Late Night ASMR 2 - Suicidal Thoughts & Depression
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8 жыл бұрынI hope you are doing well. Welcome to another, somewhat impromptu, Late Night ASMR video dedicated to those who are dealing with suicidal thoughts and depression. I ramble about a few things both related and unrelated to these video topics, while sharing some of my own personal experiences and advice on how I survived coping with these issues.
Always seek the help of a professional if you feel the thoughts or urges are too strong.
Remember: You're not alone. Keep battling. It can get better. And in time, you can heal and reach a better place on your own path in life.
All my best,
Paul
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What is ASMR?
ASMR stands for Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response and is the current (non-scientific) name given to the feeling characterized as a pleasurable tingling sensation felt in the head, scalp, back and other regions of the body in response to visual, auditory, tactile, olfactory, and/or cognitive stimuli, such as crinkling bags, hand movements, whispering and personal attention.
ASMR videos are not only meant to help induce ASMR or "tingles", but also help provide a relaxing, calming and soothing experience for the viewer while helping to relieve their anxiety, stress, insomnia, help those suffering with PTSD or depression, to serve as a study aid and more.
@FitzMeFine 4 жыл бұрын
POV sneaking into your therapists house at 2am for the 3rd time in a row
@icouldbejokingbut 3 жыл бұрын
POV: you are a depressive sleep paralysis demon getting a snack after a mental breakdown
@kyotopill 3 жыл бұрын
seems reasonable
@Panch0. 3 жыл бұрын
Like 1333
@jeannedarc7533 3 жыл бұрын
I love the plausibility of your POV
@amandabutterfly151 3 жыл бұрын
PLZ WHAT
@ExplodingViper777 8 жыл бұрын
I remember hearing in another video a quote that has stuck with me for a while: "The very fact that you are watching this video means that some part of you, no matter how small, wants you to live. That part wants you to feel better, figure out what's wrong with you, and to live. Listen to that part."
@babysmellmcgee8789 6 жыл бұрын
Billy Russom thank you
@eeelinot 6 жыл бұрын
This made me cry
@greysoul8109 6 жыл бұрын
My best friend told me something very similar when I told her how much I was tired of life
@coopergoss350 6 жыл бұрын
Think that's from mamamax
@ninax8244 5 жыл бұрын
this comment. like just this. has helped me.
@isabellatucker4681 2 жыл бұрын
"you seem kinda...kinda down" Me sobbing into my blanket: oh no dude I'm good
@mimixanna Жыл бұрын
literally
@StudMacher96 Жыл бұрын
Relatable. And I thought phones made me more depressed. Not with people in them
@churro7344 8 ай бұрын
this comment made me laugh i hope you’re doing better these days
@growing.flowers 3 ай бұрын
@@StudMacher96people in them
@StudMacher96 3 ай бұрын
@@growing.flowers pause
@woopeoopepoopydoopyshoopy8537 Жыл бұрын
i haven’t eaten in 4 days. i’ve fought my parents about eating. for some reason i felt like i don’t deserve food. i have been disgusted by the thought of all food. during this video i had a sudden craving and got up and made myself a peanut butter and banana sandwich. thank you. i didn’t realize i was so hungry❤
@ICEBLUNTS Жыл бұрын
Why you not eating bruv
@KitKat-js9tp Жыл бұрын
@@ICEBLUNTS the person literally said why
@someoneunknown9717 Жыл бұрын
Same I haven’t eaten in days
@woopeoopepoopydoopyshoopy8537 Жыл бұрын
@@someoneunknown9717 i know how hard it can be. i promise you’re not guilty for eating. you body works so hard for you. i know i’m not one to talk but i promise from experience, it’s so much better to feed ur body. let’s hang out and we can eat peanut butter and banana sandwiches together ♥️
@someoneunknown9717 Жыл бұрын
@@woopeoopepoopydoopyshoopy8537 thank you so much i just don’t even feel like eating and yes peanut butter banana sandwiches for the win.
@taylorann1381 4 жыл бұрын
“you want one? no? okay” me, literally sobbing: “i do, i do want a peanut butter banana sandwich”
@oloxhossono1956 3 жыл бұрын
omfg i’m dying from this 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@milan5491 3 жыл бұрын
Do you have insta, Taylor?
@S_047 3 жыл бұрын
You too ? I.. il take it.. no? O..ok then
@kidbasic2330 3 жыл бұрын
@@milan5491 why would you wanna know that? Lmao
@WompieTunes 3 жыл бұрын
@@kidbasic2330 12 minutes ago. Shit, we are both in a state of limbo right now
@totaalinenchaos 5 жыл бұрын
I actually got up, went to a nearby store to get a kitkat, broke it in half and rewinded the video So i could be immersed in the kitkat sharing. Yes I am a pretty sad person.
@insomnio1881 4 жыл бұрын
Omg 😂
@bxjames1257 4 жыл бұрын
That a whole feel
@kirbysthiccthighs 4 жыл бұрын
i walked to the kitchen to grab one, you’re not alone lmaooo
@lilydavison8816 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the inspiration! It’s actually a good idea😂
@boopydoopy9156 4 жыл бұрын
I just pretended to eat a KitKat, same here bro...
@BloodyNose-Bleedr Жыл бұрын
even after 7 years this video still hits hard
@BloodyNose-Bleedr Жыл бұрын
love you @Ephmereal Rift
@keshamix_ Жыл бұрын
@@BloodyNose-Bleedr I’m sure he loves you too
@BloodyNose-Bleedr Жыл бұрын
Lol thanks man
@Sir_Rat6225 Жыл бұрын
ik this is unrelated, but whos the character in your pfp? i recognise them
@BloodyNose-Bleedr Жыл бұрын
@comfortfroggo6225 it's an old pfp but it's Izumi miyamura from hori-San to miyamura-kun
@tinasnow2937 2 жыл бұрын
I remember watching this when it first came out and I was 17 years old. At the time I was contemplating suicide everyday. I can't tell you how much this video made me feel like I wasn't alone. Thank you for everything you do.
@fernandofiukaplays 2 жыл бұрын
hope u are feeling better :)
@L4v4molly 2 жыл бұрын
I am you. 17 and contemplating an escape from this life
@elenapastorino5939 2 жыл бұрын
@@L4v4molly 19 and im still here after 6 years of suicidal thoughts. comes and goes, after some times i learned to understand when they were coming and how to get along with them. I'm not gonna say its gonna be alright but even tho u feel horrible rn and just want to end it all, time passes and those moments passes too. they'll come back but you're eventually gonna accept them and go on. Im slowly learning to live with myself and im not ready to cut my time yet, i know i will one day but thats me
@L4v4molly 2 жыл бұрын
@@elenapastorino5939 yeah. I guess it's just the ups and downs that I feel due to something.
@onlychino Жыл бұрын
Hey that’s me now lol. im so proud of you. stay strong we love you.
@oxytociniv404 7 жыл бұрын
he was fully prepared to murder someone 74 different ways what
@GailMarie1972 6 жыл бұрын
He had no Tarp.
@asmrkallie0618 5 жыл бұрын
True
@metalbane9861 5 жыл бұрын
Of course, he has up to 300 confirmed kills
@CornoAttavo 5 жыл бұрын
graduated top of his class in the navy seals too
@Miss_Missy_13 5 жыл бұрын
He had Margaret to help bury the body
@charlietaylor5366 6 жыл бұрын
Man resists eating last half of kitkat 1 hour
@mtthw3681 5 жыл бұрын
Sleight of Hand check (rolls nat 20) Sticks kitKat in sandwich
@Silkie_Dragon 5 жыл бұрын
I have a secret. He gave it to me, sorry to burst your BuBbLe
@hollowed_mask233 4 жыл бұрын
Minute 30: every object starts vibrating and levitating around him as the kit Kat becomes more tempting and starts floating tword him
@michaelkoppie8151 4 жыл бұрын
MaskedMan24 I see what you were going for But it was poorly executed
@BigDave18 4 жыл бұрын
@@Silkie_Dragon lies. Because he gave it to ME.
@onlychino Жыл бұрын
i can’t believe I’ve only just found this video. this is truly beautiful. thank you for caring about us man. this video will be my new comfort video. thank you, love you man.
@sleepbug2940 3 жыл бұрын
When he gave me the chocolate I burst out into tears. No one has cared for me lately and this really hit me in the feels.
@user-nz9oy8to4r Жыл бұрын
Me too
@Sir_Rat6225 Жыл бұрын
@@user-nz9oy8to4rhope ur doing better after 9 months
@falconeshield 10 ай бұрын
Hug to all my Rift friends, you are loved
@lucidmemer4456 6 жыл бұрын
Just chilling with uncle rifty at 3am being a couple of depressed boi's in the kitchen
@username172 5 жыл бұрын
yep just chillin with the pills behind my back
@maridiancomer7635 4 жыл бұрын
Ur at 666 likes and i don't wanna ruin it lmao
@michaelkoppie8151 4 жыл бұрын
Maridian Comer Ur aT 666 LiKeE Stfu
@diobrando200 4 жыл бұрын
@@michaelkoppie8151 WTF man calm down
@michaelperez6944 4 жыл бұрын
Michael Koppie fr bro just relax man letting shit get to your head like a jerk
@fear5735 6 жыл бұрын
When you hear a noise in the night. "Who's there?! I have a belt, and I'm not afraid to hang myself!"
@ClintonomoBay 5 жыл бұрын
I miss frank so much
@felicie77 5 жыл бұрын
A dude has a gun on the night table if a person breaks in, not to protecc but to kill himself so he cant meet new people.
@Dudemeister-id9mw 5 жыл бұрын
Please do, for the sake of humanity.
@allgunsblazed9106 5 жыл бұрын
@oof organization i fucking know right.
@chrismoneyyy2553 5 жыл бұрын
😂😂😂
@CarlsCozyCorner 2 жыл бұрын
Today my biology teacher gave us an out-of-nowhere speech in the middle of a lesson about suicide. He told us how serious he was that if we had any thoughts or actions pertaining to self harm or suicide, we need to tell him. He said it urgently, like he could feel someone in the room was drowning. That person would've been me, but I don't think he picked up on that. Two years ago, a young man in the 11th grade committed suicide. It really impacted him. He really cared. I knew I'd never actually do it, I already have so many friends and family members who love me and depend on me. But you know... it's nice to know that someone who doesn't know me the best would care if I died, not because he would have lost a benefit or memories, but he just would've cared that a person he knew in the world would be gone. Thanks, TLo. (He's actually so cool he lets us call him that. His title is Mr. Lorenzen, but it feels so weird to call him that. He's too human for me to not call him the only thing I've called him for three years.)
@cosbos7934 2 жыл бұрын
Sounds like a great man
@MatchaBerrii Жыл бұрын
In an hour and 15 minutes I felt like this man cared for me more than my dad has in all 16 years he’s known me.from the bottom of my heart,thank you Edit:man,you guys are all so nice.made tear up
@ryanfeenstra9305 Жыл бұрын
L😮L
@pabloreynoso3485 Жыл бұрын
From a stranger that You don't know a thing. I can hope for You to meet someone great that helps You through all that Bad things your dad has done :)
@nesswhopees Жыл бұрын
Same. And I'm 25
@pluviophile5996 Жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing well my friend. Wish you all the best with your life. ❤
@Filollisejmina Жыл бұрын
Shut yo ass femboy
@alishaelizabeth7149 5 жыл бұрын
Almost 3 years later and my go-to video when I’m depressed. You’re the best with your dry humor and sounds. Very soothing and comforting
@taylorcortis6140 4 жыл бұрын
Big W for you bro 💪🏻🙏
@mata9312 3 жыл бұрын
P0ppppp
@Isaias08 3 жыл бұрын
Teilo Turner wait really..?
@yoadrianididit3999 3 жыл бұрын
Teilo Turner dont joke about that
@angeldust9690 3 жыл бұрын
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@stupidbroad 6 жыл бұрын
*Pulls up a shovel* Oh... *pulls up rope* um... *pulls up a gasoline bucket* _wAiT_
@ulfricironborn601 4 жыл бұрын
Your comment is brilliant, made me chuckle 👌 thank you for your lolz
@DeadSpacedOut 4 жыл бұрын
@@ulfricironborn601 hey... psst... i know your secret and who you are... i hate them Imperial Milk Drinkers too ;)
@crispybanana2328 4 жыл бұрын
Ah yes, things are starting to add up..
@lilshmokey4132 4 жыл бұрын
*gasoline* *bucket* sir that's what we call a "gas CAN"
@os8mm178 4 жыл бұрын
Am I getting burned or buried be more consistent with your body disposal
@Mybigfatballs69 Жыл бұрын
My cousin committed suicide a while ago, and I just miss him so much. Thank you for being there to say all the things he couldn’t hear, so that other people don’t go through the pain of suicidal thoughts, or the grief and guilt of suicide deaths.
@darksoulwarrior9662 4 ай бұрын
I'm really sorry to hear that loss. How have you been doing these days?
@kimrose80 Ай бұрын
💛
@nathanlindsey643 Жыл бұрын
It's been six years and he's still liking and responding to comments. That's dedication
@FlynnMcTaggart 8 жыл бұрын
Or these, or this, this, this that, this, some of these, those. Goddamn, that was a brilliant bit.
@mcchicken1849 8 жыл бұрын
+Flynn McTaggart I love how he incorporates humor into his videos. He needs to do it more.
@cthult7856 8 жыл бұрын
+chrisguy135 XD
@mcchicken1849 8 жыл бұрын
:D
@Rabbachino 8 жыл бұрын
Amother one. Another one. Another one.
@mcchicken1849 8 жыл бұрын
Man that comment was smart, and loyal.
@arabwaluigi5248 8 жыл бұрын
What if the whole video was Rift saying "or this" and just pulling out random crap
@earshrimp8458 8 жыл бұрын
I'd watch it Obama
@bongoplayer59 8 жыл бұрын
I wish it was
@popechadwickbongwaterfortn5668 8 жыл бұрын
That's what I thought it was gonna be
@originalwhistle9225 8 жыл бұрын
Best vid ever p
@derriusbournes1822 8 жыл бұрын
I would watch that lol
@goosemilkgod 2 жыл бұрын
I have severe depression and a lot of the time it’s hard to feel anything aside from just like, *emptiness* , but Uncle E never fails me make me crack a smile.
@fitchyyboi 2 жыл бұрын
Stick in there bud
@aaz1010 Жыл бұрын
Stick it out mane. You got this
@SoldierOfGodKJV 9 ай бұрын
God has a plan for you
@idkuhh621 7 ай бұрын
it’s been a year,i hope your doing great..your such a brave and strong person,keep going! i believe in you :)
@sirahhudson1826 2 жыл бұрын
I got diagnosed with autism last year and I’m still finding it difficult to accept my reality. Struggling with really dark thoughts most days, thank you for your comforting words.
@PistachioandHoney Жыл бұрын
I’m in the same boat as you. Last year I was also diagnosed with autism. I am also still struggling. And here we both are watching this video. You’re not alone, friend. I hope we will both find solace and confidence in the future. I take comfort in knowing that the diagnosis helps me better understand my own thoughts and processing. And I want to remind you that autism doesn’t “rule” every part of our lives. We have so much more in common with the people around us than we have differences. And life with autism can be so hard sometimes. So know that I understand and sit with you in that place. Sending lots of warmth.
@Gamedox20 Жыл бұрын
Same life's also been really difficult. I'm turning 17 next year and I'm still having trouble growing up. I've never done well in school and if I did it was because I was cheating and it's really got me worried for my future. I have no idea what I'm doing and the only thing I like to do is play video games. I keep telling myself I need to force myself to study and do well in school but I never get around to doing anything. I feel terrible for my family because they expect so much from me and think I'm doing great but really I'm doing nothing at all. I will most likely be homeless and alone.
@sianmoore2108 Жыл бұрын
I too am in the sad autistics gang
@PistachioandHoney Жыл бұрын
@@Gamedox20 Hi friend. I just want to say you’re seen and understood. Please do not worry about school. Some people are academic and will go on to academic jobs, and society will make you believe that they’re more important. They’re not more important. You can find fulfilment in life with a job that is just as important but not academic. I know it’s so tough because these jobs often don’t pay well, but life can be lived so wonderfully in this way. I encourage you to treasure the free things in life, as well as playing video games. Work hard and be kind to others in your own quiet way. Spend time outdoors without distraction. It can be really quite beautiful. Don’t worry friend.
@aaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuhhhh8688 Жыл бұрын
@@Gamedox20 What kind of games do you play? I play “Roblox" a game developing platform that has it’s own software people can use to create 3D worlds, models, environments, animations and etc.. I mostly play it because of the quick and easy access to the multitude of communication and experiences it has!
@Thepunishers1235 7 жыл бұрын
Rift has those skyrim pockets...
@umbreonics2448 4 жыл бұрын
Most guys do
@beanie640 4 жыл бұрын
Hold up, gotta scroll through my hot bar for my shovel.
@lewie895 4 жыл бұрын
Riften
@karambit821 3 жыл бұрын
He have a whole Minecraft inventory
@auterbug 4 жыл бұрын
I know I'm three years late commenting but this video pulled me out of a mental breakdown tonight. Thank you so much for doing this for all of us who struggle, it means so much.
@CT-1255 4 жыл бұрын
This did the same for me I was close to the edge tonight thank you ER
@jontribs5275 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@andeeasher6726 4 жыл бұрын
already had mine my mom do be abusive doe
@typicalfurry2747 4 жыл бұрын
@@CT-1255 same bro, same
@shrekster3990 4 жыл бұрын
No one cares people
@EmmanentDanger Жыл бұрын
Currently late. Midnight, should be resting but I can't. I'm depressed and today has been an exceptionally hard day. This made me genuinely laugh and smile for the first time in a while. I feel more relaxed and kind of want to make myself a peanut butter and banana sammich now, heheh. I needed this video and am grateful I clicked on it. Thank you, ER. I love your videos.
@jocksparrow8095 Жыл бұрын
I'm 23, I was 17 when this video came out. I see alot of other people my age saying the exact same thing but i gotta say ephemeral rift is the best for this one
@remaxxie 3 жыл бұрын
i’m 4 years late, but you’re more of a dad to me than my actual dad.
@GenderBender72 3 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re doing well
@corynewton-adams8994 3 жыл бұрын
I relate, never met my dad 😂😭
@Ryanzusa 3 жыл бұрын
Well i mean, he is also actually a dad so it makes sense
@xiseyuu 3 жыл бұрын
i dont even have a dad
@CaptainAries 3 жыл бұрын
@@xiseyuu are you a n- never mind, i don't want to be mean.
@qwest500 5 жыл бұрын
I thought it was gonna be a whole 1 hour and 15 minute video of Rift saying "or this..."
@candlelightkid119 4 жыл бұрын
I would pay money for that
@codynelson7575 3 жыл бұрын
That would have been great
@cupidsick 2 жыл бұрын
this video just invoked a deep memory of my dad making me hot chocolate and toast in the small hours of the morning after i’d had a nightmare. thank u for this.
@softtwae 10 ай бұрын
What a sweet memory.. ❤
@ThunderSilver-pd2vm 2 жыл бұрын
This actually really helped my grandma literally died like 2 hours ago so I needed this
@DoofXMachina 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear that. I wish you the best.
@siennawilliams4663 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss 💜 she is watching over you always. Think and keep hold of those good memories you had with her. Time will make it easier to cope 💜 hugs
@recordbum 2 жыл бұрын
Hope u feel better
@presleynotalt5530 Жыл бұрын
Sorry mans. I hope you're ok.
@enisson3035 Жыл бұрын
hope you're feeling better now
@geezushasrisen 8 жыл бұрын
Jesus Christ, Rift must have GTA pockets.
@JrShadowAssasin 8 жыл бұрын
LOL
@m.muradbasic4186 8 жыл бұрын
Or like the pockets that Link has in The Legend of Zelda
@gamingprophets9205 8 жыл бұрын
That part killed me, I couldn't stop laughing
@IronDragon1337 8 жыл бұрын
With some games it's like "I CAN STICK 17 REFRIGERATORS IN MY POCKET BUT GOD FORBID I PUT A FISH IN A LETTER!"
@zachjohnson9476 8 жыл бұрын
Or Fallout 4 pockets, carrying around 300 pounds of junk
@rosegroth3517 4 жыл бұрын
I love how he stands out from the rest of the YouTubing world. He’s unapologetically himself and he’s genuine. A lot of the topics he discusses really hits home and more than often fits my own situation. It’s a comforting feeling knowing that someone can relate to the same things that I too have felt.
@iamvedaa Жыл бұрын
funny how I keep coming back here. I can’t thank you enough for making this video, it’s kept me grounded one too many times.
@SalemPhiladelphia Жыл бұрын
Life is beautiful. I hope you can get the help you might need and see it like that
@iamvedaa Жыл бұрын
@@SalemPhiladelphia thank you. I hope so too.
@bentoronchuk 2 жыл бұрын
My word sir you do a very good job of putting a smile on someone’s face
@EphemeralRift 2 жыл бұрын
I try my best! :D
@Daniel2687XB 2 жыл бұрын
@@EphemeralRift 6 years on and he is still going! I love this man
@Septal06 2 жыл бұрын
@@Daniel2687XB same tho
@Euphoric_gngr 3 жыл бұрын
I stopped being sad when he said the 3rd “or this”
@limelynch65 3 жыл бұрын
“Oh.... K I T K A T”
@RRTSMPlayz 2 жыл бұрын
And then there's Margaret
@SolairePTS 4 жыл бұрын
*after the video* Other half of kitkat: *chuckles* I'm in danger
@keeganleist8119 3 жыл бұрын
yeah but PRAISE THE SUN ☀️ \()/
@weed_water7139 3 жыл бұрын
The classic Simpson meme.
@bobzilla93 3 жыл бұрын
Aaah, it’s over, my sun is setting
@iRemilia 3 жыл бұрын
i'm 29 and been struggling with suicidal thoughts and depression for a couple of years now. the last 2 days have been especially hard. this video was really helpful and inspirational. at least i feel a little better now. thank you ER
@gloomsouls 3 жыл бұрын
I'm here too, so can't help much. But i like experiencing life, and I'll never have enough time to experience all that i want. So why would i cut my life even shorter?
@ChrisHoops305 2 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry you’ve been having an extremely rough time with life…you deserve to truly be happy & feel safe! Do you mind if I can ask, what’s been bringing you down? I understand if it’s too personal, I won’t cross boundaries. However I hope you’re having a great day!
@butterflylilly1761 Жыл бұрын
How do you keep on?
@StudMacher96 Жыл бұрын
I personally just keep looking at the positives and doing what I love no matter what others think of it. No matter how weird or impossible it may seem, it’s still all I want to do for the rest of my life. And I always know whenever I want to, there’s an escape button to talk to family and friends
@Acrylicangel Жыл бұрын
“I guess I won’t be needing this”, pulls an entire shovel out of thin air
@xoxoxoxo7336 Жыл бұрын
Why is this so funny 😭
@daxterb2785 5 жыл бұрын
Why is it that whenever you're sad, someone asking if everything is okay causes a break down. Even when rift asks across the internet
@sirpepeofhousekek6741 4 жыл бұрын
It's because you've bottled up your emotions so much and when you finally get a release it all comes out, especially with someone that cares.
@aliteralcabbage5296 4 жыл бұрын
It's because normally, people are scared to show their emotions and share their struggles with people, so everyone assumes everything is ok. When someone finally has a breakdown, people suddenly become concerned because they haven't seen you this way before. They don't know any better. It's hard for someone without depression to understand. That's why finding someone who you can trust and confide in is extremely important.
@dean_winchester19 4 жыл бұрын
300th like
@TheSleepy1326 3 жыл бұрын
@what me!? Same
@james-dc3gj 3 жыл бұрын
*me bawling* Rift:you seem...down..
@sarahurie4702 4 жыл бұрын
"i'm not gonna kill myself,i'm not gonna let this world win" made me cry.
@looomahh 3 жыл бұрын
rifty: "cuttin' down a little bit?" me: *nervous laugher*
@schnitzelberry Жыл бұрын
I’m only 16 and I’m forgetting basic details about my life constantly. My therapist says it’s because I don’t care enough about the real world. She may be right. All I do is try to escape it. I can’t even have convos anymore because I’m forgetting how to speak. I feel like I’ll never be able to connect. I have panic attacks every time I even contemplate bringing down my walls. I’ll pretend that I didn’t even need to try here and you actually care, regardless. Thank you.
@emilyy1599 Жыл бұрын
Hey, I read this and immediately flashed back to when I was your age 5 years ago. I went through the exact same thing, and to this day it comes and goes but one thing is for sure- it gets better. The fact you have a therapist in the first place is great, that’s the first step. There is a place for you and it may take time but you will get there, and there are always people who care. I do! Please know you are not alone, focus on self growth and improvement as much as you can to help distract yourself. I really do wish you the best and just know that your older self is looking on you now telling you it’s all going to be okay. That’s what I do with my 16 year old self.
@julianlegg8462 Жыл бұрын
I'm right there with you man, hang tight, we'll get through it together
@michelew4769 Жыл бұрын
Are you on an antidepressant? Lexapro gave me horrible short term memory. Or it could be depression brain fog. Hope things improve for you.
@iridescentsnek7095 5 жыл бұрын
two bros talking suicide thoughts in the kitchen cause they’re depressed
@michaellegge7414 4 жыл бұрын
And it is god damn beautiful
@forskinshredr 3 жыл бұрын
five feet apart cause they're not gay
@PunkyDPookie 3 жыл бұрын
@@forskinshredr now it’s five feet apart because they’re not gay AND SOCIAL DISTANCING
@briannapineda1078 3 жыл бұрын
Two bro siting in a hot tub 5 feet apart cause there not gay
@TheBrokenOwl 3 жыл бұрын
@@PunkyDPookie I thought it was six feet apart?
@whitneyrodden804 4 жыл бұрын
So THIS is what it feels like to have someone care about you... *mind blown*
@robertparrinello1687 3 жыл бұрын
Really no1 cares about you? Find that hard 2 believe
@robertparrinello1687 3 жыл бұрын
@Sad Kloud fuk ursef
@NewWaveEnthusiast 3 жыл бұрын
@@robertparrinello1687 In this cruel world, it’s not hard to believe.
@brb8407 3 жыл бұрын
@@robertparrinello1687 K to the I to the L-L urself
@addy4027 3 жыл бұрын
@@robertparrinello1687 You really don’t know what depression is like some people don’t care about others and most depressed people feel alone. You will understand one day.
@captainglitterfingers6213 2 жыл бұрын
Couldnt imagine the number of people youve saved with this video. There is a special place in heaven for you, man.
@bestintentions6089 Жыл бұрын
Reading comments like yours i kinds feel a little more saved
@cranexdragon1046 Жыл бұрын
Dear EP, thank you for video. You have saved many lives from just this singular one. I struggle now and again to control my mind especially in terrible situations or stress inducing times. Life is not simple to take away, you do not just erase yourself from this world. When you leave you rip yourself out of the life of everyone who knows you, you steal your opportunities and goals away from yourself, you steal the chance of it ever getting better. But sometimes you can lose sight of those things, sometimes it seems so much simpler to simply “disappear” Your videos help me so much to calm down and regain control of myself. Even if they may make me sleep, its still better to be able to wake up the next day and start some what fresh again. All this to say. A life is important, and they significant. You are doing a big job successfully and I thank you for being there in a bad time for me, as well as everyone else. Thanking you is the very little I can do but at this very moment its all I can do. Thank you
@titani1k Жыл бұрын
Perfectly said.
@mack7371 8 жыл бұрын
"HONEY WHERE ARE THE GARDENING TOOLS?" "shh it's for the Internet"
@tekoaprice9260 5 жыл бұрын
mack lol😂
@TheKazu42 8 жыл бұрын
what the actual fuck was that intro? I'm not complaining, I liked it
@GraveForRent 4 ай бұрын
"Oh, it's you again" it's funny now after continuously finding myself coming back to this video for the past 7ish years. I know this video is definitely one of your older ones but it's just exactly what so many of us need, even still. Thank you, ER.
@rileypaul3244 4 ай бұрын
Rift the fact that you've come back and liked this comment has shown me that you're truly someone that cares
@ToughSmall Жыл бұрын
I once read a quote that said “depressed people aren’t faking being sick, they are faking being well.”
@enderlords9399 8 жыл бұрын
the second this vid ended he had the other half of that kitkat
@username172 5 жыл бұрын
legends say he ate it at 6:49
@jacquelynbell6197 3 жыл бұрын
And the other half of that sandwich
@thecolonel9857 3 жыл бұрын
“What brings you here?” Fairly large amounts of sad
@IdkIdk-nt6iq 2 жыл бұрын
Based pfp
@thecolonel9857 2 жыл бұрын
@@IdkIdk-nt6iq, based
@angeldust9493 2 жыл бұрын
somehow i find myself crawling back here every couple of months. kind of a weird tradition. i’m not complaining though, this video really helps.
@Bigladd 2 жыл бұрын
same here lol, funniest asmr tho
@dylanlunney7129 9 ай бұрын
You've helped so many people man, please listen to your own video and don't do it. Don't know what's coming on the 22nd but this just seems like career suicide so you don't have a reason to come back or to change your mind. It probably won't go away at all Paul but coming back is better than throwing everything away, you're an influence and a help to so many people around the world.
@CaptainJaqJr 9 ай бұрын
What is happening seems like a mental breakdown or something. In his newest vid where he plays a girl character he says something about sleeping with Ephermal Rifts wife. So what I think is happening is that his wife possibly cheated on him and he’s been going on a mental decline even before it happened so now he is on his last pegs and he might be ending his life on the 22nd (hopefully not)
@melrose0087 9 ай бұрын
Why the 22nd I don't get it
@taopaingfishing0166 7 жыл бұрын
Rift: "What brings ya here?" Me: I was gonna rob ya of ya toasta
@wicker1234 7 жыл бұрын
Dancing.Duggo_MP4, you are so funny...
@chloeteicher2333 4 жыл бұрын
I think that’s the most I’ve laughed at a KZfaq comment
@kodojow22 4 жыл бұрын
Aurelius Yeah thank you man this actually made me laugh when I’m actually kinda sad
@ArcticTFurry 4 жыл бұрын
I needed this comment, made my night. Thanks dude.
@mintymayhem9673 4 жыл бұрын
Gimme he dam toasta
@d3monicwolf 7 жыл бұрын
i lost it at the handcuffs
@arr204 Жыл бұрын
I have horrible thoughts about myself and mistakes I’ve made. I came across this video tonight- thank you. I want to get help for my severe depression and anxiety.
@Ar4de_M4ch1n3 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry if this is dramatic but you really are the dad/parental figure I want and need in my life. I'm really glad your here with us.
@Riachanai 2 жыл бұрын
Not dramatic at all. I understand what you mean and completely relate.
@rowandaly2826 2 жыл бұрын
I absolutely relate with what you’re talking about man, I’m honestly jealous of this mans son for the incredibly thoughtful and experienced dad they have. Still, I’m so glad they have this and other videos up for me and everyone else to listen to, it’s as close as a lot of us will get to the real thing
@shandrahaggerty1740 7 жыл бұрын
i feel like i know paul so well after all these years that if i saw him in public i'd totally forget he'd have no clue who i was and probably go in for a hug lmao
@Jason49877 7 жыл бұрын
Shandra Haggerty he's probably Kesha you if you tried to hug him
@fiery_warmonger_v2465 6 жыл бұрын
He’d probably tingle you with his tingle blaster
@user-xw6vf5nq2k 5 жыл бұрын
@Autumn Stark Fast forward
@justindomenech4093 5 жыл бұрын
Семён Тиссен loop
@jacobpage-smith8007 4 жыл бұрын
Becky I think you mean Jerry Seinfeld
@Illoosion 8 жыл бұрын
Your sense of humor is amazing. You're a great actor. You're the most in-touch-with-modern-culture middle-aged person I've ever seen. Also, the longer your hair is, the younger you look.
@vroomoon 11 ай бұрын
Hey ER, I just want to let you know you helped save my life 2 years ago. This video helped me when I just wanted it to all stop. You were a companion that stopped and listened when it felt like no one else would... when I was at my loneliest, like a voice reaching out in a bottomless black void. It may seem like a simple video, but thank you, really.
@ghouleiz 15 күн бұрын
i come back to this video at every low point in my life, it eases me. it also reminds me that ive been at a worse point than currently.
@kryshik1 8 жыл бұрын
for some reason i dont get tingles from this but i still watch it because you seem like a really cool guy and just listening to what you say is relaxing enough
@shuiniuniu 8 жыл бұрын
Hey, Potato Head !
@jordangrace6130 8 жыл бұрын
this is the tHIRD TIME I'VE SEEN YOU
@kryshik1 8 жыл бұрын
+Jordan Roberts well, Papers please is quite a popular game so you might have seen a different person by this name. Glory to arstotzka
@jeremyshleiza3251 8 жыл бұрын
When I read this, I realized it was hilarious if read in "Bob" from Bobs Burgers voice
@ShawnTheDriver 8 жыл бұрын
+Jorji Costava Don't make me call the guards!
@raysmalley8308 7 жыл бұрын
Rift, Paul, Corvus, thank you. As a 28 year old single dad who struggles with suicidal depression this helped me get out of a very dark place. For those of you who want to hate, Hell is real in our own aspects of reality.
@Kian.Phys_ 6 жыл бұрын
Ray Smalley keep fighting brother❤️
@rumbleslug3334 5 жыл бұрын
You are loved
@chaptermastervoridus5427 5 жыл бұрын
yes I also have suicidal depression but keep fighting for your life at least your life actually means something unlike mine
@rumbleslug3334 5 жыл бұрын
@@chaptermastervoridus5427 dont say that. Someone loves u
@peeinatree9444 5 жыл бұрын
It's been 2 years since you commented this and we don't know each other but I really genuinely hope you are doing good, and if not I hope you will soon cause you deserve that no matter how much you think you don't
@Carnage730 2 ай бұрын
8 years late but I’m really glad I found this video because lately I feel like my whole life has been downhill
@researchherpetology Жыл бұрын
I still come back to this sometimes when things feel unbearable, and I’m so grateful for that. Thanks, ER :)
@matthewhake498 4 жыл бұрын
He is so creative and good at acting that I don’t know if this is a roleplay or he is talking about real shit
@yanky_ 3 жыл бұрын
I think this started out as a video and turned into him just genuinely speaking as himself
@Superman-um9pd 3 жыл бұрын
Check in the description, he has experienced it in his real life.
@Pickle_gobbler69 7 жыл бұрын
You know what I love with my peanut butter and banana sandwiches? A side of suicide talk. Tasty.
@brandoncaudill6636 5 жыл бұрын
Tathym McBride scrumptious!
@annabellamiller1594 5 жыл бұрын
"Peter Pan bein naughty!"
@username172 5 жыл бұрын
@@annabellamiller1594 FBI WHERES PETER PAN!
@annabellamiller1594 5 жыл бұрын
@@username172 HE'S IN THE KITCHEN GETTING SPREAD BY PAUL 😆
@username172 5 жыл бұрын
@@annabellamiller1594 as long as hes not kidnapping children thats fine
@noodlespoo 9 ай бұрын
Being dead inside is strangely calming. You don't even have the mental capacity to hate yourself anymore.
@BryceSchwager 9 ай бұрын
Very well spoken... you might want to die, but it also sounds like too much work, that's something I experience from time to time as well
@quailbingle 9 ай бұрын
You can't kill yourself of your dead am I right?
@nocontext_nocontext. 5 ай бұрын
so that's what that's called? being dead inside?
@percybaxter3667 3 жыл бұрын
You've saved lives with this video, thank you.
@eljaejaewalters5232 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah. My life is one of those he saved
@rune-mma Жыл бұрын
@@eljaejaewalters5232 Honestly really glad for you, whatever you are doing keep it up man!
@iloveserjtankiann Жыл бұрын
fr
@mutoidliz2320 Жыл бұрын
Mine too,The pressure of trying to please everyone simply because I'm a Mum is crippling me.
@pianoz4943 Жыл бұрын
@@mutoidliz2320momma strength never loses
@colorful3595 3 жыл бұрын
NO ONE HAS EVER SPLIT A KIT-KAT BAR WITH ME BEFORE I'M CRYING.
@Lowe_164 2 жыл бұрын
You deserve all of the other half of kitkats in the world
@Evathebrave 2 жыл бұрын
@colorful I know this is sounds mean at first and totally not trying to be and I know it’s kinda off topic but what your experiencing right now is called the Mandela effect. Kit Kat Dosent have a dash in the name unlike many people believe/“saw” it’s pretty cool look it up ❤️ (But most importantly hey go eat a god dang Kit Kat bar and I hope your doing better or at least I hope you have a wonderful day today, I wish you/anyone else the best)
@sadflix8754 2 жыл бұрын
@@Evathebrave you just made me go back in the video to check.. *HOW COULD YOU REVEAL THIS CRUEL TRUTH*
@adelineparrish-ee8ze Жыл бұрын
Fart
@kagaminelenn. Жыл бұрын
ill split one with you
@tobiasramsen261 6 жыл бұрын
"Is everything alright?" *Me, standing in his kitchen at 2 AM butt naked, crying out of every hole in my body:* "yep"
@polarisuncharted6822 4 жыл бұрын
This comment is making me feel thing I don’t wanna feel.
@goldenfoxy5788 4 жыл бұрын
I have several questions
@samroy9153 4 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@downer2846 3 жыл бұрын
Aight, on my way to smack you
@donovantodd589 6 жыл бұрын
The fact that over a year later I'm still coming here at night to watch this video either shows how amazing he is at his videos or how depressed I am. Idk.
@manbug9368 4 жыл бұрын
Donovan Todd still?
@eg-draw 4 жыл бұрын
@@manbug9368 don't know about this guy, but I do
@vampirexion 4 жыл бұрын
Both? Because yeah me too
@sadsavagesomething1387 4 жыл бұрын
Or both
@sopheep 6 жыл бұрын
“You need to talk. It’s good to talk.” That hit deep for me - not because I need to talk about what’s hurting me, but because I did need to talk about it (and I eventually learnt to). And it just...hit close to home.
@milan5491 3 жыл бұрын
Do you have instagram?
@Tom_Bee_Man 6 жыл бұрын
I know everyone takes the piss. But from one that actually suffers from depression, this is really nice to hear from a from a guy who actually cares and gives a shit. Cheers er.
@jaytheartman610 4 жыл бұрын
I can relate. Most of the people like ER help better then a "professional"
@westonwheeler2311 4 жыл бұрын
@@jaytheartman610 Most professionals are only able to be called that because of a degree. It takes a whole different level to be able to actually help someone
@leeglascock2097 5 жыл бұрын
uncle rift, thank you so much. i've dealt with severe mental illness for my whole life, and i began having suicidal ideations when i was ten. i've been recovering, and things are quite a bit better now. tomorrow i'll be one month clean of self harm. had a rough day today and almost relapsed, but instead i sat down, put in headphones, and made a peanut butter banana sammich. this video feels like a weight coming off my shoulders. thank you so much for all of your videos and your kindness.
@trvshhologrvm 5 жыл бұрын
hope ur doing well! ♡♡
@zombieox424 3 жыл бұрын
Hey i know im late but i hope your doing better :)
@logarithm14 2 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re still doing well :)
@Emma-jy5cv 2 жыл бұрын
*S A M M I C H*
@averongodoffire8098 2 жыл бұрын
You’re a warm person I wish you well my friend
@Sh0tgunJust1ce 8 жыл бұрын
I actually had no idea your name was Paul. For some reason, I always thought it was James.
@CarlCampbell 8 жыл бұрын
He looks more like a Paul.
@DizzyWolf01 8 жыл бұрын
How random
@MarthinHD 8 жыл бұрын
+Carl Luc Campbell You look like a Alfie.
@CasuaLxClan 8 жыл бұрын
Hi james
@tinyasmr841 8 жыл бұрын
+Josef “Locksmith” Fritzl Why Fritzl? Do you even know who he is?
@elhamali9619 8 жыл бұрын
I really actually fucking love you rift. you've gotten me through the day. thank. you.
@earshrimp8458 8 жыл бұрын
lonely valentine's?
@elhamali9619 8 жыл бұрын
+Fat scout no just an extensional crisis really 😕
@earshrimp8458 8 жыл бұрын
Elham Ali kk
@0equals1ao 8 жыл бұрын
+Elham Ali Extensional crisis? Your peepee is flaccid? Oh, existential. Same thing.
@chriskotson44 8 жыл бұрын
Man I wish he was my dad lol
@CasuaLxClan 8 жыл бұрын
He is your dad
@jarrinpotts6127 8 жыл бұрын
+Potato Hey, Potato😌
@allenbell9604 8 жыл бұрын
I'm your dad
@macejaso 8 жыл бұрын
I wish I had a dad
@blaqq6779 8 жыл бұрын
+Jason Leonardo son
@emilyy1599 Жыл бұрын
Cried when I found this video again, you wouldn’t believe how many nights I would use this to go to sleep just because of how good a distraction it was. You saved my life many times with this one uncle E, I only wish I could go back to younger me watching this and tell her it’s all going to be okay.
@joshtr04 3 жыл бұрын
This helped me when I needed it today on May 11, 2021. Thank you for this video. I’ve been watching your videos since 2012 so almost since the beginning and this video has been the one that has had the most impact on me in almost 10 years of watching your videos. Thank you for sharing your experiences as well as what you did to continue through this great journey called life. God bless you, your videos, and the many more to come!
@prestonbugg7422 8 жыл бұрын
I know its weird for an ASMR artist but I think you need to take the funny moments from your videos and make a compilation.
@ZZZandy_asmr 8 жыл бұрын
Woah same name :0
@WhateverIsTrue01 8 жыл бұрын
+Preston Bugg Omg please do
@WhateverIsTrue01 8 жыл бұрын
+PrestonPotter Well this is cute
@savannahhoward3706 7 жыл бұрын
Did hE JUST PUT THAT WHOLE KIT KAT SECTION IN HIS MOUTH AT ONCE 😂
@midnightmarauder6534 7 жыл бұрын
Savannah Howard what that mouth do
@AfroJd 7 жыл бұрын
Mr. Chunky Peanut butter dgrrge
@Nillowo 7 жыл бұрын
Savannah Howard do you have a small mouth or something? Only those with large mouths who can take a full half of a kit Kat bar in their mouths will survive the reckoning
@MandenTV 6 жыл бұрын
Savannah Howard is there any other way to eat kit kats?
@Silkie_Dragon 5 жыл бұрын
I didn’t know one could ‘eat a KitKat in portions’
@ZLRPJ 4 ай бұрын
There are several things in my life that I haven't yet resolved and sometimes there are moments when they worry me with a strange intensity (in those moments I sincerely ask myself: Who is going to help me get through this?) It happened last night too. I got up at 3 AM and couldn't sleep anymore. Lying like that in my bed, I had a restless mind. Thoughts about the meaning of life also came to mind and the realization that I longed for someone's advice, help in these matters. Then I realized that listening to some ASMR video about anxiety and depression would help. Your video appeared at the very top of the search list and I started watching it. Your presence helped me calm down a lot. The way you expressed yourself was very moving. After the video, I immediately fell asleep. I had an unusual, pleasant dream in which you were also present. You were my old friend or relative. You and I were building a beautiful house in the countryside and throughout the dream there was a very calming and encouraging atmosphere - a sense of belonging and having my own family one day and that everything will be fine in my life in the future. When I got up in the morning, I had a lot to think about. Thank you for this wonderful and comforting video!
@asterlee6056 4 ай бұрын
I watched this about a year ago, truly at my mental low, and now having been a subscriber since then and coming back to this I feel very good. I have an amazing boyfriend, I’m on new meds that are truly helping, and soon I graduate from school which has always been a hellish experience for me. I won’t say this video is the entire reason I’m here today, but I will say I remember sitting down and watching this the full way through and feeling leagues better. Thanks ER, sometimes all someone needs is one reason to stay.
@EliteJediX 8 жыл бұрын
Man, his wife must get some REALLY good roleplay
@peteaxe2067 8 жыл бұрын
Jesus
@Cultureghost 8 жыл бұрын
*raises eyebrow*
@ljensen7681 8 жыл бұрын
+Thomas B. Howard stop imagining that Tom for your own health.
@Cultureghost 8 жыл бұрын
Thomas B. Howard *Raises both eyebrows*
@chagis100 8 жыл бұрын
+Cultureghost (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
@XxSweetyCakezxX 8 жыл бұрын
I started laughing hysterically when he said "sammich" please help me
@koikun 2 ай бұрын
two years ago today. the last time I visited this video and coincidentally found it again in my screenshot folder. Ill give it another listen.. I remember the unease i felt before, and the calm listening brought. now i hope it can fill an empty space of mine. goodnight everyone, and stay strong.
@Thicctionary 9 ай бұрын
My wife saw me have a mental breakdown in our garage a few days ago. I was going to go to the hospital and have myself admitted but she closed the garage and asked why I was acting the way I was. Managed to get out “I don’t like the way I feel” and collapsed on the floor weeping. I’ve carried untreated wounds in my soul for 23 years, everything from childhood trauma to friends dying to combat and addiction and suicides and domestic violence in prior relationships, and I’m just now seeking help. Actual help. Not a facade to keep my job or to keep this fucking venom in me anymore. The life I want is on the other side of the work I’ve been avoiding.
@PiperAtTheGatesOfYourMom 7 ай бұрын
Please keep going man. You’re as tough as nails and the world would be a lesser place without you in it
@lifeisbannanas 4 ай бұрын
Childhood trauma is too much to deal with because it affects the rest of your life and your daily choices
@tala402 5 жыл бұрын
I was crying throughout the whole video. Idk why but the thought of someone talking to me so gently and just accepting that I'm sad made me cry my eyes off. Thankyou
@ShelloJelloASMR 3 жыл бұрын
im crying now, realizing that nobody understands how i feel... i cant take lifr anymore
@robertparrinello1687 3 жыл бұрын
@@ShelloJelloASMR really? Get a grip
@emilyfanslow3604 3 жыл бұрын
@@robertparrinello1687 shut up
@hellfire6553 2 жыл бұрын
Nah
@imaginarytoast 8 жыл бұрын
Barbra Streisand on vinyl... the ultimate weapon.
@AbbeyRoad52 8 жыл бұрын
I know right? 5 minutes of her would kill me dead.
@PEASANTTOAKING 8 жыл бұрын
+AbbeyRoad52 I would also be killed dead until I died from death
@mothintofllame 8 жыл бұрын
I know what to use if someone breaks into my house.
@rhythmicxxx 8 жыл бұрын
+Fiona Hardie I have a gun, 2 combat knives, and a throwing knife ._.
@VampireAvianhybrid1 8 жыл бұрын
+TheMrCoolness _ and no bad vinyls? You're hardly safe
@Jade-xd8bx 2 ай бұрын
I clicked in this video since i felt like i didn't know what to do i just relapse not long ago and honestly i felt My mind completely blank and in panic for like an hour or so i'm exhausted but just Your intro Made me feel a little more relaxed this video honestly helps me a lot right now thank you for doing this even though i know is been years since this got posted......thank you so much.
@ForgettableAgain 11 ай бұрын
Life is like a rollercoaster, sometimes you’ll have your downs but you’ll always come back up I love you person reading this MWAAAH
@amnutter5220 3 жыл бұрын
I’m only 15 minutes in and I feel like I’m talking to the father I never had
@PeterGriffin0012 3 жыл бұрын
Rekt
@amnutter5220 3 жыл бұрын
@@PeterGriffin0012 wat
@PeterGriffin0012 3 жыл бұрын
@@amnutter5220 You rekt yourself with saying you never had a father
@amnutter5220 3 жыл бұрын
@@PeterGriffin0012 uh...ok lol. That’s not really a “rek” though. Life happens
@Rivers9679 3 жыл бұрын
I can be your fa... nvm
@Arcticx369 7 жыл бұрын
Dat beginning though, don't need this this this this this this this this this this this this or this, XD
@Arcticx369 7 жыл бұрын
The this this and this thing starts at 2:00 well the funny part of it
@olag95 7 жыл бұрын
Arcticx369 f
@ellarose2489 5 жыл бұрын
Arcticx369 thanks for making me laugh 😂
@Hunter-ij9ys 2 жыл бұрын
Come back to this vid everyday for the past 3 years battling with depression really sucks but this vid helps for some reason but sadly life just keeps getting worse got made redundant start of covid had a few agency jobs whilst looking for full time but my head is just getting to much so thank you for helping me these past few years have a good life bud
@MintTea2005 Жыл бұрын
It’s been a year or so since I needed this video, I’m glad to say this video still brings me comfort ❤
@bluegirlv9 7 жыл бұрын
Hi.... I was watching this and I cried. I was saying yes a lot. And I appreciate hearing that encouragement to talk. My family isn't the type to talk about stuff like this. My mom doesn't like to hear it... she told me it was hard for her and I wish desperately that I had someone who could listen and help me. I'm going through a stressful time that's really got me in a depressed state . It's a drowning feeling and I keep feeling like I should just
@acelilsmoke7293 7 жыл бұрын
bluegirlv9 ask her to take you to therapy so you can talk about it or talk to close family members or friends
@brendanhensler6871 7 жыл бұрын
bluegirlv9 hey friend, I run a depression support chat on kik that's aimed to help anyone who needs it and give advice to hard situations. If you think you need help or need to talk about anything serious, it's sort of what I do. My kik is @arcane9 if you decide to join, feel free to message me
@davidspringstead6157 5 жыл бұрын
How you doing?
@acidjesus8716 5 жыл бұрын
@@brendanhensler6871 Hensler hey, brendan, i hope you doing well. Many people who's writing some suicidal thought under this video don't writing back :(
@Ok-vw9zz 5 жыл бұрын
Heaven's Gate member lots of people commit suicide everyday so wouldn’t be surprised if someone committed somewhere in this comment section
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