure tho.

@Nenko_Music 2 ай бұрын

and im off this shit for 14 years now

@simpnation4386 2 жыл бұрын

How much were you drinking if you don't mind me asking

@Fender420 2 жыл бұрын

I have been through this kind of thing. Hell on earth.

@SacredSerpent 2 жыл бұрын

It sure is

@neiloconnell8847 28 күн бұрын

I been drinking for 30 years every day. About to attempt quitting as it's killing me. I have some valium so hopefully I can do it. But I'm only really 5 hours in lol but for me in the afternoon that's good going and I am so determined. Wish me luck folks I know it's going to be hell. Stomach cramps already started.

@X-Scorpio-33 27 күн бұрын

Go to the hospital

@neiloconnell8847 26 күн бұрын

@@X-Scorpio-33 Thanks - actually I am now on day 3 and have to say it's been relatively easy since the first 8 hours or so!! - I got some Valium and just small dosed them when I felt and symptoms but honestly, I must be one of the lucky ones that can breeze it. V surprised!! - so far so good.

@scottjohnson2401 9 ай бұрын

I need advice im feel like nomatter how much electrolytes and water im not feeling hydrated i have brain fog fatigue on day 3 i wake up with extreme sweating could be a reason why im also on 2 mgs of Clonazepam and keppra 500 im scared friend pls help me with advice anybody

@SacredSerpent 9 ай бұрын

Email me man, I’m happy to help bgingerelli@gmail.com