Hey, Guys Thank you so much for watching this video and the great response to it. It's such a blessing to see that. I just wanted to firmly ask you if you would consider subscribing to the Channel I uploaded every Week a Video about things God has given me on my heart. The quality of the videos is in my opinion better but the message is still the same. Stay blessed!

I had a similar experience at 17. I was sober and following Christ for 6 months, then I started doing drugs and alcohol again. It took another 20 years before I had a second chance. I am now 42 and celebrating 5 years of being free from drugs and alcohol. Don't be like me and waste 20 years!

The new age philosophy that Jesus was just another ascended master is ALSO a deception. Jesus is the only way, the truth the the LIFE.

This helped me more than you can imagine . You are in my prayers friend .

My intellectual pursuits got me stuck in the occult too. It's crazy how we have to guard ourselves from our own minds.

Beautiful story! Exactly what I went through in a sense. I was deep into New Age and it's empty philosophy that left me feeling empty as usual, I also indulged in psychedelics every few months. Until I had a pyschotic break on my last trip and I was in hospital wanting to kill myself. The worst week ever! But only through that suffering did I dedicate my search to God and now I'm in the process of changing my life around and giving over my heart to God.

Hey Timon, I really felt your story. I used to do a lot of drugs, mushrooms, heaps of weed, MDMA, speed, oxycodone, the whole lot really except for the really hard stuff, and a lot of lsd at a pretty young age, and like you i would have the monthlyish urge to do it, sometimes very large amounts(now i know was from the devil). and I used to have anger and spitefullness at Christians and God and stuff, an irrational anger that looking back was demonic. I have only been a Christian for a few months, and despite some backsliding I am completely sober and delivered from heavy smoking addiction that i tried to kick 100s of times before Jesus did it for me. With Him all things are possible, much love from australia mate, God bless

i was an atheist until i took LSD and it showed me the truth in christs teachings like no church ever could, thank god for psychedelics and making our brains the way he did!

This hit home to me, brought tears to my eyes. I’ve been smoking weed since I was 12 recently come to Christ a couple of years back I’m 28 and I’m still smoking weed, the thoughts you have before giving weed up is exactly the same as how I’m feeling right now. Bless brother🙏

This testimony was so powerful and beautiful. So cute and sweet to watch. Thank you for sharing!!

Thank you for sharing brother :) your spirit makes me smile. God is so incredible. So happy for you . Much love

This was beautiful brother! God bless you!

Sorry for the huge book, but I pray that those struggling will read this and find some peace through Christ. This video helped me tremendously! I was introduced to Christianity on my mothers side of the family when I was younger and have always believed in a God and Jesus, but my parents split at a young age and my father was never spiritual. Around age 9 or 10 I moved in with him for good, Christianity slowly faded because I wasn’t directly exposed to it and I became more focused on fitting in at school, etc. Around age 15 I was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma (bone cancer) and had to go through grueling chemotherapy, also was exposed to medical grade Narcotics, pain medicine (Morphine, Dilaudid, Oxy, etc., nerve medication such as Valium, they gave me everything. I realized that I began liking the way that they made me feel. I didn’t realize at that time that this would be a precursor to a long and dark path. Both of my parents were addicts as I had always told myself I would never do drugs, but in this contained environment I felt it was okay. So during my treatment I had bowel complications as a result of chemo which forced me to go into emergency surgery, I was medically induced in a coma for around 7 days with brief moments of consciousness, in this time I nearly lost my life, I prayed going in that my life was in Gods hands and asked for forgiveness wether he wanted me to live or die, although I hadn’t been very spiritual I still believed and felt it necessary. I come through the surgery, they removed around 20 inches I don’t remember exactly of my small intestine, I countinued to heal and made a full cancer free recovery and am now 5 years cancer free. After this is where the real battle came into my life. My father and stepmother did not let me have a healthy relationship with the rest of my family during this time (my family has always pulled me 4 different directions emotionally, grandparents fighting for custody bc my parents were addicts up until my dad finally got treatment, parents using me as a pawn to hurt each other, etc) also during this time I had a girlfriend cheat on me and emotionally manipulated me and when I broke things off she lied and turned everyone at school against me aswell. So I began to emotionally isolate myself from everyone, started sneaking and getting into my father and my grandfathers alcohol, smoking weed, etc. I then found a prescription of Hydrocodone, for anyone who doesn’t know it’s a Opiod (narcotic pain medicine). This was the beginning of an addiction to anything and everything I could get my hands on, eventually it got to the point of using amphetamines and even occasionally when at the right place and time Heroin. None of this I was proud of but the shame continued my addiction. Finally I had had enough and I walked away from everything hard and went back to just smoking weed and used suboxone to manage cravings and make me feel “normal” without drugs. All this had done was create another addiction to the suboxone and I could not go without them or I would have intense physical withdrawals. I still continued to suffer with depression, anxiety, etc. and continued to isolate myself from everyone but my girlfriend. I eventually looked into Physcedelics, I had heard they could help with spiritual and emotional healing. I had tried LSD before in my days if active addiction but it was mainly to just see cool stuff, etc. So I bought an ounce of Magic Mushrooms and over the span of roughly a month did numerous trips and thought I was healing, I was also big into alien culture during this bc the two go hand in hand. I was grasping the idea of the existence of aliens but still believed in God and had internal conflicts trying to prove both to myself. During the last few trips I started having thoughts coming into my head that didn’t seem like they were mine, I started believing that through physcedelics there could be the possibility of communicating with extraterrestrial or inter-dimensional alien beings. I could do regular tasks better, etc and I had high hopes that I was having a breakthrough and could use this to help my own progression through life, wether it be monetary gain, etc. During my last time using them I suddenly had the realization of what I was actually encountering, and once I realized the possibility that it could be demonic the entire feeling in myself and the room changed and I could see a dark shadowy figure everywhere I looked and it seemed it was trying to scare me as much as it could because I saw it for what it was, I had been so isolated from Christ by the Devil that I never thought to even call upon him so I just sucked it up, and sat and endured it until the trip ended. So I had made up my mind I was never doing those again, but I continued smoking marijuana and also had the suboxone addiction but it didn’t get me high it just made me feel normal so I didn’t think it was wrong. About a month later I smoked some dabs which is a concentrated form of THC, which is all I smoked at that point bc my tolerance to Marijuana was so high I couldn’t feel it any other way. I started having a bad trip and it was almost like music was playing in my mind and I couldn’t turn it off and something was telling me go play this on your guitar, I immediately thought back to the mushrooms and what I had encountered so I began to get scared again, but this time something told me to call on Christ and I did, I started praying for forgiveness and truly submitted to the will of God and accepted Christ in my heart on my own without influence of family members, etc. I suddenly felt the warmest feeling in my chest which I now know is the Holy Spirit and can feel it daily whenever I’m in deep prayer. From that moment I said okay, lead my life, Jesus is King, and memorized Matthew 28:20 “I am with you always, even until the very end of the age”. In almost the flip of light switch all my desires and interests completely faded away and all I wanted was to know Christ. I could feel the Holy Spirit telling me I needed to quit all my addictions, I cold turkey quit Suboxone, Tobacco, and Marijuana at the same time and put my faith in him and never felt sick at all, yet I used to not be able to go longer than a day without feeling like I had the worst flu of my life. I kept having a voice telling me I wasn’t worthy of gods love, that I was going to hell and there’s no hope, etc. But the more I prayed and trusted God those thoughts completely left my mind, now my only fear is that of God, and I have no desires other than living for him. For about a week I kept have flashbacks to all the times I took physcedelics and would see the demonic influence that I had while using them that I wasn’t even aware of at the time. Physcedelics are 100% a tool of the demonic, and using them will open a barrier for them to try to influence you and control you. I thank God every day and pray all throughout the day to him about anything that comes into my mind I wanna share with him! Good, bad, etc. I’ve not had this much joy in my heart and smiles on my face in years, Jesus did for me in an instant what I searched years for. He continues to restore me every day and I pray that all those out there who are battling addiction, feeling unworthy, whatever is afflicting you, put your faith in Christ, completely put your trust in his will and he will work wonders on you. This is my testimony and I hope it helps those out there also struggling, never give up, he loves you and wants nothing more than for you to let him in your life. God Bless!

I can absolutely believe that when it came to people like Moses who “met god” can easily have been tripping balls on DMT

Thank you so much for sharing this video with us. God is good!

Thank you for sharing. God bless!

Hi Dude, good job. .. glad for ya !

Very beautiful testimony! You have such a joyful spirit. God bless you

Thank you for that lovely testimony, I pray the Lord continues to guide you 🙏

Love this so much ✨, so glad we are apart of such a beautiful family 🤍

That is so amazing. Praise God. Thanks for that

This is a beautiful testimony, God bless you for sharing with us

Happy for your journey.

Beautiful testimony. Glory to God! He also delivered me from drugs and anger. He has given me a new heart 💙🌺 thank you Jesus

Hey bro, just saw your testimony and was very moved. I grew up a Christian (learned much of the Word and I love God) but I struggle against my desires as a single man. I need a home church and since I don't want to be deceived, I'm not sure where to go. I've prayed about it but need direction... Thanks for sharing your testimony. The power and love of Jesus is so beautiful! God bless!

thank you for sharing this! i have my personal doubts yet in a similar journey and obstacles..thats how i found your video.

We have SOOOO much in common. I teared up a little because I am still struggling a little bit. It's definitely a spiritual warfare going on. A constant battle im fighting. Thank you for sharing. I too hope one day I can share my experience

Thanks for sharing your testimony bro!!!

Wow thank you for your testimony!

Awesome testimony brother!! Happy for you God bless

Thank you so much for sharing this Timon, I am a fairly new Christian who wrestles with doubting Gods existence and whether or not Jesus was who He said He was. I found this because I had questions about psychedelics and whether or not could prove or disprove Gods existence and I’m so glad I found this, it has answered a lot of those questions that I had about psychedelics and has shown me that they truly are demonic and not from Jesus! Thank you so much my brother and friend!

Great testimony!!!!

One of my favorite testimonies brother I watch weekly

Aww this was an awesome testimony!!

Thanks for sharing your story bro, God bless

Beautiful testimony brother

Such a powerful testimony!!!

Good on you for finding Christ

I met Jesus on LSD, his light was so bright I had to look away but I could feel his immense love. I'll never forget that experience. I did LSD one more time after that and it was horrible so I haven't touched it since.

Blessings and peace be with you bredren. Yeshua be praised and Jah be loved 🙏

Loved your testimony

Amennnnn right on dude 😁😇

Im a Christian and about 4 years ago I had the worst weed trip of my life and I think it changed my life forever. As a Christian I keep having these weird anti christian thoughts and sensations that I know are not from me . Ive had many deliverances and I pray about it all the time . I take medication and went to therapy but it really feels like nothing can help . No one I talk to understands what Im going through and Im so close to giving up . I dont think God is going to heal me . I feel like the only way im gonna get better is if God miraculously heals me .

You see you had a demon when during that lsd session you started feeling that cloud in your stomach. That's when the demon possessed you. And how beautiful is that God warned you in a dream days before. Praise God. Through Jesus we are totally free! We are no longer slaves of satan..

Amen brother 🙏🏼 I struggle with letting go of weed and I think your accent is nice.

JESUS bless you friend! 🙏🏾🙌🏾✝️‼️

Yasssss 😁🙌🏻🤗

Praise our Lord Jesus Christ!! ❤❤❤

Exactly how I used to feel, I was ‘spiritual’ it was ok though or so I thought coz I was into white magick and meditating as well as lots of psychedelics Jesus Christ is Lord and saviour

Man this is exectly what I went through. I’d love to talk to you sometime. I’m so grateful for god showing us what he did. I don’t know anyone else that went through this

Yessirrrrr God is good

Wow I've heard this before. God brought me right back

Praise the Lord Jesus Christ , amen !

Thank you, interesting.

May The Lord Bless you 🙏

I don't understand psychedelics, but as a Christian I know it connects you to the spiritual world and it isnt the good side.

Amen bro

Praise God.

Glory to Jesus Christ and Lord Jesus Christ bless you.

Wow, God showed you with a dream. Some people never accept or understand it is an open doorway to the Demonic. God blessed you to see truth. May you continue to be blessed by Jesus Christ our Lord. 🙏

"Beware of unearned wisdom"

good video

Wundervolles Zeugnis!

i was in a similar situation. deceived by new age and taking psychadelics. i began to question religion and christianity. then i was involved in an accident. and God showed me the truth.

I think the Salem witch trials had a similar thing happening in relation to your dream ; the rye they ate had some sort of hallucinogen / psychedelic .

I actually found god through psychedelics. I have a spiritual connection through tripping.

Thanks for sharing this emotional story ! This story touched my heart

I’m currently battling the same battle to the T. I need Jesus more than ever after this

Don’t do psychedelics this is real, don’t play with this stuff there is something about them that can really affected you, I hope God protects all of you.

Liebe deine Geschichte! Gott ist soooo gut!!!!

Glory to Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior

What is your view on the ego death experience so many have trough psychedelics? These people describe the experience of merging with God, feeling the deepest love and bliss and forgetting they're individuals, forgetting their identities, even their families and all of their individual values they have in this lifetime. This concept that our individual existence, identities and values in this life are just illusory and temporary has destroyed me, given me huge existential anxiety. What do you think is happening to these people who have the ego death experience? Doesn't it suggest that non duality is the truth? (only God is real, individuality is temporary)? What do you think our individual essence consists of, are our values derived from our essence or is it just neutral consciousness and our values are determined by our experiences?

You can't lay a bombshell like "flipping your Bible open and God was speaking to you" and not reveal what book, chapter, and verse it was.

Lsd is truth. Maybe you were ready for the experience you must surrender.

So honestly since I've done psychadelics for the first time dating back to around the beginning of 2020, it really feels like God is just this concept that humanity has developed over time. I used to be Christian, but even though over the years I struggled with my beliefs and got to the point where I said, alright, I'm "God" and religion is just a scam, I STILL to this day think about Jesus. Can never get the guy outta my head. I feel that it's mainly due to my mother, she hammered him into my head and continues to do so, which I can't understand. The only reason I can't prove or disprove anything is because I'm not dead yet. Regardless, I'm familiar with a good amount of religious/esoteric symbols and imagery from browsing about these past 2-3 years, and in my opinion, most concepts seem to bounce off one another or garner inspiration from one another. It seems to me that the whole concept of God is off. It doesn't make sense and raises more questions than it's ever shown answers for. I mean no disrespect, obviously you can tell I'm still on the fence and am searching for something, I encourage you to continue doing what you're doing. However, it's almost like I half believe in this Jesus concept and I half don't. Part of it being because every time I look in the mirror I'm reminded of him. It's like it's some kind of test almost but am I the universe testing myself or is it "God" testing me? As a matter of fact, my whole life seems to be some grand joke or a euphemism for the universe trying to accept/reject itself. I'm actually scared I might be the real God. If God is real, that means I'm God, you're God, we're all God. Collectively, we make up God because we cannot exist without God and God cannot exist without us. Otherwise, what is the point of sentience, consciousness, and our very existence? My opinion of God is that if he/she/it/other created us, obviously they were lonely. And thus, imagined people. With that being said, there could be no such thing as perfection or divinity. This is the only world. Psychadelics have kind of removed my faith in the supernatural. If something occurs that seems unnatural, it's a mere matter of perspective, and it's only a matter of time before the old supernatural becomes the new natural. And I get it, each individual has their own take on God but Jesus especially, and they tend to be quite radical. However, I don't believe in getting purified through some baptismal ceremony, or holy water or anointing oil or whatever have you. And regardless of dabbling in the new age and such, I don't own crystals or mystical objects, or this that and the 3rd, I mainly only smoke weed now, I don't really drink at all anymore, and like I said I stopped doing psychadelics, especially due to how they run my mental processing power at a million miles an hour. I've even read the bible and watched religious videos while on a couple acid trips, etc. I've only tried DMT 4 times and I can't seem to break through. It seems like every time I've done a psychadelic, I was in the right place at the right time, no matter how comfortable/uncomfortable the trip. These days I've stopped because I abused it and after my last trip I felt like I just didn't need psychadelics anymore. I only like they way weed makes me feel. But honestly, just curious about your thoughts. There's a lot I can share but right now I'm just trying to pump out as much information as I can because I can only use one hand currently.

God is good,Ameen.

I appreciate you sharing your account here. Your feelings are your own, and no one can take that away from you. I do however have some observations from what you shared. Your dream of ergot did not seem to describe either what people experience from LSD in real life or even your own positive experience. The tone of what you described in the dream was also one of shame. You shared that you argued with your parents forcing you to go to camp, but that you weren't forced. If that was the case, what was the argument about? It sounds like coercion was actually a factor. As a proponent of responsible psychedelic healing, it seems to me as though it wasn't the psychedelics that were ultimately the problem, rather that your shame surrounding them and incongruence with your Christian identity were causing you distress. If you found healing through Jesus that's a good thing. My experiences though uprooted a toxic and fear based religious ideology and replaced it with open-mindedness and love. There is nothing in the Bible that forbids psychedelic exploration, and there's actually quite a few Easter eggs in the bible suggesting plant medicines as an integral part of the revelatory process. If anyone is interested, ask and I'll share them. In any case I hope that you have a happy life, and are able to think for yourself without shame, coercion, or needing to deny any experiences you have had that were transformative in a positive way, whether they be religious or psychedelic. Much love. ❤️

How do you comunicate so much beauty? It's Incredible. I just look at it and it brings me to tears. Because I'm looking at it and I'm looking at myself. Yeah you've never really seen porn until you've seen it on 5meo DMT. Until you recognize that it's you and that's basically what Infinity is. Sort of like I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you, no I love you more, I love you more, I love you more. Who can love who more? And whoever can love who more is God. You see that long laundry list of stuff about you that you don't love. God loves all of it. I'm sorry for not loving more, that's the only thing you have to be sorry about. Thank you. Thank You For Love! And at this point you realize that that's it, that's the point. That's the only lesson in life. That's my only job. Is to love. Everything else is idiocy and then what you do is you say I love you. For the first time in your life you say I love you because you really understand what that phrase means and you fall in love with God. But as it throws it out there, it's gentle so he throws it out there but then you say oh I can't love it and then what God will say in return is, it's okay. I love that you are not capable of love. I love that. And when that hits you. That's what fills you with enough love to overcome your resistance to love even that next level thing that you could do. No it can't be love. Of course it's love! what else could it be! It's love! No oh my God this is impossible! Of course it's love how could it be anything else!? How could I be so stupid as to think it's anything else. And God is like of course it's love.

I been thinking about taking shrooms to get closer with god, do you not recommend it then?? Shrooms are bad?

I can't tell you what your God means to you, but God means for me quite a lot, natural psychedelics are the key to un corrupting your mind and finding God.

Stay close to God. He is Love. He is very Awesome.

How does someone go from knowing that they are God to being saved by Jesus Christ.?

I gave up on Jesus. I practiced self compassion.

wenn ich s nöd uf KZfaq gseh het, würdi dich im nächschte Camp nümm erchänne😂

John 3:3-7 + Acts 2:38 = New Testament Salvation the New Birth!!! ❤❤❤❤

This "dark Cloud" you saw that only when you was on "L" or Its like a Daily stuff? (Like HPPD)

I'm healing from a bad experience with fake acid lsd last two times I felt like I almost got posses was left suicidal and confused doing high doses last time was just one hit the funny thing is I saw this video before having them horrible experiences but I was judgemental I thought oh I'm not Doing witchcraft or nothing boy was I wrong drugs are bad i still don't weed is that bad but Ima just stay away from it lol i was tripping balls xD

Hey Timon, I think I came to a revelation about psychedelics and whether or not Christians can use them. I will try to provide a bit of back story. In ancient Greece, they used to make what was called "Dionysian Wine." This wine was usually a mixed wine that contained other compounds that were possibly hallucinogenic. Along with this rite of passage, people used to travel to the Temple of Demeter to consume mushrooms yearly. You can find this information in "Psilocybin Mushrooms of the World" by Peter Stamets, which before I found this video, I was using to learn how to identify magic mushrooms in the wild. These cults or rituals were both more secretive, and much of the information about them has been scattered, just like the rituals from Natives in the Americas who used mescaline or DMT to invoke spiritual experiences. Furthermore, the more psychedelics I did and the more I researched the topic the more I started to see a similar image: a girl figure. She seems to represent Mother Nature, or the wild. I'm not sure. Is this the Whore of Babylon? I don't know I thought, and I could never figure it out. Well, Last Night I prayed to God for answers to some of the questions that I had and he had me open up Proverbs. Upon reading Proverbs 23:29-35: "29 Who hath woe? who hath sorrow? who hath contentions? who hath babbling? who hath wounds without cause? who hath redness of eyes? 30 They that tarry long at the wine; they that go to seek mixed wine. 31 Look not thou upon the wine when it is red, when it giveth his colour in the cup, when it moveth itself aright. 32 At the last it biteth like a serpent, and stingeth like an adder. 33 Thine eyes shall behold strange women, and thine heart shall utter perverse things. 34 Yea, thou shalt be as he that lieth down in the midst of the sea, or as he that lieth upon the top of a mast. 35 They have stricken me, shalt thou say, and I was not sick; they have beaten me, and I felt it not: when shall I awake? I will seek it yet again." In these few verses, it touches on addiction, drunkenness, possibly porn or maybe a symbol of a women, and also of "perverse things" being uttered. When you take LSD, you seem to start speaking about things that don't seem to come from you, am I wrong? Like when you're trying to wrap your head around the universe and ideas start to come, and you can't hardly put them together but you try to tell other people anyway? And if you're all tripping, you all nod in agreement, even though some of things I've seemed to say on acid were completely illogical yet somehow made sense? Like ideas about whether we are in a simulation, or whether aliens exist, or whether there are dimensions about and below ours. I know that I've thought these things an acid. What do you think?

9:00 had me laughing hahahahah

what is the name of the song in the intro??

what about psychedelic music is that demonic?

i wish i could experience this

What about Eternity witch you can see under psychodelics?

what I've seen on psychedelics is undeniable truth. truth that God is love and we are all one and connected and that the ego is a mere illusion. And things like art, music, and humor are ways in which bring us together and alchemize the suffering of the world. I feel like so many people misinterpret the symbolic message of Jesus and still live in fear and ego centered. In fact all religions talk about the same One God that pervades all of the cosmos, but the sacred text has been taken literally and skewed to keep people in fear of god and controlled for other people to be in power. As long as ones mind is in the heart, that is the key to liberation. The kingdom is within. But all this being said, I don't think psychs are here to abuse and use as a crutch for spirituality, they simply reflect yourself.

Bro me too I feel that n I’m 15 the devil will try to deceive u

God made all things under the sun, including drugs. I love ALL of God's creations 😁

Have you internalized John 1:29, 4:42, 12:32? Also Acts 3:20-21. Romans 5:18, 11:32-36. 1 Cor. 15:22. Colossians 1:16-20 etc. yet? Robin Parry and Ilaria Ramelli live closer to you in Europe than I do in America, God bless you brother!

I too feel ominous dark cloud in me stumetch

When you really start paying attention to what your brain does you notice that it plays to your fantasy belief in anything is a powerful thing look at how your brain plays tricks on you stop the allusion don’t lie to yourself are you sure that’s good or you talking to yourself ✊🏿

I think you experienced ego death and you were lost of reality? happened to me😂