August 2018 still didn't recover from JONGHYUN'S death 15th September 2021, still can't get over the fact that he's no more🥺 23rd April 2023.. finally started to accept he's in a better place..

I felt like tvxq were holding back their tears

August 16, 2018- I still find it difficult to accept that Jonghyun passed away and is no longer on stage with SHINee. May his soul R.I.P. ='(

Sometimes we cannot "REPLAY " A hug is better than words. A compliment is better than criticize. A scar in heart can't be seen. :( No more pain now, rest in peace 💚💚

If I still cry I can imagine how it must be for those who knew him personally and were close to him. Jonghyun was a beautiful person, not only physically. He really had a beautiful soul. Even though I've never met him, I felt/feel as if I know him just based on his thoughts and opinions, the way he sees the world. He definitely succeeded at making these quotes a reality: I thought about wanting to come across as human, too. As a human being, I mean. Because it’s more common for entertainers to be expressed and understood as a certain character, rather than as an individual human being. It’s kind of my way of replying that I, at the very least, am also living my life as a human being. I like to think of it as me giving an eloquent speech about it on my own. - Jonghyun ...in order to leave an imprint of who we are in the world, you need to tell who you truly are. - Jonghyun I will always admire and appreciate you for being fearlessly you despite how the world perceived you. You made sure to always tell people your struggles and even though you were struggling, found the time to be a comfort to those around you. Have a good rest angel. You deserve it❤

The loneliest and saddest people will have the gentlest hearts and brightest smiles. Loving each other is the only thing I want for this world.

Jonghyun will be remembered by all Kpop idol, you may rest in peace 💔

I dont know if this is just a coincidence but...just before Jonghyun's death, i heard shinee lucifer being played over and over again outside my house. Not outside the door but the freaking window. I was happy of course i thought there was finally a shawol in my neighborhood. Right after that, i saw jonghyuns death news. I was utterly shocked. I dont know if this is a concidence or just god's way of telling me that my bling bling is leaving. I miss you so much bling bling.

Still can’t wake up from this stupid nightmare.... Jonghyun ah missing u to an extent that I can’t even think you are no more.....

I'm here 2020 crying alone... R. I. P😢🙏

Jonghyun u did well as shinee members said

Honestly watching Jjong's funerals was one of the hardest things I ever lived. It made his loss more real, and everybody was so, so broken. I was broken. I still often cry because of Jjong's death goddamnit... And it was also the 1st time we saw Jinki, our dubu leader, in months. I wish everyday things could've been different. I am so sorry Jonghyun, I wish pain wasn't that unbearable for all of us. I wish everyone was happier... I wish you were here. We all wish you were here. We love you. Forever 🌕💎 💗

3:25 When you showed that smile, I lost control. RIP Jonghyun

*I know this sounds weird to ask, but has anyone experienced weird kind of encounters or situations involving Jonghyun?* Here are some true events I have explained. You can chose to believe me or not, but even if there are little sign if hope that he is okay I will take it. It was the day before my birthday on the August 11th last week. I was in the car traveling back from a vacation trip. I was thinking about Jonghyun again so in my mind I had asked him if he could show me a sign that he is doing okay. To my surprise, I saw what looked to be just a lump of clouds slowly come together. Now, I'm not going to say that his face appeared in cloud form because that didn't happen. The clouds started to form a cat like looking head. It was a fox. I didn't think much of it for a second, but then quickly realized that that is HIS symbol. Me, being at lost of words and like Sherlock Holmes asks him to send another sign. This time I asked him for me to have a nice dream that I remembered the next day when I would go to bed that night. I also asked him to put a sign in my dream. Keep in mind, I haven't had a good dream that I could remember in about two years with the rest 8% of nights that are terrifying nightmares. I woke up the next day. I remembered... My dream like many others changed throughout the course of 8 hours. I watched experincing enjoyable activities (since I can't control most of my actions in a dream). For example, in my dream I won first in a bass guitar competition (I play bass guitar) and there was a couple more but I won't write then all out. In my guitar dream, I dreamt that I was bowing on the stage and people were throwing roses at me on a big stage after performing. (Also, remember that I had no control over what was happening in my dream and was just "watching" 'cause IDK how to put that.) After that I stopped dreaming, as usual, and my night's slumber speed up since I was no longer "fully" dreaming. I woke up the morning if of my birthday and immedietly thought of the dream going through somd fun and really weird events. I traced me dream back to the bass guitar competition and IMMEDIETLY thought of the ROSES. (All of you already know what that means so I don't really need to explain.) After both times I remember just completely BALLING my eyes out. They were joyful, but also sorrowful tears. I had a little more hope that our Bling-Bling is okay now resting.... There are more experiences relating to Jonghyun, but I am tired and lazy to write all of them out so.....Oh, and sorry for the grammar and spelling mistakes! If you made it to the end of the comments and has had any similar experiences, please reply. I miss you Jonghyun~

Miss u bling bling jonghyun...you really did well

Its almost been a year...

*October 14 2019. Another angel from SM left us due to cyber bullying. Let's pray for Choi Jinri the former member of F(x) that is also known as Sulli. I hope both of Jonghyun and Sulli will rest well and got to do everthing they want up there. It's been so long but I still can believe that Jonghyun would left us. And for Sulli my baby, sleep well. We will always remember your bright and beautiful smile. I just hope there is no other idol that would suicide in the future. Lastly, we missed you so much Jonghyun oppa and Jinri unnie.*

its been two years, 6 almost 7 years of being a jonghyun stan, i have not recovered from his death. it is january 5th, 2020. and i think about him constantly. his smile will always be forever in my heart.

He will be missed and remembered forever

I’m Not fan of Shinee and when he dead i wasn’t KPoper already but It hurts a lot and when i remember him i always cry

I will never stop praying for you ☺

2022. Still missing and mourning you Jonghyun. Another cold night. But its warm because of you.

Our hearts are never going to heal right? Everytime anything related to Jonghyun comes up I still sob the same way I did when we got the the news of him fighting for his life in the hospital. I miss him so much 💔

It's October of 2019 and I still get so emotional when I hear his songs. And then I woke up this morning for work and read the headlines of Sulli's passing and I just can't believe it. I pray they are well, up in the skies. I will always be thinking of them.

you know, even after years... We feel the sadness

Rest in peace jonghyun ⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘. We miss you jonghyun 😭😭😭😭😭. We love you & MISS YOU SO MUCH JONGHYUN 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹.

after 3 years watch so many artists feel terrible about jonghyun incident, that make me realize how much jonghyun was loved and appreciated,

💖🦖🎶🎤 just finished listening to his music when i saw this video...even in his death he had accomplished many things....many artists reflected on their lives and about what they truly need in this life....some talent agancies gave vacation/ rest period at least, many people are became more aware of depression, many more were inspired by Jonghyun’s work and appreciated the beauty of his soul and the legacy he left behind, many became aware of how difficult the life of idols are, he rang the alarm of the importance of mental health, many became more appreciative of job well done and became considerate of the feelings of others (as i have observed in kpop, kdramas, some kfriends and fandoms) ...etc...etc...Jonghyun 💖 we miss you....you’ve done superbly well... from the bottom of my heart i salute you....you will always be remembered because you are Jonghyun💖❤️❤️❤️❤️

Missing you always never gonna forget you... my angel rest well n love you always u did well oppa...♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

September 30 2019, im still crying over his passing. Its almost 2 years and im not ready

March 2021 still can't believe that he was gone! you did well baby

He was my 1st UB Kpop my inspiration in life.. I still can’t get over the reality but know will have to let him go soon. As soon as I heard my depression was the worst it had ever been. I was myself contemplating my life and thought I don’t need to be here. He’s still my UB now and forever. Jong Dino I will forever hold a place in my heart for you ❤️😭😭😭 Keep on shining 💫

its so hard for us as a fan to accept the fact that he is gone, i cant imagine how his family and friends feel

I wished he had something that triggered him to continue his life like what happened with leeteuk ang sechkie's jaejin. Leetuek, he knew that he had to pay his father's debt and in jaejin's case, when he knew that his sister was pregnant, it gave him new hope. But then, we really don't know depression..

Good people are remembered well and never forgotten Jjong is happy now We are still crying ,, But never forget the fact that he just did what will make him finally happy and comfortably at peace .. Honestly i became a shawol after learning what happened to him I watched videos of him because i wanted to understand why he left inspite of fame and fortune But watching him made me appreciate his beautiful talent ,, ability and good personality ,, as well as the rest of SHINee.. I got hooked and cant go to sleep without watching them first ,,.. I wish i knew them before Thats the only regret i have .. I always say Im not into kpop Just SHINee I stan just them and only them .. Rest well Jong .. Your members will always do well .. Will always be the best ..

It’s been months but I still can’t seem to watch his videos without crying

Its May 2020 and im still not over his death

SM family is stronger than what we thought they are. No matter what happened they always have each other's back. Supporting each other from albums, comebacks and even concert. I love that I'm stanning the right family!

He was so loved by his Labelmates..... other SM Artists, I can't even look at them ......... specially SUJU & SNSD members who were present at his funeral, they looked so empty, broken & devastated to bid farewell to their little brother 💔 ..... & with all due respect I have no words to say to his members & family ..........it breaks my heart everytime I see Minho & Onew trying so hard to stay strong 💔 *It's never easy to say goodbye*

May 21st 2019 Still can’t get over it 💔😭

Crying again, I miss him so much it hurts to close my eyes without thinking about him. He will always be in our hearts *RIP* our lovely angel.

I promised I wouldn’t cry anymore ... look at me .. I’m a mess oh god rip jonghyun

As soon as I heard Yunho scream Jonghyun’s name I started tearing up. He was gone to soon... smh

Jonghyun, i miss u, i love You 😭❤❤❤

1:36 Oh my god it's Yeri!I heard that Jonghyun and her were best friends, Jonghyun always said that Yeri was so pretty and cute in his Instagram and he had a lot of photos with her! She was 18 when Jonghyun passed away,Yeri was so young to lost her best friend!Yeri was not smiling during the awards events,the members tried to cheer her up but she was always sad and depressed. But now Yeri is the way we love her,always happy because she knows that Jonghyun is smiling to her and very proud looking to her from the heaven!😢💖

I Refuse To Watch Any Videos Concerning Of Jonghyun Cause It Hurts Me More.

Hes in a better place now with god we will always have him in our heart❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE AND REMEMBER YOU JONGHYUN!!!

I have sleep paralysis and this is a story that I kept to myself because I found it both unsettling but relieving at the same time. I get butterflies just thinking about it because it felt so real. I remember myself just laying in bed, I was on my stomach and one arm was under my pillow whilst the other was slightly hanging off of my bed. Now, most of my sleep paralysis encounters are really scary but this one night I open my eyes - unable to move my body nor speak - I look to the other end of my room and I see a figure. It was a figure of a male and like any other time I was scared but every time the figure came closer and closer to me, my fear started to subside. Now bear in mind that the time this had happened it had been months after Jonghyun’s death so I don’t know what triggered it but I could make out features of this mans face and I began to see what looked like Jonghyun’s face. My breath literally hitched. It was like I completely forgot how to breathe. The most memorable thing that still sends shivers down my spine is that whilst he was making his way towards my bed there was someone behind him. A figure of my imagination I suppose but this ominous presence was also reaching out to me at the same time as Jonghyun. Just as I began to feel my fingers moving slightly the most brightest light shone in front of my eyes and I of course closed my eyes as hard as I could. I was so scared in that moment. However, when I finally woke up I recalled every single thing that happened to me during that time and I also remember hearing a voice in the back of my head. I remember vaguely that it was saying “im okay” but it was in Korean and at that time I had no idea what it meant. I didn’t even know how to say it was just the sound, and then I began watching videos in hopes that I could figure out what that word meant. The day that I found out I froze. I began tearing up because it felt so unrealistic but real at the same time and I know it doesn’t make sense but this moment in my life is one that I will never forget. For a man that never even knew me, I hope he rests well. For the past two years, I have been buying a single rose twice a year. One for his birthday and one for his death anniversary. I feel like it’s the least that I can do. That sign that I believe he sent down for all the people, to let everyone know that he’s okay will forever stick in my heart and I’m glad to finally get this off pf my chest. It’s up to you to believe me or not but I know what I saw and I want you to know that he’s okay. RIP Kim Jonghyun🌹

I don't knew him until now some days ago.....and it makes me so sad I wonder how difficult it might be to his friends, families,and fans to even imagine this.... I so wish he could come back to us again "RIP JONGHYUN" 😭😭😭😭😭😭

4:14 leader hold

I’m not ready 😭

I've seen this video pop up a few times in my recommendations but I would always shoo it away because I knew I would never stop crying. It's been over a year and I still can't listen to some songs or mvs. You did well Jjong 💙

Jjong ,we miss u sooooo much😭😭😭♥♥♥

2:22 honestly i hate that when you’ve cried so much and you just stand there emotionless because you already let all of you’re tears out and you’re just thinking, damn, they’re really gone.

its 2020 and im still heartbroken :((

It's already 2020 but it still feel like this happened just a day ago, I miss this angel so much I wish he could return 😭😭

Jonghyun rest in bece 😢

😣 I miss you

A year later and I'm still crying...this was a shock for fans and everyone he knew,he was an amazing artist

2020 and I still miss Jonghyun 💔💔

The brightest star

Bling bling...i really miss you so much....😢😢😢😢

2021 and still crying over him

I'm here 3 years later still crying for him. Can you come back?

Jonghyun oppa rest in peace💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

its funny how its may 2019 and it has been 1 year and 5 months since he became my angel. and its funny how I still haven't been able to let him go. I am torturing myself with old videos of him, those old days where he will appear in variety show and his smile really kills me inside and his voice, soothes me but these days I cant help but to tear some tears upon listening to his voice. 1 year and 5 months.. and the best part is, I can't seem to forget and cant seem to let him go. because 5 hours and 30 minutes before my birthday, he left the world for a better place. and on my birthday, his first funeral day was held. and I could not, I could never, move on and will still think of him during my birthday. he taught me something that I prayed that I will still move on with it. he taught me that the only way to be truly happy, is to do the things that makes you happy, and be surrounded by people who love you and love the things that you do. he also taught me that music tend to fill a gap between your empty hole in your heart, and that hearing music fills the gap. 1 year and 5 months and I have never, never have the courage to write about him and everytime his music plays, I will break down in tears and I couldn't stop myself. I miss him and I really miss his smile. hes my star, my angel and he will always be. i'll see you in heaven jjong. I will visit you soon. just wait for awhile. wait for the day where god decided to take me and wait for the day where god decided to bring me to his home. for a person who produced Skeleton Flower , End Of A Day , Moon , Déjà Boo, Breathe , Gloomy Clock, Elevator , Before our Spring , Hashtag.. needed people to tell him that he did well. and its funny, that he didn't just do well, he did a really really great job and I hope that he will notice that the music he produced, made people listen to it, even though its 2019, his music still lives. ily jonghyun. you will always be remembered throughout every single moments in my life.

Thank you

august 2019 and still didnt recover from jonghyun's death

I still cry when I see shinne videos and hear he's music I cry but when I hear replay I cry more !!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔

JONGHYUN-AHHHH, YOU WILL ALWAYS REMAIN IN MY HEART... SARANGHAE..... ❤️❤️

When i see or listening something about jonghyun can't control my tears still.. This event is so painful for me even now...i can't believe yet..unfortunately we can't go back to when he is alive...we missed him..and this is the saddest thing in our life..😭

I cried for 30 minutes straight today because of him and I wasn’t even a Kpop fan back then... I became a Kpop Fan in the beginning of 2018 and this is the only reason I‘m happy that It was that late because I would have loved Jonghyun I just know it... I would have been a fan back then and I’ve already cried 20+ times because of him just imagine how often and hard I would have cried if I was a fan of him... I don’t want to imagine how hard it was or still is for true fans and when I imagine my ultimate bias would die I already cry so I‘m am deeply sorry for every single family member, friends and fans...

2019 watching this makes. Me cry a lot 😭 Rest In Peace Jonghyun

Will all honesty after all this in rn it’s 2019 I had forgotten all about this thinking that he was still with us but when I was reminded I broke down some reason got depression but then seeing all this made me get out of that and had to accept the fact that he’s gone but he will forever stay in my heart and will forever be an amazing person in my heart as well Jonghyun-ah I hope you’re doing well and that remember you have shawols that will forever remember you as their artist, friend, or family though I miss you🌷 I WILL STAY STRONG AND LOVE AND REMEMBER YOU❤️💜💕💖🙂 I LOVE YOUUUU~~~

god this was so sad. and still is and always will be. jonghyun was crying out for help and no one did anything. its so clear that he was such a kind person and had many friends. heartbreaking. i hope ur doing better now, wherever u are. we miss u. 5hinee forever 💗

i heard about his death as a non-kpop fan. became a kpop fan after 1 year, where i also got to cry my eyes out and i didn't even know who he was ;-; it's so sad, he look like a really sweet person and an angel :(

June 2019, still doesn’t feel real. I miss you sm. You did well

Even with that bass song i still cry 😭, now it’s been 1 year since we lost him

I have no words to say, There is not enough words to describe him and his life Everyone fan all over the world cried and mourned for Jonghyun R.I.P Jonghyun

This still physically hurts to remember, especially when it occurred on what was supposed to be a beautiful day for me. Never in my life will I ever forget what happened on that. I hope that that angel is resting and doing well up there :)

I wasn't even his fan (bc i didn't knew them) but it hurts me so much. It's like my clostest friend's death and i can't take it. I don't want to cry 😭

He maybe gone. But never forgotten. Angels are meant to fly home and jonghyun went home😢😭

I was a fan of k-pop from just 7 months I know almost all famous k-pop groups, I heard about shinee and I figure that a member or shinee is passed (jonghyun), it's heartbreaking whenever I watch or find jonghyun in any videos suddenly I get feeling of missing him and I cried too something's

it’s been 2 years, 4 months, 21 days, 12 hours, 20 minutes and 57 seconds We miss you our jonghyunnie ❤️

Es imposible olvidarte jonghyun...

We love you Jonghyun, till death, after death, and even beyond. You will always be loved, once again, we love you. You did well and may you rest, sleep peacefully😢💕

july 2019 still can't believe....miss him so much......

My heart still aches...I can't think about it too long or it becomes too much... As soon as I commented that I started crying

it's still so difficult

Why am I still crying 😭😭😭😭😭

December 21st, 2022 - I still find it difficult to accept that Jonghyun passed away and is no longer on stage with SHINee

He might be gone, but he will always be my bias, fr the las 10 years, my love for Jonghyun has never changed

아직도 믿기지않을때가 있다 어디선가 웃으며 나타날거같은데..😢😢여전히 우리곁에 있는거 같은데..

Even now I still can’t see SHINee the same way as I did before his death :(

It's been a year and a half. But I can still feel the pain when he left. He was my bias and it feels like I lost a part of my life. I still cry whenever I'm listening to their songs and it's his part. 😭 I hope you are soaring higher wherever you are now, Jong. Shine bright among us. And please always remember that you did well. You remain in our hearts forever.

May 2019 - still shocked and crying

July 9 2019 I’m still crying

REST IN PEACE, JONGHYUN. WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE U❤❤❤

I will probably never get over the news. At that time i wasn't even a fan, i just knew them but still... now i am

June 25,2019- After 1 year and a half i still can't accept that you are gone sometimes i look at the sky and wished you just listened to me well i never know i miss your voice,i miss your laugher i miss everything about you. Sometimes i just wished i could go back time and stop the time so it never happened but at the end it was his decision and we don't have the right to judge him or say anything we learned the hard way that the people that are the happiest and quiet ones hide the most pains and prefer suffering than telling others because they are afraid of what other people might think of them.I hope oneday I'll meet you again.I miss you everday and always .-You did well ❤ Gone but never forgotten.❤😭 R.I.P