I wonder if not dealing with grief and mental trauma is a part of suffering from ADHD. I don't process losing friends and family correctly and many times I've had repercussions because of not mentally working through the hurt. I lost my Granddad many many years on my 16th birthday, besides my single mother he was the closest most respected person I had in my life. I had looked after him in his last few years of his life as best I could going round to his flat to cook and clean when I had spare time. I'm not sure I will ever process the effect that watching person who for all my life was this pillar of strength and authority slowly be taken by cancer. I think it's important to attempt to now process that hurt in a healthy way. Siân, as always your kind, open and honest talks are invaluable :)

I am scared to talk to strangers that i could meet. Thank you for the video, food for thought. Have a nice day.

I’m so sorry to hear about the passing of Toby, your health and your Nan being ill. It’s OK to find things difficult at the moment, I think you’re doing amazing considering everything on your plate. With regards with your rabbit soft toy I’d keep it as a soft toy only, until you decide what you want to do with Toby’s ashes. There’s no rush and you will know what to do when the time is right. You may later on want to put them in the toy or keep them separate. 💐💕xxx

Thank you for the video Sian! So glad you brought some important and comforting things with you to the hospital. Thank you for sharing. So often i struggle to help comfort and self soothe myself so its helpful to learn. all the love. - Beautifulcaledonia x

What a great way to deal with pain and unfortunate loss! Hope you stay strong and healthy. (Creator 360 UK event)