I sit down, helpless and hopeless can't think straight, can't even focus life doesn't get better, it stays the same nothing changes, you have the same brain, the same mind, feel the same weight of the same chains as you being to question whether you're sane cus all you ever feel is this stupid pain and they all called me blessed, when really I was cursed wanted life to get better, but it only gets worse want to feel happy, but I can't when it hurts thought I was alone, but I'm not the first, diagnosed with depression and anxiety know that there's others just like me who feel pushed down by society someone who's just seen as a proprietary and that's the worst part, it's happened before we've all been left crying on the floor, laying in our own blood, or maybe it's just me I envy the one's who have sight but can't see, the one's who have ears, but don't really hear, the one's who feel pain but have nothing to fear, the one's who only see themselves when they look in the mirror, the one's who run, but have never hit seventh gear, the one's who never had to go overdrive just to escape form their minds, to escape from their life to escape form the pain, to escape from the strife to escape from the insanity, to escape from the knife run from the temptation, as they feel the frustration I tell them my thoughts, they say stop playin they don't understand the life that I live, and the pain that I feel every time I breathe, it's time that I took, had to steal, had to throw up walls taller than mountains, tougher than steel so that no one can see my thoughts, and see what I had to do to make it to the next meal had to lose myself to find myself, still don't know where I am, I had to hid myself from me, so that I couldn't feel emotions, couldn't have feelings so that I could live on, with out feeling a thing only fourteen and I've already died, deep down, on the inside, I'm not that same me that you knew, this me, he's emotionless, and he's new get used to him, cus I ain't ever going back because that pain I left behind, it comes in stacks

just when you where thinking life was beginning it feels like it's ending you think about everything you wonder why you are different you feel like your broken and choking just feels like depression leads to this aggression that you have been fighting but how long can a person stay in battle if it's to hard to handle? this is just so insane everybody deals with pain and inner conflict that they have to put up with

With such beautiful music, I believe the channel is quite underrated. Hope it gets the name it deserves one day.

Thank you 🙏. I have been though a lot and rapping is my only joy so I appreciated for this

i came here to relax for 5 minutes and its been half an hour and i am still reading poems in comment section and they are worth it

this goes right in the feels, you got a really cool sound! Subbed✔️

This is absolutely breath taken, 7.1 surround sound, then Surrender your existence into this 🙏

The beat is definitely inspirational, like I found my self just singing and trying to flow along even without precise wordings lol

Awesome beat when i hear them i still remember to my dead friend A.B. 13.09.2019 R.I.P

I listen to this a couple times a day. Dont ask why.. I dont know lol

Was rapping over 10 years ago lost my little brother 4 weeks ago and this helps me I don’t record things I just like to rap but thankyou for putting this on

this helped my flow a bit better. i can think quickly now and get more lyrics down.

This is my first time listening to this song and I can already tell it is a good one! Keep up with the good work!

I love it man. Great job!

I haven't heard all of your beats yet. But I think this one is your best so far... Thanks for sharing.

I felt every beat! Amazing work 💙

Nice beat! Pretty epic!

look imma tell you a little story it might be juat a little bit gory but one girl she aint ever see the glory forget nemo this ones focusing on dory all her life she'd been abused mistreated not cared for and used just a young girl tryna make it through so alone all these thoughts so confused but this life nobody gets to choose thats just how it is though people like i we are privaleged getting luxary since birth no pillage this is modern life not vintage i was taught no gruge, forgiveness thats not the same for the higher power do you know how many lives are taken every hour? 6,316 but that number keeps increasing cause we live in a world so cruel and so mean some dont even make it to see 15 look i have always been a liar not a fighter i have never been a preacher i've always been a writer all it takes is a lighter start a fire of love but nobody wanna do it when push comes to shove see thats whats really messed up we'd rather start wars and bury bodies blaming innocent saudis for the acts of just a few and we blame a whole nation when all the bombs that we flew all the soldiers that we station when we do it to other countries we havw a celebration but when they do it to us we call it an abomination see we cant keep going on this way some children aint even see the light of day to make a difference understanding is needed people now days are so self conceeded but we have to think about how people are treated now do you want to live in a world do uncompleted where all peace is deleted all our conversations are heated where the wars and hate keeps being repeated black lives matter let me go and tweet it but when their rights were cheated all the people retreated this will be our future if we dont stand out stop being afraid of what we dont know about stop hiding behind our screens and go outside and shout stand together or die without

1.7M?! Holy shit. Where all the subs at? This arrangement is amazing! 👌

This makes me feel like I have just returned back to when I was a baby opening my eyes for the very first time.

Jeden Tag wenn ich drüber nach denk, wie die Zeit mit dir war/ Hab' uns Gefühlt wie Kinder auf dem Spielplatz/ Jedes Wort das wir Teilten mit jeden Atemzug haben wir Böses beseitigt/ Langsam Gleiten wir auseinander, keinen einzigen Blick den wir noch Teilen/ Ich sitze Nächtelang wach, denke drüber nach/ Was habe ich nur Falsch gemacht, jede Sekunde wo ich heute dein Lächel'n verpass/ Bereue jeden einzelnen Tag an dem ich meine Herzen ohne dich Trag/

Got to say some words :D I found your beat when all things in my life became a mess. I listen to it and music touched me: "END" it is not to finish, to give up but to have the courage to start over again ! Thank you so much and wish you all the best !!!

I love your beats bro they bring me to cry

tysm, using this for my school assignment poetry. You helped me again

This is the end, To everything that began, You said you were my friend, But you left me again, Now I’m left with my sins, Lord help me my friend, I don’t want to do this, I’m tired of loosin, All this confusion, Got me thinking do it, I won’t loose shit, I’m on the end of my rope, So wrapped up it’s all around my throat, But I’m not being choked, I can barely breath, Saved by the light in the street, Only darkness under me, But it’s warm and welcoming, This is the end....

Just as I opened myself scars showing She had me hoping I’m really tryna focus on not closing myself I can be a recluse when I’m hurtin and I know That that smile o yours cracks through when my emotions are on show And it hurts at first but then the earth begins to glow around you You made me feel for a second that this life was a blessing You had me forgetting about all of my stressin And you picked me up when I was down I gave you a shot that no ones ever had You make me proud I was ready to move on to the next level I was thinking we were inevitable We were meant to be together Held together by a strong tether But nothin lasts forever Now I’m feeling a Cunt I expected longer than a couple months I’m falling fast and I really took the jump I’m committed and you’re tryna run Feels like I gave you a peice of me that can never be returned And you threw it in the fire to burn I’m never gonna learn And it hurts cos I yearn for the feeling we had You made a choice that you can’t take back I guess I’m just regretting what I’ve done I don’t wanna be in love I’ve been empty for Fucking years And you’ve really filled me up I thought that you were moving on up You were happy And then you took a turn Everything was a little too much The dust settles on us You realise this may not be exactly what you want You start second guessing You start reminiscing We went to that christening and you saw your ex boyfriend of 3 yrs and your only been apart a couple months It sucks Cos I knew it I saw what was happening But I was so happy I disregarded the fact that you may be in a rut I was so busy looking up that I didn’t see that you was down I’m sorry I got so ingrosed in feelings and glory That I looked right past all these problems I ignored the full story In hopes of skipping a chapter It really doesn’t matter Aslong this shit doesn’t affect ya I’m willing to stand next to ya and fight back yeh I’m not one to stand by and let things happen without trying I’m not lying When I say you are my light and I tell you it’s alright You crashed but we won’t burn We cry and you smile We’re goin the extra mile Well run this whole fuckin marathon together Even I it takes a while. We couldn’t see past this and now We’re better than ever

I need this gem 💎 Sir

You are the no. 1 rap instrumental production

Last time that I saw him, he fell to the ground. Capsized and seized while he struggled to breath. Yeah I was right there beside him, as I stared in his eyes. Too this day I wished he'd just been asleep. R.I.P, friend.

Can’t believe this is really the end of us thought we had that forever love it was more than make inferences love

Absolutely amazing it nearly made me cry

God bless you

I'm stressed depressed, I feel like my life is a mess, time ta cautch a grip an gas up, I need ta relax an rest up, just ta bounce right back, no longer under attack, in my own mind, one day at a time, stay in motion keep costen in line, good or bad right or wrong, be a king not a pawn, u been in control all along, it is what u make it, if u get the chance better take it, be urself don't fake it, it helps if u appreciate it, never take ur life for granted, it's always different than we planned it, respect I demand it, all that talk u can can it,

🎭 DANKE!

This is definitely the next best for my next song

So peaceful!

[Verse 1] I know you said not to think about dad I know you said chin up when i was sad Wipe that tear from my cheek whenever i Cried But when he left he took a huge chunk of my pride Locked away kept em out i kept em outside At one point shit id wished that i had died But ain't nobody telling me how to make this rhyme And no longer shall my hands be so tied I will write how i feel about this rollercoaster ride But i cannot say he did not even try There is no way that i could even lie That i wished he could read me a story read it at my bedside Shit i wish this issue had a guide I mean shit i would read it every single night And no i'm not selfish i know it's happened to others But the fact that his sister is my fuckin godmother But remember it wasn't just me he also left my mother That begs the question will he leave my brothers? See he has 4 kids of his own living so happily Pretty sure he's forgot what he did to this family But he leaves his autograph in every closet Take a look in yours, you probably got it See till now i couldn't write this song Probably because i felt so alone!

Amazing Beat !!!!!

Dope beat!! Keep making em!!

Du är den finaste som finns, du är så underbar prinsessan i mitt liv de ska va du o ja, du o jag mot hela världen ja sagan ska bli sann ja kan se oss framför mig när vi håller hand i hand

I just wanna rename it "EDOBY: The Best" 💓

Lourd👉🐘👉✊♥️✊👉 force ⭐🤝⭐

just come back to this every now and then

Awesome i Love this Beat

It started as a kid, Learning to live, Wanting to give, Never understanding sin. Just trying to fit in. No one know what awaits at the end.

The Perfect Sound For My New Season In Yah. Selah, Amen.

This is my the best top 1 on my list favourite beat.

Deep man! Nice job 🔥

She’s fallen wakes in the Morning From the the dead of night Pushing to the limit no inner fight Straight from the streets to the sheets of another’s bed No wonder this girls messed in head How can this go on Why has she been misled? Making money off a stranger just to survive (survive) Battle of love battle of fear Battling the devil only she can hear Trying to escape the thoughts that echo in her mind Lost in love Held in shame Sleeping with men that don’t want her name The time has come, now she’s going to have to decide ! She’s fallen fallen She’s fallen She fallen Fallen She’s fallen How can she go on How can she be strong Memories of a life so clear Time is moving on Feeling she can’t go on Living a life in fear wakes in the Morning From the the dead of night Pushing to the limit no inner fight Straight from the streets to the sheets of another’s bed Hungry, battered and bruised inner scars left feeling confused Now she’s all alone with a baby growing inside Life’s not easy Life’s not fair Lonely in a world she cannot bare How can she raise a baby when she can’t provide Forget this love Forget this pain This unborn child will have no name Treated like the men that paid for all of her time She’s fallen fallen She’s fallen She fallen Fallen She’s fallen Fallen How can she go on How can she be strong Memories of a life so clear Time is moving on Feels she can’t go on Living a life in fear

Music is what feelings sound like

Hey man you are on fire

Thats how i felt when i said my last goodbye to someone really important in my life

epic

Something special does to me and this made me feel a little better

yooooo this one cleaaaan ,pure,.

By: S.O. (intro) Yea Gotta keep the stuff real Hold it close And don’t give up No matter how much they say you suck What you waiting for We’ve got time (verse 1) Have you had a dream That you would like to keep But everyone keeps pushing you down And you feel like staying on the ground You don't have the strength to push yourself up But you know that you can't give up You just have to drown all the others out Otherwise you will listen when they scream and shout That you are not great And that your dream is a shame But remember this Don’t fade (verse 2) I can dream up fantasies But i don’t want to live a life of stories I could not try But how about my life I could get things handed to me But then there would be no value to my story So if you have a goal or something Don't let yourself be treated like a king You need to work towards your goals Remember, this is your show So to all of those people working today Just remember, don't fade (verse 3) (fast) You gotta start working today Otherwise you will never get the fame I want to see every single person Yout there chasing their goals and working I mean if you never start You will end up in walmart You will be chased by that remorse And you will feel like a corpse So don't be pushed around Don't get on the ground Push yourself to the top Don't look back and never stop Keep chasing your dreams And literally by all means Somethings may feel like smoke Things will disappear, but you’ll never know You just have to keep your faith That one day everyone will know your name (slow) Along the way there will be blisters and nails And you’ll feel like you are moving as slow as a snail You will have to drown those out Who like to talk you down. So go out there and be lawyers Be professors, carpenters, police, or … just be a tom sawyer (moderate) Don't worry about what the others say when they taunt Dont worry what they say, do what you want There's a lesson of life that is taught to you But it is something you have to live life for it to be handed to you Your story may end up bad The long road could be sad But you need to listen to what i’m sayin Or you won't push off that plane There is a fight every day And one person walks out with shame But you have to listen to your heart Where is it sayin you need to start And what about the end will you restart and work again But remember no matter what they say Through all of their hate Go out there and show them You can be greater than any of them Give them a good surprize Tell them this is what i'm doing with my life Show them what you made of yourself That you not dusting some shelves Tell them, so where's my shame Yea, and you could eventually be walking in shame (verse 4) (fast) Trust me when you live life You don't want to restart and do it twice You would have to be insane You would never be the same And if you never even try You would be just another guy You would hate your job Everything would be smoke or fog Ou would never know it That success you'd never hit Trust me i've been there When i feel like pulling out my hair Id look back at my life And by like shy even try So for your sake Go out and be great Go be a pilot Get a plane, just fly it Go out there and build a road Do what you want, you know Rock your world, and shake it Let your wings unfurl, don't be afraid if You start moving towards the ground Keep pushing those wings to bring your crown I mean look at me I flew out past the sea

May I please use this beat for non-profit purposes? I just need one to play to my friends to get their opinions whether or not I suck at rapping. Will that be okay? Or do I have to purchase a lisence? I'll credit you with links and everything. I just really love this beat. Please? Thanks.

I don't have words to describe my Fellings sitting in rain with this beat like I am in other world

Damn bro this is fire.

Put this in a last stand struggle to the end, like Reach's ending, except badass

Starts at 0:22 Man why does the world have to be like this? Like throw it in the trash so so did why does the world have to be so sad? The world doesnt have to be so so bad we all have to work together to make the world better, a safer place for all of to stay forever to make us not feel so thin like leather to make us feel free, light as a feather to make everyone, everything true equality, let god see a better world see a better quality dont wanna see any body get turnt, against each other Dont judge people by their race, dont judge people by their case. Dont leave people out the group, be nice, let em join too! Sad about somthing that brings you down nuh uh! Turn that frown upside down Why did you have to go so soon? To say goodbye, i didnt get to! I love you i miss you we'll always be apart, but somthing i know youll always be in my heart One day ill join you up high in the sky i promise ill love you till the day i die We have to try and make this world better we wont feel empty, free like a feather so we can open our feelings out to the world open up like a clam with a pearl we have to fight all of the badness we won't be stopped by all of the sadness were go in on moving on like in singin this song No more too little no more too weak do it like your going to reach the mountain peak (Reply and finish the rest i made this song when i was nine so pls dont hate❤)

F A N T A S T I C ❤️

Amazing job ! 💯💯💯

You can’t sell another one of this? Because I neeeeeed this beat 😭

LOURD

I love this one alot the beat is so fire I made so many raps with this one.

1 Year ago today and this shit is still amazing.

(Second 22) Everyday I’m waking up With all the pain I feel I want that happiness that you have steal Knowing I can’t save you Reminds me what I’ve been through All the things you did to me with me wishing they ain’t true I can’t help but showin‘ my fake face for y’all Everytime standing up hoping I don’t fall A 15 year old girl shouldn’t suffer from depression neither from anxiety neither from regression I‘m trapped in my thoughts and I can’t get out I just want to be heard and scream it out loud Looking at her face makes me want to cry If you want my trust back you really have to try I gave you my back and all you did was stab You didn’t do it once you did it with all you had You know I would do everything for you Everything I do is for making you happy for making you feel better even though I feel crappy I trusted and believed you like no one ever did I am your sister do you think I watch and sit? Watch and sit while you are crying? I‘m trying to be there for you Even though you fucking hurt me I am your sister I would never hate you How can you think that after all we’ve been through? You know I would do everything for our family But it isn’t all good again after one apology It’s something that I wrote a few months ago for my sister. She did something really horrible to me what I don’t want to share.

This is a something for my friend r.i.p cem I once had a friend called cem I just wanna be with him once again If it wasn't for that liar Who set up that fire Cem would be alive He would survive God please let me be with him again All I have left is this pen God your a pencil and you drew the world Cem your a highlighter and you brightened up the world But now your gone the rain comes out It makes me wanna scream and shout The world is grey I will will always pray For the one the only best friend cem R.I.P cem

BEST BEAT EVER 💥!!

Absolutely a beautiful song =D

Im that crack in your voices when its saddened, the void between the atoms... Im simply magic, the blackness and joy when all you needs compassion... If you need a savage then im ripping beats and let em have it... Clashing, cause in the end the damage has been as bad as lethal addict...

que hermoso 😌

Goosebumps ❤️

Listened to this beat a year ago and it made me want to start writing music! Would love to show what I was able to come up with this beat! Amazing work!!!

My mind is a Sanctuary safe place, like a warming station in the middle of January , it brings peace and lifts those heavy weights I carry. Things can get intense and scary, it can come close to wire and the situation can get hairy, also being interrupted during my flow by a queen bigger than the cow that loves this dairy, I'm alone in my head, and the balance between insane and sanity is vanity and valued below value.

nice job dude !

Sick sick sick sick beat ❤

THIS IS SO GOOD I MAKE MY SONG WHIT THIS INSTRUMENTAL

What's The Point What's the point? What's the point? Of the memories, Of the treacheries. What's the point? What's the point? To wanna be my enemy. What's the point? What's the point? To wanna see the end of me? These voices in my brain, Keep steady laughing at my pain. They got ME wanting to go INSANE, Move out of MY lane, But to stay focused IS my MAIN, Goal, Since my childhood was stole-N, So I pick up this pen, To Write MY book and leave it open. For EVERYONE to see, The REAL ME. And maybe. Take a walk in MY shoes. Pick up on the clues. Pick up on the cues. That my heart IS just ONE big BRUISE. Due to the ABUSE. But I REFUSE, To LOSE, Myself! So.... What's the point? What's the point? Of the memories, Of the treacheries. What's the point? What's the point? To wanna be my enemy. What's the point? What's the point? To wanna see the end of me?

i think this is the best. right now i do it for the rest. using my skill before i meet my end. i think this is going to be a trend.

Amazing melody 😍

Amazing!

Yeah, I was cuffed up in myself, all by myself not letting things go Not letting my life role on without a single thought of what is going on yeah and people tell me that they miss the old me, the better man that I used to be so how much longer can I ride in a straight line without falling to my knees yeah how much longer can I live with the pain inside of me why I am the one that’s hurt so easily when I gave it all to the people that needed it but when it came to me I just didn’t see that shit so now you wondering why I’m by myself, alone damn I’m feeling so cold alone and now I’m just living with a thought of hope that everything will go in the right tone I’m living with my pride and that’s just because I’ve lost my mind to the things that have just happened to me and to the thoughts that still haunt my mind, they come up like nightmares in my dreams, it seems I’m just falling beneath my knees and when I get the thought that you’ve left my side i drop down on my knees letting those tears flow down my cheeks so, I’m getting my game on, I’m getting my head up, I’m standing up straight to see there’s no hope for me, like there’s no one to rely on, no shoulder to count no person to call my true best friend because they lying so easily straight to my face, damn why can’t this stop, damn why can’t I live a straight a life yet so me and her stop speaking for a day, so you must be thinking damn it’s just one day but the bond between us is beyond anything you have seen much well its true yeah and the support she will give you it’s unreal don’t you see she’s the real deal here but the problem is I’m falling for her damn man , what I gotta do please give me advice im talking to you yeah her boyfriend doesn’t like me its true man, I’m not looking to steal his girl its true damn but I want the best for her, so I can see that smile more often from her, fuck sake I barely even see her , I’m limited to doing anything with her, we barely even talk now that he’s with her , it’s a shame one day I just won’t see her she said how easily I can leave her , she was wrong , it wasn’t easy for me either to cope with this information that I gave her , but I cant have a thought of her being unhappy as it drives me mad and crazy you see it aint really up too me , and the thought of everything makes me confused so which way do I fucking move yeah I gotta move my own way and live my life , with the pain in side of me With someone besides me or nah, don’t worry I’ll be fine , I’m doing this to make you happy so I don’t ruin your life Like I have to the other people that came into my world yeah So I guess this is the end to my story, I hope you livin a life you desire yeah I hope you are happy with your man , I hope hes making you truly happy yeah Well I will be chasing those dreams tonight and forever I hope to see you one day , I hope to see you on my journey maybe one day the my dreams will come true for both of us

난 두려워 이세상이 그꿈을 위해 달렷지만 지금은 아니야 내앞에서 사람이 죽는걸 봤으니 난 항상 울고 후회해 내가 왜 지켜주지 못했을까 제발 그 죄책감때문에 살았던나 너자신이 변해야 사람들이 보는 관점이 틀려져 너는항상 질주를좋아했어 이 질주는 언잰간 끝나겟지 질주할시간은 아직만아 니가 두려워하던걸 깨부셔야돼 넌 이길수있으니 몇번넘어저도 다시일어나 그의 행방을 찾을수없어 그는 어딜로 사라졋을까 그는 지켜보는건가 내뒤에서 가끔씩 뭔가가 느껴저 그 느낌은 마치 내가 죽은사람처럼 지켜보는 영혼들 그는 어디있는건가 너무 미안해서 난 어쩔수없이 도망쳣어 run 시간이 지나니까 많이 후회 돼 모든게 미안하니까 날 바라보지마 그 무서운 사람은 이세상에 많으니까

This is way too sick. Good one man!

Beautiful Pic and Wonderful music 🎃🔥❤️

Hey yah this Gabe just finna show what's on my mind I thank pray to God my soul to take I failed again my mistake how much more pain for I go insane I I feel hanged no one to go to I feel insane it makes me vibrate which high can heal this mistake while the rich eat steaks we have to double pay I just feel pain Lord God take it away please it away for my sake you Mercy is sweeter than a cheesecake sinning that was my mistake save me by the end of the day I just need a little more grace and to move at a steady pace and I'll be with you one day why do people hate why can't we just change for the world's sake

tell your soul its now or never take it and seize it forever go back to the start find that person who will be your beginning your end and your heart never let go just so you know I feel what your saying and I'm prayin' you find your peace your little piece of happiness that what makes you smile gives you the energy to run a mile a minute there's nothing in it just love floating over all like a beautiful dove give you a little shove let you know I'm here never fear I won't leave please believe Your everything I need Without you I can't breathe Roll up my sleeve show the scars that made me let you know you saved me I was cold, alone in the rain daily pain kept me weepin' you by my side I'm finally sleepin' your my end my start you're my heart. Just knowing I have you to hold makes the world seem less cold Standing together forever standing tall never gonna fall like a strong foundation new found sensation, obligation I'll scream to the world and from every station to every nation on earth from birth I knew I would find you All this time I could see how sublime you are to me I feel so elevated, motivated to push you give my heart such a rush With you by myside I feel I could crush a mountain my love for you is like an endless fountain I'll never stop shoutin' how much i love you you make me whole and for that I'm thankful But lifes so subliminal, I don't know whats next but I'm gonna tell you everyday your the best Unique in everyway unlike the rest your beauty is unlike anything I've ever seen it's almost obscene Your unbelievable, sensible, unqeustionable quinticential to all thats good you came from a rough neihbourhood yet you still stood tall unwilling to fall Stuck a middle finger up to though's that would hurt you You said fuck the curfew my life has no limits You elicit strength If people where 1 tengh of what you are this world would better of by far like a distant star you shine so brightly hold on to what you love so tightly Intensely you look in my eyes looking at all the lows and the highs the skies the limit come see it

i love this beat! im writing on it!

Wow 😍😍 this now my favorite song 😁😁

I did my best, please don't show any hate on this. Goodbye, goodnight, hope to see you again Never thought those words would have to be said You told me once "I'll never leave your side" Never knew all of that was one big lie You're eyes were closed for a long while now Didn't see what happened on this fair ground I grew up, I changed, just for you dear Dad But you're sittin in the hospital Not giving a damn You had a choice Stay with me or live in peace Of course, easy decision For you, but you're forgiven Because regardless of whatever it is I still freaking love you and miss you're sweet kiss Stopped visiting and thought you're fine Never knew you actually crossed the deadline Is this gonna define who I really am A mad girl because she lost her dad and Doesn't give a damn About anything now You cried "I love you" More than ten times Then why just freaking go And leave this world behind No more memories of us freaking smiling Just me beside a hospital bed crying Goodbye, goodnight, hope to see you again. Never had the time for that to be said You told me once "I'll never leave you're side" Is every word you said to me like "I love you" a lie. Wanna smell, touch, feel you For one last time But you're already gone With no warning or sign You left me speechless Sleepless, needless of your sweetness NEVERMORE Wanna end this damn war Don't wanna feel these feelings anymore Had enough, I had you, we had us Thought life was really better than this.

Is this The End for me ever since i had lost u in my Life what will i be or do without u in it it's like i needed you to keep me goin when i had Fallen why did u Leave so Dam Early u were only 40 now that u Gone its neen 5 years i adapted to life without u Gee thanks for leavin me thanks for givin up when Life Gotten hard what was the deal for u to end ur Life for what i swear i am pissed cuz u. Left i thought we were buds where u can tell me anythin but i guess since u took ur life

Good instrumental.

Yooo🎧💚🎧💚🎧🎼🎹🎵🎶 ya ya ya love this

Trying hard to find peace within myself surrounded by failures and emptiness I wish to feel Pain just for the last time and dissapear into the void maybe we are all born to suffer in one way or the other to fight and come out of it is a different story. Everybody has a different story with Same problems with the same pain it's how one deals with it keeping our chins high. Trying to find answers in an oblivion of thoughts maybe I am going insane I wish only to be accepted among my people and loved back but am scared of this darkness that I show only to me everyone has their side which we show only to us and mine is sadness holding on to the past is never easy it's like speed bumps in my life but the feels and chills it gives is like a drug I want this phase of my life to quickly pass and be happy for once. my only hope is in Christ I pray that he saves me from this mess I created in the end we all come back to him no matter what.the thing is life itself is a mystery everything is a piece of puzzles fitting to the right place is the key.. Thank you for this beautiful track(: Love you everyone

I’m here from Lilypichu doing her own rap to this. Anyone else?

Wow so invincible

this is amazing 💗💗💗💗💗 trust me

I spend a lot time thinkin, thinkin bout you I notice every single thing everything that you do And I want things to be be like before When we were good friends and we used to talk more Just like in year 7 you were such a good friend It’s just really really sad that our friendship had to end Cuz I miss you J I miss you a lot But you don’t care about me I guess that’s my fault I guess i was annoying I guess you were right But I just wanna be ur friend I hope that’s alright But if it’s not I totally get it But I hope u know that I’ll always regret it But I won’t I won’t I will never forget You And I hope I hope you will never forget me Cuz I miss you J I miss you a lot And if you don’t miss me I guess that my fault