My girlfriend just reminded me that I was not 18, I was 16 years old when this incident took place. She also reminded me that Doug was twice my age.... something I had completely blocked out. I guess I’m the queen of De Nile 😳😅

My therapist recommended a book, the body keeps the score. Our bodies have muscle memory. Our brains get rewired through trauma. Renewing our mind with the Word rewires our brain back to factory conditions. Thank you for your transparency

That should be on a shirt. “Salvation is received not achieved!” Loved that

I was six years old when my 16 year old cousin Charlie molested me repeatedly when my parents were going back and forth to work. When my mother found out, she decided I made it all up and falsely accused him. Years later, I asked her "How does a six year old even know what was happening? How does a six-year old have the vocabulary to describe what happened?" But she humiliated me all the time telling people what a liar I was. I wrote a poem about it. NOISES YOU HEAR WHEN YOU TELL By Kyrila Scully Don’t tell! I’ll give you candy if you let me Kiss this, Touch that, Rub here, Feel there. It won’t hurt a bit. You might even like it. Don’t tell! Don’t tell! It will be our little secret. No one will believe you. Don’t you know I love you? This is how we share love. Don’t tell! I told. Mama didn’t believe me. She didn’t want to. She took me to the doctor. He didn’t see anything. He didn’t want to. What’s wrong with a little fondling Here or there? No real harm done. She’s still a virgin. Don’t tell! Do you want to ruin everything? Do you want your Cousin to go to jail? We’ll lose everything! Everyone will blame you! It will be all your fault! Nobody will like you anymore, Let alone love you. Is that what you want? Don’t tell! Don’t tell! Don’t talk about it! Think about who you’re hurting. You’re embarrassing yourself! Think about the rest of us. Don’t listen to her! I told. Mama says I’m a liar, I made it all up. I’m only six years old. How could I make up such a thing? How would I know such a thing? I’m only six years old. Don’t tell! Don’t tell about him making you Kiss this, Touch that, Tug faster, Suck, but don’t bite. Don’t tell! Why are you still telling those lies? She’s made this all up! STOP TALKING ABOUT IT! NO! I WON’T!!! I told. I don’t care if you believe me or not. I will always tell. This is my truth. God punished him. He died very young. Good! I’m glad he’s dead. He deserved to die for what he did to me. Oh, stop feeling sorry for yourself. That’s all just part of growing up. Really? How sad for you. But he can’t hurt me any more. And he can’t hurt anyone else any more. You see, I’m not the only one. I’m the only one who told. I told. I’ll keep telling until it stops for all children. I told. I’ll keep telling until other children are no longer afraid To tell. I told. Now, I’m free.

No person deserves rape, physical violence through doing mistakes in innocence - unfortunately in this fallen world this is just what has been in this War all along. Thank you Beloved Chynna again for this very hard testimony & you did Wonderfully. 😊.

I had someone drug my drink while at their home when I was 18. He went into the bathroom - I assume to wait until I passed out. I knew I was in trouble and ran out of the house. I somehow managed to drive home. This cute guy was in my college class. After this happened I never saw him in class again or on the campus. I know God watched out for me. I could have been killed. This was in 1982. I'm 56 now and it still haunts me just to think what might have happened to me that day.

Had a bad experience at 19. Was walking 1/2 mile to get woolite to handwash my dress for a job interview the next day ( Id moved in with my son to my moms)was going thru a divorce. It was 8pm . On my way back I saw a man with checkered pants white tshirt his back to me so I walked in the street to go around him. He grabbed me from behind had a stocking on his head drug me behind office buildings took my clothes off with a knife to my throat telling me to be quiet or he ll kill me. The whole time in my head Im saying the Lords Prayer all of a sudden right before he could rape me he looked across the street got this horrified look ran jumped over the fence. I got up nothing was there and ran naked to a neighbors for help.She gave me a robe called police and my mom but my point is I truly believe God sent an Angel to help me that night...it was not my time I had 3 more kids to give birth to. I know the Lord was and is here. Much love

I was raped as a 17 year old in 1987. I was so moved by your testimony, that I felt a shift as you were sharing your experience. The stain is no longer and I feel that the blood of Jesus has set me free. Thank you for being brave and also vulnerable to show that God never gives up on his children. Amen to you sister of Christ! ❤️❤️❤️

I started crying when you said, “whoever The Lord sets free is free indeed”. Boy have I been feeling weighed down in chains

I was talking to my husband today about the dumb things I did when I was young, I do not have much guidance growing up and always looking for fun. I had an abortion when I was 18 and it breaks my heart so deeply for what I did. I am 61 and still bring it back up to myself often. And have to remind myself that I was forgiven at the age of 22 when I came to Christ. I can relate so very much. Love you Chynna! 💕🙏🏻

Thank you for sharing your story. I’m 49 and me and my daughter are getting baptized November 1st!

“I’m aligning with my advocate not my accuser “ AMEN 🙌♥️

I had a horrible childhood filled with abuse, neglect, and drug addicted parent. No one cared because we had money so everyone looked the other way. I take the sadness everywhere I go, but your channel makes me feel better and I don't feel so alone. Just know Chynna, you are making a difference. ❤️

Raise your ✋ if you wish Chynna was your sister or best friend! Chynna, sending you Love from Minnesota.♥️ You have a super special way of making people feel HOPE. Real. +Closer to Jesus. Thank you.💗

I don’t think you realize the extent of how many people you’re helping in many different ways by being so real and honest.... this is not something we see a lot of ....people just aren’t this real anymore so I appreciate it and I do believe the experiences we have in life do mold us for a reason and I think you are at YOUR REASON NOW ...... you’re being used in a powerful way right now. 🙏🙌

It's hard to talk about but I was molested by my father. So I feel your pain when you told this story. Love you sister.🙏💖

YOU ARE SO OPEN YOUR HEART IS ABOUT AS PURE AS IT CAN BE. THE LORD IS USING YOU ❤💙💛💜🙏

Chynna, thank you so much for putting your faith in Jesus out here for us to see and be strengthened. I was a victim of sexual abuse at 5 years old and again at 12 years old. I felt cheap, different from every one else and thought God hated me. What damage the enemy did. But JESUS set me free when I was 36 years old. What Healing the Savior did! To say Thank You Jesus is not enough. Thank You, Thank You Lord.

Chynna, I was date raped in 1996. I blamed myself. For years this has tormented, until God filled me in... that the man knew exactly what he was doing. God removed the guilt. I’m not guilty. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I agree with you hun, we are free. Thank you for sharing. You are precious.

Everyone- teach your children well. Guard your daughters. Read them some of these comments from real people who have suffered. So they can guard themselves.

Girls - stay sober. Seriously. Keep your wits about you. And wear shoes that allow you to run. Always be ready to protect, to defend and to fight for yourself. I worked the rape hotline in the early seventies and taught women how to be pro active in their self protection. There are ALWAYS predators waiting and watching.

Lord, in Jesus Name I pray that you completely heal every single hurt in Chynna’s and others’ who are watching, hearts! Oh Lord may we know that the truth of Whom the Son sets FREE is FREE INDEED!! Thank you Jesus that you didn’t just come to SAVE us, but you took stripes on your back and a crown of thorns on your head that we could be healed!! You came to bind up our wounds and to take away our shame!! Thank you Father, for setting your children free!!!

I'm so sorry that you had to go through such a horrific thing. Congratulations on your sobriety....3 years for me tomorrow. You inspire me with your truth.

What stuck out at me during your story was that you were only 16, and you didn't come home for the whole weekend. Wasn't your mom concerned? I would have freaked out if my kid didn't come home and I didn't know where they were. When I was a teenager, I never spent the night out without telling my mom where I was. I expected the same from my own four daughters when they were in their teens. It's about being smart, safe and responsible.

No one is stain resistant. Peace be with you Chynna.

"What can wash away my sin? Nothing but the blood of Jesus."

Definitely raped. So many of us have moments and memories of shame and/or embarrassment. Things we wish never were, but have no power to take back. You reminded us of how we need to let it go and continue to walk w God. Thank you Chynna.

What a painfully honest story. This has probably happened to a lot of young people. God bless.

Chynna, you have such a grace and Jesus is helping you to heal those wounds..I really hope that you can know that you are loved..and this violation on your own life is an example to others..to surrender to Jesus and give him your heart! But beyond this Chynna you are a beautiful soul! Peace of Christ! ❤💖💖💖

I love how just as you discussing how Jesus' blood washes away stain and blemish, you could hear the faint wave washing on the shoreline. So many receive forgiveness but never forgive themselves. I am glad you forgave yourself!!!! I have received forgiveness for myself too.

Matthew 18:6 but whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be drowned in the depth of the sea.

Everytime you say “Peace of Christ” to anyone walking by, I have to smile 😃

Oh Chynna you dug up something Ive hidden so deep inside of me. My cousin and I used to go out to clubs in Orange County Ca alot on weekends. Never would I ever think something would happen to me. We did this every weekend in the 80s and 90s.. hes my family. I often spent the night,.. he slipped me something a roofie and I woke to him on top of me and I couldnt move. I was paralyzed. Ive carried this forever😥 I blamed myself for putting myself in that situation to begin with . I know now I am not at fault and God loves me. Thank you for sharing. Stay healed 🙏 sending love . Ps Ive never seen that cousin again

You are a fisher of men dear sister in Christ. Thank you for sharing and God bless.

You are so open , so raw and so real. You are amazing Chynna. What a beautiful blessing you are.

WOW I'm 55 yrs old and I've admired you and your music for ages. SO BRAVE because of Jesus that you can come out and talk about this. This is called a TESTIMONY. We've all sinned and put ourselves in compromising positions. I LOVE when you said, "who knew that the blood could remove a bloodstain" that was brilliant. The Holy Spirit gives us such amazing wisdom. Continue to rebuke all of Satan's ways and continue to cover your family with the blood of Jesus. This place called earth is just a "testing ground". We are warriors of the cross. Keep lifting them up and putting them down says my pastor. She knows a thing or two about marching forward!

Thank you for taking us on your walk! Very strong message!

You are a beacon of light in a dark world, Keep Shining!🌞

Chynna, my significant other was sexually assaulted back in 1998 by someone she trusted. She was the one ridiculed for it,and basically victimized by her attacker and then her sorority and the guy's fraternity..He claimed it was consensual, basically said she asked for it, and the trash that raped her was never held accountable.. She was drugged before the sexual assault. She was 100% a victim. Nothing consensual about it..To this day, she still suffers deeply for it, and finally agreed to therapy. I pray in earnest for her every night. She is a wonderful, beautiful woman, who actually said she felt she and her body is worthless, and wonders how could anyone want her..it kills me to hear her say that... It truly breaks my heart. Through Christ, all can be healed. There is nothing without the Lord. Thank you for sharing your story. God Bless you and yours

Wow I gotta say MAJOR respect for you posting this as I firmly believe it will make its way to somebody who desperately needs to see/hear it and therefore you don't know who you could be saving. Well done Chynna 🙏🏼 Peace of Christ 🙏🏼

Oh my gosh Chynna, can I say that's been my favorite of all your CP episodes!! Thank you for quoting the "I can do ALL things through Christ" verse. God sure gave you the strength to share so eloquently your story. That was so brave of you on so many levels. I have my own story and it sometimes still creeps in and taunts me. I thank God for you and your honesty. God bless you dear sweet Chynna. ❤

I lived the Hollywood lifestyle and the drinking and drugs were prevalent in my life. I have had many situations where I was like yeah that was my fault etc. Yes we are forgiven. As you talk I can see white little angels behind you...I love it! Great video! I love dogs so it helps to see them when you are talking about the Lord. I love seeing the water washing us clean of all stains. Thank you for sharing Chynna! Beautiful video! xo

I may not relate to your situation, but I can relate to my wrong choices I made in my turbulent twenties that sometimes when I look back now at 54 I cringe with embarrassment and ashamed. But then I have to remind myself those things that I made were covered by a much more powerful stain that makes me white as snow . Thank you sister so much for that reminder.

This is (video) true gold. Raw. Humble. Emotional. Relatable. Beautiful. Powerful. Thank you for your bravery to share your experiences and your heart. It's not easy but you have been doing a beautiful job. Keepin it real.

Yes Amen!!!!!!!!! I can relate to your sad story Chynna. We are set free and our chains are broken!!!!!!!! He came to heal the broken hearted and bind up our wounds. Thank you for sharing. ✝️🙏❤️

Talk therapy is good for the soul ,GOD BLESS you and I wish you peace.

Thank you for sharing. I was so moved. I’m Jewish so of course our beliefs differ; However I just find a way to use your words and apply them to my beliefs. I’m grateful for you. The Lord our G’d, the Lord is one. ❤️🙏🏻✌🏻

Not a quote from the Bible, but still one of my favorites:“Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved.” - Helen Keller Thank you for sharing your story and helping others. Thank you for taking us on that BEAUTIFUL walk. The sound of the ocean was so lovely!

You definitely lift me up in Christ and I’m so happy I found you Chyna!!!

Chynna, you are a formidable woman. A woman of Christ. Even in your vulnerability, you are strong. God bless you.

Chynna this was the best, most honest video I've ever seen. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I know, I was molested by my own father when I was 9 yrs old. I won't go into the details. Everybody has their story and my story is still with me and I'm 58 yrs old now. I forgave, but I can't forget. What you said and the way you said it hit me to the core of my soul. I thank you for being so brave and real. I'm a Christian too and the only way I can get through this and anything else is because of what Jesus has done for us. Thank you for being your true, authentic self and helping so many people with this video

I’m so thankful you told your story with such honesty and detail without naming the young man. He certainly was not a gentleman! This is where I want to continue to pour into the lives of our young men also. They need to know that caring for a vulnerable woman when she has perhaps gone over the line (drinking) is a noble and beautiful thing and is not weakness. And our baby girls ... we just need to continue to show them who they are in CHRIST and know that He is our all-in-all and we are complete in Him. Thank you for your uplifting encouragement!! 💕🙏🏼😇

So bold and so brave, thank you Chyna! I had a similar experience and I Thank you Jesus for being the ultimate stain remover and ultimate healer and redeemer of our hearts, souls and minds! All my thanks and love for being such an encourager Chyna, love you videos, there such a great help to me!

Our God is so loving and He heals completely! He leaves no stone unturned! He loves us that much.💖🙌💖

I'm a survivor of incest & later rape by an acquaintance. In addition, I was a battered wife. I was BROKEN for years. Traumatized. I never thought Jesus cared to heal me but HE did! Completely. Bless the Lord!!

I am laying here and half way through this the holy spirit comes upon me and I realized that the lord is speaking to me through you and how I much I needed to here this. And I realize as christian of over 45 years I never really let go what god had forgiven and i am weeping to finaly feel free of all the horible sins i have kept in my back pocket every once in a while pulling them out and feeling guilty. Now I know that god has let them go and its time for me to let them go. God Bless you for being a vessal god uses.

Your courage and honesty is helping so many today. So many young woman and men have been victims of sexual abuse and feel dirty and damaged. The only way to be to be cleansed of these horrors is through the blood of Christ! Believe in the Lord, read His Word, the Divine Physician will heal you! I am so glad I found your channel Chynna, you have brought back to my Creator, a place from which I will never stray again. Peace of Christ Amen!!

Love your courage and strength. This is scary stuff to talk about. I know so many of us have been in this position or close to it. It breaks my heart. Your strength in Christ to share is so healing. It’s helping all of us so much. Thank God for sobriety. So hard when we bury pain. Haven’t we all felt vulnerable and foolish and felt stained. I love you Chy- your honesty helps us be more honest. Thank you! Even close calls I was blaming myself. And we are SO FORGIVEN. And your sharing it will help so many too. The things we do under the influence we would never do otherwise. Loving this beach walk 🙏🏼 Released and forgotten. Humans who are hurt and broken will hurt- Jesus will NEVER fail us. Washed in our baptism and the blood of Christ for a fresh start. ❤️

I grew up listening to you. I've pretty much given up on any celebrities that are not outspoken Christians. I was pleasantly surprised to see you were one and have done a deep dive into your family's traumas. I've been so uplifted by you. Sadly, I had a shameful experience as a 25 year old single mother of 2 who decided to go out for the first time in years. Thought I was safe with a guy I went to church with. I was so wrong. Woke up the next day and felt like I had been beat or thrown down 3 flights of stairs. Pieced it together with the help of some witnesses but pretty much just blamed myself. Your testimony is therapeutic to the wounds I still carry for my own incident.

Woh, seriously just stumbled on this beautiful and vulnerable video- The raw relatable content here captured my empathic heart. You are indeed spot on Chynna ! I love your accurate interpretation and oh so relevant lovely story! I pray that those who are drawn here will get it- and absorb this on the level it was so beautifully given. I am so filled up by the feeling of companionship through Christ with you and your knowledge and testimony. I hear you and just send a hearty joyful Amen! In Him and only in Him are we made perfect... keeping the memory to use only for wisdom and compassion. You are so brave and speak truth

It takes alot of strength to talk about our past..I myself have had a difficult past but I'm thankful now for my family and Jesus who strengthens me every day..thank you for sharing..God bless 🙏

Thank you so much for this Chynna. I too had a similar experience when I was 16. I just recently at 49 decided to talk about it and have been delivered from the shame of it. Jesus is our wonderful redeemer ☦️💟 Bless you my sister in Christ

Thank you, Chynna. Your honesty is a blessing to all of us. Your channel always brings me comfort and reminds me that we are not on this path alone. I read somewhere that it's harder to forgive yourself than to forgive anyone else. Sooo true! I wish we could erase tragic memories but they're in our life for a reason, unfortunately. When I watch your channel and read comments, I know I'm not alone. God bless you and your beautiful family. Amen! :) #Gratitude

I found my husband revisiting a stain. I met him in Bible College and I couldn't understand his "fishing". Thank You for your courage in sharing this message. Please pray for us. Allign with your advocate and not your accuser...well said 👏

Similar thing happened to me. Jesus heals.

💞🙏💞How devastated you must have been! I've also been there. Date rape drug. Just know you are a Survivor not a Victim! PRAYERS FOR YOUR STRENGTH 🙏😘🙏

I made similar mistakes throughout my teens - put myself in really bad situations that led to bad consequences. You are absolutely right that Jesus removes those blemishes and heals our broken hearts over what we’ve done and the bad that has been done to us. Blessings.

I love that she says “Peace Of Christ “ to passerby’s. Very sweet ! And brave !

❤️Beautiful message out of a sad situation. We all have those type of “stains” and need the reminder of God’s love and forgiveness. Thank you❤️

Chynna, I have experienced the same thing but a few different details. I’ve had to live with this my whole life. I’ve never shared the story with anyone and as the years go by sometimes I kick myself for not speaking up. I think my 18 year old self was so stupid and I chalked it up to that. I’m not holding on to it anymore but when I hear similar stories it breaks my heart but at the same time there’s a quiet comfort. Thank you for sharing! I know God is so much bigger than I and he heals the impossible! Love you!❤️

I love what you said about the sign by the pond saying, "No fishing!" I haven't had the same awful experience you and many others have had but I have had my own experiences and I definitely try to take the "act" back after I've been forgiven. I will now think, "No fishing!" You are blessing many people.

Sadly, I empathize. I had a similar experience at 15 years old. Was drinking vodka - no drugs, but a fair bit of vodka and at one point vaguely remembered someone coming into the room and felt them on top of me and I couldn't react...In my head I was saying "STOP!", but couldn't say anything or move. I wondered for a long time if something was put into my drinks. The saddest part is I found out a few days later that one of my sisters who, at the time was 20, knew what the guy was doing and didn't stop him...I buried the experience in my mind for a long, long time, telling myself that it was my fault for drinking at a party with so many people I had never met and I should have known better. We seem to take the balem on outselves for things we could not be responsible for at such a young age - we may think we are mature and know what we're doing...until something beyond our ability to comprehend happens.

Your story touched my heart and I am so glad you have talked about. My granddaughter went through a similar situation when she was sixteen going through some family upheaval. She rebelled by drinking tequila, passing out, and finding out she was raped by more than one boy. She deals with it by blaming herself and nothing I say can get her to talk to anyone. She is 26 now and even though she seems fine I know she will never be truly fine until she comes to the Lord.

You are not alone. Thank you for sharing. It is hard and can still be painful at times. I ended up writing my pain out in poetry form on the many accounts of sexual abuse. I had an advocate tell me I should have them published so I did. The book is called A Voice That Has Spoken From within a survivor's feelings expressed through poetry. God bless you Chynna. Big hugs to you sister! God is using you to help other's!

I got sober at 22 in 1991 .. I’m still going strong. Love your videos

Thank you so very much, Chynna! I really needed this tonight. My story is so very similar yours, it’s scary. I know that God has forgiven me, and I continue to feel guilty that I continue to ask for His forgiveness. I just wanted to let you know that you ARE making an impact on so many folks. You’re a blessing...

I just love you! Thanks for speaking Gods truth! Especially thank you for sharing some of the most painful times in your life- I wish that had not happened to you , but so many of us can relate to your story. Satan wants us to stay in fear and shame, and you just smashed that down with this video!!! It’s so true that only Jesus can heal those deep wounds. God is Blessing you!

Been there. 😔 But that was B C. I'm a new creature in Christ.

Thank you for sharing. I had a similar experience and this has helped me process what happened.

You are so right! It's like the current generation(s) often believe there are no absolutes -- "I have my truth and you have your truth" kind of nonsense and it is so sad. "The grass is greener where you water it" -- love that!

Just found your channel and am enjoying the truth you share and remind us of. Thank God for Jesus!

I have so many of those stories Chynna. We have to forgive ourselves. We just didn't love ourselves back then and now we do through Jesus Christ. Thank you Jesus. Giving you a big HUG Chynna.

OMGoodness, GF! Chy...you are an absolute GEM for sharing your life and testimony with us! I am so very sorry that you had to endure the heartache. Remember what Joseph said, that what some meant for evil God meant for good! You are a light that shines in the Lord's eyes! You are doing exactly what you were meant to do on this Earth, and I thank God that he put me in your path! I can't wait to see what He has in store for me as one of the Cal Healin' sisters! I am truly blessed to share this journey with you all!

You're openness to be so vulnerable and tell your dark places in life are refreshing to hear. I keep those things to myself, because it seems people on my life can't take it. They don't want to hear of the goodness of God in those dark places! What you say is the truth! Amen and and! Keep going! Blessings!!!

Heard your heart,so very sorry that happened to you.You are a warrior and very brave for sharing.

Psalm 103:12 As far as the east is from the west, So far hath he removed our transgressions from us. The amazing thing about this scripture is that the east and the west never meet. You can get on an airplane and fly east as long as you'd like, forever for that matter if it were possible; but there will never be a time when you'll reach the west. And you can fly west for all eternity, but there'll never be a time when you reach east. You can go east or west forever, but you'll never reach the other.

Amen Chynna love you and the message you share....Peace of Christ be with you 🙏🏻💗💗💗

Sister in Christ, Thank you for sharing your experience and message! Please keep me in your prayers, I found out I have stage 3 breast cancer. Pray for healing, my present and future medical staff and treatments, and peace during this process! Thank you and keep up your mission!

Not forgotten, forgiven. You need to forgive yourself. Mistakes made in ignorance, are not sins. Being taken advantage of, may form a stain on the soul, but is not the sin of who is being taken advantage of. Cast the sin out of your soul that belongs not to you, but to the perpetrator of the sin, he who has taken advantage of you. The stain is on his soul, not yours. Peace in Christ.

Dear chynna, getting stuff out helps clear your mind . At one time I worked at the school in the summer to clean the school.this guy used to get behind me really close it made me uncomfortable he did this a couple of times until I quit.never told my parents but had it on my mind all these years you help me heal.god bless chynna I hope this video heals you peace in christ

Thank you opening up and sharing your story. A similar situation happened to me when I was around the same age, but I didn’t know my attacker and went away from that situation with many physical scars. I decided the next day I wouldn’t tell anyone, because I thought it was my fault because I was so intoxicated and put myself into that situation. You are brave for sharing your truths..... we are all stained in some way. Lots of love and hugs to you! ❤️🙏🏻

Beautiful & gorgeous flowers indeed. 😊. Thank you SO much for a testimony that will help many other people Saint Chynna. Of course this must be scary & painful to speak of yet you ARE washed clean of all of your past. May you find more peace & joy even through these trying & darkened days. Thank you again. 😁💕. Shalom to You & your family & friends. Amen. 😊❤.

Chyna you had so many tribulations in your life and that is why you have turned out so strong. I am very happy that you are in the tube channel because even though i live in New Jersey ( no where town). What happened to you I am very sad about because no human being deserved to be treated in that way. One more thing even though we don't know each other in some ways I feel that I have known you forever. It healing that you needed to have from all of us.

It is gone it is forgotten ❤️🙏I just love you Chynna your heart is so beautiful and yes you have helped me soo much and so many others❤️🙏Little Pokie is having so much fun he’s so precious ❤️

Thank you for sharing. I had something quite similar happen when I was 18. I felt ashamed even though he did this to me, it wasn't what I wanted. I was in a blackout drunk but when it became clear to me, I felt ashamed. Jesus cleaned my stain as well. Love you girl. I feel connected to you even though we may not meet until heaven but that's ok because Jesus has us. Thank you!

Such a good word Chynna! Thank you for being so honest and sharing so that others can be ministered to💜

I can totally understand what you’re talking about. God forgives us and washes our sins away but the devil wants us to hold on to all our past sins and dwell on it. I’ve had similar incidents when I was young and never told anyone. It was my shame... God has washed me of everything but my brain and the devil wants to keep shaming me. It’s definitely a process when it shouldn’t be. Free me Lord!! Love and prayers!!! God bless you! 💜💜💜

Thanks for sharing.. some similarities in my story... The reminder of my cleanliness and freedom was good to hear... Love you and this channel ♥️🙏

I am here to tell you that this particular video touched someone profoundly today. Thank you, Chynna. You ROCK!! ❤️😊👍

Same thing happened to me.THANK YOU for sharing your story. My eyes are filled with tears because I understand all the feelings you are describing.