Before this song, Evan was on the verge of a breakdown. He had an argument with the "ghost" of Connor, or his subconscious. Evan was, in short, done with lying and wanted to tell the truth. Connor was backlashing him by saying that Zoe would hate him and leave him, he'd be alone, and that everyone would think of him as a failure. Regardless Evan defiantly yells that he wants to tell the truth. This is when the real truth gets revealed. Connor says in response "If you want to tell the truth then why are you standing there talking to yourself? Again? You can't even tell yourself the truth. How did you break your arm, Evan?" Evan weakly mumbles that he climbed a tree and fell. Connor replies "Did you fall? Or did you let go?" The truth that Evan really wanted to run away from, was the fact that he was in such a dark place, that he tried to commit suicide over the summer break. He thought that by keeping Connor's memory alive, he could believe that he himself is important and won't be forgotten. All this time he was trying to hide from reality because it hurt. Songs like disappear make so much sense then when you tie it in to Evan's perspective. And in all the songs where he mentions "Falling in a forest- did I even make a sound?", or "do you ever feel like you could fall, and no one would hear?" is the truth trying to surface; but the truth that Evan is trying to bury. Evan here is following through with his wish to tell the truth. He visits Connor's family and lets them know the truth. If you remember the song "waving through a window", Evan says that you should step out of the sun if you keep getting burnt. Here, he's finally done with running. and he finally faces himself and his actions. He asks "How do I step into the sun?" which shows how badly he wants to find himself again because now, he only has himself to face. Sorry for the long comment, I just thought I'd clarify. :)

The “friends” who he were talking to wasn’t actually his friend, that was Zoe and the father, he revealed to Connor’s family that he lied about the whole story/narrative that him and Connor were friends, that the email was fake, and that Connor’s “suicide note” was actually his letter he wrote to himself

So basically this song takes place right after he finally tells the truth to everyone about the faked friendship with Connor etc, etc

Just wanted to clear this up a little... The is scene is at The Murphys house and he is basically explaining that he lied about the emails and admits that the letter was about him and because he lied he loses them as friends and loses his girlfriend over the fact that he lied. This song makes me cry all the time.

get some tissues prepared for so big/so small

"I just keep running" "WHY ARE YOU RUNNING? WHY ARE YOU RUNNING?" I'm sorry

He was talking to Zoe Larry and Chynthia (Connors family)

What's truly insane is how, 8 shows 6 days a week, Ben (and now his replacements) sang (sing) this song, through literal tears

I Came as soon as I heard! And I really think People Should notice more the little line that Evan says: 'Or...Would they hate it too.." Evan Hated himself,and didnt want other People to hate him too,cuz he already had enough self hate,And he was apologizing to Connor's Family,Because the letters were published and people started harrassing Connor's family,because they though they treated Connor badly. Loved the video! 💝 As Always

You should watch first burn animatic by mushie r.

Just so you know, there's a dialogue animatic that's before this called Did You Fall, Or Did You Let Go

*legit cries in car with family* Bro: Avy you okay? Me: I’m okay just slowly dying lol Bro: wat

No spoilers don't worry just wanna clear this up, this is Evan talking to Connor's Mom, dad, and Zoe (Connor's sister) about how he faked the emails and his friendship with Connor.

I hope you'll read this. There is a new song that is related to Hamilton. "FIRST BURN"

How did you not cry I sobbed when I first listened to this song

You only have two songs left, but they did just release a new song called "In the Bedroom Down the Hall" you should check out the animatic for it too.

If I'm being brutally honest, he's not a "poor guy"... he lied to everyone, lied lied lied, lied himself right into a corner... and when things didn't go his way? He yelled at everyone and made them think THEY were wrong. He distanced himself from everyone, and when he finally realized where he went wrong, it was already far too late. I'm not saying he isn't deserving of forgiveness at all, but what he did wasn't okay. He made a grieving family think false things about their son, then took at all away from them in an instant he told the truth. And while some might argue that he felt pressured into lying, that doesn't justify his actions, and he knows it. Evan Hansen was not a good person, but nobody in this musical was a perfect angel.

*OMG OMG OMG NONONONONO I'M NOT READY FOR THE FEELS ARE YOU READY CAUSE I AIN'T READY I CAN'T TAKE IT BUT I HAVE TO WATCH I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR LONG OMG I CAN'T TAKE MY EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW*

So Big/So Small comes next. Ahahaha good luck Christene ;_;

You spelled fail wrong!

Every time I see Evan being left alone at 3:51 my mind just instantly goes ‘How’d you break your arm, Evan?’ And I cry even harder

I CAME AS SOON AS I SAW...WITH TISSUES ON HAND BECAUSE OH MY GOD THIS BREAKS ME EVERY TIME

Hun, the title and description said "Words FALL"..You might want to edit that. The song is called "Words Fail".

This song hit me hard because I've noticed recently that I've been hanging out with some friends only for the purpose of being in a family, and I feel really selfish for that.

The title is actually words fail :)

Ik I’m really late, but you NEED to watch first burn animatic by mushie r. I’ve been rewatching it nonstop for an hour already

I was so confused when i read the title... It says "Words Fall" 😂😂

"he just wants a perfect family" WELL THAT DIDNT HELP ME WITH THE FEELS

Words fail*

OO YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO THE FIRST BURN AND WATCH AN ANIMATIC FOR IT. I recommend mushie’s. ITS SO GOOD

I have the feels again after listening to the song and watching this.

You should listen to in the bedroom down the hall/a little bit of light next. Those are super emotional and just so you know: Cynthia singing about Connor

It's absolutely gut wrenching hearing it live

I wanted this for so long

This was actually Evan being found out by Connor’s family. Not speaking to Alana, Jared and his mother.

Love your vid keep it up

I KNOW IM ABOUT TO CRY ALL OVER AGAIN

Omg this song reads like a suicide note and it makes me DIE

This song always makes me cry ;;

I wish the "How'd you break your arm Evan?" Animatic didn't get taken down

Ahhhh this song always makes me cry

I'm so excited for the next song. Waterworks abound!! Though, I'll be honest, the majority of songs inn this musical make me cry. I'm a crybaby. 😅

No, he was talking to connors family : the parents and the sister (zoe, Evans girlfriend ) and telling them that all the emails and memorys he had showed them bout connor were fake. They didn't forgive him. I wouldn't either. The ones that were shelling at him in the previous song (good 4 u) were 3 different people: evans mother, and the friends, Jared and alana.

I swear this song is so long its very hard to tell when it ends

Actually, this was right after explaining to connor’s family that he was lying to them the entire time. There is only two more songs btw! Loving your reactions too!

He's talking to Connor's family, not his mom and friends.

To clarify something that isn't talked about in the play. Evan breaks his arm from a failed suicide attempt by jumping off a tree branch. That's why you saw that switching back and forth in "Sincerely Me". Also Evan was revealing the truth to the Murphys. (Connors family"

This was Connor’s family not Jared and Alana or Evan’s mom

That's not Evan's friends and family that's actually Zoe and her parents. He blurted out that he wasn't really friends with Connor and then he sung that song to them

This song makes me cry

If ya gonna watch first burn HIGHLY recommend the one by mushie r.

I feel sick but Whalen I see your videos I feel better!!!!🙂

You didn't type the title right it's "words fail" not "words fall" not trying to be rude just helping out

The people in the animatic were actually Zoe and her family

Anybody else notice she put words FALL instead of words FAIL XDD

this musical is so sad :,// but I love your videos and I think you NEED to see mushie r. ‘s animatic of First Burn. It’s an amazing Hamilton animatic and the song is so good! (It’s different from burn btw)

It is critical that you see the first burn Hamilton animatic by mushie. r

Hey AyChristine there’s a new HAMILTON video about the song BURN

Hey you should watch if Doki Doki literally ature club was a musical

The greatest show man?

Just wanted to say that it's says "Fall" instead of "Fail" :3

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH... i love

I kinda feel sorry for Evan even though he shouldn't have lied. 😭😭😭

This happened to me but actually Cassidy did it to me and it really hurt my feelings like a lot and tillee said since Cassidy is becoming the leader of the group she’s gonna kick me out and there my only friends I feel really really 😢

Why do I have the same reaction? On you will be found I was soooooo sad but on words fail I was kinda sad but was ok.

Reactor borderlands pre-sequel rap

It's words fail not words fall.

❤ it

No he's talking to the Murphy family that him being friends with Connor and the letters were fake

He tells them that he wrote the letter that Connor died with and he has to explain why he was doing all this manipulation

Can you start to watch animatics from The Lightning Thief musical?, i would LOVE to see your reactions, the first song is The Day I Got Expelled and Kallina_n_Sage has a complete animatic of that song (It's the only one that is actually finished tho)

You should watch original sims's So Big/So Small animatic

"Words fall"

The title of this video said words FALL but the title for the reaction video is words FAIL just thought I would point that out

Please watch pistachiosoda's So big/so small next please!

Watch the animatic First burn by mushie R.

The song is called words FAIL not words fall

Please watch Here comes a thought By OR3O

wORDS FALL

I crying:-(:'(

The Murphy family is connors family

Can you listen to or watch Mushie R.'s animatic for the First Burn Hamildrop?

First Burn by Mushie R. Please!

Oh, btw it's Words Fail.

Lol words fall

Where's Be More Chill?? T-T

Just saying, the song is called 'Words Fail' not fall

You should 100% watch First Burn by Mushie r

Ok Next will be So Big/ So Small

wards fall............I don't mean to be rude but its words FAIL And no he was talking to the Murphys not his mum, Jared and Alana

Words fall!?? Lol

Hay you soda rocks

Sorry but MUSHIE R. MADE AN ANIMATIC ON A VIDEO CALLED FIRST BURN HAMILTON I DON'T THINK YOU'VE SEEN IT YET

Anyone wondering where BMC is? I love deh but jeez

*words fail

Sorry to correct you, but you put words fall as the title when the song is called words fail.

ITS WORDS FAILLLLLL NOT FALLLLLLLLL

Watch Vivziepop's Hazbin hotel trailer, timber, and on of 666

It's "Words Fail" not "Words Fall."

Words fall?