Love this Kavita! It was hurtful when I'd talk to my mom from the other room and she'd yell back, "Oh Nicole, are you talking just to hear yourself talk again." I never felt she really wanted to listen to or be present with me. Or when my older step brothers would visit and she'd let them wrestle me on the ground when i was yelling for them to stop and that I couldn't breath. Her and my step-dad would also say "jokes" at my expense, which were really making fun of me, and then all laugh.

This is beautiful thank you! I have borderline personality disorder and have been working on all of this ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️