"I can't believe you tried to kiss Zoe Murphy, on her brothers bed after he *died* " *dies of laughter*

The thing though is that Connor did actually love his sister, he was crazy protective of her, he was just scared to be close with her considering how violent he knew he could get

Jared: you WHAT!? I cant *believe* you tried to kiss Zoey Murphy, on her *brothers* bed after he *DIED!!* Me: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *R.I.P me* 😂

Evan made a lot of stupid decisions, but when you see the musical you understand exactly how bad his social anxiety is. He’s CONSTANTLY fiddling with his shirt and blinking and sweating and looking down. He wasn’t just in a hard situation, he was in a nearly IMPOSSIBLE situation when you take into account his anxiety.

Connor was a good person with everything we know (and he did really love his sister) and although he did some bad things he just didn't know how to express himself. He had anger issuses and lashed out once which is what ruined his relationship with his sister.

Oh Christine, we're not even in Act 2 yet! You're in for a ride!

i like how jared puts the emphasis on " after he DIED" at the end. i swear i love this musical.

When you get to "Good for you" you should watch Ros Mo's animatic because it has some extra stuff from the show in it and it's super good!

I feel really bad for evan and zoe here and my heart aches, but i also can't stop laughing at the ending

one big thing in the musical that isn't included in the songs is how abusive (mentally) Connor was to Zoe. "Just because Connor isn't here, trying to punch through my door, screaming at the top of his lungs that he's going to kill me for no reason..." -Zoe to Cynthia

whenever he calls jared it always makes me laugh so hard

Jared:WHHAT YOU KISSED ZOE MURPHY ON HER BROTHER BED AFTER HE DIED Me:YEAH

So much of the point of the musical is that Evan makes a lot of rushed, questionable decisions that, in the heat of moment, he really did believe would help him and everyone Connor left behind. Those decisions, as well intentioned as they may be, really aren't good.

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 jared "HER BROTHERS BED AFTER HE _DIED_ "

I think that Evan is telling Zoe that her brother said these things because Evan is talking about his version of Connor, the Connor in the emails. Evan didn't know Connor that well, so he had to make up a good version of Connor, to show that everyone has a good side.

The first time I watched it, I also felt that way.. like there were so many iffy situations .. and I couldnt imagine how this could be okay .. ever.. but then when u finish it .. it’s like “okay, I can understand why” .. and it’s really beautiful how flawed it is.. like how we are - we’re not perfect and it highlights those imperfections which is hard to swallow at times but in the end.. not gonna spoil it but it comes together in a way were it really wouldn’t be as beautiful without these iffy moments ! It’s so real and honest and tough.. This musical saved my life.. in the most literal way.

The next one is disappear. You should watch the one by trash cass!

Can I just say I friggin love Jared? Half the time he’s painfully right and it’s hilarious (also his actor is fantastic

This is my favorite DEH song. The first time I heard it I teared up.

Next one up is Disappear

2:43 *that’s Ben Platt for ya, in just 4 words*

well I just realized that its called "dear evan Hansen" because the letter evan wrote to himself to help with his anxiety started this whole mess (I'm slow ok XD) with the family thinking it's connor's suicide letter *flashbacks to "dear evan Hansen this is gonna be a good day and here's why*

Im so very glad you're doing this and we get to watch your emotions and reactions and how you analyze what's going on in the story, and we (fans who know what you currently don't) can help you understand confusing parts until you watch everything and fully understand it all in the end

The fall you're nervous about? Just you wait...

Next is disappear. Check out Mushroomie’s animatic. (Look for the reupload by Hamilton Trash)

ay christene if you have watched "the pitch perfect series" you would know that the guy who plays evan Hansen "ben platt" has a beautiful voice (and if cant get enough of his voice watch the pitch perfect movies)

I NEED YOUR REACTION TO DISAPPEAR AGHHHH *WARNING* bring tissues to that one

*video with evan singing* Me (thinks): yess, the chorus is coming! Evan: if i could telll- Me (with him): *singing passionately* if i could tellll- Christine: * pauses video* ok, just pause for a second.. Me: NOOOOO

Finally I’m not late anymore!

if u ever get a chance to, read the book. every now and then it shows connors perspective on what evan's doing, how his family is taking his death, and talks about a friendship he *actually did have*. he even says that he could see him and evan being friends (in a diff world tho)

DEH is still my favourite musical on a personal level. I have my own problems with my brother, i have my own problems with dread and paranoia that i can't make a diffrence. I still do. Its a tough cage to get out of, knowing your mindset isnt true but still think it, its truely a torture worse than any other. But this musical gives me that tiny sliver of confidence and self worth every time.

I love Jared sm

OMG I LOVE THAT VIDEO!!!

Omg. I love you so much Christine!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

This is my favorite song because this is me. Evan is me. i cri

You should see “In the bedroom down the hall”, deleted song from Dear Evan Hansen

Next one is Dissapear, and please, watch the one Mush Roomie did!!! There are some reuploads, and it's the best deh animatic ever!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TRIED TO KISS _ZOE MURPHY,_ ON HER BROTHER'S BED, AFTER HE *_DIED._* 5:27

Ah I'm late!! I love it!

My heart aches

YESS FINALLY!!

WHAT IF

Even is lying by saying that Conner said that stuff but he is really saying stuff he notices and loves about her.

OMG AT THE END MY HEART MY POUR SHIPPING CONNOR X EVAN HEART WHY (but I laughed at Jared lol 😂)

Btw this is her first anamatic

I didn't expect that is happening 😂😛😂😂😂

You did wHat!!!?!?! 😂😂😂😂👏👏😂😂😂

I'm always repeating this song. I watched many videos that is like a music video of this. Like gacha life.

YES!!!!!!

Again with Ben Platt’s voice XD

yayyyy

*cries* im not crieing you are

Next is Disappear! I definitely recommend the one by Trash Cass.

Heck ye

1 dislike.... that one person SHALL NOT PASS

Jared describes me LMBO😂

Can you please watch the healing gnome by Scribble Netty and if you watch it wait until 1:21

Watch the ballad of sara berry from 35mm. It's fun

OMG PLEASE WATCH THE MUSH ROOMIE ANIMATIC TO DISAPPEAR! Thank youuu, and I love your reactions

A stitch jacket wow

OK not let me help you out here Chris DC actually Connor does feel that way about her sister because seat the whole reason he got mad at Heaven and committed suicide it was because of the letter that Heaven wrote about his sister and those are the words that Evan wrote in the letter about his sister so that’s why it’s like Connor saying and yes Connor is like saying it because he’s protective over his sister that’s all I have to say bye

My last name is Murphy woahh

I have the jacket that youre we're wearing

I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TRIED TO KISS ZOE MURPHY ON HER BROTHERS BED. AFTER HE *D I E D*

The way takes over you the way the way you must be the dump hours

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It's OK if you can't

Think. This is the least angsty song

Check out Hamilton I am the man meme and Hamilton what did I miss animatic please please

PerfAniMz made an animation too xD you could check it out, they're an awesome person though they don't have a lot of videos UwU

Hiya

PLEASE WATCH WORDS FAIL!!

What if i was an male?

Do you know the way I don't know the way the way you the way you waver Way way way way

Do you know the way I do not know where please show me

Umm, Connor was nOT nice to him.