Silent hill is not a place, it's a mental state.

I was with her for 7 years, married for 3, and she was a genuinely good person, but…she was adulterous and ended up telling me she wasn’t even sure she ever loved me. All of this started happening less than 1 year after losing my dog, Daisy, who I had since she was just a few weeks old. Daisy was my best friend and I had to sit and watch her body die from old age, helpless to change anything no matter what I did…then all of my friends (including my now ex-wife) just told me versions of the same thing, “She’s just a dog” “You’ll get over it” “You can always get a new pet”. Now my stepbrother is dead from a drug overdose, my ‘friends’ couldn’t care less about my life, my family is fractured, my ex has moved on into a new relationship, and I’m stuck trying to pick up the pieces and make sense of everything. All I’m left with are broken memories and pain in my heart, even in my dreams, I can’t escape this hellish carnal world. But I must push onwards in life

im not heartbroken im just here for the ambience ya feel me

You don't miss her, you miss who she was when you knew her

She's never coming back

Damn this is that rare obscure ambient stuff I love

it sucks when they meant more to you than you ever meant to them.

All broken hearts go through silent hill..

"In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now."

Who would have thought that emptiness could weigh so much.

I'm 26, I lost my girlfriend a month ago, it was for the best but she was my first love and it's hard to let go... I'm also on the verge of loosing my job and was threatened by my boss due to lack of concentration and failing at my tasks, also found out my mom has cancer - all in the span of 1 month. Sometimes life has a special touch of triviality, like no matter how hard you've strived for living, loving and trying to be commendable, you will still be kicked to the curb by providence... Stay strong everyone.

"I miss my Girlfriend." "Oh really, why not talk to her?" "I can't, I'm in Silent Hill." ". . . WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!"

I find it fascinating how the soundtrack of SH2 (and it's imitations) and retro aesthetics combined are turning SH into something it never even was originally... To think that you could remember a literal hell on earth and all of it's horror spawned by your sins or the sins of others with nostalgia... It's just so amazing to me since I was there when it all first came out in 1999, since the first one, and I'd never imagined back then that it would become like this. Fascinating.

In my restless dreams i see that girl

It's like feeling something that never actually happened.

Missing her is what keeps you here.

It's hard to forgive her for what she did to me but deep inside I want to experience again the warmth that she made me feel

I love coming back to this video and reading the comments. It makes me feel understood. We’ll get through this.

I broke up with my ex 4 months ago. She was (she is) a very good person, but she also did a very bad thing to me. We tried to move on together, but i just couldnt stand the pain. Almost five months have passed and i still think on her. But not in a good way, i dont miss her, I only think about the sad things that happened to us. I want to get rid of this pain so much, it feels like i have no peace anymore. Thats it. I miss my peace, and i deeply want it back.. EDIT 6 MONTHS LATER: hi guys. Half an year has passed and im here to say that im way way WAY better than i was 6 months ago. I mean WAY BETTER hahaha. Im still single, but i have met a lot of nice persons in College, and Im doing a lot of activities at the same time there. Im working as a teacher (again) teaching to students who are in the same college as me. Now im a member of both Student Consul and student organization, and also im studying German as my 3rd language. And about my ex, i almost dont think about her. And when i do, it doesnt hurt me anymore. I'm in peace..

growing up with an unhealthy attachment to someone, and watching them move on and experience a whole new life, one without you, while youll never be able to forget them i never really loved you and you never really loved me. i was avoiding myself, i still dont know who i am, all i knew was what you wanted me to be. goodbye past, it wont be easy but ill do my best to move on. if anyone ever reads this, i wish you well.

The older I get, all I can say is I’m thankful for the experiences. The highs and the lows. You can never see them coming, no matter how hard you try. Life is just endless rugpulls, and then it’s over.

People often say "you don’t miss her, you miss the version of what she could have been". That might be true for some, but to me it's not about what she could have been. Sure, she might had become my wife, the mother of my children. But that's not what I miss. I miss what she was for me - home, and warmth. Something that I'll never get back from her, and something that although I've tried with some already, couldn't receive. Not because they haven't tried, but because I feel like it will go the same way it did before.

He is a wonderful person and I miss him everyday. He did a bad thing that impacted me and my family. For 3 years he was everything, he didnt made me happy, he gave meaning to my life. I just dont understand, why hurt me and my family? He also introduced me to silent hill and I loved the soundtrack, but now... its more... sad... I'm alone in a different city, it's hard but I'm growing. I understand how fragile I'm. I hope in some years I can read this comment with a smile in my face, if I do then... thank you for not giving up ju :)

"Babe, go to sleep, new StarLinkwaves just dropped."

This comment section is a Graveyard I offer my blessings and condolences to every one of you and I understand the pain 🤍

Sometimes I wonder if this music eases our pain or intensifies it. But the scary thing is: no matter which of these is true, it's exactly what we need in those moments.

absotootly fcked up sobbing in the crib rn

You reading this, keep your head and spirits high, you are loved. Keep going, you are strong. We're all in this together.

I wish Silent Hill was a real place. I'd stay there forever.

You don’t miss her, you miss the memories. 💚

To anyone struggling right now, I want you to know that you WILL get through this. Missing her is okay. I still do myself, but what I've realised is that I miss her as a Concept, a shell of her former self. A concept made by memories that is not a reflection of the present. All that we have is now and we have to at some point accept and realise that we are born Alone, and much of our life we'll have to traverse that way. People come and go, to teach us something. Or not, whatever. The 'her' you miss does not exist anymore. Fill your life with wonderful things that you're passionate about. Chase your dreams relentlessly and find fulfilment in your pursuits, and in your other relationships. Keep your friends close, talk it out, FEEL THE FUCKING FEELING that is aching to be expressed. You are beautiful, you are worthy. And you WILL love again. And you WILL be loved again. If it costed your peace it was too expensive. Wish yourself well, wish her well. And thank you for the music :)

i was with her for about 2 and a half years, although we stopped dating, we never really could bring ourselves to not contact each other every now and then. but a lot has happened since last december. there are moments where i think about her a lot. reminiscing about the past and even wondering if i should even text her. she messaged me pretty recently on her birthday, reminding me and saying “hey, just messaging hoping you didn’t forget it’s my special day” i mean how could i? i remember every little thing about that woman. it feels right but also wrong talking to her. it’s like there’s a knife slowly piercing my chest and there’s no way to get it out. sometimes i wish things went differently, sometimes i wish we never met. but the hardest thing about this all, is trying to move on with your life after. if you’ve read this far on my ramble, i just wanted to say thank you for listening. i never realized how beautiful youtube can be and how it truly is a place you can feel at home.

"For 17 years, this has been home. Isolation. Acceptance. Peace. For 17 years, love has been lost. Welcome to grieving, it's forever. For 17 years, I've been here. Waiting. For you to come back."

I lost her and it was completely my fault. When she needed me I turned and ran like a coward, and when I saw her again almost 2 months later she called me a coward and a pathetic person, and rightfully so. After a bit of time apart she tried to talk to me again, but I pushed her away, scared of what might happen and I regret it so much to this day. I wish I told her how much I missed her, and took her hand when she offered it to me again...but I didn't, and I live with the regret of that mistake almost 4 years later now. I want to talk to her so bad, tell her how I've felt all these years but it's been so long, and I've heard from others that she doesn't like me anymore and might be interested in someone else, I can't blame her. I miss the version of her that I had, that I lost, that I can never have again, not with her or with any other girl. I wish I could go back and change it, I wish I could so badly, I would gladly go back to high school if it meant I could change how it all went down. I just miss her so much...and how it used to be

What need is there to weep over parts of life? The whole of it calls for tears.

My dad just passed away on december, past year... My ex broke up with me less than a month since dad passed away.... Conciously i try to be ok and stand out there giving up the best of me But deep inside i just feel empty, all the memories, all the things we said to each other... No matter how hard i try, memories just keep flashing back to me, is just a river full of my deepest and saddest emotions and feelings I wish the best to her... But for me... i feel awful. It's an eternal memorie that'll live in my dreams Miss you Dad Miss you F.

This music has accompanied me for years in a depression that I still can't overcome... I'm waiting for something but I don't know what it is

I love her so much. The circumstances just weren’t in our favor. She’ll always be special to me.

I just want to be happy

Me and her sat by the river for 5 hours talking about our lives and now everytime we see eachother it’s as if we don’t know eachother

I never played Silent Hill but im straight up crying because she was perfect to me.

She doesn’t love me anymore, but took my heart with her. She knows I’m with her always, even if that means we’re worlds apart.

Pain, regret and suffering is necessary. It’s what shows us who we truly are and leads us to knowing what we want and who you want to be truly… The next coming days, weeks and months will be dark, cloudy & foggy. You will be lost but not forever, you just need to keep going and find a way out of here… You don’t want to be stuck in this place forever… Do you?

I've read a lot of comments under this video and I want to share my story. I was 17 when I met her, we were first year and to tell you the truth, I didn't think that we would have something with her, because she was very popular, she had a lot of friends who made friends with her. As for me, I was just an ordinary guy from a small village, who had escaped to the big city and was afraid of every step. The year flew by unnoticed and somehow it so happened that a quarantine started in our country and we were all sent home. This is where it all starts, this girl and I began to communicate a lot, practically all day long we corresponded and when the opportunity arose, we met. It was the most wonderful thing. We had a wonderful walk that ended with a kiss. We have been together ever since and you know..... Half a year goes by, then a year, we're fine. On the 2nd year of the relationship I couldn't congratulate her in any way and give her something because I was in occupation. We called each other when I had the opportunity and had a cell phone (and there it is rare and there was no electricity to charge the phone, so we used the generator of electricity friends). Every time we called, I could hear how worried she was and how she was holding back her tears. I reassured her and told her that everything would be fine. Being in the occupation and hiding from the constant shelling, I was more worried about her than myself. And here I was able to get out of the hell I'd been through. We met on July 27, 2022. And the emotions I felt when I saw her - I will never forget, it was the most beautiful feeling. When I was in her arms, it was like I forgot about all the bad things that happened to me during those six months of occupation. Reading this, you think that everything ended well and we are living together now, don't you...? But we're not..... We lived together for 5 months after which she got a job and then another guy. That month of figuring things out was worse for me than the six months of occupation. I begged her to stay so we could work things out, but I couldn't stand her uncertainty and eventually one day packed up and left on my own. We broke up on April 2, 2023, it's now September 25, 2023. It's been half a year and I still sometimes can't sleep well at night. I keep remembering the past, remembering what she was like when she loved(?) me. I'm just waiting for it all to end, I'm waiting to be able to react normally to her on the street when I see her walking by (yes we live close to each other). Because every time I see her I have a panic attack, my heart rate increases, my eyes start to darken and I feel like I'm losing control, but not completely. I move on and slowly come to my senses. I had a lot of plans for the future with her. Now I'm 21 and I don't even know who the fuck I am. There's no goal, no dreams, no desire to change anything. I feel empty. I don't know where or when the end is... I just hope time will heal me. Peace, everyone.

Reading all these comments fills me. Scrolling through the histories, the memories of people that you don't ever know. Beginning to remember your stories , even ones that you forgot already. Just wow. I love you all, and love these small hidden sections, kinda islands, where we can tell about our experience, our story everyone, understanding that you wont be judged by someone. Now I am also going through difficult times, we all face them from time to time. But remember, difficult times give birth to strong people. Peace to everyone, thank you for being there

How can I miss her when I've never even had her...

It's been almost 6 months but she is still living in my mind without paying the rent, there's no way forgetting about her she was more than a human being to me she meant literally everything that i had, i wasted my own life so much caring about her that i couldn't live my own life and now she has a happy life living a good life but i ruined my own life for her and can't get her out of my head no matter how hard i try, at least knowing that she's happy gives me some peace of mind, i'm absolutely not mad at her for the pain she caused me, she was my childhood my first and only love and my only bestfriend, i don't know how but i hope someday i can stop thinking about her and rebuild my own life again from its ashes which is i have to, because this life is worse than a nightmare to me and i can't keep living like this, i hope life will bring good things for me and people who suffer from the same shit i'm currently going through.

Depression Hill

Sh2 helped me move on when my ex had left me and my dad had passed away. I was so immersed in its msuic and atmosphere. I allowed myself to be completely sucked into its aesthetics and I still replay it to this day.

Everyones talking about an ex, some unrequited love, and idk why but it made me think about how i felt about the one person who was there for me. My mom passed away when i was 18, feels weirdly timed tbh or maybe just my brain finding weird ideas. Its been years since then, im 26 now and it feels like that was a whole other world, and im not that kid anymore. It feels like i seperated myself from it, and everything feels darker these days. Hell i don't cry as much as i did after her passing, i have other things that preoccupy my mind. She wouldn't get hurt and thats all thats comforted me.

To everyone struggling: you can keep on living and you'll find love again. Me and my ex were together for 10 years and honestly when he left me my whole world crumbled. It took me 2-3 years to get up and to feel ready to open my heart again but I am finally doing it and I feel like a better person than what I used to be before experiencing all of this. It still sucks and hurt of course, but I like who I am now.

If your reading this, and your in a pit of sadness, take the time to step back and look from the outside in. You have people who love you and cherish you, even if you can’t see or know it. If you were gone, nobody could replace you. Stay strong and love yourself

My on and off gf (woudlve been 7 years this year) died last june. She randomly stopped texting me that night before she died. I thought she was just ignoring me or ghosting me as usual, but it felt off that time and I knew she was gone before I found out about it online. I blame myself, her dad, her, and a lot of other things and people, but she was just taken too soon. I always told her about her dying. About my dreams of her dying. Scary. I feel her everyday. I spoke to her everyday almost.

Man it’s been years and I still find myself thinking about all the crap she put me through, the amount of mental anguish I had to deal with at just the age of 17 is a pain I hope none of y’all ever feel. She was my best friend but the shit she put me through would make your head scratch as to how and why I put up with her shenanigans and honestly my only answer for that is love truly is blind. All the signs were there but I refused to read them. How are you going to say you loved me and all this shit but then you start dating someone immediately after you broke us up on Valentine’s Day like our first 3 years of knowing each other meant nothing to you, all the poems, the times I was there for you during your mental breakdowns, that one time I longboarded all the way to see you, fooling around late at night, what was it all to you? Was I really worth so little? Why’d you say yes to begin with. All these questions that I know I’ll never receive an answer for. Emotional and psychological trauma go brrr.

I can't believe i still think about her after such a long while. I can feel that the memories are fading slowly, the more I think about her, the less I remember her mannerisms, or her physical attributes. However I do know she made me feel like a better person when I was with her. And I never thought she could be so beautiful to me, and I never thought I could be so attached. She was a wonderful person don't get me wrong. But she used me for her own benefit when I was weak metally. Then she left me twice. And I still tried to take care of her because I was so blinded by her love, that not a single person has ever made me feel. She looked at me like no one has ever before. But thats all over with now. Its just that feeling is irreplaceable to me, i've tried. Althogh small things remind me of her. But unfortunately the goods never outweigh the bads for these situations, and I can never go back. I know shes with a new guy now, and hes probably better for her, At least shes doing better now, and I gotta move on.

you don't miss her, you just miss the version of her how she could have been.

firstly when she was finally gone i felt nothing, maybe the void she left in me was always there, she just knew how to stuck it with love and warmth… now it feels like it was another person’s life, and from this point i am broken viewer of the memories and consequences… still… there’s a hope, never believed that time will heal me, but even trough my stubbornness it works, please every poor and wounded soul who will read this… you have to believe no matter how it hurts and feels empty there is way out, i believe in you.

im not heartbroken just mentally unwell

It's been 2 years already... Never met my child 😢

To anyone who stumbles upon this comment, just know I love you and it's all gonna be okay in the end🖤 don't give up

Jay. I carry all of the memories we shared listening and playing SH. The mood, and melancholy struck a cord with us both. As if recognizing a face in the crowd. It's something we both carried but I only see now how much heavier it was for you...too late. I hope it's lighter now for you. Weightless. Burden gone. Peace attained. Rest well brother.

It's been 20 min since I read most of the comments here. I really love reading all the "broke up" / lost someone stories, I feel so sorry for everyone that is in pain, just remember, pain is temporay, happiness could be forever. So, I want to share my story too, it's the first time so please be gentle. It's been since September 2022 that I lost my true love of youth. I had been with her for 2 and a half years but I had known her for more than 4 years. Ever since I was a child I've never had much luck in my life, I've always been alone, with practically nothing except the love of my parents. In 2018, I had my first love, everything was going well, I finally understood the fact that we could be "loved" in two different ways. Except that a few months after having my first moment of "luck" my Mom killed herself. Since then, I know nothing but a deep loneliness, the feeling of having lost one of the two "types" of loves of your life forever, hurts my spirit and my soul extremely. I've been fighting my depression every day since, feeling alive, but just not happy and empty. After that, my first love leaves me, and tells me that she "never really loved me" and blocks me from everywhere when I was in emotional distress and needed people to take care of me. mind and think of nothing. Then at the beginning of 2020 I started going out with 'M', everything was going well, I rediscovered a happiness that I had not known for some time, but then comes the COVID and therefore the confinement, with my very unstable mental health I decides to cut ties and just end this relationship for a while. In the end, I come to talk to her again 1 year later in March 2021. From there, it is cold, but after a few days, the machine had started again, and we could resume our relationship where we had stopped. Everything was so passionate, so perfect, she matched me perfectly, everything I loved, she loved him too, which meant that we could literally talk about anything and everything. Time passes, and around Summer 2022, she drastically changes personalities, we hadn't been able to see each other since March because I needed to be alone, like a ghost, but she needed to see me all the time, because ( for information, I helped her in her psychological problems, I supported her in all her steps and her life projects, even if it means that I abandon myself so that she succeeds in her life, which is stupid in thinking about it). So she started making new friends, guys and girls and I think she just got tired of me, even she told me she loved me not as much as before, which made that the relationship was at a standstill. From there, I tried from the bottom of my heart, to force the lines and "be happy and joyful" just to get back on track and fix something that could have been broken. I tried everything for 3 months, offering him to go to the movies because that's what I like the most, to see each other , going to the beach, EVERYTHING, but no, she was just postponing, until one day we saw each other at the mall, no kisses, no hugs, nothing, it was empty, like my heart. Then, one evening in September, I delete everything on my discord and instagram profile, our date, the shared bio, my pp, everything again. I sleep for a few hours and around 9 am, I get a big text explaining to me that we're not together anymore, then a discussion follows where just well we say everything to each other without really saying anything. Then, we unfollow each other, we delete each other, I don't block her but she did and I tell her to take care of her and my stuffed animals. She said to me "I would come to see you every year to see if everything is fine on your side" I remember having refused that, because back then I thought I was going to end my days. Since then, I have nothing, no news, nothing, apart from a few clues, for example the fact that she take back the Instagram username that I had chosen for her rather than her first and last name. Well, after that I couldn't sleep for 5 days straight, I didn't eat, just drank water or I was going to die, I just felt dead, with no desire to watch movies, play or talk, it was just desperation. 2 weeks later, I decided to take myself in hand and go to the gym, lose weight and build a mind and body like what she had never seen. With this mentality, this motivation and being "detached" from all emotion since then, I have lost 12 kg, gained a lot of strength and a very pleasant physique and an unflinching mentality. On the other hand, since my breakup, I have lost my memory, my brain has suffered so much that it has gone into safety mode and made me forget everything since 2018/2017. So in just a few weeks, I forgot the memories related to 'M' or my mom or even my first love. That's fine, but it's really scary to be able to remember anything, from anyone. Now I feel "good" although empty and without emotions, but it's moving forward, I know I have my whole life ahead of me to meet people, people come and go, it's the cycle of life, it doesn't bother me that much. What saddens me, however, is that each person is unique, and never finding a person like her scares me. But, I know that if she ever comes back, I just wouldn't want to talk to her, because the compassion and love I might feel would just be that of my memories, not that of reality. I already made the mistake once even though I thought it was perfect, I wouldn't make it a second time and no one else. Thank you to those who were able to read my little French story, take care of yourselves guys, don't forget, suffering is not eternal, it is temporary. Just to finish, I will say a french quote : "Le beau temps n'aurait pas la même valeur sans les jours de pluie." meaning : "Good weather would not have the same value without rainy days."

Funnily enough, missing her is exactly why James is in Silent Hill... Do you have a track list of which songs you slowed? Thanks!

I miss melody, I never appreciate her till she was gone. She was a good girl.

Its been 5years since i saw her face in high school i had a crush on her , she was also into me but i didn't had the carriage to talk to her then lockdown happened we never met since then im now graduating this month don't know anything about her but i pray for her happiness in life. Hope we met in future one day :)

I miss King of the Hill. That was a funny show, now the tv just makes this noise from 7 to 7:30 every Sunday

It’s what they say “ you can’t find the same person , not even in the same person twice. Say you’re walking around a forest and you see the same tree, that means you are lost.” Ever since then I woke up and now I’m single , we’ve been broke up since back of March this year but ever since I heard this it made it much easier to move on.

If she cheated then she bet against your future, against you. Why continue spending your most valuable and finite resource, time, on her? Letting go will never be easy, infact for me its been the hardest part. Selling gifts she got me, resigning our memories to die and be replaced with someone who won't bet against you. Who gives you peace, who loves you in a way that beats out your past love, because it never hit a point where she stopped believing in you. It's hard but absolutely worth it, and if you let it, heartbreak can make you quite strong. Struggle on my strugglers.

if any of you guys need a friend to reach out to in this type of pain, i’m here for you guys. i miss my person too.

At its core, Silent Hill is a psychological horror series yet its ambience is also ethereal, otherworldly and melancholy. I think that it's these other aspects that make me come back to it.

Lost a lot not from a physical standpoint, but an emotional one, recently. Good friends coming and going, relationships not lasting, betrayals becoming more common. Real life is a beautiful yet terrifying thing, and once that reality slaps you in the face it becomes overwhelming. It takes time to adjust to, becoming an adult. In some ways, we’re all still learning, because in our own ways we’ve never fully grown up. This feeling is the embodiment of that. The everlasting transition of trying to grow up. Maybe that’s why music like this makes us feel a certain way, because we try to ignore that feeling.

All that just to be strangers again

He's experiencing how it feels to chew 5 gum

It’s been 3 months and I still can’t get over her

If you miss someone and you’re in silent hill, there’s a very good chance that you have done something bad to get yourself there.

Your future's self being knows the true: You don't need her really, you didn't needed ever. Forgive yourself

to true. good things should stay with us but they never last as soon as you become a young adult, in my experience around 19/20 mis when things go south. m sick of life im sick of living and read to throw in the towel. ive got everything i want except the love my soul demands so badly. nobody picks up the phone to ask me if im okay. the only things keeping me going is channels of this youtube app.

thank yoU SO MUCH FOR THIS

When you are a kid you see Silent Hill and are scared and wonder how someone can come up with such a bleak horrible hell, then you grow up and realise you been living in it your whole life, you just couldnt see inside the fog...

she said we are not compatible to each other we dated for a long time, she was sweet, she told me she will keep me happy no matter what and love me i couldn't keep her happy nor she could i just hope she can find someone who will love her as much as i did but i will never forget her i will always miss my sweet bubbles i don't think i deserve happiness in life

Beautiful. I cannot wait for the remake❤️

Thank you for this

it’s been 3 years and still can’t stop thinking about her wtf do i do

I‘m listening to this music when I have period cramps and it helps a lot 💓 listening to the music and reading all those comments where men truly loved a girl. I unfortunately never experienced such a love I was always the one who loved harder and couldn’t stand being apart. I always fell in a hole without him…

i needed this

Whenever I feel like my world is crumbling around me, this always makes me feel a comforting joy

It’s hard grieving someone who’s still alive, I’ll never got the resolve I’m after nor do I wish to seek it. I know we had our moments but I thought we were getting through them and I thought that’s what made us such good friends but then you cut contact, it like you died for me and no one else. It’s been 9 months and I still think and cry about you multiple times a week, I wonder if you do the same. I’m not sure how I’m meant to move on I’m stuck in a constant loop of the past

I love that this music genre has become a type of safety for me because of how it reminds me of resident evil save rooms

the vibe... thx for the vid. accurately defines my feelings playin the game

Lingering pain of the actual loss of a love.

thx bro

Sometimes, it just doesn’t work. It’s okay to be sad about it, however please do remember that it happens, and that it shouldn’t completely take you down, you’ll come out of this as an improved person ♥️

Man's dropping another banger. Time to read another Thomas Ligotti!

I feel happy thinking that this kind of music used to make me feel drowned, desolated, but now it brings me a peace I can't describe

dream state

One of the best.

This song, edit, track, video, just brings a wave of nostalgia, what if, memories, and just let's my mind run. Amazing and sad at the same time.

It's been a whole year and every night I sleep to this song❤

ur videos are amazing, gives me the memories when i was 13 and just discovered the game. thank u :)

This is so beautiful and ethereal. Thank you for creating and capturing this absolutely unique vibe that is SH