YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING... (Verse 1) Every single day it breaks me to pieces I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons I’m such a fucking waste of achievement I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first And how does that make you feel? These days I Just don’t feel shit I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something How do you describe the word empty? Try describe the word nothing Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough (Verse 2) The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you” You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed And how does that mak- Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills Step aside I need the xannies Step aside I need the vicodin And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign... Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder... And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary? So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch... And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit (Chorus) I’ve given it my all I’ve given it my all and so much more But everybody’s still walking out that door I’ve given it my all It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough... It’s not enough Outro Man I came up a long way Just a young Jozi nigga Bullet at my temple Afraid I might pull this trigger This fucking anxiety Fucking anxiety My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me... Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it Use to be a smooth operator... Now it's the opposite Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety yeah I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out Anxiety... Oh big time Anxiety

Anxiety is no joke. I hate having anxiety and depression. I hate feeling like I'm never good enough and feeling like a failure all the time. Feeling like I can't breathe most days.

2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike

2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all

Who is still listening 2024

“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔

who’s going into 2024 with anxiety and depression??

This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤

🔥🔥🔥🔥 Here for it in 2024

"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt When all I ever did was put everybody first" ...

Living with Anxiety and depression is hard *"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*

Anxiety ,depression, bipolar disorder and alot alot of stress. But my go to music is always bmike. Blackhearted for life.🖤💫

5 years later, still hits hard tho 😢

Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song

"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist" That hit me.

Who going into 2024 with anxiety and depression

Who’s going into 2024 with depression

"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY

Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea ,chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .

I've struggled wit social anxiety an now 8 yrs of being homebound agoraphobic wit no support system at all! So ty for this song. Hope it opens people's eyes

Bro this song Anxiety is speaking literally from my soul, I mean it's speaking what I've been trying to say how I feel man. My bad if I said to much keep it up man. Got my prayers

“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”

Having anxiety is like, living in hell, because you cant control it, it controls you. Belive me when I say this its come to the point where, dont love anyone, cant talk to anyone because of anxiety, and pushed me to the edge of suffering

Its sooo crazy how much u can feel like u have in common and connect with someone on A deep level, without ever meeting them. But just from hearing his song. I go thru the same with a lot of NF SONGS

Who's going into 2024 with anxiety and depression?

Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety

This song hits diff when you have anxiety and are depressed

Coming from a person with the Same suffering to the ones that feel alone. You are not, there's people that Understand your cries. Keep Pushing because you not giving up inspire the next person not to give up we all need eachother through this suffering because it's really not easy but for all my brother and sisters that's in this war I Salute you Stay strong Fam💯💪🏾

Whoever needs to hear it, you’re not alone even if it feels like it 😢

“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me” Damn this hit me hard

This actually helps cause I can’t talk to people about my problems, it’s difficult for me to.

Man, even after like 4 years of hearing this bro, it still hits me hard for real, it felt deep.. and very VERY FEW have felt deep like this, I love this song bro

I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.

You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone Thanks bmike

Thank you so much for saving my life with this song. I feel like I was the only one dealing with severe anxiety and depression. And listening to this showed me that I’m not the only one. 😢

2023 and this is just as true as ever.... Damn anxiety, depression, PTSD, bipolar, possible BPD..

Who else is listening to this song now dealing with anxiety and all of the problems that come with it. Let's say, nausea, light headed, scared, suicidal, or just possibly thinking too much.. anxiety is tough..I feel absolutely crazy.. I just want it gone.. I just want to be gone.....

People saying their worst year is 2020 have no idea what it means to deal with depression and anxiety for years

This song just showed up on my suggested videos, and you nailed it...... you put into words what makes other people feel alone. 💯

This sounds like the story of my life to the fullest! Great song, great artistic expression! For anyone dealing with anxiety and drug use, stay strong and we”ll beat this together! Love to all! ❤

Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣

When you watch this at your lowest 2 years ago and here you are back to it right now..

Wow this hit hard!! No one gets it till you go through it 🖤 !!!!!!RAW!!!!!!

Praying for everyone thats going through it today! If you see this comment keep pushing! ❤️❤️😪💯💯

Only people who have been through this know the real depth of this song and the reality some of us fight with every day, right on Mike absolutely loved this its so nice knowing that I'm not alone, bulls eye brother!!!

"these days I don't feel shit, I don't feel a thing at all" I rather be numb then feeling everything at once. I hope you get well soon ❤️

"See, that's the problem with pretentious technicalities. You preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?!" 💯

B-Mike hits hard. Always gives me the chills. 😢

'I taste defeat at the feet of my demons, I'm such a fcking waste of achievement' hits too close 💔

We need a song with NF and Bmike asap

I love this song ❣️ why am I just hearing this????????????? Keep pushing this music 🎶🎵🎶

I need this song right now feel like my life is derailing and you’re a pure talent

Never gets old. It's like words inside myself coming out through someone else's voice.

Bmike,Nf,and hopsin are the real deal

Glad to see you're still making music. A decade ago you helped me get through high-school. Much love dude keep it up

I don't know if I found this song (more like it found me) at the right time or wrong time...I feel this 💯 to my core!!

I know you probably won't see this but I just wanted to let you know that this was one of the last songs my brother showed me. He lost his battle with depression and severe anxiety last night, and I still don't want to believe it's real. He said that this was exactly how he felt, he appreciated how real you are and thanked you for helping me and others understand. Even though I suffer from depression and anxiety; it wasn't the same, more people need to understand that people who go through this don't all think the same. Same war, different battles. I hope I can meet you in person one day to say thank you 😔❤

I feel like an outsider. This world and I aren't compatible.

Who's fighting everyday like it's your last. Sitting here everyday wondering if anyone would miss you.

My nephew lost his battle with depression. And being in his shoes I can see where he came from the pain he felt.

Who came into 2020 with depression and anxiety?Who's leaving 2020 with depression,anxiety,trust issues and sm more?

Man the song hits so close like I cannot express how many people feel the same way. "I've given it my all and so much more" And when you said "Ask me one more time how the fk i feel I'm gonna fking lose my mind" It hits close bro, sometimes stress is overwhelming, and sometimes people try to fill that void with pills, and it numbs them to the pain of their life. Everybody needs that somebody they can talk to and relieve their stress vent to that person and hopefully get some perspective sometimes. Ironically i dont really do this, I'll listen to my friends issues and stuff going on with them, but i don't talk about what's going on with myself, sometimes i do though.

Show some love bmike.. Lotta people use your words as meds brotha 💯

0:55 your voice in the beginning is insane!

Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone

I love this song. It's so good. It hits all the right moods.

Thats how it feels no matter wtf u do nothing is enough

Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly

i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing

I’ve given it mt all and so much more and everyone still walking out that door. I feel that bro! So much 😢

Scrolled through all the random videos down the right side, no regrets clicking this song!!

A lot of people can relate to this song, love you

Be a Blessing to Someone in Need of God's Word Shalom 🤳🎯🚦🛡️🔥🩸💯🧡💛🕊️💉💊💬🚓🚑🚜🚕🚒

Anybody listening in 2019?😓💔🔥

I just love how so many ppl just think your not depressed just cause your so good at covering it up that they just think your fine. And if you say something they play it off as just a bad day or something. Im really tired of ppl saying itll get better but when?

I have my own personal world of anxiety this song hits different bruddah keep grinding 😊

This song hits different when u have anxiety and depression at the same time...

"I've given it my all but its not enough" yeah this is the story of my life😕

This is so nostalgic, i feel like my 13 year old self again. I used to listen to this song, & be obssesed with it in middle school. I HATED going to school sooo much & would listen to this song when I was 13, & i would scream the lyrics. I'm 15 now, & wanted to hear this again. I dont go to school anymore, im homeschooled.

This song really set his career, it’s so relatable to anybody who has severe anxiety like me.. thank you for speaking the words a lot of us are afraid to say.

Now a days everyone claims to be depressed but for the people really going through it hopefully life gets better

This is exactly how anxiety feels like, people think of anxiety as being overly excited, but it aint. You think everyone is mad at you for how you are, you think everyone who cares is lying to you. They get mad at me for not getting help, they dont know how hard it to do that! The entire world is against me, and you want to hide, then when that doesnt work, you are ready to die! I suffer with this EVERY single day!

This actually relieves my anxiety

I got anxiety and depression, for the longest time I felt like no one understood, I found the love of my life and she understands it better than anyone I know

“There is no point treating a depressed person as though she were just feeling sad, saying, ‘There now, hang on, you’ll get over it.’ Sadness is more or less like a head cold- with patience, it passes. Depression is like cancer.”

If Eminem and NF had a baby i think it would be this guy

Get this guy to 1 million subs, he's almost there!

It was never the high I was addicted to. It was the numbness the drugs brought. Being numb was the only way I survived at the time.

does anybody else find comfort in his voice or just me

When your an over thinker, mixed w depression and anxiety. This song makes you think and I can totally relate and not wanting to open up about how I feel.

Reminds me of NF... Keep bangin

this song is everything i go through and i listen to this song daily. its the first time i have ever felt someone feels the same way.thanks for the hit

lord I know I aint no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain. I feel you man

Bro your music saves lives believe it or not!!!

Anyone listening to this going into 2024? I know I am

Lyrics are on point bro every day of my life.

PTSD, anxiety and depression here. Many have it and hide it to cope. I'm guilty of it myself. Thank you this song

Holy shit man. How did it take me this long to find this song. Crushed it and I felt the lyrics the moment you started rhyming. Great work Mike!

A feature with NFrealmusic would be dope

MY TUUUUUNE ...FUNERAL TUNE TOO 💯💯💯💯💯💙💙💙💙💙💥💥💥💥