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I'm not depressed. I'm alone. Every day I get home and play, but I wish I could talk to someone and feel genuinely excited. Hearing this made me shed some tears because it gives me a sense of nostalgia, that feeling just destroys me. I will leave these stupid words here now... Guys, it's been two years since this comment and a lot of things have changed. I went through good times and bad times. I'm sick with my heart, they tried to cure me with surgery and even though they tried twice they couldn't, so I'm medicated. I had a lot of emotional problems because of that but I was able to accept it, I got a group of friends that made me feel integrated, I was able to work on my insecurities and feel good about who I am. 4 months ago I became the boyfriend of a girl, a girl who makes me feel alive. A girl who showed me that I can be loved, and that I can love. So if any of you are going through a hard time, remember that nothing is lost, everything has a solution or a way to get through it, so don't give up. And I wanted to thank all the comments that you left me, you were all part of this process, part of me, thank you very much.

I feel like there was a memory that can only come out by this melody

For me, this song isn't really sad, it's just kind of like you're all alone in the middle of the night and everything is so still and so calm and the stars are shining

Since everybody else is writing, i suppose i will too. I recently turned 17, and this song perfectly captures how i feel, about everything. Its an overwhelming sense of loneliness, a "tired" that you cant quite sleep off. Its been "one of those days" for a few years now. One of my worst fears I've had is slowly being realized. Me and my friends are gradually starting to break apart and drift away. Im also growing somewhat distant from my loved ones. They arent the ones that did anything wrong, i just can't help it, its the overwhelming sense of fear and loneliness that has taken root for about 3-4 years now. And I have less than a year to live stress free. I just feel so hopeless in life and I haven't even really started it yet. Those are just my thoughts though No idea if anybody is actually reading this, but if you are, know that somebody out there loves you, and wants to see you keep going no matter what happens. Even if you feel like you're alone, reach out, you'll never be completely alone, somebody will always have your back

“I like walking in the rain because when I cry, nobody can see my tears”

This song makes me realize how alone i am. I'm wlaking through school playing this song in my headphones, hearing the fated laughs of everyone with their friends, watching the smiles on their faces, seeing them eating together. I feel for others who also go through the same thing. But it really does make you feel alone.

This music unlocks the true sadness of not being able to go back in time to the good old days. I miss it too, we all do, it really sucks.

Damn. This just gave me 8 years of nostalgia. I will miss elementary school bro. All the friends, memories, recess...It's gone.

That feelings i can't explain ...

isn't it just the best feeling, when someone actually cares about you.

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.

I don't know what this feeling inside me is, but I feel that there are images left over from a life I haven't lived

this is the "laying apathetically in the rain fully aware that your life is just slipping by and that you're not doing anything against it because you just can't" kinda emotion

it's such a simple melody yet you can feel so much through it, music really is incredible sometimes.

A month ago, I was listening to school rooftop and drawing, trying to relax. I decided to take a small break and check my discord. There, I see an announcement, saying that my closest friend had passed away. Now, I listen to this while drawing everyday and suddenly tear up. The song itself has an empty feeling, and the fact that it reminds me of my deceased friend, makes it a lot sadder for me.

Those beautiful Saturday mornings, my window open, hearing birds at 7 AM, feel like a different life now. Back then, I didn't know I'd miss those days this much. Now I'm 16, drowning in things to do, no moment to just be. Tomorrow morning, instead of rest, I have to hit the books again. Good night, guys. It's tough realizing those simple times are gone for good. Keep safe. Love you all

“I forget what happiness feels like...”

A group of friends , randomly decinding "Fuck it , lets take a walk" at midnight in winter Walking through a forest , singing and dancing. Playing in the snow. Walking to the lake , sitting down on the end of the pier. And then just watching the mist over the lake , silently , nobody saying anything. Just enjoying the view. Thats the memory that came to my mind when I heard this song.

I like this side to KZfaq and seeing this type of music. people always feel sad when they come here but I feel a happy when I hear this. To who is ever reading this have a good night :)

This song remembers me of the very last day of school. You think that you'll see them again, yet you won't. Even the strongest friendhsips dies. And what you thought it was just school work, it wasn't. Every single day was a memory. The very last day of school gives you a sensation that can be bestly described by derealization, in my opinion.

I've had this feeling since I was 11 years old. I'm 15 now. I don't really know how to explain it. I feel like I'm missing out on everything that goes on in the world. As if I'm in this loop where I wake up, go to school, learn useless information, go back home, rush upstairs blasting music in an attempt to block out my parents arguing, then I lay in bed until I cry myself asleep. I'm just wasting my life on the internet. I'm even know as the class clown at school so when I try to vent about my problems to my friends, they just think it's another joke. How can I escape this "loop?" edit: thanks for the support, i just wanted to be a sad internet boi. honestly things havent gotten any better. ive found some new hobbies but thats pretty much it. edit 2: I've just taken a big break from social media and now I'm seeing this. once again thanks for the support. currently, my life has gone down a spiral of hell the past few years. Ever since I first wrote this comment 7 months ago, things have only gotten worse. My parents are no separated and my girlfriend has broken up with me. anything helps ( ` :

it gives me an inexplicable tranquility, but it also gives me sadness and I start crying.

This music makes me remember unforgettable moments that I don't want to forget and with a smile I want to go to sleep.

Im not depressed, i just think back to a time when i was around 6 or 7 years old, Sunday morning, no school my dad was still alive my mom would cook breakfast for us all, and my friends would knock on my door they would join in for breakfast, and everything was easy even though then it seemed hard. I miss it almost as it was a dreamed that never really happened, a hazy memory to a past life.

This is the kind of song that has no words,but fills you with infinite thoughts. I feel like when I'm listening to this song,i don't need to express my thoughts,the song "knows". _Have a nice day/night._ -bc

Can't wait to hear this 11 years later and look back at how worthless I am

It's crazy to think this was posted in 2021...

I am real... right?

me siento en otro mundo cuando escucho esto

i had this weird feeling in my stomach, it almost felt as if something was moving in there, thats how this music made me feel. I had this weird nostalgia for no reason and im glad

Walking...alone at night. On a beach, hearing the waves crashing as your thinking about the start of your life all to now. All those memories, people, places.. bad and good things. They're gone. It's just you and the world now. Nobody's here anymore. This is what this reminds me of. This song explains my feelings. I've never been liked in my class or in anything. It's always just me. I don't trust anybody anymore.... I feel like....they're all just..... Lying. It hurts. It really does. Not being able to tell... But having the horrible feeling. This feeling turns my life around, my perspective of the world. It's always been "watch out" and never "have fun". I don't trust myself either anymore. It's so painful.

Reading the comments I see thousands of universes

Reminds me of when I would play COD when huge riots happened outside (my country was coming out of a long conflict) it was quite surreal to tell a stranger about the pure hatred between the two crowds. I wasn't scared. It was a nearly daily occurrence. I was used to it. Now things are way better.

Who wants to cry wiht this song ?

Mauricio... i can't move it move it... anymore...

"recuerdos, recuerdos vienen a mi mente, de mi niñez e infancia, algunos buenos y otros malos" simplemente me da nostalgia y algo de tristeza...

To Nolan, Everytime something bad happens, your there. Everytime I need to scream at someone, you let me scream at you. Everytime I talk to you, you will sit there and listen. But you never said anything about you Your always so worried, trying to make other people happy while being happy for yourself. It never works. Am I wrong? Am I not? No, I'm not wrong. You focus on making other people happy, being there for them but your never there for yourself. And when your sad you have a break down but never tell anyone. Same with when everything goes wrong. I say the same thing everyday, " You know you can talk to me right? " ".. " " yeah " I feel bad. So bad. I'm so sorry. All those times I've hurted you. You've apologized and have said it's okay. But it's not I'm sorry. -Max

I’m only 11. I matured way too fast for life, found out things way too early, This gives back nostalgia, I KNOW I’M ONLY 11 but this gives back nostalgia when I was just a normal kid, I have been hearing screams from my house almost everyday for the past few months and I’m quite worried something is going to happen to my family. My sister has an eating-mental disorder (anorexia) and when she tries to eat she can’t really eat because of all the things that are going around in her head and my Dad just does not get it. He screams at her for not eating, Then it goes into a fight. Its happened lots of times and I am just there, Doing nothing and not going on anyones side. Its tough to hear when you are this young. especially nearly everyday. Even though I have matured way too fast, People still think I am a normal kid. For everyone in the comments that is going through a very tough time, Not thinking anyone cares about them, You might THINK that nobody cares about you but LOTS of people care about you. If you really have no one, I am here.

This song inspires me to write and bring out everything I feel. I want to be heard without being judged or scolded just for thinking about a person who is no longer on this plane but who I love still... Sometimes I would like to walk alone, darkness and loneliness is a fantastic mix in that place I can dance and be myself without being judged or singled out.

Esta canción me hace recordar a mis abuelos, sinceramente los extraño, a pesar de su partida, no derrame una sola lagrima en ningún funeral, solo estuve neutro, nunca pude llorar solo me desgarraba por dentro, desearía verlos de nuevo...

esta melodia me hace llegar recuerdos que no son mios, esa sensacion de estar en la noche, caminando por un lugar desolado, mientras esa melodia suena, es un lugar extraño pero lo recuerdas por alguna razon

am i the only one in here who is not depressed, sad or alone and is loving life and everything it has to offer. i hope yall have that feeling someday too. be safe. love yall 🙏😌♥

I’ve been going through some rough times that have been really hard on me. I like to come back to this video just to remind myself of all the good times I’ve had. This song always gives a nostalgic feel and it reminds me of when I was younger. Although I’m only 18, it feels like I’ve lived a much longer life. It’s hard to describe the feeling I get when I remember some things from my childhood that will just stay as memories. I decided to write this since a lot of people who were writing what was on their mind too and I wanted to give my take on this. I really hope this reaches some people and for those who are struggling or having a tough time, remember that there are people who love you and cherish the moments you have. Have a good day.

I am a medical student this song fits me perfectly , all my days are the same wake up college study then go to sleep i hate how my room looks huge lectures on my table , empty coffee cup (i drink alot of caffeine daily) , alot of papers . I am so worried about my future and i am afraid of the years which are my life going by without me enjoying any of them

I'm not depressed but Im alone. I have no friends at all or someone to talk to in real life to cheer me up. This song though gives me a feel of nostalgia, goosbumps, sadness and anxiety all at the same time. Sometimes I miss the good old world we used to live in.Personally Im a person that used to be happy and still try to look happy in school. People think Im fine so they make jokes about me without realizing it hurts inside cause they dont think Id take it seriously. When I get home I just hop on my 5 year old computer and play my favorite playlist with calming and nostalgic songs like this one. Also I dont want to be involved in my parents's arguement but somehow they end up shouting to me. Therefore the last 3 years life is alot different than it used to be and all that to anxiety in general , social anxiety , no friends at all , continious arguements, and especially COVID. The only thing I want to see again is my life turning back to normal at least for a while..

es increible como esta melodia me hace olvidar todos mis problemas y ala vez recordar cosas q no eh vivido basicamente me relaja y me siento feliz no triste pq le da un toque de felicidad.. :D

extraño a mi abuelo y a mi perro que en paz descanse mi abuelo 🥺🥺

this song gives me comfort but it also makes me feel like i just experienced a tragedy that will scar me and change my life.

Nostalgia...

This song hit me right in the heart more than any other, it made me feel deeply all the loneliness I feel.

imagine missing your train,it’s a night,and suddenly you see your best friend from childhood you both sitting on the floor and remember all the best memories you had together

Es imposible escuchar esta canción y no caerse en su propio abismo un rato ... sintiéndolo ... dejando las lágrimas correr ... dejando que el pecho respire profundo

I’m sitting in bed; the birds are chirping outside, this music is playing. It’s not dark out quite yet. It’s a murky uncomfortable in between of the elegance of night and the joy of day. I feel horrible. I’ve been dealing with some chronic illness, and today is a bad day. I could barely get out of bed at all. I don’t have the energy -- nay, the _ability_ to get up just to get some food. The new meds help, but bad days still arise. At least it is better than before. It dawns on me that I’m supposed to enjoy this moment. This is nice. It’s a good moment. I don’t know why, because it feels as if everything is stuck and crumbling and I am at the center of it. But this is a good moment. This is how I’ll get through to tomorrow.

this song is very nostalgic. it reminds me of my childhood, when I was really happy.

Todos los días me levanto,me río,me digo este es un nuevo comienzo, Pero al final del día,todos los días siguen siendo igual de malos...

Ощущение при прослушивании, что из тебя выходит душа и остаëтся бездыханное тело...

I have social anxiety this song makes me calm and realize everyone is just trying to do there best in life, even though you are alone, depressed and don't know what to do the only you can do is walk in the rain, knowing you are moving forward... You are strong, and you are brave for moving... There will be better days..

eu nao sei voces mas passei o ano novo e natal ouvindo essa musica aqui eu simplismente nao consigo pensar direito na vida ao ponto de querer me matar por depressao e etc eu espero que esse tipo de musica ajude pessoas que sentem o mesmo que eu adeus..

Listen you guys aren’t alone Jesus is saying I’m right here come to me. Go to Jesus he will be your light ❤

I like listening to this song whenever I feel pathetic, when I feel like a disgrace.

This hits different when your walking through a school hallway by yourself

I just miss my childhood. It's not that my life isn't great anymore, I'm having a wonderful time every single day. Is just that back in the days everything was much simpler. Imagine if we could experience once more the summer of 2012 or 2013. Damn, shit brings tears to my eyes just from writing this. Every moment is special ❤️, show love and don't hate people. Life moves on real fast.

I am now a young adult. This hits hard for me now. I'll miss the days of being a young kid. When life used to be fun and all, now all of it's happiness and colours has faded away and we are now black and white, wishing that we could have gone back. It's hard. VERY HARD!! 😭😭😭

Why does this picture give me odd nostalgia? I have no idea of what. The only thing I can come up with is that it reminds me of being five and riding with my dad with the radio off.Seeing the train tracks,my school,the gas stations,and just feeling calm.This audio calms my soul.

This song make me cry on my all memories 😥😭😭

Под такими песнями можно найти таких же как ты людей которые не будут тебя осуждать за то что ты одинок...😌😔

I don't know why, but this song takes me back to the 2000s and seeing myself as that old happy kid , I don't want to ignore that my life is going well now but the6 2000s era really hits different for me. I'd give my everything just to feel those glory days even for a sec. So thanks for this masterpiece of art which can gives me a journey through the time

Back when things were peaceful playing cod with the boys watching KZfaq instead of tiktock going outside more rappers still alive cobe still alive the golden year of 2016

It’s strange how the background gives me a memory that I never actually saw

i miss my old me.

I sometimes wish to have someone that hears me everytime I talk, that doesn't laugh at me because Im short, that always wants to hang out, that makes me laugh and especially, I can trust... But I know that will never happen because people think I'm a "weirdo". I get bullied at school, my parents are forcing me to get good grades even tho I work hard, everything goes wrong... Nothing matters to me anymore...

I just got back from riding my motorcycle at night with my headphones in. I stopped at a lake to chill and look at the water and this song was playing. It was so cool it was just mad quiet and this song was playing while I was watching the lake. Shit was beautiful fr 🥱😮‍💨

Entiendo que aquí la mayoría comenté que se siente solo, triste con ganas de llorar, etc. Pero yo al escuchar esto me da un sueño profundo.

My uncle had passed away earlier this year January 22nd 2023 at 64 to cancer. This song kept playing in my head as I walked outside through the rain crying I'm 14 now it's crazy that even at a young age you can feel pain. He was an uncle that took care of me my siblings and my mom took us to places I still can't get over the fact he is gone It will never be the same getting inside of his van. I am a WWE fan and It made me happy seeing him get into wrestling and he loved it! It made me so happy I said "We can watch another one if you want" he watched another that was 3 hours long at that time I still knew he had cancer he just didn't tell us it was that bad. when we first found out it was around march of 2022 I texted him and said "I hope you're going to be ok" he said "I will I promise buddy..." I've lost so much family that took me a long time to get over this is going to take me a while to get over he felt like the dad I never had I still miss him Love you uncle Kenny I hope you're resting well. EDIT: 5/9/24 I am happy, I got help from my friends and the little family I have left, I got a girlfriend as well. We already talked about getting married, having kids and starting a family. I'm at peace, God Bless!

تنقلني عالم ثاني ياخي تجنن

Hello. I just wanted to leave this message here. Sorry if i mispronounced or something, english is not my first... well, you know. Straight to the point. I just wanna say that tomorrow im gonna start making changes in my life. I know i have the motivation and simply i can be this way forever. Im young and i have a lot of things to experience. So the thing is i know many of the people here are sad or not feeling very good. But believe me. You are worth it. You deserve a chance. And you have a chance, so use it. I know that sometimes is hard, and sometimes our life is not what we expect. But even with that, we are worth it. We are precious things and we have things and motives to stay here. God bless you all. I know i dont know you... but i like you. Whatever you're dealing with, is not gonna last forever. I hope that this helps in some way, sorry if this comes out as strange. I just want to give the same motivation i have right now. You can. I believe in you. We all believe you. God bless you all ❤

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up…….

Esto es lo único que hace mi dia sea tranquilo y que mis pensamientos se aclaren .. Se que suena estúpido pero habra gente que sepa

For anyone out there who feels lonely, I just want to say I felt the same way, what helped was definitely going where there were lots of people, clubs, gyms, school, you name it, after I went it became hard to be alone, I talk to many people now and have friends, plus I’m more confident in myself since I realized I can make friends if I try, so please don’t give up on yourself and don’t be hard on yourself, just keep trying and you’ll definitely make it, *I promise*

This track is the only one that reminds me of core memories. Nostalgia that this hold is loaded.

Esta música me hace sentir como si estuviera solo en el espacio con poco oxígeno viendo todas las galaxias y planetas

La voy a extrañar mucho :')

Commenting for people who sees this in the next generation.

I used to listen to this song in its original version as something relaxing and good, little by little it ended up becoming something nostalgic and memorable, I'm so calloused with emotional pain that I can't shed any tears even for loneliness or sadness or nostalgia but still I feel all of this at the same time, I know it's not easy for anyone and I even feel bad for complaining, but I feel like I'm becoming my only companion even though I have people around who love me and as the days go by I only have miserably and mistakenly trying to be better and failing even more, anyway I'm going to keep following my trail and hope the ending isn't tragic (I'm Brazilian and I don't know English this comment was translated by google translator)

it's hard to know so many of us feel like we're stuck in the same ways we have always been stuck in. we feel emotionless, but maybe there's hope ? we don't find it though, so we go to our rooms with music on and pretend to lie within an alternate reality as out tears flow and our hope slips into the darkness of the night.

Walking in the halls, the many faces of joy and laughter. But I stand from afar watching them all as if I was watching a story unfold from none of their perspectives. Wandering through my head about how nice it would be to be one of them.

2021: dreamcore vibes 2023: real.

This song really sounds good at night, where no one will judge you for your problems, you will be comfortable and relaxed, I really recommend it :)

It's not an alone feeling, to me. It's like, saying goodbye to a past that just won't wave back at you and you know they're not coming back and all you have are memories. Just look back, relax and really appreciate those times. Be happy that you had em.

Wow... you know when you listen to this kind of music and you feel alone and sad in a good way and it reminds you of things you've never experienced and going to places you've never been. That is the feeling this song gives me.

This is the type of music to make you think, “Wow, How did we get here?” Times are stressful it’s really hard to cope when reflecting with your mistakes, you feel lonely and this music makes you reflect what’s happening, have a good day ❤

This song makes every sceneario feel completely different.

I will become 18 in a matter of 2 months, and for some reason i feel unprepared. Never been told where to start, just figuring out by myself where to go. I want a family, i want to work the things i love, but everything right now seems so palpable but so out of reach. This song makes me feel that i'm leaving childhood and becoming an adult finally. Makes me realize the times i felt good as a child and the bad moments that puzzled me as an adolescent. Now i look back with fondness, but finaly coming to terms with the idea of leaving behind such moments. It will be a part of me, but my past has died alongside the past me. Now a different beign, looking back in what once he thought to be himself. No longer fit for existing. I only wish not to go back in time and live my life again, but when i die have the chance to meet the other versions of myself that stayed with the past, just to say hi once more before departing. See you in the future, past me. Sincererly Present me.

Sometimes it sucks to be alone I used to feel that way but I felt this presence it was holy spirit and I thought "let me try reading the Bible" and become a better Christian" and all I can say it was the best decision I've made and im so happy but I know this won't really help u much but all can say is to pray and to give ur life to Christ it's hard at first but as go it's an amazing journey that never ends.

Автор гений, ибо создает музыку которая заставляет плакать.

this song lets my mind escape for a few minutes

I would restart back to when I was born, not to relive everything, but to see and hear the words coming from the people I lost once more.

This song makes me think of when you’re laying in the grass by a lake and silently star gazing with your favorite person

I’m always sad. This is what my insides sound like. I’m so sad…..