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I pray that whoever reads this, God heals whatever is hurting you 🙌🏼🙌🏼

Clayton you have saved my life more times than I count you helped me find good again. Thank you for being the cup that overflows

when the voices get loud and you get that upload notification- that shimmer of hope buried in your pounding chest, sure does flourish.

Can you make a video on self love?

"DMs from teens cutting arteries" Saddest thing I've ever heard, suicide is the saddest thing anyone could ever go through, even the families. No one really thinks too much about the families blaming themselves, thinking about what they could've done. Not to mention the people slowly dying inside until that happens, which it shouldn't. That one line was deep.

I was only 10 when I had my first suicide attempt. In 7th grade that was when I had my second attempt and I became a cutter. At the end of 7th grade I attempted suicide 3 more times. After my last attempt I was sent to the hospital to recover and I was later diagnosed with server depression and anxiety. I also have PTSD. I am now in 8th grade and depression has been getting to me a lot. I've been wanting to die but I'm scared to die. I've gotten help but it's not enough. Every night I cry myself to sleep. I listen to sad songs, and I watch your videos. Your videos make my day brighter and I know I can get through this, I'm still so broken that every morning I check my pulse to see if I'm alive. Every morning I look in the mirror and I cry. Because the person in the mirror is a broken little 8th grader not being able to breathe and live. I love you and thanks for making me stay alive😍❤✝😭 (I know you won't see this but still)

Haven't even heard it and ik it will help me

Ever. Single. Word. Spoke to me! Thank you for everything you've done for us, you made me understand and said more helpful words and poems then any therapist I've ever had. Thank for making me realize I'm worth something to someone!

Thank you, your vids always make me feel better and one day I will be ok

beautiful xx

This means so much to me.

I am depressed and your videos help me. Thanks!!

"Is isnt the life for me" yess preach !🙏😶

yesterday i was in the hospital for trying to kill myself, and now things are not easy. this popped up on my notifications and i know it wasn’t by accident i just saw it. ❤️

U r amazing, i just found ur channel today and watch 15 of ur vids already. When i cry over this stuff, it reminds me there is a reason for emotions, bc its shared and not only do others support u but u support them. U r a good example to the people who r watching and the people to come.

I love you & your message❤️

i watch this videos like everyday even rewatch them

This video was so beautiful clayton Jennings

By Far. This is the best piece you've ever put out here. It spoke to me in unique ways I practically stopped seeing anything else but the words raining down towards me like a thousand arrows. They pierced through every part of me, but then, they didn't come with the death of me. I'm seeing life a lot more differently.

Keep fighting Clayton, like finishing a race one day everything you’ve done here will be rewarded to you, God loves you and never leaves you, every battle you have brings you closer to his glory, Jesus uses your pain to heal thousands, thank you Clayton! God Bless You And Your Family! Praise You Lord Jesus Christ And God Almighty!✝️❤️

It's like riding waves, it flows and flows and flows

This is amazingly awesome I loved how u used the content of the world that we live in. I admire u Clayton. Thanks so much for understanding the pain , anxiety and depression that everyone is facing today. THANK YOU SO MUCH

This was a new style and it came out great! I’m keeping you and your family in my prayers

Yes boi, get it, blessings to you sir 🖤❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

Thank you so much Clayton! Was just watching ur bipolar vid ❤️

This sounds nice Clayton! You've inspired so many people to turn to Jesus! GOD loves you! Keep going! Amen!

Clayton you do not know how much of an impact you have on me and many others. Your words create a lifesaving message and I thank you for that. Thank you Clayton x

I loved this song and it was so deep. I could relate a bit with only the anxiety part.❤🧡💛💚💙💜

You're awesome Clayton keep staying strong brother for us and for god

I'm in amazement. I'm so proud of you clay.

I have an ear infection and this relates to me a lot right now🤒. Thank you Clayton for this video and it shows that we are not alone in this situation. We trust Jesus⛪!

Thank u for speaking for the ones who cant.U keep my hope & bible open.

This had me speechless. You have me speechless Clayton. Hope you good 🙏

man i love this always push me to do my best and make me realize that i'm not alone but i need help trying to connect with god its really hard for me and i don't know why to be honest if you see this i need help

Wow! Your on a new level with this one. When art on the canvas gets sweater!

Clayton because of you I've been able to push through so many dark times especially right now Im struggling so much and it feels like I'm losing my passion, I pray everyday sometimes I wonder if I was saved just a little to late but I watch your videos and you remind me that's it's never to late God gave his son so I can live

Breathtaking

I love the deep meanings and the music combined now

I would love longer videos like these. I can relate a lot Clay! Love you brother!

This hit me hard. I’m still pretty young, but I felt everything you said. My anxiety is bad again and because of it I feel like I understood everything you said. These videos give me small pieces of hope, and those small pieces is what’s keeping me from giving up. Thanks so much.

When your friend sends you this, you know they’re real Edit: 1:04 really hit close to my family and I

Mental struggles, emotionally damage can change when a spiritual artery is open and one lets God in. This what I received from these amazing words.

Very touching thank you Clayton I really miss the daily devotional it was really touching my life!! Hope all is well with you and you family my prayers sent for you and yours!!

Dude, you are the best person I have *Ever* watched, you help me with a lot of stuff, never stop doing doing what you do man. You are Amazing dude. Keep up the good work👍👍👍👍👍👍🙏🏽🙌🏿 (I said doing twice but you get what I mean lol)

Praying for you Clayton, stand strong you got this.

Thank God for your life. You're such a blessing!

Clayton you and your amazing music keep me here cause when I feel like giving up I listen to your music and makes me realize that no mater what people love me tho it don't feel like it so thank you your amazing

Wow..just wow...how we can all relate to these feelings. Positive vibes and prayers to you Clayton and everyone that needs love and support which we don't always receive. God Bless every one of you..❤❤🙏🙏🙌

I can't just believe how you can spit fire and still be sooooooooooooo brilliant with the words too🔥

So true brotha. His truth sets us free!

Thank you for being truthful as a believer. Religion makes you believe that once you believe in Christ that if you mess up the big angry God we serve will strike us down. That if you truly love Him as we say we do we would be perfect. At 23 I was so afraid of God and would just sit in my empty room so I wouldn’t mess up. I thought God hated me because of my past sins and the sins I still needed help with. I was made to feel My fear, depression, anxiety and ptsd is lack of faith or trust in Jesus. I have been loving Jesus for 17 years but I struggle with so many things with myself. I am now 40 years old and I know that Jesus loves me the same as the “ holy Christians”. You know the ones who are perfect and are with out sin. I live for Him everyday and love Him with all my heart. I’m done with religion and just want to truly know my Lord. Not what others have me falsely believe. I also write poems for God about my struggles since 2004. The funny thing is most Christians don’t like what I write about but I have unsaved people reaching out to me letting me know how it touched their lives!! Keep going Clayton! We need the truth!! God bless you and your beautiful family!

🖤 God uses all things for something greater! God bless you Clayton 🖤

Ur stuff hits me so hard I love u so much I hope u see this

Nothing but respect for you Clayton.

Clayton that's the first video I can explain what's going on inside of me I'm going through so much of these things you have said here .but I could never explain it to anyone cuz I just couldn't explain it to anyone my mind wouldn't let me I have spoken to so many people every one told me that I got a different mental disorder but no one really knew what was going on... after watching your videos I can start seeing my mind much more clearly thanks for making these videos and please never stop cuz you saving lives ❤

i love you clayton , you’ve helped me in so many ways and i appreciate you so much for that . thank you 🥺💘 .

AMEN! HALLELUJAH! THANK YOU YESHUA! THANK YOU CLAYTON FOR THIS VERY FIERCE HOLY SPIRIT FILLED SONG! WOW! I AM SO BLESSED TOO BE A PART OF YOUR FAMILY TEAM! PRAYERS AND BLESSINGS SENT YOUR WAY TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS!

Literally I've even hurting for the past month. Thoughts coming back about how my biological parents abandoned me and you know it takes a lot out of me when I feel like this but when I heard this I felt better in a way. So thankq Clayton for this video. I really needed it in a time like this

I think this is my new favorite, I got this on repeat

Bless you Mr.Jennings

Amazing as always! 💜

I love you Clayton

I love you ...Clayton you are amazing. You are precious

Clayton Jennings All your lyrics is what it is meant for me personally

I feel like my whole life went downhill in one week. I was so happy and then my knee dislocated again and I have to get surgery know and on my other leg also. Which means I can't do what I love for 9 months and it hurts a lot. But thanks for helping me because I will stay strong.❤️❤️❤️ love you Clayton and thanks for helping so many people.

Clayton i hope you know this but you are so amazing and my respect for you is unlimited

Hey Clayton Your words guided my relationship with Jesus to a place I never thought would ever happen. Can everyone please pray for my brother Lucas Lemaster he's struggling with alcohol.

This past few weeks been really rough for me... I needed this

This hit hard

Amen, glad to hear your heart is back on 🔥 for Jesus i ❤️ you Clayton!

awe:( this is nice.

Thanks for this. You've helped me with so much with your spoken word videos. I love you so much

Love this

Clayton thank you for The inspiration ❤❤❤

You saved my life and im forever grateful

OMG I love this one man Amen

Love it thank u I needed this!

I needed this

Amazing wordplay!!

We all need you Clayton to help us with the words of Jesus♡ Love you and your beautiful family ♡♡

You have saved my life more than once

I showed my mom you today and she didnt quit understand because she knows I don't believe much but I explained I would listen to you everytime I need a someone or something to see past the hard times but sadly she still doesn't understand

AMAZING Bro! Thank you

“I’m not gonna cry”...starts crying

You are amazing

Awesome, love the lyrics & beat! Reminded me of Eminem having a casual jam out and convo with James Bay 🤩 Your poetry speaks volumes & I'm glad your a survivor & determined! Same as mental health gets dismissed and misjudged, spiritual attacks are a joke to most. They've had a field day with me but now that I can see what I'm truly up against I try my best to rebuke & laugh it off... Just trying to get out of this desert, been here too long, put on the armor of God on and going through this time! The way I see it the more attacks the bigger the plan God has the enemy working overtime. Because when I'm beat down dwelling on or denying my situation & back in the world I'm no threat & it's silent. Id take the noise over the misery now, this is a spiritual war & it's already been won! Thanks for the motivation, keep up the good fight 👍👍

Yeah, I’m happy I heard this tonight.

Thanks I needed this

And I will always look forward to see His face. I will wait. 💗

Hi Clayton keep up the hard work I understand depression it's something I go through but your amazing

Love this 💛 your amazing keep going

You are a amazing And such a inspiration to me you are an amazing man and amazing person thank you for what you do it’s beautiful it lightens my heart every time I hear your voice every time I see you on here you’re amazing never stop believe hope love faith you gave that to me🙏😇🦋🌸😭🌸🦋🌸🦋🌸🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️

South Africa Approves, this is beautiful

@Clayton Jennings I want you to know you’re devotions have help my life so much. I love you and our god who is king, and I thank you @Clayton Jennings. You have help me and I thank you. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GOD LOVE YOU SO MUCH WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

Wow man just speak words i can't thank you

Amazing!

God bless you🙏🏻

Beautiful

Its sick man gj❤❤❤