I don't know what it is about this, but this makes me feel like I'm away from reality, safe and happy. Thank you for making this

ever feel like you're just existing? does it ever get exhausting? You don't wanna live but then again you sorta don't wanna die yet. Like you feel but you don't feel? You feel nothing right now but there's so much going on around you, you should be feeling something but you just don't. it makes it seem like you're just existing in a empty void. you no longer have anything to pour out. music is getting old its not working like it used to and days are getting longer, holidays loose their light. you feel as if something exciting big is supposed to happen but it never does.

this song is the definition of feeling numb. i love it.

I just want to be special

I love everyone who sees this comment and I hope you continue living. ❤

It’s not letting go of this person that hurts. It’s the trauma and betrayal that was left behind. God I feel so numb.

I listen to this song every night. It’s the only song I can fall asleep to.

This is perfect for me. Stops thinking about life, forgets about worries. feels like your in your own little private place where no one to bother you. I’ve been going through a really tough time right now and being stressed about school work. Thank you for this sound, thank you.

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on KZfaq which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

It sounds absurd, but I genuinely believe this song is cursed. It is so entrancing and consuming, it absorbs you with each fuzzy phrase and every note. There's something so inexplicably powerful about it. I fear showing it to anybody, because any time I listen to it, I find myself entirely enslaved to it, only to wake the next day feeling sick or off. Very peculiar song. Perhaps this is just a superstition of mine, as i haven't experienced any such symptoms recently, but that was certainly my first impression when I hopped across this song months ago.

This sounds like something that would play in twilight or Coraline

here in melb australia, this lockdown has been kicking my ass recently. i’ve been struggling to feel nearly anything, and it has even affected the music i listen to. without any real emotion, it was hard to listen to anything. this. this song perfectly channels my unused emotion. it’s a very monotone yet powerful and melodic song, and this specific transposition you’ve made is so amazing. :)

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Timeless, ethereal and beautiful imo. Love Grouper.

Anyone awake, that just randomly found this .. ? I love it.

This song reminds me of a situation when you conquered life, you fulfilled all your dreams, you are with someone you love more than life, you found those who appreciate you and love you the most.You are alive, and you are looking at the world from the roof of a high-rise building.You are embraced by someone you love more than life, and he loves you the same way.Consider it a simple song, but it led me to the fact that the meaning of life is to conquer life itself.

There’s something so eerie yet peaceful about this. I feel scared but also safe and that everything is as it should be and meant to be. To everyone out there, I hope you find what you’re looking for in time and that you never be to hard on yourself.

I listened to this song when I was at my lowest bc I had very very bad depression. It makes me remember sm of the time that I associate the song with it, sadly.

I really can't explain how this song makes me feel, it's like, I don't have words lmao, is so calming, relaxing and beautiful, idk, I love the sensation that poison tree give it to me

this makes me want to finally cry in someones arms after so long

This song will always have a special spot in my heart.

i used to listen to this song and it used to make me feel at ease,calm and peaceful,the soft,but strong lyrics and instrumental make me feel so many different emotions i cant explain,its beautiful.

I really hate this song but I can't stop listening to it It reminds me of my mom but she passed away

This song is that unspoken feeling of nothingness. That indescribable numbness that we all feel sometimes. To me the song is freeing allowing me to channel that energy somewhere. Thank you

i really do love this song but it reminds me of someone that passed and i start tearing up

This song feels like that moment between awake and asleep. You're just awake enough to feel yourself slipping. Your head nods, your eyelids are heavy, you feel peace in the void.

so so so so so inlove with this , twillght feeling one of those country living feelings when it’s sunny and hot outside swimming

My comfort song. I don't know how it makes me feel.. It's a mixture of happiness and sadness. It makes me reflect the good memories.. But at the same time, it makes me want to go back to them. It also reminds me of my bestfriend who is slowly leaving my life..

the whole aesthetic makes me think about everything I've done this past year.

This song. This song...

I thought I was the only one who loved this song because everyone loves "Headache". Whoever thought to do the is a goddess, genius, and someone I feel spiritually kin to.

What started as depression turned into pure panic, been listening to music all day but couldn't feel anything, until I heard this, like a quiet relief from life, I hope tomorrow is different

This song brings me so much pain:(

This is Hauntingly beautiful

I love this song I’m glad it’s finally getting recognition

I just want my father to realize that my mother is cheating on him and doesn't really love him, I just want to have a normal life like all my high school :(..

I always come back to this video thanks for making it its perfect

pls dont delete this, its amazing, ive been coming back to it for months and listening for whole days sometimes ❤

This is the key of the song I've been looking for. Love it so much

I feel like im personally talking to and reaching my guardian angel when i listen to this song, ty

I lost all motivation, I wan't to cry

this is perfectly slowed down and i feel as if im living this song. its so calming and its so comforting.

i find it really remarkable and just personally odd how well people can resonante with the feeling of just overall comfortable calmness and warmth while listening because i used to listen to this song a lot when i was in a really dark place and therefore associate this song with more of a never ending darkness and defeat. sounds really edgy but back then i realized how much was wrong with my life and how much i actually was able to change. i saw all the missed opportunities from the past and all my responsibilities drifting away from me, i pretty much genuinely lacked any purpose which lead to a lot of anxiety, why bother keeping up, if theres already so much damage done, and only that much i can do to fix it? i figured it would require a lot of work, which i was not capable of putting up with mentally, as well as not willing to dedicate my life to fixing the mess in my brain. i still think thats the case sometimes but there are always these little time spans where i manage to prove myself wrong and feel alive again, at least for a little bit. but i dont know how to cope when the dark times return. so maybe i should just try to ignore it and make the best of it, ignorance is bliss :;;)

I hope everyone here is okay, this song reminds me of my ex, i love him so much and we spent a lot of things together i miss him so much, like he was so sweet and was ready to do anything for me and me neither but he changed and i missed him so much, i miss the old him….

i dont want, but i need this song to start playing on my last breath one day.

The lyrics of this song is like a spell, quite literally "Oh, beautiful poison tree Let your power grow in me Let your sorrows sow in me Turn me into a poison tree" It's written like a ritual and with the catchy tune, it entrances you to listen to this spell over and over again. Some people in the comments say they get a strange feeling the day after listening to this and I truly believe that this song is the one of the closest things we have to magic. Good or bad I don't really know But words are spells, what we say becomes our reality, what we hear becomes our reality and the songs we listen to become our reality. Some say their intentions with more power, like this one. I wish the lyrics would be more positive because the power that this song has is actually scary 💀

I listened to this yesterday and fell asleep in 30 minutes lol

its oddly sad, unsettling and serene at the same time

no cause I love this song, playing it 24/7 now

So much fills my heart and my brain listening to this. I feel a type of nostalgia yet it’s not exactly nostalgia. There’s no way to describe the way I feel when listening to this. Thank you.

This puts me in my feels for sure. thank you for making this. Grouper is good.

Man this song really gives me nostalgia since I can't play multiplayer on minecraft anymore Like I literally imagine being inside my first house, the common house with my friends, then sailing far away to a mushroom island to build my house with my best friend; I still remember being so fkn happy and brought my skeleton horse Ashe with me :D I remember the very moment I saw Ashe, I knew how much his existence would impact on me and named him after the singer Ashe since 'Moral of the story' was stuck in my head at that time I remember the iron armour Ashe wore and the many adventures I had with him.. so many I can't even count xD I remember roaming around the coast and messy purple pathways of the mushroom island, the lanterns glinting in the distance as I approached my home with Ashe I remember the near death experiences I had with Ashe because of how clumsy I was lmaoo Playing cat on the jukebox Dancing with my friends Laughing, smiling, creating memories I'd never thought I'd ever make.. we were just having fun Then Ashe disappeared Yea it was a horse but that was my precious horse It was as if he was my best friend and I least expected it The only remains I had was from the lead I found in the stable I kept him in and kept that stable as a shrine instead of getting a new horse But wanna know what is more heartbreaking? I lost the privilege to play with my friends since minecraft isn't compatible for my device anymore which means I can't continue playing in this awesome smp But at least they're happy Playing minecraft although I'm not considered their comrade anymore c;

thank you for this....., i keep remembring my mom with this song and i really ,miss her.....she passed away,.....

this song makes me feel so many things- anyways i decided to do a POV/story type thing so yeh! ( *LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE READING* ) (ALSO listening to the music while reading is just for a better experience, If the music makes u distracted u can pause it while reading ^^) TW FOR: Derealization. You were running through a thick black forest, you HAD to get away from *THEM*. As you were running you could hear *THEM* cracking and breaking branches as they ran not to far behind you. Multiple curious animals joined you in your run as you slid under branches and jumped over roots, you didn't exactly know who *THEY* are, but you just knew you had to get away from *THEM* as soon as possible. Suddenly, everything stopped. No more sounds of the wind blowing in the trees, no more cracking branches, no, anything. It was all.. Dark.. you turned your head from side to side in the cold, endless void, you couldn't see, nor hear *THEM* anymore. For some odd reason, you felt.. safe.. no more running, no more stress, you could finally catch your breath. You decided to explore a bit, you took one cautious step forwards, strangely, the ground rippled as if it was a shallow water like substance. The heels of your boots echoed through the endless abyss, holding the strap of your bag, you look around as the sounds of the rippling water and the click of your boots led you forwards. You were still extremely confused, on how you got there, and where *THEY* went. Maybe you got caught? No.. Something else had to have happened.. You have heard stories as a little kid of how if *THEY* catch you something horrible would happen. But this isn't as horrible as you would think, right? you shook it off and decided to sit down for a while and just think. Strangely the ground wasn't damp but was extremely soft. You felt like you were sitting on a cloud, you fell backwards and just closed your eyes. You felt extremely tired from all the running you did earlier, so you slowly drifted off as you lied there.. Moments later you awoke in a large bedroom. Was it all a dream? You thought to yourself, Where *THEY* just a lie? You still had no clue, but you decided it was all just a dream and shook it off. Days later you had forgotten about what you thought was a dream. Yet *THEY* will always be watching you, and waiting for the perfect moment to confront you once again.

Listened to this the whole way on my roof thinking i was arthur morgan

I was searching for this song for long time finally I found it

The feeling this song gives is indescribable, but it puts me in a state of limbo that makes reality fade away

I listened to this song all last night and had an awfully sad nightmare. Great song nonetheless!

Listen to this while you sleep its peaceful

the feeling this song have is really amazing, i love the song, i listen it when i see de clouds in the night, really melancholy, i miss him, and the trees really look like a poison tree :(

It’s painfully Comforting.

Listen to this song to fall asleep every night and listen to it at school it keeps me relaxed when I want to go crazy

I’m trying to listen to this to help with anxiety there is a tornado watch in my area and I’m terrified

i have a very important message about this song: fard (this song makes me very comfortable, i love how it sounds and the slowing of the song makes me zone out. amazing.)

When i sad im listening to this and this is make me cry 🙂

Idk how people feel happy when they listen to this type of music i feel so sad when I listen to this song.

I cant do this anymore man… i give live a Chance and i fail again and again and again.

Голова от всего болит,но эта музыка прекрасна. Музыка = обезболивающее,больше ничего нет,что успокоит меня.

Bro this makes me rethink everything in my life but yet helps me sleep every night

Remember it gets better However It gets better only if you let it. Only if you want to get better I don’t know about the others who in fact don’t want to get better, but there are people out there From the thought of it, it’s saddening that they never get to see how much they deserve the world

its all never ending everything repeats in one way or another

Finally, one with the lyrics of the song. The only ones I can ever find are just the instrumental ones

I miss my sisters

its peaceful for others but for me its more like sad since probaly because of what i go trough but this makes me feel safe and gives me those good old happy memories with them..

I love this music its one of my favorites to listen to at night

oh beautiful poison tree.

i love this so much. Please never delete this

This makes me long for childhood, the time before depression turned everything into meaningless nothings when my heart was full.. I could do whatever I wanted with complete abandon.. like a cleansing rain it washes over me and I can see everything in me that I have locked deep inside, hidden from the world.. swirling in me, in the black void of lost memory.. pieces of me.. oh beautiful poison tree

My song i listen to on the nights i cry myself to sleep to...

This song makes me feel like I’m alone in an unknown place living there and just enjoying life and just hearing the rain

i don't feel like there's a point to keep going anymore. signing off from life here tonight. hope i make it out ok.

it is what it is

damn i had this on loop for like 2 days now

this is helping me sleep when im really stressed thank you for it

tysm for this I can sleep better with this but it make me feel like it’s a easpe from reality lol and I love it sm ps.-. some times I cry.

I listen to this while doing schoolwork

Siento que la vida se vuelve a sentí así, como está canción...

This song makes me feel like I’m not home I’m dreaming wanting to go bac to Tha past where it wasn’t hard to live

Tysm for making this

playing this song on repeat at my lowest wish me luck

this song also makes me feel like i can just watch the stars forever and just camping alone somewhere

Their is a feeling in my body that I can’t explain what it is but I love the feeling

Hey there, friend! It's okay to cry. Sometimes, it's nothing to be ashamed of. But anyways I just wanted to tell you that you worked super hard today I'm glad that you are here, even if you think you didn't work hard I think you worked very hard, my sweet you worked so hard and I am super proud of you my sweet I love you so much. ❤

ngl this song reminds me of when i added it to my playlist and i hate myself for whatever ive done to get myself to this day and for losing all the people i met from 2021-2022

Thank you a lot. This really helps me

I want to stay in this song

This makes me forgot everything i love it

Life is just a mix of emotions rn

shi make me wanna cry

this song is so calming..