Bravo, courageous warrior! I came across one of your videos a couple years ago before my surgery. The fact that you're raw, real and unfiltered is what I connected with. I like to think I'm very expressive and an open book, but there were some things that I felt were just too unbelievable in my life, that I needed to hear it from another person. So, thank you for your courage, your strength, your hope. 💕I've recently found myself in a lower place as well. Dealing with the emotions, the exhaustion, the physical pain. On top of it, my husband and I have been married 13 yrs and I just turned 35. I feel like each time my "monster" shows up, it slaps me in my face and slices me in my gut to remind me that, yet again, I am not pregnant and who knows if I will ever be. Only to go to work 6 inches full of Endo bloat with everyone asking me if I AM pregnant 😠I'm interested to hear about the diet... I've been dealing with nausea too...and constipation. I mean, I just.don't.feel.well. I've been breaking out bad, and gaining weight even though I barely eat because I'm always feeling sick. I know there's really no flow nor structure to this post, but that's kinda how my thoughts and emotions have been lately. On top of the Stage IV Endo, I have type 2 diabetes, Lupus, Hypoactive thyroid, IBS and arthritis. I just found out about the Lupus. So, idk how to feel about it yet except curious and irritated with yet another thing wrong with me. I know my husband didn't think he was getting a patient for a wife. Don't get me wrong, he's the most amazing support. We've been together since I was 17. So, he's seen me through it all. But, I always have that guilty, ashamed and insecure feeling inside.In addition to my physical and emotional struggles, there's the whole work thing. I'm trying to thrive and grow in my career, but some days I can't even stand up in a meeting because I'm afraid clots are going to run down my leg. (they've already gone up my back during a meeting). Sometimes the pain gets so intense that I throw up or even pass out. So, how reliable or promising do I look as a candidate for the next promotion?And like you, despite my rants and my moments, I just want to reach someone and bring them comfort, hope, a laugh or just awareness. If I didn't have my faith, I know i wouldn't be able to make it through. But, one can't help but to wonder when the storm will ever be over. Everytime I think it's clearing up, a new dark cloud rolls on in. So, I know how you're feeling...I know you're strong. It's ok to have a moment. The brave thing is you're expressing your emotions and using your videos as an outlet. I'm sure it's therapeutic. It is for me just watching them...even writing this.Sending lots of positive vibes, prayers and comfort your way! ~JaccieInstagram: Jaccs808

You're such an inspiration to us Endo sufferers, we love you so so much 😘😘😘. You've helped so many people including myself, and mine has come back too. I'm going in the depo shot for 3 months and if that doesn't work I'll have the surgery again

Thank you my endosisters I rarely get all about"bad days" as they are constant....I cried with you.... I keep telling myself that all these dreams I have will be accomplished .... but endometriosis is a life taker.... how can this be fair..... I love all my endosisters .... Thank you for being so brave

You need a friend ( I am here for you. ) I will put a prayer in for you.

Oh ya, forgot to add Adenomyosis to my list of doom 😣