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No one notice the tears, No one notice the stress, No one notice the depression, But they noticed my mistakes... Hey it has been I few months; I just wanted to thank you all for the likes but this doesn’t make me very happy because every time I get like it means that someone was also watching this video and was felling.. you know depressed & whoever you are I just want to make you feel better... And by the way you dropped this ❤️ here’s your heart, don’t let anyone break it 😊

"I'm fine/ I'm Okay" -Is the biggest lie everyone has told And it's the most used lie.....

Roses are dead Violets are broken Outside I'm smiling Inside I'm dying!!

I always say to everyone"I'm okay" but inside I'll never be...

I watched this. I started crying. My mom comes in. "Whats wrong?" She asked. "My fav character died in the show..." I answered, still with the tears in my eyes.

While watching this my little sister came into my room to say bye and as I hugged her I began to cry. She asked me what was wrong with me and told her “nothing” so then she told my mom that I was crying and she asked me what was wrong with me and all I said was “I’m okay”. It’s hard to tell the truth when you have so much on your mind 😔 My little sister is 3 so she didn’t understand why I was crying.

I feel like this everyday and I'm done with life

Im just tired (I'm depressed) The cat scratched me (I started cutting) I'm not hungry (Im starving) I'm fine (Help me)

This is what was keeping me alive till now..I'm a sad and depressed person..who else in 2019……?

Praying for everyone who struggles with depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, or any problems they are having with their mental health. God is always with you and he loves you more in a second than anyone could in a lifetime. Follow Him and he will get you through this. Talk to Him through your prayers. ❤️✝️

When I go to school I : Smile Laugh Focus But when someone says something about me the way I look or how I act I break and they don't realise they say : Why is she angry Why is she crying What is wrong with her She's just doing it for attention But she's so happy- Or is she What they don't realise is I do all these things but I get home and I'm a completely different person that's why I always say I'm okay

I can't sleep I don't hungry I can't do everything I can't stop love you I can't stop miss you (I'm fine)

Faking it until it feels real huh.. me for 3 years straight and I'm still not done

" i'll fake a smile" I have faking a smile for over 3 years. I wish someone would say "your not okay" but no one cares enough.

This mask i wear This smile i fake They'll never know Untill i break. Under this mask There's a broken face Not yet to be seen Not yet to be heard. I hear them hate i see them stare I'll carry on with my life One miserable day at a time. My mask hides me Day by day But all i have to say Is "im fine" I lied. I don't want to be heard I don't want to be seen I want to be alone With my silent plea. When im im alone My mask breaks Shattering from the hate My heart aches. So i guess its time to put on my mask, see them stare, hear them hate,laugh when i want to cry, in this mask of mine, im sorry for waisting your time.

Wet Eye's 😭 Totally Broken 💔 The feeling A Deep Breath But I'm okay 😢😢😭

Im ‘fine’ F-Failed I-In Pain N-Neglected E-Embarresed Im ‘fine’ Just take it slow but my depression will grow The shadows at night make me fight The light of my life is just too bright As i cut it makes it worse When it all comes down Outside i got a smile but inside *i got one sad frown* Hear my poem it will be alright were in this together and lets make it right!

smiling outside, crying inside.. silent outside, screaming inside.. nothing outside, SOMETHING inside... i wrote this last year but now, there's a sun in my heart and a wind in my mind, HOPE YOU TOOO...! remember there WILLL be a rainbow after the rain❤❤

“Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.”-psalm 119:105

I always fake being okay so people don’t see that I’m rlly not okay I fake smiles all the time and When I go home I sit in my room by myself and sometimes even cry.

I'm okay... O- On the edge of breaking down K- Know that I'd be a bother if I asked for help A- Another few months of cutting myself Y- Yet nobody understands *I guess you could call this just another cry for help right?*

when someone says “How are you” i always respond this: how? everyday you ask me the same question, do i answer something else than “i’m fine”? No. I don’t. But this time i will tell the truth and say that i’m not fine. You know why i’m not fine? Because i’m tired of living. I’m tired of seeing people’s face. I’m tired of looking at myself in the mirror crying. I’m tired of being alone whenever I need someone to talk to. I’m tired of feeling like this. And i’m tired of being me.

"Maybe if I pretend on those really bad days, I'll start feel like I'm actually okay." This hit hard

the words "i am okay" and "i am fine" just cover up the pain. after a while the words do not hurt, the fake smiles stop hurting. you start to play a role in as your self and it becomes real. but your life is not a book do not end it, keep being this charter and change how your story goes. just keep going keep the story, your story going

You know that feeling when someone asks, "how are you? Are you okay?" Then you'll say, "yes I'm very okay!" But deep down you're not okay. you want to escape the sadness, reality, everything that's making you feel not okay, but hey you'll ended up saying "I'm okay."

The Day rises. The Night Falls. Everyday is the same. The sunset is black, The sky is grey, The colors i used to know... Have all 𝙁𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙 away. The smile i give, Brings joy to others, They say, “Your Smile makes my day!“, But, What if you told them, Its not 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙨. They notice the mistakes, They notice your retakes, But never notice the person behind the forever smiling mask. And on on, As life 𝙜𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙣, That mask will crumble, That mask will fade, Leaving you without protection. Like they will, One day.

I have this guy bestfriend and he’s like a brother to me, I tell him everything, I tell him if I’m really okay or not but even to him I say that I’m okay when I’m clearly not. I just don’t want to be that person that’s always sad.

I can relate it with myself

Yeah I'm fine the cat " scratched" me I'm just "tired" my stomach "hurts" I want to die NO YOU ARE JUST ACTING she says

people ask if you're okay and when you say NO they have no words. They EXPECT you to say yes but are never ready when you say NO. S O C I E T Y

I love how we all struggle thru this I love how we all lie about this I love how we're all alone in this When we could be together. I was really, actually okay for two days. But it's back.

When you get to a point you’re so numb and dead inside you don’t even fake being okay anymore. And blatantly ignore them if you get pressed for a real answer.

Them: ya okay?*ask like silly person* Me: mhm. Them: OKEY!😁 In my mind: i'm faking you wouldn't know how i feel

dear future self: right now it’s november 14. your life isn’t going the best. you’re hurting. you feel like you’re drowning, and there’s no escape from this constant pain and feeling of being alone every single second.. i promise it’ll get better. in a few months you’ll be over it. him. you are enough. everything happens for a reason, and it all comes in time. you’ll be okay, i promise.

Trust me I’m ok Trust me I’ll be fine Trust me I’m used to this pain inside Won’t go away But I’m ok I have to be I’ll be fine eventually I’m use to this after all -Gracen Boxx @princessgracen

Does anyone feel so worthless and numb...Like no matter what you do you will never be enough. Sometimes I wish that someone will notice that i'm not okay and try to help. But until then I have to hide who I am and be someone i'm not.

I relate to this on so many levels..

I have never heard the way I think about things and I’m speechless to hear it from another voice thank you

I felt every word!!! I'm so heartbroken but also in awe

Peopole think that it's fun to laught at my mistakes, but they don't get it that they're just making it worse😔

im okay :) no im not im just scared admit that im that sad depressed person no one wants to be around. i fake my smile because I don’t want others to judge me. i dont want people to worry, but i know they wont, because no one ever worries about the girl who is always smiling, the daughter who is cheerful and the best friend who is caring. tbh i dont even know what love feels like anymore. i used to be such a nice, warm and amazing person, i was happy, but now, i have hit rock bottom, i dont feel like being happy anymore.

This feels so raw. Livid. It's beautiful.

I really like your poems!! Its so beautiful and touching. You are doing great, I hope you do more.

"Ill meet your eyes and give a friendly wave ..." I loved the truth and pain in that line. This was an amazing piece and I want to thank you for sharing your truth.,

I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZfaq channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

I could never really express my true feelings but you've done it better than I ever could. So glad I found you, Thank you🤗

Beautiful, literally so beautiful and nice, I have no words how this poem made me feel, It was so emotional and so relatable, every line, and after hearing it I felt at peace, idk just hearing relatable things like these heals me, and I want to thank you for sharing this with world, with me, it helps alot....❤️❤️

... I can't express my feelings ...it's wonderful...

"Dear God, Please make my days useful, my nights restful, my home peaceful and my efforts fruitful, in the Mighty name of Jesus, Amen."

Its another level of peace to be able to put what you feel into words.

this is just making me crying so much inside.

I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my KZfaq channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤

Can I borrow your Spoken poetry, I have I competition, and the only thing I can think of is your Spoken poetry I promise to claim it not mine and give you all the credits

I love your poems! ALWAYS!❤

I love this! I was okay, I'm great now! Things are finally getting better, I'm looking forward to the better things!

Man! This poem hits me really hard. I'm all tears😔. You are really something 😌

The story of my life....

Why is this so relatable , everything hurts but faking it makes it feel real and i feel that if i let them theough that becomes a reality

I'm not going to vent into the comments because ew. But usually I listen to depressed poems while I write some of my own. I've never paused what I was doing and actually listened. But I did this time, and I cried. Your voice is so soothing and it finally feels like someone gets it. This fight that ur addicted to despite knowing your gonna lose.

6years today i said goodbye to my love,,,God has been good to us..today we remembered this with afriend and she said she thanks God i pulled through,,we remembered the events of the day place and how each got the news..she told me she was gland i can take it easy when we talked about it which she thought would never happen,,,little does she know how the journey has been like...all we do is take each day as it comes oiling ourselves well,,packaging ourselves nice for theres no time to remain groomy though its never easy even with years you still feel their absense missg them alot..R.I.P darling...

Innocent, fresh, and ever so pure When we are children we don’t know much more. We are taught while we're young to be kind to others, To use manners when needed, and to not hit your brother. Don’t judge a book by a cover, they say, So I wonder how and why it happens anyway. At the young age of five, or for some right before, We become little humans who like to explore. We grow into a world that’s structured yet free, Where they tell us to be who we want to be. A vet! An astronaut! A teacher! We choose, Not thinking about if we win or we lose. In the blink of an eye we’re seven or eight, Ready for cursive, division, and opinions to create. It may not be realized or noticed per say, But the small details we see affect us each day. The make-up put on and the clothes that are worn, By surrounding people is becoming the norm. Twelve years old and on top of the world, A middle school hero who’s about to be whirled. Things start to matter that shouldn’t be looked at, Like how much you weigh, or some natural body fat. You are given a number for the size on your jeans, Bullies appear and are nothing but mean. People start talking; they notice your face, You’re the girl who barely takes up any space. Although obvious, you have not a clue, That what people are saying turns out to be true. They say you need help, to get food in your system, But you just ignore, and think you have all wisdom. Mental breakdowns make you open your eyes, To finally see your mind's full of lies. Recovery, they say, is the most grueling part, It takes energy, time, and all of your heart. It’s not just your body it’s your mental state too, You must be strong, tough, and find the real you. Behind the disorder lies a beautiful human, Who’s struggling to thrive in the new world they’re viewed in. Progress is made, and weight is put on, A smile starts showing, insecurities gone. Just turned eighteen and ready for college, Still nervous you might not have all the knowledge. Move into the dorms, to make a second home, With unfamiliar places so you start to roam. Discovering life is amazing and brilliant, And also discovering that you are resilient. You are kind, caring, brave, smart, and level headed, Ready to take on whatever might be dreaded. You have been through hell, nothing could be worse, Eating disorders…they have no remorse. So you leave it in the past, never to return, Because you have mastered the lesson to be learned. That life is a gift and there is so much to do, Like walking to the ocean and enjoying the view. Taking pleasure in art, and playing with puppies, Going out on the weekends and looking for hubbies. Running for joy, and the smell of spring flowers, Your comfiest pillow, and endless hot showers. A genuine laugh that makes your belly hurt, And a dance in the rain, who cares about dirt. Find your passion, your push, your desire or love, Whatever you choose it will fit like a glove. You’re your own person, imperfections and all, You’re your own hero when it comes to a flaw. Be happy, be healthy, and be grateful above all, For you’re given this life where you’re ever so small. Don’t be too serious, and learn from mistakes, And always remember: do whatever it takes.

You’ve inspired me like no one has It literally made me have tears in my eyes

thank you for this wonderful words... it feels like i've been given a voice, it's exactly that what i can't express myself

"how are you?" my mind: im dying inside, i wanna cry, im cutting myself because i need control over the pain, im having suicidal thoughts, i need help, i want help, please help me, hug me, tell me things are gonna be ok.... me: Oh me...? I'm Fine!

I'll always smile for others to make them feel better, I will always help everybody, I will always take your problems and make them fade But I will always be the person who: Cries at home Cuts Doesn't eat Takes food with me but never eat it Make you feel better while I am breaking apart

Absolutely brilliant! It’s so real and on point!

This poem really describes who I am today and it really hurts so much that in the end there's gonna be only you who can save you.

Rose's are red Violets are blue All the restless nights Are because of you (For my dad) A smile I fake Hiding my pain Awake I lay Drowning in my shame (For myself) If I'm not mad I'm hurting If I'm not crying I'm faking If I'm not sleeping I'm thinking And if I'm not sad I'm angry (For me) When you cross my mind I hurt When you said those words I was in pain When you told me to get over it I was mad But now I'm just broken down and sad I am like glass but you cant see through me I'm easy to break All you have to do is drop me I shatter to pieces I dont hate the world I hate myself I dont smile for real I smile to hide it I dont like the pain in my heart And when you say those words it's like you just dropped my heart The world is a cruel place they say Everyone feels pain someday they say But the pain I feel is not normal The pain I feel makes me hate myself its makes me mad for not apparent reason its makes me cry for myself it makes me stay awake at night thinking it makes me put on a mask to cover the bleeding

Hii, Melissa I've been following your poetry peaces for a long time, and I wonder what application you use for writting thouse lyrics in the video? Please ancewer me as soon as you can.

This speaks for me it’s how I feel this is really speaking everything that I am afraid to say

That is beautiful eplained it exactly how i feel and live ♥️♥️

i thought i was free,but they come again ,its like they don't want to leave they just want me to give up.

I’m fine or I’m okay, the lie that everyone believes.

Wow, this is the best spoken poetry because this is what I always think

This describes totally my life . And I always remind myself that one day I will be free from all this fakeness in my life .

We have no choice to be okay😢

They Only notice my mistakes.😔

This is one of the dopest poems.

Thisss is the most relatable thing i heard today,honestly!

I realised I've been lying to myself when i used to think that I'm really okay........the tears, the heavy feelinv in my stomach, the sleepless nights, loneliness........but I'm still okay cuz I'm alive right?

I had my first suicidal thought when I was 3, because i was getting bullied in preschool.

Totally broken inside and smiling like u were never been hurt!!

Best free audio clip ever heard!!!👍

🥺 bruh I always lie and say I’m fine when I’m not

""I'm okay""(my to the world)xx 😀xx""I'm really ok""xx😕🤔

I love poem so much and this one was so deep and relatable

Real shit I want to hug him . And I hope his friends and family check up because that is so accurate it hurts

My friend has panic attacks I'm worried about her she's not the girl I became friends with she's skipping classes and she's always lying to me she replaces me every chance she gets and when that person leaves I'm her backup she comes to 4th period every day crying and I never know what to do to help her....... I just can't make it through life without her she helped me through so much in sixth grade, it was near the middle of the year and I was deep into depression and I told myself that I was gonna go home and end it all and on that day in 5th period gym everyone was coming inside from the field and next thing I know she runs up next to me and talks to me like she's been my best friend my whole life and I got home and I had a reason to live again I had someone I could talk to about anything someone who I could call a friend, but now she's just drifting away and I can't seem to get her back I know I don't deserve her but to be honest no one in that school deserves her friendship she's the most amazing person I've ever met and I know that soon she'll be out of my life forever..... What do I do she's my best friend I don't want to lose her I don't want your likes I want your help.

No one see my sadness No one see my depression No one knows about my suicidal thoughts No sees my anger No one notices my large weight loss No notices my eating disorder no one notices me But they all notice everything thing I do wrong and how many times I've messed up....

I can't stop listening to this.

SO SO LOVELY

Give your children to CPS. Christ Police Station... Stop

They see the smile while I'm outside of my room but they don't notice the tears when I break down and when they do notice they say I'm being emotional

This poem speaks my heart ❤️

THIS JUST EXPRESSES MY MIND

I love this,it's so awesome!!

This brought back memories of last year at this time when I was planning to end it all... I'm still here, I regret it a lot but I'm still here! 😖😔

You are speaking my heart out. My emotions got words..really!! Yeah, i am okay (?)

I'm so happy i got this in my recommendation.