living alone VLOG: dropping out of university😐, final days living alone in Japan

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I may or may not have dropped out of University/grad school.This was filmed in Sept/Oct so... I haven't been going to school for the 3rd month now. I still have time to reconsider everything but as of now, things are just getting clearer and clearer that I may have made an expensive mistake that resulted in jeopardizing my own health for me to see things through :(
As much as I love my days living alone in Japan pursuing a master's degree with a scholarship, what I thought was a dream come true, I think trading my health, sanity, functionality etc for it is far too extreme. I'm sorry if I disappoint any of you guys that might look up to me or had found me inspiring. I am a human too. I make mistakes, I mess up but this is not the end. If anything you take away from this video, let it be a positive one. love yourself and take very good care of yourself.❤️
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Manifesting for the best for all of us before 2022 ends ❤️
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@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

It wasn't an easy decision and I'm currently on a gap semester. Moving out soon :) Excited to see what's next for me but priority now is to get treatment. 🏥💊

@nyxm09 Жыл бұрын

im so sorry to hear that your health wasnt too great i had no idea, thank you so much for sharing this news with us. I cant even image how hard it must have been. I hope youre doing better now and recovering well. Dont worry about disappointing us AT ALL because we're just here to see your journey. IN SLICES AND CHUNKS. Please take care of your health and we all love you and are rooting for you always

@dizzy_miss_lizzie Жыл бұрын

I’m happy that you’re doing what your body and heart need! Decisions like this are hard and you’re so strong for everything you’ve accomplished, but there is absolutely nothing wrong with prioritizing YOU! Please take care ❤️ you have people here that care about you a lot

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you 🥹❤️❤️ Take care too :)

@Lovejasss 7 ай бұрын

Im really loving your channel! Very relatable and shows the reality of what its like living alone in another country like Japan. Wishing you all the best and super excited to watch all your other videos:)

@hnynguyen8835 Жыл бұрын

i just realised you dont have enough views for how good your videos are! keep up the good work :)

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you for saying such nice things 💖💖💖

@sitafee4232 Жыл бұрын

Wishing you all the best :) and hoping that you are alright and will get things figured out

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you! I’m slowly figuring things out and things are slowly getting clearer for me now :)

@ashikak2681 Жыл бұрын

Stay strong 💞💕💪

@thepearl_x Жыл бұрын

All that I will say is make sure it is what you really want and you don't just want to drop out because of a bit of pressure or hardships . Other than that thankyou for the video💗💗❤️. I hope you feel better💗💗🙃.

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you! I’m feeling much better :) Take care! ❤️❤️❤️

@onceeewwww1090 Жыл бұрын

Gurl the video didn't end in a happy pace 😪 Hope you can figure out the things and live back to your trail! DO what makes you happy but remember always look at your side you have families and friends and KZfaq viewers with you 🌟

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you :)))❤️❤️❤️ It didn’t end as planned but it doesn’t mean it is bad. Every cloud has a silver lining 🥹😊 and I’m liking this silver lining. Have a great day ahead!

@Lobsangchoedon Жыл бұрын

I am first 👋!! Just wanted to tell you I love watching your videos and always click right away when I get the notification!! Stay warm, stay strong

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you!!! So happy to hear that!😊

@wallylove Жыл бұрын

I am not sure what your real struggles are, but whatever they are, there is help available. One thing you ought to keep in mind is that whatever you sow, you will reap, and based on the videos I have watched of you, it seems you don't take good care of your health (sleeping/eating), hope you can find balance in what you do. By the way, you look cool in skirts

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Yes, you are very right on that. I have been trying my hardest to find that balance, but to no avail. As someone who loves eating and sleeping, I never thought that one day i would neglect this. I just don't see how I could find the balance while being where I am so I decided to take a step back and compromise :) I'm doing much better now and slowly regaining back the life I once had since taking this break. and thank you ❤️

@wallylove Жыл бұрын

@@sakurasnoopyy glad to know you are trying to do something about it, hope you are successful ;)

@user-vs8hz7ws3v Жыл бұрын

i just finished watching and i hope you are alright but it might not be a good idea dropping out of uni because it might affect your life later on when you start working :) anyways i hope you are doing well and pls stay healthy:)

@user-vs8hz7ws3v Жыл бұрын

im second to comment:)( 3rd?)

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Ah yes! You were 2nd :) Thank you for the advice! I think having a bachelor is enough for both Japan and my home country Malaysia unless I want to be a lecturer. As of now, i don’t see engineering as what I want to pursue :(

@Yaya_Samantha Жыл бұрын

debated whether i should comment but decided why not so.. heres a personal experience, not exactly the same as you since i'm not even in uni yet :/ _warning...it is long..._ graduated in 2020 with straight As for IGCSE. which means spending majority of my higher secondary having an average of 2 hours of sleep, forcing myself to cramp everything in my brain despite not having interest in what im studying. spent days and nights studying while crying. eventually i slowly but surely take lesser care of myself, it resulted in weakened immune system, developing an _allergy

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for taking the time to share your story! I love to read it and i hope your story inspire many other people out there who has been through/going through the same. I graduated high school with straight As too, A+s to be accurate. but is it worth the sacrifice? I ask myself every now and then, so often. Going to a country where i know nothing, know nobody and couldn't speak a language right after that? probably not the best idea and i never knew. (I don't regret this though). I have always thought that being able to pull through and graduated on time with a Bachelor's degree is already a miracle for me, seriously. It's time to listen to my body and my heart about what I truly want. My situation/condition is pretty similar to yours (if not worse) except that nobody in my school reached out to me and cared. I reached out but nobody really gives a damn about my situation that is why dropping out is the only way I can see. I am in no way advocating for dropping out especially when you still have not gotten your Bachelor's degree. Do whatever it takes (change major, change Uni, take that gap semester or year, go for therapy/psychiatrist, pick up the hobby you been wanting to or whatever), try your hardest to get that Bachelor's degree or diploma but don't compromise your health for it. Before hoping into the working world or continuing your studies, fix whatever needs to be fixed first so that it wont relapse. I wish you best of luck, love & take care of yourself and always be in good health.❤️ p/s you sing pretty well! ;)

@Yaya_Samantha Жыл бұрын

@@sakurasnoopyy i can totally relate the 'is it worth the sacrifice' part, because that was my reaction too, 'what now' i asked myself. and im very proud of you for taking that big step!! i cannot imagine how hard it'll be to be in a foreign land without knowing their language. and yes im not planning to discontinue my studies since im working on being a psychologist / psychiatrist, it just a matter of right timing and money. thanks again for reading my story and sharing yours too!! wishing you good health too

@richardbarba2736 Жыл бұрын

Wow this girl is kinda saks sea

@AmericanWolfinAsia Жыл бұрын

Do not drop out of school! Drop the dude 🤔

@sakurasnoopyy Жыл бұрын

Drop the dude = losing the scholarship = financial prob. Technically doable to drop the dude but that’s not the only problem. 🥹 Will see how things go. Thank you for your advice!✨

@AmericanWolfinAsia Жыл бұрын

@@sakurasnoopyy :drop the dude = losing the scholarship? Are you doing something shady 🥷🏿😂?