I hear ya my father was the same

Well done Sir..You can be proud of yourself. Sincerely I'd shake your hand if you were here.

It goes to show you can have that environment and awful upbringing and be ok but it truly backs up the nature and nurture theory.

And you have every right and reason to grieve your childhood. I’m sorry that you had to endure that. But glad that you had the mindset later on to never be that way to your own children. You broke what a lot of families develop as a pattern. Handed down generation after generation. Hope you and your family are doing well!! 🙂

My childhood was stolen from me through death and abuse...i also grieve my childhood and often sit in the park i played in and cry and wonder why.. i am 59 and still do this

Same! I hope his life is all good now :D

Praying that he comes to the peace and love of Christ. What a beautiful story that would make. ❤️

@@Weissguys6 A born again is usually pretty insane

@@Weissguys6 yeah like all the other fairytales…

@@Weissguys6 amen

Precisely what I was thinking... I also thought that line about being behind a desk was rich, if she didn't want a desk job she wouldn't have fought her way up the ladder to get it. People don't become director accidentally.

At least Jimmy Saville doesn’t have the run of Broadmoor these days.

I work in a mental health hospital and our director comes into the ward when the attack alarm goes off and helps if needed, she knows all the patients names, comes in for night shifts if nurses don’t turn up and gives us a dig out on ward if we are short staffed

@@Sazstevo you have a god director i can guarantee that director is just doing it because cameras are there .

Yes I agree never see her normally just as documentary. You can tell with Somali patient she knew nothing about him so cleay in her office normally.

You know nothing. Those with mental illness come from every walk of life, every level of society and most of them have ordinary childhoods with loving families.

@@timcastle1844 You also know nothing. It is a scientific fact that it is more common for children who have been abused and experienced trauma to end up with mental illness. Yes of course people who have had perfect lives can still have them, this person never said they couldn’t.

....Sort of agree Cheddar. But getting fed up of people committing crime and then blaming their actions on their parents, their past and their mental health. Whatever happened to freewill and being accountable for your actions

@@maddijasnyy Your qualifications in mental health are?

And you would be completely wrong! The kind of insanity these people suffer from doesn’t come from being not loved!

True statement. My mother always tells me that children live up to what you say about and to your children.

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@Jay Morgan yip that goes for all people. Not just mentally ill lol

Gillian Brookwell my mother/teachers always told me that I was a 'good for nothing, waste of time and space and totally not worth the effort '. Now I've grown up to be an adult that's a complete waste of time and space. I spend all my time alone, I don't do relationships, friendships or romantic, other people are much better off without me in their life. I don't even like looking in the mirror as I don't like the guy that looks back at me............

@@shaunlenton8865 nope. Shaun time to stop and change your life... Why have you let your mother win.,all these years.... No... Change it for you. Trust me... You can!!!!

Gillian Kennedy I agree with you 100% Gillian childhood traumas can also give you the empath personality what is exactly what I have and my honest opinion is I’d rather be dead than live like these poor people it’s more humane to put them to sleep and took away from their misery it’s barbaric that in today’s society they still have things like this going on behind closed doors I just don’t see the point of it sorry to say but your right with your comment and I’ve been fighting addiction for the last 41 years due to childhood trauma take care of yourself from Stevie

Mental illness is completely different to being like these people

Jay Williams what you on about, these people

@@mrfugazi6713 They didn't get much or no human development as they were growing up Nobody is fully develop but these people are far less develop

Jay Williams it’s a terrible shame that they have been abused all through their life and they just get thrown into these horrible places and are just forgotten and left to fester stay safe Jay from Stevie boy

It takes a very special, patient, and understanding type of individual to devote their life to a place like Broadmoor. I applaud your mom for putting her safety on the line to try and help people who usually can’t even help themselves.

@@Briniecat Agree wholeheartedly.

A friend of mine had an aunt who worked at a psych ward and she was killed by a very violent, paranoid patient.

This is such a good point. Very few people go to work to get abused, strangled, hit, punched kicked, stabbed etc. We focus on the distress of the patient yet we accept their violence towards staff, because they dont want to be medicated.

Why TF do they allows women to work in such places?? Do they call that feminism??

100% !!!

It was clearly posted to wear gloves and gown when making food and she did not. It was also posted to wear gloves when serving food and she skipped that as well. Clearly unfamiliar with flood protocol or just thinks she is above it.

@@wifipanda3677 think she is above it and yep only there cause tv crew is there!!!

Did you notice she didn't wear gloves when preparing and serving the food..? Despite a sign clearly seen , stating the normative!

True that. Higher ups usually never interact. They dont go into the "firing line" usually

Shaun Cummings totally agree.

we are all only two or three wrong steps away

Sadly that's a true comment

You hit the nail on the head 👌 you never know what's around the corner 😟

It doesn't take much to completely break someone

Some of us understand.

Pommie bears People treat you so badly when they know you have a mental disorder, Especially family. They can be your worst nightmare.

Because having another organ fail on you doesn't normally result in you becoming unstable and possibly violent. Its not right to treat them differently but you can't really compare a brain to a kidney or a liver

Because a person is actually the brain. The rest of the body is just a vessel for it.

ok, that's true....but a Kidney doesn't cause you to kill your own mother. I'm not saying its right for people to be so afraid or see these people in a certain light but having a liver issue is not the same as hearing voices who are telling you to kill your friends...that's all I'm saying.

@@aliciacb8284747274 yeah exactly : P

Great to think there are people like you who think mental illness is something to laugh about!

😅😅😅

@@angelawilliams4239 It's fuckin hilarious, innit?

Me too

😂😂😂 he like yeah I did it the wrong way not the right way.

Its torture

I take antipsychotics. The wrong ones for you are torture. Being on too much is torture. But lower doses help me. Also, if you are harming other people then serious decisions have to be made.

Well without the pills they can even be more agressive and dangerous to be around. yes meds sucks it makes things worse

Those drugs kill you slowly

When they said the reason for saying he had to go back on meds was he was lying on the floor singing prayers, I thought that was a bit of a joke. They could have just had someone stay with him and talk to him or let him be until he came out of it. But I guess their hospital routines don't allow for that. Really they should have more staff so there is the slack in the system to be able to deal with situations like that without forcing unwanted treatment on people. Also he said he felt better after a couple of nights sleep, so the psychosis wasn't a permanent condition. I thought he was really truthful and clear about how the medication affected him which is a credit to him.

I’m so happy for you I wish you good vibes in your journey ✨💕

Well done on your journey so far. Sending all the hugs and positive vibes your way. You’re amazing.

It is good to see that you are doing better. My mother is bipolar and refused to get treatment for it. So growing up, I was very afraid of her, because her mood swings would be so unpredictable and scary. I totally understand how traumatizing that can be and it has motivated me to keep my own mental health in check.

Pickle and a lot of these folks would do well if they wound up in a small well staffed group home in the community.

@A Sojourner You are very graphic. But probably on target. I knew kids who lived in group homes and the mentally ill there would injure and torment them at every turn.

I agree. It's cruel.

Manc Lad I agree with you so have I spent time in these places and jails and there full of people that shouldn’t even be there I’m a very spiritual person and I gets comfort out of knowing that the abusers (more often than not the parents) will have to answer iff not in this lifetime they will have to answer in the next one my friend respect ✊🏽 for the comment you wrote

I worked in one and some people just cannot cope on the outside and feel secure on wards. you can't say no one deserves to be in as each case and person has different needs. You can't leave violent people out there to harm others.

i would rather be dead and clean than stuck in those places where you might be barred from taking care of your own hygiene. nobody cares if you wake up in the middle of the night and want to brush your teeth. a nurse was posted on night duty in a foul mood and called me stupid. she wouldn't let me brush my teeth. when you wake up you need to clean your teeth and mouth thoroughly.

@@mrfugazi6713 I'm happy you found your path

Yeah they both knew she was as fake as the camera never lies and those people wishing him well really did mean it as they had dealings with him and not her beþ she's only seen him afew times check in and out.

Vienna, Austria?

Wouldn’t the Dr be aware if she was epileptic?

wah wah

I myself suffer from epilepsy and don't quite understand this. If someone has a seizure (grand mal) you can't help them by just calming them down. They can't even hear or see you. Wasn't she on any kind of epilepsy meds or was this her first seizure?

Think you know nothing tbh. Don't lie

I noticed that too. :-D

Rachel Livingston 😂😂😂

I know, that's so gross!

Rachel Livingston I reckon she doesn’t enjoy it as much as she says she does also she doesn’t rock up as often as she says

She was only there for the camera

which is why all child abusers should be put to death

becky flower Not true at all.

Most mental illness & child abuse is inherited. The abused becomes the abuser.

Yep! Trauma rewires the brain, it is repairable though, but it's a lot of work and many have succumbed to learned helplessness so don't even have the gumption to try. Beyond tragic! Bless 'em all.

Absolutely don’t agree with what you sed The vast majority of people with mental illnesses do not do bad things or abuse so please don’t put everyone with a mental illnesses in the same box I say this as someone who has mental illnesses and has worked in mental health for over 10 years

can you suffer psychosis because of medication?

May I ask.. Do you feel that you benefitted more from medication or conversation/ patient to doctor work? What do you feel the systems in place these days are lacking the most?

@@unalylithnyx2098 I think the systems in place are great, as many staff, care coordinators and psychiatrists and nurses are qualified and even overqualified for the job that they do. The only one downside is that in some places, when you're actually ill, you are at risk to being treated exactly like an outsider, locked in your room. And even mocked. By the very people meant to be looking after you, not all, but some. That's probably the same complaint many have, and if you imagine it... It's very hard for anyone else to intervene with these bullies in the system, unless there's higher powers in place, to rectify it. Though, everything else is absolutely amazing and everyone involved goes above and beyond, literal heroes of our nations, going and saving the lives of these out of place people and giving them the best they can. Community groups, direct intervention, friends made in a professional setting. The last meeting I had with my care coordinator brought us to tears, because of our friendship, and bond through the years coming to an end. So it's not all bad, like anything in life. I'll close it here, thank you for asking.

@@RoryStockton Thanks for sharing, Have a nephew who's struggled with mental illness his entire life. Goes off his meds regularly choosing to self medicate. Your story of success gives me hope - Merry Christmas

My prayers are with you as you start a new chapter in yr life and am so proud and happy for your great progress.

True

So so true. I feel this especially strongly as my husband and I have been trying to conceive for 4 years and would be the most loving, caring parents

Narcissistic parent or parents Damage children .

I want to take the abused children and give them off to couples that are struggling to conceive babies. That way everyone is happy with the set up

very true, it’s sad

Drug abused

And in saying that alot have been in abusive (sexually, voilent) and have come thru fine the chemical makeup of the brain can cause longterm damage . Alot of the time for "normal" people is they choose to step forward in life and don't look back , for others they cant

@Mike Hunt He had his own keys.

Does this excuse them then to harm innocent people Kary ann Fontaine

@Lol Why men are, if you're a man you probably are.

It's an assault rifle though?

Lmao “you’ve never heard of an AK-47??” Made me laugh.

@@Nauticunt yes. Cheap and easy to produce. Works well in most any condition, didn't really jam much either. With a 30 round mag these guns are scary.

But he didn’t know how to describe it 🤔

@@giaximoi I don't believe English is his first language.

God bless you

It's really difficult trying to find the right drugs. It's like one big experiment. This is why being in there helps them find the right treatment. For safety. My friend has schizophrenia, and has been a few times sectioned, whilst trying to find the right medicines. It's so upsetting.

Stephanie Melendez especially as a woman as I believe a lot of drugs are trialed on men initially, so there’s much more information on effects on men vs women/ and drugs being geared to suit them. A male minds and female minds are very differently inherently

You should respect people's decisions not to take psychotropics with devestating side effects and iatrogenic complications. It's risk Vs reward. If she's not a danger to herself or others then I would respect her decision.

Unfortunately so many people with a psychiatric illness once they start feeling normal after a month or so they stop taking their medication as cruel as it sounds they should be forced to be given a monthly injection or 3 monthly most medications can be given that way

@@stevelawrence723 why should they be forced? To mitigate your fear of deviance? It sounds cruel because it is.

@@prevost8686 the moment you brought your pro life bullshit into this is the moment you lost credibility

@@prevost8686 There are a lot of unwanted children in institutions like this. Abortion is preferable to having a child that one isnt able to take care of, and a fucksight kinder than to condemn a person to a life of suffering like some of these poor sods.

Micky Cripplejohn Bullshit. The line is long to families that would love unwanted children. You have no idea what you are babbling about.

Wayne Swicegood sadly, there’s more children in the care system than families wanting to adopt 💔

A great story line for another season of American Horror Story. The Hotel Cortez was bad enough...

Well, I guess it does with these people. Else they would not be there

And sometimes it does. Some the patients here that they didn't show are Ian Brady a man who raped & murdered children & Sutcliffe a serial killer... & those are just the famous ones.

ok clearly the point here was missed. i was pointing out that the stigma around mental illness is hurtful and wrong. i myself have a myriad of mental illnesses, people around me do as well. i’ve been in psych wards. and i’ve never once met a person who was a murderer or violent. many criminals are just evil.

@@pixie9499 how would you know if you had for one? I doubt the person would just go around telling strangers what they did. & they probably keep those people in a high security place. But here in America they don't care about your mental state they just send you to prison. Sick or not. I have a cousin who killed someone while suffering a paranoid delusion. Even though he had a history of mental illness (schizophrenia runs in my moms family) they didn't care & sent him to prison.

twentyøne des well it can cause people to be violent and commit crimes

Or what they did to others?

@@damnbadger8242 it isnt a competition.

its so sad i do feel for them

They are prisoners, not patients

They should all have a bullet put through their heads.. the most dangerous type of offenders are the ones who would harm innocent people because of their mental health

The hospital likely acts as the guardians of the patients and the hospital did not give the documentary permission to reveals their identities. It’s not that the documentary didn’t want to reveal who they are, they legally weren’t allowed to.

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@@stevenpryer5880 huh???

You're really going to believe someone in a mental health facility so easily?

He's not Somalian lol, plus he couldn't even tell dude what a AK47 was, these are nutters, you gotta take what they say with a pinch of salt

Mr. Anonymous I wouldn’t say that, I don’t believe him because everyone knows an ak47 is an assault rifle

Mr. Anonymous And just like that, stigma, judgement, generalization, stereotype... ‘Everybody who suffers from mental illness are dishonest and shouldn’t be trusted.’ Really, dude? You gotta be better than that.

Dave Williams ‘these are nutters’, really? You think that’s an acceptable thing to be saying in this day and age? Shape up.

You broke the cycle.. good for you.

Why do you miss him? You should set fire to his grave

When you’ve suffered with something for so long you learn little tactics and techniques that help you manage. Of course this doesn’t apply to everyone, I’m just giving my personal experience.

Nurses usually distribute meds and write reports all day, it’s support workers who have to face the biggest challenges. I worked 4 years on a MH ward, nurses were always in the office protected by a screen.

@@coralscott182 That's so true. Support workers face all the danger for the privilege of some of the lowest pay.

@@coralscott182 Really?

@@12marcusboy 100%

@@coralscott182 did you work as a support worker before?

That wasn’t my point. I was merely commenting on how, for me at any rate, it was made from an entirely non-biased way neither taking one side nor the other

A competent, compassionate one will.

That’s done on so many jobsites. I experienced this on my job. Funny thing is they are always behaving unnatural. My frends looking at the show asked me if i had to work with the idiot on the program. Telling this at work to my other colleagues was hilarious.

Ano laughable isn't it #fake

.....Unfortunately, society still expects people to have children, and many people just follow that expectation, even though they are extremely damaged individuals or totally unprepared for parenthood. I myself chose not to have children, as I am definitely *not* maternal in the slightest. Many people like me, but who have children when they clearly shouldn't.

@@MrsSlocombesPuddyCat I totally agree. I was a woman who should not have had children. None the less, I had 2. I totally screwed up my daughter she ended up Trans. Thank God I let my sons grandparents on his fathers side effec

Yes trauma leaves a lasting effect

@@michelleburt3468 you screwed up your child but not because theyre trans, because you can’t support who they are. You don’t deserve a child just like most of the parents of these people.

@@MrsSlocombesPuddyCat it's not society that expects women to have children, it's part of nature, in our DNA. Without the drive to reproduce humanity would not survive.

Yeah he set it up perfectly lol

Same, your comment deserves respect 💪

Just enjoy the life you have now. No one knows who you’ll be in your next life. Good comment 👍🏻

How did you never just bump into cops whilst smoking a biffa or get randomly stopped in your car???. man your lucky.

He can move in with you when he is free?

you like the black D?

It's not youtube, the uploader can choose where and when to put ads

@@wynnhorton1208 /ad blocker?

Skip to the end and start again the ads are gone..

Actually it’s both. KZfaq can choose to put their own commercials if the channel is not monetized

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Because she is. Directors don't normally come down to the floor, she just came down because of the cameras.

It was her photo opportunity.

I was just about to say that 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

The patients didn’t even know who she was! 😂

She's annoying.

This won’t happen to me.

You never know...

I was schizophrenic, but now I'm in two minds about it ...

Actually really scares me

@@danielhoward-smith7021 said that😂

@@rpsrenemcintosh9950 Thank you. I wish you all the best.

I will pray for you❤

Priscilla Gomez and you deserve less respect than them

They are not really "guards" - they are healthcare professionals: nurses, orderlies, and doctors. So they won't carry guard

Guards on the inside of prison and jail do not carry guns trust me.

You must support defunding the police.

@@drakecarter1780 not a chance they're the only ones keeping the peace.

prison guards in the US do NOT have guns or weapons

They're hardly likely to act up on a TV show are they.

its not the people in the NHS who come under scrutiny, its the budget cuts and the lack of hospitals and government funding which comes under scrutiny.

@@Leo-ti4ml that's where you've been fooled the NHS has today the biggest budget ever £143 billion, its the NHS wastefulness of management who are the top paid civil servants and have myriad middle managers making obscene salaries even higher than the Prime Minister and hiring diversity and inclusion agents at £60,000 a year per hire double a nurses salary, the NHS needs serious reform but it can't be done the NHS is the UKs religion now, a sacred cow.

"Treatment in the community" they called it. It has shown to be an unmitigated failure, and we need to open new institutions for those whose mental health is too poor to be allowed to stay in the community.

It's a complex and upsetting issue no matter how you look at it, the institutions we had here were rife with abuse, neglect, overcrowding, and underfunding, so on one hand it made sense to shut them down. On the other you cannot leave so many vulnerable people alone with no healthcare or support , it's a recipe for suffering either way and I wish we'd treat our most vulnerable people with more respect.

What treatment? Do they expect us to know how to give therapy and give medication? Intentionally being ignorant ~ and putting us all in danger!

so true.You obviously have expeirence and more importantly...compassion and common sense.

All of the state mental hospitals were closed down in the late 80's-early90's all in the name of saving that almighty $!!! My mother was a psych nurse for 28 yrs @ a state mental hospital & they began closing them just as she retired. It absolutely broke her heart to see the patients just turned out into the streets & told to live on a few hundred dollars a month, take ur meds, & good luck when clearly most of these ppl were ill prepared to do this! Instead of fixing the problems that existed, they just made the problems a million times worse. Now, it would take billions if not trillions to fix it. All thanks to Ronald Reagan 🤮 ( sorry, natural response to his name being mentioned)

we do need prisons, most criminals arent crazy, what we need is prison reform

Bruh, if the population increases, the number of criminals will increase, therefore building more prisons is an eventual given

well a lot of these people have been violent. say one of them beat my mother and robbed her, i wouldn't want them to get better and merrily carry on with life, i'd want them to rot in prison.

@@soepsoep6445 that’s culture

But who gives us garountee they are taking there pills outside?

I dont think he was really a child soldier ,he didn't know what type of gun is an ak47 its an assault riffle and the staff asked if it was a riffle and he said no its a gun? Remember these guys are insane so take what they say with a pinch of salt 😨

@@brianjohnston4929 No, no, no. The term he was searching for is "semi-automatic" (rather than machine gun or regular gun) and remember, they aren't thinking clearly. The nurse didn't know either.

@@brianjohnston4929 I'm not sure that child soldiers are scholars on guns. They are exploited children, he wouldn't be on the internet researching...

@@oliviamartini9700 an AK-47 is an assault rifle it can be fired in semi-automatic and fully automatic. Automatic Kalashnikov.... so YES yes YES.

@@Jafmanz I needed this comment lol

All the chances. Abuse is not an excuse nor an explanation for mental Illness. The two are not joined at the hip. And if you spent time reading the proper literature instead of watching Jeremy Kyle, you wouldn’t write such utter crap!

@@asifitmatters1 Wow. Educate yourself and learn how to empathise.

@@gemma5286 stuff your empty empathy where the sun doesn’t shine!

Liberty Scott Yes I’m very grateful for God’s grace & mercy!

Liberty Scott While I appreciate your comment,luck has absolutely nothing to do with it!

Beautifully said. ♡

@@jasonantigua6825 ha how can luck have nothing to do with it... get a grip it's a huge factor in life

A* rich Don’t get so hung up on the word! It’s just like saying someone winning the lottery was lucky! Get a grip sweetheart.

Sadly they are turning it into a hotel? Why idfk...

I'd love to do it x

I would love to work there, helping the people in there live happier lives.

My ex husband is a psychiatric nurse. He used to come home covered in huge bruises from having to handle the violent clients. He loved it. The patients were so interesting. And tragic. He had a schizophrenic patient who was raised in a satanic cult as well. She was a brilliant architect who specialized in hospital layouts when she was OK. But then she would deteriorate and become suicidal. So sad.

And people who don't understand mumble

KZfaq has a setting so you can put subtitles on anything you want

I definitely needed subtitles at certain points, and the auto-generated ones definitely didn't help much. It's really difficult to make out what some of them were saying, especially because their faces are blurred, so I can't even read their lips to try to figure out what a certain word is.

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the point is that these poorly people lack insight into the fact their belief they do not need drugs is a delusion; people, like me, who have suffered moderate to severe clinical depression, also exhibit a tendency to resist medication because of its side effects, when sometimes the alternative is not rude health, but death.....

@@supergrahamg That is a terrible choice. Research is necessary to develop better medication with less side effects to treat depression.

kary ann Fontaine Billions have been spent in the last 40 years . There’s never going to be a drug to fix the human condition. Pain, suffering, and sickness is here to stay.

@@prevost8686 Well of course you cant fix those things completely but thurther research is also still needed. If 40 years ago they didn't start to spend the billions then there wouldnt be the help there is today. In another 40 years after more research we will understand even more and another 40 years after that.

I used to be unwilling to take my medication and had it injected. I am now out of hospital and I take my medication most days because if I don't take it I pose a serious risk to myself. Even not taking my medication for 3 days means that I, most times, end up in general hospital after trying to end my life or self harming. I'd rather take it and have the side effects but be at home than be in hospital having it injected with the same side effects.

FeedMe Chipotle only Rampton High Secure Hospital in the UK admits women now

deadprivacy really? I’m surprised by that, as testosterone typically makes an individual externalise their anguish. Hence why we see vastly more male rapists, murderers, abusers, child abuses etc. Not trying to make it a gendered thing btw, just what hormones do to you. Oestrogen tends to make people much more self destructive. I’d be intrigued to genuinely see the difference in a male ward vs female ward

@@KidsWithGuns1992 it's a fact , tf are you so pissed for feminazi

@@KidsWithGuns1992 Women typically get more violent when they're inside the ward. Either way, it's really sad that they can't do anything about it (I've been in one myself)

Archetype00 Here’s a link to a doc that brings it up. The staff say it’s ~90% male, 10% female and the females are usually more disruptive/violent. kzfaq.info/get/bejne/p7-XgdNq256ug6s.html

Life's been tough to you Joseph but you're going to thrive & live a beautiful life. Love from Australia 🌟

Thought to his step daughter hope she received the help she needed