My Full Miscarriage Story At 12 Weeks Pregnant

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4 жыл бұрын

This is one of a few more videos I will be uploading here about my fibroids, endometriosis, pregnancy and miscarriage. If you're an OG subscriber, just hang tight because I will get back to posting "normal" content very soon. I really want to use this platform right now to help women who are going through this.
When I first found out that we had lost our baby, I came straight home to KZfaq to try and get insight and information from other women who had also faced this devastating reality. This platform gave me more valuable information than my doctor did. With that being said, I am not a doctor so please do not rely on my experience as medical advice. Every woman's journey is unique and needs to be accompanied with the guidance of a medical professional. Please talk to your doctor before taking any medications or before doing anything during your medical miscarriage.
If you just lost your child, my heart aches for you. I can't offer much that will make you feel better, but I can tell you that it IS possible to feel better one day. You just have to put one foot in front of the other.
Please let me know in the comments if you have any questions. I may not be able to get to all of them, but I will try to answer as many as I can.
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@ErinRobinson 4 жыл бұрын

I am thinking about doing a deep dive into Fibroids & Endometriosis (with questions about fertility as well) with my fibroids doctor for a video here on my channel. If you have any questions that you would like to get answered from an expert, please let me know here in the comments. If it's too sensitive to publicly ask, go to my Instagram and I have put up a question box and will 100% keep your identity private. I love you all so much. I've read every comment and have wanted to respond to each of them but just know it's hard for me to really emotionally come up with responses right now. Every single one of them have touched my heart. I've never felt more loved and supported by "strangers" in my life. Hopefully, videos like this can be helpful to other women going through this.

@brieannatennant2234 4 жыл бұрын

Is it possible to do a video about the after. Like physical and emotional wise if your up to it. I’ve had three miscarriages (thankful that it passed by itself) but afterwords I felt awful cramps for like a week or two. I didn’t havnt a lot of bleeding after and emotionally my doctor said I had the equivalent of post partum. But I know you mentioned having to wear diapers for awhile and if you could explain that I think thatd be super helpful. And just like everything that comes after it. But I truly(and I think I can speak for everyone when I say. This) we don’t want you to talk about anything that is going to make your mental health worse. Just know we all love you and we are all here for you and we truly love you more than you will ever know 🥰

@bdemp001 4 жыл бұрын

Can you please ask about multiple miscarriage and it’s relation to PCOS? I’ve had 4 miscarriages. This last one the hardest at about 11weeks this past May & I have PCOS. I just want to know what to ask at my doctor and if I should even keep trying at this point. I can’t hurt my heart anymore.

@nadiashami7468 4 жыл бұрын

Please do! Sending you love.

@emilymaynard3419 4 жыл бұрын

I’m very sorry for your loss and your suffering/pain and I hope you are physically feeling better I know that you will never be able to forget about this experience but I also hope you can emotionally heal

@Manssiie 4 жыл бұрын

Could you talk about PCOS too?

@shiek64 4 жыл бұрын

Two things I have to say: Whomever disliked this video; shame on you! This is a terrible topic to have to talk about, and Erin did such a wonderful job at being frank and open about her experience. Erin, you're amazing. I've been watching you for years now, so much so that I feel like we're friends. I am grieving with you and for you. I can't imagine how you are feeling, but you are so strong and brave to talk about this and try to help other women going through this. Much love to you and Matt.

@minenoturs4271 4 жыл бұрын

SAME

@michelleroop1892 4 жыл бұрын

Yes, Erin I'm so sorry for your loss and thank you for sharing this with us I couldn't imagine how difficult this was for you to talk about but hopefully it will help other women that are going through this

@michelleroop1892 4 жыл бұрын

Yes Jean Gosset, some people are just haters if you don't like a video just keep scrolling until you find a video that you want to watch instead of disliking someone else's video, I have been a fan of Erin's for a very long time and I will forever be a fan of hers

@melissawest2971 4 жыл бұрын

Sometimes I think some of the dislikes are because they disliked that she went through this and don’t realize what the dislike button is actually for. Also you will have those trolls who dislike videos to be rude.

@Bixbystray 4 жыл бұрын

bots are a thing too :)

@jacquelinegranados3166 4 жыл бұрын

Who ever disliked this was crying and clicked the wrong button

@freyas2338 4 жыл бұрын

I think your joking but I did that on the last video( I obviously realised and liked after)

@brittneylyntalks 4 жыл бұрын

You are doing a major service to all women who will go through this. I’m so sorry for your loss again.

@ffic4life 4 жыл бұрын

I now finally understand why they say going through a miscarriage is one of the worst experiences a woman can go through. Why don’t we ever talk about this stuff? You’re so brave getting on here and telling this story for other women to hear and relate to. I’ve never personally experienced it, but if I ever do at least I’m more prepared of what can happen. Thank yiu

@peachxtaehyung 4 жыл бұрын

Even if you dont have this experience and the pain portion is "easy" the grief you go through loosing your child is horrible no matter how far along you are!

@ffic4life 4 жыл бұрын

Miranda Stephens absolutely. We should discuss this more in mainstream. I can’t even fathom the emotional pain that you feel. As a woman, my heart bleeds for them

@laulutar 4 жыл бұрын

@@peachxtaehyung also the shame that tries to creep into your internal monologue after you lose a pregnancy... "It's the most natural thing in the world, and you can't even do this right" or "If only I'd been more careful/a better potential parent/a better human, I could have done this and not cause this grief for my spouse/my friends/our families", just as a few examples. And I had an easier experience of it than Erin, as I was 10 weeks along, and had found out that the foetus had never developed properly, so the whole pregnancy had been doomed from soon after conception and nothing I did/didn't do could have affected that outcome.

@alyseandrews1066 4 жыл бұрын

Yes! We need to foster more conversations on women's health issues! Too many of us are completely caught off guard by circumstances we were never informed could happen

@Fnukysknuk 4 жыл бұрын

@@peachxtaehyung for me, the pain/ discomfort was worse than losing a pregnancy, but maybe it's because I didn't know until "it" happened. I'd be lying if I said it didn't bother me still.

@7KatieBear11 4 жыл бұрын

I have an additional tip I’d like to mention just as a medical person who has heard too many stories about water toxicity. Since you’re losing a lot of blood and trying to drink a lot of water, try to also drink little sips of something like Gatorade or Powerade. If you get the original kinds, you’ll get some electrolytes to help your body take in water and you’ll get some sugars to give you energy. Little sips or watering it down a bit helps make it easier to drink and will take away a little bit of the danger that could come with losing blood and tissues. My heart goes out to you, Erin, and all the women who have to go through this.

@alyssaburns3241 4 жыл бұрын

I'm sick to my stomach for the pain that you went through. It's been 4.5 years since my ectopic pregnancy and this was the first Mother's Day that I wasn't bitter about not being a mom yet. I will continue praying for you and Matt. Thank you for educating and preparing other women for this process.

@TJSPARKLE 4 жыл бұрын

Haven't even watched it yet but just want to say I'm so sorry babe after everything you have gone through with your gynaecological problems your a beautiful strong woman with a wonderful husband and you will get through this and past this xxx

@karinac4555 4 жыл бұрын

Sending lots of love to you n every other woman who’s gone thru this experience ❤️

@meaghanmcarthy7850 4 жыл бұрын

I would love if Mama Dr. Jones could do a react video on this so we can get more questions answered. Thank you for uploading this video! I’m so sorry you went through this, your courage in posting this is amazing.

@sarahbourne1872 4 жыл бұрын

She just uploaded a video about miscarriages, very informative. She doesn't mention Erin though, she does mention how every woman's situation is different and experiences vary dramatically.

@jeaninebv7872 4 жыл бұрын

I'll have to go through this tonight. We went to the doctor today after hearing last week that are baby had no heartbeat anymore. Our baby is dead for almost 4 weeks now, but my body wont let go. So because of that, I'll have to take cycotec tonight. I've so much mixed feeling about this, but I've no choice because I don't wanna have D&C. I really appreciate your honest story about using this medicine because there's so little information about it. Thanks a lot! Sending love from the Netherlands.

@ErinRobinson 4 жыл бұрын

Sending love your way. Make sure you have pads, diapers, and a heating pad handy. Know that you will get through it.

@jessicadenson2117 4 жыл бұрын

Praying for you ❤️

@77devon 4 жыл бұрын

Heel veel sterkte

@BeccaReevesXX 4 жыл бұрын

Sending love and prayers ❤🙏❤

@jeaninebv7872 4 жыл бұрын

@@ErinRobinson I've got everything, didn't even know that diapers voor adults exist...;) Thanks you!!

@Deadxfox 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss. This is the scariest thing ever to go through.

@tanyadaniels7910 4 жыл бұрын

I also went trough this process in 2007 and had nobody to help me. i was given a vit b tablet and aspirin for the pain. My situation was a bit different then yours but it ended the same. I never thought one person's body can take thar amount of pain and discomfort and then at the same time you have to make peace with the thought that a womans body is made to carry a child and how your body is fighting so hard and it is so uncomfortable. In 2013 i had become a mother to a beautiful daughter and my 47 hours of labour and no pain meds mentally as bad as what i had to go trough. I pray for you and your husband and hope that you have a lot of support. Lots of love from South Africa 🇿🇦💐

@ExiledExia 4 жыл бұрын

Very brave of you to share this

@Haazziee 4 жыл бұрын

I love you. You’re such a STRONG WOMAN. ... Jesus. I’m so incredibly sorry.

@neilvarma 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss 😢😢💔

@sdiponioXx 4 жыл бұрын

I’ve been through the exact same thing Erin, I took the medication at 10am and was in absolutely AGONY until 9pm the same day! Utter stabbing pains, clots and clots of blood coming out of me, I genuinely thought I needed an ambulance at one point. I was weak and shaky and faint, lying on the bathroom floor feeling too weak to move. It was a horrendous experience 😔 I pray to god that I never have to go through that again

@annar220 4 жыл бұрын

I hope you had lots of support❤

@Hollypenopepper 2 жыл бұрын

I had the exact same experience; I even blacked out at one point. It was terrible. Hands down the most painful thing I've ever gone through. 😑

@siphokazimbandlwa8342 Жыл бұрын

I had a similar experience. I had the worst pain I’ve ever felt in my whole life, I couldn’t do anything (couldn’t sit down properly, walk around or sleep) luckily in my case this happened 4 hours into my first dose. Sitting in a hot bath relieved a pain a bit but it was still very bad. The pain only got better after gestational sac came out which by the way is very traumatic

@lilyhasker4764 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss and all that you had to go through, I can't imagine how terrible that would be but thank you for coming out and sharing your story, I'm sure it has helped a lot of women feel less alone. I'm sending you and Matt so much love and prayers. xx

@heynikiheynikii 4 жыл бұрын

So proud of you Erin for sharing your story. You're whole community loves and supports you through your journey. If you even need a break take it.

@chapis832010 4 жыл бұрын

Erin and Matt: I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you. May every day becomes just a tiny better for you guys. Hugs. Thank You for sharing.

@carlikrell1482 4 жыл бұрын

Erin your strength radiates just as much as your beauty does. You are loved so much.

@11jucee 4 жыл бұрын

I had a good cry seeing this - I lost one at 14 weeks and went through it alone at home - confused and scared - my heart went out to you, I felt your pain - my experience didn’t end there and I possibly have never felt so alone in my life as I did when this was happening - thank you for sharing your experience and that Matt was there for you 💜💜💜

@kayleejacobi7635 4 жыл бұрын

i’m so proud of you for sharing your story💞💞love you

@amandageer6767 4 жыл бұрын

First: Erin i want to say that you are just an amazingly strong person. You and Matt have suffered a lot with this, and the fact that you are being so open about this only makes me respect you more and more. At the beginning of my pregnancy i had what they called a "threatened miscarriage" with my twins. That was scary and heartbreaking on it's own. Not knowing what was happening until I saw them on the screen killed me. I cannot imagine the pain you have been feeling. Tonight I will hold my little ones a little tighter and cherish them more. And pray that you both get the miracle you two so rightly deserve. Don't ever give up, as hard as that may be. You are strong and courageous. I hope to one day be as strong as you are in the face of something so devastating. We all love you here! Again. My heart goes out to you both. Stay strong

@Jalmeida101891 4 жыл бұрын

It is amazing how you took something so heartbreaking and rather than just moving on from it, that you are being so brave and sharing this with other people! Representation matters!!! And the amount of human you are helping feel way more comfortable about sharing their on pain so they can cope with it, is just amazing ❤️♥️👑❤️♥️👑

@taylorlynds6591 4 жыл бұрын

I went through the exact same thing in March. The worst thing I’ve ever gone through. I ended up having an emergency D&C. Keeping you in my prayers as you mentally heal from this. 💕

@chemistryflavored 4 жыл бұрын

I have no intention to have children of my own but my husband dealt with his own infertility and he did a lot of reading online and watching of videos. He found it comforting to know he wasn’t alone and also helpful to know options for us and so I have to thank you for being brave and posting your health struggles. I know I posted on your other video how sorry I was for your loss and also how brave you are for sharing. Sending prayers and love to your family.

@lucyjones1649 4 жыл бұрын

I've been in your position and you're doing a wonderful job of explaining it. My doctor told me at the time that the pain can be worse than labour as there is nothing substantial for you body to push against. 2 children later and I can say this is so true especially emotionally, labour has a goal, the pain is for a purpose and completely forgotten once you hold your child, a miscarriage is pain for nothing and it is soul destroying. Erin you are amazing to talk about this, and it will help so many people.

@madebynat 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story! People going through hard experiences need to know they’re not alone and you’re so wonderful for helping women through this 💕

@GuerraCat 4 жыл бұрын

We love and support you.

@meljstephan 4 жыл бұрын

I shared this video with a friend who experienced a late miscarriage and she said she was just crying from the relief of hearing a shared experience that wasn't sugar coated or censored. She didn't want to put her name out, but I think she'd definitely send thanks to you for being so open. Feeling alone on top of the trauma of losing a baby makes it so much harder. But you are never alone and there is love and support and empathy to be found. Praying for anybody experiencing this. ❤❤❤

@Spotski_ 4 жыл бұрын

Sending both you and Matt love 💕 don’t rush back into “normal” content if you are not ready we’ll be waiting. Love you

@annabanana9961 4 жыл бұрын

You are one of the strongest people that I have seen on this platform. You will get through this! I’m so sorry for your loss.

@laulutar 4 жыл бұрын

I had to take Cytotec in February (to assist my body in completing the miscarriage that had started naturally) so I can really relate to your experience and commiserate with you. I flinched extra hard in compassion when you mentioned the bit of tissue being stuck in your cervix, because that really, really hurts. I was lucky that a) this happened before the pandemic hit my area so I was being treated in a local hospital clinic and b) they were able to give me an injection of pain meds to get me over the worst of it. As someone who went through an easier version of a similar experience, my heart aches for you and your much more traumatic experience ❤️

@angelicacontreras7073 4 жыл бұрын

sending you both lots and lots prayers and positive energy!

@ashleydavidson9161 4 жыл бұрын

You are so strong Erin! Thank you for using your platform to reach out to other people who are going through this!

@ultravioletskye 4 жыл бұрын

I love you Erin. I'm truly sorry. I've been there and its horrific. Thank you for stepping up and spreading awareness. Right now you are a hero to all those suffering with loss, for letting them know they aren't alone.

@mackenziewiegers7519 4 жыл бұрын

Erin you did a wonderful job. I admire you so much for making this video for any other MOMS going throug the same experience. You, as a MOM had to experience something no one should have to but you are helping others by sharing your story. Much love to you and yours.

@locitaization 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you talking about this. I wish more videos like this were available when I went through this. Seeing you share your experience is making me consider sharing mine to help other people as well.

@WhiteRaven696 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. We’re here for you, Erin. 💜

@NiomieUchiha 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry you went through this Erin. I can't believe the pain you've been though.

@jessicafilip 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so so sorry you went through this. Sharing your experience is incredibly selfless and supportive. Thank you ❤️

@drummssticks 4 жыл бұрын

As a father and a husband who has suffered a loss, i am praying for you and Matt. For the partner out there who didnt carry the child be still feels the loss. Be patient and just be there for her. If you need to clean up after her, or cook for the family. Do it. I know my wife was so grateful to have me to help her through everything while she morned the baby we had lost.

@katrinstephens1562 4 жыл бұрын

I've never watched you before but your 'losing my baby' came up on my recommended page. I shed tears for you and your family and I can't imagine your hurt. Your time will come and I'm rooting for you! Thank you for being open, honest and informative. I truly wish you all the strength and happiness.

@CM3. 4 жыл бұрын

Your transparency in this is absolutely everything, thank you 💜

@katelynmcclain6494 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for being so real and honest about this. I had a very traumatic miscarriage and D&D in April and your video would have been so helpful while I was going through that. I'm so sorry that this happened to you and I'll be praying for you. ❤️

@awesomeandnerdy 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you had to go through this. You’re helping so many women by telling this information

@LaurenWithoutFear 4 жыл бұрын

Thanks for being so honest. I had a similar experience with my 10 week missed miscarriage and it was so traumatic. The part I didn’t expect was how strong I felt afterwards. Like if I can get through this level of emotional and physical pain, I can get through anything. Items I found helpful... the heating pad. So necessary and used for weeks after. I also fluctuated between sweating and super cold so it was nice to have a box fan, plus towels on the bed so I could get under blankets. I think I started the process in leggings and as I continued I was just walking around in a t shirt and my underwear. I felt like animal instincts took over because the level of pain I experienced was so high. I took a sick day but looking back I wish my husband had too, we just had no idea how much I would need his support. Sending lots of love to anyone going through this. Shelly Mettlings Life After Miscarriage podcast and channel helped me recover emotionally as well.

@ramamirthalingam2529 6 ай бұрын

Pls suggest me no heartbeat at 10 week doctr said to abort, which one best tablt or dnn

@Gloria0505dms 4 жыл бұрын

Your strength for sharing this is on another level! You don’t know how many people need to know this info and have no where to turn

@midnightsnack4148 4 жыл бұрын

I just lost my first baby....This past Thursday. I was 10 weeks pregnant. I never knew, in my 28 years of life-such sadness. Sending you lots of strength, light and love. I pray that we can get through this. Please have faith that someday we will know happiness again. And our babies will always be our babies.

@Owlwoods 4 жыл бұрын

I send you and your family a big hug and a lot of love. And you are right, your baby will always be yours and a big part of you. God bless you and gives you more strength.

@sweetbaby83765 4 жыл бұрын

I just lost mine this month at 9.5 weeks. Due date 1/2/20 😓 the winter time will be tough

@chris7534 4 жыл бұрын

Praying for you ❤️

@ramamirthalingam2529 6 ай бұрын

Did u tuk tablet to abort or did dnc can u pls suggest am in 10 week there is no heartbeat, pls help

@emilycanney6024 4 жыл бұрын

I found this video randomly in my feed this morning and just want to say that I am so sorry for everything you had to go through. I can’t imagine how terrifying this must have been for you. I don’t know who you are or anything about you but all I want to do is hug you. You are so incredibly strong and beautiful for sharing your story. You and your family with be in my thoughts and prayers ❤️

@Luthian2112 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for what you went through... but you’re so amazing for doing this video. You’re helping so many women.

@coffeeandquartzcrystals 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry you went through this and I just wanted to comment and say thank you for being brave enough to put this information out there for other women going through it. You are brave and strong and I am sure there are others (unfortunately) who will need this information and be so grateful for it. Best of luck to you in recovering, sending you tons of love and healing energies.

@rosemarie8309 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your experience As someone who suffers from severe endometriosis luckily I've been blessed with my daughter but ive had several miscarriages and it never gets easier and I relate to your story so much mine was so painful and so is the endo love yall so much so sorry you're going through this too much love from this small town iowa lady

@tklassen15 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry for your loss Erin, but thank you for sharing your experience and providing awareness. My first pregnancy in 2017 ended in miscarriage at 6 weeks, and I had no idea what to expect either. I found that the hot packs you can get that wrap around your back were the best, because you could move around with them on. Sending you love and prayers as you continue to recover from this emotionally and mentally.

@libertyjay5580 4 жыл бұрын

I am so very sorry that you went through this. Thank you for being brave enough to share for others.

@titina206 4 жыл бұрын

One of my best friends went through this experience years ago and one of the things she still thanks us (our group of friends) for is that we were there to listen to her when she needed to express her feelings. We didn’t have to tell her anything specifically, just listen to her & be there for her and her husband, because it was a hard time for him as well and sometimes people forgrt that. You’re bery brave for filming that. I’m sure it will help many women out there going through this situation. I wish you and your husband the best. Take care. ♥️

@jasminelawson3067 4 жыл бұрын

I didn't even know this was a possibility. I hope you recognize just how incredible, and brave you are to be sharing your story to help other women. I have a son, and I've fortunately never had a miscarriage, so I'm not going to say I understand what you're going through. I couldn't begin to imagine. But, thank you for being so upfront and honest about your experience. It's going to help so many women. You, and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

@emilyobrien7720 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story I’m so sorry for you loss. You are educating so many people by sharing your story thank you so much I have endless support and respect for you.

@nikkikrishka-lamb7950 4 жыл бұрын

You are a champ! This is literally what my labour felt like. I am so so sorry you had to go through this. I'm am very proud of you for sharing about this. Not enough women talk about things like this and you did amazing! ❤❤❤

@rachelmyers3823 4 жыл бұрын

You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this. I literally cried when you said you had to do another time and then a three time. I can't not imagine the pain and trauma you went through. I had no idea talking that pill was so bad.

@huntermorrisbigy032 4 жыл бұрын

Erin, I can and will never know what it was like to go through this. But you are so brave for coming onto the internet and sharing your experience. Thank you for sharing your story for other women who have gone through this, letting them know they’re not alone, and for the women who hopefully will never have to go through this. I have followed you for so long and I am so proud of you for having the courage to share your story. Lots of Love ❤️❤️

@IonIsFalling7217 4 жыл бұрын

This is so physically horrifying beyond even the horrific emotional pain. I am so sorry. Thank you for telling us your story. This advice will save someone some day. ❤️

@aubreyfindley2912 4 жыл бұрын

I want to say first and foremost, I am so so sorry for your loss. You are so brave to share this and it takes a very strong individual to go through something like this and still come out on the other side. Everything you talked about was very informative and I appreciate you putting the information out there. You are wonderful and I am praying for you and your family to get through this as wholly as you can. I hope you continue to keep your head up and your pain, whether it be just mental or physical goes away as soon as possible. Love you! ❤

@beautyizeasy 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you went through this. Thank you for sharing your story to help other women who may one day go through the same thing. It must have been so terrifying to go into it without having been properly prepared for what to expect. I can’t even imagine. You and your husband are so strong. I wish you the best in your physical and mental recovery from this experience. Don’t be afraid to seek out therapy if you need help healing from the trauma or going through the grieving process. We are here with you to support you. You are in my prayers every day. Love to you and your family during this time and any other person who may be reading this and has gone through a similar experience 💕

@briannamckinney3727 4 жыл бұрын

Thankyou so much for sharing this . I had a miscarriage in February and felt so alone through the whole process and still do . Not many people around me has went through that and didn’t know how to support me . That is definitely the worst thing I’ve ever been through and my heart goes out to you and things do get better every day . ❤️❤️

@mommybee1505 4 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry you went through this. My first pregnancy I had an ectopic and did the medication, worst pain ever, so I can totally understand. My 2nd pregnancy was a missed miscarriage and I opted for the surgery. After this I had a healthy baby girl, and then another miscarriage. 5 years later I had an uncomplicated pregnancy and had another healthy baby girl. You got this! I hope your journey to becoming a mother is as smooth as it can be from this point on.

@mirandalobus3291 4 жыл бұрын

This is so informative. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Endless amounts of women will benefit from this video. Sending you so much love.

@evesunshine4556 4 жыл бұрын

Erin is a absolute angel. She goes through some of the most traumatic things I’ve ever heard of, then goes into very fine detail to educate other people. She sees that other women may not be able find information to match her experience and relives her trauma. I am in aw of you. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart breaks for you.

@laurenh614 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for making this video. There was no information available to me on this when I went through this in 2002. I was literally all alone in my experience at that time. Love and support to you from an OG subscriber who has gone through this.

@pilimtoro677 3 жыл бұрын

I admire you and respect you for willing to share your story on this platform in order to help who knows how many women. I’m really sad you had to go through this and believe me, I cried while hearing you tell your story in this video and the one prior. I don’t have any children yet and haven’t tried to either so I couldn’t possibly imagine the pain and sadness you and your husband are feeling. I have hope things will get better for you and soon.

@lesliegonzalez4175 4 жыл бұрын

We love and support you girl! I truly admire how strong you are in sharing your story.

@baciandbaci 3 жыл бұрын

I really appreciate you sharing this. I’m going through a similar experience right now and reading or watching videos of other women who have experienced this makes me feel less alone.

@juliannedownie7182 4 жыл бұрын

You being a voice for women going through this experience is absolutely astounding. I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and sending nothing but love to both you and Matt. ❤️

@ksam94x 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear about this. You are very brave to upload this video. Thank you for providing super important information for other women xxx

@xixi__gg 4 жыл бұрын

Havent watched yet but I would already like to say thank you for sharing your story, you dont know how many people you impact. You're amazing. Keep going. Thank you again. 🌼🌼💙💙💓💓 Wishing you all the best Erin and Matt.

@GuadalupeRamirez-yi2be 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing Erin. We love you

@TheVampireXlover 4 жыл бұрын

Watching your journey made me feel so much more grateful for my pregnancy. I am going through a struggle with it as my pains are very bad, but no one told me that what you went through could happen as well. No one prepares women enough by talking about the dark side of pregnancy and miscarriage. So thank you for being that education for all of us. Stay strong ❤️

@hannahhargett447 4 жыл бұрын

You are so strong, Erin. You are so inspiring for sharing your story, and letting all of us know that we are not alone in this. You and your husband are in my thoughts and prayers, and I am sending you so much love. 💛

@LittleSunsetGirl 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing these two videos. I went through a very similar experience in February and while I've been through a lot of surgeries and medical procedures in my life, this was worse than most of them. Especially since the emotional part just wrecks you. My pregnancy was a result of IVF and because my health has always been everybody's business growing up, I've chosen to keep it secret from friends and family. I feel this was the right decision for me, but an experience like this comes with such an immense feeling of sorrow and loneliness. So, thank you for talking about this. Your courage and willingness to share has contributed to at least one person's healing (probably many more to come), as I no longer feel so desperately alone in this experience. But I am SO sorry for your loss...heartbreakingly, beyond words kind of sorry 💜

@catelisahill1283 4 жыл бұрын

I am so so sorry that you had to experience this, but want to say thank you for your bravery and honesty. Like you said, people don't talk about this much at all but it is something all women should be aware of just in case. I pray that you and Matt will one day have your rainbow baby. Lots of love xx

@rachaeld2145 2 жыл бұрын

Hi Erin. You've no idea how much this video has helped how I'm feeling right now. My experience with the medication was something similar... And I also wasn't prepared for the traumatising experience that it was. Thank you for sharing, you really are extremely brave for telling your story x

@justinvarnet5461 4 жыл бұрын

Erin, I just wanted to send my deepest condolences, and if and when you are up for trying again I hope you're nothing but success and happiness.

@MerchByLynh 3 жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss and Thank you so much for sharing your stories. It's so comforting to see there's people feel the same way I feel.

@alyseandrews1066 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry you had to experience this! It really sounds just like my labor, and I can't imagine having to go through that under the circumstances of loss. Thank you for making this video to help others navigate their experiences, that is incredibly brave! It is so important to acknowledge the range of possible experiences instead of just the "average" that most of us get told. I was also caught completely off guard from what I was told to expect. Again, I am so so sorry and you are so incredible for turning this into something that can help other women! 💕

@amyallen7072 4 жыл бұрын

Having been through very similar miscarriages 3 times, I send you so much love. Take your time to recover, it is a traumatic experience, be kind to yourself. Seek help if you need it, don’t be afraid to talk about what you have been through. It is important. I now have a fantastic, beautiful, wild 8yr old; don’t give up hope.

@robynellis4063 4 жыл бұрын

you’re amazing thanks so much for sharing your story xxxx hope you’re well💓

@clonianguyen2285 4 жыл бұрын

You are one of the strongest person i've ever known. The fact that you've gone through some of the most traumatizing experiences that a woman or a person could go through with their bodies is heart-breaking but also inspiring at the same time. I love you and i'm here for you, Erin.

@jackietyce 4 жыл бұрын

You are so strong. I had two miscarriages between my two daughters. It's a loss you can't put into words. Thus video will help many. Thank you for your strength to make it

@coffeymaker9 3 жыл бұрын

I just went through this last weekend. My experience wasn’t exactly the same as yours, but it was also awful. Thanks for sharing, it’s nice to hear that I’m not alone from someone who’s actually been through it.

@katarzynakowalska4230 4 жыл бұрын

I am sorry that you had to go through this. Thank you for your bravery to share the story.

@jjensen4819 4 жыл бұрын

Hey, I can't even imagine how hard this is for you, so the fact that you not only found the strength to make this video, but you also gave advice on what to do and expect for women who are going to go though this is phenomenal. I can't even begin to explain my awe for you. You're amazing.

@sharuchandra4874 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing Erin. I can't even begin to imagine what it must feel like to go through all of that and then talk about it. You're so brave and strong. I'm wishing you all the best of luck for all of your future pregnancies. Praying that you never have to go through this, ever again.

@Emma-uu6mb 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry again Erin! Your very brave to talk about your experience. Its a soul destroying experience to go through and i will be sending wee prayers for you. Shame of those that disliked this video! Erin has been a very brave courageous woman, to share this and give others who are going though the same thing a little information and compassion,

@clowheeler 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry. Thank you for sharing this information for future women who will experience the same.

@julialarsen61 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this. No one prepared me for the pain and trauma I was about to experience when going through a similar situation. Women need to know that there can be a range of experiences. You are strong and resilient Erin and again, thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing this so other women can potentially be more prepared for what they might experience.

@gloriadearing 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing this. I cant imagine how hard it must have been and still is to not only have gone through this but also to share this. Just know you are helping the people who need it by sharing this. Whatever you feel..its okay and completely valid and just know we love you and are here for YOU...all the ups and all the downs. You don't have to handle this in any "expected" way...we are here for you.

@FlyingWonderGirl 4 жыл бұрын

Really appreciate the honesty. Before your videos I had no idea that miss miscarrying was even a thing! I’m glad you’re safely through it even though I’m sad you had to.

@Cinnabuns75 4 жыл бұрын

Oh Erin.😢❤️ I’m so so sorry for your profound loss and trauma. Sending you hugs and love.❤️

@2speedykars 4 жыл бұрын

It is absolutely sad that you had to go through such a painful experience. It is something I was completely ignorant of and I thank you for sharing what you want through. The courage you have to share this is incredible. what your video also highlights is how little misscarrigea and their after effects are discussed . I only hope you and your husband are able to recover from this as soon as possible.