grandson - Heather [Official Audio]
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Жыл бұрынOfficial audio for the track 'Heather' - from the new album I Love You, I'm Trying - available everywhere now on Fueled By Ramen.
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LYRICS
2017
The First time you messaged me
First fan I ever had
Put me on when you were sad
Said you hated growing up
But You were sure that I’d blow up
Shared my songs with all your friends
I could barely pay the rent
Singing to an empty room
I knew what I meant to you
You Got the Xs tattooed
Reminding me I have you
Never got to thank you
So thank you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
2021
Told me that you’ve come undone
Lost your job and lost your dad
Your biggest fan Hes all you had
X’s covered up with scars
On your arm from self harm
Message me I don’t reply
Wish I knew it was goodbye
Singing to a crowded room
Saved a seat I look for you
I made it to youre hometown
guess I’m on my own now
Wish I could have saved you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
This is dedicated
If you put me on your playlist
If you showed up to the stages
If I never get to say this
I’m proud of you
For all the shit that’s drowning you
All the noise surrounding you
Hope you find what I found in you
I hope that you grow old with me
And we turn up til we’re seventy
And you play me at your wedding
And you never leave if you ever need
Anything and I don’t pick up well you still got a friend in me
Wish I said all that to heather
Now I just hope she rests in peace
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #heather
@OsirisMalkovich Жыл бұрын
This hurts so much to hear, but it's so beautiful. I wasn't prepared to feel this deeply about someone I've never met.
@UNDEADXBOX380 Жыл бұрын
Couldn’t have said it better brother
@theblackbutterfly888 Жыл бұрын
Same.
@Bigjar420 11 ай бұрын
I just saw him do it live and I literally started crying
@monicafu6705 11 ай бұрын
I can't even listen to this without crying. I was prepared to bawl like a baby at his concert and like a baby I did
@stocktonbydeathgrips Жыл бұрын
This is the first song I cried about. May Heather rest in peace.
@MakesClouds Жыл бұрын
So many can relate to the message
@inthedumps Жыл бұрын
it's so touching😭😭😭 literally the only song I cried about... Grandson's attitude to his fans is so intimate. Wish I'll visit his concert one day
@wafia5670 Жыл бұрын
I wish so😭
@boggybunny8338 Жыл бұрын
Idk if you’ve heard « destroy me » or not but it’s similar!
@stressislazy Жыл бұрын
@@boggybunny8338 yep that song is absolutely amazing, but I feel this one has a more emotional connection with fans which is the best part!
@caylareinhardt425 Жыл бұрын
his concerts are so fun, i saw him at blue ridge rock fest and i had a great time! definitely worth going to see him
@dipset22554 Жыл бұрын
Attitude to his fans? He’s literally talking about how he neglected this fan to the point she killed herself lmao
@NoName-dx1fv Жыл бұрын
This song broke me. Painful but beautiful. For Heather 🫂
@terris9449 6 ай бұрын
My sister, Heather, tried to kill herself in 2001. She hung herself in my bedroom because my legal father threw me out at 18. Every single time I hear this song it helps part of my heart. Hearing Granny preform this in Seattle is one of the most intense sensations I've ever felt in my 40 years on this planet. Grandson - I wouldn't be here without you, Missio, and K. Flay. I'm proud of you!
@mayhem5619 Жыл бұрын
This song is one of the most beautiful things I’ve listened to; I’m in tears. I know all too well what it’s like to lose someone so near and dear to you. You are amazing, Grandson. I cannot wait to see you live in New Haven. Rest In Peace Heather. ❤
@marsha4253 7 ай бұрын
2:43, got me crying like crazy, feel like grandson cares so much about his fans. Also thank you for helping us through all the shit we're going through, love u man
@theblackbutterfly888 7 ай бұрын
I know, right? He's amazing.
@veretigovi6316 Жыл бұрын
I lost someone very close and important recently, and I really wish I got the opportunity to thanks for all they did before they passed. I had so much more to say to them and so many more memories to make. The biggest regret when someone passes is the things you never said and opportunities that were missed. I’m still working through it and I hope you’ll get through it as well. Rest in peace Heather.
@boggybunny8338 Жыл бұрын
Thé perspective and personalization is insane. Grandson has helped me through abusive parents, abusive friends, abusive partners, couch surfing, not knowing where I’m gonna sleep, a new and better life, everything. I can’t say I know him as much as a person as I want to but, « I wouldn’t be here without you »
@kaylapaul1286 Жыл бұрын
That ending has me in tears. Can't believe the amount of love I have for a man I've never met. Your music has kept me going for a very long time, has something very special that no one else's has✖️✖️
@Antonio2oo2o Жыл бұрын
absolute masterpiece man. Ididn't need to cry at 8 in the morning, but here we are
@morgue8968 Жыл бұрын
8 in the morning? Try 3 am
@humaniguess821 Жыл бұрын
@@morgue8968 it isnt a competition 💀
@Cr3ckE3ter Жыл бұрын
This is actually one of the most heartbreaking songs I've ever heard...💔💔💔
@Cr3ckE3ter Жыл бұрын
Omg and it hat clicked how emotional this will be if he sings it live on stage😭😭😭 i would break down if he did
@whisper3856 Жыл бұрын
This song destroyed me. I am not usually one to cry, but god damn, this song hit me hard. For all my potential Heathers out there, and I know you’ve heard this a million times, but it does get better. I’m living proof that it does get better. You must have hope. Much love. ❤️
@radioactive_2814 10 ай бұрын
If I didn't find this song I would have been a potential Heather but this song brought me back and I'm glad I'm still alive
@tramz7681 Жыл бұрын
Having just lost a really close friend who struggled with their mental health, this song brought me to tears. Been a fan of you since you got started, and this song is truly helping me process my own similar feelings. Rest in peace Heather ❤
@holysanguis Жыл бұрын
hope you're doing alright
@bekircitlak5750 Жыл бұрын
this explaines everything. Why he was soo long inactive. rest in peace Heather
@lisaaqme5101 10 ай бұрын
I think this song needs a warning sign, i wasn't prepared to listen to it 😭 i think i don't have anymore water in my body right now, beautiful sad song 🙏
@ArcherGhost Жыл бұрын
I've never cried so hard over a song. As someone who's relied on your music when I was at the height of battling anxiety, this really hits me different Thanks for everything Grandson
@alphavasson5387 Жыл бұрын
Even if you feel like nothing else is, this remains a reason to be alive. Thank you 💛
@lotusflower2939 Жыл бұрын
The grief is the price we pay to be able to know and to love some truly amazing humans and animals in our lives. Is it worth it? .. I think so. It’s still hard though.
@nesquick84 Жыл бұрын
Very well said! 💔
@monke7914 9 ай бұрын
I've had to worry about whether or not my best friend would get through another day. She's like a sister to me. And I'm lucky enough to still have her with me now. You never get used to that fear that your friend might just suddenly disappear. I really can't put into words how this song makes me feel. To anyone who sees this, you matter. Your problems are valid. You deserve help. The only thing you don't deserve is the pain you put yourself through.
@theblackbutterfly888 7 ай бұрын
I needed to hear this. I am having a bit of a tough year, so thank you. I hope others see this comment and yeah. Same to you.
@bowieohara9464 Жыл бұрын
Actually the most beautiful song I've ever heard. This album has pulled me out of a really dark place in my life. Thank you so much for everything you do.
@anthonymeredith6943 Жыл бұрын
Verse 1] 2017 The first time you messaged me First fan I ever had Put me on when you were sad Said you hated growin' up You were sure that I'd blow up Shared my song with all your friends I could barely pay the rent Singin' to an empty room But I knew what I meant to you You got the X's tattooed Remindin' me I have you Never got to thank you Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you'rе gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't bе here without you Why am I here without you? [Verse 2] 2021 Told me that you've come undone Lost your job and lost your dad Your biggest fan, he's all you had X's covered up with scars On your arm from self-harm Message me, I don't reply I wish I knew it was goodbye Singin' to a crowded room Saved a seat, I look for you I made it to your hometown Guess I'm on my own now I wish I got to save you [Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you're gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't be here without you Why am I here without you? Bridge] (I wouldn't be here without you, without you) (I wouldn't be here without you) [Outro] This is dedicated If you put me on your playlist If you showed up to the stages If I never get to say this I'm proud of you For all the shit that's drownin' you And all the noise surroundin' you Hope you find what I found in you And I hope that you grow old with me And we turn up 'til we're seventy Play me at your wedding and you never leave If you ever need anything and I don't pick up Well, you still got a friend in me Wish I said all that to Heather Now I just hope she rests in peace
@harikyoki Жыл бұрын
thank you
@anthonymeredith6943 Жыл бұрын
@@harikyoki np
@forthewolves Жыл бұрын
I had to pull over last night and listen to this a few times. Jordan, your music found its way to me shortly before the pandemic and I had a chance to see you at okeechobeefest 2020 the same week they started shutting everything down. After your set you came down and shook a bunch of our hands. You have no idea how much that meant to all of us. Love you brother and rip Heather.
@zixooo_9979 Жыл бұрын
This song made me cry, but it's incredibly beautiful
@sadpluslonely2775 Жыл бұрын
For everyone who isn't ok, remember, there is someone who's life is better because you're apart of it. Take this from someone who has been on the edge of giving up more times then I can count. It is worth trying. As hard as it gets, as painful as it feels, as lonely as it might be, it does get better with time. You're strong enough to make it this far, you've worked hard, to get this far. Don't give up and let it be worthless.
@user-hv6ve9vh3b 8 ай бұрын
this is the sadest and the beautiful song i've ever heard , it almost make me cry
@squidthakraken8877 Жыл бұрын
You've been my favorite artist since i first heard Best Friends in 2017. This song embodies so much of that and accurately depicts the emotions of 17 year old me listening to Things Change, Kiss Bang, etc. Please never stop 😭😌
@batturing Жыл бұрын
rest in peace heather 💛 for anyone who needs to hear this, i promise you, it does get better. i wish i could have listened and had hope when people told me that, but for the longest time i couldn't. it took me years to feel ok again, and i still didn't feel like life was really worth living until very recently. but i'm so grateful i made it this far. i'm engaged now and i graduated college magna cum laude this year. blasted grandson to and from class almost every day, and got my fiance to listen too. now we're coming to your concert this summer, and i can't wait. thank you.
@kickerich9402 7 ай бұрын
the last lane gave me goosebumps man. Such a well written, heartwrenching song.
@nundetective2754 10 ай бұрын
I've never cried to a song before, thank you
@Anotherusernameistaken Жыл бұрын
the chills at the end, my God
@Spyke3xtra Жыл бұрын
This song broke me. I've never listened to a song that really hits me this hard emotionally. It's beautiful.
@hsf_musi2 Ай бұрын
This is still to this day the only song to ever make me cry
@ownedpked Жыл бұрын
I've been listening to you since 2017 as well and you've been putting out non stop quality bangers since. Not many artists can pull that off- respect man. Beautiful song, sorry for your loss.
@RojoFuego308 Жыл бұрын
this is the most beautiful song i've ever heard in my whole life.
@JimmyGrimes_yyc Жыл бұрын
This is one powerful song. Tears, every time.
@jellydonut4911 Жыл бұрын
I didn't expect to cry to this song because I didn't know this person and I've never lost someone like this, but 10 seconds into the song and I started to choke up. I'm not sure what else to say. I'm proud of you, too.
@carolinef4558 11 ай бұрын
Have listened to this song so many times and can't get though it without choking up. The words, the melody, the memories of me being where Heather was. Glad I made it to the other side. Thanks for your amazing music. The whole album is absolutely incredible from beginning to end. Looking forward to seeing you in Guelph on Monday!
@psychopathicgaming3279 Жыл бұрын
God damn this hit me really hard. May heather rest in peace and be in a better place
@amelyabuckley3027 Жыл бұрын
Listening this song in class today for the first time and I was trying hard not to cry.
@cynthiaolander5425 Жыл бұрын
I hope her family had heard this song,. It would give so much peace
@gracemcdaniel8538 Жыл бұрын
My bestfriend of 13 years lost his battle against his addiction to heroin this past October. This song has been the first song to truly make me feel heard and close to him again. Thank you so much for making music.
@gayumber 11 ай бұрын
hearing this in concert was insane, definitely my favourite. it hits harder every time i hear it again and it means so much more now. relate to it a ton rest in peace Heather ❤
@TheMsRavenBlack Жыл бұрын
How beautiful, every moment we share.
@Xand3rCha0s360 3 ай бұрын
I'm what you'd call emotionally numb and this song bro, it got me choked up, I love this song!!
@cubiccalico5019 Жыл бұрын
This song hit me way harder than most of your music, because I almost became the other side of this story for someone. I almost put other people through the same emotions this song evokes. I cried listening to this, a lot honestly. And I can't get the song out of my head either.
@Heelen_Bored-Eye 11 ай бұрын
This is an amazing song and has such a deep meaning to it. I hope Heather’s family is okay. Rest In Peace Heather 🕊️
@J4D3ESS4 Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace, Heather
@HaydenLoreArt Жыл бұрын
You are loved by someone. Each one of you.
@runningtherealms8339 Жыл бұрын
Saw you in Atlanta, and turned on my flashlight while rewatching this. And this song hits different. I don't normally cry, but this broke me, partially due to the timing of it coming out right when. I had to put down my 16-year old dog. I respect you, grandson. Rest in peace, Heather.
@HaydenLoreArt Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us.
@justanoscar2526 Жыл бұрын
This song means a lot to me and it got me through tough times and this is such a good song and I'm honestly speechless just didn't expect this. The song is the only song that made me cry thank you.
@bandanar1321 Жыл бұрын
I'm in tears. To all Heathers, it does get better. Hold on I love you
@simplyakindasussamurai.11 7 ай бұрын
Me and my best friend will definitely be listening to you until we grow old, till death do us part. Thank you for this🖤🖤✖✖
@justined880 Жыл бұрын
i don't even know this singer, just discovered this music and now i'm crying
@GameZedd01 Жыл бұрын
Thanks grandson, because I totally wanted to cry today 😔 rip Heather I guess. ❤
@BallObtainer Жыл бұрын
this song made me so emotional but at the same time its one of the best songs I've ever listened to, proving time and time again you're the goat
@theblackbutterfly888 7 ай бұрын
I feel the same way...
@TripHaz4rd Жыл бұрын
Such an incredibly beautiful, touching and sad song. Hearing the story behind this live and hearing the song right after was tough. Took a lot not to cry during all of it. Thanks for this song, your music and everything you share with your fans. R.I.P Heather
@noirio_ Жыл бұрын
i still remember seeing you open for Hobo Johnson at the house of blues in new orleans. you were the main reason i went to that show that day, and i dont regret it. seeing you live was an experience i wont forget, and i cant wait to see you live again after growing so much since
@angelsolbach3901 Жыл бұрын
Seeing him live on the 22nd... I can't wait ❤
@zKyo7763s Жыл бұрын
This is a really touching song. The melody and voice really did a good job conveying the emotion. Great job.
@bizzquick2387 Жыл бұрын
hearing this live was so unreal, so beautiful and touching. love u man ❤️
@AleGL2Animations Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace Heather... Nunca me había golpeado tanto una canción como esta
@agx_x Жыл бұрын
I love this song, it's so beautiful. ✖✖
@alizaaa1761 Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace Heather ✖️✖️
@user-ek3or9qd1d 3 ай бұрын
This deserves like 100 million views, it’s very good
@heatherh6564 6 ай бұрын
Bro what this got me crying 😭 my names Heather and i have so many similarities to the person in the song. I'm glad that i got help and survived my attempts. It does get better 😭
@fan_di_undertale2738 8 ай бұрын
We love you Jordan
@jakeniemi7565 Жыл бұрын
This song caught me off guard. I was distracted when it came on and I heard it for the first time today. And then all of a sudden I caught what it's about, looked up the lyrics. Immediately started balling and the world stopped. My heart goes out to you and Heather's family and anyone reading this or hearing this song who is hurting. It does get better. I've been to the bottom like you have. Listen to "For Annie" by Petra. Very similar type of message. Jesus saves, seriously. Keep holding on! Never give up!!
@abyssgodde33 Жыл бұрын
This song made me cry...
@ThatOneSuccubus 3 ай бұрын
This has been my lifeline lately tbh
@aroaramonroe 3 ай бұрын
Honestly, same
@ThatOneSuccubus 2 ай бұрын
@@aroaramonroe I hope things get better for both of us, then
@vintageelf Жыл бұрын
I'm crying...
@Enchan-Trix Жыл бұрын
Tears....just...tears...
@kevinbowler5377 Жыл бұрын
Been listening since best friends dropped, followed every new song and album, I didn’t make it through the whole song before it brought some serious tears. Such a sad story put into words as best it can be.
@nestormujica979 Жыл бұрын
Simplemente increíble
@RojoFuego308 Жыл бұрын
increible se queda corto, las palabras no pueden describir lo hermosa que es esta cancion
@TweekMaQuellovero 8 ай бұрын
Hearing this song live was so emotional
@bryen6899 Жыл бұрын
Never have I heard so much pain in such a beautiful song. It was amazing to share this moment with you in the crowd while you were on tour. Peace and love from Chicago
@sciencefreakdog Жыл бұрын
You have no ide how much I needed that.
@blixzero0 Жыл бұрын
This has quickly become one of my favorites on the album
@greenbean4209 Жыл бұрын
I don’t cry for a lot of things but omg😭🖤
@deleted4144 Жыл бұрын
Wonderfully sad song
@theblackbutterfly888 Жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful song. May Heather rest in peace. I lost my first love and a friend to suicide. Got me crying over here... Rest in peace all of you. To anyone who decides to read this, you are everything great, you are important and you are loved and valued by the people who love and value you. Me included. Be well.
@hierx2329 Жыл бұрын
this one really broke me thank you Heather, we all wouldn't be here without you RIP
@trico. Жыл бұрын
This is the most meaningful song, I'm in love with it We all have one we think of when we hear this rip to all the fallen brothers an sisters ❤
@AnnaJoyce24 Жыл бұрын
Such as sad but beautiful song. Looking forward to seeing you again in Portland!
@Horrify666 Жыл бұрын
I’m not that emotional but when it comes to this… dam😢 Rest In Peace Heather
@eclipse1353 Жыл бұрын
there are so many people sending messages from beyond the grave and so many born at the wrong time or the wrong place to receive them. but when there´s somebody close to the dead or slamming their door in death´s face, it´s really important to listen to them and be like them. it gets better - after your highs, no matter if referencing depression or drugs. you CAN get out of it. there IS something for you. and someone WILL support you. if and when we discover time travel, the first thing I´m doing is being what heather needed when grandson couldn´t. for all like heather. I may live in the past, but the future will send back an army, inspired and taught by one or two soldiers. rest in peace... or party if you found somebody up there.
@benp.865 Жыл бұрын
man I was just drawing listening to some music on autoplay in the background and now I'm stting here crying
@CurrentlyCoyne Жыл бұрын
I can’t stop crying to this song, but I also can’t stop listening to it. ✖️✖️
@allisongorbenko3356 2 ай бұрын
Cried the first time I listened to this
@geerontheone8702 Жыл бұрын
Rest in Peace Heather
@crazykhespar8487 9 ай бұрын
This makes me cry. Im so sorry Heather. Im sorry you hurt so much you couldnt stand being alive. It gets better. I swear. Please hold on. Find a mast on this horrible ship tossing in the seas. Youll find a safe harbor.
@theblackbutterfly888 7 ай бұрын
This is golden advise. I'll pass this on. So should you. Be well.
@sazo1st Жыл бұрын
bro I was blind listening to the album for the first time and this song just hit me like freight train out of nowhere
@echonicholson6454 Жыл бұрын
I found this song on tiktok and it made me come to youtube to listen to the entirety of the song. To say that its been years since ive heard a song that brought tears to my eyes is an understatement. This song is beautiful and to who it is dedicated to may she rest in peace. Keep singing true to your heart.
@harikyoki Жыл бұрын
I lost my love last year. he detached himself from me n his family. he believes it was better that way. he called until it speed all together. even the msgs. he was the one n im just so fucking lost n broken. i grieve near every day. hearing this song makes me bawl my eyes out. i wish i wasn't here anymore.
@reeeed Жыл бұрын
Man this is so damn emotional. I love it
@sageisfoolish Ай бұрын
Currently listening to this song in the car wirh my dad and im trying so hard not to cry 😭
@Springsypaint 9 ай бұрын
This song hits me so hard.. Had a friend who wanted to commit suicide and the last message they sent me was a small goodbye before they went offline for what feels like forever now. Rest in peace Heather and hoping my friend is also in a better place.
@lillyprince4323 Жыл бұрын
Thank you, Heather.
@skemick Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry that you had to go through this.