living alone diaries: disappear until you feel like yourself again

Рет қаралды 51,222

Ай бұрын

hello? is this thing on? 👀
i know, i know. it's been far too long and i miss you all deeply, but i had to go ghost for myself and now? i feel untouchable. i am so, so happy to be back on your screen sharing this little life of mine.
i have so much to say, but don't want to word vomit in the description here. i just hope that you enjoy the content and just catch up with me in the comments bookieeeeessss 🥹🫶🏾
i hope your week is going amazing! take care all ways, always. enjoy! xo ❣️
(make sure you watch in 4k, the quality is top tier 🤩)
links to some of my favs mentioned:
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💖Products Used in My Makeup Routine💖:
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💖Brunch Outfit Deets💖:
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💖Chia Seed Pudding Recipe💖:
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💖Sage Green Bedding Decor💖:
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💖Bedding Decor (night stands, mirrors, etc.)💖:
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💖Everything I Use To Wrap My Silk Press💖:
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💖My Record Player Set-Up💖:
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Btw, this video is NOT sponsored, all opinions are my own.
let's connect on social ✨:
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vlog camera: Sony A7C & Sony ZV-1
editing software: Final Cut Pro X
music selections: Soundcloud & Epidemic Sounds

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@slayedbyjordan Ай бұрын

I was just saying how I miss your weekly vlogs . I’m very happy to see you back, your presence was truly missed. Sending you peace and light 🤍!

@deetheseamstress Ай бұрын

Same ❤

@NYCAngel55 Ай бұрын

You've been missed more than you know. I'm glad you're back and I hope you're well.

@jasminsade Ай бұрын

Amani really said I’m back and here’s a 1 hour vlog baby 👏🏽👏🏽 welcome back sis, we love you and are so happy you’re back!! 🫶🏽🤍

@3Bnannylounge Ай бұрын

So enjoyed it

@MKGirl317 Ай бұрын

You are just too cute 🥰. This 54 year old loves your content young lady. You really have me laughing. You’re a very encouraging person.

@millyroots292 Ай бұрын

Girl! You hit the jackpot finding a braider who washes and blow dries 😂 I love that for you

@Choklatekisses1 Ай бұрын

I ain't gonna call no names but someone was round here stalking your channel 😔😄 it's so good to see you back. I love the fact that you take time out for YOU! 🌺 Welcome back and the camera quality... 10's across the board

@audreygatson932 Ай бұрын

Hello, believe me when I tell you ,woke up with you on my mind this morning and prayed for you and here you are!! Miss you lady...❤

@diamondfuqua Ай бұрын

I’ve been feeling this so bad lately especially being pregnant just wanting to disappear happy your back

@delyoung1282 Ай бұрын

Thank you I'm happy to see you vlogging again and to come so raw and real speaking on a subject some people will not touch publicly. 💩 I'm a victim, I have had this problem for years, so it has just become a natural thing for me and I know that this is not healthy, it's definitely a problem! So Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! I will be trying this product this week and I'm PRAYING that it works for me. Your vlogging is always a treat so I PRAY that you find peace & contentment in what you love and search for. Thanks again hopefully we'll see you back to vlogging on a regular. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

@poet82n Ай бұрын

I was literally just on your channel 15 minutes ago wondering where you went. Love your content being a bit older than you. Now, let's watch.

@rebecahnjuguna3336 Ай бұрын

Amani really happy to see you again. Missed you.

@swelyleilane Ай бұрын

I am happy that you are back and okay. sometimes is good to take a break, put everything together and yes, try again. much love for you! 💘

@jojobean2845 Ай бұрын

I was just thinking about you yesterday, and it's good to see your smiling face. Definitely tend to your mental state whenever needed. I don't know if you've heard of or tried the smooth move teas. I try to incorporate them monthly for a little extra help, especially when I haven't been eating like I should. That may help. Looking forward to seeing your vlogs again.❤❤

@kaluzimaninga7611 Ай бұрын

the editing, the quality? We missed you Amani!!!🎀🎀🩷🩷

@Hestia134 Ай бұрын

Girl let’s talk about the post eclipse because baby I’ve done a whole lifestyle change. I realized I’m down 25 lbs I recently just started a daily 24hr fast where I eat every 6pm and I’m loving the results of me having better sleep and having more clarity. Glad you’re back and looking beautiful matcha queen 💚🍵

@Choklatekisses1 Ай бұрын

Kudos to you!!! 😀😀

@LaayAmari_ Ай бұрын

My girl !!! Omg I found your channel and watched every video and have been patiently waiting for something new ‼️🤗

@textmonsterlm Ай бұрын

I just love your makeup application!! Thank you for the walkthrough ❤

@kay7461 Ай бұрын

I’m so glad you chose to share what’s going on with your gut health. I’m dealing with the same problem of not pooping for several days straight. I don’t want to depend on coffee or meds either for a quick fix. Hope you’re encouraged to know that you’re not the only one.

@WomenofDandy Ай бұрын

Girllll ... girlll your vlogs help me get my self together I was sitting around acting depressed bc life has had some changes within a week and watching this video made me get up do my skin care wash my hair detangle it and shower...Thanks girl

@3Bnannylounge Ай бұрын

Omggggg so happy can’t wait to watch this when I get out of class! You’ve been missssed❤

@GlenysClarice Ай бұрын

Soooo happy to see you’re back! 🤎

@motivationwithlisa Ай бұрын

My daughter went through the same thing with not using the bathroom for days, She is 30 now and she incorporated mineral oil to her diet and hasn’t had that problem since. Hope you find a solution soon. NO, medication is not IT!❤

@JanAndNelliesLove Ай бұрын

Omg I’ve missed you so much 😭😭 forever praying for you!

@survivalsilk2101 Ай бұрын

im so happy youre back amaniiii, missed your vlogs so much

@kefeshebernard Ай бұрын

So happy to see this! I discovered you a couple weeks ago, been binge-watching everythingggg while waiting! Love your work!

@meunocianortaye Ай бұрын

sooo happy you’re back!!!! but always take as much time you need off ❤

@shaniceshen Ай бұрын

I’m so glad you’re back!!

@dudifacechart Ай бұрын

I’m so glad you’re back ❤

@miksriri5353 Ай бұрын

Thank you so much for coming back I rewatched and watched all your old videos your presence is healing

@KrissyLewis Ай бұрын

Glad you took the break you needed! You’ve been missed. I just love ya vlogs girl!! ❤

@alexistribble6279 Ай бұрын

SO HAPPY THAT YOU’RE BACK! I’ve missed you so much!! ❤ it’s a good thing that you took a break to reinvent yourself! Welcome back baby girl! 😊

@3Bnannylounge Ай бұрын

You made my Sunday even brighter

@TTREATS362 Ай бұрын

I am so happy to see you back! You was missed!🥰🥺

@GulfCoastLady Ай бұрын

Amani, I'm so happy to see you back. I missed your vlogs so much, and you didn't disappoint. I understand you taking some "ME" time because it's truly a blessing to be able to do that, and to get it together, phyically and mentally. Welcome Back!! ❤❤

@amandakwakye6269 Ай бұрын

Sending love from 🇬🇭 Ghana

@ItsMoMoneyyy Ай бұрын

Hi there! I’m a new watcher and I’ve already been missing your presence when I seen you haven’t posted in a while. The way you prioritize your mental health is inspiring and I’m glad you came back on your time. Sending lots of love and support. ❤️

@B.Opulent Ай бұрын

I just want to say It is so refreshing to see someone who genuinely love what they do and have a passion for it. I can tell in the way you take your time with the editing, investing into quality equipment, and the fact that you reply and interact with your community! wishing plenty of success unto you beautiful! keep it up

@glowwithshy Ай бұрын

I love your vlogs! Welcome back 🫶🏾✨💫

@GorJessFace Ай бұрын

We miss you SOOOO much! It’s so wonderful to see beautiful black women taking the time for themselves. You deserved that time and remember you can take the time you need at any given moment. You’re glowing Queen! Welcome backkkkkkk

@terysathomas3213 Ай бұрын

Glad you are back girl & happy to see your soothing vlogs but of course take some deserved breaks whenever you feel burnt out because that is very important for overall health. Will always be here waiting for you ♥️♥️♥️♥️

@ModesOfShan Ай бұрын

Welcome back Amani ❣Was sending you positive energy while you were away. Hope you’re feeling your optimum self. Much Love ❤

@kwynetta2 Ай бұрын

I’m so happy to see you again ….. it’s good to take a break once an a while … one thing your playlist is amazing we need the details on that. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

@tarafair6509 Ай бұрын

Amaniiiiiiii!!!! I never really comment but I’m soooo glad you’re back! You were missed but I’m glad you took the time you needed.

@akelaforever6972 Ай бұрын

What a pleasant surprise. Good to see you back sis 💙

@mrs.hopson9426 Ай бұрын

I have a sister your age and she has been outside and living her life I love that for her. So great to see you happy and enjoying life❤

@celestebaptiste3603 Ай бұрын

Girllllll missed you dearly and I cannot wait to see what clear mind mani has in store for us ❤

@user-cf5it3rj6c Ай бұрын

Girl I missed you I'm Soo happy your back but I also get it taking time for yourself is important ❤ hope your feeling better I love that your back and can't wait for the next vlog ❤

Ай бұрын

i clicked on this soooo fast, so happy you're back! sending so much love 💞

@TalkSportsKida Ай бұрын

We are all so happy you’re back always take time for yourself ❤

@natasha3489 Ай бұрын

So happyyyy you back❤☺️

@tayyy4589 Ай бұрын

Something about this vid is just omg 😍 my fav in a while

@MrToondoon Ай бұрын

You’re the best at this vlogging thing, honestly

@vanessacopland Ай бұрын

So , happy to see you and this video will watch tonight when I have my me time.. 🎉glad you are back

@jasmeentoyou Ай бұрын

welcome back! I pray all is well in your mind, body, & spirit. sending you much light & ease

@audreanaburgess8371 Ай бұрын

I was so excited when I saw your vlog and I love the active wear 💜... taking time for yourself is important. I'm just learning that at 43 yrs old. I'm a single mom and senior in college 🥴

@thebrieffect Ай бұрын

We missed you so much girl ❤

@shivon.monique Ай бұрын

We missed you! Glad you're back + feeling better. Key lime water in the morning 🌄 first thing when you wake up. Also a nice relaxing colonic will have you feeling awesome.

@dejatucker3085 Ай бұрын

Thisss cameraaa is tea! The warm setting very much compliments your melanin!

@donnasmith3593 Ай бұрын

I missed you Amani . I’m glad you are back vlogging . Take as many breaks as you need. Just promise not to take long getting back.♥️♥️😊✨

@M2B22 Ай бұрын

Yay! This just made my day! We missed you! ❤❤❤

@asham.5490 Ай бұрын

My Amani Senses don't miss! Thought about you for the second time this week, so I knew something was coming. Good to see you, good sis ❤

@janetgriffin7779 Ай бұрын

So happy to see you but glad you took time for YOU!!

@anavalenzuela3223 Ай бұрын

I am glad you are back! You are slaying!!!!

@Anastasiavolynsky Ай бұрын

Omg! Missed you so glad to see you again! This camera quality is on another level

@kathleenhall6751 Ай бұрын

Glad your back ❤

@PleasantlyIntroverted Ай бұрын

Yippee, Yippee!!!! You are baccccckkkk! Glad you've found your Equilibrium! I clicked like soo fast! Keep being Be-You-Ti-Ful!!

@dessireecarter3876 Ай бұрын

Welcome back 😊

@reneehurley4118 Ай бұрын

Welcome back… Good to see you are doing better!! One of my favorite bloggers here on UTUBE😊

@breeworld8347 Ай бұрын

We missed you ❤. And am so happy to see you back❤

@tonika7543 Ай бұрын

Love the makeup, you look so beautiful. Glad to see you’re back doing vlogs.

@anissa2361 Ай бұрын

The camera quality is very clear! I have a couple of your videos to catch up on and I'm so glad! 😊

@hunnee_bee_7603 Ай бұрын

Kudos to you babe for actively taking control of your health! My mom does the celery juice first thing in the morning to amongst other things and she has never felt so good. Oh! Also, I have been looking for you. Not me stalking your account every so often to make sure I didn't miss an upload. MIssed you 💜💜

@brownbabecc Ай бұрын

I’m excited that you’re back! 12:49 outfit was so cute and chic. You made my week. makeup looked amazing too!

@yvonnestancil1762 Ай бұрын

Welcome back!!!

@Fantastical09 Ай бұрын

Barely a minute in and had to comment! So excited to see you again. You were missed, but I know I can say that we all understand needing to take a pause. Hoping you’re feeling much better ❤ Okay, now I’ll resume! Lol

@sweetlooweeze Ай бұрын

missed you so much but happy that you're taking care of yourself

@SCARSKINCARE Ай бұрын

So refreshing thank you!!

@arileilonii Ай бұрын

Amani, those words you spoke in the beginning of this video were BEAUTIFUL! I'm glad that you are putting yourself first. We love to see you smile :)

@theflyaunTEE Ай бұрын

Missed your vlogs so good to see you

@Peaceisthevibe Ай бұрын

I have missed your videos but am glad you took the time needed for YOU, your videos are always 🔥 Love, Love them! Thank you for posting about your gut health issues. I am having the same thing going on. It’s so hard trying to find a good holistic practitioner. Keep us posted please!!

@jasminedowell4295 Ай бұрын

The Home Depot/suspicious worker bee/dad music or whatever is a great touch!! Missed you!

@OooLaLaBlog Ай бұрын

Welcome back!

@janicenj1989 Ай бұрын

Glad you're back 😊. I enjoy your videos. Just wanted to share that I, too, have had intestinal issues in the past due to severe bowel blockage, which caused me to be hospitalized for 2 weeks until i had a bowel movement, and I wanted to suggest that now that you've had a movement, to consider having a colonic. That cleanser is great. I've used it in the past. Also drink lots of water and eat lots of greens. They both keep me very regular (daily) now. Good luck with finding a good doctor and nutritionist 😊

@user-ye2ru9cl8j Ай бұрын

We missed you so much, and I'm glad you back babe 🥰

@sadiqarenee Ай бұрын

Welcome back 🙏🏾❤️🤗

@Babeeebrit Ай бұрын

I’m new here and I already love it! Your editing and content is 1 of 1 for sure 🤌🏽! Btw the jazz background music is such a vibe 👌🏽

@tianahurt9817 Ай бұрын

Needed this!! Drop the playlist and makeup routine girl!!! ❤

@AmaniRakeia Ай бұрын

products linked in the description for you babe!! playlist coming soon!

@MarcieColeman Ай бұрын

So happy you’re back ❤❤😀

@doreenlaryea4744 Ай бұрын

Welcome back hun🎉❤😂 Missed u giiiirrrrlll

@spacepervert Ай бұрын

First and foremost- beating KZfaq up for taking my notifs off!!! Welcome back Amani!!! Missed your videos but glad to see you take the necessary step back to recenter and rest. Big ups on the Oner Active PR!!! Mushroom and plum brown got me wanting to swipe my card 🙂‍↕️ take care girly!

@jessicafianko Ай бұрын

Heyyy Amani Happy Sunday Missed you so much 🥹🥹 An hour vlog for us to enjoy 😊😊 you're the best 😁😁 How was your week? Love you 🫶🏾🫶🏾 Have a beautiful week 🥰🥰

@AllThangzKee Ай бұрын

Welcome back. I re-watched all your volgs since you been gone.

@shermaine7579 Ай бұрын

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Finally in my Cece Penniston voice, So glad to see you back, and I love the athletic fits. And yes it's important to take time for you, and your health. Stay up boo.💜💜

@TeaPea78 Ай бұрын

Girl that white floral loungewear set is cayute!!! And welcome back, you were missed!

@Kawaiicutiebaby Ай бұрын

Definitely needed this Vlog love every minute of it❤😊🙏🏾 happy belated birthday to you friend 🎊🎉🎂🎁🥳. 🫶🏾I hope everything get better with your digestion/intestinal health soon.

@Christiannmillss Ай бұрын

Welcome back and yes to your brows! 😍😍

@Naomiworldd Ай бұрын

Omg she's backkkkkkkkk❤

@Lifegoals4me 17 күн бұрын

You’re absolutely beautiful, blessings always 🩷

@deedeedanielle Ай бұрын

I'm so glad to see you back! I struggle with constipation as well, and what helps is raw veggies, fruit like berries, apples, and dragon fruit plus Plenty of water. The last thing you want to worry about is a bowel obstruction, so you have to make this a lifestyle change. You are amazing so I know you got this. ❤