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JenniferDrug Addict interview-
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These adults come from different parts of the country and are struggling with addiction in Philadelphia. They agree to share their insights and experiences with drug addiction.
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@twistedsisterr
@twistedsisterr 3 жыл бұрын
Said it once and I'll say it again, trauma is the biggest gateway drug. Hello from Scotland, you're an insperation Mal & I'm now volunteering with addicts because of you.
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@twistedsisterr
@twistedsisterr 3 жыл бұрын
@@AMLFilms no, thank you my friend
@neemarie
@neemarie 3 жыл бұрын
♥️
@dawnneeld2242
@dawnneeld2242 3 жыл бұрын
AMENNNNN!!!!!
@livingstone8347
@livingstone8347 3 жыл бұрын
@@twistedsisterr Hi Ceri. I'm a heroin addict, also from Scotland. I don't suppose you know any detoxes to get into asap? I have long term rehab lined up I just need a detox first and it's proving much more difficult than it should be.
@butterfliesonice
@butterfliesonice 3 жыл бұрын
She looks like she could be a model, she’s stunning!
@Limerick502
@Limerick502 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely. I think a lot of the beauty truly comes from within. With her, it just shines. Nothing but blessings to Jennifer.
@taratharp588
@taratharp588 3 жыл бұрын
I totally agree. Not only is she physically beautiful but she has the thing that draws people, you know, when you just want to know someone or be in their presence. You can tell she has that. But probably has no idea. 😔
@butterfliesonice
@butterfliesonice 3 жыл бұрын
@@Limerick502 She’s a true queen
@butterfliesonice
@butterfliesonice 3 жыл бұрын
@@taratharp588 Yes agreed! She’s a goddess 💕
@butterfliesonice
@butterfliesonice 3 жыл бұрын
@Claire Davenport 💕💕💕
@AngelaEmmanuela
@AngelaEmmanuela 3 жыл бұрын
She is very pretty. I can see she has a lot of pain. If she finds a way to deal with that pain, she can get out of her addiction. But not until she deals with it. I hope she finds happiness again
@pinkjellybean1202
@pinkjellybean1202 3 жыл бұрын
Amen
@tinashort9098
@tinashort9098 3 жыл бұрын
Sweet Jennifer, just because you're an addict, doesn't mean you deserve this shitty hand that's been dealt to you. I'm sending you love and light Mama!!! I'll say an extra prayer for you sweetie. I just want to hug you and help you💛💛💛💛
@tinashort9098
@tinashort9098 3 жыл бұрын
@@pamelastates5600 hey hey sweetie!!! I'm sorry you haven't been feeling well! I have a really painful shoulder problem right now called adhesive encapsulation. Meaning, it's frozen!! I may end up with surgery but I hope not!! Happy Birthday to your daughter and Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family!!! Much, big love to you darling🎃🎃🌻🏵️🌼🏵️🌺🌺🌷🌹💐
@tinashort9098
@tinashort9098 3 жыл бұрын
@@pamelastates5600 thank you sweetheart ❤️😘😘
@amaraamara2712
@amaraamara2712 3 жыл бұрын
The system doesnt want addicts to become free of drugs. if its not street drugs from a dealer, its prescribed drugs from a doctor... same difference. If only we could clone you Mal, you're a such a good soul. Followed you from scratch and your empathy and listening skills are truly admirable. Thank you for sharing❤
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Lisa❤
@Lindsey0007
@Lindsey0007 3 жыл бұрын
Amen! Mal you are amazing 😘
@amywilkinson9596
@amywilkinson9596 3 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy to see her able to cry and let her wall down for a minute. She’s a beautiful woman. Praying for you❤️❤️🎶
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
She is a beautiful black queen💕💕💕
@dragon-yq8tu
@dragon-yq8tu 3 жыл бұрын
@Freesha Voc’ado and all men are kings. Still drug addicts.
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
@Freesha Voc’ado you got that right💕
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
@@dragon-yq8tu you can be a drug addict but it doesnt take away from the fact that they are humans that had a life before drugs we all started out innocent to life it sucks some people get sucked down the wrong path.
@4dollarsshort620
@4dollarsshort620 3 жыл бұрын
@@stephie6453 I am in recovery i hope she recover. She still has her apartment and ssdi she says. Some men must have have hurt her terribly.
@nadi269
@nadi269 3 жыл бұрын
I totally disagree. She's not a queen. Far from it. She chose that lifestyle. Now she's a full blown addict who left her kids behind. I do believe she went through things in her life and chose this to numb her pain. And it's hard to get out, hope she seeks help and wants it 100% but she's not a queen period She's a beautiful black women with a lost soul on the wrong path
@eightsxteenam1
@eightsxteenam1 3 жыл бұрын
She’s a very beautiful woman! Intelligent and aware too. I pray she makes it back home to her family and children. ❤️
@rosy1699
@rosy1699 3 жыл бұрын
She’s so beautiful but she’s definitely a lost soul . Prayers for her to finally get the strength to fight through that addiction
@doricsink1050
@doricsink1050 3 жыл бұрын
This one really tug at my heart. 💔 she is absolutely beautiful i wish she could see what we see. We are our own worst critics & enemies! I know she feels like she needs to stay away from her family because of her using amd she's embarrassed of her actions but I think what she needs is her family because she needs to see them physically to remind her face to face what she is missing. It's easier to put things behind you when they aren't right there infront of you. She has been through so much trauma & pain she needs someone trustworthy to help her heal. She has a beautiful soul i can see it she's just broken right now.
@meghanfraser1728
@meghanfraser1728 3 жыл бұрын
Being out there for 8 mos. She is so well put together. Makeup, eyelashes, hair done, gorgeous, well spoken. Someone said she's a queen, and I agree. This is a broken woman that doesn't know her worth. I would love to see her outta there, deal with her pain and addiction, and get back with her family. I am truly going to add her to my prayers. She deserves so much more :(
@meghanfraser1728
@meghanfraser1728 3 жыл бұрын
Sorry 8 years
@janetcheddar2549
@janetcheddar2549 3 жыл бұрын
God Bless Her
@CodyRae11
@CodyRae11 2 жыл бұрын
She said she has a crib.
@meghanfraser1728
@meghanfraser1728 2 жыл бұрын
@@CodyRae11 being out there as an addict doesn't mean homeless it means being out in those streets everyday
@CodyRae11
@CodyRae11 2 жыл бұрын
@@meghanfraser1728 Having a home allows for make-up, etc - per 6our comment.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer, I used to be a Runner too. If someone or something hurt me, I would run away from it. I learned to do it at a young age. You probably did too. The thing is it doesn’t take that pain away. You have to make a stand and fight. You are worth it! Please don’t give up on yourself. Your kids are going to come looking for you. Start working on getting your life together, so you’ll be ready. If you have to, go home and get your Mom to help you. You Can Do This!!!💞 Comment back to me and I will help you any way I can. You’re not alone.
@pinkjellybean1202
@pinkjellybean1202 3 жыл бұрын
Cindy Moore you’re absolutely right , very nice of you to offer her help, I’m also willing to help her in anyway that I can, Mal please reach out if she needs help I’m willing to help her as well .... Blessings Upon Blessings to her 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@allanachittick4657
@allanachittick4657 3 жыл бұрын
What a sweet sweet woman. She spent her life caring for others and putting others first, who is there to care for her?
@BarkyMcTreeface
@BarkyMcTreeface 3 жыл бұрын
You. Surrender your paycheck you care so fucking much.
@AmyP.810
@AmyP.810 3 жыл бұрын
This woman has so much trauma as many of them do out there. MAL YOURE AMAZING! 😇 Giving these addicts a voice and an outlet even if for only 10 min, clemens their souls seems like. I wish I could meet you and shake youre hand. God bless you Mal and all around you!!!🤗💯
@meghanh71
@meghanh71 3 жыл бұрын
Please stop running and face the pain, it’s the only way you’ll be able to move on. You’re a lovely person and deserve some genuine peace and happiness.
@HandbagDiva
@HandbagDiva 3 жыл бұрын
She’s so beautiful
@regina765
@regina765 3 жыл бұрын
She is!
@MinYoongi-pk3lo
@MinYoongi-pk3lo 3 жыл бұрын
She really is.
@BarkyMcTreeface
@BarkyMcTreeface 3 жыл бұрын
Is she
@dee06y
@dee06y 3 жыл бұрын
She looks great fab hair, lashes and skin.
@ginagoughenour811
@ginagoughenour811 3 жыл бұрын
I definitely wish she could see what we see..she’s beautiful and so smart !! ❤️
@AMLFilms
@AMLFilms 3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely Gina❤
@jayjay-xx4zf
@jayjay-xx4zf 3 жыл бұрын
GOD BLESS everyone dealing with any type of addiction 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
@harliemccarthy5485
@harliemccarthy5485 3 жыл бұрын
Its 230am here in UK. About to go sleep and Mal uploads 🤯🧐
@harliemccarthy5485
@harliemccarthy5485 3 жыл бұрын
Many Thanks, you too 💜☯️
@sarahbetts389
@sarahbetts389 3 жыл бұрын
Please tell Jennifer that sarah from soar said hello. Please come back and get some help. I've known her for like 8 years. Jen I am here if you need clothes or some food. Or just someone to hear you out. Love you girl you can get out. I swear it is possible.
@shanellsmith3293
@shanellsmith3293 3 жыл бұрын
Excuse my language but “DAMN”! I felt her on so many levels we all cope with our pain differently whether it’s taking a sip of alcohol, smoking, pills any drug to ease our pain. Well all been there or still there suffering/ battling with something in our lives. But here it is someone that’s dealing with pain differently from others and this make us perfect buy sip beer, smoking and etc? Who are we to judge? We all need help in places we are weak on! As we all can see she’s hurting. Child hood trauma is a lot to deal with! We all loose ourselves. What does it take some to stop smoking cigarettes to cope with anxiety? What does it takes stop stop going to the store to get a case of bud light? My point we are all dealing with pain differently nobody’s life better than the other. A sin is a sin Depression and anxiety is real! I pray and I hope she will some day have her kids/life back. Please give her strength, be encouraged no matter what’s going on your life right now , and understanding for that she know that she’s no different than others Keep your head held high beautiful and I’m rooting for you 100% God see’s you he’s a forgiving God ❤️ so much love from Jackson,Ms! He is an Awesome God keep the faith
@pinkjellybean1202
@pinkjellybean1202 3 жыл бұрын
I PRAY that she finds PEACE and get clean 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@shanellsmith3293
@shanellsmith3293 3 жыл бұрын
@@pinkjellybean1202 I’m with you sister
@blankab1072
@blankab1072 3 жыл бұрын
Omg she is so beautiful and looks like a genuine nice lady! God help her 🙏🙏💙
@neemarie
@neemarie 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer... you have a beautiful soul & spirit. I see some truly unique & loving qualities in you. Let your strong Faith guide you... you’re going to get clean when you’re ready. I believe in you & so does the magnificent Mal. Thank you again, Mal, for being so compassionate ❤️
@leahlotti_999
@leahlotti_999 3 жыл бұрын
Very unique look. Beautiful. She takes good care of herself it seems . Sending her positive energy and great vibes
@Becca_MS-fighter
@Becca_MS-fighter 3 жыл бұрын
I pray God puts his hands on this beautiful young lady and heals her of this demon! Find your way sister💪🙏🧡😘
@carynmartin6053
@carynmartin6053 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to her, my addiction didn't kick in til after I had kids, and got divorced and had to support myself my kids by stripping and hustling. I fell in love with crack and then heroin. Now that I have been on methadone, then suboxone for twenty years, I got my life back. She can do it, too, its never too late
@flcutie315
@flcutie315 3 жыл бұрын
Me too it didn’t hit me till the age 32 my husband wanted to get separated I had two kids I didn’t know how to do it myself I was sad alone and I never escaped before somebody offered me pill that’s all it took that one Percocet was all took the rabbit hole begin I can’t never stay sober longer than two months the pain is so intense it doesn’t seem to ever go away it’s such a physical addiction it just hold onto you and it doesn’t let go!!
@ExsheWOLFX
@ExsheWOLFX 3 жыл бұрын
@@flcutie315 Stay strong you can do it! 🤍
@nicoleserna8594
@nicoleserna8594 3 жыл бұрын
Same here. I took pills in my 20s but it wasn't something I needed until I got in my late 20s. I was engaged with 2 kids and my fiance at the time had 6 kids and we were in love. But his ex wife put us through hell & would use his 6 kids as pawns and the women in his family treated me like shit. Just to deal with the stress of 8 kids, 6 of them stepkids who would fuck with me bc their mom pushed them to. I was all alone bc he worked all the time. I would take 5 Norco, a muscle relaxant, Xanax, & an adderall before I got out of bed in the morning. Long story short I eventually was introduced to heroin from a "friend" bc we couldn't couldn't find pills. I was spending around $100 a day in pills and $10 in heroin would last me all day and it made me feel 1000x better. I was 30. That went on for about a year and my fiance & parents found out. They were devastated. My fiance would sit by my side and nurse me thru the withdrawal but the minute he turned his head id be out the door looking for the drug. I ran into a friend of mines brother and he shot me up for the 1st time and I was off to the races after that. I took off for a year and my boys stayed with my parents because someone called cps and they were taken bc I failed a drug test. That devastated me so I got on methadone and fought cps to get my kids back. I did great for 2 yrs until I relapsed. I left my kids with my parents for another 2-3 yrs bc I didn't want them seeing me that way. I got back on methadone after that run bc I lost found my roommate and close friend dead with the needle still in his arm in the room next to mine. That was the 6th person close to me that died that year but finding him that way was traumatizing. So I moved back with my parents & kids and got pregnant. Today I'm still on methadone but I have my own apartment, I have my 16 yr old son and 2 yr old daughter with me & my 19 yr old son is applying for colleges for chemical engineering. Right before the pandemic I was signed up at the local community college to get my phlebotomy & ekg tech certificate but it was put on hold due to covid. I've been in a depression since bc I'm struggling with stayin clean. I had a lil slip but pulled myself I out off it bc I can't lose everything I worked so hard to get. I will not allow drugs to take everything from me again! I will not put my baby girl thru the shit my son's thru and I won't put my son's thru it again. Sorry for the book I just wrote here but this story hit home, the pain in her eyes and voice when she describes how are hurt her kids... I feel every drop of her pain. Keep your head up and know you CAN get out. I know it's hard and it feels like this is it in life but it's not
@kryptichands968
@kryptichands968 3 жыл бұрын
@@nicoleserna8594 no matter what u do, always remember you are worth it, you deserve happiness and serenity. No matter the sitiation you can overcome and move on.
@erinkyle4485
@erinkyle4485 3 жыл бұрын
For some reason she touched me more than any other person you ever interviewed I believe because she is so full of god! If you have God you have everything Jennifer you are beautiful inside and out you can do anything you put your mind too stop beating yourself up. You can do it find a rehab far away from where you are and go as long as you can and go right back to your family when your done they will be there with opening arms. You can do it we all believe in you. You can always move on and not look back you got this! Please do it for yourself first your family needs you much love from Delaware xoxo Erin
@jessewhite7751
@jessewhite7751 2 жыл бұрын
I was an addict down there stuck as well. God's hand is out, just reach back and allow him to remove you from the darkness. Become a true testimony to our Lord & Savior. It's an amazing feeling to be a child of the King! ✝️✝️✝️👑
@cookieox3533
@cookieox3533 3 жыл бұрын
JEN BABY ,YOU'RE GORGEOUS!!! & I see the potential ... One of THE BEST interviews !
@hq4862
@hq4862 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer you can be clean,you can do it!Please try ,but do it with all of your heart!And you Mal,keep going!You 're an amazing person that deserves the best.Greetings from Serbia! Aleksandra xoxo
@WildWarriorBill
@WildWarriorBill 3 жыл бұрын
she has a beautiful facial structure!
@cosmiccrush22
@cosmiccrush22 3 жыл бұрын
She's litrally a black asian so pretty
@come_on_barbie_123
@come_on_barbie_123 3 жыл бұрын
@@cosmiccrush22 this lady is black! Wtf are u talking about? She isn't Asian.
@asp3308
@asp3308 3 жыл бұрын
Jeez calm down @CrimeMiaRiver lmfao
@come_on_barbie_123
@come_on_barbie_123 3 жыл бұрын
@@asp3308 Wtf are u even talking about?
@hope5644
@hope5644 3 жыл бұрын
Baby go home 🏡, before it's really gone for good.
@gladtobeattheexit7385
@gladtobeattheexit7385 3 жыл бұрын
Yes! Oh please Lord help her to go back to her kids!! SOOO so sad 💔
@buffy2257
@buffy2257 3 жыл бұрын
I can see her being a counselor for young women oneday. I hope she finds the strength !! ❤❤❤❤❤
@lp-oz6pq
@lp-oz6pq 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer you are beautiful and honest! I pray you get better🤗
@sherrycissokho-parker2988
@sherrycissokho-parker2988 3 жыл бұрын
I pray for Jennifer speedy recovery back to her family Especially her children
@virgo1455
@virgo1455 3 жыл бұрын
You don’t want to die, you just don’t want to feel pain .. you are tired of living if this is all life is gonna be but you have the potential to be so much more .. you are beautiful and smart and it’s unfortunate all the pain you have endured but you can change it ... try to face the emotions and all the pain .. stop running from it ... getting high makes you think it’s making it easier but you making it worst ... try harder before you are more lost than what you already are because you are special .. read the comments many still see a shining light in you ❤️ god bless
@trinidazzlinghenry4562
@trinidazzlinghenry4562 3 жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful....I love how your humanize your subjects by asking questions that are so simple but show their depth..
@reneeinfortmyersfl
@reneeinfortmyersfl 3 жыл бұрын
Another great interview, Mal!! A LOT of roller-coaster emotions. Thank you for allowing her to share her feelings and personal struggles. I hope for everything good and wholesome for her and her family.
@CMoore8539
@CMoore8539 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer, If you see this video, I want you to know that you are an absolutely Beautiful young lady and although you are hurt right now, don’t give up! You have a beautiful life ahead of you. You just have to reach out. You can do this!!!♥️
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
Yaaaah been waiting for an upload you're the best Mal!
@spiritualwarfareisreal2119
@spiritualwarfareisreal2119 3 жыл бұрын
She looks like Angela Basset. She’s beautiful and I will be praying for your deliverance in Jesus name.
@naturalafricanism9219
@naturalafricanism9219 3 жыл бұрын
It will come a time when you will just stop doing drugs. You will get tired of it. Like you said nobody can make you stop. Myself, I just stopped. Because I was tired of the shit. And now I am a single parent with a five year old daughter. And you know God has a strict diet for us Hebrews. And shrimp isn't something we should eat. All praise Jennifer. Stay strong. You are on your way to recovery. You just don't know it yet.
@reemclaughlin4260
@reemclaughlin4260 3 жыл бұрын
She's a beauty. 🙏🏻💖🕊
@llllllllll9577
@llllllllll9577 3 жыл бұрын
She is raw real and I love this woman omg
@kristenferreira3740
@kristenferreira3740 3 жыл бұрын
I can see and hear your pain. You need to forgive yourself. You can not change the past. I pray you find the strength to get yourself out of the situation you are in. It is not to late to change. I pray you find the strength to put the drugs down and get the help you need . I am praying and rooting for you ❤️
@YummyGummy77
@YummyGummy77 3 жыл бұрын
Oh man this is the first interview u done that had me crying pretty hard.....she is so BEAUTIFUL...maybe she will have a awakening and get clean for those kids because u can tell she LOVES her children....You can do this Jennifer...u will be so much happier ❤
@tcatladymoney6124
@tcatladymoney6124 3 жыл бұрын
She's looks like a beautiful angel. I hope her life gets better❤️😇.
@laurenskinner9506
@laurenskinner9506 3 жыл бұрын
Miss Jennifer, you have such a great heart. You are so likeable it’s a terrible shame you feel lonely. You deserve all the very best hun! Sending you tons of love and good energy. ❤️
@DJ-uu4wo
@DJ-uu4wo 3 жыл бұрын
Another beautiful soul in my prayers 💜💜♥️♥️
@goffredoify
@goffredoify 3 жыл бұрын
Dear Jennifer...you are a beautiful human being like everyone, and yes are allowed to make mistakes. Right Now you are lost, in pain,and struggling. Remember it is only temporarily. Those feelings you have of shame and guilt, are your friends that means You are "alive" . Please try to get help and to get sober. Go to meetings if you don't know anyone. One after the other if necessary,at least you'll be among people who.care and you'll be safe. I know are strong even if you don't feel it just try to believe in it. You can make it. You are not alone there are thousands of us trying it every day,every hour,every second. Bless
@sharonwilson483
@sharonwilson483 3 жыл бұрын
I love the way she thinks and expresses herself, I pray that she makes it back home with her loved ones
@yachiyarborough8280
@yachiyarborough8280 3 жыл бұрын
She is so beautiful praying for her
@ariessweety8883
@ariessweety8883 3 жыл бұрын
Shame. She's too beautiful to be so sad and unhappy. I hope one day she realizes her worth and gets right for herself and her babies...
@sammyjo2852
@sammyjo2852 3 жыл бұрын
Are you saying that unattractive people DON’T deserve to be happy?
@laurenhill1394
@laurenhill1394 3 жыл бұрын
@@sammyjo2852 why does someone always have to comment this same fucking reply any time someone says this? It’s so repetitive and old bro
@sammyjo2852
@sammyjo2852 3 жыл бұрын
@@laurenhill1394 Almost as trite as saying someone is too beautiful to be sad and addicted.
@soulfullygraced2521
@soulfullygraced2521 3 жыл бұрын
Praying for you baby. Terrible don't last always. 😍💝
@Lindsey0007
@Lindsey0007 3 жыл бұрын
She is gorgeous and so well spoken! 🥰 I wish her the best future ever with her and her kids! 😘 She seems like such a kind hearted person too. Beautiful inside and out! 😍
@lukaas7
@lukaas7 3 жыл бұрын
I wanna hug her, she is a great person :) all the best from Czech Republic
@leciawade9167
@leciawade9167 3 жыл бұрын
Little sis addiction is a disease Yahweh will protect us but we must protect ourselves also and seek help
@chanacybates1905
@chanacybates1905 3 жыл бұрын
💖💖💖
@saraebdale9616
@saraebdale9616 3 жыл бұрын
Your beautiful Jennifer! I can relate to you. I was where you are 3 years ago, I was given the gift of desperation and I decided to fight but I did it for me. I am now helping addicts, and I have my Daughter back and life is simply beautiful. Better than any drug high. You have so much to give this world, I have faith in you. Go home beautiful lady, your children and family are waiting for you. Shine bright, and be the woman you were always meant to be. Sending you prayers, light and love from a fellow Pisces Chic ♓ all the way from New Zealand 🇳🇿 ❤
@traceyyaaswoods4575
@traceyyaaswoods4575 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer your beautiful stay strong and get out of there your in my prayers 💜🙏🏽
@lifeforthecross9530
@lifeforthecross9530 3 жыл бұрын
I love this Channel. Keep doing good my brother. There so much pain out there. I wish I could just hug her and say your loved, start loving yourself, crack or no crack. One day you will get better. God promise this and we only need to believe.
@yahsWrath
@yahsWrath 3 жыл бұрын
I love you too daughter of Zion; All praise the most High Yah. He delivered someone very close to me after they where addicted crack cocaine, attempted suicide, jailed and all that. But by the grace of Yah they were delivered. I will be intercedeing of your behave. (James 2:13) For judgment is without mercy to one who has shown no mercy. Mercy triumphs over judgment. 2 Chronicles 7:14 English Standard Version if my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.
@pinkjellybean1202
@pinkjellybean1202 3 жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏🏼
@mrstrini2
@mrstrini2 3 жыл бұрын
🙏🏼
@outlawzz9255
@outlawzz9255 2 жыл бұрын
Amen
@niecysmith2761
@niecysmith2761 3 жыл бұрын
Your beautiful my sister ( Judah ) I'm praying for you ❤️ deliverance now in Jesus name. AMEN
@mamakel823
@mamakel823 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer, I am so sorry for everything you've been through. ❤❤❤❤❤
@dawnneeld2242
@dawnneeld2242 3 жыл бұрын
When she said... I like beating myself up..... That was so easily put yet made it so relatable
@jenniferr3834
@jenniferr3834 3 жыл бұрын
I notice a theme with a lot of these souls is that they feel they were put here to help somebody else. May someone be there to help them. Thanks Mal for all you are doing...we will be sending a box along soon ❤️
@nikoshabrown8316
@nikoshabrown8316 3 жыл бұрын
Aww she a beautiful person i feel her energy. I feel the same way sis we are Hebrews
@terrievans7416
@terrievans7416 3 жыл бұрын
God bless her, she is such a sweet person. I hope she seeks some help.
@erikabeitelspacher3489
@erikabeitelspacher3489 3 жыл бұрын
I can just feel her pain. 🥺 praying for you beautiful ❤️
@davescorner2393
@davescorner2393 3 жыл бұрын
She deserves better, such a sad story.
@retrospecative2454
@retrospecative2454 3 жыл бұрын
She has the cutest nose i have ever seen. Beautiful lady
@ShadeWorld
@ShadeWorld 3 жыл бұрын
Hi Jennifer! I know you care about yourself because your so well put together. Your a beautiful Queen and no one can't take that from you! You don't deserve all the things that happened to you, but there's away out by getting the right help to make you get happy again causes the addiction wouldn't make you happy or healthy or make things better for you. Your children needs you more ways then you could think. I going to light up a candle tonight and praying for you to reach out get the help you need for yourself so you could go back to your family who loves you and who needs you most!
@johnnyirizarry1276
@johnnyirizarry1276 3 жыл бұрын
she's very pretty and has a great personality. a good soul...I ran them streets I have hope that you can get clean I did it 💯 I went to detox and kept pressing forward let me tell you working out exercise is a better high then heroin. going on walks 🚶‍♂️ staying busy working making money feels great too!! you can do it sweetie...im going on a few years clean, I don't want that life back not even for free...
@chanacybates1905
@chanacybates1905 3 жыл бұрын
💖💖💖
@sadehodrick3537
@sadehodrick3537 3 жыл бұрын
Keep it up hun!
@valleygirl2280
@valleygirl2280 3 жыл бұрын
So sad i feel her pain 😢 she is so loving, honest. Intelligent and beautiful. I pray she gets the strength she needs to beat this. 🙏🏽
@marydorweiler
@marydorweiler 3 жыл бұрын
It's not over yet girl..You can still be that Mother..Sending you much love and support..😘♥️😍 HUGS
@Light-jc3fj
@Light-jc3fj 3 жыл бұрын
Poor lady, heart break is the worst. She is so lovely, God bless this sweet soul please. These men are animals, hope she finds a better life.
@GriffinGirlsDesign
@GriffinGirlsDesign 3 жыл бұрын
This one really had me balling. I just wanted to grab her and hug her. It's hard always bring the caregiver and the strong one. I felt her every word. She's beautiful and very smart. Praying for her and her family. You are loved Jennifer💕
@shanecollinson995
@shanecollinson995 3 жыл бұрын
LOVE U JENNIFER
@sylviawright4914
@sylviawright4914 3 жыл бұрын
May God bless her.🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
@ericb.3002
@ericb.3002 3 жыл бұрын
I think the biggest problem with people but especially addicts is that bad things that happen to us, failures, we internalize and just let the past get us down keep us down. People gotta learn to let shit go or they will always live their past over and over again.
@MsTcup
@MsTcup 3 жыл бұрын
Everyone loves birthdays cake! Jennifer, your so so pretty and smart. You could be a model! I hope you get well.
@taratharp588
@taratharp588 3 жыл бұрын
Wow she is absolutely gorgeous and intelligent. I wish she could see that. I related so much to her about feeling lonely and especially feeling like life has just been unfair. It's discouraging when you spend your life actively doing your best to be kind, generous, and a good person and its never reciprocated. You feel so alone and misunderstood. I know exactly what shes feeling, i feel her pain. I wish, hope, pray that she finally gets the life that she deserves and shes surrounded with nothing but people who appreciate her and are in awe of her beauty, inside and out. She's worth SO SO SO much more than what she's settling for. Honey you are loved and you are amazing, give yourself the gift of recovery!! You will never regret it. ❤❤❤
@markswoman2134
@markswoman2134 3 жыл бұрын
You're a very special, beautiful lady who has been dealt a shitty hand. You deserve the best. Thinking about you 💜
@Dpurple28
@Dpurple28 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful soul. Please get help if you see this You Deserve so much more. You are not your addiction 💛💓💖!!!
@dianebromm6928
@dianebromm6928 3 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh, she is so pretty! I hope good things come her way. Miracles do happen!
@jennifercross65
@jennifercross65 3 жыл бұрын
SHE'S BEAUTIFUL & HER PERSONALITY IS OUT OF THIS WORLD I REALLY HOPE SHE TURNS HER LIFE AROUND
@geraldinebowers6833
@geraldinebowers6833 3 жыл бұрын
You are so sweet Jennifer... please so home, please go home before you are a ashame of your appearance...you are still beautiful, please I don’t know you and I’m begging please... God bless you
@MsXtraordinary
@MsXtraordinary 3 жыл бұрын
Interesting she's the first addict to say it's a choice to be an addict.
@shanecollinson995
@shanecollinson995 3 жыл бұрын
def not a choice, but it's ur responsibility wether u continue or not
@ZoeF.O
@ZoeF.O 3 жыл бұрын
@Brunette Beauty No, @Shane above you is right.
@nicolej8502
@nicolej8502 3 жыл бұрын
She said it’s a choice but then said at this point she can’t stop, so how is that a choice? She doesn’t even realize what she admitted
@arianaracquel2521
@arianaracquel2521 3 жыл бұрын
@@nicolej8502 it starts as a choice. Once you’re addicted, it’s beyond your control
@msshaffer5
@msshaffer5 2 жыл бұрын
I thought the same. Too many times no one takes responsibility. As an adult we all have choices to make and too often people put the blame anywhere but on themselves.
@davidpagan1254
@davidpagan1254 2 жыл бұрын
She is beautiful!!!!!!!! I'm 🙏 praying for her.
@tracyhudson1674
@tracyhudson1674 3 жыл бұрын
Just sad wish she would get clean in off the streets shame lovely soul
@paulmatejka7371
@paulmatejka7371 3 жыл бұрын
Highly intelligent, insightful, and perceptive. There’s a fine line between madness and genius
@cynthiabarlow464
@cynthiabarlow464 3 жыл бұрын
You are beautiful Jennifer, you deserve better!! Praying and wishing you the best hugs and blessings to you from Utah !! 💕🤗
@mpower5171
@mpower5171 3 жыл бұрын
She’s such a beautiful woman.. hope she gets the help she needs .. stay strong girl ... from ur Canadian friend 🇨🇦🎉🎉
@karenbrown6427
@karenbrown6427 3 жыл бұрын
Yu don't believe you are ready for change but I hope Yu see this video and make it your stepping stone You need to get clean for you and them kids
@lisaschumacher2751
@lisaschumacher2751 3 жыл бұрын
Jennifer is a beautiful person! go back home with your family!
@janemojec1206
@janemojec1206 3 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful lady. Don't ever give up. You have so much to live for. X
@dawnneeld2242
@dawnneeld2242 3 жыл бұрын
Im shocked this one is not more viewed. This woman is one of the most sincere i have felt. I wish i personally was in a better situation to help her. I almost want to address my church with this. I am gonna 🙏 and see where it leads me. One love.
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
There should not be rehabs in kensington its a recipe for disaster
@crystalb7874
@crystalb7874 3 жыл бұрын
NiMBY types in Philly don't leave many other places available tho. And plenty of people get and stay sober in Kensington, but yeah... it's very hard though, but it's not impossible but the reality is if you wanna find drugs, they are everywhere, regardless.
@stephie6453
@stephie6453 3 жыл бұрын
@@crystalb7874 you're very right its just extra hard in kensington cuz they just do it out in the open there
@BeautifullyBronzeGoddess
@BeautifullyBronzeGoddess 3 жыл бұрын
She’s a beautiful soul I pray she stays safe and one day she will make it home to her family
@donnahardenbrook7440
@donnahardenbrook7440 3 жыл бұрын
Prayers and happiness God bless praying for you
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