Me too. I'm two weeks sober and never going back.❤

​@KYLETISZAI hey, this is the beginning. Your life is a masterpiece, put in the work. You will look back in a short amount of time and the difference between who you are becoming and who you once were will be astounding. I believe in you. You have this. Love to you 💜🌟☀️✝️

Both of my daughters have special needs. I have Bipolar Type 1, Generalized Anxiety Disorder and PTSD. Last year was the worst year of my life. I was in and out of the hospital with mania and hallucinations. My wife lost her job, I lost my car, and I even lost my apartment. We lived off of less than $15,000 earned for the entire year with a family of 4. Your story sounds really hard. I want you to know I empathize with you, and I am here to tell you that your Father hears your prayers. Do for others as you would have others do for you. When you pray, forgive those who have wronged you so that your Father will forgive you for your sins. Love the Lord your God with all your heart, all of your soul and all of your mind. “Be still, and know that I am God! I am exalted among the nations; I am exalted in the earth.” Psalms 46:10 I want for you to read Matthew 5:1-12 when you are able. May God give you the peace that only he can.

Choose to be grateful Not ashamed You will shift infrequency 🙏🏻👍😊💕

look my mom called me up the other day crying saying she regrets what she put me through so don’t think of this as a low point think of this as a point in your life to cherish because no one said it’ll be easy or perfect and these times will build your into a warrior like no other and people won’t be able look at you the same unless it’s with respect and your kids will always respect a parent that goes to hell & back. money is tight for me and my papaw right now also but we keep are head high and humble are selves knowing we have to get up everyday and hustle for a penny

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If you wouldn’t mind, how did you get off antidepressants? I tried about two months ago and I only lasted a few weeks. The withdrawals were brutal.

To have patience with oneself is to have self-love 🌹

@dennizsvemark8415 Hell is a state of mind. You are in hell because part of you chose to put you there. You want to be there. Otherwise, you wouldn't have put yourself there. You can leave anytime, you just have to accept and love the part of yourself that wants suffering. Every single one of our desires has a contradictory desire associated with it, and we generally hide the unwanted desire away and externalize it and project it onto others. When we do this, it magnifies that desire's power in the unconscious, and stifles your ego's desire to the point of complete inaction.

@@ryanwhite654 what if im uncapable of loving myself, i cant feel any emotions so thats why.

​@dennizsvemark8415 Well it seems you are at least capable of feeling suffering and desperation so that's a start! Dig deep into those feelings without judging them, and see where they take you. Ask yourself where you feel those emotions in your body, and allow yourself to feel them.

I've come out the other side of it somewhat intact. Was decades in my case. Everyone's unfolding is different, so specific advice probably wouldn't help, but maybe some e-camaraderie and reassurance could help you a tiny bit.