Jess Rizkallah - i am but i'm not

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Button Poetry

Button Poetry

8 жыл бұрын

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Jess Rizkallah, performing at WoWPS 2016 in Brooklyn, NY.
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@iwillregretthis5127
@iwillregretthis5127 8 жыл бұрын
"I look like the people who hurt my family" God I feel this so hard
@a.z.fellco.1704
@a.z.fellco.1704 4 жыл бұрын
I will regret this *hugs*
@astridweatherfield4840
@astridweatherfield4840 8 жыл бұрын
this is so wonderfully complex.
@enicole2090
@enicole2090 4 жыл бұрын
“It’s so easy to hate them.” Damn, that was real af.
@ninjinistarsong3792
@ninjinistarsong3792 4 жыл бұрын
I’m half white, half native indian. And lately I’ve really been thinking about my race and if I’m allowed to say I’m native because I look so white. I really like this poem. I like that there is someone who is out there who is like me.
@madisongrace7675
@madisongrace7675 3 жыл бұрын
Half Black, half white here. Same.
@marwanaser5452
@marwanaser5452 6 жыл бұрын
I love button poetry's audience. They're so cheerful and always make the poet satisfied with their work. Someone get me onto their stage I wanna recite a poem!!!
@benliow7340
@benliow7340 8 жыл бұрын
oh my god I'm getting shivers , the 'where are you really from' really drove it home; the I'm white but I'm not is too real for me sometimes . I feel like the intentional lack of capital letters reminds me of how casual and under the radar the conflicting thoughts of race are idk
@nishatnguyen
@nishatnguyen 8 жыл бұрын
Jess! You are a gift to the world!
@akajustmerry8404
@akajustmerry8404 8 жыл бұрын
I'm also Lebanese but not as dark as most of my family so this hit me so hard, thank you so much!!
@leilas.e.8509
@leilas.e.8509 7 жыл бұрын
I'm also half white half Lebanese (exact combo, brown dad and white mom) and this spoke to me on so many levels
@KittyLover2772
@KittyLover2772 8 жыл бұрын
I'm half Iranian and this resonates so much with me.
@besterjester
@besterjester 2 ай бұрын
i have been trying to refind this for forever, SO GLAD I DISCOVERED I SAVED IT IN A RANDOM PLAYLIST
@hannamekonnen6309
@hannamekonnen6309 5 жыл бұрын
As an East African that does not look like the rest of my family the line I resonating with “I don’t look like most of my family I look like the people who hurt my family” a great poem from a great poet
@courtneywilkerson6131
@courtneywilkerson6131 7 жыл бұрын
She is blowing my mind. I love this!
@julieeyerman
@julieeyerman 8 жыл бұрын
this is so important.
@angies7354
@angies7354 7 жыл бұрын
WOW! Mixed Armenian here. This was life changing.
@mariamh99
@mariamh99 8 жыл бұрын
actual shivers omg
@yaelzeligman-merculieff3019
@yaelzeligman-merculieff3019 7 жыл бұрын
watched this over and over again. Grand.
@itsniikkkii
@itsniikkkii 6 жыл бұрын
I love this poem.
@ami4ka
@ami4ka 7 жыл бұрын
you put into words so many things i feel but cannot express! thank you, sister
@brilopez8623
@brilopez8623 7 жыл бұрын
This is absolutely nourishing for my soul right now
@ilsetiscareno
@ilsetiscareno 7 жыл бұрын
freakin awesome way to pour your heart into words!! as a "white latina" i very much appreciate this
@alliblackman5020
@alliblackman5020 8 жыл бұрын
One of the best pieces I've ever head. Hands down!! X
@c.h.f6277
@c.h.f6277 8 жыл бұрын
Absolutely killed this! Hit deep with nearly every line!
@sarahsavelli4988
@sarahsavelli4988 7 жыл бұрын
thank you for placing words to this feeling
@nataleesteele1688
@nataleesteele1688 8 жыл бұрын
She seems so chill and cool . I like this poem!
@despitemyself226
@despitemyself226 8 жыл бұрын
This is, without fail my new favorite slam/modern poem.
@horchata6622
@horchata6622 8 жыл бұрын
Beautiful.
@kkelliejjayne
@kkelliejjayne 8 жыл бұрын
Jess you are great! So many of your poems have been eye opening to me since I started dating someone with a Palestinian background. Thank you so much
@kaitlynlong9419
@kaitlynlong9419 8 жыл бұрын
This is beautiful!
@dorcaswg5726
@dorcaswg5726 8 жыл бұрын
I love this
@lizconnolly3795
@lizconnolly3795 8 жыл бұрын
thank you.
@anagpalacios8154
@anagpalacios8154 8 жыл бұрын
i need this written down 😢
@resilientwriter
@resilientwriter 8 жыл бұрын
This. Is. So. Important.
@madecht02
@madecht02 8 жыл бұрын
this was wonderful
@lucyj5490
@lucyj5490 8 жыл бұрын
Wow, this gave me goosebumps,
@jadaevans18
@jadaevans18 8 жыл бұрын
this is beautiful
@ramlamohamed8899
@ramlamohamed8899 8 жыл бұрын
I feel this.
@connor6963
@connor6963 8 жыл бұрын
This is amazing
@asiamarie4
@asiamarie4 5 жыл бұрын
Your flow was effortless
@Mamo1942
@Mamo1942 8 жыл бұрын
Bless you
@nicolemyah_
@nicolemyah_ 8 жыл бұрын
I love this so mucu
@OneEaredPanda
@OneEaredPanda 8 жыл бұрын
Yes yes yes!!!!
@brokenpromises9767
@brokenpromises9767 6 жыл бұрын
Very powerful. Makes you think.
@lyka57
@lyka57 8 жыл бұрын
Damn girl. You killed it.
@VampirelaPR
@VampirelaPR 8 жыл бұрын
Powerful
@simplyaireeyell1731
@simplyaireeyell1731 8 жыл бұрын
Being a light-skinned Hawaiian, I feel every word reverberating in my bones.
@currentlyindisguise8322
@currentlyindisguise8322 7 жыл бұрын
love u
@anthonybourdainsuperfan1241
@anthonybourdainsuperfan1241 8 жыл бұрын
God that was awesome.
@clarakoussaifi203
@clarakoussaifi203 7 жыл бұрын
WOWED 😍😍😍😍😍
@anaumsal.5838
@anaumsal.5838 8 жыл бұрын
So much relate-able as a pakistani muslim girl
@colleenmichelle19
@colleenmichelle19 7 жыл бұрын
I fucking love this.
@Whoisdahlia_
@Whoisdahlia_ 8 жыл бұрын
Snaps, claps and baseball bats. That was fire. What an interesting perspective from a woman that is mixed so racially it's difficult to draw the line for other people.
@anna-racquelperez1500
@anna-racquelperez1500 8 жыл бұрын
I legit have "cousins" (because in Panama, if your parent's good friend has a child, they are your cousin) who have a family like this. They have two girls, the oldest on white with dark hair, the youngest black with light eyes, and their dad is black while their mom is white. And my mom was JUST telling me about them yesterday. So the entire video, I was like, is that her, or is this a huge coincidence?
@acidiclungs2172
@acidiclungs2172 7 жыл бұрын
I am half Turkish, whiter than the rest of my family and your words could not hit home more.
@lstein5096
@lstein5096 7 жыл бұрын
I'm half Syrian. I really identify with this poem.
@zeekhan3422
@zeekhan3422 7 жыл бұрын
Whoa
@practicalityalex4554
@practicalityalex4554 4 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤❤
@ElieFares
@ElieFares 8 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah Lebanese pride!
@user-dz2zo5je1r
@user-dz2zo5je1r 6 жыл бұрын
I feel you I'm half white and half latina
@demamelhem5325
@demamelhem5325 7 жыл бұрын
as a Lebanese women I am proud
@mea5989
@mea5989 5 жыл бұрын
Though my great Grandparents migrated from Lebanon and Syria, the younger generations of my family pass as white---because we are white. Yet, it still feels too personal when a middle eastern person gets called a terrorist. When someone calls immigrants disgusting I am reminded of the family I never knew and the culture that exists to me only in the food we eat at family dinners. My mom's skin has grown whiter over time and my generation sees her as such. They do not see the lies she told during 9/11 when she claimed she was Greek; the fear in her eyes when she received mail, scared it was filled with anthrax. Scared she would lose me because she was pregnant with when 9/11 happened. They do not see me bursting into tears after the last election because middle eastern people were being targetted and killed again, a memory of 2016 white people have forgotten. My mother does not understand why I feel so free to speak out, to freely claim my bisexuality, to argue openly about feminism and equality to people who do not agree with me. It took me up until now to realize that her silence was taught to her from a young age as a tool for survival. She could not be the middle eastern woman that everyone expected, she must be kind, considerate, open, diplomatic, all the traits terrorists are not. I will never understand what it means to be looked at as brown, and I know the privilege that comes with that, so all my life I've called myself white because I did not know what else I was. I've struggled with this identity of being both and neither at the same time and have not found anyone outside my family that understands how that feels, so thank you.
@jordynd.3613
@jordynd.3613 8 жыл бұрын
Im a white Mexican and i relate
@sasam226
@sasam226 8 жыл бұрын
can somebody write the words of the poem, please? I think that the poem is beautiful but there are some sentences I do not get. thank you
@MarkColeman121587
@MarkColeman121587 7 жыл бұрын
This poem was so beautiful. But as a scholar in school hopefully someone would educate me on why Middle Eastern would be considered White anyway. I wouldn't consider them as White based off cultural differences and other things.
@xiomara5147
@xiomara5147 3 жыл бұрын
Oh man! A fellow pale brown woman! It can get complicated.
@fadinakhle5557
@fadinakhle5557 7 жыл бұрын
We have had 3 alphabets cuniform for 1500 years,the precurser of the western alphabet for 2000 years AND arabic from the 7th cent.
@jinja5722
@jinja5722 7 жыл бұрын
she has a really nice last name. rizkallah comes from rizki which means fortune and allah is the god muslims worship. so that means jess is a fortune given from god. and i think it's true though, and her thoughts are brilliant 😍
@daniellelewis9322
@daniellelewis9322 8 жыл бұрын
can someone explain this please
@anthropology.studies8816
@anthropology.studies8816 8 жыл бұрын
It's basically her internal conflict of being white, but not being white. Or, as a lot of people say "White passing" which just means she has skin light enough to pass as being white, but she's not. She's american, but also not. She's white, but also not. So she should be one or the other but not both in a lot of people's eyes. That's what I got from it at least.
@fadinakhle5557
@fadinakhle5557 7 жыл бұрын
I showed an Italian a picture of Carthage before Roman distruction.He said is that Rome
@fadinakhle5557
@fadinakhle5557 7 жыл бұрын
Ana Libnani .Was an Artist and a musician like the half Iranian Leonardo. I did pavement art copies of Left hander Raphael and original nativity at christmas. One girl from art school said why isn't Jesus's hair black. I played classical guitar an Arabic instrument via Spain I was left-handed before my stoke. Are you a musician Jess
@Carol10221
@Carol10221 2 жыл бұрын
As a white latina I completely I agree with u
@ButtonPoetry
@ButtonPoetry Жыл бұрын
It is such a nuanced poem isn't it?
@fatimaefficace6828
@fatimaefficace6828 7 жыл бұрын
ابو على شيباني
@TheJIMMY2711
@TheJIMMY2711 7 жыл бұрын
Am I the only one that's thinks of Ellie from TLoU when she says fuck you...? 😅😅
@themonsterwithenme
@themonsterwithenme 6 жыл бұрын
Albino Native American and I get it
@usojo
@usojo 4 жыл бұрын
and suddenly i hate him..... period
@MagyarMan1589
@MagyarMan1589 Жыл бұрын
This is embarrassing
@ButtonPoetry
@ButtonPoetry Жыл бұрын
Learning about intersectionality can feel that way at first! Best of luck =)
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