I prefer your videos so much more over the livestreams! You having to constantly read the chat has gotten exhausting. Nice to have a break.

Her hair gets thinner and thinner. Speaks to her health. This woman is sadly pretty far gone.

She apologises for everything. Perhaps she should ditch the tech, look inward and apologise to herself and her body and seek the mental therapy that she desperately needs. I feel her social media return is circling the drain, probably for the best.

She’s like a stuck record… She loses her train of thought when she’s busy checking herself out! 🙄

Ughhhhh- the hair pulling, the body checking, the little girl voice are back 😒

Anorexia is a mental illness and so is depression. She has difficulty expressing her feelings and needs therapy.

She needs help. She seriously does. In multiple ways. This is ridiculous

She's snapped right back into her 'normal' behaviour.

L O L you are so funny. “Let’s go to the beach and unfold a lawn chair for seven minutes.” I’m dying.

Omg finally a normal video! Sorry but the lives are terrible to watch. It’s literally you thanking people and talking off subject 75% of the time.

13:27 "I guess... with me, like... so much that I had on here that, you know, was kind of... not really, um, it's different right now, really meant and it means- and you guys are support-... I don't know. But so much of it for so long has meant so much to me." HERE'S MY GUESS ON WHAT SHE WAS TRYING TO SAY! "So much that I had on here" = Gifts (money) from her minor fans and Jeffree Star's attention "It's different right now" = Age-restricted = NO MORE money and Jeffree Star! "Really meant and it means..." "So much of it... has meant so much to me" = At one point, her ENTIRE life was LITERALLY just wake up, TikTok live, and sleep. Of COURSE TikTok means so much to her. The gibberish is just a bonus from the brain fog plaguing her mind. What a way to say everything but nothing at the same time 🙄

“You guys I’m so sorry that I wouldn’t say why I’m sorry, and don’t appreciate you all telling me I was wrong”

Oh yay 🙂 a Jordy video. And not a live. Was starting to feel like all the people you discuss, with all the "thank yous", super chats, redundant comment reading, etc. And were just way too long. Love these so much better, it's ALL Jordy!

WE NEED MORE VIDEOS LIKE THIS I STOPPED WATCHING LIVES SO I'M KINDA LOST AT THIS POINT WITH JEFFREY STUFF.

Hey Jord. I never complain about whatever direction you choose to take with your channel. But I’m sure glad to see community corner.

I've decided that Tiktok gifting is sort of like gambling. That s*** is addictive.

Her mental illness is severe, and I hope she gets the help that she so desperately needs before time runs out.

OH THANK GAWD!!!!!!! A VIDEO, not a 3 hour livestream with 2.5 hours of reading irrelevant super chats!!!! MIRACLES CAN HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🙌

She said I'm much worse without it sounds like something a drug addict would say :(

I'd rather have videos than livestreams. They are too long, and honestly it becomes the thing you're criticizing. You say she just collects awards and stuff, while you do that too.

Jeffree Star reminds me of a Hazbin Hotel cartoon villain. He’s so unserious 😂

I think the DAD is not on board with any of this. Granted, we hear very little about him. My theory, he doesn't pretend any of this is ok. Therefore, he's a part of the problem. If you aren't 100% on board with Eugenia than you're basically against her!

Jokes on her now, since she's age restricted none of the younger groups she was targeting are there to distract her from the real comments, I believe at least.

Thank you Jordy. Missed this format

i'm glad to see a pre-recorded video dude i can't handle the livestreams.

The positivity helps my ED (continue) - the negativity doesn’t help my ED (continue) - she really does live in the upside down

Lets be as real as possible here...she wants a "Make a Wish" life without explaining what she deserves one for! She wants everyones sympathy without saying "why"! She wants her cake and to not eat it too!

if her mom is anything like mine, emotions are illegal in the household. it becomes a household oppressive belief. she oddly seems a lot like I used to be before I realized I was being abused

I have been aware of EC for years. The first video I ever saw of hers was the ALS ice bucket challenge (so that's about 10 years). I've checked in on her intermittently ever since. EC might claim the SD "documentary" was scripted, but she still admitted what her problem was. Prior to that, people speculated maybe she had some other health condition. She had denability.. EC has been skirting around this since the beginning of time. The 2019 doc with SD was the first time she EVER really admitted she had a problem. ...and even then, she would not come out and say it. Her song and dance never changes. 2019 was the only time there was real change. You're right here with us Jordy.

Saying Eating Disorder out loud makes it true. That's why she won't do it. She doesn't say it, means it's not real and everything is fine.

“Let’s go to the beach and unfold a lawn chair for 7 minutes” 😂 I thought it was more like 27 minutes.

Debs close up pro Ed body shots alone speak loud and clean that it’s not some innocent kind thing she’s doing m.

It's so stunning how much her hair has thinned during her month away. Its striking compared to when she was at Jeffreys store... so incrediibly sad.

Blah blah blah, as usual, says a lot without saying anything at all. SORRY NOT SORRY. 🙄 NO accountability, she WILL NEVER tell THE TRUTH. The deflection is stronger than ever. And the body checking while she's talking about NOTHING but HERSELF is just infuriating. 😠 She is Still playing victim. She just makes me SICK. 🤢💀💀💀

I find it weird that anytime she shows an emotion other than happy, she thinks it’s stupid. I wonder if that was a common theme in her household that she couldn’t get her feelings out without upsetting people so she turned to ed….

Jordy, have you seen the comment about live streams? I agree with that poster, and want to mention again that your lives have become "reading superchats, thanking everybody who sends gifts" and I just can't with the gift givings. I made a new post about this so you see we are several who don't enjoy the constant "thankyou thankyou" that bothers us with Ewgie in the first place.

I don't think KZfaq is a viable option for her unless she changes her aesthetic to sweat pants and long sleeve shirts. They are cracking down on any & all eating disorders. They'd probably demonetize or suspend her channel if she wears the skimpy clothes.

I’m gonna say something maybe weird, but bear with me. I’m speaking from experience here. People with anorexia are stunted in a lot of ways, romantically included. It’s hard to truly open yourself up to another person and be vulnerable- especially romantically or sexually. There’s a lot of safety in having a close male best friend who is gay. You get the butterflies, the infatuation, but without any pressure for anything sexual. She’s as in love with someone as she can be, but he won’t ever be that into her.

About your comments on Deb, I recently discovered the term "Anorexia by proxy"... which is essentially Munchausen by proxy but the illness inflicted is anorexia. I'd be super curious to hear your thoughts on that!

I noticed that she actually did not admit that her account was age restricted. I’m sure TikTok told her exactly what is going on and yet she is still acting like she’s confused. “My account is just in a weird place guys! I can’t battle or accept gifts!” Ugh.

Anorexic or not, this woman is self-centered. She really doesn’t care about her followers, it’s all about what she can get out of her channel. She’s only sorry because now that could be in jeopardy. Isn’t that obvious to many of us?

This is the type of content I am here for. Your lives are a hard pass.

i love your videos because i love to hear your direct input and livestreams can get a bit disorganised because of the constant superchats etc. so thank you for making a video ❤❤

She's gonna have no hair on the left side if she keeps tugging on that strand.

She apologizes for feeling things because it genuinely makes her feel awful. To lose control and stop suffering in silence must feel awful. Suffering in private probably feels good to her. That control is a big part of EDs and her personality.

I truly believe a person can’t/won’t change what they can’t/won’t admit to…. I myself have had to learn this, but learn it I did and MY LIFE IS AWESOME NOW!!!

lots of comments saying the live streams suck and I 100 percent agreeee

Jordy she could send her to a luxury clinic they can afford it. Deb has separation anxiety, hence her adult kids still live there. And Dad probably doesn’t help Deb’s problem since he’s rarely there.

Ever felt so tired or hungry that you couldn't think straight? Her brain is starved! Most of the time, she struggles articulating simple ideas. You expect way too much from her. Thinking back, reflecting on and analyzing her own behavior, recognizing her faults and deciding on a plan of action to correct them--these are all complex cognitive processes that, sadly, her brain is probably not capable of at this point.

Her ED is so entrenched ...it dictates her every move.

I can understand why she was age restricted. If you just browse through the notes on this channel you can see she can be very triggering.

Thank you for a video ❤ these are alot easier for me to watch

She doesn’t have to apologize for showing emotions

The entitlement to someone life is crazy. Why would she apologize for being gone from the internet? She is sick. I mean what if she was in the hospital? It ain’t that serious she’s human.

So much face checking

I have noticed that since she has returned she has covered up and she has gotten rid of those ponytails(thank God) She looks better with her hair down.

I did it! I joined! Finally figured it out! I thought she’d address her ED for a hot second. Nope!! You’d think she would want to own her own narrative on her condition.

Thank you for uploading Jordy! I much prefer this to the lives. I stopped watching your lives over a month ago. It seemed that you were becoming the thing that we all came here to laugh about in the first place. I used to really look forward to your uploads. They made my whole day. I don’t mean to be shitty about the livestreams, it just feels like a money grab where nothing gets discussed (except who sent in the most money). Again, just my own personal experience. ❤

Shes all covered up. Looks good. Shes gonna stay the same 4ever...unless she has some cathardic near death expieriance, or something just as powerful. Rock bottom 4 her is death. Its so sad. I also am of the opinion that whoever is around her all the time is involved in how she sees the world, whiich is scary, and she thinks shes always being ATTACKED...when in reality her view is warped because of her poor emaciated self. Her mind cant possibly keep up ..shes emaciated herself to the point where she should be in bed, in patient. The time she will have to spend "recovering" may b the rest of her already shortened life. Ive seen people in this "phase" of the disorder. They become almost 100 percent delusional...thinking they are "beating the odds" like theyre some kind of special superhuman kind of thing. Eiight before they die. I think its the brains way of comforting the person thats ill against the death thats coming up eminently. She never got to live her life, shes only living hher death....maaan its depressing. Love u jordy❤ u r braver than most. 💀😘

She has always been manipulative with joking and mocking her body topics. She started getting mean girl with it and flexing her toxic behaviors.

Jordy, I too do not like the live streams anymore. I can’t spend 2-3 hours a day watching when most of the content is thanking people or responding to people. Someone suggested you do all the super chats at the end. I realize it’s money for you so maybe try that.

viewers have been wishing for a genuine statement from her for years. We are used to her running away from problems and coming back like nothing happened. This won’t be any different. Welcome to the Let Down Party, Jordy 😢

Actually she should apologize for trying to cry for sympathy like a 5 year old at 30 years old

I'm still unclear on why she can't receive gifts or battle -- is that part of being age-restricted, or something else? When she says she can't do those things, she says it's because of the "the state of her account right now," as though there's something going on outside the age restriction. And god, that "right now..." So worried her lawyers will manage to return her account to what it was. Also, I find it fascinating that she's not saying this is due to "false reporting, you guys!" Makes me think TikTok fully laid it out for her.

I by no means feel she was rude by not being on TickTock. She is devastated they finally shut her down. She’s having reevaluate what she’s going to do for videos aside from showing her skeleton body with little clothing. She’s been controlled her whole life and obviously traumatized to the point of not showing her feelings. Mental illness has so many facets to it. You have to feel bad for her. Imagine having every word criticised. She’s definitely sorry she’s shut down and doesn’t see what she did.

In my humble opinion, Eugenia has been able to keep getting her platform back no matter how she behaves, but TikTok is a different beast, and they are not letting her get away with it anymore. Her health has deteriorated so much that I seriously think that in 2024, her body will eventually give up, and it's sad, but nobody's fault but her own.

I just cannot fathom watching my daughter waste away like this.

So many people complaining about pre recorded videos vs livestreams but it’s not Jordy’s fault. Sometimes the same person in the live will send superchats back to back to back slowing up the live causing Jordy to not get to the subject at hand. I agree I do prefer the pre recorded videos but those superchats are not his fault nor is he asking for them. People really only send them to get their comment read and recognized and it can be quite annoying

Jordy, there’s another creator on KZfaq who was struggling with bulimia who switched her content to recovery and stated she lost a good bit of subscribers when she made the switch and stated apparently it’s a well known thing in the community that a large chunk of viewers are there for their own validation and a good bit there just to see you struggle and once you start to get better, they no longer care to support you. So, she theorizes that that is possibly part of why Eugenia wouldn’t want to do that type of content, even if she did decide to get better. What are your thoughts? I think it makes sense especially for someone like Eugenia who seems to care more for the views and money than the type of people who support her or her own health even. Just curious on your opinion!

“Do we listen to it a third time?” sent me 😂😅💀

Eugenia (like many other people) lives by this line from Maynard James Keenan (singer for TOOL) "Consequenses dictate course of action. It doesn't matter whats right - It's only wrong if you get caught...."

Good morning Jordy and community corner!

Her mother engineered her life this way, disabled her mentally, emotionally & ultimately physically. Her mother is uber manipulative & entitled, she is, too. If she wants to blame someone, start with Deb.

Hm, some health problems as well? Her parting is showing that her hair is thining out.

44:20 because of how jeffree pushed gypsy rose to go LIVE the week she got out of prison …I absolutely believe your script of what he said to Eugenia is spot on.

The most Jeffree is going to put into a "friendship" with EC are very non involved actions like a quick comment (such as the "i love you sweet angel" comment on TikTok the other night) or a vapid "how are you" text every now and then. Just enough to keep her continuing to endorse his products, but absolutely nothing genuine or that demonstrates true caring/friendship.

Much prefer this to the live

It's refreshing to have an actual reaction video as opposed to a three hour stream. (Especially the ones where you only cover about five minutes of actual content.) Lately you've come dangerously close to slipping into the same grift that you criticize Eugenia and Jeffree for. I used to watch all of your content, but have considered unsubscribing a few times now. I really hope you take the replies in Observette's comment to heart as constructive criticism. There's a lot of valuable feedback in there. P.S. - Tbh I also think your relationship with your channel members has become weirdly parasocial. It would probably benefit everyone to remind your viewers that they are /not/ your friends.

I don't know too much about her ed but I do know about her narcissism. She will never ever ever acknowledge any wrong doing because not only does she not see her being wrong but she'd feel shame admitting to things. When my ex 'apologized' , it would be vague... "I am sorry for being an asshole." It was never, "I am sorry that I verbally abused you". She will never ever take personal accountability for anything whatsoever!! NEVER!

Thank you Jordy for the video! I love your livestreams, however I’ve missed this type of videos

Bruh LOOK AT HOW TINY HER ARM LOOKS UNDERNEATH THAT BLACK HOODIE 😳😳😳 Another great video Jordy, thanks.

Word salad!!! I’ve never heard someone else say that before. My mother taught me that term and it’s something that narcissists do to try and make you feel like you’re going insane. Talking and talking without saying anything at all…

Still not adressing the problem. This and that and stuff and like

intresting timing indeed...jeferee sends her makeup, she is wearing the makeup in the apology video, and then she uploads the video of her APPLYING jeferees makeup on KZfaq. So, she must have applied jefrees makeup for KZfaq, then did her Tiktok Live (probably channeling jefferees spirit) and then uploaded that makeup tutorial for KZfaq.

She says the negativity isn't helpful...but her supporters praising and complimenting her doesn't seem to make any positive difference either.

I've missed community corner so much!! Happy to see you doing it again

Thank the Jordy gods for a prerecorded video. The intro description of her prior lives would’ve been quite ironic if he had gone live

it-s the passive aggression that does it for me

“Gravely disabled” refers to a person who, due to mental or emotional impairment, is in danger of serious harm because he has failed or is unable to provide for his basic needs such as essential food, clothing, shelter, or safety. The person needs hospital treatment, which is available, but his psychiatric disabilities make him incapable of determining whether to accept it. This is the law in Connecticut she falls into this easily why someone has not sectioned her by now is absurd! She is very ill!!!

How can she apologise for using skeletons as weights “as it may look like she’s mocking ED’s”? It wouldn’t look that way if she were a normal sized person. So her apologising for it would basically be admitting she has an ED… which, to this day, she refutes.

for livestream issue, the superchats/chat relating to conversation could be read during the stream (some funny gems) and most shout outs/birthdays could be read at the end of stream.

I always wonder how much her disease affects her communication and speech skills. This is tragic. 😢

i think ur bottom of the barrel thoughts on Deb are spot on 💯 also, i really respect the way u continue to address that we’re not “haters” just because we care enough to openly disagree with certain aspects of her content &/or her pov 🤗 💕

yes! exactly! i’m worse mentally because of the people who aren’t “nice”

She apologizes for being human.

Perhaps it is just me, but the lack of any sort of empathy towards her response is really disheartening. Look at her, the way she tries to convey her thoughts. We're talking about someone with extremely poor mental health. The people who give her money and subscribe to het are responsible for how they choose to waste their money. She didn't say a word for a month and "she's rude?" She's having a mental crisis. She calls those who disagree with her "mean"? Okay, that's what she does - she's mentally ill, why are you taking it so personally? Eugenia has been this way for years and the fueling the flames just seems like its coming out of pure frustration now than concern. Social media is horrible for her, but if we start discriminating people with mental illnesses like this on the Internet it's going to create a slippery slope of "who's getting knocked off next".

If you turn on closed captions it’ll tell you the words she’s saying…. She legit was trying to say 4-5 things at the same time but wasn’t completing any sentences. Which can be an anxiety issue and/or the effects of the deterioration of her brain tissues as an effect brought on by her level of “Anna” (this thing 👉🦋) 😞🥗You can tell in this one she’s trying to think of how to word her thoughts, which still isn’t seeming to work. She isn’t outwardly mocking anyone (so far… I’m only 20 minutes in). She’s definitely trying to come across less negatively than she’s been. Almost like she’s all of a sudden aware that her mean girl streak didn’t help her keep her account. Bullying is also against TOC. 🚫🧟‍♂️Still have no clue how her buddy Voldemort isn’t restricted as well. (Who is also a bully with an ED btw.) She knows her appearance is a big part, clearly, as she’s been covered up since the restriction. 🏥🔍The last one was a mental break down. She was trying to “formally apologize” and got overwhelmed by the situation and lost her shıt. It wasn’t a feel sorry for be break, you can see it’s inner turmoil breaking through in bursts. (I look just like that when I lose it, including the word salad and constant apologizing.) ☂️I do think her apologizing is a trauma response honestly. I do it too. 🚨🎭 Also, is anyone else aware of her dad’s criminal record and police being at their home? Where kidnapping was “alleged”. I mean, she is locked in there after all. It’s a SCANDAL gurls! (Couldn’t help myself. I blame Luxeria..) I’m not an E.C. fan girl. I’ve never watched any of her stuff she’s posted. I only view reaction channels when she pops up as relevant again. But at times I have been concerned of her health. Then just decided to not “feed the beast” and would quit watching. Up until “Of Herbs and Alters” addressed the stage of 🦋she’s at and goes into great detail on the breakdown as a former 🦋who has lost friends to it as well. So now the concern has a deeper meaning. Dunno if that makes sense. 🥱TDLR of the last section is I’m not a groupie sent to “defend her honor”. Ok, I’ll shoosh for now. 🤐 I’d like to apologize for any typos, as my phone’s autocorrect has the vocabulary of a drunken Furby. And yes, I use emojis to separate my thoughts. I have issues. Subscriptions of them. 😂 Love ya’ll!! 🫶and a 🌌!!!🫢👋

I like these shorter, regular videos better than the livestreams

It seems like she don`t have friends IRL outside her accounts. When you feel low you hang out with your adult down to earth friends for support.

Your lives are exhausting. I refuse to sit here for 2 hours watching you thank people for donations. 🚫. However, your videos like this are why I subscribed in the first place.