There's nothing I love more than SUFFERING at the hands of Alex Boniello
@Jcontardo5 жыл бұрын
He... he went to Evan for help. Goddamnit, my heart hurts.
@yayshowvids64275 жыл бұрын
Jcontardo I always believed he was reaching out to the one person he thought might understand. To have that confirmed is gutting.
@fullmetal875 жыл бұрын
I do think if there was no letter then they would have been best friends.
@patrickspencer27875 жыл бұрын
I'm pretty sure he was talking about Miguel
@puresadness80875 жыл бұрын
Nope, talking about Miguel.... (psst Connor was bisexual)
@danandphillaregayandnoonec54785 жыл бұрын
Uh that was Miguel actually. You should read the book, it makes a lot more sense
@ej_klmnop5 жыл бұрын
He actually sounds like how I imagined Connor would sound like Which somehow hurts me even more? I honestly think that he was the perfect choice for this role and I'm not saying that Mike Faist wasn't amazing, (because believe me, I love him and his portrayal of Connor a lot) I'm just saying that Alex is how I've always imagined Connor
@yayshowvids64275 жыл бұрын
I am a big fan of Mike’s portrayal, so no one was more surprised than me when Alex’s version of Connor became my favorite.
@luzr_bug5 жыл бұрын
Same! I absolutely love Alex as Connor! 🖤🖤
@emmyruegg55964 жыл бұрын
Same. Alex is my fav Connor
@KimJoshun5 жыл бұрын
I just finished the book. It had so much more than just the story of the musical. It was probably the best book I have ever read
@Maya-pk4mt4 жыл бұрын
Same I read it at school... cried. A lot.
@charliep1235 жыл бұрын
Mike did a great job but Alex would have been an amazing narrator for Connor's chapters in the audiobook
@raincafe20674 жыл бұрын
Lydia! At The Disco wait did mike narrate the audio book??
@maxvanhorn5 жыл бұрын
I'm soBBING NOW iM GONE I diSAPPEARED BYE
@abs67535 жыл бұрын
nommletto b-but no one deserves to disappear
@percy63815 жыл бұрын
Oh my god it’s brilliant and funny and painful (also bless Alex Boniello sksksjskj)
@aviezerscop4013 жыл бұрын
Book Connor is so much more detailed and I'm just in awe here
@hunterduggan42373 жыл бұрын
hearing someone who has studied the character like this and understands his depths so well read connors parts out loud... it just hits really really different. really different. wow.
@yayshowvids64273 жыл бұрын
I really like the layers he brought to his performance as Connor, so good
@akuma76014 жыл бұрын
did i miss the "one push of the button, and the whole world lit up" part omgsh fsd
@Hinakurachan75 жыл бұрын
That last part makes me wanna cry, omg.
@natepeace17375 жыл бұрын
This is literally better than audible
@kaionlife5 жыл бұрын
it is 2 am and im sobbing
@kaionlife5 жыл бұрын
it's 2am again and im still sobbing
@natepeace17375 жыл бұрын
*prays for you in connor*
@Evelyn-hh5ff5 жыл бұрын
I read the novel and cried. I'm crying now
@beetlejuicex33344 жыл бұрын
i wrote an essay on this passage for english class
@yayshowvids64274 жыл бұрын
beetle juice x3 Hope it went well!
@beetlejuicex33344 жыл бұрын
Yay Show Vids thx sm it did i got a good grade! :)
@yayshowvids64274 жыл бұрын
beetle juice x3 Awesome - congrats!
@colehopkins67513 жыл бұрын
@@beetlejuicex3334 i would love to read it that sounds so cool
@beetlejuicex33343 жыл бұрын
@@colehopkins6751 UPDATE i ended up writing a few essays on the book throughout the year :)
@EL-eq8cy5 жыл бұрын
*sobs*
@ohsangwoo96764 жыл бұрын
I love Alex. Like a lot. And I think he was my personal favorite Connor. Mike did a great job too and he’s so freaking handsome but I prefer Alex
@life_amidst_its_perils5 жыл бұрын
Oh wow, I can't wait to read it😭💙
@luzr_bug5 жыл бұрын
Gotta renew my library card now!
@afforgoto4 жыл бұрын
i read that part of the book and cried, im hEARING THIS AND CRYING HARDER U G H
@chickenandcheese67022 жыл бұрын
I finished the book a couple of days ago it was about 11pm and I was in the living room and my mum was watching tv I was balling my eyes out I mean it is an emotional ride connors emotion is so more rich in the book definitely recommend it
@heatherrockwell90125 жыл бұрын
Time to go read this!
@joz-4 жыл бұрын
I love the musical and definitely want to read the book next
@elisaconnolly3 жыл бұрын
the book is sooooooo good
@losergeekwhatever92644 жыл бұрын
Dont you just hate it when your parents say you can't buy the book just because it has depression and anxiety in it?
@amiakeli26823 жыл бұрын
W-what kind of parents would say that?
@annasadler46223 жыл бұрын
same
@alextheking42233 жыл бұрын
I Had to read the first opening lines of connor's perspective for my speech therapist please that was so awkward
@yayshowvids64273 жыл бұрын
The speech therapist chose that or you did?
@alextheking42233 жыл бұрын
@@yayshowvids6427 the speech therapist wanted me to read a book outloud and that was the book i had at the time
@yayshowvids64273 жыл бұрын
@@alextheking4223 Ah got it
@V.ss.315 жыл бұрын
Oh my gO D
@n.c.4355 жыл бұрын
I'm literally crying like... god fucking damn it
@kakao-katze3 жыл бұрын
I woke up this morning thinking of the Broadway Jackbox streams and Alex Boniello's name a bunch. I have no idea why, except I do because I like the way it sounds. Anyway, so now I'm emotional. This comment isn't supposed to make sense.
@artsysundae5 жыл бұрын
I just got the book today, djsjsjsjjss
@pudge1344 Жыл бұрын
Alex should have played Connor in the movie instead of Colton, he would have fit it on film better than Mike, but still is a closer performance to Mike than Colton
@yayshowvids6427 Жыл бұрын
Loved Colton in the film. I didn’t need him to be closer to Mike.
@weekewooko25335 жыл бұрын
WAIT WHAT
@axelmoen255 жыл бұрын
Anyone know where i can find this script/monologue online?
@emilmoneroau77525 жыл бұрын
Hi! Please write your email and I will send it :)
@axelmoen255 жыл бұрын
Liza Emelianova thank you so much
@emilmoneroau77525 жыл бұрын
@@axelmoen25 Did it :)
@aaliyahetc.66875 жыл бұрын
The book
@emelyn76575 жыл бұрын
@@emilmoneroau7752 Hi! Can you send me it to?
@simonisaskeleton38015 жыл бұрын
You know, I'm getting a lot of inspiration for my suicide note from this musical.
@yayshowvids64275 жыл бұрын
AkwardStuck I hope you’re kidding, but if you are in any way serious, please reach out to someone who will listen: 1-800-273-8255
@ClovertheUnburnt5 жыл бұрын
I composed mine on the way home one day... Of course, then instead of killing myself I came out as trans... Not exactly what I wrote a note for, but I enjoyed it a lot more. Turns out my life didn't suck, really... depression sucked, my medications sucked, and trying to pretend to be someone who I wasn't... that super sucked. everyone says it gets better... I was a little surprised when they turned out to be right.
@ClovertheUnburnt5 жыл бұрын
love you
@yayshowvids64275 жыл бұрын
Benjamyn D'Arc Amazing - thank you for sharing!
@ClovertheUnburnt5 жыл бұрын
@@yayshowvids6427 Glad it wasn't an over-share. ^-^'
@nicotine4554 жыл бұрын
Where can I read this?! Please, I need it for my life