You're welcome, thank you for your comment, it's so true, lift each other up.

❤️

I had a classmate that was bullied for years and so were several others of us in this class. Some of us tried hard to help him, but the haters sadly won in the end and he took his own life. I was so afraid during my school years, I hardly remember anything else. We all need to keep in mind that this world is a hard enough place to live in, even without having to navigate through harsh and hurtful comments. Do onto others... Is and will always be the best words to keep in mind.

@@Pozleigh If i could time travel would give it my all to save all the Lee`s out there......

Thank you. I know it’s hard to get stuck in our own woes and comparing ourselves to others or where we think we should be. The reality is that we are just here for a short time and helping others gives so much lasting joy. Even when you feel low you have something to offer this world.

You may just change/save a life, with a simple smile. One smile, can stick in someone’s mind... you may even appear in their future dreams, where even they wonder, who was that!? Why did that smile stick with me!?

Her life and now death have touched so many. 🙏🏼

Thank you for sticking with my channel. 🙏🏼

It sure as shit did'nt help!

@@proinseasokiellig4388 Do you know how to read and actually comprehend?

To be fair, no one knows exactly why she took her life, it’s all speculation, only Lee knows why. If you saw Max’s recent video, he spends a good amount of time asking that people don’t troll creators. He said Lee had a very difficult time with the negative comments and he wished he had done more to help her with it. He said he has to live with that for the rest of his life. There is a lot of emphasis from him, her friends and family that this magnitude of bullying took it’s toll. If this wasn’t that big of a contributing factor, they wouldn’t be focusing that much on it and they are. Teens commit suicide all the time due to bullying, can you imagine getting it on the level she was? I can tell you, because I get it too, it messes with your mind and it’s not easy. I’ve considered ending my channel time and time again because of the negative comments, but I know there are way more good than bad. I try to focus on that, but I still can’t shake some of the really bad ones. They take your breath away and make you wonder why you are doing this at all. They are psychologically damaging. I think that last one on her phone was the catalyst. Just my opinion though because no one really knows for sure.

Eamon and Bec haven’t been on you tube - obviously taking time out...worried bout them..stay safe everyone x talk to someone qualified if you need to, or someone you trust...im suffering at the moment, depression is horrid..be kind, be good to each other, help one another

Eamon and Bec are taking a break till next Sunday, they’ve posted some on their Instagram. 🙏🏼

I saw their post. I just worry about their hearts, being an empath and having PTSD .. I just want everyone to be safe. ❤️

@@DiamondNinja8669sending you positive vibes on all your struggles. Hope tomorrow is better then today

I felt the same for them. Like they still haven’t absorbed her loss, completely. She looks so broken and he looks and sounds like he is still in denial. Thankfully they have eachother and their shared memories to sustain them. 🥺

Both daughters have struggled as well, so hard. Thank you for your comment.

It’s tragic.

So many factors I think attributed to her decision, we’ll never know for sure, but she was definitely struggling and KZfaq doesn’t help when you’re doubting yourself or if you weren’t but everyone tells you that you should. It’s the worst feeling to be publicly shamed.

So sad!!! 😭 How did she end her life?

@@asapasiafury4100 she committed suicide by jumping from an overpass in front of an oncoming train 💔💔💔 Completely devastating 😭

@@deannaporter7730 absolutely devastating!

@@m.w.3256 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Thank you for your comment Annie, perfectly said. xo

You are so welcome 🙏💗

Thank you so much for this comment. 🙏🏼♥️♥️🙏🏼

Bullying is the lowest of the low,it is by definition,preying on the weak.

You definitely CAN blame her death on the idiot who kept bullying her. He obviously felt some type away if he took all his videos down. You bully her then when she kills herself you remove the evil content. He’s the real loser

Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry, that is tragic and mind boggling. So hard for those left behind to comprehend why they would choose this. My thoughts to you and her family. ♥️🙏🏼

@@Pozleigh yes. It sharpens us all hopefully to realize no one is immune nor are the above the clutches of true sadness, darkness, hopelessness, bullying, mental illness, etc....

Very well said 🙏🏼

Yeah, there was a screenshot left on her phone of a nasty comment. Last thing on her phone. 😭

It makes so much sense. Thank you for your insight. And a big hug to you. ♥️

This made me so sad and immediately knew you were a survivor. (Tears soaking my pillow for you). Stay strong love, seek peace in other forms... live... never contemplate that switch again, there is so much beauty waiting for you to discover! Reach out if you need to talk. 🥺

Well said.

Hey Bernie. 👋🏻 Yeah, truly devastating, so hard to wrap your head around it. Even looking at the place where it happened, she had to climb a fence on an overpass and jump just as the train approached. After seeing the video of her just that morning taking a dip in the ocean, it just doesn’t add up. It’s so incomprehensible. Believe or not, I’ve been cyber bullied for this video. I’ve deleted the comments, but they were not nice. It’s truly sad how people act on the internet. 🙏🏼

@@Pozleigh these people that are doing this are the evil-propelled cowards.

Sorry, I missed it. Just saw this comment. 🙏🏼

🙏🏼🙏🏼 I completely understand, it’s so tragic and mind-boggling.

Well, I didn’t know her personally, but we can all learn from her experience. 🙏🏼

Truly, so tragic. 🙏

Thank you 🙏🏼 I’m still rocked by this and I didn’t even watch her.

I remember seeing them in some of their videos, I'll check out their video about Lee.

@@Pozleigh Jasmine grew up with her... it is quite sad and emotional,

Just watched it, in tears. 😭💔

Hi, thank you. Yes, truly so awful.

Absolutely. I hope she isn't suffering anymore and all is light for her.

I saw that as well. It’s unbelievably mind boggling to try to understand how she went from such happiness hours before. It’s unimaginable. 💔

When a youtuber is famous and have lot of follower, parasite youtuber born to feed from other success. I never watched his channel, but i am sure all his intentions is to attract some views.

Wow I don't understood why someone would do that. If this guy did it for views he is sick.

Oh no! I hadn't read that! I need to know more. Any clues to know why this happened or whether she truly meant for it to happen is what I need because my brain can't accept this. It's so devastating and shocking. Thank you for your response. 💗🙏

@@Pozleigh Hi there...I just posted another comment on this page...something about a medication reaction is the only thing letting me process this horrible situation. Not many specific details, but I have seen anti-depressants sometimes have the complete OPPOSITE effects than their intended desired outcome. Sadly, we will never know.

@@cariwilband2540 that definitely could have happened but like you said, we'll never know 😔 She said she was only on like 10mg of her meds, the least she could have prescribed and it just alleviated the feeling of the heaviness in her chest. Then again who knows what happens behind closed doors or if that had changed since. Maybe it was that Dave2D guy who roasted her on line who got to her or maybe something happened in her personal life or relationship we're not privy to...I just listened to her guest appearance on the REROOT podcast and I JUST CAN'T comprehend how she was so happy and positive on 3/1 and no longer with us on 3/26... What happened to make such a drastic change in her life? She was such a beautiful person inside and out and so self aware. My heart is breaking and I just can't get her off my mind, it seems so surreal.

@@Pozleigh I've been reading different things on line to try to make sense of it all. I realize it's really not any of my business but I just feel a need to know more... I can't explain why, but it has really effected me. I need to try wrap my head around it all so I'm hunting for as many facts as possible to understand it the best I can. When she was reported missing by her loved ones they did say she had been expressing suicidal thoughts so it must not have come out of the blue. Recently a woman had died hit by a train in her area so maybe that gave her the idea... I read a headline that she was actually the 3rd person to be hit by a train in the area. I'll post some links to things I read that might be helpful for you to understand better too. Her poor boyfriend 😭 She referred to him as her future husband! He must be so heartbroken and feel so guilty (even though it's not his fault). If only time could be turned back, if only she had called Jordan, Bec, her family, a friend or her doctor instead of going to that overpass!!! Someone commented that maybe if Occy had still been with her she'd still be here because in an interview she said one time when she was suicidal she didn't do it because she couldn't leave Occy but I'm pretty sure Jordan lived with her from an Insta post she made saying "they" needed to get a new place and he has a dog... It does make me sad to think that if Max & Lee had never started a KZfaq channel this most likely wouldn't have happened because her depression stemmed from all the public exposure, pressure and cyberbullying 😭😭😭 Soooo many what ifs...but I can't think like that. It is what it is. I can't find where I read it but in one of the articles I believe it said it was a confirmed suicide which makes me think it may have been caught on camera or there were definitely witnesses as mentioned but not confirmed in one article. In one thread of train chatter (after reading 3rd link down scroll down all the way and read comnents) a person who was on the train comments and said they hit a 2nd person that day too. I just can't begin to imagine someone ending their life that way, it's just so extreme!!! The poor conductor 😭😭😭😭😭 I'm not sure if you saw her Instagram yesterday but they brought her home and had some sort of gathering in her memory and lit candles in her honor. They posted a beautiful picture of her at peace on the beach which is how I like to picture her now. Rest in peace Lee 🙏🏻🕊💓💒 I'm so happy we have your videos and words of wisdom to look back on ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🤍 Once again my heart goes out to her family and friends. Such a tragic and senseless loss, she had such a bright future ahead! 😔 www.google.com/amp/s/www.noozhawk.com/amp/sheriffs_office_releases_name_woman_killed_train_santa_barbara_20210329 kzfaq.info/get/bejne/h7V5mcVosrmZf5s.html www.edhat.com/news/pedestrian-identified-in-fatal-train-collision www.google.com/amp/s/www.noozhawk.com/amp/pedestrian_struck_and_killed_by_train_in_goleta www.google.com/amp/s/www.ksby.com/news/local-news/santa-barbara-police-searching-for-at-risk-missing-woman%3f_amp=true

Hey Deanna, I listened to REROOT also and realized that was recorded before she traveled down to California, I'm guessing around December 2020. She was definitely still in Canada at the time of the recording. Eamon and Bec probably recorded a bunch of episodes and were slowing releasing them a week at a time, that's common in podcasting. Anyway, I had been under the same impression that she had taken her life 3 weeks after the podcast, but it had only been released on March 1st. I've watched her last KZfaq video and could feel this sense of being overwhelmed with editing, content and timelines. She was promising weekly videos and stopped Feb. 7th. Nothing after that. She was dealing with something. I have a theory about her troubles, I don't think she was in love with Jordan at all, she was trying to fill a void - Max. There was zero chemistry between Jordan and Lee (just none, he's no Max)...Max and her were what people dream about when they want that beautiful fairy tale romance. Her affection for Jordan feels totally put on for the camera. I think she made a decision to leave Max and traveling because she thought that's what she wanted and she regretted it, she saw Max moving on and she tried to move on with new things (golf, cycling, Jordan, new van, new place, new location, new channel). Now she has to prove to everyone that all of this was worth leaving Max, always having to prove because she was ridiculed for leaving. The pressure became too much and she got in too deep. I absolutely agree that she wouldn't have gone down this hole otherwise. The last screenshot on her phone was that of a nasty message from someone on KZfaq trying to give her their "advice" (I read that on a post from Sophie Jaffe, one of her friends). I too, cannot stop thinking about the actually moment it happened. Did she wish a split second before that she didn't want to die. Did she jump? Was she just standing there waiting? I can't stop thinking about this woman who was so in tune with her physical body would end her life in a way that would mutilate her vessel like a train would. I don't mean for that to sound shallow, I just blows my mind. The terror she must have experienced right before, I just can't wrap my head around it. Maybe I should make another video. I swear, I didn't realize I had so much more to say. It's eating at me. I did read about the service also, I'm all over the web trying to find any new piece of information. ALSO, Max's last video is of him and a new lady friend spending a weekend together alone in her van. It was clearly not a just friends weekend. There were shots of him running naked to the water, the girl is flirtatiously playing with her hair constantly. That was released February 28th. Maybe I'm wrong, but as much as she had seemed to have moved on, she even said on Reroot that watching Max's videos had been tough, I think she just wasn't over him. Having to see him vanning with another woman made me feel sick honestly. It felt weird and wrong after seeing Max and Lee on their many adventures and their chemistry. I think she had a mountain of sadness, pressure, confusion, depression and bullying that tipped her over the edge.

My pleasure 🙏🏼

Thank you 🙏🏼

I’m sure you’re not either, being a troll puts you right up there.